Solitude

A/N: This is a song by Evanscence call Solitude. This story is base on Kagome and Inuyasha. It's not a happy or romantic story. Hope you like. The words in quotation mark are lyrics.

Disclaimer. I don't own Inuyasha a person name Rumiko Takahashi does.
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1. Solitude

"How many times have you told me you love her
As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth
How long have I stood here beside you
I live through you
You looked through me"

Inuyasha I know you love Kikyo and I can't stop you. It hurts hearing you talk about. I try hard to tell you that I love you. I always have your back even though when Kikyo is around you pretend that you don't know me. I am in so much pain, but I will stand by you.

"Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you"

You are always alone and never dear to ask her. Though you admire her from afar. I have no one left but you. I try so hard to get away from you, but somehow I can't. Inuyasha I love.

"How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me"

I always try to forget about you, but instead I end up hurting myself. You never filled my heart. You justend up hurting it, but I somehow still love you. You are never alone and I am always alone.

"Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true"

Inuyasha I wish it can be you and I forever, but that's just a silly dream that will never come true. I only have you and only love you.

"Everyone leave me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left behind
I can't stay here another night"

Everyone leaves me alone and forgotten. Even you Inuyasha. It's so hard to stay at this world fill with loneliness. You are always to busy to notice me. You're always trying to impress Kikyo, a girl that will never love you.

"Your secret admire
Who could it be"

Someone always send you a letter. Telling you that she likes you. You somehow always wonder who can it be.

"Ooh, Can't you see
All along it was me
How can you be so blind
As to see right through me"

You never knew it was me. I give you hints that it was me, but you're toond tnd to notice it's me. I might be your friend but that doesn't mean I can't love you. How can you be so cruel?

"And Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you"

You always hurt me and I still love you and stick ny your side. No matter what you do to me. I try hard not to show any emotion towards you, but I can't. I can't seem to let you go.

"Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true"

I always dream of you and me forever. I dream you would say "Kagome, I love you", but I never do. I want it to be me and you only. With no one in our way. I want you to know that I LOVE YOU...................

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A/N: See I told you it's mot a romantic story. By the way it's Kagome that is talking. INuyasha is seeing Kagome, but he seems like he is all alone and Kagome is, because no one remembers her or care about her. Please don't be mad if this story sux.