Finding Completion

A/N: As for an ending pairing, I'm planning on it being Yus/Kag. Will just be a good while before they get there.


Chapter Eight

****Lemon Warning****


Kurama stood on the steps leading up to the shrine needing answers. Atleast for Yusuke's piece of mind, he'd find the truth. He wasn't surprised when the miko met him before he reached the top step. "Hello, may I speak to you?" The woman nodded towards the street indicating that he meet her there. He turned around and walked back down, she looked so much like Kagome. Yet there was a lot of difference if one looked closely. There was a softness to Kagome's face while this woman had a harsh look to hers.

"What do you wish to know fox? Make it quick before Inuyasha wakes and realizes we have company. He hasn't been in the best of moods since Kagome has left without a word." Kikyou waited for the fox to ask whatever it is he wanted to know.

"I think we have both been told that Kagome is in the Reikai under their protection." He saw her nod of confirmation then continued. "I have reason to believe that she is not there. Tell me this, since the day I picked her up has she returned here?"

"No, we haven't spoken to her since that day. Koenma came here to say that she was taken from your place to head straight there. One reason why Inuyasha is most upset, they won't allow her to come and visit. Nor have we heard from her."

"I see, then I'd say then possibilities are that she is indeed in the Makai. One more thing, before she left the apartment she told us about her child's parentage. She told us that Naraku had kidnapped her one day while seperated from her group and forced himself upon her. That the child she carried belonged to him not Yusuke. Is this possible or was it a lie?" Kurama frowned when the woman started laughing.

"That's Kagome for you, don't blame yourself. After all she is a miko, you couldn't have known she was lying. She must have wanted you to believe that. I wouldn't have thought she had it in her but it is understandable. I don't know Kagome as well as the others but I know enough. First, let me assure you that the child is your friends. Naraku never managed to kidnap her, Inuyasha would never let her out of his sight. Nor would Naraku have been capable of raping her, he didn't have carnal desires. I can promise you that she never went with a man on that side of the well. As far as her lying to you, well that is simply Kagome for you. She has always felt like a burden to Inuyasha and her friends. For a long time she wasn't very good at her using her powers and had to rely on others to keep her safe. There's also the situation with us three, you see Inuyasha and I were together first. When Kagome came along her and Inuyasha got close, closer than I like. She developed feelings for him and he her. Then I was brought back, Inuyasha and I were still in love but feelings still remained between the two. It caused a lot of anguish and heartache for our hanyou, feeling the need to choose between us two. So if she lied then it was because she didn't want to hurt your friend and his spouse. She is the type to try and handle everything on her own instead of bothering others. She thought she was doing the right thing. If you find her, bring her home."


Yomi felt the presence of the fox and heard him as well. He didn't need this right now, he had too much on his mind. If Kurama was coming then there was a good chance that he knew about the girl being with him. The thought caused anger to form, he wouldn't allow them to take her back. She was still back at his temporary home safe within the warded walls. As long as she stayed near the house no one would be able to pick up on her presence. He couldn't sense her which meant she was still in the house. It was early morning so she'd be tending to the three children he'd left her with.

He'd forced Shura to remain there for protection plus needing the time alone. Time away from her, until she made up her mind. It had been over a week since he'd kissed her and spoke of his desires. She seemed shocked then embarrassed when he'd calmly spoke to her. He wanted her in his bed but the choice would be hers. He wasn't one to force a woman so he was leaving the decision up to her. The next morning he had left to give her the space needed to decide.

No matter what she wanted, he wouldn't force her to leave. She would still be welcome in his home, he'd just have to find his pleasure elsewhere like always. Either way he wouldn't let her return to Yusuke or to the Ningenkai. He didn't get up as the fox approached.

"Good Morning Kurama, glad you could come visit but excuse me if I'm not up to receiving company. Say what you need to then leave." Yomi could feel the fox's anger but kept all emotion out of his voice. Knowing if he needed to lie it would have to remain so.

"Don't play coy Yomi, you know I've come for Kagome. Now where is she?" Kurama looked around scanning the area, he couldn't sense her anywhere close. Would Yomi leave her somewhere alone in her condition, something wasn't right. "Or have you already tired of her?"

"I see," He put his head down slightly. "I'm not sure how you found out about her, not that it matters now. I see that fate really didn't mean for me to have her. Was it because I spent so much of my life despising her kind and consuming them? Whatever the reason you are too late, she is gone."

