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Adult ++
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Perspective
Disclaimer: Don't own Inuyasha.
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A/N: This is my first yuri fanfic. I usually write hetero pairings, but I wanted to give this a try. Actually, this was a gift fic to the wonderful HAP, but she convinced me to post this up for everyone to read. I'm still nervous that it's not that good and people won't like it, but she thinks it's great, so I figured I give it a shot.
Anyway, this pairing is my guilty pleasure. I liked Kag/Rin ever since reading HAP's story "Found", which more people should read and review. It's soooo good that you'll see why it became my guilty pleasure. Let's see, this fic in kinda long, because I wanted detail and some background before I got to the juicy stuff so please read everything. Please be kind, and read and review my first yuri one-shot. If some like this, I might do more yuri in the future.
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Title: Perspective (One-Shot)
Pairing: Kagome x Rin
Summary: After sharing one kiss, best friends Kagome and Rin don't want to believe there is something more, but each know deep down that there is.
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Sighing as the snow continued to fall outside, Kagome realized she would most likely be stuck where she was for the night, inside Rin's apartment. Trying to relax back into the soft beige couch she was sitting on, the blue-eyed woman attempted to get comfortable as she anxiously waited for the younger girl to finish heating the water for some hot chocolate.
It was not as if she didn't want to see her best friend, but she wasn't so sure if she wanted to this soon. Well, maybe she shouldn't say 'this soon' when, in actuality, the twenty-one year-old had been avoiding the nineteen year-old for two weeks now since the incident, as she liked to call it. She hoped this wouldn't affect their five-year-long friendship, yet she knew it all ready did. Staring out the window as snowflakes rained down thickly in heavy droves, she thought of what happened that led to the tension between them.
They had decided to go to a party that was being thrown by her cousin Miroku and his fiancé Sango in their new house. Since it was near the college they all attended, she and Rin knew a lot of guys would be there and they were going to take advantage of that. The both of them had been single for a while now and wanted to use the opportunity to meet potential men to rid them of their single status.
During the loud bash, Kagome had gotten separated from her brown-eyed friend when both were dancing with some guys they picked up. Tired of the drunken guy's gropes on her ass, she left the dancing area that was designated in the living room to get a little fresh air. She tried to get to the front door, but was blocked off by more bodies and so was the back entrance when she went in that direction. Frustrated and a bit light-headed from the few drinks she had, the history major made her way up the stairs where she knew a balcony was located in her cousin's bedroom.
Because Miroku and Sango closed off the upstairs to the partygoers (she and Rin were the exception), she was pretty certain that she would be alone and undisturbed in the room. What she didn't expect though in her slightly inebriated state was someone, rather someones, disregarding the rule. As she was about to open the door, she heard noises coming from behind it. Recognizing the sounds of moans and groans, the young woman blushed hotly at what most likely was her cousin and his fiancé and what they were doing. Kagome was ready to turn around to go to another room and just open some windows, but she stopped. She remembered the time those two pulled a prank on her that resulted in her running around a crowded beach naked, and she wanted to have payback. And she would by posting pictures of their 'act' all over the locker rooms of the two popular athletes.
Pulling out her camera phone, she got it ready as she slowly unlatched the door. The blue-eyed college student gazed through the slight opening with her phone and found the couple roughly going at it against the wall closest to her. But instead of taking a picture, her hand dropped limply to her side as she saw who the two were. It was her ex-boyfriend Inuyasha and his girlfriend Kikyo fucking each other right in front of her.
Backing away from the oblivious lovers, she ran down the hall to the opposite side of the house into the office/den. The upset girl flopped onto the leather sofa and cried bitter tears. Even though the break-up was a little over a year ago, she was still bothered by it. It was not because she still loved him or anything. She was more pissed at the fact that Kikyo was enjoying a far better sex life than she ever had with the bastard.
Kagome had given the egotistical jerk her virginity just short of her nineteenth birthday after they had been dating for nine months. She had imagined her first time to be magical and pleasurable, however it was anything but that. Instead, it hurt and was over in three minutes, and she immediately regretted having caved into his pressure to prove her love to him. She had naively believed he was just inexperienced and gave him the benefit of the doubt when he apologized for not lasting longer, which should have been her first clue when he didn't apologize for not pleasuring her at all.
But every time they had sex, she never achieved an orgasm and he sought only his release. Finally having had enough of their unsatisfying sex life and losing her love, questionable as it was, for the boy, she broke-up with him ten months later after she idiotically gave him more time to improve in the pleasure department. She felt great not having to put up with him anymore, but it soon turned to anger and shame when she found out a few weeks later that the stupid prick had been using her to quench his needs as his previous girlfriend went to an out-of-state university. Apparently, she had a resemblance to her and he simply wanted to have his needs met without feeling like he was cheating on Kikyo since she looked like her, but not enough to give her satisfaction as well.
And now seeing the proof that she was a substitute to vent his sexual frustrations on and not a real person to him, Kagome felt like a complete and utter fool for giving up such a precious gift to an arrogant and ungrateful asshole. The only good thing was that she never got pregnant or an STD, because she had at least the smarts to be on the pill and always insist he wear a condom. She had half-the-mind to go marching back to the room and tell the girl what an adulterous cad her boyfriend was, but she knew she wouldn't do that. He wasn't worth it nor her tears, but it still hurt.
Startled out of her pitying thoughts by a hand on her shoulder, she glanced up quickly to see Rin standing next to her with a look of sympathy. Her best friend knew of everything in her relationship with Inuyasha, so she wasn't surprised why she got the understanding expression.
"Are you alright, Kagome?" was the question from the concerned girl as she sat down next to her distraught friend. Listening to the hurried explanation of why she was here and what she saw, the brunette answered. "It's understandable to feel that way Kagome, but don't be so hard on yourself because of it."
"I know that Rin, but I can't help it. He only used me and didn't think anything was wrong with it."
"Yes it was tremendously wrong of him to do that," her light, angelic voice spoke, "but holding onto that hurt is not going to help you get passed it."
Taking a breath to calm herself, the black-haired college girl took her time to think about Rin's words and the previous conversations she had with her about this subject. Her younger friend was absolutely correct as she had been before, yet Kagome had not wanted to accept it. The anger and bitterness she carried these last several months motivated her in a way she couldn't explain. It felt good to carry it around and prevent her from making the same mistake, but she knew it wouldn't help her meet the right person if she didn't let it go and move on. And she wanted to find the one that she would spend the rest of her life with.
Turning back to her friend, she told her so. "I guess it's finally clicked in my head that you are right. I do need to let go of the hurt, and I'm going to beginning now. It's a new start for me, and I have you to thank." Grabbing the brown-eyed girl by the shoulders, she pulled her in a tight hug and whispered in her ear, "Thanks Rin."
They stayed in the comforting embrace for a few minutes before pulling away from each other, but still close to one another. Kagome soon noticed that something was bothering her best friend too, and was determined to know what it was, so she could help her in return.
"Is something the matter, Rin?"
Surprised brown orbs widened. "Huh?" Composing herself, she went on. "It's nothing to worry about."
"Rin..." Her name was said with a warning tone.
"Fine," she said in a weary voice, "I saw Kohaku here, not only dancing with a new girl, but making out with her too."
"Oh, Rin." She immediately pulled the girl into her arms and soothingly rubbed her hands up and down her back. The brunette and Kohaku had broken-up also a year ago like her, but for different reasons. It seemed that the young man had gotten into drugs because of difficulty at home and refused to give them up to for his girlfriend. They broke-up, and four months later he went into rehab. They had tried to get back together, but there was too much baggage, so Rin decided to let him go. And it appeared that it still troubled her to watch him with someone else.
"It'll be okay Rin, and eventually you'll be fine seeing him with a girl that isn't you."
The younger girl's arms tightened around her friend briefly, then she replied. "I know, I know. And as long as you're there for me, I can face anything."
A giggle escaped Kagome's mouth, and she pulled back to look into her eyes with amused ones. "The same goes for me." Suddenly, the amusement left her eyes and a saddened smile crossed her lips. "It seems no one is going to want us, and we're always going to be alone, Rin."
Letting a small gasp out, the brunette swiftly grabbed the other college student firmly by the upper arms. "Don't say that, Kagome. Each of us are going to find someone who will want us, so don't give up hope." Massaging her arms now gently, she continued. "And until that person comes along, you'll always have me."
Unshed tears shined in the blue eyes of the older girl as she regarded Rin and her words. A trembling smile and a nod was her answer. "And you'll always have me too."
What happened next could be blamed on the emotional atmosphere, the few drinks each of them had, the loneliness each felt, the need for some kind of touch, or something else all together. Either way, it didn't matter.
Slowly, they each leaned in to the other and carefully pressed their lips together. Separating from the chaste kiss, they stared at each other before leaning back in and closing their eyes to the feeling. Mouths molded softly as they cautiously got used to the other and soon began to enjoy the silky textures.
Tugging on Rin's lower lip, Kagome took the lead and the younger complied. Releasing it, the black-haired woman peppered light kisses on the corners of her best friend's mouth, then captured the top lip to suck on it lightly. She quickly set it free to lick along the seams of the girl's satiny mouth, before attacking her lips again with her own.
