Torn - Never lose your smile

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Here I am again!!!! I won't say much.... you know... it's always the same^^
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Like always: Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha *sniff* but I wish...

Chapter 02

The window stood wide open. The air stood still in this night, like the other nights before. The curtains hung slowly-acting and unmoving. Not a little gust of wind in sight. The blue night sky didn’t carry any clouds, only many sparkling stars were seen. The moon shone in his fully white brilliance.
Silence lay heavy over house and yard. Not a single light was on. Nobody was there, gone out to the large party at the end of the city. Only one house guardian remained at home.
Strong careful hands held the arms over the head. Gentle damp kisses slid along the neck and the head was thrown further back. A cosy noise ran through the throat. Slowly the hands drove deeper along at the arms with the sweet kisses. Catching with gentle hands the swelling not far away. Kisses continued to move down. Hands touch everywhere and nowhere. The tongue played with the small nipples and hands dug deep into the black hair. A smile formed on the not closed lips and one hand continued to move down. Pulled on the small slip which won’t stay there any longer. Fell regardless to the floor.
"Hmn..."
was to be heard quietly, when the hand was bedded between the legs and fingers dived in, the delicate body shivered.
"God..."
and the breathing became faster. Slowly he sank down to his hand. The fingers play now little further above and kissed her lips, like her other hungrily. A small squeal was to be heard and hands clutch in the bed sheet, until the body had shivered completely and his kisses moved again upward until his lips meet hers again. The eyes opened and they looked at each other. A little exhausted, but they don’t have enough from each other. He kissed her gently again, until he felt the pressure from her. She pressed him slowly into the sheets with his back and her tongue slid along his neck. Sweet butterfly kisses on his chest, timid… however determined to took the last clothing from him. He opened the mouth wide and closed his eyes, when her hands first touch him and then kissed him more intensive than ever before. She doesn’t let him go, and sent him on clouds. Afterwards she turned slowly back to look in his deep eyes. Deeply inside his heart and soul, which cried so loud like it hadn’t ever before. The first time she saw so much of his feelings and lust. But she must have the same words in her eyes, when his hand dug in her hair and he raised his head, until the lips touched again.
"I love you"
he said nearly breathlessly
"I love you too"
she meant nearly just as breathlessly back. They stared short at each other before he bedded her again down, lying between her legs. Her sweetly kissing and the world around forgetting. No thought to the other things there were normally around. Everything got in this hour over board. And his silent question was positive answered. Not hesitating he continued to slip more highly, always further. Touch gently the waiting treasure. Slipping and searching. Hold her tight in his arms. His lips pressing on hers, when he opened her treasure chest and the pain stole her for one moment her breathing. But being sensitive repaying you, all the waiting is repaying you and the night was hotter than it already was. Breathlessly and sheer happiness into the early morning hours, despite what other will thing of it. Nobody must known, only the moon was the only witness of this night. The bond they both share, and arm in arm give themselves into the dreamland, later only waked from the warm sunbeams, which in-laughed into the room.

The whole weekend she had only cried... cried... and more cried. Until she was too tired to cry more tears. Her eyes hurt, her head hurt... however above all her heart hurt the most.
But today was Monday. The first day of the week, which she always despised, but today never like before. Her mother really didn’t know what was with her and if nevertheless... she had held back and don’t ask any questions to press it. But who should know what was with her... who? None knew, through what she goes... nobody. Absolutely nobody. Her mother had pushed her in the morning through the front door and like always wished her a beautiful day at school.
Beautiful?
Would her days become ever again beautiful? She didn’t know and the worst on this day was that she had to face Inuyasha... Like a thief the police. Surely it was exaggerated. But she didn’t have a chance… it was like that. They went on the same school. Always, they were on the same school. They were always friends... since ever she was in love with this unbelievable-strange boy. Her heart always beat for him and now... it was over. He had ripped himself from her heart, with everything what was before. With everything… How could they be still friends? Could she do that? Would she manage that?
No...
She wasn’t sure she wouldn’t break out in tears, if she would see him in the school. When he only sits two tables away from her.
She would surely cry...
Like the days before...
They saw each other and liked each other...
They liked each other and became friends...
Friends became the best friends...
From an intimate friendship grow love...
The friends became lovers...
More deeply and more intimately than they had believed...
More tenderly and more romantically than she had ever imagined it...
Energetic she wiped with her hand the tears away. She didn’t want to go with red eyes in the school. She wanted to be strong.
Be strong...
Even if she would never understand, how grow a friendship to love and from love to nothing.
"Kagome-chan!!!!"
quickly she wipe the remaining tears away und turn with a smile to her dear friend, who stood out of breath by her.
"I have caught up"
she said a little out of breath and smile like each morning.
"Morning Sango-chan"
welcomed Kagome, like each morning, her best friend.
"You have something"
was the next what Sango said and Kagome smile disappeared from her lips.
"Why do you thing so?"
"I know you"
"Oh Sango..."
and tried to smile again.
"What happened?"
"Sango.... tell me at first how your weekend with Miroku was!"
she had diverted Sango briefly, when she the colour red on her cheeks spread. She could suspect what happened last weekend. The red on her friend cheeks betrayed everything. She knew that the event returned again in Sangos thought...
How the gentle lips moved tenderly along the neck...
How the warm hands gently touched....
How marvellous eyes looked in hers....
How gentle the wind touched over the skin...
And the world around vanished slowly…
"Kagome-chan?"
Sango asked and Kagomes eyes meet Sangos.
"Why do you cry?"
her friend asked and she touched her cheek. It was damp. Tears ran along her pale skin… again…
"What do you have?"
Sango asked again, when she put her arms around her best friends...

