My Unwilling Mate

“My Unwilling Mate”
by Hentai Jane

Disclaimer: Do I really have to say AGAIN that I don’t own Inuyasha and Co.?

Even though this fic is on aff.net, I’ll still warn you all that this chapter is one big lemon!

Thanks and BIG HUGS to everyone who left me a review and took the time to read this story!! And, no Nekiochan, this story is not pre-written. I wouldn’t torture people by taking nearly three weeks to update if I already had the nextpterpter :). Especially after reading Vesta, The Great’s reviews! I swear, she is gonna track me down and kick my a** soon!! (Bows to Vesta) PEACE GIRL!!

Katzztar was generous enough to e-mail me an article about wolf mating which explained males getting "stuck". So this chapter is dedicated to her!

Let's see, am I forgetting anything? Please excuse me if you find any spelling errors, it is late and I am VERY tired!

Well, that's it. ENJOY!

CHAPTER 13

In the pre dawn hours, something warm and soft shifted next to him. It’s movements were awkward and strained.

With a wide yawn and a little stretching, Kouga opened his eyes and looked beside him, “Don’t move too much love.” Kouga nuzzled her cheek and moved the blanket so he could inspect her wounds. What was once red, torn skin was now only faint white scars. He sighed in relief, knowing that his woman would live another day.

“Was Kikyo really here, or did I dream all of that?” me’sme’s voice was raspy from her mouth being so dry.

“Well, I wouldn’t call everything that has happened a d... ... it was more like a nightmare. But, yeah, Kikyo did save you. Inuyasha, the monk and the demon hunter are still here. I’m sure when they wake up they will want to see you.” Kouga smiled at her as he propped himself on one elbow facing her and kissed herple.ple. His lips lingered there for a moment, enjoying her natural scent and velvety skin texture.

“Are you hungry or thirsty?” He asked.

“I’d like some water, if you don’t mind getting it for me?” Kagome wasn’t sure if she could stand or not. Her muscles were still sore and she felt weak.

“Sure, I’ll be right back. Kouga went into the kitchen and poured Kagome a cup of water.

Even in this time period when standards of sanitation was not the best, people knew certain things that helped avoid disease and contamination. One of the most common causes of illness was dirty water. Each day, families would fill a large pot with water form a near by stream, bring it to a rolling boil and then strain it through a thin cloth that filtered the water firt irt particles. It was then poured into a freshly scrubbed pitcher and covered with a cloth. Once it was cooled, you had fresh drinking water. It took people many years to discover this method, but sterilized water seemed to keep people as healthy as possible in a day when medical knowledge was limited. His wolves learned the boiling technique from spying on human settlements. Youkai did not get sick like humans, but this cleansing process made the water taste better.

Kouga sniffed at the pitcher, making sure that the water was indeed clean and suitable for drinking. Once he decided it was safe, he poured a cup and returned to Kagome.

“Here love, drink it slow.” Kouga helped her sit up and positioned himself behind her for added support.

Kagome leaned back against his solid chest. She shivered as his hands gripped her waist and continued to move around to her lower abdomen. It was bad enough that Kouga had a case of the roaming hands, but when a hot, soft and very wet object slid over the back of her neck, Kagome started choking on the water she was so delicately sipping. She coughed and gaged as Kouga patted her back, “Oops, hehe, sorry love, I guess I startled you , huh?”

*cough, cough* “That’s one way..... *cough* to describe my reaction.” Kagome huffed out between hacks.

Kouga just smiled at his woman and kissed her neck in the same spot that his tongue had just graced. He looked up at the air holes in the ceiling, noticing the changing color of the sky. “Are you up for a walk love?”

“Where do you want to go at this hour?” Kagome was fighting the need for sleep. She felt better, but she could tell that her body was still not back to normal.

“I want to take you someplace special love. We can watch the sunrise together if you feel like it?” His hopeful expression and pleading eyes quickly broke down her resistance.

Kagome smiled at him and swung her legs over the side of the futon, “How can I resist those puppy dog eyes!”

She took a few steps on wobbly legs, feeling like she’d fall at any minute when a a pair of strong arms lifted her bridal style, “I’ll carry you Kagome. You need to conserve your strength for healing, not walking. So until you are better, I will carry you wherever you need to go.”

