To Do Or Die

Disclaimer: “InuYasha” and “Yu Yu Hakusho” are far too good to be owned or created by people like us. Let the honor and credit be given to Takahashi-san and Togashi-san. And we can’t forget the money. I’ll just take the credit I deserve for fooling around with their characters along with my own. Soon they will be introduced to you… but until then- enjoy.

“talking”

mental/telepathic conversations *H*- Hiei *K* - Kurama *Y*- Youko

(thoughts to self)

inner beast speaking

To Do Or Die

Chapter One: Carnal Bliss


17th Century Japan
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What was this feeling... inside?

She has only made bed with a few choice males before, but this, well it was different to say the least. The last ones that had rutted with her were to only sate the hunger that her beast craved for, needed.
She could’ve gone without it if she really tried. But it felt so good being with him now, surrounding him; it’s quite funny how he had tried to kill her, for the time being, till the circumstances had changed.

Again, what is this emotion going through me at the moment, she felt the pleasure of it all, that much is clear. Then again carnal pleasure has always felt that way while going through the act of sex. Maybe it is the fact that he is one in the same as herself, well half of her anyways.

Staring up at him she saw the gold pigmentation diminishing to blood crimson. A loud growl broke Kagome away from her musings, then made her completely lost to them when he had made a particularly deep thrust into her,driving her back farther into the ground, making her moan. Oh did he make her moan, Kagome had no qualms with him on his treatment of her, she could have cared less.

Her cries and moans grew louder and he moved his clawed hand from her left breast, then down to her hip. Five thin red welts were left in his wake, but then quickly healed over. With a sudden move he flipped her over on to her hands and knees, then pushing her upper body down to the ground beneath them so her ass was sticking up in the air. Not missing a beat. Kagome felt his youki biting along her skin as his control slipped even more. Spirialing down farther into himeself. She could see his claws extending, digging into her hips as he covered her body with his own. Kagome pressed back against the delectable male, seeking to quell the heat that filled her body.

Impaling her soft wet heat onto himself with wild abandon. The beast growled and snapped, “Good bitch! Yesss...." He manged to ground out with each thrust, harshly into her ear.

Kagome cried out in reply. "Yes...ooohhhhh god..."

He growled his pleasure and slammed into her hard. Her grunts became a mantra, and his own a song of praise, for her tight little sheath clenched around him in wonderous waves. Her end was near, as was his own, and he prepared himself to explode.

He ripped his mouth from her neck when her body clenched up in a monsoon of spastic ecstasy. Her head went back, and her body arched downward into a rigid pose as her scream echoed through the trees.

The tightness became too much, and the heat was overpowering, until he could contain it no longer. He threw back his head in a wave of bright white, and roared his release into the night. His body stiffened, and his seed rushed forth to coat her womb. Her bed mate lowered her down with himself resting behind her. Not pulling out his flacid length but letting it lay in her warmth. Every once in a while he would feel a twitch or two as her sheath slowly stopped convulsing. Their hearts started to slow down with their breathing as well.

After a few minutes Kagome turned over in his hold to look at him, his eyes were back to their glowing amber, his body and facial structure relaxed. Not strained as they were in their past encounters. Giving him a small smile she closed her eyes and let out a soft sigh of content.

"You posses half of the Shikon..."

It was a statment, not a question.

"Hai. We do, all that is left is Naraku's, a small amount of shards maybe three, four at the most and the two shards that Kouga has within his poession. Though we aim to gather them from him after we defeat Naraku and hopefully find the last couple before Naraku does. Everything has been going along smoothly, surprisingly, but I think that he's planing something. That's why everything's been so calm, that's why nothing has happened lately." Kagome rubbed her fingertips over his hip, tracing invisable circles on his skin.

"What are your thoughts on the vile hanyou?" She paused when she heard his question before continuing on with what she was doing. Kagome didn't say anything for a while, niether did he, repectivley waiting for her to answer his question. But he soon began to wonder if she was just thinking hard on the subject or ignoring his question entirely.

