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InuYasha › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Adult ++
Chapters:
46
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44,018
Reviews:
434
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Sensations
Too many assumed the angst was over ... so I have to point it out... :) something was missing in the mating. Review please I'd love to see reactions..regardless I swear will post next damn fast.
Chapter 24 : Sensations
Liquid desire washed though his veins.
Inuyasha's consciouses sank into himself, pulled down by the current of emotions that began to flood his being. The world was suddenly cut off, the sensations grew, a torrent of sensations engulfed him. Inuyasha was suddenly lost in a world of sensations, it was like being lost in the underworld all over again – only not. There was no Tessaiga and Tensaiga to help him craft a way out. He was being consumed and there seemed to be nothing he could do to save himself. Did he want to save himself? .The sensations kept growing, becoming increasingly overwhelming.
Lost in the whirlpool of sensations, emotions and color, Inuyasha notices a point breaking though the current that stood out like an offer for salvation. The only solid in the world of sensations, the only way to stop from being truly overwhelmed was to catch on to the solid.
But.. but.. the sensations were not truly unwelcome. They were liquid pleasure that he was being overwhelmed by – a world filled with nothing but pleasure – no pain at all. Inuyasha understood suddenly that the place where the currents would take him to – was just that – a world of safety, where he would never feel pain, where he would be safe, isolated from all that may hurt him. Equally.. isolated from all that may love him. The thoughts flashed in Inuyasha's head for a second, but they found no place to take root in the Hanyou. No matter what the foundation that Inuyasha lived his life by was firm, "Fuck the pain! Knock me down as many times as you like BUT I will stand up again, I will fight. Only surrender AFTER I am dead!" So really... there was no choice.
Inuyasha reached for the solid thing as he swirled by, lunging for it, he missed and sank further into sensation. As he was consumed it felt good. So damn good, pleasurable and warm – free of pain, free of everything, all he had to do was allow himself to sink into the pleasure and he would have no worries at all in the world. No pain, no responsibility... no pups! Inuyasha's mind snapped to consciousness, desperate now he fought the drugging waves. Gathering his strength he made another lunge for the solid, but it was further away – and the currents kept getting stronger. He was fighting – he was not going to make it.
Suddenly the thing moved, surged towards him. Strong claws seemed to grasp his forearms. The world stopped crashing around him, sensations crystallized and Inuyasha blinked.
The whole experience had been inside his own head, taking no more then a couple of seconds in real time. The sharp pain in his neck – the drugging feelings - Realization dawned.
His Alpha was claiming him, marking him as mate. As one who had previously surrendered – he could not deny or reject the mating. If he fought the mark, rejected the claim, he would literally have gone quietly mad. His mind that rejected the claim would be cut off from his Youki, from his body ...from the very reality around him. He had by his actions, stripped himself of the ability to choose.
His Alpha had seen it fit to mate him, and he... he... could only surrender once again or choose to go mad – no other path was open to one such as him. One who has surrendered so totally to a blood Alpha.
His body slumped back against Sesshoumaru, and the mating energy unhindered sank deep into his Youki. A different kind of warmth invaded him, heat, desire and sheer pleasure flushed though his system. Sesshoumaru's scent wrapped around him. What ever the future held, they were the fathers of his children and Sesshoumaru had shown him true pleasure. A languid peace spread through Inuyasha this was the consequence of his own decisions, it was for the best. Until such a time he surrendered to deaths' beguiling kiss, he belonged to Sesshoumaru, his Alpha. It seemed Sesshoumaru knew that.. for all the going slow – in the end – it seemed the Daiyoukai was well aware that the pathetic Hanyou had no right to refuse. He had been, and in someways still was – nothing. Just a fucking punching bag.
So there had been no reason to ask.. no fucking choice- had he truly ever had a real choice?
Inuyasha belonged to the Daiyoukai.
Inuyasha was the Alpha's to mark (or not) as he saw fit – and that was the painfully plain and unvarnished truth. A bitter sweet sensation flushed though the Hanyou, and just for a moment he allowed himself to slump against the solid frame holding him so gently. He would enjoy his Alpha's warmth, just for a little while, until he slipped into death's cold embrace. It was not wrong was it... to enjoy just a little of what ever it was that Sesshoumaru offered him... why did this warmth confuse him so much? Why was it so much easier to bear the pain, than to understand his own rioting emotions?
Sesshoumaru turned Inuyasha towards him, age old Inu instincts took over and there was suddenly no room for thought. The mating had to be completed.
