Too Much Time On Their Hands

Alistair rushed down stairs to see Tsukiya freaking out over a passed out smiling Jimmy. At first it looked like they had too much fun until Alistair saw Tsukiya’s face.

“Damn you asshole wake up!”

Tsukiya was in tears and there was blood all over the floor. All of it was Jimmy’s. Alistair grasped Jimmy from Tsukiya looking at his son.

“What the fuck happened?”

Tsukiya started sobbing.

“Well we had fun at first and I thought everything was ok then I told him I had to go to the bathroom. So I left and when I came back he had cut off one of his wrists cutting deep into the other and I found him on the floor like this.”

Alistair checked for a heartbeat and there was none. His son had killed himself. Roaring in agony he looked at Tsukiya in tears. There was way too much blood lost. It was a long way to go to the bathroom from the dungeon so he had to be out like this for a good half hour.

“Get Sesshou and get that damn sword! He is not leaving us like this damn it all!”

Alistair rocked his son and sobbed as Tsukiya rushed up the stairs.

“My Jimmy……. My precious little Jimmy………. My boy why did you do this? Why the fuck would you do this to me!”

Alistair roared. Megan came downstairs and Alistair gave her a scathing look.

“See I told you he wasn’t ok! I told you damn bitch that he wasn’t going to be ok and we needed to talk to him now look at him! He is dead! He killed himself!”

Megan fell to the floor sobbing and turned away from Alistair. Alistair got up from his son realizing what he said and wanting to hit himself for it.

“Damn it I am sorry Megan. I didn’t mean it. I just………..he just……..”

Alistair fell into Megan’s arms as they sobbed.

“No you are right Alistair it is my fault. I should have listened………. I should have…….. I am sorry……….”

Then both parents went over to Jimmy as Alistair carried him upstairs. Sesshou woke up as soon as he smelled the blood and bolted from his Father’s lap.

“Jimmy!”

Sesshou cried out as he ran for his sword. He could hear Tensaiga crying, it was sobbing, and screaming for him. Getting the sword he rushed back downstairs to see the lifeless pale body of Jimmy being held by his parents.

“Set him on the floor and let me save him.”

Tears formed in Sessho’s eyes at the sight of his beloved on the floor. How the fuck did this happen and when? This was not supposed to be!

“I see them. I see the emissaries of the afterlife.”

Sesshou stated softly as he swung the sword through them and Jimmy remained still. Now it was just a matter of time as Sesshou lifted the boy into his arms walking away from his parents as he held Jimmy’s severed hand in his own holding it until it regenerated to Jimmy’s body.

“He will be fine now. You two need to talk. I will return.”

After saying this Sesshou walked away with his beloved little black wolf. Jimmy was carried by the very tired demon Lord up to the bedroom. It still smelled of him having sex with his Father. It was suitable for what he needed to explain and say to this boy he loved. Jimmy slowly woke up in the arms of the man he loved. The man he had killed himself over. Jimmy was shocked he was alive.

“Why would you do something that stupid Jimmy? Why would you do that to me? If you really loved me at all or anyone you would not do such things. I am not pleased with you in the slightest. You are trying to kill us is that it? You hate your parents and me that much that you wish to leave us?”

Sesshou stated angrily as tears poured down his face as he stood up turning his back on Jimmy. He was so mad he wanted to punch Jimmy in the face.

“You smell the scent in this room? This is my little death. This is my pain and my love. I want to give this to you, but why should I now?”

Jimmy could smell it. Touga and Sessho’s sex in the room with the torn sheets as well as the spilt cum on the floor.

“You and he did this? But he is your Father! As in he gave birth to you like a Mother! You had sex with him Sesshoumaru, but you were not willing to do so again with me? How could you!”

Jimmy was pissed off and slightly disgusted. Sesshou expected such a reaction. Turning around he grasped Jimmy by the throat his eyes glowing red.

“Do not look at me with such disgust and hate in your eyes my lover! I was your Father and we did the same thing! I may be his genetic child, but there is no difference in what we did here and in what I did with you Jimmy! Do not forget that!”

