Hopeless Fate: Bleeding

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha.

Warning: Story might contain Male on Male relations, rape, Mpreg and much more. If you do not like, do not read. You have been warned.

Note: English is not my mother tongue so bare with me for the mistakes.

For those who are wondering, yes Inuyasha will appear in this fanfiction. But since I'm doing a Sesshomaru centrific (I've only listened to the episodes of Inuyasha with Sesshy inside), he will appear later in the story.

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Chapter 14: Marked

Suli was finishing tidying up the bathroom. The water in which Sesshomaru had bath had turned pink from the blood. She sighed as she looked at it. Maybe she should wait for tomorrow to empty it. Yes, she would do that. Suli was too tired to do this tonight. After having to care for her lord, her energy was spent. Plus, it was still night.

It had been a surprise for her to see Sesshomaru in this state. No doubt his 'assault' was more than a simple attack (for the state his abuse anus was), but she knew the daiyoukai was too proud to speak about it. It was a miracle in itself that he had admitted to having sex with a male and to have been the bottom. Suli had been surprised by that. She would have never thought that her lord would summit to another male, not with how proud he was. After all, Sesshomaru was an alpha male like his father.

But, maybe his blood lineage from her mother had a big part to play in that. His body was made for this. His mother clan was such a rare case. She had been lucky, as a healer, to have been able to witness more than once the transformation and the birth of many young from males' bearers.

Yes, his mother clan had kept it a secret that the males were hermaphrodites. If such a secret would have been leaked, those males would have been either killed as an abomination of nature or taken advantage of by other clans. Of course, Suli would never wish either of those events to happen. It would be bad for Sesshomaru if it came to be known.

A male leader pregnant; the elders would take this opportunity to overthrown him or mate him and at the same time gain the western lands. The transformation in Sesshomaru had already begun. Suli only hoped she would be able to find a way to hide his oncoming heat from the others youkai. Well, at least it wouldn't be before the end of this year and even if Sesshomaru had sex with another male before that, he wouldn't become pregnant. She would have to notify his mother. He was after all her son and she would have a lot of things to teach him about his condition. It wasn't Suli place to do so. Yes, a mother touch was needed.

Suli came out of her thought. It wouldn't do to be lost in them all night or day, for the day was almost coming. She rose from where she was sitting on the bathroom floor and walked to the door. Exiting the bathroom, she came into her room.

Sesshomaru was lying in the small bed. His breathing was calm and steady. He had fallen asleep soon after the bath. He seemed so peaceful sleeping there, almost as if he was a new born without worries.

Suli smiled as she remembered the day he was born. He had been a quiet child. He hadn't cried even once when he came into the world for the first time. Not much had change since. She had seen him cried only once and that had been when his father had died. A bound between father and son was strong, after all.

The scream he had let out had been horrible and everyone in the castle and miles away had been able to hear it. However, it hadn't last long. Sesshomaru had regain his calm and cold face soon after. He was now a lord and couldn't let grief slow him down.

Suli wanted to go and touch him, but she remembered the man that had come with him. He was still waiting outside. Now would be the time to go get him.

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Kateshi was restless. It had been hours since Sesshomaru had kicked him out of there. He wanted to go inside, to see how his Sesshy was doing.

He had tried to listen to what they were talking about hours before, but he had given up after a while.

That bitch (Suli) had put a spell around her chamber, preventing him from hearing them. What could be so important, so secret they had to do that? Apparently they didn't trust him enough. Urrgh! He wanted to know. After all, it was about Sesshy, his Sesshy.

Yes, his Sesshy had been violated and was now alone in a room with a bitch and he was keeping secrets from him. Ok, he had to admit to himself that they hadn't known each other for too long, but they had shared great moments together. Hadn't they shared their body, their pleasure?

Now, he wanted to see Sesshy. If he couldn't maybe he should just go back to that trash that was Kamui and continue where he had left. To tear him in more little pieces would be good. To put it into a box and present it to the rest of the elders just to show them what would happen if they dared touch his Sesshy was also a good idea. Maybe he should go do this now.

