Too Much Time On Their Hands

Inuyasha stepped off the plane carrying only a small black duffle bag that had everything he needed inside of it. Inuyasha had on tan loose fitting slacks, a pair of boots that matched Sesshoumaru's suede ones, a red polo shirt that was not tucked in like Sesshoumaru's, and a black leather belt with a buckle that looked like it had his sword tessaiga cut into the gold buckle. Inuyasha was about comfort not looks although there were always people whispering about how handsome or beautiful he was. Inuyasha always figured they were talking about Sesshoumaru, but Sesshoumaru knew better. Sesshoumaru got comments about how handsome he was, but how cold he seemed for such a young man. Sesshoumaru rarely smiled unless he was with Inuyasha and even then he only smiled at Inuyasha no one else got that privilege.

Sesshoumaru had his briefcase with his laptop computer in it and a black suitcase with a handle that rolled across the floor. Sesshoumaru could have carried the thing easily, but Sesshoumaru preferred to keep the image he was just another wealthy businessman on travel blending in with the rest of the crowd.

The two brothers walked swiftly through the long corridors of the Airport not bothering with the long automated people moving walkways that tired travelers seemed to stand on being lazy rather then just getting to their destinations.

Sesshoumaru was dressed down a bit without his suit and tie. He rarely dressed down, but for this trip it was not suitable to wear such attire for the whole week. Inuyasha liked it when Sesshoumaru was dressed down a bit. It made him seem less intimidating then usual although Inuyasha was fully aware of how quickly things could change if Sesshoumaru became angry. The demon Lord wore a pair of nice loose fit dark blue denim jeans with a coral polo shirt tucked into them. The tan suede boots were steel toe and were the same type that the military had their troops wear.

During the demon wars Sesshoumaru had lead legions of armies to battle and had more then his share of experience in military matters. Sesshoumaru being a military man taking after his Father always supported the military's of the world since he had some part in their successes throughout the years. The demon Lord was not against violence, he was against stupidity. Killing people was not ever a problem and the more that died the fewer problems he had to deal with. They needed some humans for various reasons, but the world was so full of them that Sesshoumaru figured if the humans wanted to play their own role in population control by destroying each other then why stop a good thing? These comments always made Miroku and Kouga laugh. Miroku loved Sesshoumaru's cynical outlook on life and his constant predictions that humans were doomed creatures that over all these years still did not do much in their lives to impress him. The forests and trees he loved were destroyed by buildings. He really hated the modern era in some ways, but Sesshoumaru admitted that he liked the new technology that came out and the fact he still lived the charmed life of a demon amongst the humans. Sesshoumaru saw the world as his hunting grounds and the only time he would retreat back to nature was when he felt like mass murdering humans when they started their dumb wars since the last thing they needed was for the last of their kind to be obliterated by human hands. That was unacceptable and he refused to have any more of his family shamed by such a thing. Sesshoumaru swore he would kill every last human on the planet if any more of their demon kind was destroyed after losing two full demon pack members to a dumb human war.

Sesshoumaru was happy after Japan and America had finally set their differences aside once the world wars ended since both countries had impressive military strengths making them better allies then enemies. Sesshoumaru's pack knew he was just happy because now that the war was over it meant they could finally go home without having to worry about being blown up by the humans. Sesshoumaru in his way was protecting his pack and he hated looking like he was fleeing from any situation. It was just too hard to keep his pack from being killed if he did not know where the hell they were so he figured it would be a good time for them to try something different for a change. All of the pack had talked about hiking up these majestic mountains just to laugh at the dumb humans who tried this crap and could not survive it. It did make them all feel powerful and alive after being surrounded by the glass jungles of the city.

Kouga joked that during the world wars they had abandoned Japan to go conquer humans somewhere else then looked around at the top of the mountain they were standing on stating with a grin that he did not see any humans so what was the bloody point in doing this when no one was there to worship them for it? Kouga then mentioned they should just go back to pretend they were for Japan's humans so they did not look like a bunch of wimps and Sesshoumaru started to strangle Kouga for that comment. Sesshoumaru pretty much had lost all sense of reasoning since he hated leaving Japan in the first place, but he was not about to allow anyone else to kill off his pack except maybe himself. Kouga came close to being killed that day. The pack had begged Sesshoumaru not to kill Kouga, but it had been really hard to walk away when it was in Sesshoumaru's blood to fight killing things when such convenient violence was readily available even if he was just randomly killing people on both sides. No one would ever notice if he turned into a demon dog in the middle of the night eating a bunch of them except humans did not taste that great. Still in his full form he ate what was bleeding around him in the Feudal Era sometimes only to awaken to find he had slaughtered a bunch of scattered human remains as he had been gnawing on the leg of one of their horses. Then Sesshoumaru would not need to eat for months not really recalling the horrors he had done and not really caring about it either. Sesshoumaru's demon seemed to know the difference between innocent creatures and evil doers. Sesshoumaru had a sweet tooth for really evil bastards and had once woken up with two small human children lying against him as though he had been watching over them in his demon form.

For an acid drooling, poison breathing demon dog Sesshoumaru expected everything to be dead around him when he came to after turning into the huge white beast. Instead he had some of his dog slobber on a bunch of small children who had been kidnapped by slave traders after killing off their families and when they saw his human form they asked where the big soft white doggie went.

Sesshoumaru had a soft spot for little ones and walked them to a close by village sending them to the humans. He should have done the same with Rin, but did not have the heart to let her go. When Jaken and Kohaku were killed by Naraku it was like his little pack that he had traveled with died. Ah-Un remained loyal and steady for years. Still the pack animal was old and Rin buried her beloved Ah-Un where he had brought her back to life with the Tensaiga. Rin did not really recover from their loss and tried to remain cheerful although her eyes did not shine as much as they once had when Jaken was alive for her to torment. The little kappa demon had been a good friend and Sesshoumaru still missed the squawking creature since even in his annoying ways he had always done what ever Sesshoumaru asked of him. Jaken was a weak small old demon and he always teased Jaken that he would kill him if Jaken did not do what he said. The fact was Lord Sesshoumaru just liked the look on Jaken's face when he said such things since it was amusing. His tiny pack had made him very happy. After Naraku was dead and Kagome disappeared with the jewel it seemed like their whole world was turned up side down.

Rin stayed by Sesshoumaru's side and Sesshoumaru tried to find her a mate when she came of age to mate. Rin did not want one and Sesshoumaru did not have the heart to force her to choose someone she would not like. When Kohaku died it was as though Rin had lost the love of her life. Rin in her childish innocence fell in love with Kohaku during their years of traveling together. Kohaku died trying to protect Rin even after Sesshoumaru told the boy to stay back. Sesshoumaru watched as Inuyasha took most of the damage trying to shield the boy only to have Naraku's tentacle go strait through Inuyasha right into Kohaku's head killing the boy splattering his blood on Rin. Then the ugly writhing mass pulled the shard from Kohaku's back completing the jewel once again.

