Human Compensation

“Kagome,” Inuyasha said. “I love you.”

Kagome stared at him in astoundment. ‘He just admitted he loved her. Inuyasha just told her he loved her.’ The thought kept going around in a continuous circle in her head. ‘Why would he say that now? What’s going on?’ He didn’t give her time to think about it. His mouth came down on hers giving her acute amnesia for the moment. Wow, he was a great kisser! If she had known this before, she would have never hesitated about making the first move on him.

His hands caressed the sides of her face before burying his fingers deep into her hair, holding her head still so his mouth and tongue could ravage hers. Kagome couldn’t stop the tiny orgasms that tore through her body and left her shaking and weak with each stroke of his tongue against hers. Inuyasha growled at her heightened scent he knew exactly what he was doing. He wanted her weak and helpless so she wouldn’t fight him when she realized what was happening. There was no way he could stop now even if she begged him.

Kagome was frightened. She didn’t know what was happening to her. It was as if her body had a mind of it’s own. She was completely aroused. Her satin pajamas rubbed uncomfortably against her aroused body making her want to rip them off and be free of them. Inuyasha seemed to read her mind as one clawed hand tore through the front of her top sending buttons flying. He tore his mouth from hers and began to lick, suck, and nibble on her neck. His hands pulled her top off and threw it away. Kagome gasped when he pulled her into his arms. Her naked breast flatten against his hard chest.

“Inuyasha, what are you doing?” She asked, trying to catch her breathe.

He trailed hot kisses up her neck toward her ear and began to nibble playfully on her earlobe. “You haven’t figured it out, yet, Kagome?” He panted, his hot breath tickling the sensitive skin on her ear.

“N..no,” Kagome stuttered, clutching his shoulders.

“I’m not stopping this time,” was all he said before changing the subject. “You’re so soft,” he mumbled.

Kagome let out a loud indignant yell when his razor sharp claws tore the elastic in her pajama pants. The pants fell gracefully to the ground around her ankles. “Inuyasha! Stop...” her protest was lost and turned into a incoherent mumble as he kissed her again. Once again her brain became a big ball of mush as those wonderful sensations zapped through her body. She didn’t notice him quickly ripping her lacy, victoria secret, panties off while he kissed her senseless. Neither was she aware of him gently scooping her in his arms and laying her down on the ground. It wasn’t until he pulled away to look down at her naked body that she realized her embarrassing predicament.

She opened her mouth to scream at him when he said in a hoarse voice full of emotion.

“My gods you’re beautiful.”

Once again too stunned to say anything she could only stare at him, her face turning scarlet red as Inuyasha golden eyes took their time roaming her body. He laid on his side looking down at her with pure infatuation. Kagome had always felt somewhat ashamed of her body, thinking she hadn’t developed as well as her friends as she grew into an adult, but the way Inuyasha was looking at her made her feel as if she was the most desirable person on earth.

“You’re perfect,” he told her, turning to look into her eyes. His golden eyes turned darker with desire and something else she’d never seen in them. Love? “I always knew you were.” She looked like an earth goddess laying naked on the leaves with her ebony hair spread around her head. Her body was curved in all the right places, her breast small but full and perky, her waist tiny, her stomach lean and flat, her hips were narrow, but shapely and her legs. She had the longest, legs he’d ever seen on a woman. He couldn’t wait to have them wrapped around him. He smiled when he glanced down at her womanhood. Who would have thought, Kagome shaved?

“Inuyasha, are we going to...to...” Kagome was almost afraid to say it.

Inuyasha stood up and unzipped his jeans to answer her question. Kagome’s entire body began to tremble when she saw what was standing so tall and proudly before her after his pants fell down and it wasn’t Inuyasha. Even though his body was magnificent and overwhelmingly masculine as he stood in all his glorious splendor in the forest, Kagome had the sudden urge to run away from him as fast as her legs could carry her.

“I’m not ready!” She screamed as she hopped to her feet and took off like a lightening bolt.

Inuyasha stood in confusion, trying to figure out what just happened. One minute she was laying there looking as beautiful as a wood nymph and then she disappeared. He shook his head trying to clear his mind. His eyes widened in disbelief. Kagome had just ran away from him! “Kagome!” He yelled, infuriated.

Kagome knew he’d catch up with her soon. She couldn’t out run a youkai, but she could try. She was going to kill Rin if she ever lived through this to do it. Rin hadn’t bothered to tell her that a dog youkai would be so well endowed. Inuyasha was huge! Rin had to have known because Sesshoumaru was his brother and she doubt Sesshoumaru was small.