"Na-...Naraku, has gotten stronger, from his part of the jewel and the demons that he has absorbed. He in most opinions is strong, but-others say that he is weak. His true ablity is that tounge of his, that and his conniving and deceictful ways. Although he has thoes things, they aren't everything. No one has noticed yet but he is losing his power, slowly-mind you but losing them none the less. The jewel grows darker everyday, and the battle draws closer. I'm not scared, or even worried for myself, but for everyone else. It effects the group more than it does me along with everyone else in this era." She was right and he knew it, he had already known that, that she was from somewhere else entirerly, but spoke his language, some from of japanese.

"Miko you speak as if this is not your time." He was right, she never could keep things like this hidden, but-....that didn't mean she couldn't hide other...things from him, along with everyone else.

"You are correct in your inquiries, I am not from here but a completly different era. In the near future of 500 years to be exact."

(So thats why she's not scared for herself, knowing that if everything fails that if she dies in their time it won’t affect her because she will be alive later on in her time all over again.) His miko has the ultimate immunity of a life time, though that is not the reason that she risks her life everyday, but for her comrads and family does she risk it all. Along with the world that surounds her.

"Kagome, even with the fact that you can live even after you die, the pain that I could cause you by trusting me would be immeresable, I could kill you now, where you lay, yet no fear. Why?"

"You are a demon of your word,-"

"I never gave you my word."

"Fine then, you are a male of honor, you wouldn't cause pain to a person while they were on their backs now would you?" She stated, fluttering her eyelashes, at him for play. Smiling coyly at him, looking up at him through her long lashes. He snorted at her overly display, he wouldn't fall for such tricks, so inturn he glared at her. "Only if I'm not in a 'gutting underbelly mood.'" He said smirking in reply. Kagome stuck her tounge out at him after his comment. "It would be wise not to do that miko, you'll find your self with out a way to speak if you continue."

"Hmmm...then I guess the reason you keep me around is for the mind blowing sex am I right?" "Wench I could easily find another to warm my bed with." "Ooohhhh, thats a new one for the big bad demon,[he growled at this] moving onto wench are we? True you could do that but I disagree, no one can make your skin burn with desire like I can. Or is it that you have to play by your rules yourself like the rest of us? That would ruin your sense of being wouldn't it, if you didn't?" She said softly in his ear, nipping at his earlobe, pulling back she stayed silent to see his reacation, to make sure that she wouldn't say anything to pull him away from his train of thought. He looked down at her as if contomplating something, which he was, but she didn't know what it was exactly.

"You are one of the few to hear this, you have my word that I will never harm you, in anyway, shape or form. Protecting you since the hanyou does not, you may put your trust in this demon, from this day forward."

A smile shone brightly on her face, her eyes glowing with glee and happiness. She was glad that she had someone besides close kin to protect her while in the state she was in, even if he didn't know. Lifting herself up she leaned in to kiss him. A light kiss mind you but the message came across none the less. Pulling back she smiled up at him more before burying her face into his chest.

"Though I beleive it would be best if we were silent partners in our endeavors of destroying Naraku so it does not complicate matters with the rest of the group."

"I agree."

"Hai, but I have another question." Lifting her head to look him in the eye, she waited for him to continue.

“Kagome I need to know as to what you will do with the Shikon No Tama after this is all over. The hanyou will not just roll over and let you keep it, you made- as much as I hate to admit, it’s true, a promise that you must honor.”

Kagome knew if you were to get anywhere with this demon, your sense of honor must be high on the scale, she knew this, he knew this. But to play this game, one must play by his rules. Even if they weren’t spoken. She looked him straight in the eyes her stare never wavering, holding all her truth in her promise. “I will let him have his wish that I did promise. But the results of which he seeks will be not what he had hoped.”

