Lost in Direction

A/N: This is a one-shot lemon for all fans of Sesshoumaru and Kagome. Warnings for this story are mild angst and graphic sexual situations.


For Crystal

The snow fell hard against the ground, as she ran towards the cave at the top of the cliff, desperately trying to find some shelter from the raging blizzard. The surface of the cliff was already covered in a slick layer of ice, causing her to slip and fall many times, but with fierce determination, she kept moving forward.

She could not stop the trembling of her body, it seemed that the cold from the winter’s air, had wrapped itself around her bones, chilling her to the core. Slowly, her consciousness began to slip; her body began to tremble even more, causing her teeth to chatter hard against each other. She knew she had to get warm somehow, or she would, without doubt, fall hard into the snow and ice surrounding her.

These were her last thoughts before darkness claimed her.

She awoke, feeling warmth coursing through her veins. She was wrapped up in a very fluffy material, and a soft fire was burning near to her. As her mind slowly cleared, she tried to remember what had happened. Had she made it up to the cave? Or had someone brought her there?

In the darkest corner of the cave, two illuminated amber eyes, met her own dark ones, causing her to gasp from the intensity of them. She slowly began to move out of the warmth of the material surrounding her. Her heart began to beat, wondering if it was Inuyasha who had saved her and was staring at her now. She called to him, saying his name in hopes that it was him, who had saved her from a tomb of ice.

Sesshoumaru heard the young miko calling the name of that half breed vermin he despised. How dare she think he was that idiot? He thought to himself that surely it was because he was well hidden in the darkness, perhaps if she seen his face then, she would certainly know, that it was he who saved her.

She watched as the intense eyes began to move upward, indicating that the being was moving. She kept her eyes focused on them, and slowly she watched as her savior revealed himself. His snow white hair flowed beautifully around him, a crescent moon on his forehead, two crimson stripes stapled along his cheeks. A beautiful white kimono, with red coloring tipped on his right shoulder and sleeves, was what he was dressed in. A look of shock became evident on her face, as she realized now who it was that saved her.

Sesshoumaru…

Why?

Why would someone who wanted to kill her and her friends, help her. She peered up at him curiously, wondering if she should bolt from the cave, or should she stay until the storm passed. With her eyes, she asked him all of the questions that she desperately needed answers to.

Sesshoumaru knelt down on one knee, and laid his back against the wall of the cave, he knew she was trying to figure out why he saved her. He was wondering why he had done so himself, and he came to the conclusion that it was due to the fact that she reminded him so much of Rin.

Also it was because he had no hostility towards the girl, it was only his brother that he wished were dead, he felt no ill will towards his friends, and especially not the little beauty before him.

He also had been seeking refuge from the raging winds of the storm, he had seen the cave perched on a steep cliff, and he had been making his way towards it. It was then that he seen the young one collapse into the snow and he felt it would have been stupid for him to just leave her there.

“Tell me, why are you away from your group.” He said curious as to why she was alone.

Kagome blushed, his voice was always so deep and sensual, so unlike Inuyasha’s immature screeching one.

“I got into an argument with your brother…” She paused, beginning to feel the pain she had bottled up inside her. The argument had stemmed from her asking Inuyasha how he really felt about her, his reply was simply, “You’re my friend, annoying most of the times, but I guess I have to deal with you.” His words stung, and she knew that he would always love Kikyo with all his heart, leaving no section for her to occupy. She sighed deeply and gave Sesshoumaru the abbreviated version, “I took off because I was mad at him, I had every intention of making it back to bone’s eater well to go home, but the snow made it hard for me to find, and I think I totally strayed off course.”

He continued staring at her, thinking his brother was foolish to anger this girl in the middle of a storm, and then her voice broke into his thoughts…

“So where are Rin and Jaken? And, how come you’re alone?” She asked inquisitively.

Sesshoumaru raised an eyebrow and silently deliberated giving her an answer.

“They are back at my castle.” He said, which was part true, but the reason why he was alone was because he had been hunting. Although he could’ve asked his servants to go fetch him food, he decided he’d rather hunt, since he hadn’t done it in awhile. He decided to keep that little information to himself.

Kagome was satisfied with the answer he gave her, she ran her hand along the fluffy material that warmed her body, and she wrapped it more tightly around her. She looked back up at him and asked “What is this thing? I’ve never felt anything like it before.”

Sesshoumaru’s voice floated over her with the answer to her question, “It is a parasite that my people wear for warmth, and its name is Mokomoko.”

