Too Much Time On Their Hands

Sesshoumaru felt his Father touch his fingers gently.

“Son this old man is rather foolish to think such things of you since I know better. You are right and I am glad you have the sense to know better than to fall for my seduction. I should have known better than to try such things with you.”

Touga stated enjoying his hair being ran through by those long claws.

“Who said I didn’t? You are temptation. I did not deny that. In fact I think I emphasized that earlier.”

Sesshoumaru stated softly.

“You still are wise and are not as childish as this old man.”

Touga stated thoughtfully.

“Father what would you have done if I had indeed given in to you?”

Sesshoumaru asked softly out of curiosity.

“To be honest son I don’t know. I honestly do not know. Why do you ask?”

Touga stated softly as Sesshoumaru moved behind his Father on the floor pulling him flush against him as he wrapped his arms around the man putting his head on his right shoulder like a lost child.

“I am trying to fix things with Jimmy. I want to know what you would do in my place.”

Sesshoumaru stated sadly.

“Son, you still have feelings for the boy. You want him and he wants you. It is obvious. It is just as obvious as how much Alistair, Akiyoshi, and Tsukiya still want your Megan. Prince Hojo is obsessed with her, Alistair is in love with her still, and Tsukiya is also in love with her. I can deal with that though. It is a simple thing to fix with Megan. However, your situation with Jimmy is a bit more complex.”

Touga stated sighing kissing his son’s cheek.

“You must forgive yourself first. Then you can move forward. If you let him see your guilt, your shame, and you give into him again then you reap what you sew my son. Only you can change things and only Jimmy can do the same for himself. If you act like a lover still to him then he will see you as such. If you act like a Father you are then being a hypocrite in all you expressed to me. The best you can offer is mentor and friend so that way if you wish to remain as lovers nothing will be regretted.”

Sesshoumaru smiled a bit at that. It was indeed something he could live with and it changed his whole perspective on many things.

“So if I were to give into you that is what you would be to me? That is how you would deal with this?”

Touga smiled widely and blushed a bit.

“Yes.”

Sesshoumaru thought hard about this concept.

“Hn……. Maybe I was a bit overwhelmed and hasty in my decisions. I think I can now do the things I desired to without feeling so unsettled.”

Touga suddenly in shock found himself pinned under Sesshoumaru.

“What are you doing Sesshoumaru?”

Sesshoumaru smirked at his Father as he looked into those wide golden eyes.

“You will be my mentor, my friend, and my lover. I have decided to strip away your title in all ways since you claimed death. You are no longer the man I once knew as a child and that was brief. You were very distant since it was your duty that drew you from me. Now I shall get to know you in all ways.”

Touga tried to move to get away, but Sesshoumaru’s lust filled eyes regarded him and his son was stronger than he was. He was also younger giving him an advantage.

“I didn’t mean…………mmmmmmmmmfffffffffff”

Sesshoumaru had his beautiful Father trapped under him. That face that he loved, the one that Inuyasha held even more than him made Sesshoumaru realize he could live with this. He could indeed see his Father as nothing more than a mentor and friend. It was the same with Jimmy. Sesshoumaru could do this and live without regrets. He could allow them to fall in love with him and do the same without the damn guilt that had been plaguing him. The young demon Lord crushed the man under him in a heated embrace as he descended on those full lips crashing them into his own.

When Touga came up from the kiss he tried to breathe and think rationally as he was starting to hyperventilate a bit since other than Alistair. For years no one had been this forward with him nor been able to hold him down.

“Sesshoumaru we are genetically linked, it is a bit different then with Jimmy. You tried to convince me that this was wrong so I agreed. Are you going against your own words again?”

Sesshoumaru smirked at Touga as this man did indeed know him very well.

“You are not wrong in either of these things Touga since I no longer see you as Father. I told you my intentions and now you will suffer them.”

Touga was about to protest at the familiarity in which Sesshoumaru spoke his name. It was like a caress of his tongue making him moan a bit in frustrated want. Sesshoumaru was already stripping him and Touga was struggling to fight back the advances not sure this is what Sesshoumaru really wanted. One moment his son was ice cold, harsh, and cruel. The next he was like pure fire.

