Two Blades

Hash Marks

Tearing into my flesh
I feel you enter within
Ruining me with fresh
Deep scars that will not heal
There is pain
I am marked
It will wane
If time allows

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Sesshoumaru took the Lords to see the infants while Kouga tried to talk to Inuyasha.

“Do you really want this Inuyasha? I have a place for you……”

Kouga stated stressed that Inuyasha was just being used. He wanted to give Inuyasha a life, but what he didn’t realize was that Inuyasha already had one he was happy with.

“Wolf……”

Inuyasha put up his hand to his mate.

“Sess please let me deal with my old friend…the wolf obviously is brain damaged….”

Showing Sess his mark then kissing it Sesshoumaru nodded and led the others away while allowing his mate to deal with Kouga. Nothing else was going to work and if he killed the asshole Inuyasha would have a fit.

“Good, now I can talk some sense into you without ‘Him’ around.”

Kouga stated and then hugged his friend. Inuyasha growled pushing Kouga off.

“Do not touch me Kouga. I care about you, but not like that. The only reason you live and have not been discounted for one of my pups is because I intervened. I am doing this for Kagome at this point since you don’t seem to get a hint. If you were my friend you would be happy for me. I am happy, I am in love, and I am mated as well as married. By no means am I free to mate anyone else nor do I want to.”

“But mutt face, don’t you want a real home with a real family. Where you can just be yourself, swear all ya want, and have no cares. Kind of like you used to do with Kagome and the old pack, but with a new pack who will respect you more than these people.”

Inuyasha ran a hand down his face.

“Kouga I have what I want here. Did you ever think I might want to refine myself and that I might have always wanted respect from my brother as well as love? I have both. I have a home, I have children I love, and a mate who lets me be me. He defends me and loves me for who I am.”

Kouga rolled his eyes.

“Look your brother only loves and respects you because you can give him pups. When you couldn’t you was scum under his boots. I never want that for you. I would have taken you in even when you couldn’t bear children. I wanted you to come home with me. Inuyasha I have always had a place for you.”


Inuyasha felt a bit sad. It seemed true enough, but it didn’t matter anymore did it?

“Look, no matter what you say I love Sesshoumaru. I think I always had. He always knew what I wanted and be honest would you mate me if I couldn’t have pups?”

Kouga wanted to say yes, but that would be a lie. He would give him a home though and friends.

“See….now that I have value everyone wants a piece of me and I am not going to fall into the traps that others had done before me. I only want one mate and Sesshoumaru’s demon wanted to mate me before he knew I could have pups.”

Kouga was shocked at that.

“So he didn’t hate you.”

“Apparently not and I doubt that his demon would have let him kill me.”

Kouga sighed.

“Ok, I will back off. But, if you need me I will be there for you. Just don’t kick me out of your life. I am still your friend.”

Sesshoumaru listened to all of this and found he had a new respect for the wolf Prince even if he didn’t like him. In fact he still hated the jerk, but Inuyasha may keep his friend.

Suddenly, from behind Inuyasha, a hand wrapped around his mouth and another around his waist yanking him off his feet. He was being pulled faster away from the castle as Kouga yelled for help while chasing after Inuyasha to try to save him from the cat demon that had captured him.

Rushing through the woods and into a cave Inuyasha was pushed against the wall. There the cat demon chained his arms and legs ignoring the struggling dog.

“Well, welcome to my home. What do you think of it? It will be your home for a long time so I suggest you get used to it.”

“What do I think of your stinky hole? How about welcome to hell?!!!! I swear my brother is going to kill you slowly if I don’t get to you first?!”

Inuyasha stated in soft deadly terms.

Lord Hayao laughed at the Inu hanyou.

“I do not think so puppy. Even with your…mark you have value to me. Cats do not care about such foolish traditions. I will make you have my children no matter how long it takes and don’t think that your ‘mate’ will save you. He cannot sense me since I covered this cave with so many smells that his sense of smell will be dulled. You dogs have such sensitive noses I had to be cautious.”

Lord Hayao walked over to his prey letting his long black hair sway behind him and his emerald green eyes survey the one who would be mother to his first set of kittens. His choice wasn’t his cup of tea and a dog to boot. Fact was however that the hanyou was powerful and famous. He was also beautiful…for a dog…

Inuyasha fought the chains to no luck as Lord Hayao stripped and then started to cut away Inuyasha’s clothing piece by piece.

“Don’t worry puppy……this is not something you haven’t experienced before.”

Inuyasha pulled at his chains and then screamed as the cat demon shoved his erect penis into his ass with no lubrication. As he pulled out Inuyasha felt like his insides were being torn by the small barb like skin of the cat demon’s penis.

“Oh, I thought you were too tough to scream.”

As the cat tried to pump into Inuyasha more blood came out dripping onto the floor. At his scream though Sesshoumaru was able to find his mate and with his fist he punched a hole right through the cat demon’s head. Sesshoumaru was in demon form and his demon was pissed as it ripped the bastard who hurt his mate into tiny pieces.

