Not Ready For Good Bye
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Not Ready For Good Bye
The dream was far from being a nightmare of the norm for Lord Sesshomaru, but it still made him wonder if his heart could kill him. In this slow torturous death that was called his nightmare, he was trying to look at his heart who was standing in front of him, but it was hard to see through tears that fell like rain from his pleading citrine colored eyes. Pleading for this nightmare to give him a second chance to do and say anything and everything in his power to say he is sorry for whatever he had or hadn’t done.
Sesshomaru’s heart: “Lord Sesshomaru? May I request your permission to leave your castle?”
Sesshomaru: “Yes, only with an escort. Make sure you return in time for supper, I believe your friend, the head cook, is making something quite delicious for you.”
Sesshomaru’s heart: “My Lord, I regret to inform you of this since no one else has apparently, but, I will not be returning. Ever.”
Sesshomaru: “Pardon me? What…What do you mean? Why?”
Sesshomaru’s heart: “I am sorry. But I just don't belong here anymore. You have helped me and believed in me for so long. It is time for me to take your teaching and guidance to heart and my life. Good bye My Lord, Sesshomaru. Please don’t come after me.”
Sesshomaru: “Please…I’m not ready for Good Bye…Rin…”
END DREAM
“NOT READY FOR GOOD BYE”
ARTIST: ALL 4 ONE
::Sittin' here starin' at the wall::
Sesshomaru was just sitting in his library, unable to even begin to think of sleep after that nightmare.
::Another lonely tear falls::
The sobs that erupted from him would have put any roaring waterfall to shame.
::I'm tryin' to write you this song
But I can hardly see the page at all::
He was actually trying to write his dream down on an unused scroll, but he couldn’t see the scroll because of his mind showing pictures of Rin’s face smiling at him and the tears running down his cheeks.
::'Cause it's breaking my heart
When I look in your eyes
And I don't see me anymore
Oh, and you're all I'm living for::
‘Rin. I can’t take this much longer. I do not even want to start visualizing the day you want to leave me. Please look at me, my Rin. Let me see you holding me when I look into your eyes. Rin, help me stop crying.’
Unknown to Sesshomaru, his Rin was just outside the door of the Library where he was. She knew that he hasn’t slept well because of the dark circles under his exhausted eyes at breakfast. Rin, being the most willing participant in the world to help him, went to the garden directly after breakfast was over. Armed with her new flower basket from Kouga as a gift for her 20th birthday, she recalled her mental list of all Sesshoaru’s favorite flowers, he only told her what they were. After about 3 hours of being way too picky on exactly which flowers she would pick, she went proudly to Sesshomaru’s Library. She thought him to be asleep in his chair, but what she never expected was to hear him crying. When she heard him say her name with so much love and anguish, she knew his restless sleep was her fault.
::Baby, tell me that you still believe
That you still love me
The way I love you
If you take your love away from me
You know I would die
'Cause I'm not ready for goodbye (Oh...oh...oh...)::
“Rin, I love you so much it hurts. I just want to fall asleep and never wake up because I know the day will come when you leave me. Please, Rin, please, love me.”
He hadn’t realized he had spoken out loud. But when he was suddenly tackled and pinned to the floor, he didn’t really care who it was that saw him crying, as long as they didn’t find or hurt Rin.
::Baby, please pick up the phone
Tell me I'm crazy, I got it all wrong
I don't know what I'm gonna do
I don't know how to live without you::
“Sesshomaru.”
His heart broken amber eyes opened with an effort and success that would have made the strongest demon alive look weak. When his eyes focused through the tears, all he saw were two ebony orbs that he desperately wanted to see the future of love in. They were set perfectly in an Angel’s face that he never wanted to wake up without caressing, with hair that could easily imitate the sea at midnight falling in black waves about her face he wondered if she was proof that perfection is real, the Angel’s lips were just a shade that was a hair darker than that of a sun-kissed dark pink rose. They were coming closer with every second he dare not take a breath so as not to make this Miracle float away and never come back.
::You are the first song
My heart ever heard
And baby, I-I believed every word
You are my heart, my soul, my world::
“Sesshomaru,” His Angelic Miracle speaks, “even of you were to fall asleep for an Eternity, I will be right here to tell you good morning when you wake up.”
::Baby, tell me that you still believe {Still believe}
That you still love me {That you still love me, baby}
The way I love you {The way I love you}::
“Rin,” His heart is speaking for the first time to her, but using Sesshomaru’s voice to say what needs to be said is only the beginning of what will be told, “I-I…. Please don’t let me fall asleep.”
