Inuyasha and the Succubus Demon

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Chapter 8 – Inuyasha and Kagome.

Inuyasha hurried back to the village in a frenzy. Sesshomaru’s words rang in his head over and over. All this time it never occurred to him that Kagome was in danger. It was now late afternoon, soon to be evening and the sun was sinking slowly in the west. Each step Inuyasha took towards the village increased his worry about her. All this time he had assumed that Kagome was safe with Sango and Miroku. Inuyasha had a good mind to return to wooded area and torch the ground where the creature was destroyed just out of spite. He ran back to the village and met Sango who was standing near the gate. She was angry but curious to find out what had happened to him. Inuyasha pieced together a story about a demon that was masquerading as Naraku to lure him into the woods. He wanted to keep out the part about Sesshomaru, but when Sango informed him that Kagome was brought to the village by Rin, Sesshomaru’s ward, he realized that his story true or not didn’t really make a difference. He was also surprised to hear about Miroku’s injuries and condition. Both Miroku and Kagome had been unconscious for the whole afternoon. After checking on Miroku, Inuyasha slowly entered the hut where Kagome was lying. Little Shippo had gone to sleep next to Kagome. Kaeda picked him up to take him to her hut so he wouldn’t bother either of the injured parties.

Inuyasha set in the corner of the small room, speechless as the events of the day were still vivid in his mind. Kagome would never understand or forgive me for that matter. Despite the trickery of the female demon, for a while, Inuyasha still believed, at least wanted to believe that it was Kikyo that he was with. It pained him inside to think how easily he could fall victim to his own urges. There aren’t enough sit commands in Kagome to fix this one. He had taken off his cloak and put it over her in an attempt to warm her. Even though Kaeda had supplied her with a blanket the gesture to him was at least something.

As the sun set in the west it took with it the remaining stress of the day. The winds changed again, but unlike before, it didn’t carry the scent of evil, but the sweet smell of the coming rains. Probably that storm the early villagers where talking about. As the day passed into night another thing began to vanish with the disappearance of the day’s light. Inuyasha slowly began to lose his demon-dog appearance. His nails shorten, his eyes darken, his fluffy dog ears changes to human, the pads under his feet disappeared and lastly his thick silvery dog mane changed to an ebony blanket of smooth and silky hair. Inuyasha looked down at his now human hands. The irony of it was that both he and Sesshomaru thought of humans as being the weaker species. Of all his strengths, Inuyasha couldn’t control his urges when it came to Kikyo. He shook his head. This is too much, he thought. I cannot let myself be swayed by Kikyo. I must except that…she’s dead. And that thing out there that calls itself Kikyo is no more then a doll not unlike the demon puppets Naraku uses.

He stood and pulled back the shade to reveal the darken skylight that was, for this night, only brighten by the stars. This night seemed different. Inuyasha’s mind wasn’t clouded by the impulsive and intense thoughts of his demon half. He was now thinking and feeling like a human. He allowed himself to openly feel the pain in his heart. Pain caused by his fears that Kagome would leave him if she found out the truth. “I can’t let her know.” he whispered to himself.

He stared at her face. The subtle light from the star-filled night made for a serene image of his miko. He so much wanted to grab her and cradle her in his arms. To protect her from everything, but deep down, he knew that all of the dangers that Kagome has faced have been the result of his quest for the Shikon jewel. In that instance it was clear to Inuyasha what needed to be done. He must leave Kagome before he hurts her again. He reached for the door of the hut. Right as he was about to open it he heard Kagome’s voice weakly calling him.

“Inu…yasha?” she whispered from underneath the blanket. At first, he didn’t want to turn around. His mind was made up and he didn’t want to change it. This is the best thing for her, but as she called to him again, he realized that to Kagome, his leaving in the middle of the night with no explanation would probably be even more devastating. He looked over at her to fine her eyes open as she was slowly sitting up. Quickly he knelt down beside her. “Are you… alright?” he hesitated to ask. The odd way that she was starring at him sent a streak of apprehension down his back.