She opened her mouth to protest, but found herself unable to speak as Kouga’s mouth closed over hers. His kiss was short but very tender. Just as she was tempted to respond he broke away, his face sporting a slight blush, “*clears throat* Ok...... um... what were we going to do?” He watched as Kagome grinned at him, making him blush even more.

“You were going to take me somewhere special.......... remember?”

“Huh....... oh yeah, that’s right!” Kouga ran out of the cave and jumped up the side of his mountain home. He was careful to not jostle her around in the fear of re injuring his precious woman.

He landed on a narrow, rocky trail that led toward a long cliff. As Kouga walked toward the edge, he noticed how Kagome’s eyes took in the beauty that surrounded them. The wolf prince placed her in his lap so that she could rest against him if needed.

“It’s so beautiful here Kouga.” Kagome’s eyes were wide in awe of their surroundings.

“This is where my plans for you started Kagome. I’ve sat here many days and nights thinking about you, dreaming and fantasizing about us becoming mates and living a fairy tale life together, but I’ve made a mess of everything. In the process of pursuing my own selfish desires, I nearly got you killed. I am so sorry my love, I swear I never meant for you to get hurt or be so unhappy with me.”

Her answer was interrupted when she glanced at the sky.

A thin sliver of light was starting to brake over the horizon, igniting the red and gold colors of autumn. Kagome watched as some of the trees below swayed from the movements of birds. The high pitched chirps of hunger from new hatchlings pierced the silence. Roosters crowed off in the distance, most likely from the human villages that dotted the country side.

As the sun made her entrance, signaling all creatures that a new day was beginning, Kagome reflected on her life in modern day Japan. In this time there was no pollution or tall buildings to block the suns golden brilliance, no hor horns disrupted nature’s sounds, but most of all there was time to sit and enjoy this natural wonder. Modern life was so rushed, everyone is in a hurry. That was something she loved about this time. It was peaceful and calm, even when they were searching for the jewel shards, life just seemed to move at a slower pace. Never had she seen nature contain such untamed glory.

The suns rays reached across the land, they slowly climbed over the rocky cliff and found the strange couple sitting together, watchin ama amazement.

‘Look at us’ Kagome thought as she observed the sun turn Kouga’s tan skin to a gleaming bronze, ‘I am a miko, he is a youkai. At one time, I denied ever being able to love him for many reasons, now I’m not so sure. I cared for Inuyasha, but he was half human. It has been said that youkai are killers, incapable of emotions and love. After spending time with Kouga and his pack, I have to say that people are wrong.....’

Kouga saw her staring at him, deep in thought, “What are you thinking love?”

“I was just reflecting on life..... and everything that has happened. Ya know, I never realized how final death was, until I died. ” her eyes locked on his, “I could hear you calling to me, begging me not to die Kouga, I saw you hold me close, but the blackness felt like it was pulling me down into its depths and I had no way to leave.........”

He held her closer, hoping it would soothe away all those bad memories and replace them with his affections for her, “What else did you see Kagome?”

“Have you ever seen an aura Kouga?”

“No, I can’t say that I have. Why do you ask?”

“Because when I first woke up, that’s all I could see, not your facial features or anything else around me, just your aura.”

“What did it look like?” His brows drew together with worry. He had heard that the aura reflected the true nature of a person, youkai were no exception.

Kagome peered into his eyes, she took her time choosing the right word to describe what she saw in him, “Stunning. You have a good soul Kouga that is full of love and compassion.....”

Kouga whipped his head back, unable to stop the laughter that burst forth, “I have done many terrible things love, if you knew about my deeds, you would take off running from me right this moment. But after I met you, I changed . My pack started calling me soft and challenging my authority, but I fixed that. Just because I am more compassionate towards humans doesn’t mean tI’llI’ll kiss their feet.”

“No Kouga, I know what I saw. I think everyone has done things they regret, it doesn’t make you a bad person. What counts is have you learned from your mistakes?”

Kouga looked to the rising sun, searching it’s golden depths for an answer. ‘Mistakes? How many mistakes and wrongs have I made that I now wish could be erased?’ “Yeah, I’ve learned a lot, yet I still continue to mess things up.... usually things that are very important to me. But this time Kagome, I am going to do what’s right, before I have one more regret to reflect on.” He placed her hand over his heart. The crimson depths of the ruby glimmered as it caught the sun light.

The wolf prince hugged Kagome close to him as he watched the ring glow, ‘This time love, I’ll be sure to make the right decisions.’ Kouga thought to himself.