Kagome jumped up from the material and screamed, “OH MY GOD, IS IT GOING TO EAT ME OR SOMETHING!!! DON’T PARASITES NEED A HOST TO FEED OFF OF TO LIVE? AND YOU HAD THAT THING ON ME!!!”

Sesshoumaru began chuckling coolly, and Kagome stopped screaming. She had never heard him laugh before, and had never even seen amusement etched on his face. He stopped laughing after awhile and peered up at her, and assured her. “It will not harm you girl, if it was a harmful parasite, it would’ve killed you already.”

Kagome eyed the soft material cautiously, looking for any signs of life from it, she turned her attention back to Sesshoumaru, “A-are you sure?”

He nodded, and said “This Sesshoumaru would not carry something that would harm himself.” Assuring her once again, that the material was harmless.

Kagome sank back down into the warmth of the boa, and then she looked back at Sesshoumaru, “Aren’t you cold?” She asked in a concerned voice.

He simply shook his head “no”.

They continued conversing lightly, going on different subjects, from Naraku to her life in present time. After a few hours, she felt the need to tell him about how Inuyasha had been treating her, because it weighed so heavily on her heart.

The warm tears that flowed freely from her eyes caused the ice around Sesshoumaru’s heart to melt. She told him how rude his brother had been to her over the years that she had traveled with him. She had made her feelings known and all he did was shun them away for a dead woman. His rejection of her, caused the young miko to shudder with emotion, and Sesshoumaru realized that she had never revealed her true feelings to anyone, until now.

“I…I don’t know what to do anymore…” She sighed deeply and dried her tears with the back of her hands, and then her dejected, watery eyes met his again, “Should I go home or should I stay here with him?” She asked rhetorically.

Sesshoumaru got up and sat down next to her, unnerving her because she had never been this close to him. He took in her scent, smelling her fear, mixed with her sweet feminine smell, and also the salty scent of her tears. Kagome peered up at him, wondering what his next move would be. He held her gaze, and his other hand came up to cup her cheek.

“If he does not appreciate you, or reciprocate your emotions, then you should leave him.”

The warmth of his hand, mixed in with the provocative sounds of his voice, was beginning to cause her to lust for him. She had always thought he was attractive, but her heart was focused on Inuyasha, and no other. Right now, however, her mind was not on the hanyou, but on the full blooded taiyoukai of the west.

Sesshoumaru…

“You shouldn’t say things like that to me,” She said, placing her hand over his.

His hand dropped down to her waist and he pulled her into him. Her face only a few inches away from his, he inhaled deeply, taking in her scent once more, which was now laced with curiosity.

“Why?” He finally asked.

Kagome was struggling to breathe, she had never been this close to someone so attractive. Sure she had been very close with Inuyasha, but it didn’t feel like this. With Inuyasha, she had been just happy to be in his arms, but with Sesshoumaru, it was very different.

It was sexual…

It was arousing…

It was making her feel as if he wanted her.

“B...Because, you’re giving me wrong ideas.” She stuttered out to him.

There was a part of the demon lord that was telling him to get away from here, fast.

The other part, the male part, was telling him, to take her pain away, to get her to forget about the idiocy of his brother. It was also telling him to claim her, as his own.

“I…it’s like y…you care about me. You sat here all this time letting me rant on about my troubles, you saved me from the snow…” She sighed, “Why? Why are you doing this?”

Kagome’s body was beginning to show the signs of arousal. Her nipples were hardening against the fabric of her sweater, and she felt liquid heat beginning to pool at her center, which was not good.

Not good at all.

“Because I want to.”

His voice again, came over her in a soft caress, his words, caused her heart to skip a beat…

Sesshoumaru watched the numerous amounts of emotions that went through the girl’s eyes. He also took note in the changes of her body. How under the protection of the sweater, her breasts became fuller, and also another drastic change in her scent, which was now laced with desire.

However something else occurred to him…

Her innocence.

She had never been touched, never felt pleasure from another. Never felt the hardness and pulsating heat of a male.

Could he be the one to change that?

He brought his hand now to her chin, and tilted her upward to him. He noticed then how full her lips were, and that a light red color had now manifested itself on her cheeks.

I believe this is what humans call a blush...He thought to himself.

He almost smiled at that, she was blushing for him, and he hadn’t really done anything…

Yet.

Sesshoumaru lean down towards her lips, intent on sweeping her up into a breathtaking kiss. Instead however, he hesitated searching for any sign of rejection. But the girl seemed to be waiting to feel his lips against hers, her eyes had already been closed and when he paused, they fluttered open.

