I...iahloveyou! What? ...I Love You!

Disclaimer: I obviously don’t own Inuyasha or any of Rumiko Takahashi’s characters for that matter but I do own this idea since I came up with it off the top of my head.
Thank you for reading.

Summary: Everyone says when people grow older they change and slowly drift apart. But never in her wildest dreams had she thought it would happen to them. To Hirugashi, Kagome and Taishou, Inuyasha. Or maybe it’s for the better. A.U./ maybe some O.O.C.

I…. Iahloveyou. What? …. I love you!
Chapter One
Bastard

She had gone over to his house to surprise him. Today was his seventeenth birthday. When she knocked on the door she wasn’t greeted with the same calm and stoic face of his older brother. He looked normal but for a brief moment she thought she saw pity flicker in his angelic golden gaze. Clutching a small sanguine box bound with a pure white ribbon, she plastered on one of her famously cheerful smiles for him.
“ Konnichiwa Sesshoumaru-sama.” He just looked down at her not saying anything for a while. “Good morning Hirugashi-san, or should I say afternoon?” He seem to ponder on what he was going to say next. “Inuyasha is currently in his room, distracted by some…rather unruly activities. As it were I think it be best if you came at a more reasonable time, however the decision is yours.”

As he stood there awaiting her answer he briefly glanced at her small form. She was always smiling. Even when she was upset, warmth and happiness emanated from her cerulean eyes for Inuyasha. But he knew she would not be smiling once she went to his brother’s room and there would be no Inuyasha to comfort her. He felt sympathy for her. He knew how much she cared for Inuyasha even if the baka didn’t and knew that when she went, if she went to his bedroom she would fall apart. “Well if you say so-o I’ll come another time,” as wave of relief washed over him, he let out a breath he hadn’t known he’d been holding. “But I brought him a present that I really want to give him now. I’ll only be a couple of minutes. Okay?” She lifted the box towards him empathizing her words.

Relief was quickly replaced with mild concern. “As you wish.” Was all he said as he held the door open for her. Going to the staircase she watched him head in the other direction. His long platinum hair turning silver in the illuminated hallway. She thought she heard him mutter ‘Show yourself out when you’re done.’
* Weird* Walking slowly up the steps she heard muffled noises coming from the direction of Inuyasha’s bedroom. Once she reached the top of the stairs the muffled noises became slightly clearer. It sounded as if someone was grunting. Placing her hand firmly on the doorknob she turned it gently and eased the door open. What met her eyes was not what she expected. It almost made her sick to watch.

On his bed lay Kagura, the beautiful manly bitch, with Inuyasha mindlessly pumping in and out of her. They didn’t even seem to realize that someone was standing there. Her jaw clenched as tears brimmed her clear blue eyes. She let out a whimper only to have it drowned out by Kagura’s nauseating moan and Inuyasha’s forceful grunt. It made her want to throw up and suddenly Kagome’s eyes met with Kagura’s frightening crimson orbs, they seemed to be smiling, laughing, taunting her. As if saying ‘Inuyasha would never screw an ugly little thing like you, go run along and play with your dolls, virgin.’ She was frozen. She couldn’t tear her eyes away. *Doesn’t he even know I’m here? * The shock of seeing him with her, within her was enough to break her already broken heart. Finding the courage to speak, tears flowed down her porcelain cheeks. “Inu…Inuyasha… how… how could you!” Her pain quickly changed from distress to anger. He was still engrossed in his hunger for Kagura's body, wildly screwing her until he was spent.

She couldn’t hold it in any longer. “How can you be fucking that bitch while I’m right here! You baka…how could you…you …you bastard!” Her raven hair pooling in front of her bowed head. Finally able to tear his gaze from the manly bitch. He looked towards Kagome, worried and confused. She didn’t want an explanation, not now. She needed to leave. She fled the room to wrapped up in hateful emotion to realize she had dropped Inuyasha's carefully wrapped gift.
“Ka…Kagome? What… what are you doing he- this isn’t what it looks like! Awe…FUCK!” As Kagome left the room he resisted the urge to go after her. * It’s not like she’s my girlfriend for Kami’s sake! * He shouldn’t feel bad for having sex with Kagura. She’s just a bitch to use and abuse then throw out when you’re finished with her, which he undoubtedly wasn’t. Plus she was a good lay. “Inu baby what was that about?” Kagura didn’t seem fazed by Kagome’s sudden appearance in his bedroom. He cringed at her sickenly sweet voice.

Gold clashing red. He hated her but what can a man do when he gets the urge to rut. *Get the first bitch he sees and nail her till her eyes pop out. * She began to start speaking but he silenced her with a violent kiss. There was only one thing he like about her mouth and that was when she put it to ‘Other’ uses. “Don’t minded her little interruption. Now where were we?” He asked against her heated mouth. Coax her lips to part, he slid his tongue inside resuming their disruptive lovemaking.

