Killing Your Memories

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alright now! this chapter is compleatly and utterly lemon, you have been warned, not that you need to be considering you're on this site right now, but none the less...

I'm sorry if this seems a bit weird but it was based off a dream I had, plus I wanted to write a lemon that wasn't just 'he lay on top and they fucked...' and because Sesshou sort of loses his mind when he releases his youkai, I thought it only proper that the POV would have to be changed, sorry if you don't like it, well here goes...







His eyes quickly filmed over with crimson blood as his sudden feral growl startled her into facing him. Her eyes widened at the sight before her. Sesshoumaru’s growl transformed to a snarl as he bared his elongated fangs at her. Slowly running his tongue across his upper teeth leaving them sparkling and glossy. He smirked slightly and her fear enlaced scent spiked and she fell onto her butt and slowly began to scoot backwards. His lips now quivered with the ferocity of his growl and he slowly knelt down to a crawling position and, just as stealthily as she, he, step for step, matched her retreat with his advance.



Soon enough, their game ended as her back came into contact with the rough bark of a tree. She was trapped. His smirked widened and he placed his left hand on her chest, fully pressing her slender form against the sturdy tree trunk. Her heart rate sped up and her breath quickened at their closeness. She couldn’t tear her eyes away from his as she drowned in the fiery pits. He drew nearer, growling lower, deeper this time and pressed his chest flush against hers since he had not worn his armor. The guttural sound reverberated throughout her entire being, striking a cord down in her very soul. Her growing fear rocketed to new heights and she continued to lock eyes with him.



“Master…” she managed to get her meek voice to pronounce, surprised at the severity of its weakness. His eyes sparkled at her loss of speech. He was just… just… to much. He was dominating, demanding, strong, protective, controlling, and so incredibly over powering, she swallowed hard, succumbing to him, giving in to his wishes, unable to do anything.



Although she feared for her life, thinking he had lost control of his youkai again and was going to kill her, she couldn’t help but feel herself become heated from his actions. No matter how illogical it might have been, she had always loved and desired her Lord. She had now come to the realization that he would never return the emotion, no matter what she did, and thus had resigned herself to desiring the unattainable. But now, being so close to him, she couldn’t help herself.



He had gone quiet and leaned in, hovering over the point at which her left shoulder and neck joined. His eyes closed he took in a deep breath of her scent. ‘This is it’ she thought, ‘the killing bite,’ she tightly shut her eyes and furrowed her brows whilst awaiting the inevitable. Yet, they instantly shot back open as she found herself being… nuzzled by her lord.



A light blush crept across her face as she once again managed, “Master… M-M-Mast…” she one again closed her eyes and bit her bottom lip as Sesshoumaru feverously licked and nipped at the tender flesh there making her skin red and raw. Butterflies fluttered around her stomach and heat pooled in her abdomen, ‘Master,’ she pleaded in her mind, ‘p-please… do n-not tease me so. I know that you do not desire me as I am merely a hanyou. Its- its cruel.’ She could not hold back the moan issuing forth from her throat as his ministrations moved to the base of her neck in the back. She let her head fall forward and his hand slid up from her chest to cup the right side if her neck. He situated himself so that he was no longer in the crawling position, but kneeling before her.



After a few moments, he slowly kissed his way back to the front of her neck before pulling up to once again look into her eyes. Sitting in front of her, he was between her legs, the tips of their noses slightly touching, her half lidded eyes pleading with him to stop at the same moment they were filled with her lust and her need. He decided to go with the later as he cupped both cheeks with his hands leaned in closer, hesitating for a second, allowing his hot breath to smother her lips before he finished what he had started.



Electricity shot through her entire body as their lips connected for the first time. His eyes gazed on, half closed as her eyes blinded themselves with lids. The kiss began gentle enough, but quickly grew to become more passionate and demanding. Her claws dug into the soft earth on either side of her as she began to ache for him. So great was her need that her body subconsciously began to arch, pressing her own chest to his as she moaned once again, her eyes drifting close, succumbing to the amazing sensations rippling through her body as he made love to her mouth. He nibbled, then slowly drug his tongue across her bottom lip, making her gasp. Taking this opportunity, his tongue darted into her mouth, tasting her, allowing no part of her sweet crevice to be left untouched, unexplored.