Kagome watched as sadness passed over his masculine features. His eyes lost their usual playful glint, replaced by a seriousness rarely seen in this particular youkai.

‘I wonder what he’s thinking about?’ Kagome leaned forward, drawing herself closer to his loose hair. Kouga smelled like rain and pine trees.

“Kouga........” she whispered.

Her barely audible call brought his attention back to the soft bundle sitting in his lap.

The moment his eyes met hers, Kagome reached up, cupping his cheek and kissed him. A searing heat passed through his body as her warm, sweet lips moved against his. It was obvious that his intended mate was a virgin, her kiss conveyed that message. Her lips trembled as they attempted to caress his. She didn’t even attempt to use her tongue, instead Kagome planted small kisses on the corners of his mouth.

‘I clearly have to teach this woman how to kiss her mate...’ Kouga used one hand to tangle in the back of her hair just at the base of her neck while his other hand rested on her waist. He titled her head back as his mouth hungrily covered hers. Kouga didn’t want to be overly aggressive and scare her away, but he also felt the overwhelming need to convey his need to her.

Kouga’s mouth softly worked the skin of her bottom lip as he nibbled it, stopping to stroke her top lip. His tongue darted in and out of her oral passage, mimicking the sexual pleasures he so wanted to bestow upon her. A once motionless hand that rested on her waist was moving north in an effort to seek out Kagome’s unbound breasts. Kouga was pleased that they fit perfectly in his palmhe che caressed them through the yukata.

Kagome turned in his lap, giving him full access to her mouth and body. This was unlike her, but at the moment, it did not matter, she needed him as much as he needed her. She shifted a bit after feeling something hard and long poking her hip. Kagome raised up, breaking away from Kouga’s intense kiss in order to straddle his thighs. She settled onto his lap as he moved his rising bulge against her heat.

All it would take to claim his love was the removal of material. His own yukata acted as a barrier, holding his manhood away from her warmth . Kouga inhaled the erotic scent of her arousal. His mouth watered at the thought of how sweet his woman would taste. Her inexperienced lips were occupied placing kisses and small licks along his neck and jaw line. Clawed hands moved across her back, encouraging more contact. Kouga’s hands gripped her hips as he brought them down, landing directly on his arousal. After she got used to the rhythm, Kagome began bucking against him on her own.

“Wait, love........ are you sure this is what you want? Do you understand that once I have you, you will never be touched by another male? You will be my mate, the female I will dedicate my entire existence to, mother of my pups and the tribe’s alpha female.” ‘DAMN!!!! I can’t believe I am asking her this!!!’ Kouga mentally screamed at himself, ‘But I have to be sure...’


Slowly, her mouth released the flesh on his neck. “At first, I didn’t want any of that, but I have seen your heart and soul Kouga. I d bed be proud to be youte.”te.”

By the time Kagome finished her sentence, Kouga grasped both sides of her face. His mouth roughly clamped over hers. This time their kiss was different. Kouga finally had permission to take the one woman he had yearned for over the past two years.

Kagome again circled her hips against his straining member. Carefully he d hed her a few inches back, allowing enough space for his eager hands to untie the concealing robe that kept his hardness form her view.

Glassy brown eyes roamed over the hard muscles of his chest and abdomen. Kagome was intrigued by the way his muscles contracted under her finger tips as she lazily traced them all the way down to his generous cock. Kouga stood at least nine inches with so much girth that she could not wrap her hand around him.

Curiosity won over shyness as she tightened her grip around his shaft, causing Kouga to close his eyes and moan. He needed her to touch him, to stroke this hypersensitive part of his being that he would soon use to make her his mate.

She watched his facial expressions as she delicately pulled her hand forward over the thick shaft and then brought it back toward the base. Those repeated motions earned her a deep purr like sound of satisfaction.

If her actions had continued, Kouga was sure that he would have given her a hand full of seed, but that was not what he wanted right now. The time for her “lessons” on how to fully please a male would come later.

Clawed hands reached for the belt that held her yukata closed. With a few pulls, the knot came loose. Kouga looked at her, wanting to to see approval so he could continue. Kagome blushed a deep shade of red and looked away from his intense gaze.


“Why are you blushing love?”

Kagome swallowed the forming lump in her throat, “I .... well.... it’s my first time... and ... um...”

Kouga chuckled at her as his fingers sought out the ticklish spots on her sides, “Kagome, your face is redder than a ripe cherry!” ‘Ah hah! That’s the spot!’ he thought.

