Our Second Chance

Our Second Chance


-SilverHanyou85-
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Disclaimer: I do not. Do not own any suggestion of possibly having the thought of ever having a dream of even considering the possibility of kinda having the hopes that one day I will hopefully probably, sorta, maybe own Inuyasha…I think?
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Inuyasha: What…the hell was that?
Shippo: *Passed out on the floor*
Sango: *Curls into a little ball* Mommy, I’m scared.
Miroku: *rubs Sango’s butt*
Sango: Pervert!! *Slaps Miroku. Hard*
Miroku: Thank you…*passes out*
Inuyasha: *Pouts* Lucky bastard.
Kagome: I’m really dizzy…
Me: *Sighs* I don’t own Inuyasha!
Inuyasha: *Growls* You could have said that earlier!
Kagome: *Glares at author* Look at what you did to our friends!
Shippo: *Still passed out. Now drooling.*
Miroku: *Whimpering in his sleep*
Sango: *Slowly rocking herself back and forth, muttering about evil disclaimers.*
Me: *Laughs* Kinda funny though.
Inuyasha and Kagome: *Look at each other, then their friends, blink once…twice…and start laughing uncontrollably*
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A/N: This will be the same with a few minor changes. So, enjoy the story again and review please. Tell me what you think.
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Kagome‘s P.O.V.
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How I wish I could sleep my life away, but I can’t. I lay on my bed, facing the darkest part of the wall. Why is it every time, love is found, it’s accompanied by pain? Drama? If only some people weren’t so freaking dense. Turning over, I realized it was one in the morning and since it was the end of summer, school starts in a few hours. I groaned out loud. I’ve been up since 5 am and I still had strength to go.
“Mom must’ve left already. Oh well, I wasn’t that excited to go to my aunt’s anyway.” I whispered to myself the dark. No matter how hard I try, the pain in my voice won’t leave. It still has that small crack. That indicator that something is bothering me, but no one is around to hear it. Not even the one person I want to hear it.
How can I live my life, when all I do is think about him? And how your not suppose to love your best friend in that special way. Only in the movies or even romance novels will that fantasy come true, where the handsome, strong male would come through the window and sweep the beautiful, heartbroken girl off her feet and make love to her till the break of dawn. And as hard as it is to believe, my life…is nothing like a movie or novel, unless if it were something about thinking way too much and the headaches that follow. “It still is a wonderful dream though.” I sighed, turning back over to face my wall with longing.
It was weird, the guy I’ve known for so many years is the one I want to be with. My best friend, that makes him off-limits to me. Not only that, he’s a half-demon, the forbidden fruit of the world, if you will. Our world is inhabited by demons and humans. Most get along fine now, but there was a time when these two refused to be with one another. They were disgusted and weary of each other, but love has always worked in mysterious ways. You can’t have two groups and not expect one of them to cross the boundary sooner or later. It’s just impossible to think otherwise and to tell the truth…I will be forever grateful to the ones who first dared to cross the gap, to bring half-demons into the world, because if they hadn’t, there was a strong chance that my Inuyasha would have never existed. I shuddered at the thought of him gone from my life, sure if he never existed, I wouldn’t know the effect he would have on me. Only now that he is in my life can I imagine the pain, and it scared me. Even now, it’s scary how he makes me feel. I see him every day and every day I fall just a little bit more in love with him. My heart cries out for him, but he won’t hear, how can he? When he’s in Kikyo’s arms. The place he belongs…
Do I really believe that? That he belongs with someone other than me? I don’t know. The only thing I do know is that, he is with her right now. I close my eyes to stave off the hurt. I went day after day seeing them together and every day I tried not to cry, but it’s so hard not to. I often want to grab him and stare deep into his golden eyes and just tell him that I can love him more than she could ever hope to. I have so much love to give and I have no chance to give it. I keep it all inside, not wanting to cause him any pain. You can’t be with two people, no matter how much you care, only one will prevail. There are times when he looks so content with her and that helps a little. His happiness is what makes the pain lessen. That’s all I want for him, to be happy and if it means sacrificing my heart for his…then I will be glad to suffer. To suffer for him.
I laugh at myself, when did I become so…love sick? Am I really doing what’s right? Or am I a fool that is so blinded by love that she would be willing to do anything for the man that makes her heart beat just a little bit faster? When did the lines between friendship and love become so blurred?
I would always remember the day we met, it was a warm sunny day. That was it, sunny. Really bright, I was 5 years old and ready to play anything. I remember playing with my little red ball. It fell out of my hands and rolled over to rest at the base of a big tree. Well, it was big to me at the time. Anyway, there was a little boy with the cutest dog ears I’ve ever seen sitting under that tree. He looked up at me with such a hesitant expression and handed me the ball. When I grabbed it, I couldn’t leave. I don’t know why, but something within my 5 year old mind said to stay with him, so I did. I sat down beside him and introduced myself as politely as I could. Just like my mommy taught me. He was still a little guarded and I found out later that because of his heritage. Or as he put it, ‘the thingies on his head‘. Which I did not to this day understand whatsoever. Those ears are the cutest things that have ever been known to exist. Then again, I was 5 and I had a falling out with my cat after he accidentally clawed me, so I became a dog person. After meeting Inuyasha, I liked dogs even more. ‘I’m so shallow.’
Since he was alone because of his cute ears, I happily volunteered my services as his bestest best friend and all he had to do was let me rub his ears when ever I wanted. He was reluctant about letting some hyperactive little girl rub his ears silly, but he really wanted a friend. I gave him my set of prayer beads as a token of our new friendship. Only fair that he got something out of it too. He got a little upset when he had nothing to give me. I tried telling him his ears were enough, but he didn‘t listen and improvised. A quick kiss to my cheek and I was the happiest little girl. Odd, how I could forget about the cooties when I was with him. The same cooties I had spent an entire week hiding from all the boys in the area thinking they would turn me into a drooling monkey. Mom asked me why I would let Inuyasha touch me and not anyone else. I shrugged and smiled. ‘Inu is special.’
We continued to grow up and get closer and when we reached middle-school, I was beginning to feel weird around him. I started to blush whenever he touched me and whenever he said my name I would shiver. His smile always made me so happy, especially when I was the one who made him smile. I just couldn’t understand why I was feeling so strange. I ignored it and just adjusted to the new feelings, but by the time high-school came around…I knew the feelings for what they were. I was head over heals in love with him. How could I not be? He had done so much for me and never asked anything in return. He even saved my life nearly at the cost of his own once. Love came to me so easily. Yet here I was, heartbroken and he was with her.
Kikyo Nimiko. His girlfriend, his love. He’s always with her and he’s always kissing her. I’m not ashamed to admit that I’m jealous. Of them. Of what they have. I’m mostly envious of what she has…what I can only dream of having. What my heart demands that I take…
“Kikyo.” I whisper it to myself. They’re together. Doing who knows what. “Inu, do you really love her?” I realize that I’m saying this to give myself hope. He loves her and there’s nothing I can do about it. Nothing. I can’t speak the feelings I hold for him. Never. The fear of him rejecting me breaks my heart and tears my soul. That is what he would do, since he loves her so much. I’d lose my best friend and my only love. It’s a risk I will not take. I’d rather have him as my dearest friend than the guy I scared away.
Most people would tell me to give up and find someone who can give me the love I want, but I’ve made that mistake before. I can’t give away what someone else already owns. My heart, whether I like it or not, belongs to Inuyasha alone. And the thought of giving up on him hurts too much. I can’t say that I love him and then give up when it gets too hard. I love him, I don’t ever want to stop loving him. He makes me feel whole and in tune with everything. I will suffer this torture alone and maybe one day…one day, my friend may gain some common sense and realize that I am better, and that I can make him happier…That I can love him more…
My musing was brought to a sudden halt when I feel my heart beat just a little faster. I heard someone climb through my window. A smile formed on my lips. I don’t need to see who arrived. It can only be one guy. ‘Inuyasha…you came.’
This is something I only allow him to do. He was the only one to enter my room at anytime and I could go into his anytime I wanted. To watch over each other. I can’t help but smile whenever he enters my room. For one moment it feels like he’s mine, and he is coming to me, not her. I live for these moments where I don’t have to suffer alone in my unrequited love.
Even though he himself unintentionally brings me pain, Inuyasha has never let anyone or anything get away with hurting me, even the poor piece of paper that cut me at school. I remember he spent the whole class ‘interrogating’ the paper while poking the paper with a pencil, asking who was it was working for and if it gets off on attacking innocent schoolgirls. I found it hilarious, as did the teacher and the rest of the class, when he thrust the paper in my face and yelled at it to beg for my forgiveness, Or in his exact words; ‘Beg for mercy from the all mighty Kagome, bringer of my ramen and maybe I shall spare your worthless, insignificant life!! Beg, you worthless cur! BEG!!’
He has always looked out for me and protected me. That is what I’ve always loved about him. The one thing I could claim him as, besides best friend and secret love, was my protector. Come to think of it, he has always defended me and never lets Kikyo get away with insulting me…what if he does have feelings for me?
I heard him slowly approached my bed hesitantly? He has to know I’m here. I could hear him kneel down and gently placed his hand on my shoulder. He whispered in a loud, yet soft tone. Yet there was something there. Something broken. “Kagome. Wake up. Please.” My heart dropped at the crack in his voice. ‘Something’s wrong.’
“Hi, Inu.” I said as I sat up and rubbed my eyes. “Why the visit?”
“Oh Kagome…” He sighed in relief and the next thing I knew, he was hugging me. It wasn’t the normal hug he gave me everyday, but something else. It was desperate.
“What’s wrong?” I asked gently as I pulled away to look into his violet eyes? ‘The night of the new moon! He turns human tonight! How could I have forgotten! Your such an idiot, Kagome! How could you forget his vulnerable period?’ It unnerved me a little to see him without his silver hair and his golden eyes I love so much. He was weaker and could really be hurt. It was a worry that I held whenever he was out of my sight on these nights. I returned my attention to my now human friend, just noticing the cuts on his face.
“Your hurt! Are you okay? What happened to you?” I touched his face lightly. He flinched at my touch.
“I‘m fine,” He voice cracked a little. “I thought something happened to you.”
“What?” I was needless to say, confused. What did he mean by that? “Inu, why would you think that?”
He clutched me tighter and buried his face in my neck. I have never seen him this rattled before. “Inu,” I bit back a giggle when he inhaled my scent. “Tell me what happened.”