When Rin moaned lowly, Kagome realized what she was doing and immediately ended the kiss. She scrambled rapidly away from the panting girl and stood with a confused and horrified expression on her face. She could not believe she just kissed her best friend. Her mind was a jumbled mess of emotions and she refused to deal with it. When the brown-eyed girl tried to get her attention, one look at her flushed face and she knew she had to get out of there. A hasty apology and goodbye was the last thing she said to her before she bolted out the door, and that was the last time she saw her.
After a few pleading messages were left on her voicemail by the brunette to talk, Kagome finally relented and agreed to come over. The thing was, she was supposed to come tomorrow not tonight. But when she saw the snow on her way back from the gym, she decided she couldn't wait to the next day if the storm got worse causing their chat to be pushed back. The twenty-one year-old didn't want to wait to have this conversation, because she put it off long enough.
Grabbing the small pillow next to her on the couch, she clutched it to her chest and thought back on what she felt from the kiss they shared. After arriving back home safely from the party and plopping on her bed, her first reaction had been disgust, but she couldn't tell whether it was from kissing a girl or the enjoyment from kissing a girl. She soon began to realize she really did like kissing a girl, specifically Rin. The disgust quickly returned before it just as quickly diminished. She became aware that she wasn't revolted at all from the memory of the soft lips against hers. The more she thought it, the more she began to comprehend her real inner feelings.
The real reason for her failure in the relationship with the bastard wasn't because he was an asshole who didn't want to pleasure her, it was because she got no pleasure at all from him. She got more pleasure from that one kiss with Rin than she ever did from Inuyasha. There was a passion in their kiss that she never felt in all the ones she had with him. She started to understand that was what they were really missing, not his lack of ability to bring her pleasure. There had never been any passion nor did any develop in their sex life and it never would have.
When she came to that realization, Kagome began to see what she had been blind to all along. The looks of admiration to other women were really looks of appreciation. The jealousy she thought she had of a woman with a man was actually jealousy of the guy to have such a good-looking girl. The envy she felt of a woman with a great figure was really hidden desire for the female herself. Even reading yuri fanfiction was not just a curiosity to see good writing and different pairings, but an interest and secret yearning to be in the shoes of those fictional female characters.
And after coming to an understanding of her emotions, the history student was still unsure of them. She couldn't be sure if she was making her mind believe these things to explain her actions or if they were true genuine feelings for women. That was why she was here tonight: to be certain of her own feelings and to find out Rin's feelings. Whatever the answer might be, as long as she still had her friendship, she would be happy with any outcome.
The whistling of a teapot brought her out of her thoughts and to where she was. Shifting in her seat, she became conscious of the fact that she felt awkward in what she was wearing, or lack there of. Since she had been on her way home from the gym , she was dressed in an extremely tight sleeveless shirt that zipped in the front paired with a pair of figure-hugging yoga pants. The problem was that she was not wearing her sports bra, because she hadn't brought a change of clothes with her but didn't want to drive home in a sweaty bra. At least, her shirt was close-fitting and a dark navy color, so no one could really tell she didn't have a bra on unless they really looked.
A banging of the cabinet had her sitting up straight, and tensely waiting for her best friend to arrive.
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Rin winced slightly at the slam of the kitchen cupboard. She didn't mean to close it so hard, but her nerves were getting the best of her. The fact that Kagome was sitting in her living room at this very moment was making her heart race. The brunette had been prepared to see her the next day, and her surprise visit this night left her flabbergasted and embarrassed.
Barely ten minutes before the black-haired girl had showed up, she had finished doing something that would have caused her to pass out from mortification if she had been caught red-handed doing it. She was masturbating. That's right, masturbating with the vibrating dildo her best friend had given to her for her last birthday. Not only that, she had been getting herself off on a picture of a naked Kagome on the beach and imagining what it would be like to make love to her.
She was relishing in sated bliss when her doorbell was rung; and she had hurriedly slipped on her underwear, a pair of shorts, but when it rang again, there was no time to find her bra so she threw on her flannel pajama top and went to answer the door. To say she was shocked when she saw her would be an understatement. She had just self-gratified herself to her very image, and here she was standing in front of her asking if she could come in. After inviting her in and telling her to make herself comfortable, she fled to the kitchen on the pretense to get some hot chocolate and had been there ever since while she got her emotions under control.
The brown-eyed girl was a little scared of what her friend might say about the kiss. She knew what she herself felt on the issue, but she was unsure on how Kagome would take it. When she had felt the first touch of her lips on her own, she knew right then and there the truth she had been denying for a few years now.
As a young teen, she had always paid more attention to girls than boys. But because cliques starting forming at that age, she didn't want to feel like the outcast, so she followed the other girls' lead in giggling and gossiping about boys. She did like boys, but not in that way. She never mentioned it to anyone, because she wanted to be normal and figured as she grew older she would eventually start to like them in that way.
So when she became lab partners with the popular Kohaku at the age of fourteen, she forced herself to see him as the other girls did. There were good qualities about him, so it wasn't hard to feel something for him. And when he had asked her out, she accepted and soon began to enjoy his company. She hadn't been sure if she was feeling the right things fo him, but she did know she felt comfortable in his presence and refused to think any more on the subject.
Around that time was when she met Kagome, through Kohaku's sister Sango who had been dating Kagome's cousin Miroku. She had taken an immediate liking to the fresh-faced girl, and they became instant friends. Whenever she had been around the black-haired girl, she had felt calm and at peace within herself. Because of that, she had stopped questioning her strange feelings for girls for she thought she had been only for longing for a true girl friend and finally found the one with whom she could be herself.
With that in mind, she continued her relationship with Kohaku in contenment and love in her own way. When they lost their virginity together at sixteen, she had felt nice and at ease. She didn't think there was anything wrong in their sex life, because she was always pleasured and satisfied, but there was something that was missing. At the time, she could never figure out what it could be and went on in her life ignoring it to happily enjoy what she did have.
Unfortunately, that happiness soon ended when her boyfriend started using drugs. He had been having fights with his father about what he should do with his future. Kohaku had wanted to go to college to study English/Literature, while his father wanted him to follow in his footsteps and join the military. Her boyfriend had never been interested in that kind of life, but his father refused to listen. The stress led him to sample some drugs his friends supplied him with and quickly became addicted to them. She had begged him to give it up as it affected the stability of their relationship, however he didn't want to hear what she had to say. He threw away her love with no remorse, so she broke it off with him.
Those few months away from him opened up her eyes to some things. Like maybe if she really did love him wholeheartedly, she would have fought more for their relationship and strongly forced him to get help for his problem. That maybe she was settling for a nice relationship instead of a real loving one. That maybe she was not happy as she thought she was. That maybe she did need a change in her life. So, when she had visited Kohaku in rehab at his request, she knew without a doubt that change was what she needed and declined to reconcile with him, and told her friends that there was too much baggage.
She felt great with her decisions in the months following the break-up, yet she wanted to get back in the dating game to see if she could find the right person for her. When her best friend told her of the party, she knew it was the first step in the right direction. But after they got there and danced with a couple of guys, she didn't feel right in the presence of those guys. There was no connection with any of the men, and she felt disappointment at that and with herself. That feeling only grew when she saw her ex dancing and kissing someone who wasn't her. She didn't miss him as she thought she would or was hurt that he was with someone else, but she did feel upset that she was alone.
Not wanting to see him anymore or deal with the loneliness, she had headed up the stairs away from the party. She had been making to the bathroom, but halted when she saw the light on in the office. Knowing that no one was supposed to be in any of these rooms, she was about to yell at the person until she saw the figure to be her best friend. Concerned about the tears sliding down her cheeks, she had approached her and asked her what could be wrong. When she was told of what happened, she felt complete sympathy for the blue-eyed woman and understand the hurt.
After soothing words were spoken about both their situations, Rin couldn't believe in a million years what had occurred next. The kiss was not something she expected, yet deep down she secretly longed for. This was the kind of kiss she was missing with Kohaku. It was the passion that ignited within her that she had always yearned for, and that was why the moan slipped out. When she saw the look on Kagome's face after the kiss, it cut her deep on the inside. Yes, the kiss was a shock, but she didn't think it was that bad to react like she did.
Later on back home, she thought more on it and began to understand her friend's reaction. The blue-eyed woman most probably didn't think of girls the same way she did. She also probably never wanted to experience anything with a female. It distressed her greatly to think that Kagome did not enjoy any part of the kiss like her. The passion she felt in it only clarified to her who she really was, and she could only hope that maybe a small part of the black-haired girl felt it and knew it too. She herself never thought she would feel more for Kagome than a friend, but if her fellow college mate didn't feel anything and only wished to have a friendship, she would accept it and be happy to at least still have her as a friend.
Gathering her courage and the mugs of hot chocolate, the botany major walked back into the living room to have an important discussion.
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Watching Rin stroll into the room, Kagome discarded the pillow she been holding and sat up straight. She leaned out slightly to receive the warm mug and sat back as her friend went to the three windows to shut the blinds. She soon returned to the couch and took a seat next to her, but not too close. They sipped their drinks in silence while each watied for the other to start the talk.
Rin decided to bit bullet. "It's snowing pretty heavily out there." Nobody said she had to begin with the hot topic.