His arm felt numb. How long did she have already this iron grasp around his arm? He didn’t know. It was definitely an eternity. And probably only the lessons would bring her to release his arm. But only after she had shown him proudly everywhere around like a trophy. She didn’t know anybody in here, but this wasn’t completely correct. They went together years ago into the same school. But that was 5 years ago. That was before he met Kagome. Everyone how would crossed the two, would know clearly who she was and soon would be.
"Kikyou"
waved someone. The voice was arrogant and cold.
"Kagura"
greeted the young woman and drag her companion with her.
"It was a long time…"
said the young woman named Kagura
"Long..."
and Kikyou smiled.
"Nevertheless now her I am"
the red eyed woman didn’t look at Inuyasha once.
"I thought nearly that it would never come to this..."
Kikyou laughed.
"Did you think that my father would ever allow that? That I would ever allow that?"
Kagura smiled now likewise. The two young women were from the same impact. And it made, even if they don’t like each other, to the best friends.

"Have you heard?"
whispered a girl with red hair
"That with Yasha?"
“Right!"
"His fiancé is here"
"What?! I thought that was an old story by now"
“Look like it doesn’t... what was her name?"
"Kikyou or?"
"Correct..."
"She is also from a good house..."
"Nevertheless the Maru Kosmetik Company belongs to her father..."
"Lucky one... and in addition to that Yasha..."
"However..."
“Hadn’t he a girlfriend?"
"Oh yeah… do you mean the poor church mouse from this strange temple family..."
"Kagume... nahh... Kagome... so was her name..."
"Fool... maybe she was only a replacement, but now his fiancé is here…."
"Dumb girl, she thought surely she got the ticket to the high society"
and both girls laughed hearty up. Unknown that Kagome was with Sango around the corner and heard every word.
"Kagome-chan?"
Sango asked quietly, but Kagome slap Sangos hand away and turn on her heels around. Blindly from tears she ran along the corridors, she simple wanted to get out. It doesn’t matter she missed lessons. All the same… it doesn’t matter.
Fiancé
Yashas is engaged
Kikyou
Fiancé
Yashas is engaged.
That was the only thing what was in her head.
Why?
Why?
Why do you used me and lied to me?
Why?
Used
Belie
Were we ever goods friends... ever?
And she hit unexpectedly on an obstacle. A small proclamation was to be heard and dull land. She sat also on her backside with a blurred vision, because of all the tears. She had to look like a ghost with the red eyes, the running tears and pale skin.
"Look where you running!!”
said a cold voice. Clearly a female and stood up fast as she could.
“’orry"
come pitifully out of her and looked into a face, what she hadn’t seen ever before. The young woman had cold hard eyes. Somewhere between brown and green settled, unusually strangely and silky black long hair. A short Pony and tie-clips that held hair strains back. She could say that the young woman wear something expensive of Gucci. She knew so expensive things, which she could never afford in her entire life and it was so or so unreasonable to spend on such things so much money, on a stupid skirt which you could get by H&M or C&A for a few toads.
"What do you said?"
she asked saucy
"Sorry"
"Let her be"
said another voice, which let her look up. Kagomes eyes were wide open and her tears hadn’t stopped yet.
Inuyasha
"Yasha, do you know this dirty thing"
Inuyasha
"Don’t speak so disparagingly"
said he coolly to her, without taking his eyes from Kagome. He saw her red eyes, the dark circles under her eyes from the lack of sleep. God... what had he done... what... something what he couldn’t avoid.
"Sorry"
she whispered again and ran so fast as she could along the corridors, like the devil personally was behind her. Without waiting, Inuyasha left Kikyou behind him and followed the crying girl
"Yasha!
she screamed after him but get no answer
"..."
and around the next corner he had disappeared. He didn’t want to hear what she had to say, he must face her, the rest of his life… a damn long time, when he could be her slipper hero.
"Wait!!”
he called and she stood still. He dared it... He!
"Kagome"
"Say nothing"
rage bubbled in her belly. So much fraud....
"Kag-"
"Address me never again!"
came from her lips. He reached for her arm, nevertheless before could touch her, a slap resounded through the silence of the corridors.
"Don’t touch me never again"
he didn’t say anything and the place of the slap coloured slowly darker. His eyes were half-open and heard her hate-fulfilled words
"You used me… lied to me..."
and push him a little away from her. Why had her run after her? Why had he called her? He didn’t know it and her less.
"Come never again near me"
and push him more away from her
"I hate you"
and all her pain and rage she carried with her, waved within the words that his heart shred to many small pieces. The little pieces, what was the remaining of his heart only cut more. But he hadn’t expected better. He had thought the whole time about it. Again and again. He would react surely also in such a way, in this situation. So frustrated and lost.
"Disappear.... you bastard"
and made a step away from him
"Bastard"
came slowly over her lips. Again and again. It took one moment, but he made steps slow back. Further away from her, turn around and disappeared.
"What do you know..."
she said quietly. She could read it in his eyes. That he would behave like this, when he would be in this situation.
"What do you know… nothing... absolutely nothing about what you have done..."
and held herself in her arms.