Virginity of the Soul

A/N: This is dedicated to Daniella.

Virginity of the Soul

4. Rules

Awkward.

It was one possible word to describe her current predicament.

Actually, in the past, dinner with her husband would not be considered a bad situation, but things changed. Now, she could barely look at him without feeling the heat of guilt covering her cheeks. She was transparent and she felt like her betrayal was written all over her face.

It was.

Perhaps if Inuyasha was not so absorbed in his own awkwardness, he would have noticed. For the first time since he began cheating on Kagome with Kanna, he felt uncomfortable. Kagome was always bubbly and happy, no matter the occasion. Lately however, he felt she was… sad? She did not talk as much and was pulling away from him. Inuyasha felt like it was his fault. Somehow, his behavior reflected his betrayal and it brought sadness to Kagome.

He was fairly certain she had no idea what he did. After all, she visited Kanna regularly and the two of them seemed to be best friends still. He knew if Kagome found out, she would cut all ties with her friend. No, he was still safe. Maybe his overactive imagination and increasing guilt were playing tricks on him. Maybe she was just tired.

"Thank you for dinner," he said to break the silence.

Kagome nodded and smiled.

There was no actual reason for her to feel guilty. He was doing to her what she was doing to him. Oh, but she was so not that kind of person. It was not like she slept with Sesshomaru for the sole purpose of getting back at Inuyasha. Yes, it did drive her a little, but it was more than that. Being with Inuyasha was normal, nice, and even safe. But being with Sesshomaru was enticing. She could feel her whole body lighting up on fire and she experienced emotions and highs she never thought possible.

He was getting her addicted and she did not know how to put a halt to this obsession.

It was worse to think that nothing happened between her and Sesshomaru since the little family outing. That was three weeks ago. She went weeks without playing with Inuyasha, heck even months, and it was fine. Unfortunately, her libido never seemed to settle when it came to Sesshomaru. Another problem added to the list was the fact that she did not know how to do this; sneaking around, lying and cheating on her husband.

The two times she messed around with Sesshomaru the opportunities were pretty much given to her. Now she had to create one and she did not know where to begin. Perhaps this was where her best friend could come in. Kagome had yet to tell everything to Kanna because she was afraid she would judge her. No, Kanna was not the type to do that but... what if?

At this point, she was desperate for advice. Staying locked up in the apartment with Inuyasha was driving her insane. Every time she laid eyes on him, the guilt in her heart swelled and she nearly confessed every single time. She was almost ready to give up Sesshomaru. Almost. The bastard made her enjoy this empowering feeling.

"Are you seeing Kanna tonight?"

The problem with Kagome hanging out more with Kanna was that Inuyasha had less time with her. They only slept together twice in the past few weeks and he hoped he would get a bit of time with her finally.

"Not tonight. She has a drawing class."

Inuyasha barely held back a smile. That was Kanna's code. She was good at drawing, but she never actually took classes. It was what she told Kagome when he and she wanted to meet up. Of course, it would have been nice of her to inform him before telling Kagome. Now he had to come up with some crappy last minute excuse.

"I wish I had known earlier. I'm not going to be home tonight."

"Oh?" she inquired as she finally raised her head. Inuyasha had been home almost every night since their little trip with his family. Was it bad that she was excited he would not be there?

"Yeah, I mean, hm, Sesshomaru. He dumped a lot of extra work on me. He says I've been slacking off. You know how that jackass is."

Frankly, she was surprised at how civil Sesshomaru was with Inuyasha. It was the first time in a long time she heard her husband complain about his brother. She thought that their current predicament would make Sesshomaru act harsher towards Inuyasha. Apparently, she was wrong.

"Don't worry about it. I'll call Sango up or just stay in. I have work too."

And that was the extent of their conversation. Once again, they looked away from each other and resumed eating in complete silence.

-V-

A blanket barely covered Kanna's bare breasts as she lay on her bed, completely stretched. Inuyasha was lying beside her on his back and was fully exposed. A thin layer of sweat covered them both as they tangled their legs together. Inuyasha seemed a bit distracted, but Kanna was smiling brightly. Each of their little parties was a victory for her.

"Stay the night," she whispered.

Usually, he left her. After all, he had Kagome back home and he did not want her to be suspicious. That thought made her laugh. If only he knew what Kagome was doing behind his back. Of course, she had no intentions of being the one to reveal that little truth to him. He would never believe her; he would think she was jealous.