"Hmm, yeah it is." Kagome was more than happy to avoid talking about it for the moment.
"Are you sure you'll be able to drive back to your apartment in this kind of weather?" The ever-concerned brunette asked.
Shrugging, she answered. "I don't know, but if I can't, maybe I'll just have to stay here tonight." Not believing what she just said, she brought the mug to her mouth and drank from it to prevent anything else coming out.
Choking a little on the hot liquid she was drinking, Rin coughed and swallowed it down. "Uh, s-s-sure. I mean," clearing her throat, "of course you can stay here." She lifted the cup back up and consumed the beverage.
Again, they sat in deafening silence. Both were nervous and frightened of what the other would say, and each did not want to hear it. But both knew, they had to get it out now or it would never be said.
Kagome could not take the quietness anymore. She did not come a day early just to dodge the conversation, and she wanted to have this chat now.
Placing her cup on the coffee table, she reached over and plucked the one from the brown-eyed girl's hands to put on the table as well. Turning back to her and staring into her eyes, she spoke determinedly. "Rin, I came here tonight to talk about what happened at the party, and we are going to talk about it."
"I want to talk about it too, Kagome." She replied earnestly.
"Good." She paused, because she was unsure on how she wanted to word her thoughts.
Hearing the hesitation, the nineteen year-old decided to get her thoughts out first before she heard something she didn't want to. "I really liked the kiss." She impulsively blurted out. Blue eyes stared at her wide-eyed, but she ignored it to continue being honest. "Kagome, I have always liked girls, but I didn't want to seem weird to my friends so I never said anything about it. I actually pushed my feelings aside to be normal for everyone's sake." Biting her lip briefly, she went on. "I did like Kohaku and my times with him, but something just didn't feel right in our relationship. When you and I kissed, I knew right then and there what it was: passion. I never had that with him, and you gave it to me. Because of that, I can't lie to myself anymore." Putting her hand on the other girl's, she truthfully told her, "I am a lesbian, and I want to have you as more than a friend."
Stunned. That was what Kagome was at the moment. Rin laid her cards on the table, and she was left stunned. She actually didn't expect the younger girl to like the kiss, let alone for her to be gay. Her honesty made her rethink everything about herself and her feelings, however it didn't help. The twenty-one year-old was still unclear on what she wanted or what she felt. This was a big choice, and she didn't want to make the wrong one. She was going to take her friend's lead, and voice her true feelings.
"I had also liked the kiss Rin, but I'm not as sure as you are about what I feel. I realized I have always subconsciously viewed women differently, yet I never put much thought to it before. I also realized that in my relationship with Inuyasha it was missing the passion too, and not just pleasure. The kiss you and I shared did have passion," squeezing the brunette's hand with her own, "but I don't know if all of it means I'm a lesbian as well, or just someone who's desperate for affection and misconstruing every thought she ever had of women to explain what she felt in a kiss. So I'm sorry Rin, but I don't think I could be more than a friend to you, because I'm just so confused right now."
A saddened smile. "Oh, okay."
Seeing the dejected form of the botany student sit next to her, the black-haired woman wanted to do something to raise her spirits on the situation. She had an idea, however she wasn't sure if it was such a good one. It could either break someone's heart or help cement one's feelings. But she decided she was not going to let it deter her, because it was something she wanted to do.
"Rin." Once she had her attention, she continued. "I think you could help me not be so confused."
"Really?" The brown-eyed girl perked up at this. She wanted to help her friend in anyway she could, especially if it involved her feelings. "How can I do that?"
"Simple, kiss me again." She said without preamble.
"W-w-what?" Stuttering, because she must have obviously misheard her.
"I said," taking both of the girl's hands in her own, "Kiss. Me. Again."
"But why? I just thought you..."
Interrupting her, "I know what I said before, but I think this could soothe some of my doubts." Knowing she needed a tiny bit more convincing, she used the one word she could never rebuff. "Please."
The nineteen year-old sighed in defeat at the word and nodded her agreement. Though she very much wanted to kiss Kagome again, she really didn't want to feel the hurt if the older girl felt nothing from the kiss. But this was her chance to taste those supple lips again, and she wasn't going to miss the opportunity.
Both young women turned their bodies to face each other on the sofa. Taking deep breaths, they slowly leaned into the other just like the first time. Before their mouths could touch, they paused to look into the other's eyes for approval. Seeing no reservations, Rin rubbed her nose lightly against Kagome's, then pressed her lips to hers and both closed their eyes.
They languidly moved their mouths together, each taking turns leading the embrace and nibbling on the other's lips. Feeling no rejection yet from the older woman, Rin bit her lower plump lip and slipped her tongue inside when she gasped. Surprised at the intrusion, Kagome didn't move as the younger girl lapped the inside of her mouth. When the small pink organ touched her own, a jolt went through her making her moan. Enjoying the sensation, she wrapped her tongue against the other girl's and began a battle for dominance.
Air soon became a necessity making them tear their mouths away and gasping for breath. Rin gazed at her in uncertainty wondering if the mind-blowing kiss helped her in any way. She sure hoped it did, because it made her want the blue-eyed beauty even more.
Kagome was in a daze from the kiss and the swirling emotions. The kiss was earth-shattering in its passion and power to make her realize her feelings. She did like the kiss. She did like women. She did like the way these feelings made her feel. She did like Rin like that. And she made her choice.
"I want more." Her breathless request was all that needed to be said.
Rin slammed her lips to Kagome's and they ravished and plundered each other's mouths. Arms wrapped around each body and pulled them flush against one another. Both moaned at the feel of their breasts pressing and melding together. Hands began to roam as the kiss became more fervent.
While her hands skimmed down the brunette's back, the twenty-one year-old made the discovery that she wasn't wearing a bra like her. Desperate to see how her chest looked, Kagome pulled away from the girl's body and her mouth despite the whimper of loss. Eager fingers reached the front of the pajama top and began to unbutton it with encouragement from Rin's panting. Peeling open the shirt like a present, the sight she was met with had her panting as well. The brown-eyed girl's breasts were perfect in their perkiness tipped with dusty pink-colored nipples. Even the larger areolae surrounding the buds did not take away from their perfectness. They were simply exquisite.
Tentatively, the black-haired girl reached for the heaving orb and cautiously tested its weight. Relishing the feel of it in her hand and hearing no protest, she carefully cupped the flesh and waited for a reaction. Rin gasped then moaned from the squeeze on her teat, and arched her chest to receive more. Noticing the unspoken demand, she gripped it more firmly and listened to her moans of delight. Wanting to hear more, her idle hand grabbed the lonely breast and clutched them at the same time. The nineteen year-old groaned, and Kagome did it again as she rolled them in her hands. The blue-eyed girl loved the reactions she was getting from her, and absolutely loved having Rin's breasts fill her palms. They were a little bit bigger than a softball in size, so she couldn't completely encompass them in her hands, but that's what made them wonderful.
She loosened her grip on the mounds and moved her fingers towards the budding tips. Using her forefinger and thumb, Kagome lightly pinched both nipples. A louder groan was her answer and once more she pinched them but harder. The brunette reveled in the stimulations on her hardened peaks and covered the other girl's hands with her own to add to it. Together they squeezed her breasts while the black-haired woman kept tweaking her nipples. Kagome was getting hot and bothered watching both their hands massaging and pulling at the younger girl's chest, and got a little jealous because she wanted the same action on her own.
Tilting her head, the twenty-one year-old planted kisses along the other's jaw towards the ear. "Rin," she pleaded in husky voice, "I want to feel your hands on my breasts." A nip to the lobe to emphasize it.
Releasing her grip, they both separated so the younger girl could accomplish her task. With shaky hands, the brown-eyed female grasped the zipper that was near her neck and pulled it down at an agonizingly slow pace. When it unclasped at the bottom and no resistance to hold the shirt taut, the tight top popped open and Kagome's mounds sprung free from their confinement. Seeing her breasts that were larger than hers not hindered by any more fabric had Rin's mouth watering. They were at least two cup sizes bigger than hers topped with caramel-colored nipples that were poking out in need. And they were positively marvelous.
Unlike her best friend, there was no caution in her movement as she grabbed the giant orbs and squeezed them roughly. The older girl's cry of pleasure spurred her on to continue the rough treatment. Her nimble fingers soon worked their way to the tips, and instead of pinching she twisted them. Another cry passed her lips as Rin man-handled her chest, and she enjoyed every minute of it. The brunette rolled and twisted the nipples again then squeezed her mounds almost painfully to get as much as she could in her dainty hands.
The nineteen year-old was thrown off-guard as Kagome suddenly smashed their mouths together. The action caused her to lose her hold on the other's chest, but she didn't mind as it allowed their bare breasts to press together. They both moaned at the feeling and pulled each other more closely.
Knowing this was going to go farther, Rin trailed kisses to the dark-haired woman's ear. "Let's go to the bedroom." Nodding her head at the wonderful idea, Kagome helped her to her feet as she stood, and they both discarded their shirts and also their pants/shorts. Clad only in their underwear, they headed to the bedroom with broad smiles on their faces.
