Too Much Time On Their Hands

Miroku, Inuyasha, and Kouga brought in their bags from their dorm rooms. They did not have much other then a laptop, some cloths, and some things for the bathroom. It almost looked like they were coming back from boot camp with the green seabags they bought from the Army Navy store. Sesshoumaru had called before coming to pick them up making sure all three boys were packed. It was the end of the school year and they would have a few months before they had to go back.

As soon as they arrived to the complex Sesshoumaru showed Miroku and Kouga to their rooms. Inuyasha had his own room, but he would not be sleeping in there unless he was with a date. Sesshoumaru knew for at least one full week Inuyasha was going to be all his and they would be leaving the monk and wolf to themselves. Sesshoumaru prayed he would still have a house and it would not be burnt down when he came back.

"So Sesshoumaru, can we at least have one sports channel while you are gone?"

Sesshoumaru rolled his eyes at Miroku. Then showed him the code to that channel.

"You mess with the remote other then the codes I gave you pup you will be mess of frizzy hair again."

Sesshoumaru stated firmly to Miroku who had been thinking about trying to break the codes. Kouga smirked, he had the internet and Sesshoumaru had wireless so this would not be so bad. Plugging in his computer Kouga let it charge wanting to see off his friend before Inuyahsa left them. It was really cool of Sesshoumaru to let them stay at his place until school started again.

"So where are you two planning on going?"

Kouga asked politely as he flopped down on the couch.

"You are not allowed that information Kouga, but I will call you on the cell when we arrive. Inuyasha is not allowed to talk until he can be civil to people. I had to apologize to the damn Dean of the school for his mouth."

Kouga could not help chuckling softly, that had been funny as hell. Inuyasha pouted, but said nothing. He was not allowed to speak and when he did Sesshoumaru had taken him aside away from prying eyes spanking the hell out of him. His ass still hurt from the last punishment and after those twenty lashes from that acid whip Inuyasha still had marks that had not healed fully yet. Sesshoumaru was so damn tempted to do that again to the pup without any pleasure after the mess he had to deal with and he was so pissed off he almost called off their little excursion. Inuyasha had a lot of explaining to do.

"I feel like I am raising my little brother all over again and you are no help Kouga. If it was not for Miroku I would whip the hell out of you both. I am to the point I am going to take all three of you, tie all of you up, and leave you without anything except water for three days."

Miroku looked horrified. Kouga and Inuyasha shrugged knowing Sesshoumaru was serious so they would just deal with it. It would suck, but they were not as new to that kind of demon punishment since Miroku was still learning about his demon side.

Shaking his head Sesshoumaru could not believe he was getting soft on these boys. Still he wanted this week with Inuyasha and it had been planned out. Sesshoumaru wanted this time and now it was more for his own selfish purposes then what it had been originally intended. This was Inuyasha's special week and he was ruining it.

"Inuyasha you are just damn lucky I love you or I would have left you at that school so you could go to the summer program with the rest of the kids who do not have enough money to go home. Some of your spending money went to two of them that I made you give them so you have no reason to be pouting at me. You did this to yourself."

Inuyasha stopped pouting as he waited patiently too afraid to sigh since he was really bummed out about that as Sesshoumaru gathered his wallet and left some money for the kids for the week.

"Don't spend this all in one place."

Sesshoumaru ground out as he gave Inuyasha a look of fury before he walked out the door with Inuyasha following obidiantly not saying a damn thing as his friends laughed their asses off at him. It was so humiliating. He really wanted to beat the hell out of them both, but it was time to leave and if he made Sesshoumaru wait any longer it would just make things worse.

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Inuyasha could feel the hairs on the back of his neck standing as he wondered what kind of torment his big brother was going to put him through when they got to the hotel. Sesshoumaru had not even spoken to him the whole way to the Airport and still did not even after they boarded onto the plane.

Inuyasha had sat silently the whole trip as Sesshoumaru crossed his legs reading a newspaper while Inuyasha tried his very best to sit still while reading the book Sesshoumaru shoved at him that was a self help book on how to build your confidence. It was humiliating at first until he saw the inscription. Inuyasha read it, but still was unable to find the words to express anything except a soft ‘I'm sorry’ to his brother after reading it.

With a gentle squeeze to his hand Sesshoumaru smiled a bit since he did not want this trip to be miserable for them both by fighting the whole damn time they were together. Sesshoumaru held his hand for a long time, but Inuyasha still did not feel any better about the situation.