“I will not have to hope to know what will come to pass Miko Kagome. I tend to get what I want.” Looking at him she saw a slight smirk on his face. Giving a smirk of her own right back at him she said. “And that would be? . .” In the next moment he had her completely on her back staring up at him, with her hands above her head with her lower body cradling his. She tried to wiggle away but both hissed in pleasure from the sudden friction of her core and his memeber. Soon starting to come to attention again, hardening quickly. Grinding his hips into hers he lowered his head down to nip at her neck she let out a little mewl when he hit a sensitive spot. (I'll have to file that away for later.)

Lifting her legs she wound them around, locking her ankles together. "I think I can prove you wrong," With that said she thrust her hips against his, making him hiss. Glaring down at her he said, "We shall see, miko, we shall see."


Two hours later.....
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After her last cry of euphoria she fell atop his broad chest, her heart beating a mile a mintue. He slowly sat up, one hand holding the back of her head, and the other laying across her back, to keep her from falling. Standing he slowly walked the short distance from where they were near a spring, then sat down in the cool water of the spring. Setting her down in between his legs he let her rest her weight against his chest. When her heart started to somewhat beat normally again he spoke.

"It looks like I win"

"Hai and as your ....prize-"

"Prize?" he quirked an eyebrow at this, a small hint of curiosity in his voice.

"Yes, prize, you get to carry me back to camp."

"Do I now? Hmmm... then I should get more than I had intended to poesses." Turning her head to the side he captured her mouth with his. He groaned , cinnamon was what he tasted on his tounge as he delved deeper into her depths. Like her other 'mouth' he loved to delve into, it tasted like cinnamon as well. Lowering his hands into the water he brought them back up slowly from the inside of her thighs to her hips then ribcage.

Hitting a sensetive spot she arched her back, breaking away from the kiss. She moved her upper body away from him thrusting her breasts forward and her tight ass back into his groin. Both moaned from the sensation, leaning forward a bit he latched onto her neck and began to suck on the pulse point, and ruffly grabbed her right and left breasts kneading them in his hands before he began to tweak her tawany peaks. "Ohhh...stop... please...I'm never going to get out of here if you keep doing that." Pausing from his endevor he lightly bit her neck nicking her skin a bit, letting the blood flow a little before licking it up. The wound closed up soon after. "Begging so soon after the game has started? Are you falling under this demon's charms so easily Miko?" "Never, would I fall for anyone's ch-arms! Oooohhhhh Kami!"

While she was busy with the feel of his mouth on her neck he ripped her thighs apart from each other to spread them as far as they would go. Sliding his hand down to press against her feminine core. His finger slid between the folds, finally able to find the hard little nub hidden there. She moaned his name, and his cock grew so hard he thought it might burst. He rolled her nub beneath his thumb, and teased her entrance with his long, middle finger. Though his claws were sheathed, he still took great care not to nick her with the tips, before plunging his index and middle fingers deeply into her depths.

Her cry was magic to his ears, but he could barely pay attention, because the heat, and slick tightness gripping his digits was unbelievable. He continued to slip his two fingers in and out of Kagome’s hot sheath as she clung tightly to him, her face buried in his neck. She parted her thighs even more than one thought possible so that he could plunge in deeper, and he curled his fingers so that he could hit that special spot that would make her climax. Kagome began to buck her hips against his hand, making soft mewls as her body fought on wether to move away from his touch or to get closer, the sound turning into lusty moans against his neck as she neared release. He withdrew his fingers, leaving her unsatisfied, and made a show of bringing them to his mouth so that he could taste the fluids that coated it. He locked his eyes briefly with her then dipped his index finger into her sheath bringing it back open he pressed the digit to her lips. Opening her mouth she sucked in the finger, licking it of her own jucies. While doing this they never broke eye contact. Pulling her treat away from her she leaned up and kissed him, sliding her tounge into his mouth to let him taste her from her own mouth. Groaning in estacsy he pulled away to attack her neck feverously with his mouth.