Kagome felt as though she was waking from a long dream. The incident from earlier was a cloudy haze in the back of her mind; foggy like an old nightmare. Then as she regained her senses she realized that it wasn’t a dream. She gasped lightly as the memories came flooding back. Inuyasha frown uncertain of Kagome’s expression. He couldn’t tell if she was going to cry or scream at him… Either would be better right now to ease this tense and silent moment. Kagome looked at him trying to forget the events of the day but she couldn’t. Finally she grabbed him and hugged him tightly sobbing uncontrollable. Inuyasha grabbed her equally as tight. Her sobbing burned him deeply. “Inuyasha,” she said between sobs, “please, PLEASE, tell that that wasn’t you out there in the woods. That wasn’t you that attacked me and tried to… to” she couldn’t finish her sentence. A shocking chill shot through Inuyasha body. For it now occurred to him just what dangers Sesshomaru was implying before. Just as that demon in the woods tried to seduce him into sex, it probably tried to do the same to Kagome, but judging from her shaken condition it probably tried to mate with her by force. This couldn’t be. I cannot allow Kagome to carry with her such negative memories of something that was supposed to be a sensual and pleasuring experience. Not to mention, a bad memory with his face. He was thinking like an average human now… He let his heart and deep feelings for her shine through and he decided to show her his new-found display of affection. Suddenly, without warning Inuyasha put his hands to Kagome’s face and kissed her. She immediately stopped crying with the shock of his actions. She kissed him back but then pulled back overcome by curiosity. “Inuyasha, wha.. what are you doing?” her cheeks and face were completely flushed, red.

The look on Inuyasha’s face was a new one to Kagome. It was a combination of such passion and intense feelings in his eyes, but his expression was one of sorrow. “I’m..sorry, Kagome… I don’t know what that evil hag tried to do to you but it wasn’t me!” The images of the twinkling stars danced in Kagome’s eyes making them appear to be shaking. In the back of Inuyasha’s mind he curses himself for starting this conversation right now with her. He felt vulnerable without his demonic impulses. Right now, his judgments, feelings, thoughts, everything was based on his human half. It was sympathizing with Kagome and all the frustrations he’s causes her. He blinked and looked away from her. He hated feeling like this.

Kagome tried to sigh but her anxiety caused it to be shuddered. Inuyasha has NEVER been this open with his feelings. It was scary, but she didn’t want to shoot him down if he’s finally bearing his soul to her. Inuyasha started kissing Kagome’s neck. The intensity of the moment was making Kagome crazy. Will Inuyasha’s affections lead to something more? This was not the way she saw herself losing her virginity, but at the same time, she never really thought about it. Somewhere in her mind she knew that Inuyasha would be the one that she would want to do it with, but his lack of commitment to her was her excuse for not thinking about it. Sex with Inuyasha was one of those hopes that will probably never be fulfilled but doesn’t hurt to wish for. Buried deep in her own thoughts, Kagome didn’t even realize that Inuyasha had reached his hand up her shirt and was caressing her stomach. He was nervous about proceeding further until she gave him the okay.

“Inuyasha? What…what about Kikyo? You two obviously still have a connection.” She reluctantly pulled away from him. It pained her to continue but she knew she had to. “I don’t think this would be the right thing for us right now if you still have mixed feeling for her.”

Inuyasha looked down again at his human hands. He smirked a little because he finally realized that if he’s going to reveal his true feelings, then he might as well go all the way. However in that truth, he didn’t think that telling her about the succubus demon was a good idea. He looked back at her and gave her a sincere smile; one that cause Kagome’s insides to quiver.

“Kagome, I might still have some mixed feeling for Kikyo, but you’re the one that I belong with. You’re the one that I am to protect. And you’re the one that I’m in love with now.” His words surged through Kagome like electricity. That’s all she needed to hear to melt into Inuyasha’s arms like warm butter. He began to kiss her again, this time removing his shirt. Kagome has seen Inuyasha naked before but tonight there was a difference. His body seemed larger, stronger, and more alive with passion. Slowly they undressed each other like to kids sneaking open forbidden Christmas gifts. Slowly and carefully as if to rush would force them to realize what they were doing and stop.

Even though they were both completely naked, Inuyasha was still sensing Kagome’s hesitance. “Please Kagome, I want to show you how much I love you by pleasing you the best way I know how.” She smiled, “Let me, first.” To Inuyasha’s surprise, Kagome knelt down to his lap and put her hand around his penis. Gently she stroked his manhood staring deeply into his eyes as if she were awaiting some kind of sign of approval. Finally she put his penis into her mouth and began to suck over the tip. She ran her tongue across the sensitive head of his throbbing penis, teasing his senses.

Finally he couldn’t contain himself any longer and came in her mouth with a groan. Kagome let go and quickly turned away from Inuyasha, her body shaking as if she were crying.

