My Hearts Desires

Authors Note: I wanted to say I'm sorry for taking so long for to post this latest chapter. But I had to actually write this chapter before I could type it up. The last 7 chapters were written in advance and all I needed to do was to type it. But I will try to turn out any other chapters quicker.

Also this chapter was inspired by the last lines of dialoge at the end of the chpater. SO ENJOY and keep reviewing, I really do appreciate all those that have read and left comments. So thank you all and Happy Reading!





During the last 7 days of Rin’s recovery, Sesshomaru had come to realization that he not only wanted Rin, but he was and had been denying his own love for her. He felt it a personal challenge to ‘test’ Rin’s returning strength. Once night fell over the temple and all of Rin’s daily visitors seized to come. Sesshomaru would continue their tryst. He found that he loved to explore Rin’s body. But refrained from taking her fully, with great patience. His inner beast howled with the want to penetrate the object of its desires.

The nights brought on much passion and as one by one of Rin’s ailments dissipates, he found his exploits to become more fulfilling and exciting. All that stood in his way was the slow healing dislocated shoulder. It still caused Rin much pain to move her upper body. Even her bruised ribs stopped hurting her, but that damnable shoulder continued to heed further exploration of his lover and hinder his travel away from the temple. Even though he was glad that so many people were so grateful to see his woman get better. He longed for the road, and he wanted to visit his estate. He came to the conclusion that he was to mate the young woman and take her back to his Western Land Castle. He had never taken Rin to his castle in all the years the two have been acquainted. When he would tend to his affairs at his estate he would have a Jakken make camp and stay with Rin in the clearing just outside his castle grounds. He didn’t want to introduce her to his life, not then but had decided that it was time seeing as he wanted nothing more then to have Rin all for himself. With that he knew that Rin needed to know what her new life as the lady of the Western Land entailed.

Sesshomaru’s days were spent thinking about what his future would be like with this human woman as his mate, he asked himself many questions that pertained to the expectations that of a human. She would probably want her own pups, would this Sesshomaru want to sire half demons? If not, would she still willing stay his mate? As if she would have a choice after she was healed he would take her as his mate. But should he ask her what she wanted before he did? He would also envision what his future would look like with a mate. Something that he never thought that he would have. He was a loaner, never needing anyone, never wanting anyone. Now all his thoughts were about this tiny human female and the future that he wanted to make with her, his mate.

His nights however were filled with the preparation of Rin for the night that he would make her his mate. He showered her with all his new founded affection.

“My Dearest Rin, how are you feeling this evening?” He asked with concern, but with other intent in his eyes.

“I’m well rested, if that is what you are hinting at, my lord.” She said mischievously

Sesshomaru chuckled, “well, that wasn’t what I was hinting at, but I'm glad that you have
come to expect what our evening will consist of.”

“My Sesshomaru, I love our nights together. I cannot wait until we can be together in the away that you promised.” as she stared up at Sesshomaru with lust in her eyes.

With that Sesshomaru bent down and laid a passionate kiss upon her lips. He carefully ran his clawed hand down her left arm. He noticed that she flinched with pain. He broke the kiss and looked deeply into her eyes. “I’m sorry Rin, tonight will have to be like our other nights.” He said disappointedly “I wish that your shoulder would heal.”

“It doesn’t hurt that bad.” She lied. It was still causing her great pain. She was disappointed that her shoulder was the only real thing that kept her from being with her love.

Sesshomaru noticed that Rin was lying and chuckled at her vain attempt to convince her lord that she was indeed ready for him. He did like that she was willing to put up with any pain that she was in to be with him. But he knew that what he planned for her was something that he wanted her to experience only pleasure, not pain.

