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Chapter 6
Chapter 6:
Where is the excitement in chasing a half-breed who does not even have the courage enough to show his face to a weak group of humans? Why did I not follow Inuyasha who had the decency to offer that I spend the day with him? I always counter myself in saying that I hate being around my father, but then when the opportunity is offered for me to leave him, I turn it away. I like being around Inuyasha, as quiet as I keep it...but only when it is just the two of us, not when his friends are around...because then all of his attention is focused on either one of them and not on me. Does that make me a jealous person? Do I wish to have Inuyasha all to myself? Am I becoming like my father?....
“Sesshoumaru!”
Attention is brought back to him. Was he saying something? Was I paying attention? What am I doing? Am I once again lost in what Inuyasha calls a daydream?....
A hand is grabbing my chin. Angry amber eyes. If he squeezes any tighter I will lose my darling chin.
“Listen to me....when I speak to you.”
A head nods of its own will but that is not enough for this Dog General.
“Look at me....when I acknowledge you.”
Identical eyes meet, I predicted right, his eyes do show anger. How long has he been trying to get my attention? It must have been a while, the young villager leading us to the cave has stopped, he is looking back, he looks nervous. Quite handsome for a human...how rare.
“SESSHOUMARU!”
Oh yes, he was speaking.
“Yes, father?”
A growl. A low growl. A mean growl. He turns and walks, so does the young villager. My feet follow.
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“Are you sure its any closer, I can smell my dad’s scent, he and Sesshoumaru are on their way so we’d better make this quick.”
An impatient sigh came from the monk as he turned to his anxious friend.
“It is just a little further Inuyasha, we should make it there way long before your father does.”
“...keh.”
Miroku lifts an eyebrow before stopping to face his friend.
“You don’t trust me?....then through that clearing over there.”
Pointing ahead through a crowd of shrubbery, Miroku directs Inuyasha’s attention in front of him.
“This is as far as Sango would allow me to go, but yeah, the Cave is there right next to the river.”
“Hmph! I can’t see anything with all of those stupid trees in the way.”
Flexing his claws, Inuyasha smirked before quickly disposing of said roots to open a path that brought the cave into sight.
It sat at a right angle to the waterfall of a running river.
“There we are....hm I wonder if anybody’s home.”
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So once again Inuyasha has allowed his curiosity to get the best of him. I can smell his scent by the waterfall...so he wants to meet another half-breed does he?
I assume father has caught on to the young one’s scent also because he has ordered the villager to speed up...so impatient...now he has taken the lead, leaving me to trail behind the young villager.
This boy really is handsome, too bad he’s a human...how annoying....yet how intriguing.
Why am I suddenly taking interest in anyone, my father’s years of abuse have blocked off my attraction to any other creature, let alone a human...how interesting.
“...is he going....to send him away?”
At my side, his eyes are directed at the ground but I know he was addressing me....how bold, to start a conversation with his superior.
“...or..or will he kill him, your father that is....will he kill the demon...he seems to have a very quick temper...”
He speaks of my father’s temper. I should end his life now...but a closer look at his face, his cheeks are red. Is he sick? No he does not smell ill.
Actually I have seen this look before...hm, how interesting.
Maybe I will have a little experiment with this one...
“Would you rather the half-breed stay and attack another of your children.”
A quick breath is drawn, did he not expect an answer?
“...n...no...na...nothing like...that....it...its...j..just...I...I mean...”
Foolish human, learn to speak in complete sentences before addressing this Sesshoumaru. You spoke perfectly clear when my father questioned you not too long ago, why do you not speak the same with me?
“...I...p...personally, I do not....I mean...demons...are....”
Are you still babbling?
“Silence.”
“....”
“How many years are you?”
Finally his attention has been brought away from the ground.
“P...pa...pardon me?”
“I will not repeat myself.”
He has an apparent muscle spasm under his right eye. An attractively placed beauty mark is present on his cheek bone.
“S..sorry...um...I mean to say...ah...I am eighteen years, my lord.”
A bit older than I assumed.
Through my peripheral vision I can see him staring intently...then his eyes quickly cast to the ground, how irritating, what can be so interesting down there...am I not appealing?
“Why do you turn away from me, does my look offend you?”
Heh, that received his attention.
“NO!...I mean...o...of course not...I...you...you my lord Sesshoumaru...are...very...very..p...pleasing to look at....it is...just...I wish not...to make a fool...of myself by.....by...fawning over you...I can imagine...how annoying that would be...to you.”