Feeling his hand start to go back down to her core she swatted his hands away from her and pulled away to look at him. With a stern look on her face she said.

"No, no, more. If you won't take me back to camp I will go by my se-lf!" As she said this she stood up from the springs but began to sway grabbing onto her hips he held her still to steady her. Once she regained her balance she turned in his hold so she was facing him. Leaning down she lightly kissed him on the lips then pulled away slowly, with her eyes closed, a small smile slid across her face as she pressed her forehead against his. Opening her eyes she stared into his golden ones.

"Come, as much I would love to continue with our- activities. You and I both have to go on with our lives... for the time being, anyways." Pulling away she stood up and despite her size pulled him up from his position flush up against her. Sliding her hands up his shoulders then down his arms she held onto his right hand and gently pulled him along and out of the springs. Toweling off both herself and him, they grabbed their clothes and helped eachother dress. Once fully clothed he picked her up bridal style and left for camp.

After they left a few good minutes a soft thud upon the ground was heard. The being was in a crouch position before slowly standing, his body unfolding to stand to his towering height. His silver hair blew softly in the wind around him in a swirl of silk as a breeze went past. Amber eyes bore into the spot in the spring they sat at before they left. A hint of lust was in thoes deep depths of gold, remembering the past events that just took place. The way she had arched her back like a bow, or the way the little minx moaned her pleasure into the night. He would never forget, not in this lifetime, or the next. With his last drifting thoughts, he was gone.


Mean while back at camp....
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"Where is Lady Kagome? She hasn't been back for a while."

"At the springs Miroku."

"Then perhaps I-"

"Don't even think about it monk." The taijia said on reflex. She wasn't paying much attention to what was going on around her, busing herself with cleaning her weapon, but Sango knew what he was going to ask without him finnishing his sentence.

"Kagome-chan is doing fine otherwise we would have heard her calling for help."

"Hai that is true Sango but she should have been back hours ago. I've come to notice that each time she visits the springs her time there grows longer and longer with each visit. I'm starting to worry." Miroku had a look of concern on his face.

"There is no need to worry Miroku, just leave the poor girl be, it's her only outlet, her way to cope with things, she always did say that she loved baths."

"Your right, but worrying always meant that someone cares about a person. How long has she been gone anyways?" Miroku wondered.

"Four hours, thirty minutes, 6 seconds and counting." A gurff voice told him. Looking up into the tree across from him, Miroku saw a,...surprisingly quite hanyou.

"Ah! There you are InuYasha, you've been quite all night, I didn't see you there."

"Keh. I can be quite when I want to. Wench better be back in the next five minutes or I'll hunt her ass down."

"Shush, InuYasha don't call kaa-san a "wench"! Just leave her alone, she looks like she's coming down with something, at least from the way I've seen her, she looks more stressed then normal." Shippou piped in, no one talks bad about his kaa-san and gets away with it.

"Shut-up runt I can talk about her however I want, and who said you could call her your "kaa-san" she doesn't even care about you enough to call her that, you're too annoying and bothersome. She wouldn't want some demon pup to be hers, your the worst kind, being a fox, they're the worst type of demon to take care of, bunch of trouble makers." He said with a smirk The waterworks were coming, with the sniffles and such. It's always fun to toy with him.

"Quite InuYasha, If she doesn''t care about demons, and hates them, where does that leave you? You are a half-DEMON after all. So you get the burn, of both worlds." Sango stared him down looking him dead in the eye. InuYasha turned his back to her slipping his hands into his haori sleeves, with his back slouched. Turning to look at her over his shoulder, he backed his head away out of surprise to see her still staring at him, giving her a glare himself he stuck his nose up in the air, but none the less ended up sulking up in a tree.


Just on the Outskirts of Camp
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A few minutes later they arrived on the border of the camp. Setting Kagome down gently he released her, then kissed her on her temple. Nuziling her cheek he slowly stepped away and looked down into her sparkling sapphire eyes.

