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Chapter 5
Chapter 5:
Sighing heavily, I once again push away the clawed hand that tries to make its way up my thigh. My food is getting cold because I have not had a chance to enjoy my full, out of the corner of my eye I watch as he continues to eat not making it known to the rest of the family, being Inuyasha and Lady Izayoi, of the nuisance he is causing me.
A light barely audible chuckle comes from my father as I dig my nails into his assiduous hand. I give myself a mental praise when his paw finally retreats to the top of the table, he chooses this as the time to address Inuyasha.
“So pup, it seems you have grown fond of that young village girl. You are coming to that age, have you chosen her to be your mate?”
A low snort comes from my end of the table. Inuyasha promptly drops his fork as he attempts to cough up a piece of meat that has lodged itself to the walls of his throat. Lady Izayoi lightly pats his back while he reaches for the glass next to his plate. When the coughing ceases, the young half breed stares accusingly at our father who has a firm brow raised as he continues to wait for an answer.
“You aren’t serious are you?” Speaking, Inuyasha’s facial expressions have yet to change.
“I certainly am. It is better you start now then wait before it is too late.”
Fidgeting in his seat, Inuyasha looks away from father and begins to stare at his plate which has suddenly become so interesting to the both of us.
“What do you mean too late, Kagome is still nothing but a girl, she is not interested in mating yet. And besides we are only friends nothing more.” He seems saddened by the latter but not for the reason I think, father seems to know the answer.
“Is it about that other miko, Keiko, was that her name?”
Inuyasha’s grip tightens around his drinking glass and I am almost certain that it will shatter in his hands.
“Her name was Kikyo and this has nothing to do with her. I just don’t understand why you are so suddenly trying to rush me into mating.”
Ignoring the last of Inuyasha’s statement, father continues to speak of the miko, Kikyo.
“That women died such a while ago, it is time for you to move on. This Kagome girl will help you do that.”
A thin crack runs up the side of Inuyasha’s glass as his grip continues to grow fierce, Lady Izayoi opens her mouth in an attempt to lessen the situation but the silly half breed is already speaking.
“THIS has NOTHING to do with KIKYO’S death, I am over it. Besides Sesshoumaru is of an older age than me and you are not pressuring him to find a mate. How long are you going to continue to baby him before he is finally able to live his own life.”
I clear my throat and refuse to look away from my plate, allowing my father to speak for me, as if I had any other choice.
“That is nonsense Inuyasha, I do not baby your brother, I just care to take extra precautions with him. He is very delicate, if you have not noticed.”
I’ve heard enough, I’m being down graded at the dinner table by my own father. Placing my fork on my plate, I stand from my seat.
“May I be excused?”
A large hand grabs onto my arm and I feel myself being pulled downward.
“Sit, you are not done eating.”
“See what I mean!” Barks Inuyasha, “He can’t even leave the table without your permission.”
“Inuyasha please calm yourself.” So, she finally speaks.
But Inuyasha hears none of it as he also stands from the table.
“I’m going into the village for a while. I’ll be back later.”
I expect father to disallow this, as he would do with me, but instead he just pulls my body back into the dining chair and continues with his food.
“Inuyasha if you will take a seat and wait, I also wish to take a trip to the human village. Sesshoumaru hurry and finish your dinner you will come with us.”
Inuyasha remains standing as if contemplating, then with a defeated sigh, drops back into his seat.
Lady Izayoi looks as though a weight is lifted from her chest as she also continues with her meal.
Dinner had continued and finished quickly, not much more trouble was caused except for the few gropes I received from beneath the dining table. Now we were preparing to leave, that is Inuyasha, father and I.
The half breed wishes to go to the village before sunset to visit his mortal friends and father wishes to go in order to pick up a few things, while also checking in and make sure all was well in his lands. I myself had no choice but to go as father had wished.
Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad. Just here, there and back.
Stepping outside, I turn toward the skies, it looked to be maybe another four hours before the sun set. An hour to get there, two hours to do what ever had to be done and one hour to return. Most likely two hours would not be enough time for Inuyasha and his friends as he had voiced to father before hand, but being able to stay and go as he pleased when it came to the time he spent at home, I did not see the problem. Father seemed to think the same, so that argument did not last very long.
