My Place in This World

Author’s Note: This story is a Sessh/Kag pairing, even though it starts out Inu/Kag. I will warn that Inuyasha is highly OC and it is up to my muse if he changes anytime soon. This is my first attempt at putting my writings on display and to be honest, I’m nervous as all get out about it! I would appreciate any comments, pointers or even things you would like to see added to later chapters. Criticism is not a bad thing, unless your intent is to flame without good reason,ie..you don’t like pairing, don’t like my writing style, don’t like me, yeah, you get the point. Other than that, I hope you all enjoy it! This started out as a one-shot, but I went back to it several days later and felt the urge to expand it. I have some plots floating around that I’m going to try working into this, so please be patient. Thanks!!

Chapter 1

“Why is he soooooo perfect?!! I mean, seriously, why does he have to be the brother that has it all and knows it? Sure, Inuyasha’s hot, he’s built, got the rugged, boyish looks that can make me feel all warm and fluffy inside, but there are some major issues going on there. I could probably overlook it if it were just one issue, but the trust issue, coupled with that ever-present self doubt and indecision (wonder where that fits in!!), and top it off with severe control issues and an attitude the he rules all, well, lets just say that I may fantasize at times but I could do much better. Speaking of much better, I wonder what he’s doing right now? Probably being annoyed by that stinking toad that cant shut up. I wonder how the little girl, Rin is doing? That could be a good excuse to get to see him again. Just how to do it without Inuyasha around to ruin it? If he knew I had it bad for his brother, it’s hard telling what he would do to me, I mean he treats me bad enough the way it is, I’d hate to see what that little revelation would bring. He's been so much more violent towards me lately, I don't know what brought that change about.I wish he were back to his old self, but everyday he gets rougher on me. I guess I do deserve it, I really don’t deserve to be called anything but worthless anyway. I was the one who broke the jewel, I was the one who interfered with Kikyo getting her soul back, and I am the one who always messes everything up. Oh, shoot, who am I kidding, if it weren’t for the fact that Kikyo is to busy pursuing her own hunt for Naraku I’d be sent back home for good. I hate myself, I don’t even know what I was thinking , going to see Sesshomaru, yes he is perfect, well as close as a being can get anyway. Why would he want to be anywhere remotely near me? Oohh, gotta go for now before I get caught!"

Kagome tucked away her journal just in time for Inuyasha to appear in camp. He had been gone fo several hours and apparently expected everyone to be asleep when he arrived back. He sniffed around and made sure everyone was where and how they should be. When his eyes landed on Kagome however, a strange light was seen in his golden depths . That look wasn’t lost on Kagome though, she’d been through this before, many, many times before in fact. She quietly hung her head in resignation and waited for the nightmare to begin again. No sooner had her head dropped than she felt Inuyasha’s presence hovering over her. She heard the low , deep growl and even felt it reverberate through her being. She felt his eyes searching her and heard him sniffing her out, looking for signs of any others that have been around her that he felt didn’t belong. Suddenly, he jerked her to her feet, his claws digging in through her white shirt, drawing blood. Kagome felt the sting acutely, it hadn’t been that long since he had dug them in that same spot and he had just re-opened the half-healed wound. She sucked her breath in, trying desperately not to sob, trying not to show any emotion at all that would provoke him further. Unfortunately, he could smell her fear and her pain and it acted as an aphrodisiac on him. His eyes tinged red and his growl deepened, mixing with a raspy laugh, if that’s what it could be called. Speaking low enough for only Kagome to hear, he said “Waiting up for me again? Couldn’t wait to play the whore again huh? Well, I can oblige you; I need a little stress relief. If you play your part well, I may just go easy on you. Remember though, you’re my breeding bitch, nothing more, so go get ready, NOW!” With that he flung her into the clump of bushes nearby, smiling when he heard her head crack on a hidden rock and the whimper she let out. Quietly, she got her bearings and found her way out of the bushes and made her way to the hot spring that was just out of hearing range of the group.