“Kouga, hahahaha, stop... please! Hahahahaha, that tickles!!!!” Her hands tried to stop his torturous activities, but he was so much stronger than her that any attempt to move him was futile.

“I won’t stop until you relax and quit being so bashful!”

“OK, hahaha, I haha..... promise! Now let me go! Hahaha!”

“Good. Now..... let’s get this intrusive piece of fabric off you so I can really see my woman.”

Kagome timidly slid the yukata off her shoulders, allowing it to pool around her like white snow.

Now sitting in front of her soon-to-be mate, totally nude, AND on his lap, she felt incredibly self conscious of her body. Her fear was that what ever man she chose to be with would think her breasts were too small or hips too round. What if Kouga was repulse by her appearance? What if his fantasy of mating her ended in disaster when he finally got to see the body he had been dreaming about? The silence between them didn’t help her growing worry.

His large hand nudged her chin, so that she would look at him, “By all the gods........ Kagome, you are the most beautiful woman ever born.”

“You mean, you’re not disappointed?” Her voice quivered as she tried to hold back the forming tears.

“Why would you think that?”

“My body isn’t perfect. I don’t have big breasts, my hips are big, my legs are too long and my arms are too short. *sigh* The list goes on and on.”

Kouga was taken back when she confessed all of her insecurities. “I think you are perfect. In my eyes you look like a lean feline with a fair amount of muscle tone, but plenty of feminine curves to express the fact that you are all woman. I love you Kagome, you are everything a woman should be.”

He pulled her to him, immediately hugging her close. He loved her warmth and natural scent.

He gently kissed her and wanted to take it slow so she would forget all her concerns and focus on their coupling.



She watched as he teasingly licked the flesh between her breasts. His tongue made a wet trail to one of the hardened nipples, flipping it then circling the aerola before finally taking it into his mouth.

Kagome’s arms circled his shoulders, holding him closer to her. The hot wetness of his mouth on her left tit was breath taking. His teeth cautiously pulled at her nipple and then proceeded to open wider, taking in most of her breast. Kouga greedily suckled her as she arched her back.

His groin rocked against hers, pressuring her hidden bud. Between the sensations of his mouth and electrifying pulses from her crotch, Kagome felt as though she would loose her sanity from pleasure.

“Mmmmm........ love, listen to me for a momnet....” he said between the licks and nips he gently placed on her chest, “before we continue....there’s, mmmmm, something I have to do...” Kagome silenced him with a wet kiss that took his breath away, “oh...gods..give me strength!” Kouga whied oed out loud as his woman caressed his back and nibbled his ear lobe.

“Go on Kouga, I’m listening.” she said in a teasing voice.

“Give me your left hand.”

Kagome stiffened, looking at him as though he were speaking a foreign language, “What?!”

Kouga grinned at her and reached for the requested hand that seemed to be froze with confusion along with the rest of her body.

Holding her hand up between them Kouga peered at the shiny ring that adorned her finger.

His hands shook with fear and trepidation as he slowly reached for the ring. As he slid it off her finger, a thick wisp of smoke appeared around the ring breaking the subduing spell. When he lifted it above the tip of her finger, the hazy smoke cloud disappeared, leaving no trace of damage or harm to either Kagome or the piece of jewelry.

“You freed me.... but.... why? I thought you wouldn’t take the ring off until we mated?”

“That is exactly why I decided to remove it love. I don’t want you to be my prisoner and feel forced to mate with me.” Kouga kissed her palms and started tracing small circles on them. “So... if you.... don’t want to do this... I’ll understand”

Kagome pressed down on his length, allowing only his tip to enter her overly aroused sex, “Does that feel like I don’t want you Kouga? I trust you and I love you.”

“I love you too, my mate.” Kouga’s jaw clenched as she hovered over him. She was hot and wet for him, making her ready for his full length.

He kissed her once while gripping her hips harshly, “Are you ready love?” he whispered as his tongue traced her ear.

“Yessss.....” she hissed in response.

In one swift movement, Kouga forcefully pulled her down, breaking the skin that ma her her as a virgin, and fully seating himself inside her pulsating sheath.

“Aaahhhhh....... Kouga...”

His words of apology and sympathy for her pain made the miko love her wolf even more. Kagome was aware that he would never purposely hurt her, but knowing that he felt bad about the necessary action further proved that he was a caring mate.