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He was lost in thought when he heard her scream. “You…you bastard!” it sounded hollow and grief stricken. He didn’t know why he suddenly felt as if he should go comfort her. *Why should I, of all people want to go comfort her! Because you feel sorry for her. Sigh… I know that but that doesn’t mean I should comfort her. It’s doesn’t mean I should want to hold her until she stops hurting…Sigh. * Hearing the front door slam, he gently rubbed his left temple. *Why I’m I thinking like this. Cause you’re a baka, and you want to comfort her the way you weren’t comforted as a child…Sigh…baka. *
He bound his hair in a low ponytail as he arose from around his desk and went towards the study door. Leaving his sanctuary he entered the foyer, letting out a frustrated growl. He suppressed the urge to go bang on Inuyasha’s door and tell them to keep the lovefest down. The moans coming from his little brothers bedroom were loud enough to wake the dead and make the living want to die. * I’ll advise the mutt to rut with his whores in the pool house. There’s no need for this much noise. * Wanting to leave the kiddies alone to there ministrations, he decided he would take a walk.

Feeling the cool wind brush against his face, he resisted yet again the sigh he knew would be coming and the urge to rub his temples. Grabbing his leather jacket and his keys, he softly shut the door behind him. “ It looks as if am going to just take a drive.” He said to one in particular. Putting on his coat before he got into his luxurious black BMW, he slid softly onto the drivers seat. Turning on the car he revved the engine and sped out of the driveway. The rain was getting worse as he flicked through the radio stations, not finding any with music that appealed to him.
He pressed a button, which switched the radio to CD player. He kept changing songs until the sound of Sayonara by Gackt met his ears. He pitied who ever had to be out in this horrible weather. However, when he saw her walking in her pale green summer dress that clung to her soaked body he let out a sigh. He couldn’t just let her walk home in this. She might catch a cold and it would be his fault. *My fault why would it be my fault? I’m going crazy. Sigh…I’ve been sighing an awful lot lately, today is definitely not my day. *

Stopping the car he rolled down his tinted window, lose strands of his platinum locks swayed the wind. “Hirugashi-san!” he called but when she didn’t turn around he realized she couldn’t hear him over the rain. As he got out of his car he pulled his jacket over his head not wanting to get his precious hair wet. When he approached her she just kept walking. Reaching for her shoulder he spun her around. “You know you shouldn’t be walking in weather like this Hirugashi-san.” Looking up at him with her shocked gaze, she seemed to regain some of her senses.
“ Sessho…Sesshoumaru-sama! What are you doing here? You cold catch a cold.” She scolded him. *Wonderful scolding me when I was about to say the same thing…sigh. Damn it. * Sesshoumaru mentally slapped himself. Instead of arguing he bluntly stated he had a car and gestured towards it. “Oh.” A rosy blush stained her rain and tear streaked face. “Would you like a drive home? Your dripping wet and Inuyasha would be upset with me if I didn’t.”

“He wouldn’t care.” She murmured looking everywhere but at his face. His stoic features softened at her pain. Wanting to get Inuyasha out of her mind he took off his jacket, placing it upon her shivering shoulders. “I do. A young woman should not be walking by herself at this time of day and I would greatly appreciate it, if you were to allow me to take you home. Hirugashi-san.” The way he said it or rather asked it left no room to argue. “Umm… okay Sesshoumaru-sama. Arigato.”
He set his arm rounded her ushering her to the warm car. Putting her seat belt on, she felt kind of odd being in a car with Sesshoumaru. He was never this nice before. He had given her his jacket! It smelled of honeysuckle and…. wet dog? *Eh… why does Sesshoumaru smell like wet dog? * She neatly fold her hands on her lap when he got into the car. His lovely hair damp and disheveled. A small smile tugged at the corner of her lips. Who would have thought she’d get the chance to see the mean Sesshoumaru-sama all messy. Inuyasha would be laughing when she told him.

Her face went blank; she wouldn’t get the chance to tell Inuyasha. She wanted to cry all over again. How could he be so cruel? She knew it wasn’t his fault he didn’t know she loved him, she never told him but running back to him would not help this time. After seeing him with Kikyou, it had broke her heart but she had ignored it. Her cousin hadn’t known when she went out with Inuyasha that he was the one her little cousin was so deeply in love with.
Kikyou and Inuyasha had met when they were both on a trip to the United States. Kagome had found out when she had gone to greet Inuyasha at the airport when they had arrived back from the trip. She had seen them kissing after they had come off the plane. She had ignored the shattered fragments of her heart when she went up to them after their passionate embrace. She had given them both a hug but her cousin could sense something was wrong. She had pulled Kagome to the side to talk to her. “Kagome? What is it, what’s wrong?” Not able to lie to her favorite cousin she had poured her heart out to Kikyou.

“Oh Kagome gomen nasai, I had no idea you knew him. It was only a fling, you know there is only one man for me, and that’s my Suikotsu! Don’t be upset.” It had been easier then to forget but not after this. If he didn’t realize her feelings now than he never would. She felt so ashamed, she had done what ever he had asked, she had gotten what ever he had needed and looking back now made her realize she had just been following him around like a lost puppy.
Thinking about all their times together, all the secrets they had shared. He knew all her secrets, all of them except for one. The biggest of them all, her love for him. It made her want to cry and she did.
She wept until there were no more tears to shed. She clutched at his drenched shirt her tears soaking it even more. Then she realized something someone was holding her. Someone was holding her and whispering soothing words in her ear. His lips brushed the top of her head gently.
“It’s alright. You’ll be fine in the morning after you have had a nice long rest, sleep. The pain will go away soon enough. Sleep.” Her eyes darted to his face before she fell into a dreamless sleep. Deep golden eyes filled with so much sorrow.