“Kagome, bring your naked ass right back here!” Inuyasha yelled closely behind her.

“There’s no way I’m letting you put that monster in me! You’re too big Inuyasha. You’ll kill me!”

Inuyasha let out an annoyed growl before leaping on her and tackling her to the ground. “I assume because you’re a virgin, that you have no idea how to act in the presence of a real man!” He said in arrogant anger sounding uncannily like Sesshoumaru.

“You’re not a man! You’re a youkai with a very big dick!” Kagome yelled struggling against him.

Inuyasha sighed loudly. This was not going the way he’d planned. Now she was afraid of him. Perhaps, he’d went about it the wrong way. He’d never made love to a virgin before. Hell, he’d never made love! All the women he had were ready and willing for hard, rough, sex and left his bed when it was over. But this was his Kagome, his sweet, innocent, soon to be mate. He wanted to do this right. He didn’t want her to be afraid of him and he certainly wasn’t going to force himself on her. He was still going to have her, but not like this, not in the middle of the woods. As a human, she deserved to be in the safety of her bedroom, not on the damp floor of the woods. He’d been prepared to take her as a youkai, instead of a human woman here in the wilderness. He could be such an idiot sometimes.

“It’s okay, Kagome. We don’t have to do anything today,” he said softly as he held her naked shivering body close to him. “I’m sorry, I let my desire for you get the best of me. Are you cold?”

Kagome looked at him confused by the tenderness in his voice. Why had he changed from being angry to being nice so suddenly?

Inuyasha rose to his feet cradling her close to him and walked back to their previous spot. Kagome relaxed. She was relieved, yet disappointed that they weren’t going to do anything today.

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Kagome stepped out of the shower, drying off with her bath towel and wrapping a robe around her body. She opened the door and peeked into her bedroom to see if Inuyasha was in the room. He wasn’t. She closed it and began to dry her hair with her blow dryer. After he’d found her torn clothes, he’d helped her put what was left of them back on. He stepped in his jeans and taken her back to the mansion to her room. He hadn’t said a word to her when he left. She hadn’t seen him for the rest of the day. She’d went with Miroku to the hospital to visit a recovering Sango and then came back home. She’d ask Sesshoumaru where he’d went, but he’d gotten smart with her like usual, asking her if he was his brother keeper. She’d talked to Rin about what happened and Rin had told her she could have hurt Inuyasha’s pride. Was he staying away from the mansion to avoid her? She’d been worried about him all day. She’d felt guilty about the way she’d acted earlier. It hadn’t been mature at all, but then, she hadn’t been prepared to see...it still made her shiver.

Kagome opened the door again after she’d finished drying her hair expecting Inuyasha to be in her bed. It was midnight, he should be there by now. He wasn’t. He’d never left her alone this long. Her heart began to ache with fear and anxiety. Where was he? Had she lost him? Did he interpret her behavior as a way of telling him she didn’t want him? Because it wasn’t true if he thought that. She slipped her feet in her slippers and walked out of her room. Maybe he was in his room. Inuyasha never stayed in his room even when she tried to lock him out her first night here. He always slept with her. So why would he be there now? It didn’t hurt to check. ‘What if he was in his room,’ she thought in fear. That would mean he really didn’t want to be with her anymore. Heart pounding, she prayed his room was empty when she knocked on the door. It wasn’t locked, it wasn’t even closed. She pushed it open and gasped when she saw Inuyasha sitting on the floor in front of the huge window. Her heart sunk. He’d been in his room all along.

“Close the door,” he told her.

She did as he requested and stood there watching him. He didn’t turn around just continued to sit cross-legged on the floor with his back turned to her.

“Where have you been, Inuyasha I haven’t seen you since this morning?” Kagome asked, softly.

“I’ve been busy. Sesshoumaru is planning to get rid of Naraku for good.”

“Oh,” Kagome said, looking down at her feet. She wanted to ask him why he hadn’t come to her room. Why was he here? But she couldn’t, instead her throat constricted making it difficult for her to swallow.

“Was there something you needed, Kagome?” Inuyasha asked.

‘Yes! You!’ Her mind screamed. “No,” she said. “I’m sorry to bother you.”

Inuyasha listened to her walk out the room and close the door. ‘Stubborn girl,’ he thought. ‘Didn’t she know he was waiting for her to come to him?’

Kagome made it halfway to her room before she turned back around and marched back to Inuyasha’s room. She angrily slammed the door behind her and walked to stand in front of him.

