Hopeless Fate: Bleeding

Disclamer: I do not own Inuyasha

Warning: Story might contain Male on Male relations, rape, Mpreg and much more. If you do not like, do not read. You have been warned.

Note: This story takes place after the manga.

It's my first fanfic.

Prologue

Ha...ha...ha... The male's breathing was saccade. His chest rose with much difficulty and with a different rhythm at each inhalation. Each breath he took made him hiss in pain. The pain, it was the most unbearable pain he had ever felt. It was as if he was burning from the inside. The aching was slowly spreading from his torso to the rest of his body. What puzzled him the much about it was that he wasn't physically injured. His ribs weren't broken, nor were his lung perforated.

Resting beside a tree, he raised a trembling hand to his face and, by this gesture, revealed two red marking on his wrists. He wiped the sweat from his forehead which was harbouring a blue crescent moon. The motion made him brush the long silver hairs that were stuck there. The man, if you could call him that, was beautiful. If someone were to glance at his face for the first time in his life, he might have confounded him with a stunning woman because of his refined feature. Add to the blue moon on his forehead, he had two red marking on each of his cheek as well as one red stripe on each of his eye lids. His piercing eyes were golden yellow and filled with pain. As for his ear, they were pointed in an elvish way. On a closer inspection, it was clear that the creature was male. Even if someone didn't want to believe that fact, he wouldn't be able to prove the contrary. The demon - he obviously wasn't human - was dressed in a white kimono with red honeycomb and flower crest decorating the collar and the sleeves. His lower body was covered by a Sashinuki hakame, gathered at his ankles to produce a ''ballooning'' effect. Over his kimono was a black armor. It included a spiked pauldron covering his left shoulder and attached to the upper section of the cuirass. Around his right shoulder, was the moko-sama, a large billowing collection of white fur. As for his footwear, it was simply a flat pointed ankle-high boots. At his side laid his two swords, Tenseiga and Bakuseiga.

Raising his head, Sesshomaru glazed at the sky wondering about how much time had pass since he had collapse beside the tree. His mind was telling him that too much time had since and that he better had to move before... before he appears. He didn't want that. His skin rose in goosebumps, he the mighty lord Sesshomaru was afraid. No, he wasn't; he was NOT afraid he told himself. He was not; at least he was trying to convince himself that he wasn't. In his present state, he couldn't do much to defend himself and that he, the powerful Sesshomaru, was more helpless than a human was a humiliating fact he didn't want to admit. Why did it have to come to this? If only he wasn't cursed by... by this condition that he inherited from his mother, he wouldn't have been in this state. He would have been the Sesshomaru everyone had in mind. He wouldn't have been betrayed and Oh, how much this betrayal burned at him. He had lost everything in one night, his title, his pride and his love. He had been forced to flee, leaving the dismembered corpses of his retainer Jaken and his guards. How long had it been since, he didn't know. His tormented mind hadn't kept count and the days and nights seemed to melt together. All he knew was his pain that led him wandering helplessly. He knew he had to seek help, but were he wasn't certain of. His brother...yes he might be able to help him.

Throbbing all over, he gathered all the remaining energy he had and raised on his feet slowly, helping his ascension by grabbing the tree. Trembling all over he began to put an uncertain foot in front of him and then another one and another one until his body was able to keep going at a slow rhythm. Inuyasha was about six hour from here and that was for someone who was walking at a normal speed. In his state, he didn't want to think about how long it would take him. Normally he would have just rest until he was able to continue, but he couldn't, not with HIM pursuing him. He kept walking slowly and came abruptly to a stop. Right there, behind him, he could sense a tremendous amount of youki flaring in his direction. The beating of his heart increased dramatically. NO! It couldn't be. He didn't want it to be. Choking, he slowly turned his body in the direction of the energy and his heart almost stopped at the sight greeting him. There he was, the man he didn't want to see, the man he didn't want to be found by.

'' I found you, Sesshoumaru'' said the man with a sweet voice, almost too sweet for the grind he wore on his face.

T.B.C

Chapter 1: Do remember part 1

1 year before

''Sesshomaru-sama!'' cried the small green imp-like youkai in the brownish kimono.

'' Sesshomaru-sama! Where are you my Lord! ''

Holding on the Staff of two head, the youkai was running about in every sense, dragging a two headed dragon behind him. The green thing named Jaken was more than ugly. He was repulsive. His round big yellow eyes took about the fourth of the place he had on his face. His mouth was triangular and stock out of his more than little ovular mug. He wore on the top of his head something you could call a black hat.