"Where did she go? Are you even so cold as to send her away in her condition?" Kurama demanded, seeing the man flinch slightly. "Is that what you did?"

"Kurama I grow tired of your presence, I wish you to leave." Yomi acted like he was waiting for him to do so. "Very well, I don't why it interests you. I assume word got around that I was living with a human. Did you think I would harm her? Yes, I can tell that is exactly what you were thinking. The thought crossed my mind the first time I saw her. She looked so frail and defeated when I saw her, crying over the body of a lifeless kit. Something kept me from slaying her, ending her misery. It's true I took her with me and ended up coming to care for the girl. I planned on making her my lover once she gave birth to the child she carried. To do so before hand would have caused her harm. Not long after joining me, it became obvious that her condition was having an effect on her small body. A week after I spoke with you, I returned to find her in a terrible state. She went into labor early, there was nothing I could do. The child was born first, he died within minutes. I believe it was too much for her, she passed on soon after. So if you come to take her from me, you came too late."

Kurama searched for any indication that he was lying. It being Yomi it would have been hard to begin with, yet the words seemed to ring true. The girl had been pregnant for Yusuke, even Raizen's human lover had died during childbirth. It would have been difficult for her if she'd carried to full term. The cub Yomi must be speaking about had to be Shippo. Kagome would have felt it her fault if the child had died in the Makai. The stress, guilt and sorrow could have caused her to go into labor early, the trauma too much. If the babe had died, what reason would the girl have to live? Had she given up on life? Had it been too much for her to bear?

Yomi waited for the fox to accept the lie. He knew most would feel guilty about speaking what he just had but he didn't. As far as they were concerned Kagome was dead along with the child. He wouldn't allow them to take her back, she deserved better. He might not be the best thing, but sending her back to Yurameshi was out of the question. Not so she could feel torn over hurting the man's spouse. He had found out enough about this Keiko to know that the woman would never accept the child. She was having trouble accepting Yusuke for what he was. How would she take a child that her husband had created with another woman, which was the very thing she was having trouble dealing with in Yusuke?

"I see, I'm not sure what to say." Kurama saw that Yomi had dismissed him. It didn't matter he had the answers he'd come for. It would explain why he couldn't sense her. Was she truelly gone? There was one way to know for sure, he was heading for the Reikai to demand a few answers from Koenma.



Kurama saw Koenma standing in front of his desk, in his teenage form again. He didn't give the ruler time to greet him, anger fueling his movements. If Kagome had died then it was his fault for lying to begin with. If they had known that she hadn't returned to the shrine that day, they could have went after her. Then maybe Shippo wouldn't have been killed, thus killing her and the child in the process. Kurama saw the guilt flash over Koenma's face as he grabbed him by his shirt surprising Botan and Ayame. "You lied to us, WHY?"

Koenma sighed in defeat, he'd known it would be only a matter of time before they figured it out. So they suspected that the girl wasn't here. Would the fox give him time to explain? "We thought it was for the best. I'm sorry that you were lied to. I hate to be the one to inform you but the girl is gone."

Kurama threw him across the room, sending him past Botan. He turned on his heels ignoring the gasps from everyone. It was true, she was gone. How the hell was he going to tell Yusuke all this? That he'd found out that not only was the girl dead but his son as well. As he traveled back to the living world he knew that Yusuke would demand answers. He wouldn't lie to him, he deserved the truth. Kagome had ran from them believing she was sparing them, taking it all on her shoulders. She had been the one to suffer in the end.

Koenma let him go, there was no need to call him back. His father didn't want them on the case of the missing miko. It wasn't top priority now and they didn't work for him any longer. They would be upset that he had lied about the girl's whereabouts. The girl would be found when she wanted to be, there was nothing they could do until then but wait. He had other matters to attend to.


****Lemon Ahead****

Kagome felt Yomi approaching after being gone for two weeks. She had to admit that she missed having him around. He did train until the late evening but at nights he kept her company. He would want an answer she knew, her cheeks turned crimson. Thinking about her answer didn't help matters. It had taken days of speaking to herself to find it but it was decided eventually. She knew what he wanted before he'd spoken. After sleeping with Yusuke she'd known what the large buldge in his pants had been.

Knowing that he wanted her caused her to become scared and excited at the sametime. She'd only actually experienced it once. Something told her it would be completely different with Yomi. Yusuke had been very good but it had also been his first time as well. Yomi had to have tons of experience while she had none. One night was barely an introduction to it. Which caused her greatest fear, would he find her lacking? It was a big concern of hers, she didn't want to disappoint.