No, no, Sesshy protection was more important than revenge. Kamui pieces could wait. Sesshomaru couldn't. He would claim Sesshomaru soon enough and show all that only he could touch him, hurt him if he wanted to.

Kateshi heard the door of the chamber open. He turned his head to look in its direction and saw Suli head come out. She look to the left and then to the right, where he was. When she saw him, she made sign for him to come.

In a flash, he was at her side and entered through the door. He saw Sesshy sleeping on the bed he had left him. Only this time, he was covered with clothes and didn't seem dirty. He turned questioning eyes at the women.

'' He's only tired.'' She answered to him. Suli reached for a box waiting on a round table and hand it to him. '' Make sure he takes it two times per day. ''

Kateshi nodded and put the box in one of his improvised pocket. He then waited for her to say more.

'' Well '' She said. '' Don't look at me like that and stand here doing nothing. Bring him to his chamber. ''

He looked at her with eyes saying: 'No need to tell me this, I was going to do it soon enough, Bitch!'

Kateshi walked to Sesshomaru's side and gently took him in his arms. He made sure the daiyoukai head rested comfortably on his still naked chest. He looked one last time at Suli and without another word, sprint to the castle. Wind flew on his face and body, but he made sure not to wake Sesshy.

He was now in the daiyoukai chamber. He gently and carefully put down Sesshomaru on a chair. He would lay him in his bed, but not before he had changed the sheets. He pulled on a cord to call a maid. Soon after, one came in and he asked her to change the bed. She did so without asking questions. She was only a servant after all.

Now that the bed was clean of blood, Kateshi took hold of Sesshomaru and put him down on it. Outside, the sun was rising in the sky. He would guard Sesshomaru, but this time, he would be at his side in his room.

He was about to rise from where he was sitting in the daiyoukai bed when said daiyoukai whined and opened his tired eyes. With a slow hand, he grabbed Kateshi and whispered:

'' Don't leave me. '' Sesshomaru was apparently still in dreams land because he wouldn't have said something like this if he was fully awake and aware of himself.

'' I won't. '' Answered Kateshi.

Unlike his previous intent, he lied down beside the daiyoukai and took him in his arms. He tightens his grip on him when he felt Sesshomaru brush his nose against him. Sesshy was in his arms, sleeping and that made him happy.

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Sesshomaru felt comfortable. Heat was surrounding him. The heat was moving with him at the same rhythms as his breathing. Wait... Moving? The daiyoukai opened his eyes and was greeted by the sight of a naked chest inched from his face. Whose was it? What was it doing in his bed? He smelled it and the answer came to him quickly: Kateshi! How dare he! How come he... Oh wait again, the event from the night before came back to his mind. Yes, the pain, the blood, the bastard Kamui and the change.

The change was surely the worst of all. Even Kamui event didn't surpass it. He had hoped that the seed of kateshi wouldn't have reacted, wouldn't have caused him to transform. He had been silly enough to hope that only the feeling of love would have caused a transformation.

Well, now he was almost able to bear children. He would be a bitch and go into heat. This was surely the worst part of it. Going into heat; how was he supposed to hide this fact? He had to find a way before he had all of Japan males at his ass; literally – at – his – ass. This wouldn't do, it wouldn't be good.

And here he was, lying in the arms of the one who had been the trigger of all of this mess. Uhmm, he had to admit to himself that Kateshi did smell good. So strong, so manly it was... What the hell was he thinking now! Not only his body would almost be like a bitch's but his mind also. Arrrghh! How low did he sunk in one night!

Sesshomaru was so angry at himself that he was squirming in his 'lover' arms and his belly pain was beginning to return. He would have to take that tee soon again.

Kateshi looked at him, a smile on his face. He had been awake for a while and had look after the daiyoukai. Sesshy really did know how to wake up didn't he? He was so full of energy event after such tiring event.

'' Hello sexy, did you sleep well? '' Asked Kateshi.

Hearing Kateshi talk to him, Sesshomaru stopped moving and raised his head to meet the other eyes.

'' What are you doing in this Sesshomaru's bed? '' He tried to pull himself out of the guard embrace.