Sesshoumaru rushed Rin out of there growling at Sango to get her wounded ass out of the fight since she had been stabbed in multiple places by Naraku's tentacles as her large demon bone boomerang cut them off sending the deadly poisonous miasma everywhere. Sesshoumaru handed Rin to Sango telling them to get to safety on the back of Kirara as in fury he pushed his little brother aside shoving him towards Kagome before Naraku dealt the killing strike cutting off the offensive appendage in a rage. Sesshoumaru stood in front of Kagome and Inuyasha glaring at Naraku who had the nerve to look shocked at this action. Sesshoumaru snarled as his eyes glowed red.

Inuyasha watched his powerful brother fight since all of his attacks with the tessaiga were thwarted although he got a few good hits in before he had been so badly injured. Sesshoumaru had for some dumb reason kept pushing Inuyasha back away from the fight trying to protect him, but Inuyasha was stubborn. The pup wanted to kill Naraku, but the bastard had tricked them sneaking around the powerful demon to attack his already wounded brother who for some dumb reason moved right in front of Sesshoumaru taking the hit that would have gone through his armor into his own chest. Sesshoumaru was shocked at Inuyasha's self sacrifice on his behalf and then was furious that the boy did not seem to think he was powerful enough to stop such a blow with his light whip. Sesshoumaru told Inuyasha that was a foolish thing to do fuming at his brother who was almost killed by this stupid low life piece of shit. Inuyasha just smirked and said to Sesshoumaru that the heir to Father's throne could not be damaged. A hanyou though is expendable.

Those damn comments really pissed Sesshoumaru off as he was sick and tired of Inuyasha throwing such words at him after they had joined forces for this fight. Sesshoumaru grasped his brother by the hair and hissed that if he was not allowed to die by anyone's hand except his own when that time came. Sesshoumaru then in fury roared that that time was not that day as he parried Naraku's attacks without even looking at the fool. Inuyasha was in shock as was everyone else. Sesshoumaru did not seem to notice since he was so furious with his brother he did not break eye contact for a good minute as those eyes glowed red in fury as his sword smacked Naraku's futile attempts at injuring him like if he were a mere fly in his way. Sesshoumaru was so pissed off that he wanted to drag the pup kicking and screaming to spank the hell out of him for making such remarks even being so injured. Sesshoumaru had dragged a very young puppy Inuyasha over into a corner spanking that struggling little ass for talking back after he was told to do something and he had no qualms about doing it again.

Inuyasha was barely breathing being held in Kagome's arms as tears fell from the beautiful young human's eyes for her beloved. Kouga was in her arms as well passed out cold from his many bleeding wounds with Ayame nursing Ginta and Hakkaku who were hurt almost as bad as Inuyasha.

Sesshoumaru had never been as furious at anyone in his entire life as he was at Naraku at that moment. Sesshoumaru must have looked like the Angel of Death coming to send Naraku to hell because it was the first time Naraku turned white with fear just in looking at the demon Lord. Tensaiga pulsed at him and a power he did not know was in the sword had awakened. Sesshoumaru's heart beat changed as he looked at the people that were broken who had fought bravely at his side. This was his pack, the bleeding boy on the ground was his brother, and no one got away with destroying the sunshine in his Rin's eyes.

Naraku was aware of his biggest mistake in completely underestimating the powerful demon Lord and now he was dead. Sesshoumaru did not speak as he used tensaiga breaking through Naraku's barrier walking through it like it was never there. The sword was glowing with white light destroying the insects from hell as the sword of heaven opened up its most magnificent power. The power of heaven itself awakened as Inuyasha feeling the healing power flow through him looked at his brother in awe. The whole pack was slowly coming to. The sword sent waves of power healing them all except for the dead as the souls were set free to go where they needed to be. Dragons of pure white rushed out to snatch them to add to the power of this magnificent weapon. It had the power to suck the very soul out of the living, but could not resurrect the dead twice. The sword could not save one who had been saved by it before so Jaken was gone forever. Kohaku was not alive to begin with other then the jewel. He was nothing more then dust blowing away in the wind. Sango wept over these ashes, but the boy was free now of his pain and of his past.

Sesshoumaru knew the limitations of this weapon and had accepted that burden. It was the curse of having such power. There were always limits even in the greatest of beings on the earth. Sesshoumaru did not notice the power he was wielding as he only saw that beautiful fear in Naraku's eyes. Sesshoumaru smiled softly as his Mother's and Father's words came to mind.

"Destroy your foes with a merciful heart my son and then you can open up the true powers of tensaiga."

Sesshoumaru had no clue why such nonsense seemed to come up right then, but in his heart he knew Naraku did not have the right to touch these people. Sesshoumaru was the only one who had rights to kill his brother and this pack if he so choose to do so. These people were his including the stupid wolves. No one touched his people and this was not to protect the idiots. That was impossible. Inuyasha's pack seemed to invite death in like an old friend with both he and his brother saving their asses more times then he wanted to think about. This was to keep his promise and Sesshoumaru always kept his word.

"Naraku I will not take your life since you never really had one, but I will take the human's soul that does not belong to you and the souls of the demons who will be sent to the dealers of death to be judged. Your name is not even Naraku and it is pitiful that you ever saw yourself as my equal. You do not even compare to me in power. See this moment as your last as I send your vile creation to your maker Onigumo."

With that the sword pulsed and sucked every last soul out of the screaming body of Naraku. Onigumo's soulless body and a numerous mass of dead soulless demons that seemed impossible to imagine living in one body were all that was left of Naraku. Inuyasha stood up with this look of awe on his face that made Sesshoumaru quirk an eyebrow at him. All of these people were staring at him and it was annoying.

"Sesshoumaru you want to trade swords?"

Inuyasha stated with a smirk staring at the tensaiga with envy. Sesshoumaru smiled then punched Inuyasha square in the jaw knocking the boy out. Kagome pouted at him and Sesshoumaru did something he always wanted to do grabbing her kissing her passionately in front of everyone as his brother woke up to witness this. Kagome stood stunned blushing like hell. Kouga growled while the others just stood in shock. Then Sesshoumaru spoke again looking completely emotionless after the act as always.

"I still don't understand why Father fell in love with a human even if she was beautiful."

Kouga started laughing so hard he had tears in his eyes. Inuyasha tried to get up to attack his brother for kissing Kagome until Sesshoumaru stood on top of him lashing him four times across the chest with his whip to insure Inuyasha did not move.

"Stop moving Inuyasha and stay down unless you want me to really hurt you. You cannot beat me and we will finish our battle later if I feel like killing you today. I killed Naraku so I do not feel like killing anyone else. You may be lucky to live another day so stop being foolish. I have no time for your childish behavior right now and I am not trading swords with you. I can't even touch yours so that is just stupid and it is not funny to tempt me after the hell you have put me through all these years you brat."

Sesshoumaru glared down at Inuyasha who pouted growling at Sesshoumaru for touching his woman, but knew he couldn't do a damn thing about it. Kagome touched her lips a few times feeling rather surprised and felt bad she had really really enjoyed his kiss. That handsome man would not ever do that again. Still, she did not regret it as she looked at Sesshoumaru pouting at his treatment of Inuyasha.