Jimmy growled as Sesshou threw the boy on the bed and stripped off his robe. Jimmy was still naked from his time with Tsukiya and looked up in fear at Sesshou who was fuming. There was a power their greater than his own and the young black wolf was afraid for the first time in his life.

“You will call me Sesshou little Jimmy since that is my name as my Father recognized me as an adult today. It was a very special day for me and then you destroyed it when you destroyed your life! I am an adult, you are a child. When you grow up I will give you the Alpha position. You are not grown up enough yet to take it as I thought I would give it to you now. You can’t take it because I can’t trust you to live. I can’t trust you with a kingdom when you do this shit!”

Sesshou growled low when Jimmy tried to move after he took off everything standing perfect, beautiful, and naked in front of the boy. Jimmy froze and looked at Sesshou trembling in fear.

“You wanted me so bad you would kill yourself? Well here I am. What is stopping you? Your fear or your lack of commitment to the acts you commit? You died for this so now I am here so take it.”

Jimmy sat sobbing on the edge of the bed. Sesshou growled at those tears not giving a shit.

“You fucking brat stop your whimpering and get up off your ass! You said you wanted me so now guess what? You are getting me! You get all of me including this form that you apparently fear! This is who I am Jimmy! I am not a nice guy! I am a demon and right now I am very pissed off! You took one of the most precious days of my life ruin it by killing yourself and then dare to look at me with disgust! You don’t deserve to cry! You don’t deserve to be on your own ever again! You need a damn baby sitter to insure your safety even from yourself damn it!”

Jimmy looked up at Sesshou and in a rage he flung himself at the demon pounding his fists into him until Sesshou took them away holding Jimmy by the wrists.

“You avoided me you bastard! You treated me like gold then walked away and became cold to me! I tried to avoid thinking of you more than a Father! I tried and I couldn’t do it you fucking asshole! You blame me though! You walk away from me! Don’t you have a fucking heart in there at all? Don’t you care about anything Sesshoumaru! I don’t give a shit about your new name! I only know you as one thing and damn it all I don’t want things to change you prick! I want my life back!’
“Why didn’t you just let me die? The pack would be better off since I am a fucking weak willed child who doesn’t deserve your affections and I don’t want to live without them! Tsukiya deserves a better mate because I am in love with you damn it all and I should only love her! I should only love her! You told me so and then you do this to me! I heard you and saw! You bastard you love everyone else more than me! I fucking hate you! I hate you!”

Jimmy screamed in his sorrow. Sesshou held the trembling sobbing boy in his arms. He let Jimmy keep ranting on saying he hated him. Sesshou closed his eyes and stroked Jimmy’s hair as the boy whimpered out his pain. He had indeed hurt him and it was time to fix things.

“I did hurt you and I am sorry for that Jimmy. You hurt us all too. You hurt me more then you can imagine by doing what you did and I don’t love my Father more then you. I love my mates more then you. I won’t deny that. I love my Father too. I am still in love with you too Jimmy and that was not what was supposed to happen between us child. Why the hell do you think I was avoiding you? I was dealing with my feelings too. I have a heart in here and you broke it. You broke it into pieces doing as you did. How could you take your life hurting those who love you?”

Sesshou stated softly as he kissed Jimmy’s face kissing all the tears away.

“Do you mean this or are you just saying it so I won’t go kill myself again? Don’t say things you don’t mean! Words do mean things and you shouldn’t say one thing then do another! You shouldn’t do that! You shouldn’t lie to people and hurt them!”

Jimmy stated angrily pushing away from Sesshou as he tried to get his bearings again. Sesshou would not let him get away so easily as he wrapped his arms around him from behind then pulled the boy onto his lap.

“I guess that I do that a lot don’t I? It is something I have always done. I don’t know why I do it. I am sorry if I hurt you Jimmy. I did not want to. I did find us a way though to live with this and be together if you still want me. I mean you think I am disgusting for what I did with my Father.”

Sesshou stated softly feeling bad Jimmy felt this way.

“No I wasn’t really disgusted. I was just so angry and I wanted to hurt you. You pissed me off and I am a hypocrite asshole for what I said too. We say many things it seems like to hurt each other. Words matter though and they can cut. They hurt worse than any physical pain. My actions with you did too and I thought you hated me. I thought you blamed me. So I wanted the pain to end. I ended it.”