As for me, most of my time would be spent tailing father, unless I chose to stay with Inuyasha as the half breed offered to my surprise. However I declined, humans disgust me, especially Inuyasha’s friends. They were always so happy, too happy for my taste.
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The time it took to get to the village did not seem at all like an hour to me. As soon as we entered what was to be called the village gate, every human insight fell to their knees in front of my father to show respect, staying that way until he flicked his wrist allowing them to rise.
Inuyasha wasted no time in running off to find his to find his mortal friends while father decided to take a walk around and check for any problems. Nothing seemed too different since the last time we were here. The only news father had heard that was of any interest, was the claim of a new half breed who had taken shelter in a cave not too far from the village.
“Is he injured?” asked father.
“No, my lord.”
“How long has he been there?”
“Almost a full moon cycle, my lord.”
“What is his name?”
“I am not sure, none of us have the courage enough to ask, my lord.” Father snorts at this remark.
“Has he come to you for any food, water, clothing, or shelter?”
“No, though some of our younger more innocent children have been tempted to offer, my lord.”
“Has he caused you any trouble?”
“No, my lord...though he does not like for any of us to get too close to the cave.”
“Explain.”
“Well a few nights ago some of our older more troublesome youngsters decided to go see the half demon for themselves, attempt to scare him away if they could.....At first either of them were too afraid to get so close....it was really dark, or at least that’s what they claimed.... Started throwing rocks into the entrance to see if they could get the half demon to come out, but the most they received was the sounds of their rocks bouncing off the inner walls. Then finally one of them, the leader I think, found the courage to walk up to the cave entrance...he didn’t enter though, just started taunting him. Come on out you dirty half breed, or at least that’s what his friends told me he had said.....When he received only the response of his echo and the encouragement of his friends, the boy lifted one foot, ready to step into the cave. But then, the boys said, before his foot even touched the dirt inside, a weird purple cloud emitted from the cave and surrounded the boy. Shocked his friends badly, it did. They ran off leaving their leader behind, they returned not much later with a few of the village farmers and found the boy unconscious, a short distance away from the cave entrance. Now the youngster is staying with our healers, he’s been in and out of consciousness since but things still don’t look too good for the poor boy. He’d been poisoned. Some of our farmers wished to go and attack the half demon but a lot of the villagers were against it, so we decided to wait for your orders, my lord.”
Father turned to my direction and I quickly attempted to cover the smirk that had made itself present. Such silly humans, when will they ever learn to mind their own.
Father turns back to the village elder and I already know what he wishes to do.
“Find a villager and have him take me to this cave.”
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“So you’re sure it’s another half demon?”
“That’s what they say, though I haven’t seen him myself. Why are you interested?”
Inuyasha turns to the monk walking beside him, noting the hint of amusement on the his face.
“Well Miroku, if it’s another half demon like me, I don’t see why I shouldn’t know a little more about him.”
“Kagome won’t be to happy with this, she says she has a bad feeling about the guy. Sango won’t even allow me to check it out. Both of them have been on edge since the incident with that kid.”
“Keh, he was asking for it and besides what Kagome and Sango don’t know, they won’t have to worry about.”
Miroku stopped as he began to think things over.
“When do you want to go?”
Inuyasha smiled. “Today.”
“...Huh?...But what about Kagome, Sango and Shippo, we’re suppose to meet up with them...I don’t know about you but I do not wish to face the wrath of two angry women.”
“Tch, they’re hardly women.” Grunted Inuyasha. “Come on I only have two hours and it has to be today. When my dad finds out about this guy and what he did to that kid, he’s going to get rid of him.”
The monk playfully shook his head. “What’s gotten into you? Since when have you become the type to go out and meet new people?”
“I’m curious.”
Miroku laughed grabbing Inuyasha’s shoulder.
“What’s that saying Myouga always tells you... oh yes...curiosity killed the cat.”
“Then good thing I’m a canine, huh?”
The monk frowned realizing there was no way out of this.
“Fine, I’ll take you to the cave, but if Kagome or Sango find out about this, you’re taking the blame.”
TBC....
A/N: I thought about returning back to Inu no Taisho and having a villager describe the MYSTERIOUS half demon, but I believe it is pretty obvious who it is, so I’ll save that for the next Chapter...Thanks for reading.