Once in the room lit only by the open door and soft light from the living room, Rin neatly folded down the comforter and sheets on her full-size bed. Turning to her soon-to-be lover, they each pulled off the other's soaking panties and tossed them aside. Now, they stood before each other naked as the day they were born; and they were aroused, excited, and nervous of what was to come next. Both had never had a female lover, yet that was not going to stop them from exploring and learning what it entailed tonight.
Pushing the younger girl onto the mattress on her back, Kagome climbed on top to straddle her body, but did not touch her with any part of her own. She leaned down and kissed her on the lips for few moments, before she nibbled her way along her neck to her shoulder. The blue-eyed woman bit, nipped and sucked on her pulse point, then moved across her collarbone with worshipping kisses. Her mouth soon found her heaving bosom, where she placed small pecks along the top of the breasts then to the outside and underside of them. The twenty-one year-old figured she was doing something right with the way Rin was moaning, so she upped the ante by closing in on the straining nipple.
Licking the area around it, she soon flicked her tongue against the tip and was rewarded with a louder moan. She kissed it, then wrapped her lips around the bud and sucked. The response was cry of pleasure, and the girl gave a higher keen when she flicked the bud. While she did this, her hand grabbed and massaged the unoccupied breast before she switched to give it the same treatment. Wanting to explore the rest of Rin's body, Kagome left her chest and kissed her way down the slender frame. Her mouth paid homage to the nineteen year-old's stomach, thighs, behind her knees, calves, around her ankles, and little taps from her lips to each of her toes.
Spreading her legs, she stared at her prize: a trimmed glistening, wet core. Kagome's knowledge of what she could do with it was from touching herself and reading about it in the yuri fanfiction. Obviously inexperienced and unsure, she was not going to let it stop her curiosity from finding out what pleasured Rin and how she tasted there.
When the brown-eyed girl noticed what her lover was doing, she couldn't stop the shiver of anticipation and her hands tightly clinging to the sheets. Her ex-boyfriend had gone down on her, and while she thought it was nice, it wasn't enjoyable with his sometimes unshaven face and quick work in the area. As Kagome's soft lips and skin touched her inner thighs, she knew only a female's mouth would ever bring her true pleasure at her feminine center.
The blue-eyed woman could smell the girl's arousal as she nipped on her thighs and wondered what it tasted like. Her index finger glided through the pink folds to gather up her dew and brought it to her mouth. The flavor was sweet yet musky, and she had to have more of it. Bringing her face closer, Kagome's tongue crept out and slid from the bottom to the bundles of nerves on top. The younger girl shouted her joy at the ministration and couldn't contain them as she passed her tongue over and around her clit. She went down to the dripping center and began lapping at the juices that were leaking out, then plunged her tongue in the entrance to get more of the delicious honey.
Greatly enjoying Rin's tang, she left the clenching core to suck on her swollen pearl and jabbed her finger in her tongue's place. Using her other hand to keep the shouting girl's hips down, she continued to suck as she built a steady rhythm with her one finger. She soon added another, then dared to add a third in the quivering hole as she writhed on the bed. Her three fingers rammed into Rin as she drew in more of her clit. Feeling the tightening around her, she picked up the thrusting and when her teeth grazed the hard nub, the nineteen year-old arched her back and screamed out from her orgasm. Removing her fingers, her mouth moved down to collect the honey that poured out. When she cleaned her up there, she brought her hand up and licked that clean as well.
Getting her breathing under control, the brunette couldn't take her eyes away from the sight of Kagome's pink organ dart over her digits to get all her cum. And when she smiled happily at her with her face still slick with her juices, she couldn't stop herself from rising up and lap it off. It was odd tasting herself, but as their mouths came together in a heated kiss, she changed her mind on that. Her flavor mixed with the blue-eyed girl's unique taste had her savoring it.
Gripping her hips and not letting go of her mouth, she flipped Kagome onto her back on the other side of the bed, however she kneeled next to her curvaceous figure instead on top of her. Freeing her lips, she kissed her way straight to the woman's enormous bust that she had fantasized about for so long. Grabbing each generous globe in her hands, her face rested in between them to savor the feeling.
"I always wanted to have your tits against my face." The brown-eyed girl told her as she rubbed her breasts against her cheeks. She couldn't believe she just said that and how she did out loud, but Kagome's moan made her glad she did use the little bit of dirty talk.
Rin kept massaging her mounds as she slinked her tongue toward a caramel tip. She slowly traced around the nipple, then flattened her tongue to swipe over it several times and did the same to the other one before pulling away. But instead of leaning down to take one of the buds into her mouth, she pushed her breasts together and sucked both nipples at the same time as Kagome arched her back and wailed in delight.
Noticing her lover's distraction in her pleasure, she let go of one of the globes to reach over to her side table. Behind a picture frame was the dildo she had using earlier and hid there in her rush to answer the door. Grasping it in her hand, she pulled her mouth away from the teat she had been nibbling on and showed Kagome what she had. The widening of blue eyes had her chuckling lowly as she guided the toy that she had not cleaned from her previous activity to the older woman's mouth.
Uncertain, the black-haired female opened up and allowed it in. She didn't understand at first what she should do, but when Rin started to shallowly thrust the object she realized she wanted her to suck on it, so she did. Once she tasted the slight flavor of the brunette's honey, she greedily swirled her tongue around the fake phallus. She whimpered when it was taken away from her, but quieted when she saw the gleam in the girl's eyes.
The nineteen year-old almost didn't remove the dildo, because it turned her on seeing her lover's mouth wrapped around it. But she had to, if she wanted to do what she had in mind. Switching the toy on, she dragged the vibrating object against Kagome's throat, across her hard nipples, dipped into her belly button, down one leg and up the other, before settling near her shaven moist, drenched center.
Without warning, Rin drove the dildo deep into the twenty-one year-old's sopping core. Her lover screamed her joy as the younger girl kept her off-guard of hard, slow, and twisting strokes. She leaned back to suck on a hardened peak while she continued to shove the toy in her. Loving the way Kagome thrusted her hips to meet the vibrating phallus, she moved her body to bring the other girl and herself completion. Straddling a thigh, she grinded against it as her mouth went to the neglected peak. Feeling her own climax approaching, she rubbed harder as her teeth bit the nipple sharply, her free hand pinched her lover's clit, and the dildo slammed fiercely in her entrance.
All three motions gave Kagome a ground-shaking orgasm that had her screaming her lover's name to the world. Her body shook uncontrollably, yet she could feel a rush of warmth soak her leg and knew Rin had released on her. Opening eyes that she didn't know were closed, she observed the brunette licking the shut-off toy clean, then leaning down to lick her own juices of her leg. The older female grew aroused again at this and gasped when the girl directed herself to vigorously feast on her swollen folds and sensitive nub. In short time, the younger woman had her screaming another release with the use of her lips, tongue, and fingers.
Purring her contentment, Rin sucked her digits clean and wiped her face to get the rest of the juices to lick off as well. The twenty-one year-old's cum was pungent with a fresh taste, and it was absolutely delicious. She didn't think she would ever tire of the flavor of it, and she wanted to let her lover know how good she tasted. Falling atop her body, she leisurely pressed her mouth against her lips and forced her tongue in to wrestle hers.
Kagome moaned at all the flavors in her mouth. It had to be the spiciest thing she ever had, and she would always and only have it with Rin. Because of that, she wanted to try one more thing with her. She had read about it in fanfiction, so she wasn't sure if it would work, but she would attempt it.
Bringing the girl back underneath her, the dark-haired woman stretched out her lover's legs. She threw one leg over one of the brown-eyed female's and placed her other knee beneath the other girl's thigh to line up their feminine centers. Once she saw the interested and intrigued face of Rin, she brought their hips together and pressed against her core with her own.
Excitement and arousal shot through their frames, and both started to grind their pelvises. Pleasure coursed in their veins and cries of elation escaped their mouths. Kagome rose then dropped her hips to see if humping would increase the passion, and it did. They began to bump and smash their womanhoods together causing their clits to collide with one another. The college students' groans and moans echoed throughout the room along with the wet smacking of their cores as they humped forcefully. Thumping and thrusting harshly, they soon reached their peaks and climaxed at the same time.
Both sweaty bodies fell exhausted to the mattress, not caring that their juices smeared their thighs, and let the orgasmic atmosphere wash over them. They each had never felt so satisfied and complete in their life. Their consummation brought fulfillment that had never been achieved, and they had found it in each other and they would never let it go.
"Rin," called the blue-eyed woman as she moved back to her lover and whispered truthfully, "I love you."
Sighing in happiness, she returned the affection. "I love you too, Kagome." And they kissed to affirm it.
It soon became passionate and hands began groping the other. The brunette spun the woman beneath her frame and lifted her head and upper body up. She positioned their throbbing nether lips and sent the black-haired girl a mischievous smile as she thought of the dirty words she was about to say.
"You know what's the best thing about having a female lover is?" Rin asked slyly as Kagome moaned tilting her hips closer. "There's no waiting for a limp dick to rise when you want to fuck some more." When she finished her statement, she crushed their aching, dripping cores together and once again sought completion and gratification.
This night had them seeing a new perspective on their feelings and emotions, their lives in general, and their love for each other. And they couldn't be happier for it.
