Its different now

How long has it been? Ten years? More?....less? No no more then ten or any less. A full woman, beauty beyond words, the words of man. Perfect, perfect beyond demon words. He couldn't just giver her the humans, she was too beautiful, too gentle, too.....too much for the likes of them. And why should he give the men a gift of perfection, for he was the one who taught her to read, write, fight. He even showed her the proper methods of hunting so that she could be even healthier then healthy is. Yes he perfected her, he made her what she was, raised her and yet here he was hiding behind a tree watching this perfect beauty bathing in the stream at night. Hm, she always enjoyed bathing at night, he had over heard one of her rants about the night reminding her of him, mysterious, and dark and cold. Was he really cold? no, he had emotions, yes anger was an emotion, as well as pity and disgust. So no he wasn't an empty shell, cold and evil. No, not just anger now but a new feeling, what was that feeling?, a sense of need, needing to be filled and be warm in the embrace of....... no...can it? can it be that some how this simple human has managed to melt the ice shell that covered this great demons heart. Could it be that over the years he developed a need for....her? can it be? and what now? She never gave him a reason to doubt that she'd want to leave his side and like he would ever allow her to leave not after he has given her every thing she could ever want. Well guess its not entirely true for he had chosen to give her what she wanted, it was his need to know that he was the reason she smiled and was happy. ooooh the thought of her flashing that beautiful smile at another...another man...man, human. great now jealousy. shit.how could humans live like this. Is it pos...
"oh my lord sesshomaru, where could you be right now? I would love nothing more than to have you hear with me in this full moon night. to have you hold me and tell me that you'll never leave me. just hold me....oh rin stop this I'm lucky enough when he lets me comb his hair."
Now what? what should the great demon lord do? tell her that she's in his mind day and night, that the thought of him sharing her presence to any other man human or demon makes his blood boil to the point of no return. nothing, nothing can be done. all that he has done for her was what he wanted . for she owes him nothing, nothing. it is up to her. her choice. her will. her body and soul. nothing. he has not right to take it from her because he feels it makes them even. its not fair. why couldn't she be of demon blood, why must the fates reach down and play with him like this.
"mm. lord sesshomaru. why do i feel as though you are near yet far. as though your soul is crying for help and yet you force it down. my lord, if only you would put your pride away for just one night i can help you forget that I'm human and your demon. that we can be one."
Enough. this had to stop his mind was going to cave in any minute and he would not be able to stop himself from forcing her to back up her offer to help him forget. and oh the joy of having her scre.....no enough she must understand that... what if she does. what if she does understand. sure she loved him when she as a child she would state that when ever she got the weird human urge. but it is different now, she is of age. and should be responsible for her actions. intentionally or not. but for now its best that he thinks things clearly. for if the wrong choice is made they will both suffer.
"Rin"
"OH my lord Sesshomaru, I'm sorry if i-"
"Its getting late and cold you'll get sick if you stay too long"
"of course my lord"
She rose from the water. and he held his breath for the image was.... breath taking just perfection, such......oh the beauty. Beauty that must be his and only his. for if any other man was to take it he would destroy them with is hands, remove their eyes for even looking at her, he'd-
"My lord are you well?"
She was dressed now in the robe he got her for her 16th birthday it fit her well. showing just the right curves without being so scandalous.
"My lord?"
Great now she was right in front of him, and touching him and oooooh the scent of her. he could never get enough of it.
"I'm fine Rin"
"Good."
What now here they were face to face. should he tell her he feels different things for her. should he tell her that he wants to own her. that he would like no love, love nothing more than to flaunt what he has taken from the human world for his own and no other will ever have. just him only him. Should he kiss her? yes......no no its well ...........
"My lo-"
Her lips WERE as soft as they looked even if was barley touching them. how could he have denied himself this great pleasure. He deserved it right? right???
"my lord are you sure you well?"
"of course why wouldn't i be"
"My lord my ask you a question?"
"you may"
"does this mean that you...."
"that I...."
"My lord is it possible that a demon ca-"
" Rin before you ask another question its polite to finish the first"
"Do you love me?"
Love? is that what this feeling is? love?
"I don't know. the....kiss was......something that had to be done along with other things that soon will.......if you allow me of course."
"of course my lord i would never deny you anything my lord."
"because you love me?"
" yes"
He kissed her again. a kiss filled with emotion that he could no longer keep inside him. and she accepted it with joy and need.
"I'm returning to camp I'll await you there"
"yes my lord"
how happy she was for maybe she could be happy with him and OH fuck what if he had heard her. It was a really bad habit he had of talking out loud. she should try a little harder to rid of. then she thought OH DOUBLE fuck. what was awaiting her at camp. he had taught her read in the hopes that she would learn on her own of female maturity and human and demon mating through books he had in the castle's library. so she was not so completely clueless. ha what a night it might be. maybe her little habit of talking to herself out loud paid off.
Grabbing her things she took of to camp and to the waiting demon and the beginning of new....life no not a new one but a better one. She walked the only thing left on her mind was that if she was right about the night's future events, that they don't wake up Jaken.
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uh hi I'm new so sorry if i suck. i read from this website a lot i get a lot of ideas its just that I'm really shy. any who. uh. I'm not sure where to go with this but I'm open for ideas so go ahead and give me some if not eh be a bastard. a few warnings: I'm a horrible speller but i will try. and i don't know shit about Japanese culture or words or anything. i only know what i see from anime. and even then I'm a bit unstable when i watch anime.
later
oh and this goes for the whole story
"i don't own inuyasha or anything associated with it only the idea that there is someone out there that looks like sesshomaru"