As a human everything hurt a hell of a lot more, he was much more sensitive, and he would cry it seemed like over nothing. It was so embarrassing. The inscription just seemed to make him even more emotional and Inuyasha felt like a sap. Inuyasha read it again almost sobbing at the beautiful words.

‘Inuyasha,

My beloved pet, I know you think I don’t give a shit some days about you like when you really anger me and you did this quite well today. Thing is I do love you little one and this trip is to be very special for us. I did not want to have to punish you so soon and I despised spanking you. You never seem to listen until you have angered me to the point you know I will do such things to you.
I know you like our games, but sometimes it is not a game and it is not fun. You make me feel like a real asshole some days.
I keep my word so you will be punished later this evening severely, but it did not stop me from loving you so don’t be so damn sad. I look forward to this week and you really don’t have to read this book if you do not want to. I just did this because I really do want you to have much more confidence in yourself since I see so much in you. You can throw this away if you want to. I just knew you were going to be bored and I do have one of those word search books you like so much if you would rather have that.
You are allowed to talk now and I would like you to since your silence is starting to feel very odd to me. You normally start to talk to me after a while even after I tell you that you cannot speak to me. I do not understand why you still remain silent. I assume it must be because you are human right now that you are so willing to comply with my demands. I find it disturbing.
When you are ready please do not hesitate to say what is on your mind. I do listen to you and I did understand why you acted so foolishly. I just wish you would tell me there was a problem before it becomes bigger then it needs to be. I would support you if you will only give me that chance. Next time you have problems with your teachers call me and I will fix things so we do not have to do this again.
Please relax since we will have a good time on the town before you have to worry about your punishment and remember my punishments of you only lead to great pleasures later. Do not dwell on it Inuyasha. I want you to enjoy the moments we are going to share and do not think about anything except right here right now.
I am taking you somewhere very special tonight and I want you to smile. I live for that beautiful smile of yours.
I am not keeping your punishment a secret to torment you. I have something wonderful planned I know you will like so maybe this punishment will indeed be a pleasure for you my Inuyasha.
I am not always sadistic and I brought more spending money for you. I just could not be lenient with you in front of your friends. They would think I have gone soft and perhaps I have. You make me want to give you the world.

Yours Always,
Sesshoumaru

PS: You look absolutely gorgeous today Inuyasha. I wanted to tell you this before. I look forward to tonight. I love you little one. ’

Inuyasha had to smirk at the inscription in the book. It had been amusing for Sesshoumaru to write such a thing and he would keep it just to prove that Sesshoumaru did indeed have a loving heart no matter what anyone else said or thought. It had meant a lot to him and Inuyasha found himself once again trying not to cry. It was so damn frustrating to feel so much at once as he fought his emotions at the beautiful words.

“I love you too Sesshoumaru.”

Inuyasha whispered as he fought with all his might not to cry. It was impossible though as the tears came anyway. Sesshoumaru just looked at the humans sternly who showed pity in their eyes since he knew this bothered Inuyasha to make sure they knew to back off. Inuyasha was not going to explain anything or feel bad because he could not control this. That was foolish. The pup could not help this and Sesshoumaru came to accept that he would have to be extra gentle with his brother’s feelings.

It was almost too intense for Inuyasha and in his own heart he felt sorry for Inuyasha having to suffer this at all. Sesshoumaru wanted to make Inuyasha a full demon, but then he could not see this delicate beautiful boy that made his demon whimper sometimes with the devotion Inuyasha would show him. It was the one time of month that Inuyasha was completely weak making Sesshoumaru feel very powerful and almost overly protective. Sesshoumaru had this constant urge during this time of the month to kill anyone who might harm one hair on this boy’s head.

In his punishment of Inuyasha tonight he had the room already set up with candles, a bubble bath where he would lavish Inuyasha with attention washing his soft golden skin since this was the only time Inuyasha’s skin was slightly darker then usual. He would use these strong emotions to get Inuyasha to react in a completely new way. This time the punishment was complete love and pleasure.

The pup did not need to know his plans yet so Sesshoumaru would let Inuyasha suffer because the boy seemed to want to do this to himself. Inuyasha’s real punishment all day was the dread he felt that he would not let go of until they got to the hotel because Sesshoumaru knew even if he told Inuyasha until he was blue in the face that during his human times he refused to make the pup bleed Inuyasha would not believe it.