His chest once again rumbled with a pleased growl while he continued to kiss her, releasing her from the grasp of his hands he leisurely undid the ties of his haroi. Breaking the kiss to catch her breath, she only got that breath caught in her throat as he let his now open haroi slowly slide off his shoulders giving her full view of his finely chiseled chest and abs. She brought her right hand up to her mouth with a gasp, letting the other fall to the ground to support herself, and her already flushed face got darker as she continued to stare at him. She could not resist the urge, reaching out and touching his muscles, loving the feel of them jumping underneath her fingertips. She lightly traced their outline, not paying attention to where she was headed she only stopped when a hand shot out and grabbed her wrist, just above his haroi.



She blushed even darker once she realized where she had been going, the fact that she was once again drowning in Sesshoumaru’s eyes, and that he had yet to let go of her hand. He raised their arms above their heads and summoned his whip. In a flash, he had one end wrapped around her right wrist and the other tied around a tree branch high above their heads. She felt another wave of fear flow through her as she found herself in a yet more vulnerable position, with one of her hands bound tightly above her. He moved in closer, using is knees to spread her legs further apart, he again kissed her. His left hand entangled itself in her short hair as the other held out one extended claw at the top of her clothing where it hovered. He kissed his way down her jaw line to the cusp of her neck. There he gnawed on her pale skin as he slowly used his claw to tear through the expensive kimono and chest wrappings completely, taking care to not harm her. He still had a hold of her hair forcing her to look up, unable to see what he was doing as he moved to kiss and suckle her collar bone, she moaned slightly.



She was both nervous and excited at the same moment knowing that it was far past the point of turning back, anticipating what she knew, and feared, would come next. He pushed the cloth off of her shoulders revealing her entirely naked flesh except for her panties cloaking her most sacred of places. He licked his lips, released her, sat back, and looked at her completely, from top to bottom and back again, perfection. Her chest was heaving with her heavy breathing and she avoided his gaze turning her head to the side, ripping through her right sleeve that held her clothing dangling in the air, so that they fell in a heap beside her.



He raised his hand and with a quick motion the whip shrunk a few inches pulling her up with it as he slid underneath her, his legs now around the tree. “Master…” she moaned as his hardness pressed up against her. He grasped her hips and in a torturously slow rhythm, ground them into one another. She gasped and reflexively rolled her hips back to his, making him growl approvingly. He kissed her parted lips, dragging a single fang across her bottom lip, before moving onward, licking and nipping his way down her heated flesh to between her breasts. As his left hand came up and cupped her breast, slowly massaging it, his mouth occupied the other. He left a wet trail around her hardened nipple with his tongue and then blew cool air onto it, making her shiver, and he lightly ran the pad of his thumb across the tip of the other. Another groaned, “Master...” was drawn from her.



Pulling back he smirked his eyes glowing crimson. Using another signal, he made the whip slowly shorten, a greater amount this time, all the way to the point that he had to support her by placing her legs on his shoulders. With her hot, dripping wet core so close to his head, the strength of her sweet scent was overpowering. He had to have her. He nuzzled and gnawed at her panties, they became wet from her juices and his mouth. But no longer able to wait, he shredded her underwear off from behind. She gasped and blushed at having her virgin sex revealed to him. She gazed down at him, her hair falling down to frame her face. Only sparing her a moment’s glance he wrapped his arms up around her legs, grabbed the insides of her thighs, and held her open as he delved into her core.



Her once limp legs instantly clamped themselves around his muscular arms; her back arched as she turned her face upwards towards the forest canopy; her nails burrowed into the whip and into his hair, pressing him further into her. “MASTER!!! AHH!!!” she howled up to the now visible moon. He ground his teeth hard against her cunt and suckled and licked at her heat, seeming try desperately to eat her alive, though at the moment, that thought did not sound so bad in her fogged mind. His tongue ran against her womanhood. He released her right leg and gently pushed one claw into her and used his thumb to put pressure on her clit. His mouth moved to her inner thigh and nipped at the sensitive skin drawing more gasps from her. He soon pushed a second claw into her, pumping them in and out. His grip on her left leg tightened as he pulled and moved her legs wider apart by wrapping his tail around her right leg and sensually licked and sucked her clit as he delved deeper still into her. "MASTER!!!" Kodora began to move her hips in time with the thrusts of his claws. Sesshoumaru moved a third claw into her and began to move them in and out faster. She could not hold back any longer and came, crying to the heavens. Her juices flowed down his hand, dripping onto the ground.