Hm, you wish not to make a fool of yourself huh? Too late....but let me see.
How attractive you really find me.
My eyes lock onto his. Blue, if Im not mistaken, is a rare eye color for a human from your village.
It is a weird feeling, but the muscles of my lips turn upward. Not a smirk. But....an actual smile. Hopefully he won’t live long enough to share this encounter, but even so...the reaction of this human is all worth while.
Eyes widen. Brows moisten. Lips twitch. Feet are walking, but eyes are not watching. Cheeks are red. Watch your step. Why you can’t, can you?
Feet are stumbling. Eyes are searching. Arms are flailing.
Poor villager is confused. Poor villager is falling. Poor villager has fallen.
Experiment complete.
The smile fades to a smirk as I step over the foolish boy.
Speeding up, father is much further ahead than I estimate. He is most likely trying to beat Inuyasha to the river.
Trying, hm...by both’s scent. He already has.
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“What do you think you are doing here, pup?”
“Well, see I was...”
“...Did you not say you came here to see your friends?”
“Well, Miroku’s here.”
“...Good evening, my lord.”
“I thought you came to see Lady Kagome.”
“Dad, please not now....eh...didn’t you come to get rid of this demon?”
Inu no Taisho frowns before turning his attention to said cave.
“Have you seen him?”
Inuyasha crosses his arms, and turns his face to the side in anger.
“Keh, no.”
His father inwardly laughs at his childish show of displeasure.
“Did you want to see him?”
At this time, Sesshoumaru made his entrance, followed by a very distraught looking villager.
Inu no Taisho saw the satisfied smirk on his son’s face and quickly all jokes from before, disperse.
“What took you so long, Sesshoumaru?”
Walking to his father’s side, Sesshoumaru turns toward the villager.
“This clumsy boy tripped, and we fell behind.”
His smirk returns as his eyes set on the villager, who’s face is bright red making his eyes just as much attractive, though they are still directed to the ground.
“Are you using this boy as an excuse for your own tardiness, Sesshoumaru?”
“No father. It is just that...”
“You could have easily followed my scent, yet you did not and you come back with a smug grin on your face expecting me to believe that your tardiness was because of this one boy.”
“....Sorry, father.”
“You should be.”
Inuyasha analyzes the situation, and realizes what his father is trying to accuse.
“Come on dad, give him a break. You weren’t waiting that long, I mean when you got here you barely even noticed Sesshoumaru was gone.”
“Mind your tongue, Inuyasha. This has nothing to do with you.”
Inuyasha quickly lost his temper.
“It does when you’re trying to accuse my brother of something that never happened and by the way things are going will NEVER happen if you continue to treat him like a child.”
Sesshoumaru looked towards Inuyasha, his heart skipping just a beat, when he observed the sincerity in the half demon’s eyes. He really meant to stick up for him.
“Inuyasha I believe you are mistaken. I have not accused your brother of anything whatsoever.”
“Then why do you keep questioning him? Why can’t you just accept the idea that the boy tripped and Sesshoumaru stayed behind to make sure he was alright.”
Easy come, easy go. Sesshoumaru’s pleasure in Inuyasha’s protection faded when said half-breed alleged him of caring for the villager’s well being.
“Inuyasha I have had enough of your disrespect. You will cease in questioning how I handle my children.”
“THAT’S JUST IT! HE’S NOT A CHILD!”
Before Inu no Taisho has any chance to discipline Inuyasha for his remarks, a purple cloud of smoke emerges from the cave, stopping short of Sesshoumaru’s feet.
The Dog General’s first instinct is to pull his eldest son towards him in protection, but before he has anytime to react, the smoke takes shape.
Standing to be not much taller than Sesshoumaru, amber eyes stare into crimson. Black wavy hair is tied into a pony tail that falls just above a slim waist.
If he were not be so close, Sesshoumaru might have found this man, is he? To be very attractive.
“Is it you, who is making such trivial noises outside of my home?”
Appearing not to be fazed by the invasion of his personal space, the scent of spider fills the dog’s nostrils causing his nose to upturn in distaste.
“Who are you, spider.”
A smirk. Pretty yet menacing.
“I am, Naraku.”
TBC....Review
Okie Dokie...Naraku is here. He might be an important character, or he may just be killed off in the next chapter for the hell of it. Who knows, well I do. And to find out you will have to read the next chapter. Things start getting spicy after this. And Sesshoumaru’s mother will make another appearance sooner or later. Also I might add in M-preg. Now that is something that I am still considering so, no promises.
