Creep

Title: style='mso-bidi-font-weight:normal'>Creep

Author: class=SpellE>Sadestyle='mso-bidi-font-weight:normal'> Nesslang=EN-US style='mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>

Summary: style='mso-bidi-font-weight:normal'>A very short one-shot

with Inu-Yasha and Sesshoumaru in a spring full moon
night. Angst, Inc, M/M, Oneshot, Yaoi

Disclaimer:
Unfortunately, I class=GramE>don't own Inuyasha or
any other character in this fan fiction. They are property of Rumiko Takahashi,
Shogakukan, Yomiuri TV, style='mso-bidi-font-weight:normal'>Sunrise, and Viz. I do not
make any money from the writing of this story.

Category: class=SpellE>Inu-Yashastyle='mso-bidi-font-weight:normal'> – Het -
Male/Female – InuYasha x Kagome

style='mso-ansi-language:EN-US'> 

style='mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>Creep

I decided to
write this one-shot while I was listening to Thom Yorke
/Radiohead’s Creep - by class=SpellE>Radiohead and by Korn – an MTV-unplugged version. I do like
both versions.

I do not know if
you all agree with me or not, but for me, it is SO Inu-Yasha,
and I could not avoid writing it. Tell
me what you think about it.

There is also a class=SpellE>Yaoi version, same title, and same author.

Creep - writtenlang=EN-US style='mso-ansi-language:EN-US'> by Thom Yorke,
performed byRadioheadlang=EN-US style='mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>

When you were here before,

Couldn't look you in the eye.

You're just like an angel,

Your skin makes me cry.

You float like a feather,


In a beautiful world.

I wish I was special,

So fucking special.

But I'm a creep,

I'm a weirdo.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.


I don't care if it hurts,

I wanna have control,

I wanna a perfect body,

I wanna a perfect soul;


I want you to notice,

When I'm not around.

You're so fucking special

I wish I was special.

But I'm a creep,

I'm a weirdo.


What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.

She's running out again

She's running out

She run, run, run, run


Run.

Whatever makes you happy

Whatever you want

So fucking special

I wish I was special

But I'm a creep

I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doing here?


I don't belong here

I don't belong here.

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Inu-Yashalang=EN-US style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-ansi-language:
EN-US'> and Kagome after defeating and killing Naraku,
and his minions, decided to be together. Some years have already gone through,
and now a little bit older and married, they both have to deal with life in the
‘modern times’. Many issues to deal with
in the stressful adulthood, but they are going through them one at a time.

The cute Hanyou is happy,
with his wife and his married life, but he is still hesitant about his real
place.

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//
lyrics //

lang=EN-US style='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>‘Thoughts in italic’style='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>

style='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>Creepstyle='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'> by Sade style='mso-bidi-font-weight:normal'> lang=EN-US style='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>Nessstyle='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>

It is a lovely spring night; the full moon up in the
sky is the only light illuminating the small apartment, through the open-glass
window.

On the chair, by the window, Inuyasha is once again
sleepless, watching his beloved one sleep. It is impossible to see his whole
face, due to long silk-once-white bangs, concealing beautiful golden eyes.

style='mso-spacerun:yes'> // When you were here before, class=GramE>Couldn't not look you in the eye. //

One
again he could not stay by her side in their futon, and look to his wife’s
beloved face, without a tug in his heart.

//
You're just like an angel, Your skin makes me cry. //

lang=EN-US style='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>‘Till when I’m gonna avoid
the subject… oh Kami… I need to tell her, I need to
be honest, what am I doing here? I am
not good enough to her. She is so damn good and a holy woman, each year she is
getting more and more alike Kikyo, she is just like
an angel… Her body, her skin, her lips… everything on her makes me cry, whenever
I look or touch her…’

lang=EN-US style='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>Inu-Yashaclass=GramE>,lang=EN-US style='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'> brings his knees to his chest and while he rests his
chin on them, he also holds them tightly. A single tear could
be seen leaving his once-golden left eye and runs down his beautiful
face slowly. His cute puppy ears, would be twitching, but his now human ones
are burning red as his nose.

//
You float like a feather, in a beautiful world. I wish
I was special, You're so fucking special //


‘I’ve always admired the way she used to fight, her struggle to learn how to
use the bow, the way she used to confront others, powerful or not, she has style='mso-spacerun:yes'> even confronted Sesshoumaru, a class=SpellE>Daiyoukai… she is so fucking special…’

//
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> What the hell am I
doing here? I don't belong here. //


‘While I… well, I am a half-breed, pretending to be a human, a fucking
weirdo, a disgrace to her. It doesn’t matter what I
do. Who I defeat, I will be always this pathetic thing.’

//
I don't care if it hurts, I wanna
to have control. //

style='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>‘I need to fight my youkai,
I need to overcome it and prove to be a little worthy, and I need to improve
myself until I could reach at least a fraction of what she is….’

//
I wanna a perfect body, I class=SpellE>wanna a perfect soul. //

style='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>‘I want…no… I need…I need to be able to let go of my class=SpellE>youkai part and instinct and become a complete human, to
transform completely , be able to have a whole human body and soul, as mother did
and she does…’

//
I want you to notice, when I'm not around.//

lang=EN-US style='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>‘I want… no…no…style='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'> I need … need her to notice, all my efforts to make
her stronger, all my power to please her and I need her to not miss me, so much
when I'm not around.’

// You're so fucking special, I wish I was special. class=GramE>But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo. What the
hell am I doing here? I don't belong here. //


Inu-Yasha tries his best to do not cry, but he could
not avoid the tears any longer, they start to flood his eyes and run freely
down his cheeks. The only thing he could do now is pray to the thin wall, keeps
his sobs far from his wife’s ears.

He
does not want to show his young wife, how weak and pathetic he really is.
However, this night, this beautiful spring night, with such a wonderfully and
beautiful full moon on the sky is making it really difficult.

//
She's running out the door, she's running outta, she run,
run, run, run, run. Run…//

style='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>‘As soon as she realizes how pitiful I am, she is going
to throw me out of here. She is going to deny me to live with her, she is going
to forbidden me to stay at the same place she is…’style='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>

lang=EN-US style='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>Inu-Yashastyle='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'> is now sobbing louder, and this makes his already
awaken wife to stop pretending be asleep, to be by his side in seconds.

“There
is not need to cry koi. We are going to overcome our
problems. We are going to succeed all our problems and anything that is against
our future… together, I promise you.” Kagome saying that holds class=SpellE>Inu-Yasha in a tender but reassuring embrace, cuddling them
both.

// Whatever makes you happy, whatever you want. //

lang=EN-US style='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>Inu-Yashastyle='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'> cries grow stronger.

style='font-size:12.0pt;line-height:150%;font-family:"Times New Roman";
mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>‘Even reassuring me, the
fucking bitch is wonderful…’

// You're so fuckin' special,
I wish I was special, But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo. What the
hell am I doing here? I class=GramE>don't belong here. I class=GramE>don't belong here. //