When Two hearts beat as one

After Rin left Sesshomaru's study she ran to her own Chambers, where she flung her self on to her neatly made bed and cried into her pillow.
"Why,Why, WHY"Rin said as she beat her pillow over and over again
"Lady Rin" Her Maid Sizsu's voice came from behind her door
"Please leave me alone"Rin said trying to control her sobbing
"Lady Rin we are just worried about you" Rin's maid tried to open the door but found it was locked
"I am fine please leave"
"Yes Lady Rin, but we would like you to know that your maids and I especially are worried about you"
"Thank you" Rin heard her made leave her door
'Why does he have to play with me like that, he sends me signals that he cares but then it is like he turns them off whenever anyone is with us.He is ashamed to have me around that's why he does these things, I should have known from the very being that I was just a burden and a disgrace to him' Rin silently cried her self to sleep.
Sesshomaru sat in his study pondering what Rin had just said
'What would give her those idea's,what would make her think that her heart and mind are crushed? This is it I must tell her but when?' Sesshomaru retreated to his chambers only to walk past Rins door, he could smell her tears he did not like her to cry especially over something that he had done.When Sesshomaru finally arrived at his chambers He feel into an uneasy sleep.
The next morning Rin awoke to her room but instead of her silk nightgown she was wearing the kimono Sesshomaru had bought her.
She got up and bathed and got dressed in a plain pink and white kimono.She headed down the stairs to find the head maid.
'I hope I avoid Sesshomaru I don't want to face him after last night' When she found the maid she was looking for she tapped her on her shoulder trying get her attention.
"Lady Rin I'm sorry I didn't realize you were there,is there anything I can help you with?" The maid said still holding a towel she was folding
"Yes, I would like your help in decorating the Lord and Lady of the Easts Chambers, Would you help me with that?"Rin said smiling at the maid
"Of course I would Lady Rin"The maid giving Rin a smile of her own
"Great, I'll have a carriage ready by noon, is that alright with you?"
"Yes that would be fine"Rin smiled an walked away
When noon came Rin went to find the Maid only to find Sesshomaru there waiting for her,she tired to alter her course but eveywhere she turned she ran into Sesshomaru she finally gave in and looked at him.
"Rin,Where are you going?"
"I am going to town to find somethings for the Lord and Lady's bedchambers" Rin did not look at him in he eye's she stared directly at his chest
"Who are you going with?" Getting annoyed tone to his voice because Rin would not look him in the eye
"I am going with the head maid Rei"
"No, I will accompany you"
"Lord Sesshomau it would be a waste of your time"
"I will say what is a waste of my time and this is not it" Sesshomaru said giving Rin a slight smile.
"Fine"Rin said sounded almost defeated
"We will leave now" Sesshomaru said walking out the castle doors with Rin following him
When they arrived at the market place almost everyone was staring at them due to Sesshomaru's appearance and for some knowing who he was.Rin walked up to a candle makers store.
"Hello" Rin said giving the shop keeper a smile
"Hello,how can I help you?" The shop keeper said eying Rin nervously
"Well first you can tell me why you are so nervous around me and then you can giving fifty pure white candles" Rin said smiling at shopkeeper
" Well, Do you know who you are with young lady?"
"Yes, I do.But why would that make you nervous?"
"well he's Lord Sesshomaru He's known to hate humans"
"While I can say that statement is true that he hates all humans, you are safe when you do business with me, now about those candles"
"Oh, yes I get them for you" The shopkeeper said turning around and fetching Rin's candles.
"Thank you, How much do I owe you?"
"One hundred yen"
Rin handed the shopkeeper his money and left, she walked in to a fabric store.
"Hello"
"Hello, how may I help you?"
"Yes,Can I have two bolts of Blue Silk"
"yes, I will be right back" Shopkeeper left and return with Rin's blue silk
"Thank you, how much will this be?"
"Two thousand zeni"
Rin handed the girl Two thousand zeni and said thank you, she walked out of the store and found Sesshomaru standing there waiting patiently for her return.
"Are you ready?"
"Yes"
When they arrived at the castle rin went to work leaving Sesshomaru in his study.Rin had picked out the third largest bed chambers in the castle since the first two were occupied by Sesshomaru and Rin herself.The room Had blue silk sheets with, four candle holders that now had 10 candles each and they have two blue vases with blue roses inside.Everything was blue and white because the Easts royal colors were Blue and White.By the time Rin finished with the room it was almost dark do she walked down the hall to the kitchen and grabbed a piece of fruit.
'This will be enough until tomorrow' Rin thought as she headed to her bed chambers.When she got there she went to the attached room and filled her bath,she made sure not to put any over powering oils in the water because the Lord and Lay were dog demons like Sesshomaru but they were not used to the flower scents that she usually wore like Sesshomaru was.She stripped and got into her bath.She closed her eyes and pictured Sesshomaru.
'Why do I have to keep thinking about him,He hates all humans why would I be an exception.But he has kept me be with him for over 10 years,but still he shows no true emotion towards me even though I can read it in his eyes.This is just making me more depressed I got to stop think about him' Rin got out of her bath and headed toward her closet where she pulled out a red silk night down that came to the middle of her calves.She got and bed and dreamed of her and Sesshomaru together.
While Rin was dreaming Sesshomaru was contemplating 'What am I going to do she won't even look me in the eye anymore, it's beginning to be unbearable! I need to tell her and I will when the Lord and the Lady of the west arrive I will act more affectionate towards her and when they leave I will tell her my feelings' Sesshomaru went to sleep knowing tomorrow the Lord and Lady of the East were arriving tomorrow.