“Oh Kagome! I’m I’m sorry. I didn’t mean…” the fear in his voice was very evident, but he wasn’t necessarily afraid of her ‘sitting’ him. He was worried about his manly seed shooting over her face.
Suddenly she turned back around and to Inuyasha’s surprise she was laughing, not crying.

Inuyasha grimaced, “What the hell you do that for? You had me thinking that you’d…” Kagome continued laughing. “Shut up already.” Inuyasha commanded with a smile.

Finally she stopped laughing and wiped her mouth. Inuyasha cocked his head to one side, curious, “um… Kagome. Why would you use your mouth? I mean what purpose does it serve in mating?” Kagome couldn’t help but smile at the innocence of the question.

“Well the people from my era do this to please each other. In my time, sex is not just for mating and making babies, but we do it for fun and to show each other how we feel about each other.”

Inuyasha looked away from Kagome, “oh.” Despite his solemn facial expression, he was in agreement with her. His very reason for initiating this sexual act was to show Kagome how he truly felt. However his current facial expression was attributed to his wondering why she never offered before.

“Can I use my mouth too?” Kagome’s eyes widened at his request.

Kagome laid back on the matt expecting Inuyasha to enlighten her senses with the same kind of sensuality that she delivered to him, but unfortunately Inuyasha’s interpretation of oral foreplay was a lot less than what she was expecting. In one big motion, Inuyasha licked her between her legs like a saint bernard greeting its master. The sensation sent chills up her spine because it wasn’t at all what she was expecting him to do. She wanted to say something but when Inuyasha looked up at her with a big kid –style grid she couldn’t help but laugh again. Well he is a dog demon, she joked to herself. As she laid back on the matt, she pulled him over top of her body. She was willing to overlook his less that perfect performance in oral sex due to the fact that she was already as aroused and warmed up as she needed to be.

After his sloppy display, Kagome was so sure that he wouldn’t be able to be passionate, but surprisingly he was more then passionate as he kissed her neck letting his tongue glide across her skin. His hands gently rubbed at her breasts as he lightly kissed her curves. And it seemed that each hair on her body that was touched by him, sent electrical shocks through her system in her anticipation of they love.

Inuyasha’s penis was hard again and pushing against her thigh. Because she’d never had sex before, the size of Inuyasha’s penis wasn’t really something she could comment on, nor did she have anything to compare it to. So as far as she was concerned, it was of average size and hopefully won’t hurt going in.

Slowly he eased his penis into her and Kagome gasped with the new feelings. “Oh Kagome.” He mumbled lowly; an apparent sign that he was enjoying the sensations too. It was possibly a small orgasm that zipped through her body, but Kagome just knew that it felt good to have him inside her. It was what she wanted, what she waited for and now it just felt like the right thing to do. She arched her back as he pushed and pushed to what seemed like him getting deeper and deeper inside her; as if he were trying to connect with her soul. Inuyasha’s arms wrapped around her body and held her tightly to him as if to ease up would allow her to float away.

The sensation was pleasing but Kagome was still curious that it didn’t hurt, no breaking of her hymn, nothing. Maybe because their rhythm wasn’t fast and frenzied, but slow and simple? He felt good but his long and passionate strokes were driving her crazy. All this time she has expected sex with him to be a rough and animalistic activity, but it didn’t feel primal, but passion. Perhaps because this time he was human and not a hanyo. It wasn’t something that she was going to dwell on but probably think about later. Right now, she was committed to these feelings of love and passion that she had always prayed that he would give to her.

Inuyasha wanted to go faster; but he tried to maintain a conscious hold on what he was doing and how he was pleasuring her. Her panting and heavy breathing fueled his arousal. The smell of her breath and the sweat across her breasts was intoxicating and he was drunk with an over powering sense of satisfaction. He so much wanted to sink his teeth into her flesh and mark her in an act of making her his. But again, he reminded himself that this was supposed to be an act of love to where she should feel no pain, only happiness.

They rocked together as one close unit until finally Inuyasha came with a loud groan. Kagome who had already had 2 orgasms coiled her legs around him satisfied. He was panting with a huge smile on his face as the micro-beads of sweat rolled down his face and neck. He leaned down and kissed her again, tasting her salty sweet lips. There was nothing to say now after this wondrous experience of enjoying each other’s bodies was over.