Jimmy stated firmly looking at the floor as tears fell again. Sesshou pulled that defiant chin to his face as Jimmy’s eyes were closed in shame.

“Open those beautiful green eyes for me and look in my eyes Jimmy.”

Sesshou stated firmly. Jimmy opened his eyes slowly with his brow creasing in effort to not break down again. The pup was trying to be so strong and they should have seen this. He was broken. Sesshou’s heir was broken and they would need to pick up the pieces to rebuild him again.

“I love you. I love you very much and if you ever even attempt to scare me like this again I will be joining you. Do you want that on your conscience? That means my mates will die, your Mother, Inuyasha, and believe me others will follow. That is how much you mean to me. That is how much you mean to this family.”

Jimmy grasped Sesshou in a crushing embrace sobbing.

“I promise I won’t ever do that again. I promise. I love you so much. I don’t want this Alpha position yet either. I am not ready. Please don’t do that to me yet. Please don’t give me it. I want to be a kid still for a while. I am not ready for that responsibility. I was mated so fast and everything has happened so fast…………….”

Jimmy was practically hyperventilating at the stress he was dealing with and Sesshou stopped him from talking trying to get him to calm down looking at that young beautiful face realizing how terrified this poor boy was. Jimmy needed some help not just from him, but the rest of the pack. He was overwhelmed and needed some support. Sesshou vowed to himself that Jimmy would get anything he needed to help him get through everything.

“Shhhhhhh……… Calm down my love………. I understand, but you are going to give yourself a heart attack with the way you are going. You are right. Everything happened way too fast for you and Tsukiya. We are going to remedy that ok? Just calm down ok my beloved. Just breathe for me Jimmy.”

Sesshou stated as he looked at the pup who was trying to catch his breath and not pass out. His eyes were wide and he was soon slowly starting to come back from this.

“Jimmy I want to make love to you, but not right now. I took my things off to prove a point to you. That is all. Right now I am very tired. My Father really wore me out. I did not think those words would ever fall from these lips, but I surprise myself some days.’
“We will continue this later. I am not letting you be by yourself even to go to the damn bathroom. You put this on yourself so don’t give me that look. You have to earn trust again. Tsukiya or one of us will be glued to you until you earned it back.”

Jimmy nodded at these words as Sesshoumaru sat Jimmy down after giving him a lingering soft kiss. Jimmy licked his lips.

“You promise you won’t avoid me anymore and you will do this? It isn’t just something to get me to shut up, then go away, and not kill myself again right?”

Sesshou sighed in frustration as he pulled his robe on after pulling up the silky white PJ’s that Jimmy could not help licking his lips looking at. The white silk PJ pants were see through and damn it all he could see it all. It was almost sexier then the man being naked. Then the robe covered them making Jimmy pout a bit. Sesshou smirked a bit at the flattering eyes and face that took him in so well.

“I promise and it will be a day for just us. Inuyasha wants time with you too and I know your Father was looking all over the place for you. Your Mother and Father though are downstairs. They would like to see you so take a shower and get dressed. Come on lets go before everyone thinks I am molesting you up here.”

Jimmy smiled widely as Sesshou followed him in the bathroom and watched as the water poured over the sexy young thing. Sesshou couldn’t help licking his own lips at such a sight. Jimmy was beautiful and damn sexy all wet.

“I don’t mind it they think you are molesting me. In fact I wish you would.”

Sesshou was tired, but he couldn’t resist. Sighing he took off his things again laying them on the bed as he joined Jimmy in the shower washing him.

“You are going to break me Jimmy. I swear all the horney demons in this house are trying to kill me and someday if you all keep this up I may not be able to get it up anymore. You will all have broken me using me the way you all do.”

Jimmy smiled turning around holding Sesshou in his arms.

“I don’t like calling you Sesshou. I still want to call you Sesshoumaru. It is beautiful”

Sesshou smiled at Jimmy.

“Ok, you can call me that. I will let you. I do want you to call me Sesshou around others though please. If you love me as you say you do then you will respect my wishes in this.”

Jimmy nodded and smiled.