“I can’t.” He said. He sounded so hurt. So lost. His voice broke my heart. I was flooded with a need to reassure him and take away his pain. He knew I would. After all, he came to me.
“Come here.” I gently tugged on his arm and pulled him down onto my bed throwing the covers over our bodies. I pillowed my head on his chest, moving my arms around his waist.
The relationship we shared was unique. After we met, we were always together. I made sure to see him everyday and when I couldn’t, I would beg my parents to take me to his house and let me stay the night or else suffer the consequences and now looking back, they just humored me. Our parents became great friends after that, so it was easy for me and Inuyasha to hang out. They often got together every weekend. Since we were together more, we got even closer. We were always holding hands and even slept in the same bed until we were 10. Our parents stopped that saying we were too old, but we didn‘t listen. More than once our parents had caught us sneaking into the other’s bed. After an awkward moment we experienced when we were older, we now we only do it when we need comfort. Comfort only the other could provide.
“Inu, tell me what happened.” I asked, unconsciously tightening my hold on him. He groaned softly.
“Not so hard, Kagome.” I sat up and looked down at his shirt. It was torn nearly shredded. ‘What is wrong with me! I’m never this careless when it comes to Inuyasha’s safety.’
“Inu, what happened to you?” I stroked his chest softly. “Don’t lie to me. Why are you hurt?”
“A lot of shit happened tonight.” Her stared me in the eyes and I felt a shiver run through me. His eyes glazed over, seemed to hold so much pain.
‘Oh Inuyasha. What happened to you?’ I was truly worried. “I don’t like seeing you like this.”
He sighed, reluctant to tell me the story. Leaning back down in his chest, I softly wrapped my arms around him again. He looked thoughtful as if trying to find a place to start. “Well, you know Kikyo invited me to a party but while I was there, she started bitching about you.” I could hear the anger in his voice.
“Again.” I sighed. I never did learn why she hated me with such a passion. But we all knew who was winning the battle we fought. Kikyo. She had the only thing I ever truly wanted. I was no threat to her… “What did she say this time?”
He sighed, a bit annoyed. “How you were constantly fucking up our relationship.”
“So she wanted you to get rid of me?” I felt his body tense. I couldn’t tell if it was cause I was right or something else. His body told me I hit a nerve.
He lifted my head and looked at me with complete seriousness and said. “Don‘t ever think for one second that I‘ll let anyone get between us.”
‘Wake up, Inuyasha. You already have…’ I saw the raw pain flood into his violet eyes. “Inu, why did you come here?” I asked him softly.
Groaning slightly, he got up and pushed himself against the wall at the head of my bed. Lifting me in his lap. I hated it when he did that! He made me so light headed that I could barley see straight. It made me want him even more whenever I feel his arms around me. I wrapped one arm around his shoulder as his arms cradled me. I should mention this is my favorite place to be. His face was so close to mine, I can’t help but get flustered. “I-Inu, are you sure you can hold me like this? What about your injuries?” I asked. Still searching his face for an answer. His beautiful violet eyes searched mine also.
“I’m fine Kagome!” He grumbled. “Your too light to hurt me.”
I blushed and smiled at him. “That’s sweet, but don’t think that‘s going to get you out of anything.” I sighed and grabbed his shirt, hoisting it over his head. “W-what are you doing?”
I was confused by the blush and the stutter, but rolled my eyes anyway. Getting up as carefully as I could, I walked over to my closet. Since he and I were always so close, half of my closet is filled with his stuff, while half of his room is filled with my things. Things worked a lot easier that way. Having to run back home in the morning, killed the buzz of waking up in my love’s arms.
I felt a draft around my legs. I froze and finally realized that I had been wearing just a pair of black panties and a white t-shirt that happened to belong to a certain guy with no bra and to make it worse the small breeze from the open window were having a familiar effect on my nipples. ‘That’s what I get for listening to my inner voice. I hate that stupid bitch.’ I grumbled softy to myself and pulled out another one of his shirts. Turning back to him, I saw a faraway look in his eyes, I handed him the shirt. “Your staying here tonight.”
When it looked like he would protest, I snapped at him. “Inuyasha!” I saw him flinch when I said his whole name. I made sure never to use it unless I wanted to make a point or he was about to piss me off. “You know better than to argue with me about this. I won’t let you go, at least until your powers come back!” After he put the shirt on, I returned to my position as carefully as I could in his lap. “And that’s final, Inu-yasha!”
“Kagome,” He groaned. “Fine. I‘ll stay.”
I smirked in victory. Directing as much seriousness as I could I spoke. “Okay, what happened?”
He sighed, pausing for awhile. “Alright, while Kikyo and I were fighting, Ayumi came running up to me yelling about a car accident…” He drifted off, his eyes glazing over with pain. “She…she said that you were hurt badly and that you were…dying.” I gasped, not because of what he said but because what was coming down his cheeks. Tears. ‘Inuyasha…’
“Where’s did she hear that from?“ I reached up and gently wiped the tears off his face. This was the-I believe the third time Inuyasha has ever cried. Shocking coming from a guy who could get up after being stabbed and say ‘Feh. it’s just a scratch. Now let’s eat!’.
“She was…uh…watching TV upstairs and…saw that a girl named K-Kagome Higurashi was fatally injured by a drunk driver, along with three other friends.”
“Are you sure it was me?” I asked wearily, “I mean what are the odds?”
He tried blinking away his tears. “Ayumi had stayed and made sure. When the name was repeated, she ran to find me.”
“Wow, with so many people out there, it doesn’t surprise me that another Kagome Higurashi exists somewhere.”
“That wasn’t on my mind at the moment, Kagome.” He growled, obviously irritated with me. “The second she said your name, I was running towards the door, but then Kikyo…”
Now, I knew Kikyo wasn’t that nice a girl, but she wasn’t that bad. ‘No, she couldn’t be that much of a bitch.’
“She stopped me.” He growled harshly sending a shiver through me. “She FUCKING stopped me! She started whining and complaining that I care about you more than her.”
‘Okay, so she is that much of a bitch.’ I was pissed. I resented Kikyo before, but to actually keep him from going to his fatally injured best friend IN THE HOSPITAL! Never in my life had I wanted to hit anyone as badly as I wanted to hit her. I was barely even aware of the growls coming from me. Inuyasha probably noticed but didn’t say anything.
“I remember her yelling at me to choose between you two.” He took a deep breath. “I didn’t hesitate Kagome.” He hugged me tighter and whispered in my ear. “I didn’t hesitate to choose you.”
My eyes went wide and I buried my head into neck. My heart was beating with joy, my eyes tearing up. “Oh, Inu…”
“When I made a move to go, she tried again, but Kagura suddenly showed up and knocked her out.”
Kagura Taisho was Inuyasha’s sister in law. Kagura and Inuyasha didn’t get along very well in the beginning, but now they are as close to each other as brother and sister, bad for the school jocks with all the pranks they pull. The two often teased Sesshomaru about anything and everything they possibly could. Lunch time is usually filled with a laughing Inuyasha, running away from his fuming brother and a hysterical Kagura rolling over with laughter.
I wondered how much Inuyasha was really hurting because of this night. “I ran all the way to the hospital Ayumi said you were in. I was frantic, I ran into the emergency room yelling your name.” He sniffled and shook his head. “I…I…um looked all over and when I finally found a doctor, he told me that…that you were gone. That you had d-died just five minutes before.” Tears were flooding down his face now as my own joined his. I had never been this emotionally mixed before. I wanted Kikyo‘s head. She had kept him from saying goodbye. ‘She would have kept me from saying-’ My heart was breaking for my secret love. He had actually thought I was gone. How horrible it must have been.
“I lost it. I think I broke some equipment and security was called. They had to force me to calm down.” I could picture him in my head, mourning his best friend, with tears in his eyes, security guards holding him down while he cursed the world, it was heartbreaking. I took a deep breath to stave off the sobs that were building in me. “I didn’t want to see your body, because I knew it would all be true. That you would be forever gone from my life. I couldn’t take it, Kagome. I felt so lost.” I was touched, really I was. Here is the man I loved more than life, basically saying he would be miserable without me. Hope began to flourish within my heart. ‘Could this experience really have opened your eyes?’
“I remember crying while I was walking up to your body. It took me 15 minutes to finally get the courage to get close.” I shivered in sadness. How hard it must have been for him. I placed my hand on his cheek, smiling when he leaned into my touch. “I pulled the sheet back and…” His body was convulsing in silent sobs. I knew where this was going, but still needed to hear what happened next.
“It wasn’t you.” He breathed out and clutched me body. I quickly wrapped my arms around his neck, crying for him and the pain he went through, “It wasn’t you Kagome…I-I was so relieved that I fell to my knees and started bawling like a baby.”
‘Do I really mean that much to you?‘ I hated to see him like this. Before I realized it, I brought his head down to my chest and tried to reassure him. “Shhh, Inu. It’s okay. I’m right here. I didn’t leave you. I would never leave without saying goodbye. Don’t-”
He cut me off, the pain in his voice bringing a whimper out of me. “You still don’t get it Kagome! For a few agonizing minutes, you did leave me! You did leave me without saying goodbye! I had to experience a world without you and your smile. And I fucking hated it! I wanted to die Kagome.” He paused when I gasped in surprise. I looked into his eyes, seeing something I had never seen before. “I didn‘t have the will to move on. You left me before I could…tell you…that I loved you.”
‘Did he just…?’ The words I’ve always wanted to hear. He finally said them! He finally said them! I cried out as I grabbed onto his sobbing body. The words buried within my heart came out. “Baby, it’s okay. It’s okay, it was all just a mistake. A horrible mistake. Shhh, don’t cry. I love you too, Inuyasha.”
I could feel his sobs calm, as he listened to my every heartfelt word. “I’m so sorry you went through that, but I’m here, alive and well. I swear, I will never leave you. Never, Inu. I love you too damn much to leave you alone.”
I lifted his hand that was resting my hip and lifted it to my chest. “You feel that? My heart is beating strong and loud, just for you.” I finished in a whisper, using my other hand to lift his chin. I smiled and leaned to his cheeks, kissing off his tears, I needed him to understand. “Only for you, Inu. I love you so much.”
The room was filled with silence. Our words played in my mind, when I had allowed myself to dream about us proclaiming our undying love for each other, I had always thought that we would be in the most romantic setting and he would get down on one knee and tell me how wonderful I am and how he could never live without me. I had never even thought that I would actually confess my love for him, because he thought I was gone from his life forever. If I had been in his position…I stifled a whimper at the thought. ‘Gods, don’t take him away from me. Ever.’ I leaned my forehead on his, the pain in his eyes slowly being replaced with joy. Joy that I caused. “Kagome, You mean so much to me. More than anyone.”