Review.....
Sighing heavily, I once again push away the clawed hand that tries to make its way up my thigh. My food is getting cold because I have not had a chance to enjoy my full, out of the corner of my eye I watch as he continues to eat not making it known to the rest of the family, being Inuyasha and Lady Izayoi, of the nuisance he is causing me.
A light barely audible chuckle comes from my father as I dig my nails into his assiduous hand. I give myself a mental praise when his paw finally retreats to the top of the table, he chooses this as the time to address Inuyasha.
“So pup, it seems you have grown fond of that young village girl. You are coming to that age, have you chosen her to be your mate?”
A low snort comes from my end of the table. Inuyasha promptly drops his fork as he attempts to cough up a piece of meat that has lodged itself to the walls of his throat. Lady Izayoi lightly pats his back while he reaches for the glass next to his plate. When the coughing ceases, the young half breed stares accusingly at our father who has a firm brow raised as he continues to wait for an answer.
“You aren’t serious are you?” Speaking, Inuyasha’s facial expressions have yet to change.
“I certainly am. It is better you start now then wait before it is too late.”
Fidgeting in his seat, Inuyasha looks away from father and begins to stare at his plate which has suddenly become so interesting to the both of us.
“What do you mean too late, Kagome is still nothing but a girl, she is not interested in mating yet. And besides we are only friends nothing more.” He seems saddened by the latter but not for the reason I think, father seems to know the answer.
“Is it about that other miko, Keiko, was that her name?”
Inuyasha’s grip tightens around his drinking glass and I am almost certain that it will shatter in his hands.
“Her name was Kikyo and this has nothing to do with her. I just don’t understand why you are so suddenly trying to rush me into mating.”
Ignoring the last of Inuyasha’s statement, father continues to speak of the miko, Kikyo.
“That women died such a while ago, it is time for you to move on. This Kagome girl will help you do that.”
A thin crack runs up the side of Inuyasha’s glass as his grip continues to grow fierce, Lady Izayoi opens her mouth in an attempt to lessen the situation but the silly half breed is already speaking.
“THIS has NOTHING to do with KIKYO’S death, I am over it. Besides Sesshoumaru is of an older age than me and you are not pressuring him to find a mate. How long are you going to continue to baby him before he is finally able to live his own life.”
I clear my throat and refuse to look away from my plate, allowing my father to speak for me, as if I had any other choice.
“That is nonsense Inuyasha, I do not baby your brother, I just care to take extra precautions with him. He is very delicate, if you have not noticed.”
I’ve heard enough, I’m being down graded at the dinner table by my own father. Placing my fork on my plate, I stand from my seat.
“May I be excused?”
A large hand grabs onto my arm and I feel myself being pulled downward.
“Sit, you are not done eating.”
“See what I mean!” Barks Inuyasha, “He can’t even leave the table without your permission.”
“Inuyasha please calm yourself.” So, she finally speaks.
But Inuyasha hears none of it as he also stands from the table.
“I’m going into the village for a while. I’ll be back later.”
I expect father to disallow this, as he would do with me, but instead he just pulls my body back into the dining chair and continues with his food.
“Inuyasha if you will take a seat and wait, I also wish to take a trip to the human village. Sesshoumaru hurry and finish your dinner you will come with us.”
Inuyasha remains standing as if contemplating, then with a defeated sigh, drops back into his seat.
Lady Izayoi looks as though a weight is lifted from her chest as she also continues with her meal.
Dinner had continued and finished quickly, not much more trouble was caused except for the few gropes I received from beneath the dining table. Now we were preparing to leave, that is Inuyasha, father and I.
The half breed wishes to go to the village before sunset to visit his mortal friends and father wishes to go in order to pick up a few things, while also checking in and make sure all was well in his lands. I myself had no choice but to go as father had wished.
Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad. Just here, there and back.
Stepping outside, I turn toward the skies, it looked to be maybe another four hours before the sun set. An hour to get there, two hours to do what ever had to be done and one hour to return. Most likely two hours would not be enough time for Inuyasha and his friends as he had voiced to father before hand, but being able to stay and go as he pleased when it came to the time he spent at home, I did not see the problem. Father seemed to think the same, so that argument did not last very long.