He pull out his hand and she looked down to watch as he seductively licked his fingers clean of her essence; she struggled to get her ragged breathing under control, still unable to believe that this was really happening. He backed out away from her forcing her to quickly grasp the whip with her other hand to hold herself up; he did the same hand motion as before but this time the whip did not stop contracting until she was nearly twenty-five feet in the air. As she hung there against the tree, her thighs still wet with cum, she gazed on as he stepped away from the tree, turned his back to her, and striped off the rest of his clothes, unfurling his tail and letting it lay on the ground behind him. For the first time, she saw him in all his glory. His body covered in a light seen of sweat he turned and pinned her with that bright red gaze of his, she suddenly became very self conscious; she licked her lips and gulped. She felt like a piece of meat, being as ravaged by his eyes as she was.



He gracefully walked towards the tree, his hair floating back behind him in a sea of silver. He paused for a moment, looking up at her, and smirking once again before leaping up planting himself onto the tree. His claws sinking deep into the bark to support him, it splintered under his might, his hands just below her arms, his legs sticking to the tree by way of his clawed feet. He looked straight at her, meeting her eye to eye, here, among the tops of the trees blanketed by the moonlight filtering through the leaves. He took another step up with his right leg, letting his knee slightly push up the left knee of her parted legs. His tail wrapped itself securely around the tree trunk. Leaning in, he passionately kissed her and she relaxed, placing her left hand, which had previously been holding the whip in a death grip, on his shoulder, his silk tresses slipping past her fingers.



He broke the kiss to lean in and whisper huskily in her ear, “Kodora… let me have you..,” the first civilized sounds he had made since the beginning. She nearly swooned simply because of the sound of his lustful voice, and thus could only respond with an unintelligible moan. In the same swift motion he both buried his fangs in the flesh of her neck and buried himself inside her up to the hilt. She cringed at the pain of her impalement, hot blood trickling down her chest from her neck wound. He remained still inside of her, waiting for her to get used to him. It wasn’t long though before he felt her rubbing against him, signaling her readiness.



He growled and began to slowly pump into her. Her claws sank into his right shoulder where she held onto him, drawing blood, her breath now coming in pants as he steadily sped up his pace, her legs naturally found their place around his hips, holding him close. Her soft callings of, “Master… Master…” unconsciously transformed into pleas of, “faster… faster…” a request he was more than willing to fulfill.



He was now thrusting into her using his youkai speed, blinding her with pleasure so intense, her eyes rolled back in her head. His feet and hands pressed down from his force, sliding a bit and leaving trails of claw marks in their wake. Her back arched pressing their bare chests together in an attempt to get even closer to him. He unhooked his right hand from the tree and placed it on her lower back, pulling her to him, forcing her legs to part wider still so that she could no longer hook them at the ankles, smashing her sensitive womanhood up against his moving abs, so that she was also rubbing against him as he pounded into her. She was rushing towards the edge of a cliff she wasn’t entirely sure she wished to jump off of. But, a few more trusts and she didn’t have much of a choice as she came for the second, but much more severe, time. Her body trembled as he prolonged her release by continuing to thrust into her. Her body clenching around him as he plunged in and out of her. Finally, he stilled, growling and shivering with his own release, filling her with his cum and his seed, letting it overflow and drip onto the tree bark.



They stayed locked together as they caught their breaths. He pulled away from her and called back his whip. No longer held up by the whip, Kodora slumped forward against him, holding on to Sesshoumaru with her arms around his neck, still not quite able to move her legs do to the intensity of what they had just done. He pushed against the tree and jumped down and, holding her in one arm, landed silently on the soft, brown, dew covered grass below. He gently lay her down, causing her to shiver at the sudden loss of his body heat, remembering what season it was. To warm her, he placed his haroi over her and pulled on his hakama before laying back down beside her. Spooning together, they slept together in the cold winter night.





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