He could feel her tight vaginal walls gradually relax around his wide cock. But this wasn’t how first time mating was supposed to happen between wolves. Males were dominant and responsible for pleasuring the female, along with giving her a feeling of security and comfort.

Kouga wrapped his arms around Kagome and gently lifted her off of his lap. She was about to protest by the change in their position, but Kouga silenced her with a low growl and nipped her chin.

Kagome watched as he spread his yukata on the ground. He turned her with her back facing him, then leaning forward on her hands and knees. ‘Oh shit! DOGGIE STYLE’ she thought, as her aroused scent became laced with fear.

Kouga draped his much larger frame over her smaller one as his tip brushed against her opening, “Don’t be afraid love, I won’t hurt you. This is the natural way wolves mate.” His voice was heavy with lust as his chest brushed against her back.

“Is this going to hurt again, I mean, this is a different angle of entry, so it could hurt...right?”

“Now mate, there won’t be pain, only pleasure. I promise.” Kouga’s hands roamed over her breasts and stomach as he humped against her backsides. He shifted her hair to one side, giving him access to the pale skin of her neck and shoulders.

His lips left moist paths across her flesh as he reached for his phallus, positioning it at his loves entrance. Strong hands held on to her shoulders as Kouga reared up on is knees. He watched as his cock entered Kagome’s vagina, stretching her to accommodate his size. Her moans of pleasure urged him to continue as he sunk himself in her slowly.

When he reached the last inch, Kouga slammed him cock in her hard. Kagome threw her head back and groaned as she leaned back further against her male, feeling completely full and ready for more.

Kouga grinned as he drew out and paused long enough for her to turn around and give him one hell of an evil glare, “Don’t tease me Kouga!!”

“I would NEVER do such a thing!” He faked being insulted, waiting to totally catch her off guard. Kagome was about to yell at him when he slammed into her. She yelled in pleasure as he repeated his movements.

Her hands gripped the soft material of the yukata as he laid over her back, panting in her ear. His thrusts were becoming shorter and much faster as he grunted and nipped her shoulders. “Do you feel me love?” he growled while pumping his cock in her dripping sex, “I’m stuck in you.”

Kagome knew what ‘stuck ‘meant, but was shocked that Kouga had this very canine trait. But the way it felt was heavenly!! It was hard to imagine his dick getting any bigger, but who was complaining?!! Most women gripe about their husbands being small, but apparently that was one thing Kagome never had to worry about.

She tightened as his movements became frantic. He was fucking her in pure carnal bliss, evoking sensations she had never experienced before. His engorged tip, kept hitting something buried deep within her body, causing what felt like little waves of heat to gather in her lower abdomen.

A flood of pleasure rippled through her as her vaginal muscles tensed around Kouga’s shaft. With a few more hard thrusts, Kouga buried his fangs in the delicate flesh of her neck, marking her as his mate and releasing a hot stream of cum in her. She felt something warm dripping down the back of her thighs and blushed when she realized it was Kouga’s seed. He slowed down as his cock softened and shrank inside of his woman. His thrusts were now gentle and much calmer than before.

Nothing was heard from the miko, not a single sound as she touched the wound. ‘Wow, “ Kagome thought, ‘that didn’t hurt at all! You’d think that if a horny youkai bit you, it would hurt, but I only felt a pinch.’

“Let me take care of that mate.” Kouga lapped at the fresh blood seeping from the mark.

“Ohhh... that feels good. Thank you.” Kagome’s eyes started drooping, showing her new mate that his female was sleepy.

“Do you want to go back to the den or lay here and relax for a while?” he asked watching as she stretched out on his wrinkled yukata.

*yawn* “I say... we should take *yawn* a little nap first...”

A warm smile was given to his exhausted woman as Kouga watched her curl up and close those wonderful brown eyes. He picked up her yukata and tucked it around them. Kagome laid her head on his shoulder and sighed contentedly before drifting off to sleep.

Kouga looked up at the sky, thanking all the gods and ancestors that he had such an incredible mate. He made a silent promise to always take care of her and love her with all his might, but he knew that love went beyond having sex. True love was shown in every day actions.

He reflected on their earlier conversation regarding mistakes and regrets. There was still one thing he needed to do for her.

It was time to face her family and tell them everything, from start to finish that has happened, 'Well,' Kouga thought, 'maybe not everything. If I want to live, I should most likely skip the wild mating on a cliff part!'