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So, what do you think? Was it any good? If you think so and would like for me to write more yuri, please review and tell me what you thought of it. And HAP, you better be one of the first people to review, or else. LOL
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P.S. I'm being kind to let anonymous reviews, so don't take advantage of it and be rude; because if you are, make sure you leave your email so I could ridicule you.
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A/N: This is my first yuri fanfic. I usually write hetero pairings, but I wanted to give this a try. Actually, this was a gift fic to the wonderful HAP, but she convinced me to post this up for everyone to read. I'm still nervous that it's not that good and people won't like it, but she thinks it's great, so I figured I give it a shot.
Anyway, this pairing is my guilty pleasure. I liked Kag/Rin ever since reading HAP's story "Found", which more people should read and review. It's soooo good that you'll see why it became my guilty pleasure. Let's see, this fic in kinda long, because I wanted detail and some background before I got to the juicy stuff so please read everything. Please be kind, and read and review my first yuri one-shot. If some like this, I might do more yuri in the future.
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Title: Perspective (One-Shot)
Pairing: Kagome x Rin
Summary: After sharing one kiss, best friends Kagome and Rin don't want to believe there is something more, but each know deep down that there is.
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Sighing as the snow continued to fall outside, Kagome realized she would most likely be stuck where she was for the night, inside Rin's apartment. Trying to relax back into the soft beige couch she was sitting on, the blue-eyed woman attempted to get comfortable as she anxiously waited for the younger girl to finish heating the water for some hot chocolate.
It was not as if she didn't want to see her best friend, but she wasn't so sure if she wanted to this soon. Well, maybe she shouldn't say 'this soon' when, in actuality, the twenty-one year-old had been avoiding the nineteen year-old for two weeks now since the incident, as she liked to call it. She hoped this wouldn't affect their five-year-long friendship, yet she knew it all ready did. Staring out the window as snowflakes rained down thickly in heavy droves, she thought of what happened that led to the tension between them.
They had decided to go to a party that was being thrown by her cousin Miroku and his fiancé Sango in their new house. Since it was near the college they all attended, she and Rin knew a lot of guys would be there and they were going to take advantage of that. The both of them had been single for a while now and wanted to use the opportunity to meet potential men to rid them of their single status.
During the loud bash, Kagome had gotten separated from her brown-eyed friend when both were dancing with some guys they picked up. Tired of the drunken guy's gropes on her ass, she left the dancing area that was designated in the living room to get a little fresh air. She tried to get to the front door, but was blocked off by more bodies and so was the back entrance when she went in that direction. Frustrated and a bit light-headed from the few drinks she had, the history major made her way up the stairs where she knew a balcony was located in her cousin's bedroom.
Because Miroku and Sango closed off the upstairs to the partygoers (she and Rin were the exception), she was pretty certain that she would be alone and undisturbed in the room. What she didn't expect though in her slightly inebriated state was someone, rather someones, disregarding the rule. As she was about to open the door, she heard noises coming from behind it. Recognizing the sounds of moans and groans, the young woman blushed hotly at what most likely was her cousin and his fiancé and what they were doing. Kagome was ready to turn around to go to another room and just open some windows, but she stopped. She remembered the time those two pulled a prank on her that resulted in her running around a crowded beach naked, and she wanted to have payback. And she would by posting pictures of their 'act' all over the locker rooms of the two popular athletes.
Pulling out her camera phone, she got it ready as she slowly unlatched the door. The blue-eyed college student gazed through the slight opening with her phone and found the couple roughly going at it against the wall closest to her. But instead of taking a picture, her hand dropped limply to her side as she saw who the two were. It was her ex-boyfriend Inuyasha and his girlfriend Kikyo fucking each other right in front of her.
Backing away from the oblivious lovers, she ran down the hall to the opposite side of the house into the office/den. The upset girl flopped onto the leather sofa and cried bitter tears. Even though the break-up was a little over a year ago, she was still bothered by it. It was not because she still loved him or anything. She was more pissed at the fact that Kikyo was enjoying a far better sex life than she ever had with the bastard.
Kagome had given the egotistical jerk her virginity just short of her nineteenth birthday after they had been dating for nine months. She had imagined her first time to be magical and pleasurable, however it was anything but that. Instead, it hurt and was over in three minutes, and she immediately regretted having caved into his pressure to prove her love to him. She had naively believed he was just inexperienced and gave him the benefit of the doubt when he apologized for not lasting longer, which should have been her first clue when he didn't apologize for not pleasuring her at all.
But every time they had sex, she never achieved an orgasm and he sought only his release. Finally having had enough of their unsatisfying sex life and losing her love, questionable as it was, for the boy, she broke-up with him ten months later after she idiotically gave him more time to improve in the pleasure department. She felt great not having to put up with him anymore, but it soon turned to anger and shame when she found out a few weeks later that the stupid prick had been using her to quench his needs as his previous girlfriend went to an out-of-state university. Apparently, she had a resemblance to her and he simply wanted to have his needs met without feeling like he was cheating on Kikyo since she looked like her, but not enough to give her satisfaction as well.
And now seeing the proof that she was a substitute to vent his sexual frustrations on and not a real person to him, Kagome felt like a complete and utter fool for giving up such a precious gift to an arrogant and ungrateful asshole. The only good thing was that she never got pregnant or an STD, because she had at least the smarts to be on the pill and always insist he wear a condom. She had half-the-mind to go marching back to the room and tell the girl what an adulterous cad her boyfriend was, but she knew she wouldn't do that. He wasn't worth it nor her tears, but it still hurt.
Startled out of her pitying thoughts by a hand on her shoulder, she glanced up quickly to see Rin standing next to her with a look of sympathy. Her best friend knew of everything in her relationship with Inuyasha, so she wasn't surprised why she got the understanding expression.
"Are you alright, Kagome?" was the question from the concerned girl as she sat down next to her distraught friend. Listening to the hurried explanation of why she was here and what she saw, the brunette answered. "It's understandable to feel that way Kagome, but don't be so hard on yourself because of it."
"I know that Rin, but I can't help it. He only used me and didn't think anything was wrong with it."
"Yes it was tremendously wrong of him to do that," her light, angelic voice spoke, "but holding onto that hurt is not going to help you get passed it."
Taking a breath to calm herself, the black-haired college girl took her time to think about Rin's words and the previous conversations she had with her about this subject. Her younger friend was absolutely correct as she had been before, yet Kagome had not wanted to accept it. The anger and bitterness she carried these last several months motivated her in a way she couldn't explain. It felt good to carry it around and prevent her from making the same mistake, but she knew it wouldn't help her meet the right person if she didn't let it go and move on. And she wanted to find the one that she would spend the rest of her life with.
Turning back to her friend, she told her so. "I guess it's finally clicked in my head that you are right. I do need to let go of the hurt, and I'm going to beginning now. It's a new start for me, and I have you to thank." Grabbing the brown-eyed girl by the shoulders, she pulled her in a tight hug and whispered in her ear, "Thanks Rin."
They stayed in the comforting embrace for a few minutes before pulling away from each other, but still close to one another. Kagome soon noticed that something was bothering her best friend too, and was determined to know what it was, so she could help her in return.
"Is something the matter, Rin?"
Surprised brown orbs widened. "Huh?" Composing herself, she went on. "It's nothing to worry about."
"Rin..." Her name was said with a warning tone.
"Fine," she said in a weary voice, "I saw Kohaku here, not only dancing with a new girl, but making out with her too."
"Oh, Rin." She immediately pulled the girl into her arms and soothingly rubbed her hands up and down her back. The brunette and Kohaku had broken-up also a year ago like her, but for different reasons. It seemed that the young man had gotten into drugs because of difficulty at home and refused to give them up to for his girlfriend. They broke-up, and four months later he went into rehab. They had tried to get back together, but there was too much baggage, so Rin decided to let him go. And it appeared that it still troubled her to watch him with someone else.
"It'll be okay Rin, and eventually you'll be fine seeing him with a girl that isn't you."
The younger girl's arms tightened around her friend briefly, then she replied. "I know, I know. And as long as you're there for me, I can face anything."
A giggle escaped Kagome's mouth, and she pulled back to look into her eyes with amused ones. "The same goes for me." Suddenly, the amusement left her eyes and a saddened smile crossed her lips. "It seems no one is going to want us, and we're always going to be alone, Rin."
Letting a small gasp out, the brunette swiftly grabbed the other college student firmly by the upper arms. "Don't say that, Kagome. Each of us are going to find someone who will want us, so don't give up hope." Massaging her arms now gently, she continued. "And until that person comes along, you'll always have me."
Unshed tears shined in the blue eyes of the older girl as she regarded Rin and her words. A trembling smile and a nod was her answer. "And you'll always have me too."
What happened next could be blamed on the emotional atmosphere, the few drinks each of them had, the loneliness each felt, the need for some kind of touch, or something else all together. Either way, it didn't matter.
Slowly, they each leaned in to the other and carefully pressed their lips together. Separating from the chaste kiss, they stared at each other before leaning back in and closing their eyes to the feeling. Mouths molded softly as they cautiously got used to the other and soon began to enjoy the silky textures.
Tugging on Rin's lower lip, Kagome took the lead and the younger complied. Releasing it, the black-haired woman peppered light kisses on the corners of her best friend's mouth, then captured the top lip to suck on it lightly. She quickly set it free to lick along the seams of the girl's satiny mouth, before attacking her lips again with her own.