Kagome wondered why Sesshoumaru had hesistated, just when she knew for sure he was going to kiss her. Perhaps he changed his mind, and realized that I’m just a disgusting human . She thought to herself, but not fully believing her thoughts.

He was battling between his instinctive desires and what he knew he should do. He knew he should leave the young miko alone, and not end her innocence. But he couldn’t help it, her body was calling to him, and he would not deny a female. He never had, in all his 520 years.

He claimed her lips in a deep kiss sending delicious waves of pleasure coursing through her body, Sesshoumaru wrapped his arm around her and sat her down in his lap. Kagome ran her hands up his chest and wrapped them around his neck, loosing herself in feel of his silky lips against hers. His tongue slid into her mouth, causing her juices to leak on to the thin fabric of her panties.

Sesshoumaru felt the little miko’s crotch dampen with every stroke of his tongue against hers, causing his cock to harden with desire. He heard her gasp, feeling the length of him pressing against her. She broke the kiss, looking innocently in his eyes, and he felt his loins tighten. He took her hand and ran it down his body to the object of his desire, immediately, her hand enclosed around it.

Kagome felt his strong member pulsating hard in her hand, it awakened her femininity causing a powerful ache and rapid throbbing throughout her core. Her nipples hardened even more then they were, and her crème began oozing out of the tight entrance of her womanhood.

Sesshoumaru took her lips in another kiss, this one dripping with the carnal desires of the two soon to be lovers. She buried one hand in hair, while keep the other on his stiff rod, which was growing harder and longer with each second that passed. Sesshoumaru leaned her back, and with one of his nails, he tore her sweater right up the middle. Kagome shook off the remains of her sweater and kissed him again, his hand cupped the back of her head, and he returned the kiss.

After a few moments, Sesshoumaru broke the kiss, wanting to explore more of her. He nipped at her chin, and then laid kisses down her throat, causing a moan to escape her lips. She buried her hands in his hair, relishing the feel of his lips, as he continued downward. He ran his tongue down the valley between her breasts, another moan escaped her lips and he felt her tremble a bit.

Kagome blushed a bit, remembering that she was not wearing a bra. She felt Sesshoumaru’s tongue come over the hard tips of her nipple and all thought vanished from her. He enclosed his mouth around her breast and sucked fervently, then he released it slowly and lapped at it, tracing the circle of her nipple with his tongue, and then taking it back into his mouth.

He continue licking and sucking her soft breasts losing all conception of time. Her skin felt so soft underneath his velvety tongue, and the way his name spilled off her lips in ecstasy, enflamed his hardened member. Her grip tightened around him and it took all the control he had to not throw her back and bury every inch of his aching manhood inside her. He sucked on her other breast concentrating on her pleasure, pushing aside his needs for the moment.

She became lost in the thick clouds of pleasure that filled her mind, as she watched him from heavy lidded eyes. He finally ceased his assault on her breasts and he leaned her back against his boa, slowly he began removing his kimono, revealing beautiful layers of lean muscle, violet stripes along his pelvis, and the long, very thick muscle of his cock.

Watching him remove his clothing and seeing him stand before her completely naked made Kagome ache with the need to be filled by him, even though she didn’t quite understand the cravings of her body. She slid her panties down her legs and kicked them somewhere in the depths of the cave, she spread her legs, calling him to her body.

Sesshoumaru ran his eyes over the little beauty sprawled out before him. The slit of her womanhood gleamed from the light of the fire with her slick juices, that he had every intention on tasting. Her breasts were swollen from his sucking, and her body was completely flawless. Pride rushed through his veins, at the thought of him being the only one to claim this beautiful mortal before him.

He lay down on top of her, and she enclosed her legs around him. The tip of his cock brushed slowly against her slit, causing her to arch up with need. He ran his thumb across the swollen flesh of her clit, and she arched again at his touch, whimpering with need. He stroked her in a beautiful rhythm, wanting desperately to replace his thumb with his mouth, but the little miko clung to him, her arms were wrapped around his neck, and the harder he stroked her, the tighter her grip became.

Kagome moaned long and hard as he filled slid one of his fingers into her slick core. Slowly he moved it in and out, dipping it over her spot, and rubbing her tight clenching walls. She felt pleasure building up in her body, her heart beat sped up and her breath became short gasps, searing heat burned inside her, and just when she was about to explode, he withdrew his fingers.