::If you take your love away from me {Away from me}
You know I would die {I would die}
'Cause I'm not ready for goodbye {Goodbye}::
“You have been hurt for too long, how can I help take away your pain?” Her fingers on her left hand where she vividly imagined a wedding ring ran through his hair. She gently rested her forehead against his. While her right hand was under his head to cushion it and her left was lazily caressing hair that must be the ghost of silver, Sesshomaru’s hand lightly rested on her hip, lazily making it’s way up her side up her arm to her elbow. She felt his hand lightly caressing her cheek. She opened her eyes not remembering when she had closed them and lost her breath when she saw two flame-licked amber orbs she knew would heat her very soul but would never burn her if she got too close to. They were coming closer.
::Every breath that I take, every beat of my heart
You know it's all for you
I wanna hold you, I wanna love you
Forever and always::
“Rin? May I…” Closer still…
::Baby, tell me that you still believe {Tell me}
That you still love me {That you still love me, baby}
The way I love you {The way I love you}
If you take your love away from me {Oh...oh...oh...}
You know I would die {Oh...}
'Cause I'm not ready for {Goodbye}::
“…Love you?” Their faces now touched. Everything on their faces were touching except for two pairs of lips that both agreed needed to get acquainted.
“Only if you never let me go.” Rin’s face started to angle the position to receive her first kiss.
::Baby, tell me that you still believe (Tell me)
That you still love me (That you still love me)
The way I love you (The way I love you)
If you take your love away from me (If you take your love away)::
“I won’t let you go, Rin. I won’t let you go without a fight even after Forever has turned into Eternity.”
Her lips rested a breath above his, their eyes both shut, …
::I know I would die (I know I would die)
'Cause I'm not ready for goodbye, goodbye, goodbye,
goodbye::
“I Love You, my Sesshomaru.”
“I Love You, my Rin”
In the same breath they both murmured the words Fate had taught them to say, at this precise moment, in this precise place here in the Library on the cold stone floor behind a Great Demon Lord’s own desk, lying there flush against each other with an Angel of Mercy atop a demon man that needs her Love more than he needs Life. Their future, their friendship, their love, their children, all of the things Fate decided was theirs were engraved on their hearts and souls with two simple words.
“Kiss me.”
~~Beginning~~
Hey! This is SourSugarPatchKid, I just wanted to tell the folks that read this that I am not sorry if I made our Lord Sesshomaru look weak. He is far from it. This story of mine is based off of two things, 1: The song. 2: The Italian words, “Credendo Vides”—Translation is: “By Believing, One Sees.” If you truly believe I made Sesshomaru look weak because he is in love, then you see it. But you know what? You are wrong. Just think about it. I gotta go. Hope folks enjoy this story!
C’ya!!!
Sesshomaru’s heart: “Lord Sesshomaru? May I request your permission to leave your castle?”
Sesshomaru: “Yes, only with an escort. Make sure you return in time for supper, I believe your friend, the head cook, is making something quite delicious for you.”
Sesshomaru’s heart: “My Lord, I regret to inform you of this since no one else has apparently, but, I will not be returning. Ever.”
Sesshomaru: “Pardon me? What…What do you mean? Why?”
Sesshomaru’s heart: “I am sorry. But I just don't belong here anymore. You have helped me and believed in me for so long. It is time for me to take your teaching and guidance to heart and my life. Good bye My Lord, Sesshomaru. Please don’t come after me.”
Sesshomaru: “Please…I’m not ready for Good Bye…Rin…”
END DREAM
“NOT READY FOR GOOD BYE”
ARTIST: ALL 4 ONE
::Sittin' here starin' at the wall::
Sesshomaru was just sitting in his library, unable to even begin to think of sleep after that nightmare.
::Another lonely tear falls::
The sobs that erupted from him would have put any roaring waterfall to shame.
::I'm tryin' to write you this song
But I can hardly see the page at all::
He was actually trying to write his dream down on an unused scroll, but he couldn’t see the scroll because of his mind showing pictures of Rin’s face smiling at him and the tears running down his cheeks.
::'Cause it's breaking my heart
When I look in your eyes
And I don't see me anymore
Oh, and you're all I'm living for::
‘Rin. I can’t take this much longer. I do not even want to start visualizing the day you want to leave me. Please look at me, my Rin. Let me see you holding me when I look into your eyes. Rin, help me stop crying.’
Unknown to Sesshomaru, his Rin was just outside the door of the Library where he was. She knew that he hasn’t slept well because of the dark circles under his exhausted eyes at breakfast. Rin, being the most willing participant in the world to help him, went to the garden directly after breakfast was over. Armed with her new flower basket from Kouga as a gift for her 20th birthday, she recalled her mental list of all Sesshoaru’s favorite flowers, he only told her what they were. After about 3 hours of being way too picky on exactly which flowers she would pick, she went proudly to Sesshomaru’s Library. She thought him to be asleep in his chair, but what she never expected was to hear him crying. When she heard him say her name with so much love and anguish, she knew his restless sleep was her fault.