I searched his eyes for any lies, but this was Inuyasha, the man who ran naked across the school just to make me forget my first boyfriend and boy did it work! To this day I can‘t even remember his name! ‘I wonder where I put those pictures.’ I thought idly.
I knew it was the truth, Inuyasha would rather cut off his own arm than lie to me. “Why didn‘t you tell me?” I licked my lips. “Why did you go to her?”
He sighed as if reliving a bad mistake. “I wanted someone who cared. Someone who wanted me in her arms and at the time Kikyo was the perfect choice. She started out so nice and loving, but she changed and became this bitch.” He buried his nose in my neck, sniffing discreetly. “You’re my best friend, I was scared of losing you. I wanted to tell you so badly, but when I finally found the courage…” My eyes widened. No! He was going to tell me? When?
“I found out you were dating Koga.” ‘Ah. So that’s what his name was.’ I thought drifting off course, yet again.
“I didn’t…you looked so happy, that I could bring myself to tell you. I settled for staying your friend. It was all my heart could take.” I looked at him apologetically. He must’ve loved me for as long as I loved him.
“Inu, I had no idea.” He had hidden it so well. We went through so much angst that could have been avoided if we had just swallowed our pride and told each other what had been hidden in our hearts for so long… “I’ve always felt this way about you and everyday I wanted to hold you in my arms and tell you how much I loved you, but I thought you never noticed all those times I kissed your cheek or sat on your lap and cuddled with you.”
“Of course I noticed, but I always thought I was reading too far into it. I…was scared that you were just doing it to make Koga jealous…” Inuyasha bowed his head sadly, but growled when I smacked him.
“How could you think I would ever use you like that!?” I hugged him and softly whispered. “Inu, you mean everything to me. When Koga asked me out, I just wanted the attention he was willing to give me. The attention I wanted from you. And I sort of…wanted to…make you…make you jealous.”
His chuckle turned into a laugh. “I guess, we’re both morons, huh?” He sighed sadly and held on to me tighter. “Tonight, was the worst night of my life. I have never felt so powerless before. I could always rely on my strength to help you and save you, but tonight I realized how much I needed you.” I gave him kiss on the nose for admitting his feelings, getting a blush in return. I suppressed the urge to rub his cheeks together and coo.
He sighed. His look told me that his story was still unfinished. “Before I left the hospital, the Kagome that died, her boyfriend ran in and he was nearly as broken as I was. He was so shocked. I didn’t really pay much attention to him at the time. It wasn’t till a few minutes later that he noticed me. Poor guy looked so confused.” Inuyasha chuckled. “He wanted to know who the hell I was. I think he believed his girlfriend was cheating on him. He just wasn’t thinking clearly. Next thing I know, he’s throwing me threw a window.”
“So this guy is the one who hurt you.” I was angry, but I couldn’t help but see it from his point of view. Here was this guy he didn’t know crying over his girlfriend. And with the grief he was experiencing, it must’ve have tweaked his mind a bit.
He nodded. “Yeah, the guy gave me the fight of my life. I was being tossed around for the first few minutes. When I finally got a chance to defend myself, we practically damaged half the hospital. Took another 10 minutes for me to pin him. I just couldn’t fight the guy wholeheartedly, being so depressed myself. I understood what he was going through. Yusuke turned out to be a pretty decent guy. I was surprised at how strong he was. His rage not only made him stronger, but so much faster than me.“ He shook his head and I was awed. Not many people could get the best of Inuyasha, except his brother.
“You were just out of it that’s all.“ I assured him. “If it had been different circumstances then you would have wiped the floor with him. Plus, tonight is your human night. You would have beat the hell out of him if it been any other day. No problem.“ I hated when he fought, because there was the chance of him getting hurt, but I couldn’t help but feel proud at how he fought. I’ve always loved how he handled himself. When we were kids, he got into a fight with some boy, because he was picking on me. It was the first true fight Inuyasha had ever been in. He won the fight and he later told me he won, because he wanted to protect me. He said he didn’t want to hurt the boy, but that he would hurt anyone who tried to hurt me. I was 10 at the time and that was when I first developed a crush on him. A big one.
Inuyasha looked at the ceiling in thought, before he spoke again. “He stayed with the body awhile and when they carted her away, I offered to stay with him for awhile.”
“That was sweet of you.” I smiled at him, never was he so caring to anyone he just met.
“Yeah, I was freaked out too, but the guy needed a friend and I didn’t have anyone when I thought I lost you.” I nodded, feeling my heart beat proudly for my hanyou. “So after about an hour of talking, I told him about my situation and he offered to drive me over here. Or actually he shoved me into the front seat and broke about sixteen laws and pushed me out in front of your house, yelling ‘Tuck and roll Yash! Tuck and roll!’.” He scoffed when I started laughing, he looked out my window. “Thanks for the sympathy, Kagome.”
I looked at him with humor. “The guy loses is girlfriend and he just walks out with you to eat some food and he then repays you for your trouble by tossing you out the door of a moving car?”
He smirked, “Yeah. What an asshole. Though I can’t be angry at him. I could tell that he was hiding it. Earlier, he told me all about their relationship. Kagome, his Kagome, they had been best friends since childhood, like us.” He smiled at me and I warmly returned the gesture.
“They were madly in love with one another in middle school and started dating in high-school.” He frowned sadly. “They had to put up with so much crap from his parents.” I looked at him with question and felt a romance story coming up. I settled down slightly and rested my head on his shoulder. “He came from a high class family. Rich and all important, but one day he met a girl who wanted to be his friend. He was weary at first, but he accepted her.”
I giggled softly. “Sounds familiar, doesn’t it?” He smiled and nodded. “Such a cute puppy you were.”
He rolled his eyes, ignored me and continued. “The thing was, she was poor. She never had a lot, but he said she was the kindest person he ever met. So it was only natural they fell in love. When they did, he decided to take her to meet the folks, they demanded he stop seeing her. She was not good enough for them. No matter how much he said he loved her.” He looked down at my lap and I felt the tears forming again.
“That’s so sad.” I never understood why people discriminated like that. If they didn’t have enough money they shouldn’t be allowed to be with anyone other than those like them. I hated that. There were probably people who didn’t want me and Inuyasha together, or humans and demons together, but it’s not their decision to make. So, screw them. “What happened to them next?” I asked, wanting to know how they handled it and kept their love intact.
“He left everything behind.” Inuyasha stated with a hint of respect in his voice. “He walked out of his comfy lifestyle to be with her. His parents gave him an ultimatum. Leave her or leave the house. He just couldn’t leave her. So he went with her.” I smiled. I’m a sap when it comes to a good story. Especially love stories. “I think that was when he turned 18. That was over 3 years ago. They settled down in a crappy apartment and worked their asses off to get where they were. She was a genius and it was obvious in her work. She was studying to be a nurse and he was going to be an architect. They were doing great on their own. And they were happy. He told me that he was going to marry her as soon as he came up with the money to buy the engagement ring.” How romantic, I was melting and I knew it.
“Did he ever buy the ring?” I asked half-fearing the answer. Inuyasha looked away and sighed.
“He bought it yesterday.” I gasped and closed my eyes.
“I don’t like this story anymore.” I held on to him and sighed. “I hate tragic endings.” I knew it was a slightly insensitive thing to say, but it broke my heart to hear that this man had given up everything in the name of love and lost the one thing he gave up everything for. ‘The poor guy.’
“Well, she did die, Kagome.” He held me tight and I sighed happily, “I’m just thankful it wasn’t you.”
My heart sped up at his words. I raised my hand to his face and ran my finger across his lips. “I know, I’m happy that you weren’t hurt badly either.” I whispered to him. “I’m just so happy that your…” I looked away, embarrassed I would say that. He lifted my chin and made me look at him. I could feel my cheeks burning.
“What were you going to say?” He asked gently. I hated that gentle voice of his and I loved it at the same time. It had this way of getting me to do anything he wanted. It‘s scary how well he knows me. ‘He knows exactly what to do to get me to talk.’
“I’m just happy that you’re finally in my arms.” I smiled as the look in his eyes sparkled in the night. He was happy. Not just content like he was with Kikyo, but truly happy.
“It does feel good. I should have done this sooner.” I nodded, too happy to trust myself with words. I rested my head back onto his shoulder, not even noticing the tears escaping my eyes. ‘Your finally here, Inuyasha. My one and only. My soul mate. I could feel you with me. The bond that drew us toward each other. It wasn’t a coincidence that we met. No. We were meant to be together. I know it. I believe that you and I were special.’ I looked at him, love no longer hidden. I had no reason to hide it anymore. ‘At long last, he’s here for me alone. Not to get away from her, but he came to be with me.’
I saw the look in his eyes change and my heart thundered against my chest. I knew what he wanted. I could feel his desire for me. I watched in growing anticipation as he leaned closer to me. My dream finally come true, but our moment was broken when his cell phone rang, I heard a low growl come from him as he answered the phone. My body was still shivering at what almost happened. He wiped the tears from his eyes and cleared his throat. I had a feeling on who was on the other side.
“This better be important!” he growled into the phone.
“Yasha, I’m sorry. Please come back to the party.”
His growl intensified. And I was just happy my Mom was out of town. So she couldn’t hear it, I think. “Your sorry! You fucking bitch-”
“Baby, everyone wants you to come back.” I could see him cringe at the endearment I used only minutes before. At that moment it hit me, they way he looked when he spoke to her. ‘He hates her. He can barely keep himself calm.’ I smiled and breathed a sigh of relief. ‘You truly are going to be mine, Inuyasha. No one will stand in my way. Not anymore.’ I thought determined to keep him.
“I don’t give a damn about everyone! Do you have any idea what you‘ve done!?” I felt the pain in his voice. “I got to the hospital to find out Kagome died. Five minutes before I got there! Five fucking minutes Kikyo! Those five minutes I could have been telling her goodbye, but no! I spent those precious moments arguing with YOUR STUPID ASS!!”
“So?” I gasped. She truly was an evil bitch. I saw his eyes widen and a look of pure disgust crossed his face.
“I honestly don’t know who you are anymore.” I could see the sadness and I held on to him tighter. “What happened to you?”
Kikyo remained quiet for a moment and then she scoffed. “Can you please come back to the party?”
“Damnit Kikyo!“ He growled harshly. “That’s all you can say!?”
