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My Life is My Pain

By: BlackPhoenix
folder InuYasha › Yaoi - Male/Male › InuYasha/Sesshōmaru
Rating: Adult ++
Chapters: 8
Views: 7,612
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Disclaimer: I do not own InuYasha, nor make money from this story.
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Chapter 3

Chapter 3:

Blatant whimpering gradually turned into soft hiccups as Inu no Taisho continued to rub small circles along the back of his young pup.

“Shh, it is ok, Sesshoumaru. It was just a dream.”

The lord smirked into his son’s delicate hair, happy that his lucid lie was able to come through so easily.

“But daddy, it all seemed so real. I can’t even remember what happened at all yesterday.”

A gentle sigh entered the pup’s small ear.

“Sesshoumaru, I know that you are frightened at the thought, but it is very natural for a pup such as you to have those sort of nightmares, especially when they are coming of age... It is a sign that you need to release.”

Turning his tear stained face away from the comforts of his father’s chest, Sesshoumaru looked curiously into the golden eyes of his elder.

“Daddy, I do not understand. What do I need to release?”

The Lord raised his head, a sly smirk present on his lips.

“I was hoping you would ask...”

Inu no Taisho lowered his face until his cheek was nuzzled along the side of Sesshoumaru’s. His large hands moved from the pups back to his tiny waist as he lifted the small boy so that he was now seated on top of the wooden library table.

“...Daddy, what are you doing?”

The young pup was silenced from any other interrogation as his father planted a gentle kiss to his lips, then moved down along his cheek.

The lord listened to the quickening heartbeat of his son and felt as the pup’s body tensed under his touch.

“Relax, Sesshoumaru.”

Inu no Taisho nibbled softly on the junction between Sesshoumaru’s neck and shoulder, earning a sharp gasp from the young pup.

Looking up, Inu no Taisho expected to see his son lost in a world of pleasure but was surprised to see tears running down the pup’s handsome face

The lord smiled gently in an attempt to calm Sesshoumaru, as he traced his fingers from the pup’s waist to the front of his stomach.

Sesshoumaru shivered slightly as his kimono top was opened and cold finger tips drew small circles along his small abdomen.

“There is no need to cry, my puppy.”

Saying this, Inu no Taisho leaned forward and licked away his son’s tears.


Something inside of Sesshoumaru ticked, as he began hyperventilating...this was just like his dream.

With out wasting anytime in thinking this over, the pup flexed his small hand as he swiped his poisonous claws across his father’s chest. The Western lord yelped in surprise as he jumped back.

“Sesshoumaru! What is the meaning of this?”

Inu no Taisho turned his amber eyes towards his son who continued to back away, knocking the forgotten maps to the floor. The lord clenched his fist, an animalistic growl escaping from deep within his chest as he advanced closer to the frightened pup.

Sesshoumaru instantly began to panic, that look in his father’s eyes was something he had never seen before.

“STAY BACK!!”

Grabbing onto one of his study books, Sesshoumaru hauled it at his father’s head, just barely missing. He continued to throw anything he could get his small hands on, until one of the heavy books finally hit its target, sending Inu no Taisho falling to the floor as he grabbed onto his bruised nose.

“You damn runt! Wait until I get my hands....”

Not waiting or wanting to hear what his father had to say, Sesshoumaru quickly jumped from the table and ran full speed out of the library. He neglected to hear any of the calls coming from the guards or maids as they attempted to question this sudden outburst.

Sesshoumaru was sure that the large wooden doors were completely knocked off of their hinges as he slammed his way through them, landing clumsily on his hands and knees outside of the castle.


Stopping to take a breath, the pup felt that he was possibly over reacting as he looked back at the tall building debating whether or not he should just give in and accept his punishment, but panic struck again as he watched the eerie site of his father’s shadow walking slowly past one of the open windows.

What was he going to do? No one was there to help him and even if they tried they would not be able to overpower his father. No guards, no maids. Inuyasha and his human mother were also of no good help....wait....a mother?

The pups eyes brightened as he sprinted on all fours away from the castle. His eyes turned a blood shot red, slits of blue appearing in the middle as he took to his demon form. Leaping into the air the larger pup let out an ear piercing howl that he was sure his target would hear.

The howl gradually took the form of a whine, then an outright cry. When Sesshoumaru felt that he was high enough into the sky, he stopped his howling and listened carefully into the distance.
He could make out the sound of commotion still coming from the castle, but then there was another sound....another howl.

An excited ‘yip’ called from the pup as he took off toward the sound, she had answered.


When he settled on the ground taking back to his human form, Sesshoumaru dispersed of any manners he had learned from his father or teachers as he ran up to a young looking female and latched tightly onto her waist.

He stared up into her beautiful face, the look of fear apparent in his eyes.

“Why hello, my dear Sesshoumaru.” She pet his head softly, a small smirk present on her lips.

The pup began to calm down, that is until he felt the presence of his father drawing closer. Burying his face into the women’s elegant clothing, he cried out to her.

“Please help me, mother!”

TBC...

Review please....and ew I know Sesshoumaru seems a little OOC, I hate that but this is his younger self so I’ll just assume that he wasn’t always the bad ass that he is today.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Image:Smomhc4.png. Here is a view of Sesshoumaru’s mother, how she looks in the manga and in my story.
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