No, she needed him to find his brother and wife together. Then, he would be all hers.

"Ya know I can't. Kagome's gonna be expecting me."

"Didn't you tell her you were working?"

He lifted his hand and ruffled his sticky bangs. "Yeah, but not all night."

"So call her and tell her there's more work than you expected."

"She ain't gonna believe that."

Kanna sighed in frustration. Who cared what she believed? Inuyasha was never supposed to be Kagome's. The witch stole him from her. Kanna did not want to wake up all alone again; she wanted her man by her side. Each time he left, she felt used and it was time she got some respect.

"What is she doing right now?"

"Not sure."

Kanna grabbed her phone from the nightstand table and began texting. If Inuyasha was here with her, she had a feeling Kagome was enjoying her little night of freedom. Kanna did not fail to notice the way Kagome spoke of Sesshomaru and the little slut clearly had a plan in mind. Perhaps tonight was the night Kagome planned on going all the way with her brother-in-law?

A few seconds later, her phone vibrated. The response made Kanna smile.

"You don't have to worry about her."

Inuyasha arched and eyebrow, a bit displeased. "Why not?"

"She's sleeping over at Sango's. They are having a girls' night."

"Ya sure?"

"Absolutely. Kagome is gonna have a lot of fun tonight."

-V-

This was dangerous and unplanned. Heck, she was not even invited.

There she was, standing in front of Sesshomaru's apartment. She found his address while looking through Inuyasha's stuff. Technically, maybe Sesshomaru never wanted her to know where he lived. Perhaps he did not want her in his apartment. They had yet to define what this was or if there were any rules to it. Was it just fun? Did Sesshomaru have other girls like her that he used for pleasure?

That thought alone made her heart squeeze in pain. To be one of many was not a desire of hers.

Perhaps the only way to get answers to her questions was to knock. Knowing Sesshomaru, if her presence was a bother he would let her know.

Kagome gathered her courage and raised her hand. Slowly, and almost too quietly, she knocked on the door. Once it was done, she backed away and then waited. She tried to listen for movement or footsteps, but there was nothing. She tilted her head left and right while shifting her weight from one leg to the other nervously.

Maybe he did not hear it? No wait; he was a youkai. Of course he heard it. Then again, it was a pretty big house. Maybe if she tried it one more time?

She knocked again only louder

This time, she heard footsteps. Rapid, fast footsteps which meant he used his speed to get to the door. When she saw the door open, she held her breath.

Sesshomaru came in view dressed as proper as he always was. Despite it being a Saturday night, which he was clearly spending at home hopefully alone, he was dressed as if he was going to work. Clean cut black pants and a light grey shirt with a black tie.

A few seconds went by before she realized neither of them said anything. He did not greet her and he did not ask her why she was there. Could he be waiting for her to explain herself?

Unfortunately for her, only one word came to mind. "Hi." Yeah, that sounded smart and eloquent. "I- hm. I thought I could swing by. I didn't – I could have called I guess."

Right. Why did she not do that first? Now she felt like an idiot. It was not her fault. Cheating on her husband was not something she did regularly. Well – now it sort of was.

Again, Sesshomaru remained completely quiet while he stared at her. She found herself shifting under his gaze. Why did he have to do this? Oh right, stupid question. He found pleasure in torturing her.

Last time he laid eyes on her seemed like it was so long ago. Since he made the first move during their last encounter, he decided to let her come to him the next time. He needed her to come to him. When time went by and he heard nothing from her, he felt angry. He knew he brought her to pleasure and heights she never experienced before. Why was she giving him the silent treatment?

Although now that she was standing in front of him, at his house, he was re-considering the whole thing. Perhaps he was wrong; something that rarely happened by the way.

A soft crimson hue decorated her cheeks and displayed her embarrassment. She did want to see him, but it seemed like she did not know how to do it. Being with his brother for so long left her way too shy in the aspects of her life. He felt her aura flare up and he resisted the urge to smirk.

Instead of providing her with a verbal answer, he moved out of the way and invited her inside silently with a hand gesture.

Kagome looked around nervously for a second before accepting his invitation. She took long steps inside and only came to a halt once she walked past him. She barely resisted the urge to look around. She was quite intrigued since she never set foot in his house before… or his office… or anything that would give her an idea of who he was inside.