Inuyasha always caused more of his own suffering then necessary. Forcing the pup to have a good time will also be a punishment because Inuyasha did not seem to know how to do this. It was so ridiculous, but Sesshoumaru still pushed until Inuyasha was finally relaxed smiling and happy.

Sesshoumaru in the last one hundred years lived for doing these stupid little things that would make Inuyasha smile. He bent over backwards and would pull strings that he would not do for anyone else. Sesshoumaru at one point wondered why he still did not wish to kill Inuyasha since Inuyasha made him so damn weak lately. Tonight’s events were going to completely ruin his image as a ruthless cold demon Lord.

This night was very special and Sesshoumaru had made a decision. It had been very hard and it meant sacrificing everything he believed in for years. He would do this though for Inuyasha. Sesshoumaru had spent so many damn years trying to find a solution never looking to his own Father’s scrolls for guidance when they had always been there unless it had to do with business or politics. Now he had read love letters his Father wrote to Izayoi and his Mother. He read poems he never knew his Father wrote and such words that would never spill from the mouth of the demon himself.

Father had been like him, but something changed after many years. Even Sesshoumaru’s Mother started acting strange after Izayoi came into their lives. She became softer and silly. Mother joked and played. It was strange and even with Father loving a human woman Mother seemed to love Father even more. It was confusing for many years and Sesshoumaru had given up on them all thinking they had gone insane. Until he read these things, things his Father had whispered in secret into the ears of his beloved mates. Last night for the first time in almost five hundred years Sesshoumaru read a love letter Father wrote to his Mother and wept.

Something broke inside of the powerful demon Lord. Sesshoumaru for the first time in his life sobbed not just showing a few tears and could not stop sobbing. Sesshoumaru felt like he almost could not breathe with the emotions that overwhelmed him at the words written. He made a copy of it to give to Inuyasha and another one that Father wrote Izayoi. One that caused the same damn reaction making Sesshoumaru completely regret the harsh words he had left his Father with before he died. Words that showed him how truly special Inuyasha was.

Slowly as he read more and more of Father’s beautiful words Sesshoumaru realized that it had been his own belief that emotions were weak that made him hold such things in. Sesshoumaru had held them in for so many damn years. Demons could feel and show emotion. It was a choice and his tutors had lied to him. They trained him to be a King and ruthless leader of people. Sesshoumaru was a damn good at this and now felt so cheated. His Father had experienced this and he never knew. Father cried and had been in love. Father expressed such things and found the shame was in spending thousands of years hiding such things as his feelings for those he loved. Father had felt emotions and the whole reason he hid these things was to protect his family. Instead it had almost destroyed them and in the end Father was destroyed because of this.

However, in all that had been done in his Father's lifetime his emotions made him find powers within that he never knew he had. That had made Father more powerful then even he could be. Emotions did not make one weak, it made one wish to protect those that he loved making him stronger and he found he was ten times more powerful when he had someone to protect. That is why he asked that question of Sesshoumaru and had laughed at his answer. Now that Sesshoumaru knew he understood Father’s reaction and felt ashamed of himself.

Tonight Sesshoumaru would explain it all so Inuyasha understood and there would be no giving up anything. It was perfect and Sesshoumaru had spent hours searching through thousands of old scrolls and documents to find what he was looking for. He then put it all together and the copies of these documents were ready at the hotel for Inuyasha to witness. Sesshoumaru knew he was putting his heart on the line and this frightened him a bit. Inuyasha could crush him with this. Sesshoumaru was trying hard not to dwell on it, but he too had created a mental punishment for himself and it was killing him to take Inuyasha where he wanted to go instead of to the hotel where this special surprise was waiting.

Sesshoumaru once again gently pat Inuyasha's soft human hand then ran his fingers over Inuyasha’s soft ebony hair. Inuyasha wiped away his tears angrily feeling like a damn emotional idiot, but those words really touched his heart. Sesshoumaru wrapped his arm around Inuyasha’s shoulders making the boy lean against him comforting the little pup as this human time was so very hard on Inuyasha. Sesshoumaru had not known how sensitive the boy really was when they were first together until he really started understanding Inuyasha’s constant struggle to gain control of his intense feelings since in demon form he could control them. Since Inuyasha controlled his emotions all month long until his human time it was like he had to express them all at once. Unlike Rin who was a human every day it took years of understanding and studying of his Father’s many scrolls to figure out why Inuyasha was an emotional wreck every damn time he became a human.