Kagome’s heart felt like a lead weight as she took in the natural beauty around her. It was such a beautiful place and it would be heavenly if she were going here to meet with her lover, but the knowledge that the one she once loved despised and used her made it all seem gray and muted. She wondered briefly how long it would be before the others noticed what was really going on between her and Inuyasha.. So far Sango had hinted that she knew there was an affair of some sort going on, but assumed it was a good one. She knew deep in her heart something was wrong, something had changed Inuyasha, and that gave her a glimmer of hope that he could someday love her as she did him. She would let her friends keep believing all was well. At least they didn’t know that she had finally submitted to the fate she truly deserved, that of being second best and utterly alone. ‘Can’t think on that now, got to get ready or else’ she thought. There was something strange in the air she felt as she looked around, ‘kinda like that feeling I get all the other times Inuyasha’s had his way with me. I wonder if it has anything to do with my situation? No time to dwell on it, here he comes!’ She got out of her uniform and underwear just as Inuyasha entered the clearing. His burning eyes scanned her body, the lust becoming evident by the faint stripes appearing and the large tent growing in his hakamas. He approached her and grabbed her by the hair, pulling her body backwards into his. “I see my bitch is ready, it’s time to hear you scream for mercy!” he whispered in her ear. His hot breath on her cool skin caused shivers to run down her spine and her body jerked away slightly of its own accord. Inuyasha held her tight though and brought one arm around her waist and the other around to gently cup her breast. Gently at first he stroked her breast, rolling the nipple around until it perked up and begged fo attention, then he pinched it and pulled slightly on it causing Kagome to gasp and moan lightly. His other hand traveled across her flat stomach and through her shiny curls to the hidden spot of his pleasure. He carefully stroked her clit and slid a clawed finger into her , slowly pumping her. Kagome groaned at this and threw her head back against Inuyasha’s shoulder. She knew it wouldn’t stay this good and that she shouldn’t feel this way but her body had other ideas. Inuyasha licked and suckled on her neck and shoulders while attending to the other breast with the one hand and continuing his explorations with the other. Kagome could feel his hardness pressed against her cheeks and lifted herself slightly to allow it to nudge in between her legs. Inuyasha growled and thrust forward and felt her tense up in anticipation. He thrust a few more times, feeling her growing wetness through his hakama. Kagome, deciding to make the best of it while she could, reached around and undid the ties holding his hakama up and slid her hands in to grasp his length.. Inuyasha hissed and thrust forward again, this time slightly entering her from behind. His fingers could feel his head rubbing against her inner lips, spreading her wetness out even more. He pinched her nipple again and pulled harder and slid his wet fingers over her clitoris ever so lightly, knowing what this was doing to her. She moaned loudly and arched her back causing him to slide into her further. She reached down and ran her hand over his to where they were joined and gasped as she felt him thrust in and out . Inuyasha chuckled, he knew he had her right where he wanted her, now to make her play the dirty girl again. Licking and kissing his way to her ear he breathed”Do you like that you horny bitch? Talk to me, tell me what to do to your horny little body. Do you like to feel me inside you? Do you like to feel your pussy juices running down my hard cock? I know you do, I feel your heat, you’re my nasty little bitch and I’m gonna fuck you until you beg me to stop. Tell me what to do Kagome, in detail you dirty little whore!”
Kagome felt the pain in her heart from his names for her, but if this was the only way to get be with him and not feel lonely, so be it. She could deal with reality later. Her body wanted satisfaction and she would take it anyway she could get it. She was panting from her body’s want and truthfully, her body got even hotter at the thought of vocalizing her wants. Licking her lips, she said huskily, “ I want you to tease my wet little pussy with your cock, I want to feel it slide in and out and across my clit. Please, Inuyasha, I want you to make me beg!”
Inuyasha grunted and thrust the head of his cock into her slowly, pulling out and sliding up along her wet outer lips to her clitoris, He could feel it standing at attention and rubbed over it slowly, spreading Kagome’s wetness all over it. He could feel her fingers sliding over their bodies and pulled back to push back into her hole again. He felt Kagome reach around and grab his ass with one hand and dig her nails in, trying to get him to go faster. He grinned, ‘not tonight Kags, you’re gonna beg for it , it’s the only thing you’re good for’ he thought. He enjoyed using Kagome like this, her body was hot and wouldn’t quit, she could be insatiable and his cock always sprang to attention at the thought of being buried inside her. To bad she weren’t Kikyo, he would mark her if she were, but hey, play her and put her in her place, that’s really all she was good for when compared to his true love. When it came time to mark Kikyo, he would keep Kagome as his fuck toy, maybe breed her or even start a teahouse with her as the main attraction. He’d seen the looks she got from the men in the villages and even from some of the demons they came in contact with. They’d gladly pay for the pleasure of fucking her raw and he could use the money to give Kikyo the life she deserved. ‘Yeah, that idea’s a keeper, I’ll remember that’

