The painful scars underneath
Ch-8
CH-8: LOVE HURTS
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Six years ago
(Sesshoumaru’s castle)
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .“Why not Sesshoumaru?” Kagome
looked at him, annoyed that he can so openly deny her that which she now wants
so much, “…I told you; I want us to have a baby of our own.”
“I suggest you give up that hope for now…I won’t have my
little Lady bear a pup so soon; she still
needs to grow up herself before she can deliver a child of her own,”
Sesshoumaru softly replied.
“I don’t understand at all…I am an adult now,” Kagome almost
said in a panicky tone, “…besides I want to get fucked more often by you!” she screamed now blushing a bit.
Sesshoumaru was shocked at her blatant wantonness but
otherwise, his face showed no expression as usual,
“Are these eunuchs not enough for you then?…this Sesshoumaru
didn’t deny you a child, he simply thinks that you need some more time for
yourself; besides we have the eternity for producing heirs and…for fucking of
course,” his voice took on a seductive tone that had Kagome licking her lips in
anticipation.
“I don’t know what is happening to me…I am horny all the
time nowadays; I want to get fucked by my husband…” Kagome blushed brightly now,
“…he is the best!”
“Oh really,” Sesshoumaru teased, “…it’s alright, I want you to be happy with this Sesshoumaru as well…to
the extent that I don’t even mind your sleeping with other men...but this Sesshoumaru has no intention of
acting only as a tool to satisfy his Lady’s physical needs…” Sesshoumaru closed the gap between
them, taking her gently in his arms,
“…he wants to love you and know you…not merely to fuck like
animals,” Kagome felt giddy with happiness, “…he also wants his Chisanohi* to recover from his past trauma and wants to
stay by her side forever.”
motions soothed her and she soon relaxed and melted into the embrace completely;
“Mmmm…you smell so good,” Kagome
moaned at this simple platonic contact,
“…I want to eat you!”
Sesshoumaru chuckled, “Do you!” he lifted her up in his arms
as he reached for their bed,
“…then, this Sesshoumaru suggests th-“
Kagome stopped him, looking at him with wide childish but
serious eyes, “Tell me Sessh…do you use some kind of magic on me to make me so horny!?”
Sesshoumaru slightly frowned and appeared to compose
mentally some form of reply; at that instant, Kagome burst out laughing,
“I knew it…Sesshoumaru sama
deserves to be nominated for the most-serious-guy-of-all-ages award!”
Little did he understand about the award stuff, but it was
clear that this is some crazy kind of joke specially taking into consideration
her tone mimicking his own…and he joined her in her laughter;
satisfaction; she decided that she loved his deep sensuous rumbling laughter
from the moment she had first heard it…and now she simply basked at the tingly
but intense warmth settling at the pit of her stomach due to his presence.
As the Lord of the West, he is confined to the outdoors due
to his duties…and he gets little time to spend with his Lady; but whenever they
can, it’s always a much cherished experience for the both of them!
each other madly…
Kagome bit down hard at his nipples, her own jutting nipples
rubbing against his rippled abdomen, her heated sticky core stroking his aching
hardness…
Sesshoumaru groaned in painful pleasure…at first, Kagome was
so timid; but she came pretty fast out of her shell without any manipulation much
to Sesshoumaru’s worry, and now she likes it real
hard…once a cock is inside her, she thrusts in abandon forgetting everything
around her.
He himself had seen her fuck one of his servant nearly a
couple of years ago much to his fury…but at that moment he simply consoled
himself with the fact that she is nothing more than a pawn for him; but with every
passing days, he wants to know more about her…and wants her to love him back…and belong
to him only in all ways possible…
the moment he said it, he regretted saying it…“Kagome…” his voice is not the normal stoic one; it’s edged
with lust and some kind of…desperation,
“I want this to be more than just fun for us…do you not love your Sesshoumaru?”
Kagome stopped her ministrations abruptly and looked deeply into
his eyes…her eyes are filled with an emotion he couldn’t fully comprehend; in a
shaky tone, she almost whispered,
“Wh-what d-do you
m-mean?”
“Ka-gome…”
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“Please…l-let go of me,” Kagome pleaded with her wide
expressive and teary eyes.
A sudden blow to the back of her head send her whirling onto
the rough dry mud…dense white hot pain coursed through her entire body…her body
is filled with light scratches as she ran through the wild forest to protect
herself…
Nearly four to five hands moved to touch her skin…
“Please…don’t do this to me,” Kagome sobbed, “…my h-husband
is the Lo-ahhhhhhh!!!”