She gazed up into his eyes, wondering what his reasoning for stopping was, Sesshoumaru leaned down and kissed her. Her arms still were locked around his neck, and he smiled at that, in this moment she trusted him more than anyone or anything in the world, she also began feeling something else creep into her heart, but she pushed it aside.

“Spread your legs wider.” He said, and she obeyed his request spreading her legs for him. She buried her face into his chest and closed her eyes, not wanting to see anything that was about to happen. Her whole entire body shuddered in anticipation, and Sesshoumaru wrapped his arm around her waist lifting her to him. He positioned his cock at her entrance, and she braced herself for what was about to come.

“This will hurt.”

She had a feeling it was, and his words only confirmed it. Still she trusted him, and was willing to go through a little pain for whatever it was that her body was in dire need of. Sesshoumaru pulled her to him and in one swift movement, filled her with every inch of his hardened length.

Kagome screamed hard into his chest, causing him to pause his movements. Every bone in her body became tense, and she inner muscles tightened around his cock almost painfully. He leaned down and kissed her, tears slid down her cheeks, and he kissed them away, “You must relax.” His voice soothed her, and he claimed her lips again in a kiss. Slowly she began to forget about the pain, and concentrate on the feel of his lips. It was then that he pulled out of her a little, and plunged his length back into her.

Kagome felt him then, stroking into her slowly, pulling out, and sliding back inside her. She was so tight and wet for him, that it took all of his control to not drive himself fiercely into her slick depths.

Slowly she began moving against him, and pleasure began ripping through her again, his enflamed member was rubbing against her walls, sliding deeper inside of her and she felt the sensations building again. He kissed her once more, his tongue rolling over hers, and she buried her hands in his hair. Moans from the both of them began filling the air, and Kagome felt as if she was in complete ecstasy. The pleasure inside her built up to much for her, and she dug her nails down from Sesshoumaru’s scalp onto his back, causing a massive groan from him.

She screamed her climax into the air, throwing her head back, as he continued to plunge into her, “Please harder,” She asked sensual voice that she didn’t even recognize at her own. It was then, that the lord of the west gave into his desires, deeply penetrating her, but still being careful not to hurt her. She tightened her muscles around him, and he brought his hand up to her swollen clit, stroking her into another orgasm.

She convulsed around him again, spilling her juices all around him, his name rolling off her lips as if it was the only word she knew, and this sent him into oblivion of bliss,causing him to growl as he pumped her full of the strong semen of his bloodline.

He collapsed on top of her, breathing heavily, sweat pouring from his body. Kagome was in the same position as he lay on top of her. After a few moments, Sesshoumaru rolled off her, bringing her against his chest. He heard her breathing deeply, and tilted her chin to make sure she was alright, he then realized that the little one was already fast asleep.

By morning, the blizzard had finally past, and the sun was at its glory burning brightly in the sky. This is when Kagome awoke, to find the demon lord fully dressed and staring down at her. As she tried to move, she felt an ache in places that she had never been aware of, and her muscles felt as if she had run 10 miles. She peered up at Sesshoumaru, who had leaned down to pull her into his embrace. All of the previous night’s events came rushing back to her and caused a dark blush to come over her features.

He smiled then and captured her lips in a kiss, and then he released her, and looked into the beautiful orbs that were her eyes. A serious look came over his features and finally he spoke, “You must make a decision now, Kagome.”

Kagome shuddered, everything that had just happened had been so fast…

He had pleased her, rescued her, listened to her rant on about her troubles, and he comforted her. He had done within perhaps 35 hours, what she had wanted Inuyasha to do for the last 3 years.

Her mind and her body was screaming for her to go with Sesshoumaru, back to his lands.

But her heart…

That damned stupid muscle…

Was telling her to return back to Inuyasha, and her group.

She finally met Sesshoumaru’s gaze and gave him her decision...

“I’m going to go home…and think about everything that happened between me and Inuyasha…” She paused and ran her hand up to his cheek, “And everything that’s happened between us…” He covered her hand with his and gave her a nod. “And when I return, I promise you, I’ll have a decision.” She concluded her statement with a smile, and Sesshoumaru once again gave her nod. She wrapped her arms around him and whispered into his ear, “Thanks for everything.”

Sesshoumaru thought that the girl would more than likely return to his brother, or perhaps stay in her own time. He knew deep down he was not right for her, but at least if she did return, and it did not go well with Inuyasha, all she would have to do was run off in to a wrong direction, and he would certainly find her and claim her as his.