“We don’t have to have sex Sesshoumaru. I just want to hold you if that is ok with you?”

Sesshou smiled down at Jimmy appreciating that. He was indeed a bit sore.

“Yes I can do that.”

Jimmy then frowned a bit.

“Do you think my Dad will do what you and yours did?”

Sesshou looked down at Jimmy.

“I don’t know. Do you want him to?”

Jimmy shook his head.

“No. I know this sounds weird, but I wish it was my Mom. I would let my Dad, but he says he hates his ass touched except by your Father Touga. Not that I blame him I mean your Dad is hot. I still want my Mom though. I wouldn’t mind that and Freud would have a field day with me. She wouldn’t do that ever though.”

Sesshou frowned and lifted Jimmy’s chin.

“Why wouldn’t she? We are demons. It is not like humans my love. We do not do as they do and this is something someday you will understand. You were raised as a human so you still have way too many human ideas that need to be quelled.”

Jimmy pouted.

“She says it is wrong for us to do things like that since she is my Mom.”

Sesshou sighed. Megan and Jimmy had been around humans too long.

“Humans are not demons Jimmy. I will talk to her. Her Father was despicable to do as he did to a youngling. She was a youngling and not old enough to understand adult things. She should not have been put in that position. What we do is consensual and if one says no it means no. There is no one forced to do anything, well except mates. Once mated or choosing your mate it tends to happen with demons since we usually take what we want. We cannot help it. It is our instinct.’
“Sex is not supposed to be an act of cruelty or hurtful pain to show ones power. It is an act of desire and pleasure. My Grandfather in doing things as he did to my Father was despicable. They were cruel. He did not do as tradition dictated and Father didn’t have a choice. The demon in my Grandfather took over and it was not desired until once the demon was quelled in which my Grandfather died inside only to be reborn showing my Father kindness as well as the passion that should have been there. We cannot let our demons go that far or we will kill those we love in heart, body, and mind.’
“Sometimes our demon is what destroys all of our control. That is why you must let it roam on occasion. That is why one more powerful than yourself is the one who usually helps you get through things. That is why the traditions were in place so such things as forcing oneself on another would not happen in society.’
“For years there were problems, but we have evolved much since my Father and Grandfather’s time. I do not know what it was like for my Grandfather. The cycle continues, but it doesn’t have to be cruel or evil. If it is not needed than we change things, for now we still need this because we are too powerful to not have one of pure true power help control us all. Someday I will be such a power in all ways and so will you. I can see what my Father stated. You are too young and I still have many years before I can give you my position.’
"A human doesn’t live long enough to understand things we as demons do. I will explain a lot to you. There is a lot to know.’
“If your Father was to do as mine did you are old enough for such a thing and you can say no. Your Father is not allowed to force you. It is against the traditions he actually set in place since he is older than my Father and after seeing the results of my Father’s experience he made it law that all conduct concerning younglings would be thus.’
“Jimmy, you are not a little boy who has not experienced physical pleasure. You know what you want and do not want. It is all a matter of trust too and respect. You don’t just fuck someone because you find them attractive. There are other things to consider. If I fucked every damn creature I thought was attractive I would be so busy having sex that after a while it would not be enjoyable any longer. Perhaps that is why my Father finally settled down or went into hiding for years. I honestly do not know since I couldn’t live like that.’
“I want to savor the moment and I want to know things. My Father can teach me things no other can and give me a satisfaction as a more powerful being them myself that none in this house including you my sweet little one can give me. It is a matter of choice and I choose to do this with him. I made that decision not him. He just agreed. We cannot force others to do as we see fit unless it would hurt those we love if we do not intervene. Now do you understand?”

Jimmy nodded and then they got out of the shower to dry off. Sesshou put on his things and walked with Jimmy across the hall to his room to get him dressed. Jimmy then realized he wasn’t kidding about not being left alone.

“I have things to do and I need to talk to my mates. Tsukiya is not strong enough to care for you on her own so I am leaving you in the care of Kouga, Miroku, Alistair, and my Father. You will have to get used to them seeing you naked since one of them will be with you at all times. That is the only way you will be able to leave my sight. When I come back with my mates you and Tsukiya will be moving into our room. I will need your help moving things around. You lost all of your privacy for a long time Jimmy. That is only part of your punishment son. You are my son and you will accept it. You will call me Father since this is what I was to you unless you wish to question me?”