“I’m sorry about Kagome, but I need you here.” I looked at him knowing his heart was breaking. I honestly don’t know what happened to her, she used to be so kind and happy. ‘She’s lost him now.’
“No, we are fucking done!” He said harshly. “I’m done with you!”
“Yasha, you don’t know what you were saying. Kagome always made you think stupid things.” I twitched and had to restrain myself from going over and ringing her pretty neck. “She’s gone, so she can’t influence you anymore.” I lowered my head, sad that she actually was glad I was dead. ‘Damn you, Kikyo.’
“Your fucking lucky she didn‘t die!” Inuyasha held me tight and tucked my head under his chin.
“I thought you said-”
“It was a mistake, my Kagome is alive and well.” I could practically hear him smile. My heart jumped when I felt his lips on my head.
“That‘s great!” I could hear her jumping for joy. What bull. ‘Idiot, she didn‘t even realize Inuyasha claimed me.’ “She’s okay, so you can come back to the party now, then you and I can have a little fun.”
“How about this-” He was cut off when I grabbed the phone and placed a finger on his lips.
I made sure to sound as perky as I could tolerate. “Kikyo? Hi! This is Kagome. How bout this? You’ll shut the hell up, while me and Inu have some fun, kay?”
Before she could respond, I hung up and immediately after it rang. Grabbing the phone, he turned off the sound then tossed it on the floor. He looked down at me with amusement. “Have fun, eh?” He chuckled at my blushing cheeks.
“I‘ve been wanting to put her in her place for a while,” I said as he shook his head. Turning to him, I spoke with hope in my voice. “Your gonna break up with her aren‘t you?”
“I thought I just did that.” He tilt his head in that adorable way that makes him look like a puppy. “Look, Kagome. I have you now. There is no one else I need.”
I fumbled with my words. “What…um…what exactly does this mean for us, Inu? Do you really want to be my…my boyfriend?” I was still self-conscious, but I needed to be sure he had no regrets, because if he agreed, I would give him all of me. I knew that I could love him forever. I felt that my love for this guy would not die. And I knew that if he regretted being with me, I would be devastated.
I looked down at the prayer beads I had given him, he had never once taken them off. I focused my attention on one of the fangs, I fingered it and pushed it around. I treated it like it was the most interesting thing on the planet. He took his hand and placed it under my chin to focus my attention on him.
“No Kagome, not your boyfriend,“ My heart dropped and felt like it was about to shatter. “believe it or not, I learned some shit tonight. I can’t see stand to see you everyday if your not mine. I want you all to myself…” My heart and breathing sped to unimaginable speeds. ’Don’t stop now!’
He sighed and held on to me tightly with one arm and the other grabbed my hand, rubbing his thumb over it. I gasped softly, fearing the moment I wanted for do long would be ruined. “Kagome…I should have asked you this a long time ago and I feel so stupid for thinking you wouldn’t accept. I…Kagome Higurashi?”
I licked my lips and grabbed his hand with both of mine. “Yes, Inuyasha?”
“I…I wish I could tell you about the day I fell in love with you, but I can’t. Because it didn’t happen in a day. I didn’t just wake up one day and decided to say, ‘I love Kagome.’ It happened gradually. From the day I met you. I saw the little hyper active, clumsy, talkative girl age into a beautiful, stunning, hyper active talkative, clumsy woman.” I giggled through my tears and raised his hands to my mouth, holding them there. I could feel him shiver as my breath hit his skin and closed his eyes when I kissed them repeatedly, silently urging him to continue. The feeling I had was so overwhelming. My dreams were coming true before my eyes. They were finally taking shape and I was near twitching with excitement. ‘Hurry!!’
“I fell in love with you little by little every single day. All we did just seemed so normal that I never questioned how you made me feel. Those times you held my hand like it was nothing, when you hugged me. Kagome, everything you did meant so much to me. You have no idea how happy I felt when you first talked to me. I used to see you at that park, playing and smiling. I wanted to talk to you, but I didn’t want you to look at me with disgust like everyone else.” I gasped, I kissed his hands again holding him as tight as I could. He had never told me this. I had always believed he just came that day and I was lucky enough to see him. That wasn’t the case at all, he had seen me before and watched me…I looked him in the eyes and smiled. I spoke in a breathy voice, not wanting him to hear my voice crack. “My very own little puppy stalker.”
He smiled and let out a small chuckle. “Yeah, you could say that.” He took another deep breath. “You are special to me Kagome. All I can think about is you. Your name is in my head everyday and every night I try not to think of you, but it’s just so hard with your scent all over everything.” I smiled, knowing how much he loved my scent. No matter how many times he said he didn’t. Inuyasha has always been a horrible liar. “There are times when I found myself sitting outside your window about to come in, but I had no idea what to say to you. I need you Kagome and after tonight…I can’t live without you. I can’t. So that’s why…I have the courage to say this.” He could have told me I had a wart on my nose at this point and I would have been putty in his hands. I had never felt so happy, my breath was short and my eyes were flooded. “Kagome Higurashi, will you…will you be my mate?”
It was just so simple. ‘Be my mate’ The words I’ve been wanting to hear for so long. I clutched his hands tighter, so many emotions going through me and relief was a big one. He wanted me all to himself. He wanted us to enter a sacred union between souls and life. He wanted to-for lack of better words- lock himself to me the rest of our lives. I couldn’t say a word, but he waited patiently with a small smile on his face. I wanted to say so much, but I just couldn’t, so I slowly cupped his cheeks and whispered as soft as I could. “W-what…took you so long to ask?”
I saw relief flash through his beautiful eyes. He used the hand not holding me to him, to grab a hand that was on his cheek. He leaned to my touch and softly stroked my hand. He looked like he wanted to say something, but didn’t. My tears were still falling down and he looked at me with concern, just like he always did when I cried. His violet eyes glittered with love and admiration. His face was slightly illuminated by the light coming in off the street and I swear I fell in love with him all over again. He had never looked so beautiful to me.
“Inu…I want to be yours, forever.” I had always whispered these words to myself. How many times I wanted to say this to him. He smiled that wonderful smile of his and closed in on me staring into my eyes. When his lips touched mine, Everything stilled. I felt a shot of electricity run through us. My heart beat had calmed when we finally met, not like I was bored, but like as if he poured water on the fire that painfully engulfed my heart. I felt relief. I closed my eyes and gave into the feeling. I wrapped my arms around his neck and tilted my head, smiling as I heard him groan in pleasure. ‘Don’t let this be a dream.‘ I begged to no one. ‘Please. I love him so much.’
It was amazing. Our kiss. Our first kiss. All the pain that I went through, seeing him in Kikyo’s arms everyday. Remembering how much it hurt when he avoided me when I was with Koga. It all seemed to just…vanish. And all I felt at the moment, besides his lips and hands, was the love I had for this man alone. I put more force behind my kiss, wanting to get as much of him as I could. He gasped in my mouth and I wasted no time sliding my tongue in to touch his. ‘This feels so right.’ His touch was driving me wild. My skin was tingling with his touch and I wanted more.
Straddling his hips, I tugged at his shirt. “Off.” He said nothing as I helped him take of the shirt, leaving his bare chest for my eyes to fed upon. His cuts had by now already healed and his skin was once again smooth to my touch. My hands wandered ever his chest and his arms. I was having trouble controlling my desires. His hands rested on my thighs and rubbed them very softly. I got up off his lap pushed down on his shoulders so he could lay himself flat on my bed.
I looked down at him and I just couldn’t believe it was happening. All my painful waiting and secret longing was going to end tonight. I leaned down taking his lips again. ‘Gods, it’s better than the first.’ My whole body was shaking from our kiss. His lips weren’t rough or soft, but somewhere in between. It was nothing I ever felt before, his hands roaming my back softly, they moved down to my firm ass and squeezed. I gasped softly, allowing his tongue to enter my mouth. ‘My, isn’t he creative.’ I happily thought as he began to tenderly massage my tongue, a moan escaped me.
The hands on my ass, slide slowly across my hips, tickling my sensitive skin. I broke the kiss and said with a smirk, “Baby, if you are going to tickle me, I'm going to have to get you back.”
Inuyasha grinned at me as he purposefully tickled my sides and I started twitching away from his hands.
“Bad Squishy!” His eyes widened at the nickname I gave him as a child, just because it was more fun to say ‘Squishy’ than ‘Inu’. I needed no other reason. Still don’t.
His eyes narrowed, next thing I know I find myself being pressed into the sheets and a smirking guy above me. He didn’t even give me a chance to react before he attacked my sides and under my arms. He knew every spot to tickle me and I hardly knew any of his. So, I mirrored his ‘technique’ as both of us twitched and giggled like idiots. The bastard was going for my neck sides.
We were always like this, but in high school it’s weird to see a miko tackle a hanyou and see them roll around laughing their asses off, without thinking something really perverted. Especially with the group of friends that we have.
He shifted and my hand had found it’s way to his inner thigh. I grinned devilishly when he held in a laugh. His eyes filled with terror and I winked at him. Was I was seriously amused to find that his inner thigh was a ticklish spot? Oh yes! The fun I could have with him at school! The things I could make him do! In my musing, the nice spot disappeared and my hand was now on the very top of his leg, just under his hip.
Moving my hand a little to tickle my way back up his sides, I found myself touching something hard, and warm. I, like any other teenage girl with the love of her life above her, was curious and I griped it in the palm of my hand. ‘Oh my…’
I gently tried to feel its length through his pants. I noticed Inuyasha had stopped the assault on my sides. Looking up at him, he had his eyes closed and his mouth was slightly open and his breath was speeding up. He seemed to tremble a little with anticipation or so I hoped. I pulled him down on top of me for a long hard kiss. I continued to caress his erection though his pants throughout our kiss.
“I had no idea,” I whispered seductively, squeezing his length. His gasp and grind into my hand made me hot. “you were such a big boy, Inu.” I knew I was showing a new side of me, but damn! That inner pervert of mine has been locked up for too long.
Then when I thought I couldn’t get anymore hot and bothered, he began to purr. ‘Shit!’ I screamed in my head. ‘I completely forgot he could do that!’ I was always confused how he could purr in his human form, but as it turns out, Inuyasha never truly becomes human. He still has some of his demon traits like over average strength, quick healing and the purr and his damn purring was my ultimate weakness. He always did it when we were kids to lull me to sleep or to comfort me. Now it looked like it had another use; turning me on.