Where is the excitement in chasing a half-breed who does not even have the courage enough to show his face to a weak group of humans? Why did I not follow Inuyasha who had the decency to offer that I spend the day with him? I always counter myself in saying that I hate being around my father, but then when the opportunity is offered for me to leave him, I turn it away. I like being around Inuyasha, as quiet as I keep it...but only when it is just the two of us, not when his friends are around...because then all of his attention is focused on either one of them and not on me. Does that make me a jealous person? Do I wish to have Inuyasha all to myself? Am I becoming like my father?....
“Sesshoumaru!”
Attention is brought back to him. Was he saying something? Was I paying attention? What am I doing? Am I once again lost in what Inuyasha calls a daydream?....
A hand is grabbing my chin. Angry amber eyes. If he squeezes any tighter I will lose my darling chin.
“Listen to me....when I speak to you.”
A head nods of its own will but that is not enough for this Dog General.
“Look at me....when I acknowledge you.”
Identical eyes meet, I predicted right, his eyes do show anger. How long has he been trying to get my attention? It must have been a while, the young villager leading us to the cave has stopped, he is looking back, he looks nervous. Quite handsome for a human...how rare.
“SESSHOUMARU!”
Oh yes, he was speaking.
“Yes, father?”
A growl. A low growl. A mean growl. He turns and walks, so does the young villager. My feet follow.
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“Are you sure its any closer, I can smell my dad’s scent, he and Sesshoumaru are on their way so we’d better make this quick.”
An impatient sigh came from the monk as he turned to his anxious friend.
“It is just a little further Inuyasha, we should make it there way long before your father does.”
“...keh.”
Miroku lifts an eyebrow before stopping to face his friend.
“You don’t trust me?....then through that clearing over there.”
Pointing ahead through a crowd of shrubbery, Miroku directs Inuyasha’s attention in front of him.
“This is as far as Sango would allow me to go, but yeah, the Cave is there right next to the river.”
“Hmph! I can’t see anything with all of those stupid trees in the way.”
Flexing his claws, Inuyasha smirked before quickly disposing of said roots to open a path that brought the cave into sight.
It sat at a right angle to the waterfall of a running river.
“There we are....hm I wonder if anybody’s home.”
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So once again Inuyasha has allowed his curiosity to get the best of him. I can smell his scent by the waterfall...so he wants to meet another half-breed does he?
I assume father has caught on to the young one’s scent also because he has ordered the villager to speed up...so impatient...now he has taken the lead, leaving me to trail behind the young villager.
This boy really is handsome, too bad he’s a human...how annoying....yet how intriguing.
Why am I suddenly taking interest in anyone, my father’s years of abuse have blocked off my attraction to any other creature, let alone a human...how interesting.
“...is he going....to send him away?”
At my side, his eyes are directed at the ground but I know he was addressing me....how bold, to start a conversation with his superior.
“...or..or will he kill him, your father that is....will he kill the demon...he seems to have a very quick temper...”
He speaks of my father’s temper. I should end his life now...but a closer look at his face, his cheeks are red. Is he sick? No he does not smell ill.
Actually I have seen this look before...hm, how interesting.
Maybe I will have a little experiment with this one...
“Would you rather the half-breed stay and attack another of your children.”
A quick breath is drawn, did he not expect an answer?
“...n...no...na...nothing like...that....it...its...j..just...I...I mean...”
Foolish human, learn to speak in complete sentences before addressing this Sesshoumaru. You spoke perfectly clear when my father questioned you not too long ago, why do you not speak the same with me?
“...I...p...personally, I do not....I mean...demons...are....”
Are you still babbling?
“Silence.”
“....”
“How many years are you?”
Finally his attention has been brought away from the ground.
“P...pa...pardon me?”
“I will not repeat myself.”
He has an apparent muscle spasm under his right eye. An attractively placed beauty mark is present on his cheek bone.
“S..sorry...um...I mean to say...ah...I am eighteen years, my lord.”
A bit older than I assumed.
Through my peripheral vision I can see him staring intently...then his eyes quickly cast to the ground, how irritating, what can be so interesting down there...am I not appealing?
“Why do you turn away from me, does my look offend you?”
Heh, that received his attention.
“NO!...I mean...o...of course not...I...you...you my lord Sesshoumaru...are...very...very..p...pleasing to look at....it is...just...I wish not...to make a fool...of myself by.....by...fawning over you...I can imagine...how annoying that would be...to you.”