“You stupid idiot! Why are you acting this way with me? You’re just like every other guy, dumping a girl when she says no. Is that all you wanted from me was sex?” She yelled, ignoring the tears running down her cheeks.

She suddenly found herself in Inuyasha’s arms. He held her in his lap and gazed into her eyes with a tender look on his face. Wiping her tears away with his thumb, he kissed her lips gently. “No, Kagome. I want your love. I was prepared to take you today whether you wanted me to or not. I was going to do the very thing that I said I wouldn’t and I’ve been angry and disgusted with myself all day. I’m glad you ran away from me, I never would have been able to live with myself for forcing you to do something you weren't prepared for. I love you too much to do anything to hurt you. I decided to let you come to me tonight, hoping it would mean you forgave me.”

“Inuyasha I was never angry with you. I even felt ashamed for the way I acted, you just caught me off guard,” Kagome explained. “I thought, I thought...you didn’t want me anymore.”

“Oh, Kagome, don’t ever think that! I could never stop loving you no matter how you behave and I hope you feel the same way about me.”

“I do,” Kagome said smiling a little. “I’ve put up with you this long. I think I can put up with you a few more years.”

“How about forever?” Inuyasha asked.

“That too,” Kagome said, still smiling. She stared into his eyes, her smile slowly fading. “Inuyasha, I really do love you,” she said seriously. “I love everything about you even when you make me want to strangle you sometimes. Even though I know you’re cold-blooded killer, I still love you. Even though I was forced to work for you, I still love you. Even though you’re a hanyou, I still love you because none of that matters to me anymore. When I look at you, I see a person who has risked his life many times to protect me. I see a kind, loving, beautiful person underneath that gruff exterior, I see a diamond in the rough, I see a person who would do anything to make me happy. You have showed me more love than anyone I’ve ever known in your own Inuyasha way and I really do think I’m the luckiest girl on earth to have you. I want to be your mate, Inuyasha. I want to be with you forever.”

Inuyasha swallowed the lump in his throat. His golden eyes wide with unshed tears as he stared at her in complete euphoria. His emotions were so intense his heart felt as if it was about to shatter into a thousand of pieces. Kagome leaned forward and kissed him tenderly. That one kiss was filled with so much love, he nearly lost it. A single tear slid down his cheek as she continued to kiss him.

“Kagome,” he whispered hoarsely when she pulled away, looking up at her with big, puppy dog, lovesick eyes.

Kagome stood up and unwrapped her bathrobe. She let it slide to the floor standing before him naked and beautiful.

Inuyasha’s breathe caught in his throat. His hands shook as he reached for her and pulled her down beside him on the floor. This time he made love to her the right way, tenderly, lovingly and slowly. Kissing her and caressing her body with his hands and mouth until her entire body turned into molten desire.

Kagome moaned when his warm mouth closed around her hard nipple and began to suck lightly. She ran her fingers through his silky hair and arched her back on the floor. Inuyasha gently massaged her other breast with his hand, reveling in the softness, yet firmness of it. He couldn’t stop touching her, even if he tried. She was more than he’d imagined. Everything about her was sweet and Kagome. Her scent, the soft, silky, feel of her skin against his, the taste of her was slowly driving him crazy. He wanted nothing more than to bury himself in her and loose himself in her love. His mouth switched to her other breast, delighting in the soft moans she gave him. By the end of the night there wasn’t going to be one spot he hadn’t tasted or touched on her body.



Kagome moaned again in passion. She couldn’t take this. Inuyasha was slowly driving her insane with his tender ministrations. She felt the muscles in her stomach stiffen as he slowly raked his tongue over her hot skin. His hands came up to grab her breasts as his mouth slowly kissed a path down her stomach. She tried to stop him when she realized where he was heading. He grabbed her hand hands, pinning down on the floor.

“I want to taste you,” he murmured.

“Inuyasha, you don’t...Oh!” Kagome gasped as the first swipe of his hot, wet, tongue sent unbelievable sensations rocketing through her aroused body. Her hands fisted at her side, her fingernails digging into the carpet as he circled her clitoris with the tip of his tongue and dived deeper into her womanhood. She could feel him purring against her in ecstacy as he lapped at her swollen, wet, feminine core.

‘This is Kagome,’ Inuyasha thought half out of it with desire. ‘She taste like honeysuckle....So good...so mine....all mine!” He felt like he was becoming high off her erotic scent and sweet juices. He was definitely becoming addictive to her essence. All he could think about was how much more he wanted as he hungrily forced his tongue inside the very core of her.