Even though Sesshomaru and she got quite close, she did not know him very well. Then again, she strongly believe that was the point of a relationship like theirs right? People did not want to get emotional… it was all physical.

How could they fuck like animals and now not say one word to each other? It was all too confusing. Maybe that was the problem. Too much fucking, not enough talking?

Sesshomaru closed the door and moved past her and into the living room. Fortunately, she took it as her cue to follow him and she walked behind him. This time, she did allow herself a small peek around the house. Everything was luxurious and fancy; clearly he spent a lot of money on objects he did not seem to notice.

Once they entered the living room, he took a seat. The couches were made of dark brown leather and the walls were a light beige and chocolate. Raising her head high, she sat on the couch opposite to his. She crossed her legs which caused her black skirt to rise up slightly. Calm and collected that was what she had to be. She would be lying if she said she did not enjoy his dominant nature, but she was not an easy target either.

However, she did hate silence. "Are there rules to this?"

He looked somewhat amused by her question and even gave her an eyebrow quirk. "Rules?"

"Yeah, like no phone calls, no showing up at the house, or no speaking…."

This time, he graced her with a smirk. He rose to his feet and walked in her direction extremely slowly. He was already much taller than her, but when she was sitting while he stood, she appeared even shorter. Once he was in front of her, he leaned forward and rested both of his hands on each side of her head.

"You tell me, Miko." He bent forward even more, his lips brushing against her ear. "You came here, to my house, uninvited, at a very inappropriate time. Did you want rules? Is there something you require from me?"

Yes. For him to stop the fire stirring deep in her lower body, for him to rip her clothes off and use her body, and for him to take her as roughly as she wanted to be taken. How did he expect her to go back to what her life was, to how it was with Inuyasha when he helped her learn what she truly craved?

"No rules," she breathed out with her chest heaving rapidly. Inuyasha did what he wanted freely. Why should she restrict herself?

Sesshomaru pulled away from her ear and stared right into her eyes, as if he was looking into her soul. His lips were parted and inviting. She never really craved the pleasure of the flesh before but now, a few weeks and she was going insane.

Seal the deal right?

Again not that many words were spoken, but it was confirmed. This was something. She was still unclear on what it was exactly, but they agreed to not have rules attached to it.

Shyly, she raised her head until their lips were pressed together. It was all Sesshomaru needed to move things along. In one swift movement, he shifted their positions. She exhaled deeply while finding herself on his lap while he sat comfortably on the couch. He wrapped his arms around her waist and she squeezed her legs around his.

Sesshomaru guided his hands down to her rear which made her arch her back to give him more to squeeze. Kagome needed to feel him everywhere and tilted her head back to express her desires. He pulled his mouth away from hers and moved his lips to her throat. Her appealing, delicious bare neck. It did not get easier to look at it, much less touch it.

Of course, that did nothing to stop him from enjoying it. He lapped at it a few times before he began nibbling. He squeezed the flesh beneath his fangs and grazed all the way down to her breasts. He only stopped because the annoying fabric of her shirt was preventing him from going any further. It needed to go, but he would not bother taking it off.

Instead, he ripped it right off her body causing Kagome to yelp at the sudden pinch. Then, the cold air came to cool off her flesh. Sesshomaru released her ass from his tight hold to roam his hand over her flat stomach. He missed her smooth skin, he craved it. He still was not sure why he was waiting to mark her. His brother only failed her day, after day. She came to him because her need was too great, because only he could satisfy her.

His chest filled with pride and he gripped her hips with his strong hands. Sesshomaru lifted her until her stomach was to his eye level and began dragging his wet, warm, rugged tongue across her flesh. A hint of saltiness was left over on her skin and it excited him. It reminded him how fragile and breakable she was. In a brusque movement, he could snap her in half.

The only times he relieved himself from his urges was with a demoness. Fucking her represented his first time with a human and he liked it. Controlling himself was a rush that made him dizzy with lust. Fragile little Kagome. She could not overthrow him, she could only submit it him.

His thumbs were digging so hard in her skin that red marks were appearing. Seeing the red marks made his cock pulse with excitement. He could not sink his fangs into her neck, but he did want to leave proof that she was his. Not grazing and biting her flesh was difficult. He avoided doing it because of Inuyasha, but…

Quickly, he dropped her onto his lap onto his erection. He grabbed her head and pulled it back roughly. She moaned at the sensation while he put his lips against her jaw. "You cannot be his anymore."

"W-what?" she asked between harsh breathes.