When Rin moaned lowly, Kagome realized what she was doing and immediately ended the kiss. She scrambled rapidly away from the panting girl and stood with a confused and horrified expression on her face. She could not believe she just kissed her best friend. Her mind was a jumbled mess of emotions and she refused to deal with it. When the brown-eyed girl tried to get her attention, one look at her flushed face and she knew she had to get out of there. A hasty apology and goodbye was the last thing she said to her before she bolted out the door, and that was the last time she saw her.
After a few pleading messages were left on her voicemail by the brunette to talk, Kagome finally relented and agreed to come over. The thing was, she was supposed to come tomorrow not tonight. But when she saw the snow on her way back from the gym, she decided she couldn't wait to the next day if the storm got worse causing their chat to be pushed back. The twenty-one year-old didn't want to wait to have this conversation, because she put it off long enough.
Grabbing the small pillow next to her on the couch, she clutched it to her chest and thought back on what she felt from the kiss they shared. After arriving back home safely from the party and plopping on her bed, her first reaction had been disgust, but she couldn't tell whether it was from kissing a girl or the enjoyment from kissing a girl. She soon began to realize she really did like kissing a girl, specifically Rin. The disgust quickly returned before it just as quickly diminished. She became aware that she wasn't revolted at all from the memory of the soft lips against hers. The more she thought it, the more she began to comprehend her real inner feelings.
The real reason for her failure in the relationship with the bastard wasn't because he was an asshole who didn't want to pleasure her, it was because she got no pleasure at all from him. She got more pleasure from that one kiss with Rin than she ever did from Inuyasha. There was a passion in their kiss that she never felt in all the ones she had with him. She started to understand that was what they were really missing, not his lack of ability to bring her pleasure. There had never been any passion nor did any develop in their sex life and it never would have.
When she came to that realization, Kagome began to see what she had been blind to all along. The looks of admiration to other women were really looks of appreciation. The jealousy she thought she had of a woman with a man was actually jealousy of the guy to have such a good-looking girl. The envy she felt of a woman with a great figure was really hidden desire for the female herself. Even reading yuri fanfiction was not just a curiosity to see good writing and different pairings, but an interest and secret yearning to be in the shoes of those fictional female characters.
And after coming to an understanding of her emotions, the history student was still unsure of them. She couldn't be sure if she was making her mind believe these things to explain her actions or if they were true genuine feelings for women. That was why she was here tonight: to be certain of her own feelings and to find out Rin's feelings. Whatever the answer might be, as long as she still had her friendship, she would be happy with any outcome.
The whistling of a teapot brought her out of her thoughts and to where she was. Shifting in her seat, she became conscious of the fact that she felt awkward in what she was wearing, or lack there of. Since she had been on her way home from the gym , she was dressed in an extremely tight sleeveless shirt that zipped in the front paired with a pair of figure-hugging yoga pants. The problem was that she was not wearing her sports bra, because she hadn't brought a change of clothes with her but didn't want to drive home in a sweaty bra. At least, her shirt was close-fitting and a dark navy color, so no one could really tell she didn't have a bra on unless they really looked.
A banging of the cabinet had her sitting up straight, and tensely waiting for her best friend to arrive.
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Rin winced slightly at the slam of the kitchen cupboard. She didn't mean to close it so hard, but her nerves were getting the best of her. The fact that Kagome was sitting in her living room at this very moment was making her heart race. The brunette had been prepared to see her the next day, and her surprise visit this night left her flabbergasted and embarrassed.
Barely ten minutes before the black-haired girl had showed up, she had finished doing something that would have caused her to pass out from mortification if she had been caught red-handed doing it. She was masturbating. That's right, masturbating with the vibrating dildo her best friend had given to her for her last birthday. Not only that, she had been getting herself off on a picture of a naked Kagome on the beach and imagining what it would be like to make love to her.
She was relishing in sated bliss when her doorbell was rung; and she had hurriedly slipped on her underwear, a pair of shorts, but when it rang again, there was no time to find her bra so she threw on her flannel pajama top and went to answer the door. To say she was shocked when she saw her would be an understatement. She had just self-gratified herself to her very image, and here she was standing in front of her asking if she could come in. After inviting her in and telling her to make herself comfortable, she fled to the kitchen on the pretense to get some hot chocolate and had been there ever since while she got her emotions under control.
The brown-eyed girl was a little scared of what her friend might say about the kiss. She knew what she herself felt on the issue, but she was unsure on how Kagome would take it. When she had felt the first touch of her lips on her own, she knew right then and there the truth she had been denying for a few years now.
As a young teen, she had always paid more attention to girls than boys. But because cliques starting forming at that age, she didn't want to feel like the outcast, so she followed the other girls' lead in giggling and gossiping about boys. She did like boys, but not in that way. She never mentioned it to anyone, because she wanted to be normal and figured as she grew older she would eventually start to like them in that way.
So when she became lab partners with the popular Kohaku at the age of fourteen, she forced herself to see him as the other girls did. There were good qualities about him, so it wasn't hard to feel something for him. And when he had asked her out, she accepted and soon began to enjoy his company. She hadn't been sure if she was feeling the right things fo him, but she did know she felt comfortable in his presence and refused to think any more on the subject.
Around that time was when she met Kagome, through Kohaku's sister Sango who had been dating Kagome's cousin Miroku. She had taken an immediate liking to the fresh-faced girl, and they became instant friends. Whenever she had been around the black-haired girl, she had felt calm and at peace within herself. Because of that, she had stopped questioning her strange feelings for girls for she thought she had been only for longing for a true girl friend and finally found the one with whom she could be herself.
With that in mind, she continued her relationship with Kohaku in contenment and love in her own way. When they lost their virginity together at sixteen, she had felt nice and at ease. She didn't think there was anything wrong in their sex life, because she was always pleasured and satisfied, but there was something that was missing. At the time, she could never figure out what it could be and went on in her life ignoring it to happily enjoy what she did have.
Unfortunately, that happiness soon ended when her boyfriend started using drugs. He had been having fights with his father about what he should do with his future. Kohaku had wanted to go to college to study English/Literature, while his father wanted him to follow in his footsteps and join the military. Her boyfriend had never been interested in that kind of life, but his father refused to listen. The stress led him to sample some drugs his friends supplied him with and quickly became addicted to them. She had begged him to give it up as it affected the stability of their relationship, however he didn't want to hear what she had to say. He threw away her love with no remorse, so she broke it off with him.
Those few months away from him opened up her eyes to some things. Like maybe if she really did love him wholeheartedly, she would have fought more for their relationship and strongly forced him to get help for his problem. That maybe she was settling for a nice relationship instead of a real loving one. That maybe she was not happy as she thought she was. That maybe she did need a change in her life. So, when she had visited Kohaku in rehab at his request, she knew without a doubt that change was what she needed and declined to reconcile with him, and told her friends that there was too much baggage.
She felt great with her decisions in the months following the break-up, yet she wanted to get back in the dating game to see if she could find the right person for her. When her best friend told her of the party, she knew it was the first step in the right direction. But after they got there and danced with a couple of guys, she didn't feel right in the presence of those guys. There was no connection with any of the men, and she felt disappointment at that and with herself. That feeling only grew when she saw her ex dancing and kissing someone who wasn't her. She didn't miss him as she thought she would or was hurt that he was with someone else, but she did feel upset that she was alone.
Not wanting to see him anymore or deal with the loneliness, she had headed up the stairs away from the party. She had been making to the bathroom, but halted when she saw the light on in the office. Knowing that no one was supposed to be in any of these rooms, she was about to yell at the person until she saw the figure to be her best friend. Concerned about the tears sliding down her cheeks, she had approached her and asked her what could be wrong. When she was told of what happened, she felt complete sympathy for the blue-eyed woman and understand the hurt.
After soothing words were spoken about both their situations, Rin couldn't believe in a million years what had occurred next. The kiss was not something she expected, yet deep down she secretly longed for. This was the kind of kiss she was missing with Kohaku. It was the passion that ignited within her that she had always yearned for, and that was why the moan slipped out. When she saw the look on Kagome's face after the kiss, it cut her deep on the inside. Yes, the kiss was a shock, but she didn't think it was that bad to react like she did.
Later on back home, she thought more on it and began to understand her friend's reaction. The blue-eyed woman most probably didn't think of girls the same way she did. She also probably never wanted to experience anything with a female. It distressed her greatly to think that Kagome did not enjoy any part of the kiss like her. The passion she felt in it only clarified to her who she really was, and she could only hope that maybe a small part of the black-haired girl felt it and knew it too. She herself never thought she would feel more for Kagome than a friend, but if her fellow college mate didn't feel anything and only wished to have a friendship, she would accept it and be happy to at least still have her as a friend.
Gathering her courage and the mugs of hot chocolate, the botany major walked back into the living room to have an important discussion.
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Watching Rin stroll into the room, Kagome discarded the pillow she been holding and sat up straight. She leaned out slightly to receive the warm mug and sat back as her friend went to the three windows to shut the blinds. She soon returned to the couch and took a seat next to her, but not too close. They sipped their drinks in silence while each watied for the other to start the talk.