Would he want her again after he saw how unexperienced she truelly was? She didn't know if she'd be able to handle that kind of rejection again. Images of him tossing her out of bed screaming, "YOU SUCK!" kept flashing in her mind. What if he changed his mind while he was gone? Would he decide he didn't want to waste his time on her when there was plenty of women that would know how to please him? She'd purify him if he came back and said never mind. He couldn't change his mind, not after all the days of debating and giving herself a migraine.

The door opened and she suddenly wished that the kids were still up. He just had to come back during the night, when they would have to be alone first thing. Maybe she should fake being asleep, postpone it some. 'Too late, he's looking at you.' She tried to smile but it came as a lopsided frown. "Welcome back, hope everything is okay."

"All is well, are they asleep?" Yomi looked around the room to spot Shippo laying on the floor sleeping. Good, he wouldn't have to worry about removing the kit so he could take her to bed. A small amount of guilt plaqued him but he brushed it aside. She was about to spring out of the chair and make a run for it, he smiled. Was she that nervous? The way she was fidgeting with something that didn't exist and the looks he was receiving told him her answer. If she was going to tell him no, she would be worried and nervous also. But it would be different from what she was showing. Her eyes lingered on him for several moments, to land on his anatomy. So she was checking him out, not that he minded. She blushed at being caught looking and turned her head. "I take it you have decided."

"Umm, I guess you could say that but we need to talk first." She waited for him to nod before going on. "I told you that I only did it the one time. And before that I didn't have any experience at any of it. So you should know that I'm no pro, don't expect me to jump in bed and blow your mind cause it's not going to happen."

"I am well aware of your lack of experience Kagome. It was one of the things that has drawn me. If I wanted someone experienced and that could as you say blow my mind, I'd go find myself a whore. I said I wanted you and meant it, lack of experience and all. I will take great pleasure in teaching everything. You will see that I am a very demanding teacher as well. So I hope you have made sure this is what you want. Once I take you into that room there is no turning back."

"I kind of figured that already." Her face was on fire, was she really about to do this? Had she just complied to become this man's lover? She'd made her decision she wouldn't change her mind. Inuyasha had Kikyou, Yusuke had Keiko and she had been left with no one. Why not take what Yomi was offering? He had to care about her some and he desired her. Her eyes widened when he appeared in front of her. Damn he was fast.

Yomi picked her up before she sprinted for the door. He'd never seen a woman so nervous about getting ready to be bedded. She didn't protest or try to get away when he entered his room. He was now glad that Shura had his own room. The only child that would be allowed to interupt them was the infant. He placed her on her feet before him, she stayed put and he lit a candle.

Kagome couldn't move, her feet were glued to the floor. He didn't seem to mind but enjoyed her compliance. He ended up behind her, his fingers found the tie to her robe. She blushed when the knot came undone, the garment came open. The shirt was the next thing he removed exposing her top to the cold air. She shivered in anticipation along with the cool air.

"You are wearing too much. From now on at night, don't have anything on underneath the robe." Yomi smelt her arousal spike at the command. He dropped to his knees behind her, letting the tips of his fingers glide up her legs. He latched onto the waist of the pajama shorts and the panties underneath. They slide down her thighs then past her knees, he didn't have to tell her to step out of them.

Kagome almost jumped out of her skin feeling his fingers working back up her legs. She was blushing at standing completely nude in front of him. He was literally staring at her ass but he didn't seem to mind. Part of her was becoming excited as his other hand gripped her waist keeping her in place. He told her not to move so she stayed perfectly still wondering what he was planning on doing. His fingers forced her legs apart slightly, the tips brushed across her lips. She moaned in pleasure when his mouth came down to place a light kiss on her left cheek. The tip of his tongue found the small of her back. A shiver ran along her spine as he licked the flesh.

He growled when she tried to move, his hand tightened it's grip. He brought his teeth down the curve of her bottom, grazing her. Applying enough pressure to get her to submit without breaking the skin. Fingers found her folds, feeling the wetness that was forming. It pleased him to know that he could make her react without hardly touching her. She moaned but didn't move when he inserted a finger inside her body. He took a deep breath feeling her clamp down on the digit.