Sesshou caught himself in that sentence and recalled his Father’s words.

“I am sorry Jimmy. I did not mean that as it came out. I can be your lover, your mentor, and your friend. I still would like that title of Father if you do not mind, but I will not push it. I also want to think of you as a son as odd as that may be.”

Sesshou stated with a lift of his eyebrow and Jimmy. He knew Sesshou was still pissed at him so he wasn’t meaning to sound so abrasive in his request.

“I will call you Father if it makes you smile. I mean you, Inuyasha, and my Father raised me. I don’t mind and I kind of like you calling me son. It also makes what we do kind of kinky don’t you think? I kind of like that my delicious Sugar Daddy.”

Jimmy stated with a wolfish grin. Sesshoumaru laughed. That was amusing.

“Well I do pay for your life pup. Damn, that was rather harsh kid. Still I like it as long as you let me have some of your sweet sugar Jimmy.”

Jimmy blushed a bit as Sesshou said his name so sensually he felt his cock start to come to attention. It wasn’t fair since they were not going to have sex.

“You are going to give me blue balls doing that shit Sesshoumaru.”

Sesshou laughed and pulled Jimmy into a full passionate kiss after the kid dressed. He looked nice today. Not so much like a punk. The dark blue jeans and the white polo shirt looked good on the kid. His dark hair was really brought out by the bright white of the shirt and it made his slight tan skin look very sexy with those strong muscular arms. The boy was very fine.

“Come on let’s get downstairs you brat.”

Sesshou stated as he opened the door and walked down the stairs. Jimmy looked in dread at his pissed off Father and his Mother who was still crying with fury in her eyes. Her fists were clenched in rage. Others were downstairs giving him the same look. Sesshou knew this wasn’t going to be fun. Tsukiya came running up grasping Jimmy in her arms sobbing in her pink PJ’s with his teddy in one arm. Then out of the blue she punched Jimmy strait across the jaw.

“How dare you scare me like that you asshole after saying you were ok! You made me pregnant again only to kill yourself and leave me with this shit! Are you trying to kill me and our kids! You are grounded! You hear me you JERK!”

Tsukiya looked down at her mate with red in her eyes. Megan and Alistair kind of calmed down a bit after that as did others trying not to laugh. Tsukiya was pissed off.

“NOW I CAN’T EVER LEAVE YOU ALONE EVEN TO GO TO THE BATHROOM JIMMY! DO YOU GET THAT CONCEPT? THAT MEANS I HAVE TO DEAL WITH YOUR STINKY ASS TOO WHEN YOU TRY TO KILL ME WITH YOUR FUCKING FARTS YOU THINK ARE SO DAMN FUNNY! I SHOULD JUST BEAT THE HELL OUT OF YOU NOW FOR DOING THIS TO ME YOU DONUT HATER! YOU PROBABLY WILL THINK I LOOK LIKE A HOUSE TO YOU INSENSITIVE JERK! I CAN’T BELIEVE I LET YOU MATE ME AND THAT I LOVE YOU! I MUST BE INSANE YOU FUCKING PRICK! ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME YOU BIG JERK?!”

Jimmy winced at the volume while everyone else was laughing at the situation. Sesshou was holding his stomach sitting on the stairs as tears fell from laughing so hard. Jimmy was white as a ghost.

“You are pregnant again? What the fuck! Does this happen every damn time or am I just in this mating cursed to deal with my bitch’s hormones constantly?”

Tsukiya grabbed Jimmy by the throat as Jimmy's eyes went wide with fear. Tsukiya was really pissed off this time and ready to kill him.

“JIMMY YOU ASSHOLE! ARE YOU SAYING YOU ARE NOT HAPPY ABOUT OUR HAVING A PUP? IT IS YOUR FAULT TOO I DIDN’ T JUST DO THIS TO MYSELF YOU KNOW! WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK HAPPENS WHEN YOU HAVE SEX YOU MORON!!! HOW COULD YOU BE SUCH A JERK? HOW COULD YOU! AFTER ALL I HAVE DONE FOR YOU! THAT IS IT! I HAVE HAD IT WITH YOU! I AM LEAVING YOUR DUMB ASS!”