"Stop picking on him Sesshoumaru and let Inuyasha get up so we can find the stupid jewel."

Sesshoumaru regarded the girl with a slight smirk as she was still blushing looking like a sweet midnight snack.

"Watch what you say little Kagome. I will not only eat you alive, but I have no problem taking away your virginity unlike my brother and this wolf. I do not waste time, but I will not have you with my pup in your womb so if you wish to live do not ever speak to me in such a familiar way."

Sesshoumaru practically purred only loud enough for her to hear as he was sick of Inuyasha's pack always being so damn disrespectful to him. Grasping the girl growling at Kouga to back off and at Inuyasha he dragged her towards the mass of what was once Naraku on the ground.

"Find the jewel Kagome."

Sesshoumaru stated softly as he allowed his hand to slide up under that short skirt she always wore caressing her lovely thigh getting a small eep out of her as she bent over slightly looking for it. Sesshoumaru smirked, all he had to do was remove those white things under that skirt, slide his armor over, and he could take her right in front of the pack if he wanted to really piss Inuyasha off. After killing someone Sesshoumaru sometimes wanted to rut especially when it was a good kill. This was the best one he had in years. Sesshoumaru really wanted to fuck Kagome or Kouga. There was this itch he had to scratch and wanted to try this for years. Kagome was right here so why the hell not? Not one of those idiots had the guts to do anything.

Kagome's reaction to his soft caressing touches to her lovely ass made him feel rather good. It was funny as hell to hear the girl squeak like that, but she was always teasing men like him showing off her naked flesh to their hungry eyes. If Inuyasha did not want men looking at the girl he called his woman then he should force her to dress more appropriately. Sesshoumaru whispered in Kagome's ear as he licked it a little and continued his teasing.

"You like my touch don't you little human? This skirt of yours makes that treasure you hide under it very accessible. I have always thought you beautiful for a human Kagome, but you belong to my brother who is a baby. Inuyasha is a demon not meant to be with you until he is fully matured and you do not understand demon ways. Inuyasha is a demon, but he is too young for your charms. He would not understand them since he is still a virgin himself. Only one who is matured like me and Kouga can show both of you the ways of pleasure shared by adults. Experience does make a difference Kagome and you are both very inexperienced making you temptation for one such as me. I have taken many virgins and I have not ever had a complaint. I know you want me. I can smell it.'
"Your kisses make Inuyasha feel things he does not understand. Inuyasha is afraid since he cannot grow up as fast as you will. Someday he will stop aging completely.'
"Kikyo used him, do not be like her. Let him be who he is and still love him if you wish. Set Inuyasha's heart free so he can be with his kind. If you leave him I will swear to watch over him until you have a chance to meet him again. I will spare his life until you can be together. You have my word."

Kagome stood up and did not turn around as Sesshoumaru kept his hand under her skirt making her swoon against him. The others could not see this, but Sesshoumaru knew he had her. All he had to do was find someplace they could be alone.

"I want one small thing from you then I will leave you all to your pathetic lives. Come alone with me behind the demons."

Sesshoumaru whispered as he walked around after cutting off her underwear with a skilled clawed finger pulling the garment from her with no one noticing. She followed him around to the other side not thinking any longer unable to even use her rational mind. They were suddenly on the other side of the huge pile of dead demons where no one could see them. Sesshoumaru roughly pulled Kagome to the ground under him and dove under her skirt. The girl was in heat and he wanted to taste that blood. He had to have it. It was his prize for sacrificing his pride in saving their dumb asses again. Kagome writhed in pleasure using his tongue and fingers to gain the prize of that sweet innocent blood that oozed just for him. Sesshoumaru smirked as he lapped all that sweet virgin fluid holding her hips firmly in place. Licking her virgin ass also he had a great idea as he slid those blood slicked fingers into her hot tight little ass stretching it as his fingers found her core of pleasure as he licked her clit while Kagome had to bite her shirt sleeve from screaming in pleasure.

The day Naraku died was one of the best days in Sesshoumaru's long life. Sesshoumaru may not have taken all of Kagome's innocence that day, but he had to know what the fuck his Father saw in being with a human woman. Kagome had been the only human he thought attractive at all and part of that were her great powers as a young priestess. Kagome was the most powerful priestess ever to have entered their lands and her blood was full of that power. It was so good too and Sesshoumaru had deflowered one part of her only that day surprised that Kagome as a woman liked him fucking her tight beautiful ass. It felt incredible. Kagome had to keep some of her virginity or she would be unable to purify the jewel to make it disappear.

While fucking Kagome he lifted her shirt pushing away all the contraptions as he freed those beautiful perfect breasts. Sesshoumaru sucked on them teasing as he did not stop fucking the young girl until he came twice in that tight ass. As far as sex went Sesshoumaru now understood this part of his Father's obsession. Kagome held nothing back and Sesshoumaru after this act had the urge to find out what it was like with a beautiful human man.

The demon Lord drown own Kagome's cries of passion and pain with kisses then disappeared after telling her one last secret helping her to get herself back together. Kagome looked dazed, beautiful, and a bit sore since he did not hold back fucking her at full speed knowing she would be a bit bruised as his seed dripped down one of her legs. It was one of his favorite memories and if Inuyasha had known about this dark secret he would be so damn pissed off. He had washed off her scent afterwards and dried off laying completely naked in the sunlight on a rock glad that the pack Inuyasha had associated with were watching over his own. Sesshoumaru was planning on going back then he would take over the whole lot of them by force if necessary.

The funniest part in Sesshoumaru's mind was that was the next day after getting ready to confront Inuyasha about his intentions of taking over his pack he had not expected to take another virgin. Sesshoumaru was even more shocked at himself that day he had taken Inuyasha's virginity and his pack all in that same day. Inuyasha had not healed from his whip and Sesshoumaru had traced the delicious scent to find to his delight a gorgeous male human bathing.

Every day Sesshoumaru was with Inuyasha in his human time Sesshoumaru would replay the day after he ravished Kagome. Kagome had always been aroused when he was near and he was sick of her teasing him with her virgin heats that Inuyasha did nothing about. Then all those thoughts faded when Inuyasha made him stop hating him with one precious moment and Sesshoumaru found what his Father had seen in Izayoi. Inuyasha was more beautiful then any woman could try to be and he did not have to try at it. Inuyasha was born perfect in Sesshoumaru's eyes and he did not give a shit if it may be just an illusion because he was in love with Inuyasha. Sesshoumaru for the first time felt he was seeing things how it should be and would not change his mind on the plans he had for them tonight.

The image of Inuyasha the day that he truly saw him as the gorgeous young human man he was did not seem to ever leave his mind. The very first time he saw the boy from behind in that water that sparkled around him as though an Angel from heaven fell to earth to tease him. Inuyasha in his human form in that water was like looking at pure perfection with these powerful strong golden muscles gracing the body of a young boy with slick wet jet black hair. There was this grace and elegance in the act that was so unlike Inuyasha as he washed himself. Sesshoumaru had watched this many times after their moment together and every moment afterwards he could not get enough of watching how Inuyasha would like a ritual wash himself so sensually. Inuyasha had no clue that he was doing this so it was perfect and innocent even though Sesshoumaru could not think of one damn innocent thought running in his own mind when he was with Inuyasha.