"Next time?" He asked.

"Hai next time." She whispered. Stepping up to the tips of her toes she kissed his cheek, backing up from him she saw him disapear. With a contented sigh she walked back to camp, entering the clearing she first saw Sango stiring the fire, then Miroku meditating off in the corner. Shippou was sunggled up in a tight ball with Kirara next to him for warmth. Looking around, she finnialy saw InuYasha up in the branches his back twoards the group with his shoulders slouched. (Looks like he was sulking again.) Walking over to Sango she sat down next to her and pressed her finger to her lips to keep Sango from disturbing the others. Smiling at her she gave the demon slayer a hug in greetings.

"How was your bath?" She whisphered.

"It was - relaxing to say the least." She said with a soft chuckle. "I see that everyone is in their respective corners." Kagome stated, taking another look around camp.

"Yes,....we didn't have a very good night. Poor Shippou." Sango looked over at the sleeping kit, giving a long sigh she pulled her eyes away from him to Kagome, giving her full attention to her.

"What happened?"

"Nothing much, but the kit was defending you while you were gone and InuYasha started something with him, and said some mean things to the poor pup."

"What did he say?" Kagome had a concerned look on her face when she heard that, and from her line of thinking it was turning for the worse.

"Shippou said that his kaa-san, meaning 'you' were to be left alone and not to be called names, then InuYasha said that you wouldn't call him your son, not in a million years basicly, that you wouldn't care about him at all and that you wouldn't want some demon pup to be yours, calling him the worst kind, being a fox, 'they're the worst type of demon to take care of, bunch of trouble makers.' He said." Sango sounded angry by this point.

But Kagome looked livid, a dark look came into her eyes, for a moment a tint of red, but dissapeared before it could be seen. "He may not be the same species as me but that doesn't mean I don't care about him, I love him like a son and he will be treated as such, no matter what anyone else thinks." She directed that part of her sentence twoards the hanyou, who slouched his shoulders even futher.

"Well I think I'll go to bed, and you should do so as well Sango,...Miroku. Goodnight." Walking over twoards Shippou she kneeled down near him, gently lifting him up she cradeled him to her chest picking the tiny neko with her other hand she shifted over the cover of her sleeping bag. Scooting over she climbed into her sleeping bag and gently set them down next to her, laying down she pulled the cover over them making sure Shippou was covered for the night.

Closing her eyes she gave a tired sigh. (Another night.....mmmmmm.....another to remember. I'll have to visit home soon, too pick up supplies and go to school, oh the test I'll have to take, bunch of crap I tell you, who ever invented school teachers needs to be killed. But what can you do? Nothing....But going on to another subject, now...it wasn't just the beast inside that was being sated but she herself was craving it as well. Is it all just lust? Carnal pleasure?....) She asked her self, as her eyes slowly closed as she drift off to sleep.


Off in another area
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Landing on the soft grass beneath his feet , he looked around to see his companions asleep. Walking over twoards a tree he sat down resting his back against the base, and recalled what happened that day that started the beginning to a wonderful end.

~Flash back~
He could not believe the sight of her naked body standing so invitingly before him under the waterfall she had chosen to bathe under. It was simply too tempting of an opportunity to miss. He was perched high, on a resounding cliff specifically chosen to give him the perfect view from which he could study the oddity of a woman that traveled with that rag-tag group. She was a mystery to him. One that had never been completely solved. Her manner of dress spoke of foreign origins, yet her speech was some form of Japanese. Some of the words she used were just as strange to him as her clothing, he could hear an accent that layed beneath, but it still rang of his own native tongue leaving him in a quandary.

There was a thought from time to time when he desired nothing more than to sever her upon his claws. It took many foul encounters to acknowledge that the human was possessed of considerable power in her own right. It protected her even when she was not able to tap into it. His curiosity only grew more upon this discovery, and he made the decision not to take her life until he knew exactly what she was. She looked human, and acted human, but her scent was misleading. It didn't carry the underlying taint of death that all humans have. It just wasn't there. That in itself made him think of her more often a time than he cared to admit.

