Now What?

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Inuyasha and its characters, world, etc etc... That right belongs entirely to Rumiko Takahashi. I'm just a mere reader/fan of Inuyasha, that's all.

NOTE/WARNING: This fiction is a LEMON!!! Which means that this fic will contain sexual scenes!!! Do not read if underage or if you find this sort of thing offensive. My lemons are sweet though :)

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Now What??? by CandyEars

Kagome sat on her bed and pondered her life. There was only 1 shard left of the Shikon no Tama – and Sango’s brother Kohaku had it in his back. Once Inuyasha understood Kikyou’s intent to purify the completed jewel in order to destroy Naraku’s soul, the group knew that had to find Kouga of the wolf demon tribe. He had the only other Shikon jewel shards left – the 2 in his legs. Kagome remembered when they finally caught up to him, Kikyou had a purifying arrow aimed right at him. After all, he was only a youkai, Kikyou had no qualms about killing him, even if he was also out to kill Naraku. Sango had knocked Kikyou’s arrow from her hand while Kagome ran to Kouga and tried to convince him to give up the shards to her in order to save his life. Thankfully he did, but that made Kikyou more furious. She threatened her and Inuyasha that the shards must make it to Naraku so the jewel can be completed, and if they didn’t do it she would take them by force herself.

Kagome still had the shards with her now, back in the little bottle she used to carry when the search for the shards began. Almost full circle, she mused. The jewel will be whole again, just like it had been when it first left her body so long ago. Back when she first met Inuyasha. She twinged at the thought of him. She loved him so much it hurt, but what hurt most of all was the decision she would soon have to make. If Kikyou is successful in completing the Shikon jewel and purifies it along with Naraku, the jewel would disappear. No jewel – no time travel. So which side of the well would she be on? And would it be with Inuyasha? “If he wasn’t a hanyou it would be so much easier!” Kagome sighed. He could stay with her here in modern Japan of course. But he is a hanyou, and a rather crude and overactive one at that and could never fit into modern society. How many appliances and vehicles had he already destroyed because he thought they were threatening? How could he support her or even himself, he can’t work at a real job. He doesn’t even know how to handle money! Miroku always took care of that for them. And then there’s his ears. His wonderfully soft, cute ears. She couldn’t bear to think of him having to hide his ears all the time. And he’d never relinquish his sword, nor should he! All we need is a blood thirty rampaging demon in modern Japan! Kagome shuttered at the thought.

God she missed him. He’ll probably get impatient and some for me soon, she thought. She hoped so. She wanted to be near him, feeling his comforting strong presence nearby. She sighed again. So about the alternative? She stays in feudal Japan with him. Would he want that? Could she bear never seeing her family – her mother, brother, and Grampa ever again? She’d miss her friends, even Hojo. She wouldn’t even be able to come back for a nice meal, warm bath, shampoo, ever again. She started tearing up unconsciously. She then saw Inuyasha in her mind’s eye and thought, but can I really give him up? Then she mused, but is he even mine to give up? Not really.. He had already told Kikyou that his life was hers, and she was still around after all. Would Inuyasha really choose to go to hell with her even after all that they had been through together? That thought tore her apart and the tears flowed again. Kagome collapsed into her bed, sobbing at her dilemma. Kagome looked at the shards again, reflecting that these little things will force this decision on her, and may be the reason for never seeing Inuyasha again! She turned onto her back and thought about how she would never get to caress his chest again, when checking for wounds of course. She smirked, she and Inuyasha knew that wasn’t necessary, but he didn’t seem to mind, and she definitely didn’t. She wondered what it would be like for him to touch her like that. Kagome flushed. I can’t believe I thought that! But then again, she that thought about it often. Would she ever feel that? His hands caressing her skin…

It was really late by this time, and Kagome’s house was quiet. She, however, was restless. Thinking about Inuyasha touching her breasts had gotten her hot and bothered, so she decided to go for a stroll outside in the cool night. As she walked, she was drawn to the well shrine, almost half expecting to see Inuyasha standing there. But he wasn’t. She sighed, and wandered over to the sacred Goshinboku tree. Kagome started to unbutton her blouse and run her hands down her front, caressing her breasts, imaging Inuyasha touching her. Of course, unbeknownst to her, he was there...

(to be continued..)
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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Cliffhangers are great aren't thery? :) This is my first lemon fic… I was so inspired by all you writers out there! I wrote it in a hurry one night, I couldn't contain myself!

Comments, please? Mind you that this is my very FIRST lemon fic that I have EVER wrote!!! This is 3 chapters, but good feedback will bring more, and maybe other characters too. Let me know what you think!
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