Inuyasha and Kagome laid together, intertwined, enjoying their orgasmic bliss. They laid there for hours, each one exhausted but thinking about what this act would mean for them tomorrow. Inuyasha was laying slightly behind Kagome with his face resting on her neck. For a while, Kagome could hear his quick breathing and knew that he was awake, but she couldn’t think of anything to say; afraid that her words would ruin the moment. Finally, she heard his breathing become shallow and slow and a soft snore escaped his lips. Kagome wanted to go to sleep, but she was bothered by the memories of everything he said. Once before as a human, Inuyasha said a lot of things, special things that Kagome was sure were genuinely from his heart, but by the next day, all those kind words were lost. Anxiety sat in and Kagome could feel her skin begin to crawl with the fears that Inuyasha would become very insensitive by tomorrow. Her heart started to flutter in her chest as she started to squirm. Quickly Inuyasha’s grip around her waist tightened. His hands caressed her body with his unconscious sense of protection for her. She could hear him mumble something under his breath in her ear, but couldn’t really make it out. As she started to relax and succumb to her sleepiness, she prayed deep down that he was whispering her name and not Kikyo’s.

The next morning, Kagome awoke to the familiar white hair, fuzzy ears and claws. Inuyasha had changed back to his half-breed appearance and was sleeping next to her. The memories of the night before danced in her mind as she reminisced about his gentleness and the feeling of his body on her. Wow, I would have never thought that I would lose my virginity that way, she thought. But I knew that I did want it to be with him. She grabbed her gym tee shirt out of her bag and slipped it on over her naked body. Inuyasha felt Kagome rustling beside him and began to roll over. He stretched a little and then realizing where he was and remembering what had happened, he quickly turned to her. “Are you alright?” She gave him a warm smile, but a shuttered sigh, signs that she was still a bit shaken.

I’m still a little shaken by what happened yesterday. It was a terrifying thing to be attack by…” her voice trailed off as she held her legs close to her body. She realized that it was time to erase the memories of that version of him away from her mind. It be better to replace them with the memories of last night, she thought to herself. But before she did, there was a question, “Inuyasha, this demon that you had to face in the woods, if it attacked me looking like you, what did it attack you as?”

Inuyasha held his breath, searching for a ‘Kagome’ acceptable answer. He knew that he couldn’t lie, Kagome already knew that he ran off because he thought he smelled Naraku, but he didn’t know how to tell her that the thing appeared as Kikyo. The subject of his past love is always a touchy thing between them so he really didn’t want to get her started. Plus if he told her that he had sex with a creature because it looked like Kikyo…well, she’d probably yell ‘SIT’ loud enough to be heard in her own era. “Is that really important right now?” He evaded the question altogether. “Besides you should be grateful that I took care of it and killed it before it did more damage.” He rolled his eyes under the lids. The appearance of his half-brother Sesshomaru was also something that didn’t need to be addressed.

“Are you serious? I followed you because you said it was Naraku.” She kicked her legs out in utter frustration.

“And what were you going to do, fight him yourself? See, you just don’t trust me. You would have been okay if you had stayed put. You’re always getting yourself in trouble!” Inuyasha said candidly. He was still lying in the bed with his arm propping his head up. His lackluster attitude towards her feelings was evident in the way he was laying there, eyes closed, and drawing doodles on the matt with his finger. It didn’t occur to him that he was pissing her off until she spoke.

“Well if you would quit running off and trying to handle everything by yourself, maybe I wouldn’t be in trouble. You’re so stubborn!” Kagome couldn’t help but yell; it was a reaction to his sarcasm. Inuyasha quickly slipped his pants back on still not really looking at her.

“Whatever! If it wasn’t for me, you’d be dead a long time ago!”

His childish praddling fed into Kagome’s anger until finally…

“SIT!” Kagome yelled, but she didn’t give much thought to Inuyasha’s positioning before she yelled it. Inuyasha slammed face first into her lap causing Kagome to scream at the top of her lungs.

“Kagome!? Kagome are you alright?” Kagome heard Kaeda outside the door in a flash. With no time to explain the embarrassing setup, Kagome push Inuyasha back down and covered him with her blanket.

“Yes, Kaeda…I’m alright…”

Kaeda entered the small hut, “Kagome, do ye be alright. I heard ye scream.”

Kagome smiled innocently, “uh…I’m fine. I…I just had a bad dream.” She stammered. She was hoping that Kaeda wouldn’t notice the weird-shaped lump towards the end of her bed.

Kaeda looked around, “Where be Inuyasha?” she turned and looked behind herself outside.

Kagome was about to answer when she felt one of Inuyasha’s ears twitching. His head was right between her legs and therefore his ear was rubbing her exposed center. She so much wanted to laugh out, but as a reflex, she jumped and closed her legs tightly crushing Inuyasha’s head in the process. She could hear his muffled groans and prayed that Kaeda couldn’t hear it.