Sesshoumaru looking at the young human not knowing it was his brother had licked his lips and practically drooled at the sexy innocent young creature he was going to ravish or rape. It depended upon the young boy's reaction to him.

Sesshoumaru felt his heart beat faster and he was hard as a rock staring at that perfect beautiful little human. Looking at Inuyasha even now in his human form still made the young demon Lord start to shiver in anticipation.

Thinking about the past now Sesshoumaru felt some regret for what he had done with Kagome, but not too much. Kagome was still going to be a part of Inuyasha's life as promised. Sesshoumaru would not take back his word and prayed that Inuyasha understood this after all this was done. Sesshoumaru had left Kagome with a promise after holding her for a little while before sliding out of her sore body and kissing those ruby lips one last time.

"I decide when to take Inuyasha's life and his life is mine so you can feel safe in this Kagome. What we just did here is only a memory for us both. It will not happen ever again my pet. I take what I want. I am a demon, do not forget my nature. I am kind to you now, but will not be so forever.'
"You little Kagome need to start thinking about yourself since I know you do not come from this place. You smell of things that are not from this world. Inuyasha in his mind tells me all about where you are from. Someday we will meet again Kagome and he may have you if you both still want this. Until then it is time for you to return so you do not mess things up in our time. It is a dangerous game you both play and I know enough about time to tell you that traveling though it can cause more harm then good. Make the jewel disappear forever and those damn beads you force Inuyasha to wear. He is not your pet and you do not own him. Go home to your world little one and live a good life. Forget this place and move on. This was just a dream Kagome and now it is time to wake up to put all childish things away. It is time for you to grow up."

Kagome's tears came, but to Sesshoumaru's surprise the girl hugged him.

"Thank you for understanding. No one wants me to go home, but I miss my family and I am needed there. Take care of this pack please and of Inuyasha. He is really very lonely and talks big making you angry only because that is the only way he thinks you will have anything to do with him. Inuyasha looks up to you Sesshoumaru. If you search for me in my time I may not want to be with Inuyasha or anyone right away so give me some time before you guys just show up ok? I know it is a lot to ask, but you are the only one who I think can do this and understand why I ask this of you. I want to finish school, go to college, and I don't want kids right away like Inuyasha does. Inuyasha is really sensitive during his human time so don't be too hard on him since sometimes being human is not easy for those of us who are not lucky enough to be something incredible like you. Tell him goodbye for me please. You see after that wonderful thing you did with me I found this next to us and now it is time for me to go."

Kagome kissed Sesshoumaru on the lips softly sighing a bit as she started glowing looking like a goddess walking around the bodies of the demons waving a tearful goodbye to them all as she disappeared. Inuyasha ran fruitlessly towards her and she disappeared. It was then Sesshoumaru left them as he heard the most haunting sorrowful sound come from his brother feeling some pity for the boy. Now that he had fallen in love with Inuyasha he knew if he ever heard that sound again it would tear him apart inside.

Sesshoumaru was in a rather good mood the day he took Kagome and had a rather twisted plan in his head. He just killed the bastard who had been annoying him for years, got rid of his sexual urges now understanding a bit more about his Father, and had kissed Inuyasha's woman right in front of the two idiots who were too afraid to do shit like that wanting to rub that in his brother's face a little longer. Sesshoumaru had not expected the day after that one to be even better and with his little brother none the less.

These thoughts never seemed to fade with time. The memories were like a constant reminder of how important today was and how much he wanted everything to go right. He could not afford mistakes or the past getting in their way. Inuyasha was going to be so pissed about Kagome, but Sesshoumaru had to tell him the truth if this was going to work out for them at all. No more damned secrets.

Kouga could be heard barking orders ignoring Inuyasha as he took his sorrow at Kagome's loss and used it constructively instead. There was no point on dwelling on things that could not change. Inuyasha had run away at that point doing the only thing that he could to deal with his sorrow. Like Sesshoumaru he had to go kill some things for a while. That is what he had done getting a bit cut up forgetting he was going to be a human soon. There was a big yelp heard coming from Miroku as Kouga could be heard from a distance as he told the monk who groped Ayame who slapped him to keep his cursed hands off of Ayame's ass. Then Kouga barked for Miroku to get his wind tunnel ready. The mess was gone in nothing flat and Miroku sat back rubbing his sore arm that was not affected by the poison any more it was just sensitive after he had to close the tunnel again after Kouga had made him drink his blood turning him into a demon.

Sesshoumaru remembered his precious Rin. He wanted so much for her to live a full life, have kids, and be happy. Rin always had that choice, but chose to stay with him until she died. The human wars always made Sesshoumaru think about how stupid humans were sometimes and then he would catch himself thinking of Rin not being like them. Then Sesshoumaru would feel depressed and pissed off wanting to kill something again.

Sesshoumaru was no coward; he just refused to help humans unless he wanted to do so and reminded them all this was a human war. If they would have gotten involved many more people would have died and they would have been sited as demons. Humans were weird about things they did not understand and if they found out they were demons he would have to kill the few humans he actually respected. That pissed him off since Kouga the big mouth had to bring that up at the beginning of the war so Sesshoumaru had stayed pissed off the whole war grumbling about how stupid humans are so they had better end this fighting soon.

Inuyasha recalled how cold he had been and how Sesshoumaru was so damn worried that during his human time he was going to die of pneumonia. Inuyasha had been really sick a few times, but Ayame was a pretty good healer. She and Kouga became best friends never mating since as Ayame grew up she saw that Kouga was more in love with himself then anyone else.

Ayame liked human men since they adored her lavishing her with gifts and affection. The only down side was she had to be gentle with them or she might break the few lovers she had. None of them seemed to want to mate with anyone and it had been this way for so many years that they started to consider each other more like family then just friends.

The small group of demons became a strong loyal pack as they watched their demon kind destroy each other just like the humans were doing. They all agreed that they did not want to end up like their loved ones so it was best just to stay out of the problems of the human world.

Ginta and Hakkaku looked so different joining the military forces of the humans getting themselves killed in Korea. A bomb went off killing the two brothers and Kouga really never got over it. He joined the military with them for a time before this happened and the memories still haunted him. Kouga felt like a fool for not heading Sesshoumaru's words since now there were only four full demons left in the world they knew of and two half demons. They could not afford more casualties.

When Inuyasha almost died of hypothermia Sesshoumaru lost it with the stupid human world. If the humans were not trying to kill off each other they had done a damn fine job of almost killing off all his kind. In some ways Sesshoumaru still had a deep loathing for them. He ranted this several times trying to find anything to get his mind off of the pain he was suffering since he could not lose Inuyasha. That was the day he completely fell in love with Inuyasha and did not know what the fuck to do about it.