'' Don't you remember? '' Kateshi said as he gripped Sesshomaru harder and closer to him. '' You asked me to stay with you yesterday and with such a sweet and loving voice. I could feel your love and want for me. '' He added with a playful voice.

'' As if this Sesshomaru would... '' Began the daiyoukai. He stopped soon enough. Yes, he had demanded such a thing. Sesshomaru frowned and continue. '' Demanded such a thing with a sweet and loving voice. ''

'' Muhahahaha! And here I thought you were going to deny event saying it. '' Replied Kateshi.

He let his grip lessen and with one of his hand, caresses Sesshomaru's chest.

'' What are you doing? '' Asked the daiyoukai even if he already knew what the other intended.

'' What do you think I'm gonna do? '' Murmured Kateshi as his hand moved further down. He stopped his descent between the daiyoukai legs and rubbed his hand there.

'' Stop this now. This Sesshomaru doesn't want your filthy hands on him. ''

'' What are you talking about. I know you want it. '' He added.

His hand slipped under Sesshomaru's clothing and seized his member. His other hand also went under but attacked another place. Kateshi pushed one finger into the tight opening and began to move it back and forth. Sesshomaru squealed when he pushed another digit in. Kateshi thought that it was a cry of pleasure, but the daiyoukai next word proved him wrong.

'' Stop it... (Pant)... it hurt. This Sesshomaru hurt. '' Muttered Sesshomaru when the pain of his transformation came back at him. Apparently, sex wasn't something he was going to have for the next two weeks. Not that it pained him. He had gone centuries without it and would survives a few weeks without.

Kateshi stopped moving his fingers and gazed at the daiyoukai. This one was panting in pain. This was strange. There was apparently something more than the rape. What, he didn't know, but he wouldn't touch the daiyoukai before he healed completely. He carefully removed his finger from inside and gave a chaste kiss on Sesshomaru's lips to show he understood.

Kateshi rose on his feet and looked one more time at his Sesshy. Even if he couldn't take him now, it didn't mean he could relieve his needs he thought as he walked to the bathroom.

(Hahahaha! If you reader thought there was going to have a sex scene... False alert! Muahahahah – Evil I have come out again... Has he even gone into hiding? Well who cares about that.)

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Sesshomaru sighed. The smell of Kateshi's arousal and sperm was still floating heavily in the air. The bastard had left him alone in the bed only to relieve his need in the bathroom. How uncivilised was he? It would be a good idea not to ponder on this now. He needed to concentrate on the report he had between his hands. It was the report about the corpses of the demons who had attacked his castle days ago.

Concentrate, concentrate... Yes concentrate! It was a bit hard to do so with this smell and Kateshi's eyes burning at him. The bastard had refused to leave him alone, out of his sight. It was horrible! He was almost like his shadow. Yes, he Sesshomaru had now two shadows. One he was born with and another one he considered like a parasite feeding off of him. No, not a parasite. He was insulting the parasite by saying such a thing. Humm, Kateshi was... he was... he tasted... Huh? Tasted? Where were his thought going to?

Yes, concentrate. He looked down on the paper he hold and began reading.

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First demon

Sex: Male

Specie: Mix between lion and bird

Origin: north of Japan

Corpse melts down before further inspection could be made.

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Second demon

Sex: Male

Specie: Eagle

Origin: South of Japan

Corpse melts down before further inspection could be made.

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Sesshomaru was beginning to feel frustrated. The sheets were saying the same. The corpses had all melted down before they could be inspected and the demons were coming from all around Japan. Now, that left him with as much information as before about his enemy. He had nothing on him. He only knew what he wanted. That was better than nothing, he said to himself. At least he knew that the mongrel couldn't obtain what he wanted because only he and Inuyasha knew where and how to access is father resting place. There was nothing much to worry about, but just in case, he would send spy around the country and one especially to his brother. Jaken would be perfect for the hanyou. An evil smile graced the daiyoukai lips.

Anyway, he had others things to take care of. Like for example, explain to the elders why one of the new members, Kamui, was now lying outside the castle, in the forest and in small little pieces. Not that he cared about the stinking rapist but...