::Baby, tell me that you still believe
That you still love me
The way I love you
If you take your love away from me
You know I would die
'Cause I'm not ready for goodbye (Oh...oh...oh...)::
“Rin, I love you so much it hurts. I just want to fall asleep and never wake up because I know the day will come when you leave me. Please, Rin, please, love me.”
He hadn’t realized he had spoken out loud. But when he was suddenly tackled and pinned to the floor, he didn’t really care who it was that saw him crying, as long as they didn’t find or hurt Rin.
::Baby, please pick up the phone
Tell me I'm crazy, I got it all wrong
I don't know what I'm gonna do
I don't know how to live without you::
“Sesshomaru.”
His heart broken amber eyes opened with an effort and success that would have made the strongest demon alive look weak. When his eyes focused through the tears, all he saw were two ebony orbs that he desperately wanted to see the future of love in. They were set perfectly in an Angel’s face that he never wanted to wake up without caressing, with hair that could easily imitate the sea at midnight falling in black waves about her face he wondered if she was proof that perfection is real, the Angel’s lips were just a shade that was a hair darker than that of a sun-kissed dark pink rose. They were coming closer with every second he dare not take a breath so as not to make this Miracle float away and never come back.
::You are the first song
My heart ever heard
And baby, I-I believed every word
You are my heart, my soul, my world::
“Sesshomaru,” His Angelic Miracle speaks, “even of you were to fall asleep for an Eternity, I will be right here to tell you good morning when you wake up.”
::Baby, tell me that you still believe {Still believe}
That you still love me {That you still love me, baby}
The way I love you {The way I love you}::
“Rin,” His heart is speaking for the first time to her, but using Sesshomaru’s voice to say what needs to be said is only the beginning of what will be told, “I-I…. Please don’t let me fall asleep.”
::If you take your love away from me {Away from me}
You know I would die {I would die}
'Cause I'm not ready for goodbye {Goodbye}::
“You have been hurt for too long, how can I help take away your pain?” Her fingers on her left hand where she vividly imagined a wedding ring ran through his hair. She gently rested her forehead against his. While her right hand was under his head to cushion it and her left was lazily caressing hair that must be the ghost of silver, Sesshomaru’s hand lightly rested on her hip, lazily making it’s way up her side up her arm to her elbow. She felt his hand lightly caressing her cheek. She opened her eyes not remembering when she had closed them and lost her breath when she saw two flame-licked amber orbs she knew would heat her very soul but would never burn her if she got too close to. They were coming closer.
::Every breath that I take, every beat of my heart
You know it's all for you
I wanna hold you, I wanna love you
Forever and always::
“Rin? May I…” Closer still…
::Baby, tell me that you still believe {Tell me}
That you still love me {That you still love me, baby}
The way I love you {The way I love you}
If you take your love away from me {Oh...oh...oh...}
You know I would die {Oh...}
'Cause I'm not ready for {Goodbye}::
“…Love you?” Their faces now touched. Everything on their faces were touching except for two pairs of lips that both agreed needed to get acquainted.
“Only if you never let me go.” Rin’s face started to angle the position to receive her first kiss.
::Baby, tell me that you still believe (Tell me)
That you still love me (That you still love me)
The way I love you (The way I love you)
If you take your love away from me (If you take your love away)::
“I won’t let you go, Rin. I won’t let you go without a fight even after Forever has turned into Eternity.”
Her lips rested a breath above his, their eyes both shut, …
::I know I would die (I know I would die)
'Cause I'm not ready for goodbye, goodbye, goodbye,
goodbye::
“I Love You, my Sesshomaru.”
“I Love You, my Rin”
In the same breath they both murmured the words Fate had taught them to say, at this precise moment, in this precise place here in the Library on the cold stone floor behind a Great Demon Lord’s own desk, lying there flush against each other with an Angel of Mercy atop a demon man that needs her Love more than he needs Life. Their future, their friendship, their love, their children, all of the things Fate decided was theirs were engraved on their hearts and souls with two simple words.
“Kiss me.”
~~Beginning~~
Hey! This is SourSugarPatchKid, I just wanted to tell the folks that read this that I am not sorry if I made our Lord Sesshomaru look weak. He is far from it. This story of mine is based off of two things, 1: The song. 2: The Italian words, “Credendo Vides”—Translation is: “By Believing, One Sees.” If you truly believe I made Sesshomaru look weak because he is in love, then you see it. But you know what? You are wrong. Just think about it. I gotta go. Hope folks enjoy this story!
C’ya!!!