Kagome turned blue in the face causing Kaeda to feel uneasy. “Aye child, are ye sure ye are not still ill?”

“…I..’m…per…fect…ly…o…kay…”

Kaeda shrugged then noticed an extra foot sticking out from under Kagome’s blanket. She smiled at Kagome and decided to leave.

Kagome sighed then flung the cover off of Inuyasha. “Are you insane!”

“What are you talking about?! You SAT me! And who crushed whose head!” Inuyasha jumped to his heels. His hand was flexed with his claws exposed, a sure sign that he was annoyed. Kagome was about to shout something back at him then she remembered her thoughts from last night. Her whole attitude changed as she let her fears and frustrations overcome her.

“You’re never gonna change.” She said greyly. Inuyasha’s face instantly changed from annoyance to panic. He was all ready to hit her with an equally demeaning retort so he was shocked of her early retreat from their argument.

“Wha…what do you mean by that?”

Kagome could only sigh. She really didn’t want to go into it with him, especially now that he was his old self. “I’m going home, just leave me be.” Inuyasha frowned. He was about to protest, then suddenly…

Shippo slept the whole night curled up in Kirara’s fur. It was extremely comfortable, but different seeing as though he normally sleeps next to Kagome. He awoke, anxious to see if she was awake and okay. He was equally concerned about Miroku’s condition, but Kagome was higher on his priority list. As he skipped towards her hut he could hear what sounded like arguing. “How could he?” he scoffed. Kagome was weak and in no condition to be arguing with Inuyasha, how dare he go and pick a fight with her now? Shippo was fuming. Then as he reached the door of the hut, ready to enter, he was knocked back by Inuyasha tumbling out of the hut.

“GET OUT AND QUIT MESSING WITH ME!” Kagome screamed throwing Inuyasha’s cloak at him. The look on Inuyasha’s face was one of terror as it seems that Kagome’s demeanor quickly changed from solemn to enraged.

“I am totally disappointed in you Inuyasha. How dare you bother her in such a weaken condition.”

Inuyasha was still shocked at Kagome’s attitude, when Shippo’s words sunk in, he turned and snatched the little creature up by his tail and thumped him over his skull twice. Then he flung the child-like demon and stormed off in the direction of the well.

Kagome quickly dressed herself and threw her school stuff back into her backpack. Her mind was blank to match her mood and she really didn’t want to think about anything until after she had had a good night sleep in her own bed. She didn’t want to let the thoughts into her mind that their night of love making was just a fluke; or even worse Inuyasha’s guilt for not being there. She peaked in on Miroku and Sango who were both sleeping in another hut. She didn’t know if Miroku had ever regained consciousness and was concerned, but her energy was so drained, she couldn’t think straight. She told Lady Kaeda to explain to Sango and Miroku that she had to leave but would be back after a quick rest at her own home.

It was a long walk to well. Perhaps it was her slow pace or clouded thinking but the distance seemed endless. She had to shoo Shippo away twice and even though both times she initially thought it was Inuyasha following her, she realized that she was happier that it wasn’t him. Finally she reached the well. As she sat on the edge of it, she held her arms thinking about the warmth she felt as Inuyasha was holding her. As much as she thought their encounter would end a lot of her questions, it seemed to succeed in opening up a bunch of new ones. She sighed deeply. Then she looked over her shoulder to see Inuyasha standing there. Apparently he did follow her there, but had been silent the whole way. She didn’t know what to say to him.

“Look, I just need to go home for a while.”

She tried to crack a sideways smile. Inuyasha slowly and silently approached her. As he walked up, a surge of fear went up Kagome’s spine as she was reminded of the evil Inuyasha from the woods. Inuyasha can be many things but quiet isn’t a normal one. She felt her hairs standing on end as she tried to determine if she should scream or stay and see what he was up to. Finally he spoke and looked at her with a piercing gaze so deep in to her, it was like he was looking into her soul.

“I’m sorry.”

They gazed at each other for what seemed like forever. Inuyasha’s simple words carried with it and enormous amount of weight and meaning.

“Can I go with you?” he asked lightly.

Kagome hesitated, and then finally with a deep sigh, she smiled, “Sure.”

As she was about to let herself fall into the well, Inuyasha quickly grabbed her and pulled her body to him. Putting his hand to her face he passionately kissed her. Point taken, he’s changed. Kagome smiled in the midst of her kiss.