Jimmy really turned white this time as Tsukiya stormed away after punching him again in the face. Jimmy shook his head. That one was going to leave a mark.

“Oh fuck! No! Tsukiya, don’t go like this! Damn it will you come back here! Of course I am happy about the pup! Bitch, get your ass back here!”

Jimmy raced after his mate and Sesshou nodded between bouts of laughter for Kouga to follow them. They knew the drill. Alistair then grasped Jimmy by the scruff of the neck and nodded for Kouga to get Tsukiya. Jimmy was not done yet.

“Hello son. Nice to see you are back, now let’s go have a little talk.”

Megan nodded to Alistair with a look in her eyes that meant business.

“Mom, aren’t you coming?”

Jimmy asked with pleading eyes.

“No, your Father and I already talked not that you care about me in the slightest or anyone else young man. If you did then you would not have done something so damn selfish! I agree with Tsukiya. You don’t deserve her! You deserve to be put in diapers and have your ass spanked for what you did! You deserve to have your game boy, game cube, x-box, play stations, games, computer, and televisions taken away permanently if I had my way so believe me you want to talk to your Father. If you talk to me you will lose all of that plus any other fun thing you own and I would put you in a padded room to keep you from hurting yourself since I can’t trust you not to!”

All the guys in the room including Alistair turned white. Megan was mean as hell when she was mad. Megan grabbed Jimmy by his shirt pulling him to her face as her eyes grew redder if that was possible and those sharp fangs were clenched together in fury. Megan growled each word out as she held her son who was now trembling in terror. He did not want his electronic stuff taken away! That was his whole life!

“By the way son all that would be done with all the love in my heart since I love you even though you don’t give a crap about me or yourself! I love you and I gave birth to you! You know I can put you back any time baby! As your Mother I brought you in this world and I am the only one allowed to take you out of it! Do you get me! Not even your fucking Fathers, your mate, nor your siblings have that right you brat! I will do so to if you ever scare me like that again!”

Kagome and Ayame looked at Megan as Jimmy was dropped on the floor on his knees trembling at this point with Alistair looking at Megan like she was going to kill him any second. The men backed away a bit from the women. Kagome looked at Shippo.

“Did you hear her Shippo or do I also need to remind you? You want to try that thing again we talked about or shall you be in Jimmy’s position?”

Shippo bought a bullet bike and pissed Kagome off by getting himself almost killed on it. So she took the bike and rearranged it into modern art. Shippo whined about it threatening to buy another, but this ended that conversation.

“Alistair I want Jimmy to know what he did wrong and if he comes back with one scratch on him I will kick your ass! You are to punish him not beat the fuck out of him understand? If you don’t do as I say then try me because I am not in the mood! I can kill you too just because you think you are all powerful doesn’t mean I can’t!”

Megan stated looking at her former mate through red eyes. Alistair swallowed knowing that his little cat was vicious and he had scars still to prove it. Being the black wolf King did not mean he had run his home. Megan did and she ruled not him when they were married. He did not want that job. It was a fucking nightmare to raise kids, work full time, and she even took care of him. He owed her big time. Alistair even with her being a bitch right now would love to take Megan back if he could. Why the fuck wouldn’t she bend just a little? She had become even more beautiful as a demon and he wanted her so damn bad it hurt.

“Alright then son, you heard your Mother, get up off your ass and come on. Megan we need to talk woman when things calm down. Don’t take off with her too far Sesshou or I will kick your ass. I do have permission to do that.”

Alistair stated giving Megan a look then suddenly he kissed her passionately in front of everyone not giving a shit everyone saw him do it. He was done with playing. Megan was still his wife before she became mated to the Inus and Jimmy was their son. Alistair did not give up on anything and if these damn mates were open in their relationships he wanted her. No one outside of her mates deserved her more in his arms, his bed, and his life then Alistair. He was sick of waiting and desiring her. It was time that things changed.