Kateshi was looking at him fervently. What did he want again?

'' What is it? '' He asked irritated.

'' Well you know, I think you should take your tee again. After all, the healer did ask me to make sure you took it twice a day. '' He said.

'' I see. ''

'' And how long do you have to take it, Sesshy. You know, I'd like it if you healed quickly so we could resumed our love mak... Ow! '' He cried as a rock hit his head. '' Why did you hit me with that! And where did you take the rock from, you little... '' He continued with one hand on his head.

Days with Kateshi were going to be a real pain in the ass thought Sesshomaru.

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Warning, sex scene coming. Don't like, don't read.

Surprisingly, the days in the castle hadn't been unpleasant for Sesshomaru. Two months had passed since his attack from Kamui. His internal transformation had gone well and his youki had returned after five days. He had even found a way to hide his heat from the others. Suli had found an herb that could hide his smell, or so she told him his mother had said. So, when his heat would come, he would be ready for it. There hasn't also been any news on his unknown enemy.

Another miraculous thing was that Kateshi hadn't made a move on him since the morning he had tried but caused him pain. Maybe the guard thought he wouldn't heal in a long time. Well, whatever the reason was, Kateshi was still following him like his shadow. Even if he hadn't tried to engage sexual activities, the hint of the guard building desire was always there in one of his comments.

Sesshomaru would say it was peaceful and ideal no to have a sex craving beast after him; actually, he had a sex craving beast after him, it just wasn't attacking him. The only problem was that he too was beginning to feel the need. Like his father had once said to him:

'' Once you take one bite of the forbidden fruit, you'll want another bite soon enough. ''

His father was right, as always. He longed for Kateshi's touch on his skin, his heat on him, his... NO, NO, NO! He, Sesshomaru, was stronger than that. He didn't desire such an unrefined man. A man none less.

He had even surprised himself glancing at the guard, like he was doing now instead of reading the boring report. Kateshi was standing on the wall, beside the bed. The daiyoukai just had to push him on it to... Hurrgh! He hated this hermaphrodite thing of his. It was its fault he was reacting like this.

Shit! Kateshi had surprised him looking at him. Sesshomaru internal conflict hadn't been showing on his face since he still wore his indifferent mask.

'' Sesshy, can I know why you're looking at me with such eyes? '' Asked Kateshi.

Sesshomaru didn't answer for he didn't know what to say and averted his eyes.

'' You know, it's not the first time you looked at me like that. '' He continued. '' You just have to ask, Sesshy, if you want me, need me. '' He added with a sweet sensual voice.

Sesshomaru almost shuddered. And here he had thought that Kateshi hadn't notice his excessive looking.

'' This Sesshomaru doesn't need you. ''

'' Really? '' Whispered kateshi in his ear. The youkai had move quickly to Sesshomaru side at the desk. '' But I do need you. '' He continued and licked the daiyoukai pointed ears.

Sesshomaru more or less moaned. Kateshi didn't let time for him to react. He took his lord in his arms and roughly put him on the bed. Sesshomaru's back impacted the mattress with a puffy sound. Disoriented, the daiyoukai glared at the ceiling that was soon replaced by Kateshi who now covered him with his body.

Kateshi took hold of Sesshomaru's mouth and savagely devoured it. He slipped his tongue inside and began some circling motion, colliding with the daiyoukai tongue. Taken aback, Sesshomaru could only follow the movement. Saliva was dripping from the corner of his mouth and when Kateshi finally broke the kiss, he took a long breath for he had begun to suffocate.

'' Get off of this Sesshomaru. '' Panted the daiyoukai.

'' I will, but only after I have you. '' Answered Kateshi

'' Now! ''

'' Not now, Sesshy. I know you want it as much as I do so don't lie to me. Do you know how you make me feel, how I worry about you, how restless I feel in your presence? Your face; I want to see all the expression it can make. I want to see you wiggle in pleasure under me. Can't you feel it? '' He said as he poked his hardness on Sesshomaru's leg. ''I want you, all of you. '' He declared with a fervent voice.