"You are mine. He cannot touch you." She might still be Inuyasha's under human laws, but Sesshomaru would not share her body.

She clenched her hands around the fabric of his silken shirt, the constant tug at her hair keeping the rest of her body locked in position. Did she not wonder earlier if Sesshomaru had other women on the side? Did she not want him for herself? It should only be normal that he wanted the same.

"Y-es. Only if you're mine alone."

He smirked against her skin and gave her hips a squeeze. As if he ever was anyone else's. The moment he claimed her body, he belonged to her just as she belonged to him. Clearly his little brother left her very uneducated to youkais' behaviors.

Now that he had her words her husband would not see her body, lustful excitement ran through his veins. He wasted no time digging his claws into her flesh, allowing a few droplets of blood to escape the wound. As she inhaled, he released his hold on her hair and she nearly crashed into his chest. The blood was warm as it dripped down her hips and she bit her bottom lip.

Sesshomaru tossed her on the couch and positioned himself between her legs to give himself better access. Once he was wedged between her thighs, he dipped in for her stomach. His hands fumbled with the button on her pants and zipper until both lost the battle. He slid her pants down, but only enough to free her rear.

The couch felt cold beneath her and she shivered. As he began licking from her belly button and making his way down, she decided that if she was losing clothes, so should he. She struggled from her position as she began undoing the buttons of his shirt. She wanted to touch his marble skin and run her fingers over his perfection.

They barely begun and already her core was drenched and throbbing.

Since she was distracted, attempting to remove his shirt, Sesshomaru decided to help her. He popped off the rest of the buttons and then tossed his shirt on the ground. He snaked his arms around her body and lifted her, compressing their chests together. He trailed his tongue along her earlobe and behind her ear to make her quiver in his hold.

"Is this what you wanted?" He bit her tight skin. "Is this what you came for?"

Her nails were dug in his abs and she was waiting to drag her fingers down. The speed of her heartbeat was hurting her, but she wanted it to go even faster. Of course this was why she came to his house. She did not come because she enjoyed their conversation. But he wanted to hear her say it.

"Almos-t."

He smirked. He pushed his lower body forward, digging his erection into her side. It was hard to miss the spike in her arousal. Her delicate pink lips parted as she moaned silently and he found the sight enticing. Yes, since the beginning he was the one pleasing her. Although he enjoyed savoring her sweet nectar, he was dying to put that little mouth of hers to use.

"If you want it, you will have to work for it," he teased in his husky voice.

His breath against her ear was tickling but it also sent shivers of pleasure down her spine.

"On your knees," he ordered before removing himself from her.

Her eyes widened slightly. Despite the little experienced she had, she knew exactly what Sesshomaru wanted from her. She did it… once before on her wedding night. Inuyasha did not appreciate it…apparently she lacked skills. For the first time, nervousness settled in as she watched him settle into the couch, waiting for her.

As soon as she went on the ground, he put his hands on her shoulders which forced her down on her knees. Her little hands trailed upwards to his belt and she slowly undid it. He did not fail to notice her change in pace, or the shift in her scent. He was not sure why, but she smelled like fear. She was never afraid of him before, even back in the club.

The sound of zipper going down echoed through the silence of the room. He helped her by pulling down on his pants slightly and his boxers followed along. Sesshomaru groaned in satisfaction as his painful erection was released from its constraints. She wrapped her hands around him best she could and leaned forward.

She always knew he was bigger than Inuyasha but now, she wondered if her mouth could stretch that wide. Kagome felt his hand shift position as he rested it on top of her head. He tangled his fingers with her soft ebony locks and waited impatiently with his cock twitching.

Kagome darted her tongue out, licking the top of the head. Then, she dragged her tongue along his length, twirling it at the same time. Her hands were gently stroking him at the same time and he found he could not tear his eyes away from her. Her innocence, her inexperience… they were a bigger turn on then he believed. Watching her learn with his body drove him wild with desire.

He received more than his share of blow jobs in the past, but nothing excited him as much as the sight that lay in front of his eyes.

After his dick was lubricated, Kagome took a deep breath. Carefully, she began to insert his length inside her mouth, stretching it as wide as she could. As he felt himself being slipped inside her moist carven he growled. It reminded him of how tiny she was; he loved it. She pushed in as much as she could before slowly beginning to slide him in and out of her mouth.

