Frozen

Frozen

Song by Within Temptation.


It had all started out so perfect, they were always together, always seem so happy just to be with each other everyday. But what went so wrong, what happened to the love the ones shined in their eyes when they looked at each other. Why did it have to end that way.

It was a beautiful day Rin had a smile on her face, something she needed to tell Sesshoumaru but what would he say. She knew how he fell about it, but it was something that couldn't be stopped.


I can't feel my senses
I just feel the cold
All colors seem to fade away
I can't reach my soul


Her heart was pounding on the drive to his house. How would she tell him? How would he really react? She was both nerves and afraid of what he would say. Slowly, she drove down the street where he stayed.


Her heart pounded more and more the closer she got. She pulled her car in the driveway, and turned the car off. Taking a deep breath she got out of the car, slowly making her way to the door.


I would stop running, if knew there was a chance
It tears me apart to sacrifice it all but I'm forced to let go


She knocked on the door and only had to wait for a few minutes for him to unlock the door. As he opened the door he smiled down at her, and asked what did she come for.

She told him she needed to tell him something and needed to tell him inside. So as she walked in her heart was racing. Siting down on the chair, she took one more deep breath.

Looking him in the eyes, she was he could see her fears. What she was going to tell him, he was sure he didn't want to hear. Taking his hand in her she started off slowly.

What I am about to tell you I am more than sure it is something you didn't want to hear but must know. Closing her eyes a letting a tear fall. I'm pregnant.


Tell me I'm frozen but what can I do?
Can't tell the reasons I did it for you
When lies turn into truth I sacrificed for you
You say that I'm frozen but what can I do?


His eyes widened, he couldn't believe what he just heard could he? How? Why?

He knew he didn't want to have kids, not now at less, but how could she, why would she? He was pissed, and she knew it. Letting go of his hands, she started to cry. I knew you wouldn't be happy, but you need to know.

Know? Know what, you knew that I didn't want a child right now and got pregnant anyway's.


I can feel your sorrow
You won't forgive me,
but I know you'll be all right
It tears me apart that you will never know but I have to let go


Your acting like it is all my fault didn't you have a part in it. Not one that I wanted. You want to know the truth I never really loved you, I was using you to get what I wanted when I couldn't have someone else.

Her eyes widened. You were cheating on me? The whole time, tears were falling like the rain now she didn't know what to say. No not the whole time, But I started to get tried of you.

She didn't know what to say, but, if that's the way you want to be then you won't have to worry about it.


Tell me I'm frozen but what can I do?
Can't tell the reasons I did it for you
When lies turn into truth I sacrificed for you
You say that I'm frozen but what can I do?


She started to walk off. He grabbed her hand, she turned back to face him. I said you won't have to worry about it, I will just take care of it and with that she pull her hand away and ran off to get back in her car.

He just watched as she got in her car and took off. Tears were running down her cheeks that it is making it hard for her to see. I can't believe he was cheating on me. Closing her eyes for just a second she didn't see the 18 wheeler that was about to move over in her lane but didn't see her in it The 18 wheeler hit the side of her car pushing it more over to the end of the road. She didn't have time to think when she felt the impact. Her car flipped over four times before it landed on it backside. A car passing by saw what happened and called 911.

When they got to her, she was knockout. They rush her to the hospital, and called her loved one even her boyfriend. They didn't know that he and she had a fight just a few minutes before.


Everything will slip way
Shattered peaces will remain
When memories fade into emptiness
Only time will tell its tale
If it all has been in vain

But even the asshole that he was rushed over to be at her side. The doctor's called him over to tell him know the news on how she was doing, the same as they did her parents, but they wanted to tell him something before they had told her parents since he was more than likely the father or was should I say.

We are sorry to inform you but the car accident was too much on her, and she is losing the fight, we are also sorry to inform that the child that she was carring die in the accident.

He didn't know what to say, how could all of this happen in just a few short minutes. He started to cry and asked if it was ok for him to see her, they told him yes, and he walked in the room.


I can't feel my senses
I just feel the cold
Frozen...
But what can I do?
Frozen...


He could hear the slow beats of her heart knowing that soon she was going to pass on.

He walking over to the bed looked down at her and said. I'm sorry for all of this. She slowly opened up her eyes looking at him with tears in her eyes. You only got what you wished for. For no child and to no longer have to deal with me. At that moment her eyes flatter close and the heart machine sound off letting the personal know her heart just stop.

Rushing in to see what they could do they moved him to the side bring the heart machine in with them as they moved to her side charging it up the nurse handed it to the doctor One Two Three shock....... Nothing One Two Three shock......... Still nothing come on breath One Two Three shock............. She's gone, I'm sorry but there is nothing we can do.

Her parent walked in and ran to her side both of them holding her hands. They couldn't believe their baby girl was gone.

He looked at them and ran out the room thinking of what she told him right before she died. You got what you wished for.

Tell me I'm frozen but what can I do?
Can't tell the reasons I did it for you
When lies turn into truth I sacrificed for you
You say that I'm frozen, frozen...