CLAIMING KIN by Salome and Talon

Kin's Reflections
by Talon

Warning: Shota. Smut. Kinks of many varieties. Don’t read it if you don’t want to.

It is very much quieter in here, in Oniisama's rooms than in Mother's and my room where I lived with her before. Here, there are doors or shoji screens separating everything, and there are very few doors where the concubines and the puppies live. Everything is open there, and it is noisy. Some pups don't like the dark, and other pups are still babies and wake in the nights, and sometimes our Lord Father summons someone in the middle of the night, and that is always a fuss. But here, there is only Oniisama's breathing.

Sometimes he tucks me in at the foot of his bed, other times he simply directs me to go to sleep. I have a fur of my own to cover me, and I snuggle down into the softness and good smells of Onii's bed. Most times, like tonight I can still taste Onii in my mouth; still feel his hands on my body, his hotness inside me. And sometimes, like now, I poke my head up in the darkness to look and see Onii with his hair spread all over the pillows. Then I snuggle back down again.

Sometimes when it is dark and quite like this, I miss Mother. I miss how she petted me, gently because my ears were always sore from being pinched and yanked and bitten by my brothers and sisters. I miss how she would sing to me, and call me her little treasure. But I also remember at quiet times like this how sad her voice and scent were. I never really thought of it before. I knew she was sad sometimes, because I am hanyou and I brought disfavor to her with Papa. Onii never smells sad. Onii never SOUNDS sad. Sometimes Onii is angry or impatient with me, and sometimes he hurts me, but...there is...belonging that I have with Oniisama that I never had before. I like it. I like it very much.

At first, when I came to be with Onii, I would spend the day with servants. I had to be quiet, and sit where I was told to sit, and not speak. It was VERY hard. But I did not want Oniisama to be angry with me. And every day I wanted to be back with him even more. At first Oniisama frightened me. He is very big, and very powerful and none of us had ever seen him more than passing. I had never, ever seen him before. Oniisama is beautiful. More beautiful than Mother, more beautiful than my Lord Father, more beautiful than Hana's mother, Nokimi even!! Onii is the MOST beautiful. I am not beautiful, I know this. I have puppy ears, and no youkai markings and thick hair that does not like to be brushed. Once, Yuki cut my hair off with her claws. Mother was angry and sad, but there was nothing she could do. Yuki's mother was in favor, and she was not. But my hair grew back quickly.

The servants did not feed me, or talk to me except to yell. They hit me if I did not move quickly enough, or if they felt like it, I think. But I did not care because when it was time to be with Oniisama again it was the very best feeling in all the world. And the doors would open and Onii would be there, and I would jump and bounce happily, and he would point to his feet and I would hurry up and run over so I could bow and put my face to his slippers. And I felt safe. And I felt right.

And then one day, Onii said that I would stay with him always!!! All day!! And I DO except when he has to go away. Then I must stay with servants again. And Ken came out. And...that was good too, even if it started bad, because Onii takes care of my youkai self too. Mother is afraid of Ken, even though he would never hurt her...ever. And he always tried his hardest to be good for Mother. But Mother did not understand just how much Ken had to fight when he came out. Oniisama understands Ken. That is the best feeling ever.

In the dark, at Onii's feet I know I am safe. I can smell Onii, and hear him breathe and feel his warmth through the bedding. I can see out the windows, and if they are open, I can smell the night smells on the breeze. In the morning, I do not have to fight for food, Onii has food brought for me or sometimes I get to share Kini with him. Onii sometimes dresses me because he likes to touch me. He sucks me in the mornings, before anything else. Almost always. And sometimes he scolds me because he wakes up and I am snuggled up in his arms with moko-sama pushed up between my legs. But he is never mad sounding when he scolds like that. And never mad smelling. And we go to his office where I have toys to play with while Onii works. And I can be with Onii all day. All day long.

Jaken-sama makes sure I get enough of the good food to eat, and that I don't wet or soil myself because I forget that I have to go because I am playing and with Onii. Jaken-sama does not allow other servants to show me disrespect because that would show disrespect to Onii, and NO ONE must disrespect Onii. Ever. I agree with Jaken-sama.

I don't mean to disobey Onii when I wake up and he is holding me and moko-sama is wrapped around and up between my legs. Sometimes I wake up still at Onii's feet. I still do miss Mother. But...I do not wish to be away from Onii. Oniisama must have what Oniisama wishes, and I am proud to be wished by Onii. No. I am proud to belong to Oniisama.

My fur smells like Onii, so I push it against my nose when I suck my finger so I can smell it good. I am very sleepy now. And I will be good for Onii and close my eyes and go to sleep. Tomorrow I will be with Onii all day again. And at night I will sleep in his bed at his feet again.

I wish to always belong to Sesshoumaru-oniisama. Please Kami-samas make it so.

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