Kagome felt her knees growing weak when he pulled his finger out only to force it back up inside her. She was aching already, needing something to happen. His mouth continued to glide over her cheek, his teeth nibbling lightly. It wasn't hard enough to hurt but got her attention. It was strange but caused her to become excited all the same. The finger came out then found the bundle of nerves hidden between her folds. She called out as the tension grew from the motion.

"Turn around," Yomi was pleased when she did so without question. He had to lower himself to a sitting position and opened his eyes. She tried to protest when his hand reached forward to pull her closer. Her feet on each side of him, "Put your left leg over my shoulder. Now Kagome," She did as he bid her blushing as she did so.

Kagome was close enough her thigh was resting on his shoulder while his head was almost buried between her legs. She could feel his two horns pressing against her groin as he covered the few inches. She screamed when something hot and slick slid across her clit. His finger found it's way back inside her, she moaned as it became coated with moisture. His tongue was making a circlular motion, teasing her. His name passed her lips as the tension reached it's peak.

Yomi felt her body begin to contract as she neared her climax. He forced another finger inside her tight opening, trying to prepare her. Usually he'd take his time, enjoying hours of playing. His body was already close and he'd yet to remove his pants. Her smell and taste was effecting him too strongly. He'd be taking her soon, he couldn't wait any longer. His teeth gently ran over the tiny nerve. She called out, her walls squeezed him. He suckled hard while pumping his fingers, her hands went into his hair. Her legs shook as the orgasm consumed her.

Kagome was sure she was going to pass out, her eyes closed. His mouth left her but his fingers continued to move within her. He spread them apart forcing her walls to stretch for him. He began to stand never taking his fingers out of her body. His hand grabbed the back of her head bringing her up to meet his kiss. She opened her mouth for him, her arms went around his neck pulling him down.

"Lay on the bed while I undress." Yomi had to release her in order to do so. He looked at her lean body, perspiration gleamed in the candle light. The room was filled with the smell of her, "Get on your stomach, I'm going to make sure you feel every inch of me." She blushed at the implication but turned until she was on her stomach. His clothes were discarded on the floor, then he climbed behind her.

Kagome got of a glimpse of what he had and turned her head to look at the headboard. Did it matter which way they did it? There was no way she wouldn't be able to feel that. He pushed her legs apart enough to settle himself between them. His hand grabbed her hip, raising it off the bed a few inches causing her back to arch.

"Keep your hips here, don't move them." Yomi placed his hands in hers as he hovered over her back. His mouth found her neck, licking the skin. He could feel his tip rubbing against her slick folds, she moaned feeling him placed at her entrance. "Scream for me Kagome." He pushed himself inside her, feeling her muscles give way.

Kagome didn't have to be told to holler, the sound left her throat on it's own. It became one long moan as he filled her, she was sure she stopped breathing. The feeling was so intense it was bordering between pleasurable and painful. She almost collapsed from it, she couldn't take anymore of him.

"No you don't, you're going to take all of me." His hand left hers, to grab the pillows. He placed two under her stomach keeping her up, then held onto her hip. He brought his mouth to her ear, placing a light kiss on the shell. He pulled out gently hearing her pant underneath him, she clamped down on him as he thrust forward. "Uh yes, you feel so good."

Kagome felt the tension building again, more intense than she'd ever felt it. Her whole lower region felt like it was on fire, she was aching, throbbing with need. Everytime he moved he was stoking the fire, making her want more. Her back arched causing him to go deeper, she cried out when he hit something inside her. He pulled out to slam back inside her hitting it again. She knew it wouldn't take long for the wave of pleasure to take her again. She wondered if he know how good she was feeling. He stopped moving suddenly his face was clenched tightly. Not thinking she tried moving on her own, needing him to continue.

"Stop now, if you don't want me to fuck you senseless." Yomi growled trying to gain control of his body. She whimpered, her hips moved causing him to slide deeper. "You were warned Kagome." He grabbed both her hips, trying to maintain a small portion of his control. He started making quick thrusts, making them light so he wouldn't hurt her.

Kagome could feel the tension lingering but not going anywhere. What he was doing was merely teasing her, enough to keep her on the edge without sending her over. She felt her walls tighten on him, needing him deeper. "Harder," She tried moving with him. He complied by putting more force behind it, that was what she wanted. "Yes, more."

Yomi lost it at the sound of her voice, she moaned as he took her. He slammed into her body causing her to call out with each thrust. She threw her head back as she found her release. He felt his own grip him, she shook under him as he poured himself deep inside her womb.


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