Just then he pulled her nipple and felt her jerk on his cock, wanting to draw this out, he pulled out completely. Kagome groaned in disappointment, but it was not to be contemplated on, as he turned her around and threw her to the ground. “Beg for it bitch! Get on your knees and suck my cock clean” Immediately Kagome got on her knees and reached for his cock with her hands, but he pulled back and said “no hands, just mouth, hold my legs or get on all fours like the bitch you are!” She got down on all fours, knowing this pleased him the most, and started licking his inner thighs, working her way up to his arousal. She slowly licked at the underside of his cock and teased his balls with her tongue before lapping her way up to the head. Flattening her tongue out she caressed the head gently, causing Inuyasha to gasp for air. “Damn your good at this Kags, come on, show me how much you love my cock” She looked up and met his gaze, this time it was heated with nothing but sheer lust, and it made her stomach do flip flops. ‘At least he loves me in this way and I’ll do what I can to show him I love him right back’. She licked up the top side of his length to his bed of silver curls and snaked her tongue out into them, then quickly moved back to the head she felt bobbing under her chin. Looking down at him, she marveled at how well endowed he was, he had to have been a good ten or eleven inches long, and at least two and a half inches in diameter! He had a natural curve to him that enabled him to hit all those secret places in her body that made her squeal. She did worry at times that he would hurt her, but he had assured her that a whore like her could never get to much dick. She supposed he was right, she never did hurt from it, but she did at times hurt FOR it and that made her feel even more like the nasty slut she was.
Snapping out of her thoughts, she looked up at Inuyasha and took the head of his cock into her hot mouth. He groaned loudly and thrust forward willing her to take more. She snaked her tongue around him and pulled back, sticking her tongue into the opening in the head and then sucking on it roughly. He loved this and grabbed her head and told her to get on her knees. Grasping his legs she felt him push forward, forcing his cock to the back of her throat. She blanked her mind from the gagging sensation and bobbed her head, trying to take in more and more on each stroke. Inuyasha curled his hands in her hair and held her still, he didn’t want to cum yet, and when the sensations died down he slowly started feeding his hardness back to her. He gritted out to her, “Take my cock whore, suck it like you want it, Kags, swallow my cock!” With that he felt her moan, the vibrations against his cock were too much, he thrust in harder and held her head still while he felt the pressure in his balls release. He felt his length pulse and his sensitive head throb as his cum spurted out of him, filling her mouth, running down her throat and leaking out the corners of her mouth. He pulled back a little, feeling himself still pumping his seed into her and watched as his cum ran down her chin and dripped onto her breasts. He could feel her tongue on his super-sensitized organ and felt her trying to get every drop that shot out of him. He reached down and spread some of the come that dripped out onto her hard nipples. He could smell her need and knew that she was just dripping. “Kagome, I didn’t want you to make me cum yet, you’ll have to be punished” With that she stopped her cleaning and sat back, head lowered and breathing hard. “Yes, I understand. Where do you want me?” she said, fearing what sort of punishment he was going to inflict. Inuyasha thought for a moment, then had her lie down on her clothes.‘Kagome, I want you to lay there spread eagle, do not move, do not make a sound, no matter what I do, this is your punishment for doing this to me. If I like how you respond, I may finish the job I originally intended, but until then, you must be shown what you truly are. Only move when I say and do as I say, nothing more.” “Yes, master, I understand, do as you see fit, show me my place in this life”
Kagome whispered. She closed her eyes, her body was crying for release and her heart was crying for itself. She vaguely remembered the person she used to be and knew deep down that she would have never sunk to this before, she just couldn’t pinpoint where it had all gone wrong.
Inuyasha snickered as he walked off into the woods, ‘I’ll teach her to not follow orders, I think a little degradation is in order for her, she’s still got some fight in her, I can sense it, I must take that from her completely.’ He sniffed the air, his eyes brightening at the scent that hit him, ‘this will be perfect, I’ll teach her how a real bitch is supposed to submit’ With that he ran to the scent, a teahouse in a nearby village, he knew he could find what he needed here.

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Ok, well that's all for now, stay tuned for ch. 2, it should be up shortly since I've already gotten it and ch.3 written. Please be kind and leave a note, I would love to know if it's good or if I should stop wasting my time on it. Thanks for reading- Bye Bye for now!!