Leaning against Sesshoumaru feeling loved Inuyasha still felt like he was being pathetic and was so sick of these stupid feelings that he figured he would be used to dealing with by now. No matter what every month it seemed like his human emotions during his human times just got even worse and more intense. Inuyasha was so damn irritated at the humans around him. He kept getting pitying looks from people since he looked like a 15 year old teenage child next to the young man who everyone that noticed could see was related to the boy even with their differences in looks.

Sesshoumaru to the humans did not look more then 18 years old. They had to show their ID everywhere they went and one time had their ID’s cut up by someone who said they were fake only to have Sesshoumaru about kill the person who did this after having to renew all their information making sure that person was fired from their job. Sesshoumaru was damn vindictive too so he killed them later since he had to waste more time doing something he should not have had to do. Inuyasha tried to stop him, but once Sesshoumaru was that pissed off it was hard to get him to listen.

Inuyasha’s huge eyes just cried sad puppy and people were drawn to his innocent child like beauty. Sesshoumaru smirked at his little brother the whole trip trying very hard not to laugh at Inuyasha who had been growling the whole dang trip and in the car not noticing he was doing it. It was just flowing off of him.

The flight attendant had drove Inuyasha nuts calling him honey or sweetie pie the whole dang trip trying to give him whatever he wanted in first class. He wondered how should would respond to what he was thinking about saying to her since he almost told her he wanted a lap dance and then one for his brother as they got each other off for her.

Sesshoumaru about choked on his drink at this thought that went through Inuyasha’s head turning his head away trying to stifle his laughter. It was so messed up, but Inuyasha’s thoughts were as funny as his words out loud some days. Sesshoumaru was literally hiding his laughter since every other thought Inuyasha came up with made it impossible for Sesshoumaru to look at the pretty little flight attendant without laughing his ass off. It was mainly funny because these were the kind of things he expected Miroku to either say or think up. Sesshoumaru did not expect this from someone who looked so naive and innocent even if he knew that his beloved Inuyasha was not completely pure since he had corrupted the pup himself much to his satisfaction. He just grunted behind the newspaper when she asked something with a clipped quick yes or no thank you without even bothering to look up pretending what he was reading was fascinating him.

Inuyasha sat back in the big soft chair and fell asleep for most of the flight. At that point all those silly thoughts ended and Sesshoumaru listened to the soft breathing enjoying the fact Inuyasha for that moment was relaxed. All the anger was gone, but Inuyasha was still going to suffer because he refused to let go of his fears and that for now was acceptable.

Looking at his little brother in sleep Sesshoumaru loved the way those long thick black eyelashes made Inuyasha's face look almost feminine. Inuyasha was too beautiful and Father really had made Inuyasha too well. Sesshoumaru was slightly jealous that Inuyasha was so lovely to look upon. He felt like a monster, but Inuyasha told him the same thing Sesshoumaru saw in Inuyasha about himself so perhaps he was just being sentimental.

Unable to resist Sesshoumaru kissed the top of Inuyasha's head still holding that soft hand keeping a connection with Inuyasha's movements and breathing. Sesshoumaru wanted to delve into those dreams and started to concentrate on this task since it was the only way he could dream since he had none of his own. Demons did not have the ability to have dreams so it was a privilage he took advantage of since Inuyasha shared both his nightmares and dreams with him in slumber.

Sesshoumaru sat back in his own seat resting a bit. He closed his eyes but the demon Lord did not really sleep. He could not although to the rest of the world it looked as though he were indeed sleeping. Sesshoumaru's demon was constantly awake watching and waiting as always.

Inuyasha's dreams were about the inscription he had given him in that book and about what they might do tonight. The dream started with Inuyasha telling Sesshoumaru how deeply those words touched him and he said all the things that he felt in his heart in this dream since he was not sure he would be able to say such things like that in reality out loud. Then Inuyasha's arousal grew as he imagined how Sesshoumaru might torment him and how good it was going to feel since on his human nights he loved the sex in a more intimate emotional way looking forward to whatever Sesshoumaru had planned hoping he brought that vibrating cock ring with him.

Sesshoumaru smiled a bit since this meant that tonight was going to get interesting with the new ideas as well as interesting toys he brought with them. It was time to see how these things would react on a human and Inuyasha was a very willing partner. He would enjoy this punishment, Sesshoumaru just had a feeling about it and he always followed his gut instincts.

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I have to go back to work..........will finish this later...........