After I turned 13, I slept in his bed the day I broke my leg. When I asked him to purr for me, I found myself feeling a need to touch my friend in the weird way I only saw on those steamy late night shows. Both of us had just hit puberty. It was the first time I had ever been aroused. The night ended with us kissing and fooling around a little before we got freaked out. It was weeks before we were able to look each other in the eyes again. Everything went back to normal, except we had stopped sleeping in the same bed. I regretted making that decision ever since.
His purring continued stronger than before, I could feel its vibrations against my chest. I couldn’t take it anymore. Tightening my grip, I rolled us over so that I was pinning him instead. Kissing his mouth and chin, I fit my body perfectly into his and smiled down at him.
He replied by bringing one arm under my shirt to rest on my back and the other slid around my waist possessively, pinning me down to his well toned body. ‘Perfect.’ I sighed.
He stroked my back softly, it was more like he was caressing my back. His other arm followed and snaked under my shirt and began rubbing lightly, reassuringly. He touched my skin so softly, I felt as if I was on fire. My hips slowly started to move where I was pressed against him. I couldn’t help but shiver and moan as he started to rub himself mindlessly against me. I smiled when a loud groan came from his throat. I kept rubbing against him as I tried to control my breathing. His purr was having wonderful effects on my suddenly sensitive body.
“Inu, that…feels…so good.” I loved what he was making me feel. The pleasure of having him added by what he was doing to me. I needed more of his touch, his kiss. I needed more contact.
Much to my surprise, Inuyasha let out a whimper and grabbed my ass cheeks to hold me still. I gasped feeling his rough hands on me, ‘Everything he does makes me feel good.’
He took a few deep breaths as I rubbed his face and lips, leaning down to lick his chin. He let loose another whimper. Only when I bit his skin lightly did he finally start to speak.
“Kagome. I can‘t mark you until I get my demon powers back.” Instead of answering, I kissed him, taking my time sucking his lower lip sensually. He groaned and gripped my ass harder, bringing a lustful moan out of me.
“I don’t care.” I hoped I didn‘t sound too desperate, “I can’t wait until morning. I need you, Inu. Not the half-demon or human. Just my Inu.” I spoke to him in a low whisper, as I looked in his beautiful violet eyes that had opened wide in surprise. I could feel him shiver softly at my words.
“Please Inu. I can‘t wait anymore.” My hands traveled slowly up and down his entire torso making him shiver. Sitting up, I quickly pulled my shirt over my head and tossed it to the wall, watching with deep satisfaction as his eyes went wide. ‘This’ll change his mind.’ I smirked inwardly.
When he reached for my breast, I slapped his hand away. Giggling at his pouting face. “No touching, Inu.” He looked at me with his puppy dog face and I almost threw myself at him. “I want you to mark me the second you get your cute ears back where they belong.” I smiled at him, patting the top of his head, where his ears would be.
“No need to resort to blackmail.” He chuckled and I gave him a slow and satisfying kiss. Slipping out of his hands and sitting on top of him, I tenderly moved against him. I leaned against his chest, kissing his chin softly, trying to breath through the pleasure that began to stir within me.
“I wanted this for so long.” I whispered softly against his mouth, brushing his lips with mine softly until he pressed them together. His kisses were something I would feel everyday. I would wake up and he would be there to kiss me. I’d go to school and he’d be there to kiss me. I’d ask him to kiss me and he’d do it.
“I wish we could have been together sooner.” He said, bringing his hand to cup my cheek. I kissed him with all the love I felt inside my heart. Moving away, I saw the smile of true happiness on his face.
I grabbed his hands, interlocking our fingers together. “That isn’t important now, baby. We’re together now and we’ll be together from this day forward.” I pressed myself against him a little harder as I kissed him, and all he could do was respond to it, was to raise his hips to meet mine as we rubbed against each other sensuously. His hands tightened on mine. Adding to the pleasure of it all. ‘I love you.’
I could hear both our pants and moans as we strained against each other, he was also making some soft whimpering noises and he had to stop his kisses to bite his lower lip in an attempt to stop what could have been a loud moan. He did not want to make himself seem weak. I, on the other hand, had no desire to keep quiet. I wanted him to know what he did to me. Moaning loudly, I kissed him and found myself licking his lips and tasting a small hint of blood. I never tasted anything so arousing. I sat up, looking down on my love. My hair fell back, tickling my back slightly. I tightened my grip on him as I moaned.
Even though we were just dry humping, I never felt so good. My body was tingling all over and where his skin met mine, I would burn. I loved his touch. I loved the feel of his body against mine. Like many normal people I have touched myself to ecstasy and I did it a many times thinking of my love, but this…this was so much more. He was doing this to me and I felt deep down, sex would be so much better. I knew at some point, if Inuyasha and I were to be in a relationship we would mate. I wanted him to be my first. Now that he would be, there would be nothing in this planet that could stop us. Before it was just a promise, but now in became a duty. I had to mate with him. I had to prove to both of us who I belong too. Who he belonged to.
“Oh Inu…I’m almost…so close.“ My blood was boiling. I could feel it coming, my body seemed to have a mind of it’s own as it rubbed itself frantically against Inuyasha, The pleasure building so high I never wanted to stop. I needed this. I needed his love and his touch. I arched my back, feeling the pleasure rushing through me. My moans were loud and looking own at Inuyasha, he loved it. He was grinning and he had that smug expression on his face. I normally would have taken that look off his face, but as things were…I was turned on by it.
“Inuyasha…” I breathed his name as white flashed in my eyes, my back arched and I collapsed on his chest and bite down on his shoulder to quiet my very loud cry of pleasure that threatened to erupt form me. The moment I came, I bucked harshly against my love. When I bit his shoulder it set him off, and with a soft groan he strained against me roughly one last time before letting go. On what I assumed to be instinct, he bit my shoulder drawing some blood. I didn’t feel any pain whatsoever. All I felt was more pleasure. I didn’t even realize the soft whimpers coming out of me. As I got control of my breathing, I realized that this man under me was the best thing to happen to me. He truly was the one for me. I sighed in pleasure when he began to lick the wound clean. I was surprised that it didn’t hurt at all. He nearly did take a chunk of my skin and had my blood running down his lips…I should not be turned on by this…right?
I reveled in my post-orgasmic feeling, just enjoying his presence. My mouth was still attached to him. I didn’t bit hard enough to break the skin, but just enough to leave a deep impression. I suckled on him lightly before I released him, letting out soft pants. I couldn’t say anything, lying on top of him nuzzling his neck. I wanted to stay like this and feel this for as long as I could. ‘I’ll never let you go.’ My mind called out to him. It took a few moments before I could speak. When he tried to move, I tightened my legs around his hips and his hands.
"Baby, don’t go. Can’t we stay like this awhile?" I asked him in a soft whisper as I nuzzled his throat softly, “Please. I wanna enjoy this moment.”
“I don't want to move either Kagome. I‘ve never felt so happy before,” He spoke softy as if he thought someone would overhear him. “But, now my pants are kinda sticky.”
I giggled. ‘Poor guy.’ “I really did it for you, didn’t I?”
He huffed, skimming his hands across my body. “Hell yeah. I knew I wouldn‘t regret being with you.”
I looked into his eyes, feeling the love I held for him stir within me again. “I love you.”
“I love you too, Kagome.” No hesitation. Man, did I love this guy! I kissed him roughly, before getting up. I stretched out my hand, helping him move to his feet. As I turned to turn on my light, I felt his arms move around my waist, pulling my back into his chest.
“Inu?”
“Shhh. I…I just…wanna hold you. Is that alright, Kagome?” My heart beat quickly with this new Inuyasha. I nodded.
“Inu, you never have to ask. I‘m yours now, remember?” Sure, he held me before and when we used to share the same bed, he held me in a protective embrace. This was different. He was clutching me as if…I was the most precious thing he ever saw. I turned and slid my arms around him, holding him tight. Reassuring him I was still here. Alive. We stood in each others embrace, not wanting to let go.
It was only some time earlier that I was weeping over my unrequited love, but now here I was standing in the middle of my room, in the middle of the night, holding my best friend, my protector, my first, my last and my only lover…my soul mate. I had no words that could describe the moment. ‘Perfect doesn’t seem to cover it.’
I sighed, smiling against his chest. ‘Tonight, I finally become his woman. No one but me will ever have him.’ I clutched him possessively, no one would take him from me.
“I‘ll never stop loving you.” He held me tight, rubbing his hands soothingly on my bare back. I moan softly, feeling my breasts smashed against his chest. I felt my tears fall at his words. I felt regret knowing that we could have had this long ago. That if we had just taken our heads from our asses back then, we could be making love on our bed. Touching each others bodies with such passion and experience that we would be left breathless every time.
“You’re the only one I‘ll ever love.” I promised, stroking his back in time with his actions. He pulled away and kissed me and stroked my cheek delicately. ‘Damn. It’s kinda hot seeing him so tender.’
“I’m gonna go grab a towel.” I nodded and gasped when he nibbled my ear, and cupped my ass, squeezing roughly.
A ragged moan escaped me. And as quickly as it had come, the tenderness had passed and I wanted his body. I knew that if he had his demon senses, he would not be able to see straight, due to my aroused state, but as a human he had no idea. I grinned. “And when I come back we are going to finish what we started.” He turned and made his way to my door.
‘Hell no!’ I smirked inwardly. ‘I’m fucking horny and I’ve been waiting for this for years.’ I quickly grabbed his hand and spun him around. I met his confused stare with my lustful one. Turning him towards my bed, I pushed him, causing him to land on my bed with a small bounce.
“What the hell!?” He demanded. I reached over to my lamp on my desk, squinting when the light came on. I turned while cupping my breast, fingering my nipple with my thumb. I smirked at his astounded expression.
“Inu, do you honestly think I’m done with you yet?” He shook his head slowly. “I thought so.”
He looked at my breasts with hunger and lust in his eyes. I smirked devilishly. My love didn‘t notice because of his avid attention on my breasts. Leaning my head down and lifting my swelling breast up, I looked him right in the eye when I took a lick. His eyes went wide and his member pressed against his pants. ‘I’m getting good at this.’
I felt even more turned on as my tongue slid across my nipple. ‘Gods! What has he done to me! I never acted like this before.’ I couldn’t keep the seductive smile off my face as Inuyasha gripped my bed sheets. With little difficulty I managed to get my teeth attached to my nipple and nibbled on it hard. As soon as I did, pleasure rushed through me and I let out a deep moan.
“Kagome…damn it. Why do you have to be so fucking sexy?” He growled out deeply.