Jimmy got up looking in shock at his Father as Megan growled at Alistair who just shrugged then smiled. Megan then trying to avoid that charming man's tricks couldn’t help it. She smiled blushing like hell. She couldn’t help it. Those twinkling eyes got her every damn time.

“Megan, can I ask you something?”

Sesshou stated as Jimmy walked away with his Father.

“Sure.”

Megan stated as Sesshou took her hand and they walked out to the balcony as everyone else went back to their business.

“Why do you want to run from me?”

Sesshou stated rather sadly.

“I don’t want to run from you or Inuyasha. I just wanted some time alone. I am used to being independent Sesshou my love. I am used to having that freedom to come and go as I please. I feel like I lost some of that you know. You and Inuyasha wandered your lands. You were alone for many years. I was alone too, but it wasn’t the same as it was for you both. I guess I envy that a bit and with all the pups I don’t think we will ever get a chance to do that.”

Megan stated sadly.

“I can understand that now. I just wish you would talk to me. Are you still angry with me about Jimmy? Are you mad about my Father?”

Sesshou asked holding her from behind.

“No. Are you mad about Tsukiya and the fact my former mate still loves me? I still love him, but I am not in love with him. I am in love with you and Inuyasha. I feel bad because I love you more than Inuyasha. I do. I can’t help it. I feel like I am not being a good mate to him in doing that, but then we talked. Inuyasha feels the same. He loves me, but he loves you more. You are our Alpha and we are connected because of you. Our love stems from you. That is why we both must love you more and that is acceptable to both of us.’
“Sesshou you are my life now. Whatever you decide or do not decide to do I will stand by your side always. I will not ever leave you. When I go someplace you are not I still always feel you with me. I know I am not alone because you are near.”

Megan stated softly as she turned around kissing his lips.

“I am glad because I love you so much. I am in love with you both. I would die without you. I would give up everything for you both. Just don’t hate me or leave me.”

Sesshou stated softly as he cried in Megan’s arms.

“I thought I lost you once. I don’t want to lose you again. Megan I truly love you.”

Megan cried too.

“I love you too so much Sesshou. So much it hurts. I thought I lost you both. I felt the same way when we were all at that hospital. That is over now my love. We are going to really live.’
“Now come watch Inuyasha on the waves. He really should be in magazines. I don’t think I see anything more beautiful in the mornings then when he is out there being free. I tried to surf like he does, but for a cat I have lousy balance. Inuyasha is so graceful out there and so happy.”

Sesshou watched his brother. He did look like he was Poseidon the water god on the waves of the ocean with those controlled movements that looked like he was dancing on the waves. Inuyasha of course had the knife on his leg waiting and watching for that damn shark. Part of his obsession with surfing when he was angry or upset was to hunt that stupid thing. Inuyasha always watched and waited for the day he would get that bastard back. It was amusing.

“Do you think that blue devil will ever come back after Inuyasha clawed the fuck out of it for biting him in the first place?”

Megan asked as she watched Inuyasha looking into the water like a predator for his kill.

“No I think he killed it already or wounded it enough for it to tell its friends to stay the fuck away from the crazy person on the board that clawed it. I think it knows Inuyasha wants revenge and Inuyasha can be pretty scary even to a shark when he is pissed off.”

Sesshou shook his head as he laughed at his own thoughts. Megan busted up laughing to. Sesshou put his arm around her.

“Inuyasha is mad at Jimmy too so instead of taking it out on the pup like everyone else has I believe he is doing the right thing and being constructive in his anger is good. All of these people want a piece of my Jimmy because of what he did, not that I blame them. Still I know why since I could hear you two speaking to one another and we all need to forgive him.’
‘When you love someone so very much or even just care about people it is hard to live up to the way you want people to see you. You want acceptance and you want to know you are ok.’
“Emotions are a powerful thing and sometimes they are even more than one can bear. We need to be able to understand things too and not just stay angry. That is fleeting and then that is when the love is needed to heal once again. Jimmy is indeed confused and his problems are all of our problems so we shall work them out together as a family. We should not have let this thing between the two of you go on being ignored for so long. I think in that we all failed you both.’
“I am glad I am a part of this pack and that you all love us so much. I am sorry if I gave you the impression I was leaving you. I could not ever leave you because I think I would fall apart without you.”