“I love you Sesshomaru.” She said with so much love in her eyes. To respond to Rin’s confession he captured her lips with his own. As he ran his claws through her hair, he found that she enjoyed this jester just as much as he did, when she did it to him. Rin moaned against his lips, which only encouraged him to lower his hands to encase her face with his fingers. He places his thumbs behind her ears and put his fingers along her jaw line and ran them up and down lightly. This too brought a sweet moan to Rin’s lips. Sesshomaru during the proceeded evenings, had found many places that made his woman purr and moan at his touch. Still kissing her lips hungrily, Sesshomaru descended down again where he ran his hands down the column of her neck, toward her breasts; something that he would feast on for hours, if he could. He found that stroking her soft mounds caused her just as much pleasure and maybe even more than touching her sensitive nipples that had become hard just by his expecting touch and the gentle massage of her breast. He would also lavish her nipples with his experienced tongue. As Rin health returned, the more his claws and fangs found their way into the festivities. The first time Rin felt his fangs lightly over her sensitive nipple, she stiffened in a small amount of fear.

“I’m sorry, did I hurt you, my love?” Sesshomaru asked after he realized he bared his fangs to her.

“No, my lord. It was just a little scary to feel something so sharp against my skin. I promise that I will never deny your touch.”

“I will never give you a reason to deny me.”

But now his fangs have entered their intimacies. He used them to nip on her ears, lips, nipples, and a number of other places. Which proved his words to be true, with every bite he gave caused her body to respond in ways she never thought it would. One of the spots that she found intriguing was when he would run his fangs down her pulsing vein in her neck. She noticed that Sesshomaru favored this location and she like the feeling when he would gently press down into her flesh, but not to break the skin. He never dare to apply pressure to any other places that he bit, which was why she was intrigued by this jester.

Once he had feasted enough on his loves breasts he continued his pursuit down her length toward her tiny waist and flat stomach. Her stomach was a playground for his tongue and claws to explore. He loved the feel of her bare skin under his tongue and claws. Rin would respond by arching up to meet her lovers hands, which pleased him and made him eagerly continue his journey. Sesshomaru found that was better not to linger in any one spot too long, he knew he had a limited amount of time before morning to enjoy his Rin.

He would tease her by lightly moving between her legs, which would bring pleading noises from Rin. But would move toward her thighs where he explored the delicate skin with his lips and fangs, which made Rin jerk under his touch and moan, a sound that pleased Sesshomaru and his inner beast. Which also picked up on her sweet musk coming from her wanting entrance. Sesshomaru grunted to his inner beast that it will soon enjoy her sweet taste, but first he would make her plead for his touch a little longer.

At this time he was kissing and rubbing Rin’s legs and thighs and had even reached around to touch her small round backside. There he would lightly scratch his claws against her skin. This always raptures Rin sending her hips up into the air with a slight scream of passion. At that Sesshomaru became unable to control his inner beast any longer. His head would quickly lower his wanting tongue to her opening and began to taster her. Rin would toss and turn as Sesshomaru finally reached the very core of her body that she was longing for him to lavish his attention on.

Sesshomaru would enjoy Rin’s reaction to his tongue and claws that would explore her insides. Which was sending her to her breaking point. Once Sesshomaru would start thrusting his clawed finger in and out of her tight opening, mimicking what he would do to her once she was fit enough to accept him and his throbbing manhood. He would speed up his tempo to ensure Rin reaches her climax. Which were sounds that would bring Sesshomaru to his own breaking point and he came as she releases at his touch.

After coming back to earth Sesshomaru would collect Rin into his strong protective arms. He held her until she fell asleep, just in time as the sun began to rise over the horizon. Jakken would be one of the first visitors of the day. Sesshomaru would awaken from his rest and acknowledged his servant. “Hello Jakken.”

“Hello my lord.” He would look over at Rin who looked exhausted. As he turned to leave, he sighed and said, “Oh, lord Sesshomaru. I fear Rin will never get better, she always looks so tired.” He didn’t stay in the room to hear what his lord had to stay, and left to fetch his breakfast. Sesshomaru got a huge chuckle from Jakken’s comment, ‘if only he knew why my Rin was always so tired.’