“I am what you make me.” Trembling at my words, I reached my bed and sat on his legs. Leaning down, I rubbed my swelling breasts on his chest. His gasp pushed his chest at my hardened nipples. I leaned down to kiss him, this time to take things further…But there is one lesson everyone learns whether they want to or not. Life can be a real bitch…my phone rang! Mine!
I finally got to mate with him and NOW someone decides to call to call me! Anger was an understatement to what I was feeling. I threw my head back and yelled. “Who the FUCK is calling me at this time?! Damn It!!!!” He laughed at my statement. I jumped towards my desk as he rose and stood behind me. He surprised me by wrapping his arms around my waist and nipping at my neck. I leaned into his hold. Softly moaning at the feel of his muscular body against my back. Safe to say my anger was nearly gone. It fizzled away as he held me.
“Do you have to get that?” He asked. I nodded.
“You know how I am. Besides, It‘s late. It has to be important.” I felt stupid choosing to answer the phone instead of giving in to my body’s desires. I shakily picked up my phone and with as much ‘calm’ as I could muster I said “Hello?”
“You can’t even die properly can you, whore!?”
“I hate my life.” It was Kikyo. Inuyasha tensed and I knew he was going to snap, so I chose that moment to turn around and silence any oncoming curses with my lips. When I pulled away he looked at me with happy expression. ‘Why wait till tomorrow when I could have some fun now?’ I smirked and grabbed his hand, bringing it up to my mouth, licking his digits as I would a certain other appendage, while looking into his eyes. When I heard his soft groan I placed his hand on my breast and made him fondle me, hoping he got the idea. I closed my eyes in pleasure as my not so dimwitted mate groped me roughly. Leaning my back against his chest, he continued his assault. ‘Now let the games begin.’ I turned my attention to my phone where Kikyo was babbling about something I could possibly care less about.
“Kikyo,” I panted, interrupting whatever she was going on about. “Can you call back later, I’m k-kinda busy right now.”
“No, you little bitch. Your going to-” She was cut off when I moaned.
“Oh Inu! You hands are so rough.” I growled coyly. Inuyasha bit my ear and licked my neck and I fell deeper into his arms.
“Kagome? What are you doing with Inuyasha?” Kikyo’s voice sounded calm.
I smirked and threw one arm back around his neck, rubbing against Inuyasha’s hard member. “Kikyo, weren’t you paying attention during Sex Ed? When a man and a woman get together, certain things happen between them an…oh!” I panted as Inuyasha‘s other hand cupped my other breast and began rubbing them in circles, flicking his thumb across my nipple. ‘He is having way too much fun with this.’ I grinned at his enthusiasm towards rubbing my breasts.
Kikyo was furious, understandably so. “KAGOME HIGURASHI, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING TO MY BOYFRIEND!!??”
I remained as calm as I possibly could, but I found it really hard to do so with his wandering hands. I gasped softly as his hand had found it’s way to my aching core. He rubbed me through my panties and I closed my eyes in pleasure. “Your asking the w-wrong…question, K-Kik-oh!! Oh shit, Inu!!” His rubbing became slightly harder. My body responded with a will of it’s own. My hips moved around trying to get him inside. “Kikyo, you should be asking…what your ‘fucking talented’ ex-boyfriend is doing to me!” I smirked at her outraged gasp and let out a gasp of my own. Inuyasha had already turned me around and knelt down in front of me as I finished my last sentence. ‘Oh gods! Is he really going to-’
I grit my teeth together as he began licking me through my panties. I could actually feel his tongue on me! “Oh gods!” I cried out. “Kikyo, do you have any idea how rough his tongue feels? You are missing out!” I was in no way lying. He was trailing his rough tongue over my legs, hips and stomach. If he weren’t holding me up by my waist then I would have fallen to the floor. He resumed prodding my panties with his tongue and I sighed pleasurably. Kikyo was yelling…once again. ‘Should I really be turned on by this?’
“Kagome! Don’t touch him, he’s mine, you whore!” Kikyo was yelling loud enough to hurt my ears.
Her words quickly snapped me out of my daze. I put my hand to my love’s head, making him stop as much as I hated myself for it.
“No bitch! I’m only going to say this once so if it doesn’t give you too much of a headache, try and pay attention!” I looked down at Inuyasha, who was staring at me with hungry expression. I shuddered, feeling that hunger myself. “Inuyasha is mine! You screwed up and he came running to me. To my bed!”
Kikyo scoffed. “Don’t get cocky! You might be with him now, but he’ll get sick of you by tomorrow and come crawling back to me.” She snickered. I glanced at said guy and smiled, he was growling and twitching, obviously angry at her statement of him being so fickle.
“I’m really sorry Kikyo, but after tonight, he isn’t even going to remember your name.” As I said this I pulled the phone away and softly asked him to undo his pants. He quickly and happily complied, leaving his muscular body in only his boxers. ‘And he’s all mine.’
“Please.” She scoffed. “Like he would want you.” I saw my opening and took it. My foot gently massaged his gigantic manhood. He closed his eyes and massaged my leg. I shivered and did my best to remain balanced. His groan made me want to hang up the phone and just take him, but the bitch’s torture came first.
“Oh poor, poor Kikyo. From what I can see, a piece and I mean a big piece of Inuyasha seems to want me very much.” She was silenced quick. “And you know what happens when a demon mates right, Kinky-ho?”
Still she said nothing. “Judging by your silence, I’m guessing you do.” I was loving this. I was getting my revenge on the bitch who took Inuyasha away from me. She never deserved him and now I was going to show her who did.
“You wouldn’t dare!” She sounded horrified. I tried not to let my laughter show.
“Oh yes I would. Very happily, I might add.” While Kikyo began ranting about something, I motioned Inuyasha to me and he was ready. I whispered loud enough so only he could hear. “Give her something to really whine about, honey.”
He smirked and picked me up then placed me gently on the bed. He looked me in the eye and licked my stomach. He went lower and his face stopped at my waistline. He grabbed the band of my panties with his teeth and took his sweet time sliding them down. After throwing them to the side, he settled himself between my thighs and raised my legs to rest in his shoulders, then without warning, roughly licked me. The moan that escaped my mouth made Kikyo scream on the other end. He growled into me, causing me to quiver. “Damn Kagome. You taste so fucking good!”
“Is that so?” I asked huskily, whimpering as he took another lick. ‘I can’t hold out much longer if he keeps at this!’
“Fuck yes! When I make you mine. I am going to eat you. Every. Single. Day.”
“Promise?” Kikyo was soon forgotten and we were in the moment. He jammed his tongue inside me. ‘I could take that as a yes.’ I squirmed slightly, trying to get more.
He nipped at me and chuckled darkly. “Hell yes! Then I will take you over and over till you can’t fucking walk straight.” He smirked and resumed his position at my entrance again. I could feel the juices I leaked out lapped up by his tongue. I grabbed his head and raised my hip, wanting so much more.
“Oh shit” I was sure I was panting like a dog and by the way he was wiggling his warm tongue inside me, I was like a bitch in heat. Oh Joy!
“Inuyasha! You two timing jerk!” Kikyo was once again making herself known to us. Not that we paid her any mind.
I panted with pleasure when he stuck a finger inside me. His thrusts soft and gentle. After a moment, I felt another added, it was slightly uncomfortable, but I adapted quickly and when the third made it’s entrance I was ready for it. He picked up his pace as he pumped me, raising my pleasure to new heights. My hips were twitching and my hand clenched his hair. “Oh yes!…Inu…Inu!” Kikyo was now effectively silenced, but gasped when I screamed. “Oh baby! I‘m gonna…gon-aaahhh!”
The dial tone was heard and a second later, I reached my second orgasm of the night. I lay trying to wrap my head around the things I was feeling. The way he made me feel and the way he loved me. Never had I reached an orgasm that fast. I cringed at the power he held over me, but I couldn’t help but smile that he was the only one who could do this to me. “I hope she enjoyed the show.”
“She must fucking hate you right now.” I smiled at him. He laughed heartily. Kikyo hates me, that’s fine. I won’t lose any sleep over it. When he placed his hand affectionately on my cheek, the mood turned serious again. “Do you remember when we were about 10 and I promised that I would only be with you, Kagome?” I nodded, I tried not to remember it, but my heart wouldn‘t let me. “I broke it and I‘m sorry, but you‘ve always held my heart, Kagome. Never doubt that. I know I‘m not the greatest-”
“Shut up.” I whispered softly, knowing where he was going. I raised my hand to his mouth and traced his lips softly. “Don’t sell yourself short. You’ve always done that and I’ve always hated it.” I kissed him tenderly. “Your so wonderful and you’ve done so much for me, Inuyasha.”
He leaned into my ear, his breath was so warm against my skin. “Kagome, I don’t deserve you.” He whispered to me. I felt my tears rise. I closed my eyes to stop them, but still at least one slipped. I was worth something to him, someone deserving of the best. Someone who loves me the way he thinks he can’t. “You could do so much better, but I’m happy that you settled for me.”
I sighed sadly. “Inuyasha, I didn’t settle for you. I wanted you, always have. Nothing will change the way I feel for you and I love you or did you forget that?” He shook his head. “You are mine, Inuyasha. No one else will have you. I swear it.”
As soon as those words left my mouth, he then kissed me and it was everything I ever wanted and more. It was a kiss that promised me the world. I couldn’t stop the small tears from falling. Then he whispered to me “I love you, Kagome and I swear that I‘ll make sure you hear it everyday.”
I looked him once more in his violet eyes and whispered to him softly “I know you will.” He leaned down to nibbled my breast and I gasped, the heat that burned my lower body was familiar in his presence. I shifted down a little and wrapped my legs around his hips, pulling his groin to brush against mine. Moaning, I whispered in his ear. “You promised me something, honey.”
He smirked and nipped my neck. “And I intend to keep it.”
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The next day or a few hours later, I was giddy and practically jump-err or I would have been, but to my own dismay. Inuyasha kept his promise and I couldn’t stand straight. Damn him, but in the words of my dear perverted friend; it was worth it! Oh, was it worth it!
Since Inuyasha had been human last night, we had to wait until the sun rose before we could permanently mark each other. I was very surprised I could still use my voice with all the screaming I did. Even as a human, Inuyasha had the endurance of a demon and he still wanted more as the sun rose. I definitely couldn’t wait until I got to test his half-demon limits, If I could. How fun!
Even with no sleep I was wide awake and probably would be for days after a night like that. I had always thought that after people made love, they would sleep, but I couldn’t, I- we needed more and more.