Inuyasha being so young misunderstood some of Sesshoumaru's harsh words about humans getting into nasty fights with Sesshoumaru who finally learned not to rip into humans so much especially when Inuyasha was one once a month. Sesshoumaru felt bad about it, but when he tried to explain Inuyasha would just yell at him so he ended up looking to the perverted monk who Sesshoumaru learned was not all that he seemed.

Miroku was quite wise and thoughtful on occasion. Miroku explained to Inuyasha what Sesshoumaru was saying in a way Inuyasha could understand since they had been best friends for years. It was a good decision. Miroku explained to Inuyasha that it was not actually humans Sesshoumaru hated. Sesshoumaru hated the fact they had no respect for anything including their own lives most of the time and that they had helped to kill off more demons then their own kind. It was not personal towards the humans he respected or cared about. The things Sesshoumaru said in regards to hating humans was more of a general statement due to the fact he was pissed off because they were stuck in the cold mountain region until the human war was over.

Sesshoumaru did in fact love Rin so he could not hate all humans. That sentence made sense to Inuyasha who then could forgive Sesshoumaru for being so upset. Inuyasha realized his brother was just worried about him and did not want to lose him. Rin's death had been a terrible blow to the demon Lord who disappeared on them for months until he finally returned looking as though he had massacred thousands of people. In everyone's mind they could see him doing such a thing, but when Inuyasha cleaned the terribly wounded body of his brother when Sesshoumaru tore at himself with his own claws it devastated him. Sesshoumaru promised not to ever try to kill himself again and then grumbled it was pretty much impossible anyway since Father for some damn reason made sure he would not die. Inuyasha smirked at tensaiga secretly thanking his Father's sword for taking good care of Sesshoumaru since that was the whole reason Sesshoumaru was still breathing after the mess he made of himself.

With Inuyasha being ill this made Sesshoumaru worry so much for Inuyasha he was making everyone jumpy. Inuyasha figured that out for himself huffing at the dumb monk. Inuyasha annoyed let Miroku continue since the monk lived for shit like this since explaining things to people made him feel powerful and useful. Inuyasha tried to be polite and pretended to listen as Miroku explained that Sango who knew demons better then even some demons stated that a demon does not always know how to properly express emotions when they are upset. Humans do it too, but demons have to control situations so when something is beyond their control they feel like lashing out at everyone. That is why demons can be very dangerous if someone they love is hurting. Humans do it too, but are not usually as extreme like turning into a giant demon dog and biting someone's head off for looking at them the wrong way.

The three full demons who still lived did realize that now it would be even harder to find a mate to breed pups to build up their people once again. The small pack of demonic beings talked about things as all solutions pointed to the one demon female of the pack, but Ayame was still so young. Sesshoumaru did not like the idea of pupping Ayame to death to rebuild their people and he had been forced all his life to do shit he did not want to do so why make someone else miserable? Sesshoumaru did not want to be a hypocrite in anyone's eyes.

Ayame did not want to have pups yet and it was really not fair to put all that damn responsibility on just one demon woman. Sesshoumaru did not find her attractive and had no interest in mating with her. Like all the wolves Ayame was one to mate for life once she chose her intended. Sesshoumaru did not want that kind of commitment and liked having the freedom of being a bachelor with no one to have to answer to. Besides for now the two Inu brothers were always together and they had each other to keep from being lonely. Kouga was happy in his relationship with Miroku and on occasion the fucked around with Ayame. The little wolf trio had fun playing college kids.

Shippo disappeared for a long time, but that was not unusual for fox demons. Eventually he would pop back up and visit them to let them all know he was doing ok. Shippo was raised by Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha after Kagome disappeared.

They helped Sango rebuild her village and Miroku did marry her. They were happy for a time, but Sango after Kohaku injuring her so badly could not have children. She was barren and so Shippo soon started to see her as his Mother taking over where Kagome had left off.

Sango was offered the chance to become a hanyou, but she did not want to be after watching Miroku's painful transformation. Sango was content on being human with Rin helping Sesshoumaru with the child since she had none of her own. Sango enjoyed the company of so many handsome men who treated her like royalty and to her as well as everyone else's shock Sesshoumaru had helped rebuild her home. Sesshoumaru even stuck around up until the day she died. Sango fell very ill and died only ten years after Kagome disappeared. That had been a harsh blow to Miroku who never got over the love of his life.

Rin had been the sunshine for them all for years and then she too in her late thirties died. No one knew why since she did not seem ill, just one morning she never woke up. Everything stopped and she was buried next to Jaken and Sango by the tree of life that Inuyasha stated still stood in the future so that they knew where to find their loved ones. Even Inuyasha's Mother's grave had been moved with Kikyo on the other side of Sango. Kaede was soon to follow, then Myoga, Totosai, and they joined Siya as spirits guarding the graves rather then a sword sheath.

Sesshoumaru kept threatening to go suck the humans into his sword's portal to hell if they kept their war going too long and since Kouga gave Miroku his blood before they beat Naraku he still had his wind tunnel except it was controllable. Miroku could open it and close it at any time. Sesshoumaru around the last days of the war threw Miroku over his shoulder and was going to use the monk to suck up all the humans who were still fighting. Miroku protested stating they could not do such a thing and Sesshoumaru mumbled something that had them all laughing since no one ever thought that Sesshoumaru was capable of saying anything that week that was actually funny. Sad part was he had not been joking when he said what he said.

'Why not they will just breed more of them like those Mormon people in Utah and have ten kids at a time so what is the big deal? Humans are like rabbits they will repopulate to destroy each other and the world again.'

Sesshoumaru even now was still trying to clean up the mess of the world wars since so much land had been destroyed. Sesshoumaru, Kouga, Miroku, Ayame, Shippo, and Inuyasha had been lucky they had been hiking around the Himalayas when those bombs went off. That was the few years the demons had given up on trying to make sense of the humans since they figured the world just went completely nuts. Not one of them wanted anything to do with the stupid human wars since it really had nothing to do with them. If the countries of the world wanted to all of a sudden act stupid including his own he was not going to stand around and put up with it. As far as he was concerned demons were the damn Master races over any stupid human so why challenge his position when he already knew if he really wanted to kill millions of people he could and of course he had done so already so it was nothing new.

Inuyasha could not help studying what his brother was wearing. Sesshoumaru really had dressed up even for a casual night on the town. Sesshoumaru always wore a belt no matter what pants he had on and this one was a thick tan one with a belt buckle custom made with the image of his demon dog form cut into the metal as two ruby eyes were the only color that was visible against the silver background. Inuyasha did not much care for that buckle, but that was only because he had been in his brother's mouth playing chew toy when Sesshoumaru was in full demon form. Inuyasha understood Sesshoumaru's pride in his demon, but sometimes he flaunted it like a badge against the rest of the world.