Why did he linger? Why was he compelled to sit and spy on the wench? As much as it disgusted him, he found himself stationary; glued to the spot, watching the rise and fall of her chest as her arms were raised to wash the sweet smelling liquid in her silky tresses. His eyes traveled down from the swells of her breast folloing the streams of water sliding down her belly into the surface of the pool, as if hypmotized by some powerful magic. Yet it was not magic that held him there. It was lust. Pure and simple. There was no denying the ache deep in his loins as he looked at her, and he did nothing to stop the occasional twitch of his thick cock as it took notice of his current interest.

Decision made, he stood from his spot and landed by the waters edge, out of her range of sight. Placing his blades down, he then shed his armor, then his clothes, along with his boots. Standing bare as the day he was born, he slowly made his way over to the spring. Wading in till waist deep, he then crouched down and dipped his head underwater.

Rising up he walked over to the miko and stood infront of her, waiting for her to notice him. While he waited he observed her, and noticed that the suds from her hair was gone. Then she swipped her hair back from her face, and tilted her head back to an angel to where her breasts would poke out twoards him- tempting him as she let the water caress her body. Wanting to feel more of it she leaned even more back than she was supposed to. She started to lose her balance and started to fall, but before she could he grabed her arm and pulled her flush up against him. A shocked gasp came from her lips, opening her eyes wide she looked to see who it was that helped her. When she saw who he was her eyes hooded immeditley. Backing up a bit in his grasp, he saw her look to his face then watched her eyes travel father and father down. It would seem he would receive a large bounty of pleasure from the way her eyes were devouring him.

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He was relaxed, from the light workout she gave him. He hadn't been so relaxed for a long time, not since he found out about the North and what future it held for himself. It was a tricky situation that he got himself stuck in, while it was good for himself, but when he found out about the price of what he was to gain was too much. But needed to be done, he hoped, for himself and the others this operation ran smoothly or dire conciquences would occur.
With one last look around camp he closed his eyes and rested for the few hours they had before moving onward.


Few Hours Later
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With the sun rising up from the sky once again, the group slowly began to rise from slumber.

Rubbing the sleep from her eyes Kagome then began to stand once rising to her full height she started to stretch looking over into the West she smiles. "Another day.....another time...what else is new." Walking over twoards the hill that was near by she started to climb it once reaching the top she looked over the village that was below. (Hmmm.... we'll have to go down there and get a few supplies before traveling to Edo.)

"Kagome!"

Twisting her body twoards the voice, she saw Shippou waving her over, her smile widening she jogged over to meet him. Her arms wide as he ran to leap into them.

"Good morning Shippou did you sleep well?" She asked.

Nodding his head he replied. "Hai okaa-san!....oops" he said covering his mouth in shock. He didn't mean to say that out loud.

"Gomen-nasai! I didn't mean to call you that. I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" He said covering his head thinking he was going to be struck.

"Take that back Shippou. It makes me very sad that you don't want me to be your kaa-san but I understand. "

Shippou looked up at her pausing for a second to replay the words she just said in his mind. When he didn't see anything false in her eyes he hugged her tightly to him and gave her a kiss on the cheek.

"Love you Kaa-san."

"I love you too Shippou. Don't ever let InuYasha's words go to heart. I think of you as my son and will be treated as such."

"Hai Kaa-san." He said smiling.Turning his head twoards his mother's line of sight he saw the village too and all the busy little people working and walking around.

"They look like ants from up here." He said.

"Yes.....yes they do, they look more like ants than anything else from up there." She said pointing to the sky. Looking up, she saw a blue and yellow flash go by.

(Hmm.... wonder what's happening up there......nothing good from the way it was moving.) Looking back down at her son she gave him a tight squeeze and walked back down to meet the others.

It was a good morning to start out with.

One hopes that it can continue.