“Mate Inuyasha……..”

Sesshoumaru’s demon stated in agony as it tore the cuffs apart grasping his mate and growling at the Lords as well as his Mother who came to try to help rescue him.

“Stay back……Sesshoumaru has gone feral.”

Kouga stated to the others and Louna pulled them all away along with Kouga.

“Sess……what took you so damn long……….”

Inuyasha stated as he shook in his mate’s arms.

“Could not scent mate Inuyasha……no excuse………mate Inuyasha hurt……this Sesshoumaru’s fault.”

For the first time in his life he saw his brother sob.

“Sess….I am going to heal…….”

Also for the first time in his life Sesshoumaru was in sync with his demon and it hurt. His mate was hurt because he couldn’t get to him fast enough and he left him alone with that incompetent wolf. He knew he shouldn’t have left Inuyasha alone.

“Sesshoumaru I will be ok. If this is the worst thing that happened to me then so be it……it is over now. Shouldn’t I be the one sobbing and having a shit fit? I hurt, I will heal.”

Sesshoumaru looked at Inuyasha and growled.

“Mate Inuyasha too stubborn……..must feel great pain to scream….mate does not scream in pain if ok. Must check mate for wounds……”

Sesshoumaru licked Inuyasha’s wrists that had been rubbed a bit raw and then his ankles. Then Inuyasha was pinned to the floor while the demon Lord licked away all the blood.

“How heal inside?”

The demon wondered. Sesshoumaru wanted to scream before his demon did something stupid.

“Will rut……that make mate Inuyasha feel nice…….”

Inuyasha started to move away.

“I don’t think that is such a great idea right now Sess……..”

Sesshoumaru started to fight, but his demon was being stubborn as it removed his cloths. Inuyasha couldn’t move too far, his ass hurt too much.

“Nonsense…..mate Inuyasha need to feel good not bad…..will make feel good.”

Inuyasha kept backing against the wall in fear. Sesshoumaru gently put a hand on Inuyasha’s face.

“No fear mate…….no fear………I not hurt you…….”

Gently Sesshoumaru cupped Inuyasha’s face and kissed his lips softly. Suddenly the more stubborn serious side of Sesshoumaru understood what his demon was doing. It was instinctual, but also a way to show Inuyasha that it didn’t have to hurt. He wanted to show him love and be gentle.

“I go slow mate……no hurry……..shhhh my little mate Inuyasha…..”

Sesshoumaru gently ran his fingers over Inuyasha’s hair. Inuyasha finally broke down. He was trying to be so strong and this gentle loving touch allowed him to let his barriers break.

“It really hurt Sess……”

Inuyasha stated trembling as he sobbed.

“I know mate….you safe now.”

Kissing his mate all over his face and licking away the tears Sesshoumaru proceeded to lick at Inuyasha’s lips to open them. The trembling boy did so and felt safe. With Sesshoumaru he felt at peace and knew that Sess would never hurt him. They loved each other.

Soft kisses moved on to gentle explorations as Sesshoumaru took his time nuzzling, suckling, and worshiping Inuyasha’s body treating him like fragile glass.

Nibbling and suckling Inuyasha’s sensitive nipples helped Inuyasha relax and start to get into the whole love making forgetting the terrible incident for now.

When Sesshoumaru moved to touch Inuyasha’s opening the pup jumped a bit, but Sesshoumaru made soft soothing sounds as he gently and slowly placed a finger with his saliva on it just outside the hole then pushed in a little at a time. Inuyasha whimpered at first and then Sesshoumaru found his prostate gland. It had been scraped up pretty good.

Sesshoumaru came to and pulled out. Patting Inuyasha on the leg he sighed.

“We will have to wait until you heal up. You have been damaged pretty severely. Defecation will be painful for a day or so. It is a good thing we absorb most of our nutrients and only defecate once a month.”

Inuyasha put two fingers up.

“Twice for me….one time as a human and the other as hanyou. As hanyou I can retain it, as a human it is damn near impossible.’

“I still don’t get why only once and why is it always a small ball? I mean it reeks, but it is so damn small for something so stinky.”

“Inuyasha since we as demons absorb almost everything since we use it all for our powers as well as for our survival there is only that little bit left and fact is most of the time if we ate as we should by consuming raw nutrients we would defecate less than we do.”

Sesshoumaru wrapped Inuyasha in his Kimono while only putting on his Hakumas. They would have to travel rather oddly, but Sesshoumaru figured it could be worse as far as keeping Inuyasha covered. His Haori swamped his mate and for once he was grateful that he did indeed have something of his that Inuyasha could wear.

Inuyasha seemed to act fine, but they both were not. Sesshoumaru knew that, but was glad his demon initiated some sexual relations with Inuyasha since retaining his trust was important. He could not have his mate terrified of him or of their intimacy together. It would take time, but as time went on this incident would pass. The one thing that would not though was Sesshoumaru swore on his Father’s grave that he would never leave Inuyasha on his own again.