“I don’t think you know what you are doing! Ohhhhhhhh……….”

Touga cried out as he felt a long tongue slide over his nipple then there was a nip and then suckling.

“It sounds like I know what I am doing quite well with your reactions.”

Sesshoumaru stated smugly as while he tormented Touga he used his other hand to slip off his own clothing. He needed to feel something wicked and wild. Sesshoumaru wanted this forbidden wonderful feeling to remain.

“Sesshoumaru! That isn’t what I meant damn it!”

Touga ground out as he finally had enough. He could let his pride only slip so far. Sesshoumaru would not dominate him. He would be damned if that ever happened even if he wasn’t as young as the pup. Growling in frustration Touga knowing that Sesshoumaru was still recovering as gently as he could rolled over so he was on top of Sesshoumaru. Alistair walked in right then.

“What’s going on?”

Alistair asked smirking at his blushing mate who started stammering.

“Ummmmm……just…….. Training?”

Touga choked out as he felt rather caught red handed and bare assed. Alistair started to strip.

“It looks like you two changed your minds. Mind if I join in?”

Touga looked down at his proud arrogant son and then thought of something as he smiled.

“What is in those drawers marked with a ‘P’ Sesshoumaru? They are the only drawers in this house that are locked.”

Alistair got the gist of this. Then thought about the torture chamber and smiled wickedly.

“Touga wait. I have a better idea, but we need to keep him from fighting back.”

Sesshoumaru pouted at the two men.

“No we are not dragging him down there. He just got done with major surgery and is still healing so forget that idea Alistair. Now Sesshoumaru tell me what is in those drawers.”

Touga stated smirking at his troublesome wild pup who just shocked the hell out of him. Now it was his turn. Alistair knelt down and yanked Sesshoumaru’s hair roughly with a smug look on his face as he looked down at the beautiful young man.

“We also will need the key.”

Sesshoumaru sighed a bit at the two gorgeous men not really wanting to share that with them. It was only his and Inuyasha’s toys. Megan had her drawer too. It was just theirs for mates only.

“They are things for only my mates. If you want the similar devices you can find them in the chamber. I have patience it is you two who do not and what is in those drawers is personal. Don’t ask me again to reveal them to you as I would rather die first.”

Touga looked at Alistair then shrugged.

“Well we will just physically restrain you. Didn’t want to leave the room really anyway, just wanted to know about the drawers. If you don’t wish to tell anyone about what is in there and you wish to keep it private then that is ok. Having special things for just you and your mates is acceptable.”

Alistair stated and Touga nodded then started to devour that mouth again. Touga was beyond reason. He was teased and then had everything pulled away only to have it given back again. Touga was not the kind of man one did that to without having to suffer the consequences. Alistair pulled Sesshoumaru’s hands above his head holding them firmly then realized he did indeed want to go to the torture chamber to get those damn cuffs.

“I will be back. Touga keep things under control and don’t get too involved in each other without me.”

Alistair stated firmly as he rushed to go get the cuffs. Sesshoumaru looked up at Touga.

“Are you sure you want this Sesshoumaru?”

Touga stated softly looking down at his son who was too beautiful for words and Touga knew he had no control so Sesshoumaru had to speak up fast.

“Yes.”

Sesshoumaru stated firmly as he pulled Touga down for more passionate kisses. It was addicting kissing the elder demon as Sesshoumaru moaned into his mouth. The word Father was now dead. It had to be to keep him from going insane. It was the only way his baser urges could be content with what he had to do to set his mind at ease once this was done.

“Sesshoumaru you are so beautiful. I want this to be very special. I want it to last. Do not rush it so.”

Touga stated as he pulled away gently caressing that face he loved. Sesshoumaru was indeed the most perfect creature one could ever witness.

“My beautiful beloved Sesshoumaru you are gifting me with something so great and I cannot comprehend for the life of me why you would do such a thing? You have the world at your feet and anyone you desire begging for you. I am I know in my own way here begging for you. Can you live with this love? Can you truly walk away unscathed while I burn in silence for you?”