As for me, most of my time would be spent tailing father, unless I chose to stay with Inuyasha as the half breed offered to my surprise. However I declined, humans disgust me, especially Inuyasha’s friends. They were always so happy, too happy for my taste.
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The time it took to get to the village did not seem at all like an hour to me. As soon as we entered what was to be called the village gate, every human insight fell to their knees in front of my father to show respect, staying that way until he flicked his wrist allowing them to rise.
Inuyasha wasted no time in running off to find his to find his mortal friends while father decided to take a walk around and check for any problems. Nothing seemed too different since the last time we were here. The only news father had heard that was of any interest, was the claim of a new half breed who had taken shelter in a cave not too far from the village.
“Is he injured?” asked father.
“No, my lord.”
“How long has he been there?”
“Almost a full moon cycle, my lord.”
“What is his name?”
“I am not sure, none of us have the courage enough to ask, my lord.” Father snorts at this remark.
“Has he come to you for any food, water, clothing, or shelter?”
“No, though some of our younger more innocent children have been tempted to offer, my lord.”
“Has he caused you any trouble?”
“No, my lord...though he does not like for any of us to get too close to the cave.”
“Explain.”
“Well a few nights ago some of our older more troublesome youngsters decided to go see the half demon for themselves, attempt to scare him away if they could.....At first either of them were too afraid to get so close....it was really dark, or at least that’s what they claimed.... Started throwing rocks into the entrance to see if they could get the half demon to come out, but the most they received was the sounds of their rocks bouncing off the inner walls. Then finally one of them, the leader I think, found the courage to walk up to the cave entrance...he didn’t enter though, just started taunting him. Come on out you dirty half breed, or at least that’s what his friends told me he had said.....When he received only the response of his echo and the encouragement of his friends, the boy lifted one foot, ready to step into the cave. But then, the boys said, before his foot even touched the dirt inside, a weird purple cloud emitted from the cave and surrounded the boy. Shocked his friends badly, it did. They ran off leaving their leader behind, they returned not much later with a few of the village farmers and found the boy unconscious, a short distance away from the cave entrance. Now the youngster is staying with our healers, he’s been in and out of consciousness since but things still don’t look too good for the poor boy. He’d been poisoned. Some of our farmers wished to go and attack the half demon but a lot of the villagers were against it, so we decided to wait for your orders, my lord.”
Father turned to my direction and I quickly attempted to cover the smirk that had made itself present. Such silly humans, when will they ever learn to mind their own.
Father turns back to the village elder and I already know what he wishes to do.
“Find a villager and have him take me to this cave.”
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“So you’re sure it’s another half demon?”
“That’s what they say, though I haven’t seen him myself. Why are you interested?”
Inuyasha turns to the monk walking beside him, noting the hint of amusement on the his face.
“Well Miroku, if it’s another half demon like me, I don’t see why I shouldn’t know a little more about him.”
“Kagome won’t be to happy with this, she says she has a bad feeling about the guy. Sango won’t even allow me to check it out. Both of them have been on edge since the incident with that kid.”
“Keh, he was asking for it and besides what Kagome and Sango don’t know, they won’t have to worry about.”
Miroku stopped as he began to think things over.
“When do you want to go?”
Inuyasha smiled. “Today.”
“...Huh?...But what about Kagome, Sango and Shippo, we’re suppose to meet up with them...I don’t know about you but I do not wish to face the wrath of two angry women.”
“Tch, they’re hardly women.” Grunted Inuyasha. “Come on I only have two hours and it has to be today. When my dad finds out about this guy and what he did to that kid, he’s going to get rid of him.”
The monk playfully shook his head. “What’s gotten into you? Since when have you become the type to go out and meet new people?”
“I’m curious.”
Miroku laughed grabbing Inuyasha’s shoulder.
“What’s that saying Myouga always tells you... oh yes...curiosity killed the cat.”
“Then good thing I’m a canine, huh?”
The monk frowned realizing there was no way out of this.
“Fine, I’ll take you to the cave, but if Kagome or Sango find out about this, you’re taking the blame.”
TBC....
A/N: I thought about returning back to Inu no Taisho and having a villager describe the MYSTERIOUS half demon, but I believe it is pretty obvious who it is, so I’ll save that for the next Chapter...Thanks for reading.
Review.....