Sesshou smiled and looked down at Megan as she said this looking away sadly.

“I am just glad you are not leaving me Megan. I couldn’t handle that because you would rip out my heart. I would literally die without my mates.’
“You know I haven’t been feeling too great lately. I hope Inuyasha isn’t hurting. I hope he tells us before there is a problem.”

Sesshou stated with a worried look on his face. His lower back had been bothering him and as soon as Inuyasha stepped out of the water his hand went to his back for a second. Then he looked up at his mates blushing a bit as he rushed up to the house. It was time to go see Dr. Hojo at the hospital again. Megan looked stressed. She prayed every day their transplant would be going well, but this right here was a bad sigh.

“We need to go tonight. Of all the damn things that had to happen right now…….”

Sesshou stated in frustration as a hand went to his head. Megan put her arm around him.

“It is ok. Let’s go and get this over with. You have both done way too much and we knew this. We should have listened to Akiyoshi.”

Holding his hand Megan and Sesshou walked solemnly into the house. Touga stood up and looked at his son in concern. Alistair came back in with a sobbing Jimmy. He had an arm around his son. Then Inuyasha came in holding his back a bit rushing upstairs to get dry and dressed. He already knew the scenario. Any lower back pain and it was back to the hospital. The house was suddenly very quiet as everyone watched Inuyasha come down fully dressed and Sesshou came down minutes later. Megan, Inuyasha, and Sesshou were packed.

Megan talked to Akiyoshi who looked stressed. Alistair felt like his heart fell to his feet and it was once again like his whole world was going to fall apart. This time a whole wing of the hospital was set up for the whole damn family. The Tashio’s had built onto this hospital several times over. There were plenty of rooms plus they could build more if necessary, but this particular section of the hospital was specifically set up for such family emergencies blocked off from the other wings as though it did not ever exist since it always looked like it was being remodeled.

The nannies knew the scenario too looking down at the little ones who missed their parents as hugs were given all around. Lycos and Coty decided to stay with them. They told the adults they would keep the brats so busy and make them have so much fun it would be like they were not ever gone. Lycos and Coty hated hospitals so they were ok with this. The nannies shooed the adults away and like the others prayed for the three mates to come out from this ok.

It was not a long drive in the limo as Inuyasha and Sesshoumaru sat with Megan in between. She held their hands as they all tried to smile and pretend everything was ok. They did not want their family to worry over them. The pain wasn’t getting better though and it took a lot for the three of them to grin bearing it.

After getting to the hospital Prince Hojo immediately knocked Megan out this time with some serious pain medication and sleep meds that worked for once since Megan was out cold. She was put under heavy medication and both men according to the tests as well as the CAT scan showed something odd that was blocking off the flow of blood to their kidney.

Opening up his patient Akiyoshi first removed the strange white blood clot from Inuyasha and then did the same with Sesshoumaru that looked more like a parasite than a clot. He would have to investigate it further. Everything else looked good though. It was almost too good the way the men were healing as though they inherited some weird gene that made them impervious to death or illness. There was another kidney growing in both men and it was almost complete although Sesshou played it off like it was already there. The demon Lord was always overconfident.

Akiyoshi had to be extra careful with Sesshoumaru since he was pregnant. The pup was doing fine. This clot seemed like something familiar and then Dr. Hojo pouted at Inuyasha. That boy would be the death of him. The pup was not only pregnant again as a new uterus had grown, but after checking his stomach he found crab particles in him. The clot formed due to that with the clot being nothing more than a demon parasite called a tapeworm except in demons it was white, big, long, and screeched at him as he put it in the mason jar full of clear liquid gel for testing. There were three of them removed with no more in site. Dr. Hojo swore he was going to strangle Inuyasha if he did not stop this shit. Obviously some old demon spells and even a male hysterectomy would not stop Inuyasha from being pregnant. It also did not stop Inuyasha from being a pain in the ass.

Cleaning up he took the two men to the recovery room with Megan and went to tell the pack the good news along with the stupid news. Inuyasha was indeed a hard headed idiot some days.
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