- tbc- FAST
I know this is kindda a half chappie (for me) but Review please please please review ... and I swear to be continued in 24 hours if my fingers dont give out
Chapter 24 : Sensations
Liquid desire washed though his veins.
Inuyasha's consciouses sank into himself, pulled down by the current of emotions that began to flood his being. The world was suddenly cut off, the sensations grew, a torrent of sensations engulfed him. Inuyasha was suddenly lost in a world of sensations, it was like being lost in the underworld all over again – only not. There was no Tessaiga and Tensaiga to help him craft a way out. He was being consumed and there seemed to be nothing he could do to save himself. Did he want to save himself? .The sensations kept growing, becoming increasingly overwhelming.
Lost in the whirlpool of sensations, emotions and color, Inuyasha notices a point breaking though the current that stood out like an offer for salvation. The only solid in the world of sensations, the only way to stop from being truly overwhelmed was to catch on to the solid.
But.. but.. the sensations were not truly unwelcome. They were liquid pleasure that he was being overwhelmed by – a world filled with nothing but pleasure – no pain at all. Inuyasha understood suddenly that the place where the currents would take him to – was just that – a world of safety, where he would never feel pain, where he would be safe, isolated from all that may hurt him. Equally.. isolated from all that may love him. The thoughts flashed in Inuyasha's head for a second, but they found no place to take root in the Hanyou. No matter what the foundation that Inuyasha lived his life by was firm, "Fuck the pain! Knock me down as many times as you like BUT I will stand up again, I will fight. Only surrender AFTER I am dead!" So really... there was no choice.
Inuyasha reached for the solid thing as he swirled by, lunging for it, he missed and sank further into sensation. As he was consumed it felt good. So damn good, pleasurable and warm – free of pain, free of everything, all he had to do was allow himself to sink into the pleasure and he would have no worries at all in the world. No pain, no responsibility... no pups! Inuyasha's mind snapped to consciousness, desperate now he fought the drugging waves. Gathering his strength he made another lunge for the solid, but it was further away – and the currents kept getting stronger. He was fighting – he was not going to make it.
Suddenly the thing moved, surged towards him. Strong claws seemed to grasp his forearms. The world stopped crashing around him, sensations crystallized and Inuyasha blinked.
The whole experience had been inside his own head, taking no more then a couple of seconds in real time. The sharp pain in his neck – the drugging feelings - Realization dawned.
His Alpha was claiming him, marking him as mate. As one who had previously surrendered – he could not deny or reject the mating. If he fought the mark, rejected the claim, he would literally have gone quietly mad. His mind that rejected the claim would be cut off from his Youki, from his body ...from the very reality around him. He had by his actions, stripped himself of the ability to choose.
His Alpha had seen it fit to mate him, and he... he... could only surrender once again or choose to go mad – no other path was open to one such as him. One who has surrendered so totally to a blood Alpha.
His body slumped back against Sesshoumaru, and the mating energy unhindered sank deep into his Youki. A different kind of warmth invaded him, heat, desire and sheer pleasure flushed though his system. Sesshoumaru's scent wrapped around him. What ever the future held, they were the fathers of his children and Sesshoumaru had shown him true pleasure. A languid peace spread through Inuyasha this was the consequence of his own decisions, it was for the best. Until such a time he surrendered to deaths' beguiling kiss, he belonged to Sesshoumaru, his Alpha. It seemed Sesshoumaru knew that.. for all the going slow – in the end – it seemed the Daiyoukai was well aware that the pathetic Hanyou had no right to refuse. He had been, and in someways still was – nothing. Just a fucking punching bag.
So there had been no reason to ask.. no fucking choice- had he truly ever had a real choice?
Inuyasha belonged to the Daiyoukai.
Inuyasha was the Alpha's to mark (or not) as he saw fit – and that was the painfully plain and unvarnished truth. A bitter sweet sensation flushed though the Hanyou, and just for a moment he allowed himself to slump against the solid frame holding him so gently. He would enjoy his Alpha's warmth, just for a little while, until he slipped into death's cold embrace. It was not wrong was it... to enjoy just a little of what ever it was that Sesshoumaru offered him... why did this warmth confuse him so much? Why was it so much easier to bear the pain, than to understand his own rioting emotions?
Sesshoumaru turned Inuyasha towards him, age old Inu instincts took over and there was suddenly no room for thought. The mating had to be completed.
- tbc- FAST
I know this is kindda a half chappie (for me) but Review please please please review ... and I swear to be continued in 24 hours if my fingers dont give out