Sesshoumaru wanted to get them out of this human filled Airport that was so damn noisey that he almost left Inuyasha behind. Waiting for his brother Sesshoumaru stood in front of the limosine that he had called ahead of time to insure it would be waiting for them when they arrived. As they entered the limosine Inuyasha sat back against the cushions and looked at Sesshoumaru in lust. They had an hour before they would arrive to their destination. Smirking Sesshoumaru got the hint and closed the window that connected them to the driver.

"Inuyasha what is it you want? Do you want this? What would you do for it my pet?"

Sesshoumaru stated with lust filled eyes as he unzipped his jeans and pulled out his hardening cock. Inuyasha licked his lips as he crawled over to Sesshoumaru.

"What is it you require of me Sesshoumaru? You know I would do anything you ask to have that so just tell me what you wish from me."

Inuyasha purred out laying his head on Sesshoumaru's leg looking up adoringly at his beloved lover.

"I want you to drop your pants and let me taste that sweet flesh I will fuck after you are done with your dirty work on me Inuyasha."

Inuyasha smiled and sat up climbing up Sesshoumaru like a wild thing. Sesshoumaru smirked knowing what the boy was thinking.

"Can't I just take it off now Sesshoumaru? Why get you wet when you like it dry and sometimes so do I. Like right now. Make me bleed a bit and although I have been a very bad boy can I still have a kiss?"

Sesshoumaru smiled pulling Inuyasha into a passionate kiss. Things were progressing quite well so far.

"You are too good to me Inuyasha, but right now I need your lips on me and then if you desire I will give you what you asked for."

Sesshoumaru stated with a wicked glint in his eyes. Inuyasha loved this, but was kind of bummed he was not going to be fucked first. He had this ache to be filled forcefully all day and needed his beautiful big brother to take care of it. Still Inuyasha loved sucking that monster that gave him the white goo he loved to lick off his fingers since he could not ever swallow all of Sesshoumaru's seed as he wanted to. Even with relaxing his throat he could not take all of Sesshoumaru in like Sesshoumaru seemed to be able to do with him. Sesshoumaru stated that it just took some time and practice. He did not mind though if Inuyasha never was able to do such a thing since what he did felt damn good so he was not going to complain.

Sesshoumaru ran his fingers lovingly over Inuyasha's long silky black hair as he closed his eyes allowing the pleasure of Inuyasha's mouth and tongue to seize the moment. It was so good and he moaned trying his best to hold still so he would not choke the tiny human who was giving him such pleasure.

"Ooooooooo Inuyasha you are so damn good to me.........."

Sesshoumaru ground out as he felt Inuyasha's togue dance across him and those lips engulf him making soft slurping noises as his clawed hands gripped the seat feeling his release was coming soon. Sesshoumaru panted as his seed came flowing into the boy's mouth and the excess slid down his shaft coating him as Inuyahsa raced to catch every drop.

"Sesshoumaru you are beautiful when you cum. I like to see your face when you do this every time. Do you really want for us to mate with women? I want kids too, but you know I would give that all up for you."

Inuyasha stated softly laying his head on Sesshoumaru's lap. Sesshoumaru smiled and looked away wiping a tear from his eye. It was strange, he did not do this. Still Inuyasha was so in tune with his thoughts. He wanted this too, but things had to be done right and it would ruin the suprise if Inuyasha were to think that he was willing to just accept this concept right now.

"Inuyasha I love you too. Let me please you and then we can talk later about all of this. I have special plans for you tonight. You always wanted to see a Drag Queen show and we are going to one. Then we will go to any restaurant you want to for dinner. Even if it is that horrible fast food you love so much. I also have one other thing I wish to do with you before we go to the hotel. We will check in, drop off our luggage with the bell hop, and then it is time for us to start our date."

Sesshoumaru stated with this excitement Inuyasha had never seen before in his brother's eyes. Sesshoumaru was almost like a child in his excitement and Inuyasha hugged him tightly. Inuyasha was just so happy to be alone with Sesshoumaru like this.

"Ok. So what do you wish for me to do other then drop my pants right now? Assume the position? What.........."

Inuyasha stated excitedly. Sesshoumaru put a finger on his brother's lips softly to silence him then for a change Inuyasha was gently laid upon the floor. Sesshoumaru took his time stripping the boy of his pants and then slowly slid the silk boxers down those strong legs using his clawed fingers to caress the soft flesh of those long legs. Silver curls flowed around Inuyasha's member. It was amusing that Inuyasha was a human in every sense, but this one place held that special secret. It was all for his eyes.

"You are so amazing Inuyasha. You are a treasure that is constantly a suprise and I want to treat you like the jewel you are in my eyes."

Sesshoumaru stated softly as he kissed those legs ignoring his tears. What if Inuyasha refused him and stopped loving him. Sesshoumaru's heart ached. He loved Inuyasha so much and his new found emotions were out there now like a damn that had broken they were now free. Inuyasha had broken the final barriers to his heart. Inuyasha felt the wet against his leg and became concerned. Sesshoumaru had stopped moving and his head hung low. A soft sound was the only thing he heard. Inuyasha sat up forgetting how dumb he must look with half his cloths hanging off of him. He grasped Sesshoumaru's face looking in shock at the tears. Demons did not cry, why the fuck was Sesshoumaru crying?

Inuyasha pulled Sesshoumaru into his arms as the demon tried to pull away. He was not being rational and this heartache was really getting to him. Sesshoumaru at least had to get a few things off his chest. They could not continue being so intimate and so loving if there were still secrets between them. Sesshoumaru had an overwhelming sense of guilt now that he had opened this emotional door.

"Inuyasha please let me be for a moment. Do not see me this way."

Sesshoumaru whispered out feeling vulnerable and so damn weak. No one should see him in this way. It was even worse to show Inuyasha who he was supposed to be strong for and this might make the pup see him as one who would be unable to protect him. Inuyasha ignored Sesshoumaru's pleas. He knew his brother needed him and like Rin had done so long ago Inuyasha in his human form came to his rescue. Pulling up his pants, adjusting himself Inuyasha did the same for Sesshoumaru and roughly pulled Sesshoumaru into his arms angry with his brother for his foolish demon pride. This was not the time for such things and Inuyasha found that these tears actually made him see Sesshoumaru as more then just a demon. It showed something deep within that was not so different from himself and for once Inuyasha felt at peace with his emotions. Sesshoumaru had them, they had just been buried under the surface for so many years.

"Sesshoumaru this does not make you weak damn it all! Stop fighting me!"

Inuyasha even in his human form had strength and he pulled the mighty demon into his embrace. Inuyasha ran his soft blunt fingernails over that hair and hummed softly rocking his brother as Sesshoumaru slowly found himself wraping his arms about his brother for comfort. He fucking did not deserve it, but he was going to take this.

"Inuyasha...you make me feel so much and I don't like it."

Sesshoumaru stated softly as he laid his head on the boy's lap allowing this comfort. He had not been comforted like this in so long it felt good to have this affection. Was this what he lacked all his life? Demons were not known to be very affectionate even with their own children.

As a child Sesshouamru had been lonely, afraid, and alone except for his Father who his Mother had scolded saying Father was spoiling him. Father held him in the night, kept him from the dark monsters he imagined in his bedroom, and had held him tenderly looking at him with loving eyes only a Father could have for his child.