'Oh my Lord, did you abandon me? Me your more faithful servant' he thought. No, his Lord wouldn't do that. Jaken stopped his running abruptly. He wouldn't, would he? No, his great Lord wouldn't do this to him. Ha, his mind was threatening his loyalty to his Lord. Almost sinfully, he picked up with his shrivelled hand a blue flower and climbed on Ah-Un, the two head dragon who had also stopped and was resting on the grass.

For the dragons, the sight of Jaken was not a new one. He was always babbling something about the greatness of Sesshomaru and his loyalty for his Lord and if not this, he would go on about how the simple thought of the filthy half-breed brother of his Lord, Inuyasha, was melting his mind and was insulting, for he was still breathing the same air as his Lord Sesshomaru. Ah-Un didn't understand why he was still going on about Inuyasha. The relation between him and Sesshomaru had improved since the defeat of Naraku. Sure, it wasn't brotherly love and all, but still they didn't try to kill each other each time they saw the other. It was a good thing, for he was more than tired of the sight of those two battling. If Sesshomaru wanted to kill Inuyasha before, he wasn't sure of that. Sure, the daiyoukai had beat up his brother pretty good and vice-versa, but he never did give the killing stike. Well whatever, resting is two head on the ground he decided to sleep while Jaken was doing who knows what on his back.


000


Sesshomaru was walking gracefully across the forest. He had left Jaken alone with Ah-Un about two hours before to visit Rin. That little toad had a gift to irritate him, so he left him behind. Now, he was returning from the village he had left her, tree years before, right after the defeat of Naraku. She didn't travel with him anymore; it was too risky for her and he couldn't bring her to live with him, surrounded by hostile demons. So, he let her lived with humans, with this Kaede women that Inuyasha knew. It was the best choice to make. There, she could live with her own people and learn to be a respectable woman.

He remembered the first time he saw her, this little and fragile girl. She had found him in the woods after he had been badly injured by Inuyasha, consequence of one of his battle with his brother. Inuyasha had blown him with Tetsusaiga, one of the swords of their father, after he had discovered the wind tunnel. The only reason he had lived was because Tenseiga had protected him. Although he had snubs her, she had visited him regularly. She even had attempted to take care of him. She regularly brought him food – human food that he didn't eat - and even stole it for him. She had, one day, been caught stealing fish for him in the human village and was beaten for it. Her face was wounded and he had idly inquires about her injuries. The reaction she gave him for this simple inquiry surprised him. She had happily worn on her face a big smile; as if it meant the world that he had taken an interest in her welfare. One fact was strange; she never spoke to him during this time, only speaking with hand gestures and smiles. Then, one day, recovered from his wounds he had smelled her blood and had followed its trail. He found her there, lying bloody and dead on the ground. She had been killed by the wolves of the wolf-demon Koga. He had, for the first time, felt a strange grip on his heart. As he remembered the beautiful smile she had given him, he had ''retested'' Tenseiga by using its power to resurrect her. His eyes had widened in surprise when she came back to life. As he was walking away, leaving Jaken dumbfounded, she had followed him. He never had stated his feeling for her but he had always been overprotective of her. She was like his child, his daughter.

This time, as a gift, he had brought her a jade pendant, figuring a howling dog. As he had reached the border of the human village where she lived, he had seen his brother looking up at the sky to observe him in his flight. Inuyasha had simply snorted at him and returned sulking about his cursed fate that had leaved him, once again, without his intended lover, Kagome. She had disappeared, he didn't know where, soon after the defeat of Naraku.

Urrrgg, Naraku. The simple thought of Naraku had him flare in anger. This HALF-BREED had dared tried to absorbed him to gain his power. As if a pathetic anyou, one who was originally human, could contain the extent of his power.

Well, when he had reached Rin she had run to him while shouting his name. When he gave her the gift, she rewarded him with one of her adorable smile. Soon after, he had left.

And here he was, passing through the forest in search of the stupid toad Jaken. At least with this pathetic excuse of a youkai he could vent his anger. The thought of tormenting Jaken brought on his face an almost imperceptible smile. The sight of this smile would have made any who saw it tremble in fear because the daiyoukai of the western lands almost never smiled. And if he did so, it wasn't a good sign for the one who it was intended to.


000


Jaken was seated comfortably on Ah-Un back. While the dragon was sleeping, he was dismembering the beautiful flower he held in his hand – making him seem even uglier than he was.

'' He would '' He said while pulling out one petal.