Her hands were stroking the part she could not fit and her tongue was poking out to lick the tip while he was deep in her mouth. She did her best to stop her gag reflex each time she tried to take in more of his cock. He seemed pleased and she liked it.

Inuyasha complained, but Sesshomaru… he was grabbing her hair, tugging at it while he groaned. This was what she loved the most about their moments together. When she was with Sesshomaru, she was a sexy, desirable woman. She picked up her speed as best she could and with each stroke, she was able to take more of him in.

His dick was pulsing, growing even more in width as he enjoyed her mouth. Her nervousness faded and it allowed him to appreciate the moment even more. He wanted to release himself in her mouth and watch as she swallowed it all. If he found out that his little vixen was such a fast learner earlier, he would have put her mouth to use long ago.

When it came to her, he had no patience and no will to resist. He began pushing her head down to force her to increase her speed. He felt her choke at first, but she quickly adjusted. Her saliva was dripping down his cock and making her sucking noises louder. He began baring his fangs as the feelings overwhelming.

If she just kept circling his head with her tongue like that he might just… oh, the little bitch. He groaned. The pulsations were too much to bear and he decided to stop holding back. Once she was completely down with her mouth full, he put resistance on her head. When she tried to slide back up, she was stuck. Just one more lic-

An animalistic growl filled the living room while he emptied his seed into her mouth. The creamy white substance hit the back of Kagome's throat and she gagged. Seconds ticked by before his release was complete and he finally freed her from his hold. The moment his erection was out of her mouth, she swallowed hard. She cringed a bit at the taste but her expression quickly faded away.

Instead of letting her return to the couch, he grabbed her by the side and tossed her on his glass coffee table. He tilted his head forward and began devouring her mouth. He ignored the taste of himself that lingered and nibbled all he could. Because of his position on top of her, his cock was digging into her stomach, the rest of the pre cum staining her skin.

Unconsciously, she began rolling her hips, dying to have him fill her again. Noticing this, he lowered himself and began pushing his fully erected length against her clothed core. It was enough to make her eyes roll in the back of her head. "What do you want me to do?" he whispered.

She answered, but it was barely audible.

"Louder," he growled.

"Fuck me," she said breathless.

He was more than happy to oblige. Sesshomaru grabbed her pants and removed them completely, though he left her panties on. Little red lace. Her visit was clearly planned. He pushed himself down and wrapped her long slender legs around his neck. Sesshomaru licked her inner thighs before nibbling. That was the spot. He might not be able to bite her neck, but here it was just as good. It did not make her his but it was a pulse point.

He did not think twice about it. He sunk his fangs deeply into the flesh, ripping it apart. Kagome squirmed underneath him and moaned until her voice was no more. He lingered, tasting the blood and flesh that filled his mouth. For fuck's sake. She tasted even better. Through her blood, he felt her arousal, her desire to be fucked by him. It made him so terrible dizzy.

Sesshomaru was unable to stop. If he did not, he might just cum again.

He forced himself away before lapping the rest of the blood dripping down her thigh. It was then, as he was heading towards his prize that a vibrating sound interrupted them. It was coming from Kagome's purse on the couch. It was her phone. She considered not picking up but what if… it was Inuyasha? If he was back home… wondering where she was then she had to pick up.

Guilt flew through her as she reached out for her purse and snatched her phone. Her eyes met Sesshomaru's for a brief instant before she answered. "H-hello?" she said with a shaky voice.

"Kagome?"

"In-uyasha. Hey. Are you home?"

At the sound of his brother's name, Sesshomaru growled in disapproval. She was completely his right now, not Inuyasha's. She came to him, begging to be fucked. He would not let her get distracted.

Ignoring the fact that she already struggled to keep her composure, Sesshomaru moved forward with his plan. He peeled her underwear away with his teeth and then, let his tongue find her little bundle of nerves. As soon as he licked her clit, Kagome buckled underneath him.

"No, I have to stay at the office longer than I thought."

"Oh—h oh!"

She did not know if she said that in response to Inuyasha or Sesshomaru. But oh dear god. If it did not feel so good, she might have strangled Sesshomaru. Not right now, not while she was on the phone with her husband…

"I'm really sorry, Kag. I hope you're not alone."

"Oh- a-l-one?" She could not tell him she was home. What if he returned earlier and she was not there… what if he called the house instead of her cell phone?