Sesshoumaru felt Touga’s tongue on his body and those lips kissing him as though he were being worshiped. Skilled very experienced hands touched him knowing his body and the pleasure points even better than his mates would ever know. This man knew him inside and out just as Alistair did. It was a pleasure and a pain that was beyond family.

“Just touch me and fulfill me. Make me beg for you. Make me run to you again.”

Touga heard his son’s plea and felt tears falling despite his attempts at trying to distance himself from the thoughts that flooded his mind. This was his child, the child he carried in his womb, and his heir. Sesshoumaru was his desire and his hope. He could not crush him as it would destroy Touga in the process. If this is truly what his beloved boy desired of him then he would do this freely even if it broke him in half. His Father had done the same for him once changing everything in his world. Demon families did not regard incest as a root of all evil. It was for many of them as natural as breathing. It was how demon families grew and kept the power within their blood making purebloods in the process.

Most parents did not become intimate with their children, but the few who did create something either terrifying or in this case a bond of a different kind. Touga knew this bond would be the latter and that his relationship with Sesshoumaru would no longer be that of normal paternal dominance. They were equals and now strangers learning about each other all over again as if they were reborn to the earth they resided upon.

Humans tried to reciprocate this behavior of demons making it disgusting and abusive. A youngling was not old enough to understand their body or what they wanted in life. Humans lived too short of lives to know the things that immortals did. After a time of living many lifetimes one became many different people and in the end everything always reverted back to the beginning. It was a vicious cycle of life and very few great beings that lived these lifetimes remained sane. They killed themselves or made others kill them to end their long lives in a world that did not understand them so that it took too many years to heal remaining in spirit form for all time.

In being immortal it meant living beyond the spectrum of human time. Demons were worshiped at times a being of deity power in the eyes of the world. Some became mutants, but most were beautiful and strong. The few that were depraved and ugly had been so before they breed. Touga looking at his son knew for a fact that his children and their children beyond them would not have the ugliness as long as they kept the blood lines within their packs. It was ridiculous to go outside of them and only a few rare humans had the honor of becoming a part of that. In turn they would be changed, altered into a state of a hanyou.

A half breed creature like Inuyasha had been living a lonely cold existence if they were not accepted by demons, humans, or other half breeds. Humans could not fully accept much of anything and thus the prejudices were born. The beginnings of segregation came at the beginnings of mankind, demon kind, and magical creatures that were destroyed because of lack of knowledge due to ignorant fear. What we don’t understand becomes a threat and may kill us in our sleep. Weakness in all races is seen as a target for cruel action and violence. Differences would not be acceptable since the world had its own ideas of perfection. Had the world opened its mind and looked beyond the blinds it may have seen the glimmers of hope, the golden lights of heaven, and even the fire pits of hell.

Perfection being the goal for all beings Touga could only see heaven in one and as another ignorant creature of the living world he accepted his fate as it was right now looming, touching, and adoring the almost celestial being below him who was moaning in pleasure. This child was indeed his love and the Angel in his eyes that was pure perfection in everything he was. If he were to fall into the pits of fire then he would do so after living in every way possible enjoying every moment of his life and he indeed wished in his heart to have his boy run after him for a change even if it was as a lover who did not see him as his Father any longer. Sesshoumaru was correct. They could both live with Touga being his mentor, lover, and friend. It was acceptable and worth the loss of one bond to gain this new one.

“Sesshoumaru I want you to show me what you have learned before we go any further. Pleasure me and show me that you were paying attention little one. Chase your Master and creator my beloved. Show me that I am worth your efforts and I will give you all you desire of me.”

Sesshoumaru had not heard such eloquent beautiful words in his life. Touga, his beloved Father was giving up everything for him right now. Sesshoumaru would give him all he asked for and more. He would chase him to the moon and back.

“Tell me if I am doing well since I doubt I can compare to your talents my love.”

Touga sighed at that soft lovely voice attached with an endearment just for his ears. It was slightly different in tone then his voice with such soft low lulling tones that made his body shudder as it always had that come hither sound to it making it seductive without trying. Listening to his son speak at times made him forget himself and when his voice had changed as he grew into adulthood Touga thought he would die from the lust he felt. He wanted to slay himself for such thoughts, but now for some reason it was ok. It was alright to give in and he felt safe in it.
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