That morning, I had decided to wear something that would not cover up the mating mark he gave me. He looked so happy, a look he never had when he was with Kikyo. A look I wanted to give him forever. When he decided to wear a sleeveless shirt displaying the mark I gave him…well, let’s just say I wasn’t as sore as I thought I was. Which made us a few classes late.
Making love to Inuyasha before school was a bad idea in the long run, because now I had to deal with slight throb between my legs all day during the day. I had to ask for his help a few times, much to his ego’s delight. That stupid, arrogant, wonderful, loving, hot mate of mine. We walked into our third class together late as expected, with my mate’s mark displayed proudly for all to see, a smirking hanyou by my side, holding each other by the waist, possessively. When we walked in, I was shocked to see everyone in tears. Inuyasha frowned when the events leading to our union made it’s way into his mind. I felt his heart fill with sadness and remorse.
Another thing our mating caused was the ability to feel what my partner feels, only if it’s strong enough. I hugged him and kissed him deeply, assuring him I was here in his arms, giving him all the warmth and love I felt for him. I pulled away, right before Sesshomaru, Shippo and Kagura looked up at us and gasped, grabbing everyone’s attention. I could see the tears in their eyes. Except Sesshomaru, he’s doesn’t show emotion much. ‘No one told them I was still alive. They all think I’m dead.’ I thought sadly. It was all I give them, “Hi guys. Sorry we‘re late.”
The next thing I knew, all my friends jumped to the front of the classroom, all hugging me tightly.
Ayumi, Hojo, Eri, Yuka, Sango, Miroku, Shippo, Rin, and Kagura were all ecstatic to see me still among the living. Again, except Sesshomaru. I think he needs therapy.
“Kagome! Your alive! What the hell happened?” Surprisingly they asked the question at the same time, before they noticed Inuyasha and proceeded to jump on him.
“You fucking idiot, we thought we lost Kagome and then you disappear on us!” Kagura had Inuyasha by the throat making his head look like a bobble head doll. “We didn‘t know where to look for you, you asshole!”
“My mate is right little brother. You should’ve told someone where you were!” I could see the relief in Sesshomaru’s eyes.
A paper ball shot at my mate, hitting him in the forehead. “Yeah you jerk! Do you have any idea of what you did to us last night!?” Rin cried out. “We thought something bad happened to you too!” Rin had settled herself into her boyfriend’s arms crying softly. Shippo sighed and hugged Rin tighter. “You were human last night. We were fucking worried about you!”
I was shocked, Rin was one of those girls that never cusses. Rin met Inuyasha and Sesshomaru after they saved her from some bullies. They had been her family. Being adopted was tough for her, but to her, they were the closet family she ever had. She often referred to the brothers as ‘Uncle Fluffy and Uncle Puppy’.
My mate sighed and looked at the ground. “Look guys, I’m sorry alright. If I had gone to you, Fluffy would have went ballistic.”
Sesshomaru twitched as he always did at the nickname. “What do you mean, Inuyasha? Why would I get angry at seeing you alive and well.” Sesshomaru frowned at his brother’s bowed head. I stepped in, hoping to save his pride.
“Inu was attacked last night. His injuries had me worried.” I hurried when everyone growled. I didn‘t know humans could do that. “It was a misunderstanding, but when I found out, I refused to let him go anywhere.”
Everyone nodded at me, it was no secret how protective I was of him. “The guy was hurting enough. He didn‘t need an over protective brother trying to beat him down.” Sesshomaru sighed satisfied with my mate’s answer.
“We’re just glad to see you, Inuyasha. We assumed Kagome to be dead and then you disappear without a word. Can you blame us for flipping out? It would have been too much to lose you too.” Miroku may be a pervert, but he was the only one of us to have any common sense. Surprising with how many times he’s beaten by the female population daily.
The girls instantly latched on to me again, nearly taking my breath away. They were all letting out soft sobs. My heart cried out with them and I hugged them back as best I could. They were so sad. They thought I was gone and they were hurt. I could feel the respect for my friends grow. They loved me and loved having me around. They were crying for me. My friends…I wanted them to stop crying, I couldn‘t stand to see them this way. “Guys, I need air.”
Apologizing frantically, they jumped back. Sighing I placed a smile on my face. “I’m okay, see?” I leaned over to Inuyasha and started poking his arm, earning a growl from him. “Is there is anyone alive who can annoy him better than me?”
The girls wiped the tears form their eyes and laughed weakly. “No.”
Sesshomaru eyed his bother suspiciously “So you going to tell us what happened? Or do we have to wait even longer.” Inuyasha looked at him guiltily.
“Well, after Kagura showed up and hit what‘s-her-name,” Everyone looked at him oddly when he said that. I smirked and couldn’t wait to meet Kikyo later. “I ran out the door straight to the hospital. Make a long story short, Wasn’t Kagome. Kagome alive. Me ok. Didn’t call you. Sorry.”
“Typical. Always the innovative story teller.” I said sarcastically, but I knew that if he had to repeat everything he would start crying again. I couldn’t stand to see him like that again. I saw him in a way that broke my heart.
“I’m sorry Kagome. Did you want me to give them details?” He raised an eyebrow.
‘Oh that sneaky, evil…holy crap! He wants me! Control! Kagome! Self-control woman!’ I felt his desire for me and I was having a little trouble. A few seconds more and I would have taken him right there on the floor! I needed a distraction! ‘Help ME!!’
“Um…H-how did…um…you end up at Kikyo‘s party, Kagura?” I asked before my body could ravage my mate. While my mind continued to give me the image of a tiny cartoon version of me taking my mate and ravaging him to my heart’s content. I was unaware of the slight drool threatening to fall out.
She looked at me strangely for a second as if she were trying to figure out something, before answering me. “Well, since you were going with your mom and Inuyasha and Ayumi were at the party, we decided to head down to the arcade. That is until Miroku got us kicked out.” She glared at the accused boy, who only sighed in defeat.
“I’m sorry, but she looked exactly like Sango, down to the cloths she was wearing. How was I supposed to know?”
“Please, you would think with as many times you rub my ass, you should know how it feels by heart.” We all knew it wasn’t an exaggeration. He doesn’t grope anyone more than her.
“You would think,” He smiled a smile that we all knew oh so well. “Maybe I need to get to know it a little better.”
Needless to say, she bonked him on the head. “Pervert.”
Inuyasha and I looked at each other and had the same thought. ‘She walked right into it.’
“He’s right though.” Yuka said thoughtfully. “She did look exactly like Sango. I really thought it was her, especially after she threw him across the room.”
Kagura shook her head sadly. “So after we got kicked out, we decided to go the park for a few hours, Sesshomaru asked me to go get Inuyasha and Ayumi, because my Fluffy has this ridiculous fear that he’ll burst into flames if he goes anywhere near Kikyo’s house.”
She scoffed looking in her mate’s direction, who had found a very pretty thread on his shirt. “Do you blame me?”
I laughed, I didn‘t blame him, I get the shivers when I go near it. Inuyasha seized the opportunity to poke fun at his brother. “So like the good mate you are, you let her go to the party and risk possible injury.”
“Don’t worry she called me on that too.” He shook his head miserably, “I’m not allowed to touch her for a week.”
Inuyasha laughed, “Damn fluffy, your like a whipped puppy.” His smirk quickly disappeared when he felt my anger rise. I didn’t show it, but I had a mean temper, something only Inuyasha knew first hand. It was possible his ears were still ringing.
“I mean, how could think of doing such a thing, fluffy. You should be ashamed. Ashamed I tell you! You should always put your mate first and out of harms way. ” He nodded sagely, earning himself a few looks of confusion. The demons in the room were looking at him, trying to figure out what he was hiding. ‘No one’s noticed that we’re mates yet. I’m surprised, Sesshomaru’s nose is pretty good. He should’ve picked up on it by now. It’s not like I’m hiding it. Not even Sango or Miroku have seen the mark yet. Everyone is slow today.’
“Oooookay.” Kagura drawled out. “So to my immense delight, I arrive to find out that I still haven’t spontaneously combusted and find Inuyasha and Kinky-ho, fighting yet again, but something was different about this one. The only thing I heard was ‘I‘ll always choose her over you, bitch!’ I attacked, when she made a move to stop him from leaving.”
I knew I had a grin on my face, but I didn’t care. I knew Inuyasha was practically drowning in my happiness. I could tell because he was slightly swaying from side to side with a stupid grin. Oddly no one noticed. ‘How is this even possible! These people do not function properly in the morning!’ I thought wirily.
“Ayumi helped me hold her down and beat some sense into her and then we had to deal with her pep squad. We took out at least half the house.” We all stared openly at the blushing girl.
“Ayumi knows how to kick ass?” I was stunned, Ayumi was the one who wanted to talk out problems. It had to be bad if someone pissed her off enough to fight back.
“Well, your not the only one who watches Inuyasha fight.” She shortly. “I picked up a few tricks on my own, too.”
“Hell yeah! I am proud of you, ‘Yumi-san. ” Yep, he was bowing. His ego had just moved into a new area code.
Ayumi laughed and bowed in return. “Thank you Inu-sensei.”
The group laughed, it felt good things were normal again. Temporarily anyway.
Ayumi sat down in her desk and continued the story. “After Kagura and I left, I told her what I saw on the news and we left to find the gang.” She looked away to the window and sighed. “That news report scared the hell out of me. They didn’t show your picture, but with your name…I really thought it was you. I was scared and worried about Inuyasha, I knew he would take it harder than any of us.” She seemed to curl up in her chair and cry. I kneeled by her seat and held her. I meet Ayumi a few days before I met Inuyasha. She was my first friend and one of my most trusted. Inuyasha made his way over and put his hand on her shoulder.
I could see Sango and Miroku look at each other. Yesterday was filled with such sadness, but I felt so guilty about forgetting about my friends. I only thought of my own dreams and pleasure. I let them down. I ignored them, Inuyasha had made me feel so good last night that I didn’t even remember our friends. The people who were suffering, because they thought they lost us.
My guilt then skyrocketed through the proverbial roof. I realized Inuyasha was feeling the same remorse I was. I looked at him and saw his haunted eyes. He nodded sadly, letting me know he felt the same.
I looked back at our group. “Go on, I wanna hear the rest.”
Hojo who had been unusually quiet pulled his seat over and held Ayumi’s hand. I smiled knowing Hojo would take care of her after all, that’s what you do for people you love. I saw her grab his hand tightly. At that moment I knew she felt the same.