When Izayoi came though Mother had him trained in the demon ways and Father went away for many years. When Father returned he hugged his stiff cold son who did not know how to react any longer to this and did not return the embrace. Another notch to add to the many regrets he already had. Father stated how beautiful he became and how grown up. Sesshoumaru just nodded politely thanking him with an almost servant like way since his Father was the King and it was proper to do so. Father seemed to hate that and the only times after his return that Sesshoumaru showed any emotion was during their training sessions as it was the time he had been allowed the freedom to express himself.

Father seemed to make Sesshoumaru train even more then before since he wanted to see this side of his son and hated watching the child who he still loved more then his own life grow up in such a harsh manner as he had done many years ago. In those letters to his beloved mates Sesshoumaru read how heartbroken his Father had been that his precious son had started to withdraw from him. Father stated he was chasing after Sesshoumaru in a futile battle to save his son from his own fate and when he returned from his battle with the dragons he was planning on setting things right for them all. Father had such wonderful plans for them and Sesshoumaru's only thought on the day he died was how much he wanted his power. He wanted those swords and that power something he always had since swords alone could do nothing without a skilled Master to weild them.

As the tears subsided Sesshoumaru held his brother's hand feeling old and tired. His life had no end unless he wanted to end it. Sesshoumaru was forever an immortalized teenage Angel in the eyes of humans just as his Father had been with only the haunting images in those eyes that told of their true age. Inuyasha would have a worse fate with his cherub like face that would always be childish innocence. Inuyasha would not ever look older then maybe 16 years of age for the rest of his life. His human nights did not age the pup, they only kept a different kind of magic that allowed Izayoi's blood to have it's moment.

"Sesshoumaru I do not know what you are feeling, but there is a deep sorrow in you all day today. You are excited to give me this great gift you have planned, but do you ever really do anything for yourself anymore? I love being with you and you know this. I want every waking moment to be ours, but in order to do that we have to give up so damn much brother. I am a half demon and I know my pups will not live as long as I will if at all. They may not be as lucky as I am. Still I do want them and I know you want your children too. Is this why you are so sad? Are these nights to tell me that you are leaving me because you found someone to be your mate? I will be so sad to lose you, but I want you to be happy because I love you. I don't want to hold you back."

Sesshoumaru held Inuyasha's hand tightly as his brow furrowed. This was not going as planned. It was time to implement plan B.

"Inuyasha there are some things I have to tell you before tonight is through. After I tell you everything I need to know your feelings. I need to know what you are thinking exactly and what you want. Tonight is so damn important, but it is not the things I give you. Those are just things and the places we go I want to be wonderful memories. I am not leaving you. I have just come to a conclusion and right now I am going to tell you something you may hate me for. I hid this for so damn long I don't know if you will forgive me for it."

Inuyasha sighed. Why dredge up the past now? Still if Sesshoumaru had to do this he would listen.

"Nothing you say will make me leave you Sesshoumaru no matter how bad it angers me. I will come back even if I have to take a few days to cool off. You know this. So I am listening my love."

Inuyasha stated firmly. Sesshoumaru then closed his eyes and told him about his time with Kagome. Inuyasha started laughing. Sesshoumaru pouted it was not that damn funny. He expected ranting and screaming not laughing.

"I knew about that. Kouga and I heard you both. At first we were both pissed off, then we started fighting each other, and finally we saw you stand up. I had not ever seen you messed up like that. You had blood on your face and it looked like Kagome took a can of red paint to your messed up cloths as well as your hair. You have perfect hair and it was not perfect right then. Sango and Ayame were so damn jealous of Kagome. They said you looked even better messed up then when you were so perfect. They both stated they thought for years you were completely gay since you never even once tried to take one of my women during their heats. I knew it was driving you nuts, but I could do nothing about that problem. I knew my body wasn't ready for such things yet even with your horrific descriptions on top of Miroku's about how to have sex. I thought you, Kouga, and Miroku were out to scar me for life. I was terrified of it.'
"Still you were funny that day. You were smiling a lot feeling pretty damn good about yourself. You were fucking strutting. You don't strut, but that day you did after kissing Kagome. We thought you were a fucking god when the light of the sword surrounded you. You looked like a damn Archangel from heaven come to kill the Devil. It was like we all could not look away from you and then you roar at Naraku making us realize that oh it is just Sesshoumaru after all. Not some celestial thing because if you were then there is no way in hell I could ever live up to your and Father's standards. That is just asking way too much out of me.'
"Even Kouga could not get over your ego trip as you stood on top of me like I were part of your podium with the world as your audience. Kouga and Miroku kept making stupid comments to make me forget I was going to lose Kagome for a long time. They were so funny and Miroku chased Sango all over the damn place like a kid saying he was going to grow up to be just like you as he puffed out strutting like a peacock from hell. I smacked him for that since without you we might have all died. That stupid wolf had me rolling in laughter every time you two made a noise and he wondered if you were ok. We heard this growling, howling, whimpering, and then all of a sudden nothing.'
"Kouga wondered if Kagome purified you to death and then said no because you were too damn egotistical and stuborn to die at a human's hands even in such a wonderful way."

Sesshoumaru frowned at this.

"You were all laughing at me like I am a joke?"

Inuyasha felt bad. That is not what he meant.

"No it was not like that Sesshoumaru. There was so much tension and we were all just releived that most of us made it out ok. We all mourned Jaken and Kouga shed tears for the little guy. Even I did on my own.'
"We cried over Kagome,but she was alive and I still could not help smirking wondering what the hell her Mom is going to say when she sees her daughter messed up like she was when you left. Kagome was in a daze and you had made her very happy.'
"It hurt I could not say goodbye, but I knew I will see her again. I mainly left to think for a while and I cried over everyone. I was mourning more then just Kagome's departure.'
"Naraku brought us together Sesshoumaru even if it was his evil that did so. I was mourning because you are my only family and I cried like never before because I thought you would come to kill me again not ever fighting by my side as you had done. I felt like we were family for a while and I did not want you to hate me again. I cannot bear your hate Sesshoumaru, not then and not now. I did not understand it and in some ways I still do not. I really had done nothing to cause it and to blame me for being born is.........."

Sesshoumaru finished the sentance with a slight smile.