Hm, you wish not to make a fool of yourself huh? Too late....but let me see.
How attractive you really find me.
My eyes lock onto his. Blue, if Im not mistaken, is a rare eye color for a human from your village.
It is a weird feeling, but the muscles of my lips turn upward. Not a smirk. But....an actual smile. Hopefully he won’t live long enough to share this encounter, but even so...the reaction of this human is all worth while.
Eyes widen. Brows moisten. Lips twitch. Feet are walking, but eyes are not watching. Cheeks are red. Watch your step. Why you can’t, can you?
Feet are stumbling. Eyes are searching. Arms are flailing.
Poor villager is confused. Poor villager is falling. Poor villager has fallen.
Experiment complete.
The smile fades to a smirk as I step over the foolish boy.
Speeding up, father is much further ahead than I estimate. He is most likely trying to beat Inuyasha to the river.
Trying, hm...by both’s scent. He already has.
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“What do you think you are doing here, pup?”
“Well, see I was...”
“...Did you not say you came here to see your friends?”
“Well, Miroku’s here.”
“...Good evening, my lord.”
“I thought you came to see Lady Kagome.”
“Dad, please not now....eh...didn’t you come to get rid of this demon?”
Inu no Taisho frowns before turning his attention to said cave.
“Have you seen him?”
Inuyasha crosses his arms, and turns his face to the side in anger.
“Keh, no.”
His father inwardly laughs at his childish show of displeasure.
“Did you want to see him?”
At this time, Sesshoumaru made his entrance, followed by a very distraught looking villager.
Inu no Taisho saw the satisfied smirk on his son’s face and quickly all jokes from before, disperse.
“What took you so long, Sesshoumaru?”
Walking to his father’s side, Sesshoumaru turns toward the villager.
“This clumsy boy tripped, and we fell behind.”
His smirk returns as his eyes set on the villager, who’s face is bright red making his eyes just as much attractive, though they are still directed to the ground.
“Are you using this boy as an excuse for your own tardiness, Sesshoumaru?”
“No father. It is just that...”
“You could have easily followed my scent, yet you did not and you come back with a smug grin on your face expecting me to believe that your tardiness was because of this one boy.”
“....Sorry, father.”
“You should be.”
Inuyasha analyzes the situation, and realizes what his father is trying to accuse.
“Come on dad, give him a break. You weren’t waiting that long, I mean when you got here you barely even noticed Sesshoumaru was gone.”
“Mind your tongue, Inuyasha. This has nothing to do with you.”
Inuyasha quickly lost his temper.
“It does when you’re trying to accuse my brother of something that never happened and by the way things are going will NEVER happen if you continue to treat him like a child.”
Sesshoumaru looked towards Inuyasha, his heart skipping just a beat, when he observed the sincerity in the half demon’s eyes. He really meant to stick up for him.
“Inuyasha I believe you are mistaken. I have not accused your brother of anything whatsoever.”
“Then why do you keep questioning him? Why can’t you just accept the idea that the boy tripped and Sesshoumaru stayed behind to make sure he was alright.”
Easy come, easy go. Sesshoumaru’s pleasure in Inuyasha’s protection faded when said half-breed alleged him of caring for the villager’s well being.
“Inuyasha I have had enough of your disrespect. You will cease in questioning how I handle my children.”
“THAT’S JUST IT! HE’S NOT A CHILD!”
Before Inu no Taisho has any chance to discipline Inuyasha for his remarks, a purple cloud of smoke emerges from the cave, stopping short of Sesshoumaru’s feet.
The Dog General’s first instinct is to pull his eldest son towards him in protection, but before he has anytime to react, the smoke takes shape.
Standing to be not much taller than Sesshoumaru, amber eyes stare into crimson. Black wavy hair is tied into a pony tail that falls just above a slim waist.
If he were not be so close, Sesshoumaru might have found this man, is he? To be very attractive.
“Is it you, who is making such trivial noises outside of my home?”
Appearing not to be fazed by the invasion of his personal space, the scent of spider fills the dog’s nostrils causing his nose to upturn in distaste.
“Who are you, spider.”
A smirk. Pretty yet menacing.
“I am, Naraku.”
TBC....Review
Okie Dokie...Naraku is here. He might be an important character, or he may just be killed off in the next chapter for the hell of it. Who knows, well I do. And to find out you will have to read the next chapter. Things start getting spicy after this. And Sesshoumaru’s mother will make another appearance sooner or later. Also I might add in M-preg. Now that is something that I am still considering so, no promises.