"I am – m- with m m –"

Meanwhile, Sesshomaru shoved his tongue inside her core, lapping all of her nectar away. He was listening to the conversation, which was actually amusing him. His brother was not at work and he hoped his little vixen knew that it was lies. Nonetheless, he enjoyed licking her pussy while she was on the phone with his brother.

Though something else would be better; fucking her while she was on phone. Perhaps he did play too many dangerous games with her, but the thrill was worth the risk.

"I'm with Sa-ngo," Kagome finished while Sesshomaru removed his tongue.

He grabbed her hips and with a smirk on his face, he flipped her on her stomach. She gasped loudly as her stomach smacked against the glass. She gasped right into the phone.

"Are you alright? What happened?"

Oh god, she was going to kill Sesshomaru.

"I- m, you know - girl stuf-f. Waaaaxing. Legs. Hurts."

Sesshomaru rested his length in between her butt cheeks, slowly rubbing himself. His whole body quivered in excitement and he promised himself than once he marked her, he was going to fuck her somewhere where his brother could walk in on them. He wanted to see the look on that bastard's face and he wanted to make sure Inuyasha never forgot the sight of his older brother fucking his wife.

Without a second thought, he plunged himself into her awaiting core. Kagome's mouth opened wide and she fell silent. "Oh g-od."

"Legs still? I don't know how you girls put up with that."

It was not a leg, but with his length, it might as well be. She grazed her nails against the table for lack of anything else to grab. Sesshomaru on the other hand had plenty to grab on to. Both his hands were on her ass and he was about to do what he wanted to do last time. Smack her little bouncy, round rear until it was crimson.

And he did. One, loud smack.

"Kag?"

Oh god, oh god. For the love of god.

She wanted to say again, she wanted to beg him to do it again, but she could not speak. The bastard guessed it too. He bent over, covering her body with his and bit her ear. "Did you like that?"

She nodded.

"I do not hear you."

"Yes."

"Are you alright?"

"I th-ink." His strokes were powerful as he lifted her stomach off the table to push himself further inside her core. "Mm, Sang-o dropped s-o-mething! I'll call you back."

She pressed the end button and threw her phone somewhere in the room. She laid her hands flat trying to keep her balance while he hovered one of his hands over her ass.

"Again?"

"Yes."

He smacked her behind again, this time even louder. It hurt his own hand. There, on her little ass cheek was the imprint of his hand, very clear and very visible. She was beneath him, hissing in pain, but he could tell she liked it; her cunt was dripping with juices.

Once more, but this time, he did not ask her first.

As his hand made contact with her ass, she lost it. "Se-s-sho-maru!"

She was close, so close already.

"You are mine."

Oh she was his, so very his. He wanted to smack her rear until it left a permanent mark on her skin. He was tempted to do it again, but the spreading redness let him know it was enough for now. Instead, he reached out for her breasts and cupped them fully with his hands. He used his new hold on her to lift her and push her back against his chest.

His mouth lingered around her neck while he picked up his speed. His balls were hitting her, but neither of them seemed to feel any pain. Instead Kagome was reaching for him, wrapping her arms around his neck. Being in that position reminded her of the club… the way he tied her up. The image of him tying her up right now filled her head and the feeling became overwhelming.

Her intoxicating scent was tempting his nostrils and he once again pushed his fangs down on the flesh of her neck, but not enough to do damage.

"Bit-e," she said, barely able to hold her orgasm back.

At her words, he came.

He did not plan too, but he found himself filling her womb with his release. His cock increased in size within her, trapping them together, while her demand echoed in his mind.

The moment his powerful orgasm exploded in her, she had to follow.

Her arms dropped to the side, her body was sticky with sweat, and her breath kept hitching because of her exhaustion. It was his hold on her waist that held her up and she was grateful for it.

Bite, she said. Did she have any idea what that triggered in him? He was angry at her for tempting him, but he was also angry at himself for not listening. Should he have not given her what she wanted?

She did not know what she wanted. She did not know what that word meant to him.

That it would tie them together forever.

His eyes filled with red and he moved his mouth up to her ear. There, he bit. She yelped in pain and squirmed in his arms, but he only smirked.

"Do not ask this Sesshomaru again for things you are not ready for, pet," he purred in her ear.

She shivered as the warm blood leaked down her shoulder. The bite felt good, it soothed her inside but she wanted more. She did not know why.

Kagome wanted Sesshomaru to take her body and wreck her.

And it was why she was doomed because if she asked, he would.

-V-