Learning the Hard Way
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Adult ++
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Learning the Hard Way
Salome 11/08
Warning: "Knotting" is way a dog's dick swells at the base when it mates to keep it in place and keep the semen in. I figure one take on that is the idea that inuyoukai (and even inuhanyou) may do this. Not graphic but don't read it if that description squicks you.
Author's Note: Written for Inuerotica's mini porn party challenge with a theme of "knot" and a limit of 500 words.
Learning the Hard Way
Without a father to guide me, I learned all my lessons about sex and love the hard way, and my pompous ass of a brother gloated over making it even harder. He'd promise to answer a single question each time I'd let him fuck my ass. I agreed, both because I wanted to know about being inu and because I was hungry for his attention—any attention. Though there was more pain than pleasure in how he did me, he always made me feel alive. And his answers, while brief, did keep me from growing up without a clue to who and what I really am.
Still, about knotting, he was as tightlipped as he was tightassed. He wouldn't explain or even show me what it meant or how it worked, no matter how I begged or fought with him, no matter how hard I let him bind me and whip me and fuck me. He'd sneer, saying a hanyou would never be able to do it so what did I care what it meant. Of course, he said it much more arrogantly than that.
I let it go eventually, and we both made lives apart. Those rough trysts became fewer and far between, and I don't know which of us resented that more. Did I take your arm because I couldn't have your cock? I don't think either one of us really knows.
But that sealed fate for us, I guess, and now that I really need to know, you aren't here to guide or even laugh at me. I really love her. I want to claim her. Make her mine. Give her pups. And she wants that too. But I get inside her and I get this ache—deep in my balls, and it tells me I need to get inside her, deep, get my teeth into her shoulder and…like…bear down…or something…just stay there…and somehow she'll be mine.
She tells me not to worry and swears it won't hurt her, but I'm not so sure. I want to give this to her, give myself to her. Hold nothing back. I really do. But I'm afraid. She's gone through so much, and I don't want to hurt her more…or worse.
Damn it, Sesshoumaru. I know you know. You've always known. I can do this. Pathetic hanyou bastard that I am, I can love, and maybe, just maybe, I can claim the one I love this way. The inu way. I need to know. I'd give you my ass a thousand times over if only you'd tell me what to do.
Warning: "Knotting" is way a dog's dick swells at the base when it mates to keep it in place and keep the semen in. I figure one take on that is the idea that inuyoukai (and even inuhanyou) may do this. Not graphic but don't read it if that description squicks you.
Author's Note: Written for Inuerotica's mini porn party challenge with a theme of "knot" and a limit of 500 words.
Without a father to guide me, I learned all my lessons about sex and love the hard way, and my pompous ass of a brother gloated over making it even harder. He'd promise to answer a single question each time I'd let him fuck my ass. I agreed, both because I wanted to know about being inu and because I was hungry for his attention—any attention. Though there was more pain than pleasure in how he did me, he always made me feel alive. And his answers, while brief, did keep me from growing up without a clue to who and what I really am.
Still, about knotting, he was as tightlipped as he was tightassed. He wouldn't explain or even show me what it meant or how it worked, no matter how I begged or fought with him, no matter how hard I let him bind me and whip me and fuck me. He'd sneer, saying a hanyou would never be able to do it so what did I care what it meant. Of course, he said it much more arrogantly than that.
I let it go eventually, and we both made lives apart. Those rough trysts became fewer and far between, and I don't know which of us resented that more. Did I take your arm because I couldn't have your cock? I don't think either one of us really knows.
But that sealed fate for us, I guess, and now that I really need to know, you aren't here to guide or even laugh at me. I really love her. I want to claim her. Make her mine. Give her pups. And she wants that too. But I get inside her and I get this ache—deep in my balls, and it tells me I need to get inside her, deep, get my teeth into her shoulder and…like…bear down…or something…just stay there…and somehow she'll be mine.
She tells me not to worry and swears it won't hurt her, but I'm not so sure. I want to give this to her, give myself to her. Hold nothing back. I really do. But I'm afraid. She's gone through so much, and I don't want to hurt her more…or worse.
Damn it, Sesshoumaru. I know you know. You've always known. I can do this. Pathetic hanyou bastard that I am, I can love, and maybe, just maybe, I can claim the one I love this way. The inu way. I need to know. I'd give you my ass a thousand times over if only you'd tell me what to do.