“Well, when Ayumi and Kagura came to the park, we were waiting by the entrance. She told us you had been in an accident and were injured badly. They told us Inuyasha went ahead and we pilled into the cars and left. The girls were worried and so were we, but no one knew what to say. Not even Miroku was able to lift our spirits…”
He stopped for a second and I noticed why. Ayumi had intertwined her fingers with Hojo’s and was staring at him warmly. I knew that look. I knew it well. It was the look that said, ‘I love you.’ over and over again.
‘Maybe something happened between them last night.’ To my delight, Hojo blushed. “So…um…when we got to the hospital, I overheard someone saying that there was a guy who had torn up part of the hospital, because he lost his girlfriend.”
Needlessly, Inuyasha tried to salvage his pride. “The equipment was looking at me funny!”
Everyone stared at him. ‘He may be my mate, but he can be an idiot sometimes.’ He just laughed, rubbing the back of his neck, everyone shook their heads sadly. ‘Well, at least he’s my idiot.’
“He also was involved in a fight that left many of the rooms in the hospital demolished.”
Everyone stopped to glare at my Inu. Speaking at the same time, they voiced their opinions. “It was you wasn’t it?”
He stood waving his hands frantically. “I didn’t start it! He came after me. I had to defend myself!”
‘Yusuke’ I thought. I spoke, before he would get yelled at more. “That must’ve been Yusuke. Right, Inu?”
He looked at me and nodded. Eri looked at him and asked. “Who’s Yusuke?”
I felt my heart fill with sadness and sympathy. Yusuke suffered last night too. Inuyasha cleared his throat before addressing everyone. “Yusuke was Kagome’s boyfriend.”
They all stared at me, before Sango, Eri and Yuka leapt to me and shook me. “You had a boyfriend and didn’t tell us!?”
“No! Not mine! The other Kagome that died! Her boyfriend!”
“Oh,” They all looked disappointed. ‘I know I don’t date much but no need to look like I failed you.’
“The guy thought his girlfriend was cheating on him with me.” Inuyasha spoke. “That’s why he attacked me.”
“You were seeing another woman!!” The girls in the classroom yelled. I saw him slap his forehead.
“NO, you idiots!” He sighed and continued. “He thought I was the other guy. The guy came at me in a blind rage, throwing me threw everything he could.”
At this Sesshomaru snorted. “So, you had your ass handed to you on a silver platter, huh little brother?”
The group seemed to find his supposed loss amusing. I did not. The pain and sorrow came rushing in as well as the pain of his injured pride.
For some reason, I was pissed. They insulted my mate‘s honor. And before I could yell at my soon to be deaf friends, Inuyasha spoke with hurt pride.
“Sorry if I wasn’t at the top of my game, but the pain of being thrown through a glass window in my human body just seemed to pale in comparison to finding out that the most important person in my life is dead. It kinda makes a little fight seem fucking retarded!” He growled out through his clenched teeth.
Everyone looked down ashamed. I think it truly hit them that Inuyasha was affected the most. To admit that the one thing he loved to do was pointless…well, its never happened before.
I glanced at Inuyasha as his claws dug into his hand, ‘He’s going to hurt himself.’ I sighed and walked over to him, grabbing his hands. Holding them to me, I spoke softly. “Calm down,” Knowing our friends, they assumed that he hated losing, but I could feel that he didn’t give a damn about the fight. He was insulted that they would think he cared more about losing a fight than my life.
Resting my hand on his cheek, I smiled. “I‘m still here, Inu. Remember everything I told you last night. I meant every word.”
His hardened glare softened as he looked in my eyes. I mouthed the words he needed to feel. ‘I love you.’
Relaxing his tense shoulders, he sighed. “Sorry.”
“I apologize, brother.” Sesshomaru nodded his head in his younger brother’s direction.
“Don’t worry about it. Besides, I didn’t lose.” He smirked, but I could tell it was fake. ‘Oh Inuyasha. Would you even be alive now had I died? No. I wouldn’t have made it through the night had I been in your shoes.’
I knew the truth. It wouldn’t leave my mind. I shook my head, clearing the horrible images from my mind before I broke down. I looked at Hojo and politely asked him top start the story again. Hojo cleared his throat.
“When we were able to find a doctor and asked him about you, he told us that you had died…about a half-hour before.” I saw everyone bow their heads and stare at the ground. “He told us that your body was taken and that Inuyasha had left with some guy.”
“Where did you go Inu?” Rin had sat quietly on Shippo’s desk.
“Yusuke and I went to eat, we talked about Kagome…both of them and then he threw me in front of Kagome’s house.”
“Don’t you mean dropped you off?” Shippo asked.
“No.” Inuyasha glared flatly. “I mean threw me off in front of Kagome’s house. Head first.”
Before they could ask anything else, I interrupted. “What did you guys do after you left the hospital?”
“We just went back home and had everyone stay the night.” Eri said calmly. “We just talked and were waiting for Inuyasha to get home. The only thing we could do was wait and worry that nothing happened to him either.”
“I was too tired to go home.” He spoke calmly.
“Sure you were.” I mumbled. “and I‘m a nympho-.” ‘Crap. Bad analogy.’ I saw his smirk and I blushed. I know I did. ‘I’m gonna regret that one later.’
Sango looked at the two of us angrily. “So let me get this straight. You two were both alright and you didn’t bother to say anything about it!?”
I looked over to her sheepishly. “Well, we were…somewhat occupied…all last night.” I turned my head, hoping to hide my blush as last night’s…activities came back with a passion.
My head shot back when I heard Sesshomaru chuckle…no. laugh! He was laughing! I looked at Inuyasha and saw he had the same expression as me. Shock and a bit of fear. “Exactly just how occupied were you?”
All the others looked confused, except for Shippo and Kagura. The two demons had by now already realized what happened and were clapping enthusiastically.
‘Mind as well have some fun.’ I smirked at my brother-in-law and put my arms around my mate’s neck, who was still shocked at the discovery his brother could laugh. “Busy enough to nearly burst your brother’s eardrums.”
With that, I pulled his head down and put everything I had into the kiss. I grinned when he returned it and nearly collapsed in pleasure when he deepened it. The gasps came immediately. I pulled away licking his chin, before turning to my shocked friends. “And that my brother was why he didn‘t call you. Inuyasha had no idea phones even existed.”
My mate had the stupid expression on his face again. “Phone? What‘s a phone? Can I eat it?”
“What did I tell you?” I could not keep the smugness out of my voice. Kagura and Sesshomaru smirked at my mate. It took a few seconds, before all the humans finally looked at my neck. All the girls screamed and rushed me, hugging me and laughing. They knew about my feelings for the hanyou and were happy that I had finally gotten who I wanted. While the guys ganged up on Inuyasha and congratulated him on a job well done.
“What a job it was!” I couldn’t get angry at him, I loved him too much.
I looked over at him, happiness radiated throughout me. “All night too!” I laughed at my friends blushes. “To think he was only human last night.”
Everyone looked shocked at Inuyasha, who chuckled. “With a women like Kagome. Even Jakotsu will turn straight.” I blushed at his compliment, but I knew no woman on this planet could ever turn Jakotsu. There are some things that just won’t happen.
I walked over into his arms, leaning up to his ears I whispered. “Remember your promise?” Eyes wide, he nodded. “I expect you to keep it. Lunch. Storage room, baby.” I whispered huskily, before walking over to my friends who were staring in shock. Except Miroku who was beaming.
“She become such a freak! Kagome I’m so proud!” He grabbed my hand and bounced up and down, laughing like an idiot.
Everyone shook their heads in pity. “Pervert has an apprentice.”
By lunch time, everyone knew about me and Inuyasha and were congratulating us everywhere. I was giddy. It wasn’t until we entered the cafeteria that I found out Kikyo had decided to come to school, giving me the perfect opportunity to rub it in her face. She had came storming up to Inuyasha and begin hugging him much to my despair. “Inu-baby! I forgive you for what you were obviously to drunk to stop.” She smirked at me and I had to be restrained, at least until my wonderful mate pushed her away and looked at her curiously. “Who the hell are you?” I froze. ‘He…really has no idea!’
“Damn! I’m good!” I laughed. Kikyo stood staring.
“Yash. What’s wrong with you?” She waved her hand in his face. “What did she do to you?”
He looked over at me and them at her again. “You look like my mate…are you her sister?” Kikyo gasped and I laughed, even harder when he hugged her. “Welcome to the family!”
I fell on my ass, laughing. My friends looked at me like I was insane. I couldn’t get a word out. I was having a little trouble breathing, Inuyasha finally let Kikyo go and she stood just gaping at the half-demon. With a ‘Goodbye Kagome’s sister’, Inuyasha left her and moved over to our section of the lunchroom. Our friends followed him, muttering to themselves, wondering what the hell just happened.
When I was finally able to see straight, I stood and walked over to the stunned girl with a smug expression. I patted her shoulder. “See you at the reunion.” Before she could replay, I ran off to catch up with my mate.
All was quiet in the lunchroom, but that as shattered soon enough.
“Hi ho Silver! Away!” I yelled on my mate’s back as he chased Miroku throughout the lunchroom. The pervert made the mistake of asking us for details of our steamy night together. Although that’s what it looked like, Miroku realized that we weren’t even in the lunchroom anymore. “Where’d they go?”
Inuyasha finally found the closest storage room for us and quickly jumped inside…
Life was perfect. I have my friends, my mate, my future and my family…yeah. It’s amazing how complete I feel. How…right everything seems now. I know this feeling towards my hanyou will never fade. I have his heart now and I will die before letting go. I stood by for too long and made my soul suffer, but now my time with him had come and I will use every minute of it. The dramatic movie that was once my life has jumped back on track and finally given me the happy ending I‘ve been searching for…

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A/N:

Go me! I worked on this a while and I’m proud to have this as my first piece. It is now completed. I hope the people like it!

This is one is loosely based on a real life experience. Who’s? My own. The story’s idea was finding out someone you cared about is gone, only to find out that they are still here. Your second chance. It’s reality, giving you a swift kick in the butt.

Expect another updates on my other one-shots. My Inuyasha will have a few new scenes to get ready for the story coming out.

My Inuyasha: Sango’s Comfort, will also have a new scene, but I’m not sure of what yet.

For those of you who like to read long one-shots, read both ‘My Inuyasha stories. For those who don’t…do not feel ashamed…I hear ‘Hooked on Phonics’ works wonders.

Don’t forget to review, please!

Laters,

-Silver Hanyou 85