Rin decided to bit bullet. "It's snowing pretty heavily out there." Nobody said she had to begin with the hot topic.
"Hmm, yeah it is." Kagome was more than happy to avoid talking about it for the moment.
"Are you sure you'll be able to drive back to your apartment in this kind of weather?" The ever-concerned brunette asked.
Shrugging, she answered. "I don't know, but if I can't, maybe I'll just have to stay here tonight." Not believing what she just said, she brought the mug to her mouth and drank from it to prevent anything else coming out.
Choking a little on the hot liquid she was drinking, Rin coughed and swallowed it down. "Uh, s-s-sure. I mean," clearing her throat, "of course you can stay here." She lifted the cup back up and consumed the beverage.
Again, they sat in deafening silence. Both were nervous and frightened of what the other would say, and each did not want to hear it. But both knew, they had to get it out now or it would never be said.
Kagome could not take the quietness anymore. She did not come a day early just to dodge the conversation, and she wanted to have this chat now.
Placing her cup on the coffee table, she reached over and plucked the one from the brown-eyed girl's hands to put on the table as well. Turning back to her and staring into her eyes, she spoke determinedly. "Rin, I came here tonight to talk about what happened at the party, and we are going to talk about it."
"I want to talk about it too, Kagome." She replied earnestly.
"Good." She paused, because she was unsure on how she wanted to word her thoughts.
Hearing the hesitation, the nineteen year-old decided to get her thoughts out first before she heard something she didn't want to. "I really liked the kiss." She impulsively blurted out. Blue eyes stared at her wide-eyed, but she ignored it to continue being honest. "Kagome, I have always liked girls, but I didn't want to seem weird to my friends so I never said anything about it. I actually pushed my feelings aside to be normal for everyone's sake." Biting her lip briefly, she went on. "I did like Kohaku and my times with him, but something just didn't feel right in our relationship. When you and I kissed, I knew right then and there what it was: passion. I never had that with him, and you gave it to me. Because of that, I can't lie to myself anymore." Putting her hand on the other girl's, she truthfully told her, "I am a lesbian, and I want to have you as more than a friend."
Stunned. That was what Kagome was at the moment. Rin laid her cards on the table, and she was left stunned. She actually didn't expect the younger girl to like the kiss, let alone for her to be gay. Her honesty made her rethink everything about herself and her feelings, however it didn't help. The twenty-one year-old was still unclear on what she wanted or what she felt. This was a big choice, and she didn't want to make the wrong one. She was going to take her friend's lead, and voice her true feelings.
"I had also liked the kiss Rin, but I'm not as sure as you are about what I feel. I realized I have always subconsciously viewed women differently, yet I never put much thought to it before. I also realized that in my relationship with Inuyasha it was missing the passion too, and not just pleasure. The kiss you and I shared did have passion," squeezing the brunette's hand with her own, "but I don't know if all of it means I'm a lesbian as well, or just someone who's desperate for affection and misconstruing every thought she ever had of women to explain what she felt in a kiss. So I'm sorry Rin, but I don't think I could be more than a friend to you, because I'm just so confused right now."
A saddened smile. "Oh, okay."
Seeing the dejected form of the botany student sit next to her, the black-haired woman wanted to do something to raise her spirits on the situation. She had an idea, however she wasn't sure if it was such a good one. It could either break someone's heart or help cement one's feelings. But she decided she was not going to let it deter her, because it was something she wanted to do.
"Rin." Once she had her attention, she continued. "I think you could help me not be so confused."
"Really?" The brown-eyed girl perked up at this. She wanted to help her friend in anyway she could, especially if it involved her feelings. "How can I do that?"
"Simple, kiss me again." She said without preamble.
"W-w-what?" Stuttering, because she must have obviously misheard her.
"I said," taking both of the girl's hands in her own, "Kiss. Me. Again."
"But why? I just thought you..."
Interrupting her, "I know what I said before, but I think this could soothe some of my doubts." Knowing she needed a tiny bit more convincing, she used the one word she could never rebuff. "Please."
The nineteen year-old sighed in defeat at the word and nodded her agreement. Though she very much wanted to kiss Kagome again, she really didn't want to feel the hurt if the older girl felt nothing from the kiss. But this was her chance to taste those supple lips again, and she wasn't going to miss the opportunity.
Both young women turned their bodies to face each other on the sofa. Taking deep breaths, they slowly leaned into the other just like the first time. Before their mouths could touch, they paused to look into the other's eyes for approval. Seeing no reservations, Rin rubbed her nose lightly against Kagome's, then pressed her lips to hers and both closed their eyes.
They languidly moved their mouths together, each taking turns leading the embrace and nibbling on the other's lips. Feeling no rejection yet from the older woman, Rin bit her lower plump lip and slipped her tongue inside when she gasped. Surprised at the intrusion, Kagome didn't move as the younger girl lapped the inside of her mouth. When the small pink organ touched her own, a jolt went through her making her moan. Enjoying the sensation, she wrapped her tongue against the other girl's and began a battle for dominance.
Air soon became a necessity making them tear their mouths away and gasping for breath. Rin gazed at her in uncertainty wondering if the mind-blowing kiss helped her in any way. She sure hoped it did, because it made her want the blue-eyed beauty even more.
Kagome was in a daze from the kiss and the swirling emotions. The kiss was earth-shattering in its passion and power to make her realize her feelings. She did like the kiss. She did like women. She did like the way these feelings made her feel. She did like Rin like that. And she made her choice.
"I want more." Her breathless request was all that needed to be said.
Rin slammed her lips to Kagome's and they ravished and plundered each other's mouths. Arms wrapped around each body and pulled them flush against one another. Both moaned at the feel of their breasts pressing and melding together. Hands began to roam as the kiss became more fervent.
While her hands skimmed down the brunette's back, the twenty-one year-old made the discovery that she wasn't wearing a bra like her. Desperate to see how her chest looked, Kagome pulled away from the girl's body and her mouth despite the whimper of loss. Eager fingers reached the front of the pajama top and began to unbutton it with encouragement from Rin's panting. Peeling open the shirt like a present, the sight she was met with had her panting as well. The brown-eyed girl's breasts were perfect in their perkiness tipped with dusty pink-colored nipples. Even the larger areolae surrounding the buds did not take away from their perfectness. They were simply exquisite.
Tentatively, the black-haired girl reached for the heaving orb and cautiously tested its weight. Relishing the feel of it in her hand and hearing no protest, she carefully cupped the flesh and waited for a reaction. Rin gasped then moaned from the squeeze on her teat, and arched her chest to receive more. Noticing the unspoken demand, she gripped it more firmly and listened to her moans of delight. Wanting to hear more, her idle hand grabbed the lonely breast and clutched them at the same time. The nineteen year-old groaned, and Kagome did it again as she rolled them in her hands. The blue-eyed girl loved the reactions she was getting from her, and absolutely loved having Rin's breasts fill her palms. They were a little bit bigger than a softball in size, so she couldn't completely encompass them in her hands, but that's what made them wonderful.
She loosened her grip on the mounds and moved her fingers towards the budding tips. Using her forefinger and thumb, Kagome lightly pinched both nipples. A louder groan was her answer and once more she pinched them but harder. The brunette reveled in the stimulations on her hardened peaks and covered the other girl's hands with her own to add to it. Together they squeezed her breasts while the black-haired woman kept tweaking her nipples. Kagome was getting hot and bothered watching both their hands massaging and pulling at the younger girl's chest, and got a little jealous because she wanted the same action on her own.
Tilting her head, the twenty-one year-old planted kisses along the other's jaw towards the ear. "Rin," she pleaded in husky voice, "I want to feel your hands on my breasts." A nip to the lobe to emphasize it.
Releasing her grip, they both separated so the younger girl could accomplish her task. With shaky hands, the brown-eyed female grasped the zipper that was near her neck and pulled it down at an agonizingly slow pace. When it unclasped at the bottom and no resistance to hold the shirt taut, the tight top popped open and Kagome's mounds sprung free from their confinement. Seeing her breasts that were larger than hers not hindered by any more fabric had Rin's mouth watering. They were at least two cup sizes bigger than hers topped with caramel-colored nipples that were poking out in need. And they were positively marvelous.
Unlike her best friend, there was no caution in her movement as she grabbed the giant orbs and squeezed them roughly. The older girl's cry of pleasure spurred her on to continue the rough treatment. Her nimble fingers soon worked their way to the tips, and instead of pinching she twisted them. Another cry passed her lips as Rin man-handled her chest, and she enjoyed every minute of it. The brunette rolled and twisted the nipples again then squeezed her mounds almost painfully to get as much as she could in her dainty hands.
The nineteen year-old was thrown off-guard as Kagome suddenly smashed their mouths together. The action caused her to lose her hold on the other's chest, but she didn't mind as it allowed their bare breasts to press together. They both moaned at the feeling and pulled each other more closely.
Knowing this was going to go farther, Rin trailed kisses to the dark-haired woman's ear. "Let's go to the bedroom." Nodding her head at the wonderful idea, Kagome helped her to her feet as she stood, and they both discarded their shirts and also their pants/shorts. Clad only in their underwear, they headed to the bedroom with broad smiles on their faces.