"A very selfish, cold, mean thing to do to you that you did not deserve. You are right in this little brother. I was not fair to you. I know you laughed, but I took Kagome your love and wanted to take what was yours including your life. This is not the only thing I have to confess.'
"I sent Takemaru of Setsuna to the birthing room where your beautiful human Mother gave birth to you. I sent him knowing he was psychotic to kill you both and to place the blame on him for your deaths so I would not have shame on our family. I did it thinking I was doing the right thing for Father and for my Mother.'
"I wanted you both to die and I had not ever attacked innocents in my life. Still I was the assassin in the end of it all since I knew Takemaru loved your Mother and I had expected Father to go try to save them. What I did not know was that same day he was dying from his wounds and then the burning castle finished the rest of the deed. My mind was only on the tasks at hand, the war we were fighting, and on claiming my place as King. I was thinking in the way I was trained Inuyasha. I knew nothing else and it cost me so very much in my life that I cannot ever get back again.'
"You, my innocent beautiful Inuyasha are in love with a monster. A monster that destroyed many lives. I am responsible for so many horrific acts. I attempted to kill you when you were born and went after your Mother also. I was mad with rage and I planned on raping your Mother to see what kind of woman Father would die over. I wanted to cause her humiliation and pain.'
"I found her beautiful, but she was human and innocent. I touched her with these claws tempted to slash them across that beautiful face so she would not tempt any other man again demon or human. I kissed her, like an idiot I kissed her lips. I caressed her hair and tried to dive into her thoughts. Her dreams were hidden from my mind. She had a power I did not understand and Father when he mated your Mother placed a very powerful spell on her so that I could not harm either of you. No one for many years could really touch you Inuyasha. I twarted the spell on you somehow. I was able to get through the barrier with a drop of my blood.'
"I went to your nursery where you both lay sleeping. There I held you in my arms not meaning to wake you up. I ran off with you and when I went to destroy you I could not do it. You made me weak and I kept you making your Mother think you were dead. I took you from her for many years. Then when I saw your Mother who was becoming ill due to the loss of you and my Father I knew I could not do this to an innocent. I could not kill both of you and as much as I wanted to raise you after I held you my life would not allow me such privilages.'
"I took you back handing you to your Mother as you begged for me to stay with you. I told you I hated the sight of you calling you a foul dirty half breed sneering at your Mother. I wanted you both to stay far away from me. I called you so many horrible things to keep you away since you tried to find me almost getting yourself killed.'
"You were attacked twice and I killed the bastards who almost raped your beautiful little body while you were still a toddler. I carried you back and saw your Mother's condition. She died very young, but this is what can happen to some mates when they lose the one they love. I did not help it though.'
"I took you in, but I wanted to keep you from me so you would not love me. I wanted your hate because then I would not feel so shamed at my actions. I wanted you to hate me so much that you would make me want to kill you. Your eyes were destroying my resolve.'
"I spent many days in your room as you slept touching your soft strange little ears that made you look more dog like then I do. I was jealous of your beauty and the fact you immortalize what we are. As a human though you made me have to lock myself in my own room. You were too young to know what twisted thoughts fill the adult mind and you were coming into your rutting season just as mine was starting. I took more lovers then I needed to keep me from raping you since your scent is the one that calls me. Your desire calls out to my demon since we are the last two Inu's left on earth.'
"I had to get away from you often or things for us could have started much sooner. It would not be right Inuyasha no matter how I look at that situation. I was not in control like I had been for your first time and I would have mated you without care. I would not ever have shown you my love for you. In my desire to control my feelings towards you and the self loathing I had my end goal since my challenge for conquest was crushed with Father's death was to have us destroy each other.'
"There is none more powerful then we are Inuyasha. Not one person in this world and I can't live forever with the burdens placed upon me now that I will be unable to fill. I cannot bear a child of pure Inu blood and it is my own doing since I destroyed Father in the end. I sent him to his death rather then helping him when he needed me most. I am shamed in that."

Inuyasha sat quiet listening. He allowed his own tears to flow, but he did not lift his hand to strike out at Sesshoumaru.

"I should hate you Sesshoumaru, but I don't. I understood many of these things, but in your anger I don't understand why you would even consider raping my Mother. I don't understand why you seem to want me the most when I am human."

Sesshoumaru sighed as Inuyasha still stroked his hair.

"Your scent changes and it is your eyes that made me weak. Your perfect large innocent eyes that I feel such strange things and want to gaze into forever. Before Father took Izayoi I had persued her.'
"I was angry he did this since I had witnessed her first and Father took her from me. It was rather foolish since I smelled her power, she was a miko and we should not persue them. Lady Izayoi was a noble woman who was also a powerful healer and so beautiful that men stated she bewitched them with her powers.'
"Father and I both fell under her spell. Father won. I had no choice except to back off to watch him seduce her. We are drawn to rut creatures with power. You carry her blood and Father's very powerful blood in you even as a human. You have so much power that you make me tremble with lust some days. In your human form and the fact your Mother was human with power our demons can dominate you fully. You are at your most vulnerable and to me your most beautiful state as a human.'
"You are a beautiful demon my love, but your human side is fragile to my demon. My demon both hates your human side and adores it. I was fell to my knees when I first saw you in your human form believing that I was beyond redemption for the desire I harbored for you. I almost crawled to you in that water you were bathing in and to the point of begging for you to let me have you completely.'
"I adore you more then anyone in my life so I have a special gift I am going to give you now if you do not hate me.'
"Inuyasha I don't think I can take your breaking my heart. If you do so show me mercy by just taking my life. I can't take the pain of this situation any more. I have lived my own lies in living my life as I have done. I am giving up all I believe in for you so this is my final moment with you depending on your reaction. I have opened up emotions that have been kept locked in this demon heart for almost a thousand years and I did this all for you. I did not want this, but I cannot live a full life with you the way I want us to if I do not attempt to change to adapt to your life too."

Inuyasha swallowed hard as Sesshoumaru moved off his lap pulling something out of his pocket as his back was turned to Inuyasha at the moment. This was such a difficult thing Sesshoumaru was saying to Inuyasha and this was something one does when courting their mate so Inuyahsa was confused. That was when Inuyasha saw Sesshoumaru kneel before him on the floor of the limosine.

"This is not how I planned this Inuyasha, but more will be explained later. I promise and you will see why I have made this decision. Please do not hate me for the past. I made mistakes and I was wrong. I want to spend a lifetime making it up to you and showing you how much I do love you. You can still have Kagome, pups, and I will show you this when we get to the hotel after our night on the town.'
"Inuyasha will you be my mate.......my life mate?"

Sesshoumaru stated as he opened a box containing a beautiful black and silver ring cut thin in the middle with larger precicely cut lines. It had tiny diamonds that were like small stars inbedded and spaced out in the large outer rings. It was incredible. Inuyasha's heart started to beat faster and his eyes could not hold back the tears. Inuyasha suddenly lept into Sesshoumaru's arms smiling in happiness.

"Yes! Damn you it took you long enough! I don't even care if I have pups or see Kagome again even though I would like that with you. I want to be your life mate forever Sesshoumaru. I don't hate you for the past, it is over. We both did many things that were horrible to one another. I forgave you a long time ago, can you forgive me? I took your arm and messed your life up too."

Sesshouamru pulled Inuyasha forward placing the ring on his finger and then pulled just the ring out from under the box as Inuyasha placed this ring on Sesshoumaru's finger as a magic sealed the rings to them as the first binding rites begain.

"Inuyasha there is nothing to forgive. You are right. The past is over. I love you. I will love you forever and always Inuyasha."

With that they kissed with a passion that could not be matched by any other as they held one another the whole way to the hotel as Sesshoumaru could not be happier. Inuyasha felt the same way.

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