She screamed sharply as those hands tore through her
clothing and roamed across the naked skin of her thighs.
they were calloused and possessive…their touch sickened her with disgust; they
are animals in human disguise…they are nameless, faceless, identity less but
still they exists among the humans and pretend to be like normal humans…all they want is a place to sink their
abhorred objects and right now, Kagome realized that they found their object of
desire— her body…
Their dark sickened laughs and hard twisted manhood made her
feel nauseated…yet somewhere in the back of her mind, she went on comparing this imminent act with those that
happened years ago between her and the one who for a brief moment considered
himself as her husband…
would come to her rescue, the cold sinking feeling again filling her up like it
used to happen on those days…Inuya…Sesshoumaru…Those rough hands slowly moved towards her core…she closed
her eyes and suddenly became very still and numb…but then, those hands stopped…Kagome knew from past experience that those hands did that
intentionally…only for getting a better reaction out of her; they want her to fight…they love it when she does…
“Ka-go-mee…”
….and then, her eyes opened abruptly as if from a dream or
rather a nightmare…
She saw around to find the bodies of those men splattered
around her, her eyes automatically adjusting to the reddish light of the
twilight…it’s a forest and one that she knew before.
…in front of her stood a tall figure with long black
hair…his unruly hair covering a side of his face, a modest black hakama
covering his body; he looked at her as if she has came from another world or
materialized from his thoughts…
…his eyes are kind and
sad yet his lips held a delicate warm smile for her…
At this time of twilight…with this type of appearance, he
surely looked as an Angel of Death, sad yet silent…
“In-Inuyasha…”
Kagome’s voice shook with all emotions, “…is
that really you?”
…and the next moment, she found herself clinging tightly to
his form sobbing like a little girl.
cooed softly, his voice a bit strained but as gentle and warm as she remembers…
“Don’t worry…you are safe, please don’t cry anymore.”
“I am so sor-“Kagome found her own
voice failing her as if she couldn’t recollect what she wished to apologize him for.
“Shh...” he silenced her, “I
will take care of you and protect you…” his voice trailed off; Kagome
decided he spoke much slowly and softly now as if it takes too much of his
energy, but his tone is still very kind.
marveled at the wonderful warmth of his body…she let him guide her; he wrapped
her body by his clothes and gently lifted her up in his arms…he took her with
him…
She knew its highly inappropriate for her to go anywhere
with him, but at this time she doesn’t care; at least it would be better than
getting rapped by half a dozen men and lying outside in the forest when a snow
storm is approaching…she knew he might enact ‘those things’ with her again but she is no more a little girl, and
now she may enjoy it too…
what she remembers of him; all this time, it appeared as if she was drugged too
much to remember anything of him, she had
been busy with her life as the Lady of the West…but now it’s different,
though she doesn’t feel anything painful like she anticipated from herself…but
it all feels like being in a very magnificent dream…
…the only thing that
bothered her is the fact that his eyes appeared too old and mature to belong
to the man who took her virginity; those eyes are like lifeless frozen blocks…
they held no fire or vitality…they are blank like the face of death…
She relaxed in his
touch and somehow felt sated…
She was sure it’s just a very nice and forbidden dream where
even the bad things feel good…and for
what little time she has, she decided to indulge herself in it…
his voice cooed to her again, she looked up at his peaceful calm face; it
held no anger, no happiness and no pain,
“I will take you back
soon…” Inuyasha spoke, she slightly moaned in delight;
“…YOUR HIGHNESS!”
……………..…and then, Kagome
stiffened as a surge of unfelt emotions coursed through her little body…with a
pang of bitter regret she realized…
IS OVER…ALREADY.
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. . . . . . . .to be continued.
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A/N: This chapter
is dedicated JESSI who liked this story so much…and I thank all my reviewers
too; please keep the reviews coming, it really encouraged me a lot.
*Chisanohi= Japanese baby doll
(used by Sessh as an endearment term for Kagome).
So, in the next chapter, Inuyasha and Kagome will be
spending some quite peaceful moments together (this maybe, their last time
together like this!)…so keep reading and I will try to post the chappie real fast!
Lastly, I would like to mention (this has got nothing to do
with this story though) that the idea of this story came to me when I studied
in standard 9 (=14 years old & you guys will probably think I am a complete
precocious pervert now!)…but it really took lots of years to actually get the
confidence to write it down!
Keep reading and please review!