Once in the room lit only by the open door and soft light from the living room, Rin neatly folded down the comforter and sheets on her full-size bed. Turning to her soon-to-be lover, they each pulled off the other's soaking panties and tossed them aside. Now, they stood before each other naked as the day they were born; and they were aroused, excited, and nervous of what was to come next. Both had never had a female lover, yet that was not going to stop them from exploring and learning what it entailed tonight.
Pushing the younger girl onto the mattress on her back, Kagome climbed on top to straddle her body, but did not touch her with any part of her own. She leaned down and kissed her on the lips for few moments, before she nibbled her way along her neck to her shoulder. The blue-eyed woman bit, nipped and sucked on her pulse point, then moved across her collarbone with worshipping kisses. Her mouth soon found her heaving bosom, where she placed small pecks along the top of the breasts then to the outside and underside of them. The twenty-one year-old figured she was doing something right with the way Rin was moaning, so she upped the ante by closing in on the straining nipple.
Licking the area around it, she soon flicked her tongue against the tip and was rewarded with a louder moan. She kissed it, then wrapped her lips around the bud and sucked. The response was cry of pleasure, and the girl gave a higher keen when she flicked the bud. While she did this, her hand grabbed and massaged the unoccupied breast before she switched to give it the same treatment. Wanting to explore the rest of Rin's body, Kagome left her chest and kissed her way down the slender frame. Her mouth paid homage to the nineteen year-old's stomach, thighs, behind her knees, calves, around her ankles, and little taps from her lips to each of her toes.
Spreading her legs, she stared at her prize: a trimmed glistening, wet core. Kagome's knowledge of what she could do with it was from touching herself and reading about it in the yuri fanfiction. Obviously inexperienced and unsure, she was not going to let it stop her curiosity from finding out what pleasured Rin and how she tasted there.
When the brown-eyed girl noticed what her lover was doing, she couldn't stop the shiver of anticipation and her hands tightly clinging to the sheets. Her ex-boyfriend had gone down on her, and while she thought it was nice, it wasn't enjoyable with his sometimes unshaven face and quick work in the area. As Kagome's soft lips and skin touched her inner thighs, she knew only a female's mouth would ever bring her true pleasure at her feminine center.
The blue-eyed woman could smell the girl's arousal as she nipped on her thighs and wondered what it tasted like. Her index finger glided through the pink folds to gather up her dew and brought it to her mouth. The flavor was sweet yet musky, and she had to have more of it. Bringing her face closer, Kagome's tongue crept out and slid from the bottom to the bundles of nerves on top. The younger girl shouted her joy at the ministration and couldn't contain them as she passed her tongue over and around her clit. She went down to the dripping center and began lapping at the juices that were leaking out, then plunged her tongue in the entrance to get more of the delicious honey.
Greatly enjoying Rin's tang, she left the clenching core to suck on her swollen pearl and jabbed her finger in her tongue's place. Using her other hand to keep the shouting girl's hips down, she continued to suck as she built a steady rhythm with her one finger. She soon added another, then dared to add a third in the quivering hole as she writhed on the bed. Her three fingers rammed into Rin as she drew in more of her clit. Feeling the tightening around her, she picked up the thrusting and when her teeth grazed the hard nub, the nineteen year-old arched her back and screamed out from her orgasm. Removing her fingers, her mouth moved down to collect the honey that poured out. When she cleaned her up there, she brought her hand up and licked that clean as well.
Getting her breathing under control, the brunette couldn't take her eyes away from the sight of Kagome's pink organ dart over her digits to get all her cum. And when she smiled happily at her with her face still slick with her juices, she couldn't stop herself from rising up and lap it off. It was odd tasting herself, but as their mouths came together in a heated kiss, she changed her mind on that. Her flavor mixed with the blue-eyed girl's unique taste had her savoring it.
Gripping her hips and not letting go of her mouth, she flipped Kagome onto her back on the other side of the bed, however she kneeled next to her curvaceous figure instead on top of her. Freeing her lips, she kissed her way straight to the woman's enormous bust that she had fantasized about for so long. Grabbing each generous globe in her hands, her face rested in between them to savor the feeling.
"I always wanted to have your tits against my face." The brown-eyed girl told her as she rubbed her breasts against her cheeks. She couldn't believe she just said that and how she did out loud, but Kagome's moan made her glad she did use the little bit of dirty talk.
Rin kept massaging her mounds as she slinked her tongue toward a caramel tip. She slowly traced around the nipple, then flattened her tongue to swipe over it several times and did the same to the other one before pulling away. But instead of leaning down to take one of the buds into her mouth, she pushed her breasts together and sucked both nipples at the same time as Kagome arched her back and wailed in delight.
Noticing her lover's distraction in her pleasure, she let go of one of the globes to reach over to her side table. Behind a picture frame was the dildo she had using earlier and hid there in her rush to answer the door. Grasping it in her hand, she pulled her mouth away from the teat she had been nibbling on and showed Kagome what she had. The widening of blue eyes had her chuckling lowly as she guided the toy that she had not cleaned from her previous activity to the older woman's mouth.
Uncertain, the black-haired female opened up and allowed it in. She didn't understand at first what she should do, but when Rin started to shallowly thrust the object she realized she wanted her to suck on it, so she did. Once she tasted the slight flavor of the brunette's honey, she greedily swirled her tongue around the fake phallus. She whimpered when it was taken away from her, but quieted when she saw the gleam in the girl's eyes.
The nineteen year-old almost didn't remove the dildo, because it turned her on seeing her lover's mouth wrapped around it. But she had to, if she wanted to do what she had in mind. Switching the toy on, she dragged the vibrating object against Kagome's throat, across her hard nipples, dipped into her belly button, down one leg and up the other, before settling near her shaven moist, drenched center.
Without warning, Rin drove the dildo deep into the twenty-one year-old's sopping core. Her lover screamed her joy as the younger girl kept her off-guard of hard, slow, and twisting strokes. She leaned back to suck on a hardened peak while she continued to shove the toy in her. Loving the way Kagome thrusted her hips to meet the vibrating phallus, she moved her body to bring the other girl and herself completion. Straddling a thigh, she grinded against it as her mouth went to the neglected peak. Feeling her own climax approaching, she rubbed harder as her teeth bit the nipple sharply, her free hand pinched her lover's clit, and the dildo slammed fiercely in her entrance.
All three motions gave Kagome a ground-shaking orgasm that had her screaming her lover's name to the world. Her body shook uncontrollably, yet she could feel a rush of warmth soak her leg and knew Rin had released on her. Opening eyes that she didn't know were closed, she observed the brunette licking the shut-off toy clean, then leaning down to lick her own juices of her leg. The older female grew aroused again at this and gasped when the girl directed herself to vigorously feast on her swollen folds and sensitive nub. In short time, the younger woman had her screaming another release with the use of her lips, tongue, and fingers.
Purring her contentment, Rin sucked her digits clean and wiped her face to get the rest of the juices to lick off as well. The twenty-one year-old's cum was pungent with a fresh taste, and it was absolutely delicious. She didn't think she would ever tire of the flavor of it, and she wanted to let her lover know how good she tasted. Falling atop her body, she leisurely pressed her mouth against her lips and forced her tongue in to wrestle hers.
Kagome moaned at all the flavors in her mouth. It had to be the spiciest thing she ever had, and she would always and only have it with Rin. Because of that, she wanted to try one more thing with her. She had read about it in fanfiction, so she wasn't sure if it would work, but she would attempt it.
Bringing the girl back underneath her, the dark-haired woman stretched out her lover's legs. She threw one leg over one of the brown-eyed female's and placed her other knee beneath the other girl's thigh to line up their feminine centers. Once she saw the interested and intrigued face of Rin, she brought their hips together and pressed against her core with her own.
Excitement and arousal shot through their frames, and both started to grind their pelvises. Pleasure coursed in their veins and cries of elation escaped their mouths. Kagome rose then dropped her hips to see if humping would increase the passion, and it did. They began to bump and smash their womanhoods together causing their clits to collide with one another. The college students' groans and moans echoed throughout the room along with the wet smacking of their cores as they humped forcefully. Thumping and thrusting harshly, they soon reached their peaks and climaxed at the same time.
Both sweaty bodies fell exhausted to the mattress, not caring that their juices smeared their thighs, and let the orgasmic atmosphere wash over them. They each had never felt so satisfied and complete in their life. Their consummation brought fulfillment that had never been achieved, and they had found it in each other and they would never let it go.
"Rin," called the blue-eyed woman as she moved back to her lover and whispered truthfully, "I love you."
Sighing in happiness, she returned the affection. "I love you too, Kagome." And they kissed to affirm it.
It soon became passionate and hands began groping the other. The brunette spun the woman beneath her frame and lifted her head and upper body up. She positioned their throbbing nether lips and sent the black-haired girl a mischievous smile as she thought of the dirty words she was about to say.
"You know what's the best thing about having a female lover is?" Rin asked slyly as Kagome moaned tilting her hips closer. "There's no waiting for a limp dick to rise when you want to fuck some more." When she finished her statement, she crushed their aching, dripping cores together and once again sought completion and gratification.
This night had them seeing a new perspective on their feelings and emotions, their lives in general, and their love for each other. And they couldn't be happier for it.
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