Sesshomaru didn't say a thing, he didn't move. He only looked at Kateshi, eyes wide in disbelief. No one had ever desired him in such a way. It was frightening.

Kateshi ripped Sesshomaru's clothes apart and did the same with his. He wasn't going to wait to feel the daiyoukai naked skin under his. Sesshomaru let a yelp out of him when he felt his clothes rip and the cold brush of air against his skin.

Hands were on him, touching him, travelling every parts of his body. Kateshi mouth did the same. He kissed him on his forehead and brought the kiss further down on his neck where he licked him.

Sesshomaru back arched in pleasure when heat surrounded his hardened member. His neck was even more exposed by that and Kateshi took this chance and bit down on it, marking Sesshomaru as his.

'' Now you're mine. '' He stated.

Sesshomaru whine at the pain of the bite, but he forgot it soon enough when Kateshi sucked on his right nipple while he pinched the other with his unoccupied hand. A tremor of pleasure ran through the daiyoukai and he shouted for more.

His cries were answered when Kateshi let go of his nipples to concentrate on his leaking shaft. With his hand still on it, Kateshi moved it up and down and licked it under, soon followed by a lick on the head.

'' You know, you taste good. '' He said.

With a hungry glare, he swallowed it, taking him deep in his mouth. He continued the up and down move with now both his hand and mouth.

Sesshomaru was now panting. He couldn't move. The pleasure was overflowing him. He had been marked as Kateshi's, but for now, he didn't care about it.

'' Gnnn! '' He suppressed a cry when Kateshi, still sucking him, slid two fingers into his twitching opening. This was too much. He could feel it. He was going to reach the peak soon enough. Noo! His mind thought when Kateshi removed his hands from him.

'' Ahhh! '' He screamed when the muscle of his cavity stretched under the invasion of Kateshi shaft. The burning he felt by the penetration was replaced by a mind blowing pleasure when Kateshi remove himself almost completely only to trust harshly back inside and hit his secret spot. The hard back and forth motion of the guard had the daiyoukai pant and moan in bliss.

His mind almost didn't register when Kateshi's arms came around him to raise him in a sitting position. Sesshomaru slightly raised his hips and brought them down to meet kateshi. With a rhythm of their own, he was been penetrated deeper and deeper at each stoke.

Kateshi suddenly grabbed him and pushed him aside. Puzzled and maddened to have been interrupted, he glared with red eyes at the youkai who was now lying on his back. Sesshomaru demon side was now dominant.

'' What are you doing? '' Asked the daiyoukai with a trembling voice.

'' If you want me, come get me. '' Said Kateshi teasingly.

A bit wary, Sesshomaru crawled at his side. He then got up on him and positioned the still hardened member of kateshi between his buttocks and impaled himself on it.

The daiyoukai gasped for air as each inch of the shaft buried itself in him. He took it all in and could now feel Kateshi's balls against his ass. He slowly put his trembling arms at his sides and used them to push his body up and down. He first moved slowly and after a while, more quickly.

Kateshi raised his hips to meet Sesshomaru and put his hands on the daiyoukai waist, no to help him, but to make sure to pierce him deeper.

Sesshomaru felt wonderful. Each thrust brushed against his insides and made him shout in pleasure. He was almost there. His back arched and he threw his head back as he came, spraying his seed on his and Kateshi's stomach.

The daiyoukai orgasm made him squeeze Kateshi even more tightly than before and the youkai couldn't hold himself anymore. With one last plunge, he came in his lord.

Sesshomaru collapsed on Kateshi. Both youkai were tired and their breathing heavy.

T.B.C.

Oh this is so cheesy. I and romantic moments are not doing well together... I need blood and gore! But I think there's enough sex... Now I don't feel like a total pervert; I know I'm a total pervert.

And here is the result on my previous question:

2 peoples said C) A twisted mind.

1 Said B) A sadist.

And 4 peoples said D) All of the above.

So I can conclude that the winner is... D! And that I am a total pervert, a sadist and someone with a twisted mind. Thank you all of you... I love you all!