'' He would not '' He continued, pulling another one. This wasn't the first time he used this technique to answer a question to his dilemma. The last time he had tried it was when his Lord Sesshomaru had tested Tenseiga on him by cutting him with the sword. Wanting to know if his lord had tried knowing he wouldn't be killed or not by this, he had dismembered a flower only to have it say what he didn't want it to say.

'' He would, he would not, he would, he would not, he would... '' Jaken was still going on, pulling one petal after another. He paused, looking horrified at the last petal. Reaching with a trembling green hand, he pulled it while saying the traitorous words HE WOULD.

''NNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! LORD SESSHOMARU! HOW COULD YOU ABANDON ME? MY LORD, AM I NOT THE MOST DEDICATED SERVENT YOU HAVE? WHY! WHY! YOU UNGRATEFUL DOG! '' He began shouting tragically as he rose on the back of Ah-Un. The dragon, having been waked up by him, looked at Jaken with exasperated eyes. The toad never stopped to impress him with his stupidity.

'' WHY MY LO...'' He was interrupted by a low voice saying his name with calm. Jaken looked up and was greeted by the magnificent sight of his Lord standing before him in all his glory. Ha, his Lord was back, oh no he had to say something.

'' Lord Sesshomaru, it isn't what you think it is. I never said that you abandoned me, or that you were ungrateful, nor...'' He began.

'' Jaken '' Interrupted Sesshomaru.

'' Yes my Lord '' He answer fearfully.

'' Shut up '' Added Sesshomaru.

'' As you wish my Lord '' Muttered Jaken.

Sesshomaru then began walking and got past him. Jaken, as always, followed him with Ah-Un behind.


000


They were walking for about 20 minutes and Jaken didn't know where his lord was leading them, as always, he was left in the dark. Taking a chance he said:

'' Lord Sesshomaru, I may be too bold, but may I ask you where we are going? ''

Without pausing or lookin back, Sesshomaru answered, with an almost annoyed voice. '' I need to bathe ''.

As if this short answer was actually an answer for the place they were going, Jaken didn't ask more. It wouldn't do to anger his Lord.

Soon after, they stood beside a pond. Sesshomaru took his sword out and laid them on the ground. He began to undress himself, only to stop almost immediately. In his back he could sense two expecting eyes looking at him with a lustful glint in them. He didn't need to look behind to know that those eyes belonged to Jaken. Jaken was always looking at him like that. One time, he had even surprised the toad masturbating himself while shouting his name. The sight of it had disgusted him to the point that is mind sill wasn't healed.

Between his claws, a rock appeared. Sesshomaru threw it in the direction of Jaken. He heard a small grunt as the rock connected brutally with the head of his servant. Satisfied, he said each word flowing slowly from his mouth:

'' Jaken, leave me. ''

'' Yes my Lord '' Answered Jaken, pressing a hand on his forehead, where the rock had hit him. There, a big swollen lump was beginning to form. Disappointed to miss the show, Jaken turned leisurely and walked away to where Ah-Un was. The dragon was at least intelligent enough to know not to spy on his Lord while he was bathing.

Finally undressed, Sesshomaru slipped in the pond. The water was lukewarm and caressed his skin. Relaxing his muscle, he leaned his body and head against a rock and closed his eyes. It was good to finally be able to relax without having to worry about anything. At his home, he would have had to fill a mountain of paper, all containing things he deemed not deserving of his attention. But as Lord of the Western Lands, he had to do it; it was his responsibility. And if he didn't do it, he would have the council of elders bugging him all days long. Well, not that they weren't already doing so. Ha, those elders, they were always whining about something and getting on his nerve. But what was worse was the fact that he couldn't do a thing. He couldn't kill them to get rid of them. They were his allies and before that they were his father's allies. Killing them would only lead to a civil war and he wanted to avoid that. The only solution he had found was to escape his duty when they were becoming a burden by slipping out unseen and relaxing somewhere in the forest. Soon he would have to return to theses duty of his, but not for now.

Raising a hand, he pushed the hair falling on his face behind his pointed ears.

'' Heuhumm'' The sound of someone coughing had him snap his eyes open.

There stood a man as tall as him. He was handsome, his face harbouring two blue stripes on his right cheek and one on each of his brown eyes. His hairs were raven black and would have felled on his shoulders if they weren't strap in a ponytail.

Sesshomaru's eyes slightly widened. How could have someone manage to snuck up on him without him noticing his presence? It was impossible; it had never happen before. Quickly, the daiyoukai rose on his feet, his green energy whip appearing in his hand.

T.B.C