Kagome could feel the pressure building as he thrust his tongue into her over and over. She tried to stop herself, but she couldn’t, and cried out helplessly as she came in his mouth. It was the most intense orgasm she’d ever experienced and she could still feel him greedily lapping her at her wetness sending thousand of tiny orgasm through her causing her body to tremble and shake. Her juices had poured out when she came and he’d swallowed it greedily. He’d felt his own loins lurch and swell against the carpet and suddenly he was dying to be inside her.

Kagome was still floating in a sea of ecstacy when Inuyasha wrapped her legs around his waist and prepared to enter her. She looked up at him and smiled languidly, but stopped when she felt something big, hard and hot pressing against her. She was too spent from her orgasm to do anything about it, so she closed her eyes and tried to relax against the carpet.

Inuyasha slowly entered her. She was so tight, so small he was afraid he wouldn’t fit, but then he felt her stretching to accommodate his large size. He sigh with relief as he entered her as cautiously as he could, not wanting to hurt her anymore than he would have to when he reached her hymen. He could hear her panting softly and looked down at her. The rise and fall of her breast made him swell even more. He stopped.

“Kagome? Are you alright?’ he asked in concern his voice harsh with arousal.

She nodded. “Yes, it’s not as bad as I thought!” She whispered.

Inuyasha leaned over her, propping himself on his arms to look down in her beautiful face. “You’re so beautiful,” he whispered. “I love you so much.” He bent his head to kiss her as he continued to enter her.

His kiss distracted her thoughts from what he was doing and she began to kiss him back passionately. Inuyasha returned her kiss just as passionately as he sunk deeper into her, stopping once he reached her hymen. He used his hands to hold the sides of her face as he kissed her deeply and thrust into her hard enough to break the thin membrane that kept him from making her his.

Kagome cried out in pain in his mouth, beating on his shoulders as he sunk deeper into her. He moaned in ecstacy. She moaned in pain.

“It hurts, Inuyasha!” She said when he pulled away from her, tears running down her face. She felt as if he’d just ripped her apart.

“I’m sorry, my love, it’ll be better in a second,” he said trying to keep himself from moving.

“How do you know?” Kagome almost shouted at him.

Seeking to comfort her and taking her mind off the pain, Inuyasha began to place little kisses over her cheeks, nose, mouth, brow and chin. “We did it, Kagome, in a few minutes you’ll be my mate,” he whispered proudly in her ear.

Kagome smiled at that, then gasped when she felt his mouth on her breast. He gently licked around her nipple teasingly, before taking it into his mouth and sucking tenderly. His tongue stroked back and forth over the erect nipple causing her moan. He could feel her becoming wet again making it easier for him to pull back and thrust just a little to test her. He smiled when she moaned. She was ready for him.

He pushed her hair from the side of her neck and began to suck lightly on her sensitive skin. Kagome groaned in delight. He pulled back and thrust into her a little harder. She saw stars as the sensation swept over her. Inuyasha growled against her neck and thrust into her again. ‘Oh gods,’ she thought. ‘I never thought it could be like this!’

“Don’t stop,” she whispered to him.

He hadn’t planned on it. Right now he couldn’t stop if he tried. He could feel the demon in him trying to surface as he slowly lost control. Luckily his face was buried in the side of her neck or Kagome would have been frightened from the dangerous glowing of his eyes. His eyes had turned blood red and they glowed brightly against the floor.

Something was happening to her, feeling like this was not normal. Inuyasha began to move faster, harder, deeper. Her body felt like it was one big sensation and thumped wildly in time to his thrust. She felt something building in her starting from her toes and gradually making it’s way up her body. She felt as if her soul was about to burst from her body. She felt like she was going to die, but what a way to go! She held onto Inuyasha tightly as he took her to a place she’d never encountered before.

Inuyasha suddenly reared back. His face had been transformed to that of a wild beast. His eyes blood red, his hair sticking up on the ends, and his mouth opened showing his larger than life fangs. Kagome didn’t have time to scream when he lowered his head and sunk those two razor sharp fangs into her shoulder. The pain faded away quickly replacing an intense feeling that caused her to orgasm violently. Inuyasha let out an inhuman growl, his teeth sunk deeper into her flesh as he exploded inside of her. Kagome head fell back limply, a red light shining from her eyes and mouth lighting up the entire room. The last words she heard before she lost consciousness was Inuyasha whispering in her ear. “Mine...finally, you're mine!”