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GOMEN, GOMEN, GOMEN, GOMEN!!!!!! GOMEN NO SAI!!!!!!!!!! Oh I am not worthy of such wonderful viewers. Oh woe is me *starts sobbing* Kurama walks in and comforts LestatsDarkAngel, “ Oh my dear authoress, please you’ve delivered the chapter right? As long as it is I assume it’s a good apology. *Turns to address the viewers and bows* “Good evening. I am Minnamino Suuichi. We would like to apologize in advance to you if the chapter seems to run a little slow. While this chapter is not as action pack as the last, rest assured, all will be rectified in chapter 9. The IY and YYH group along with the author have talked and we’ve decided that next chapter Kagome will me going home.”


“That’s right…. I’m sick of being in the Feudal Era this long. I want to see when I meet the YYH characters.” *Turns to look at LestatsDarkAngel. “You do realize if you hadn’t said a word people would have thought this just to be a IY fic right.” YES I KNOW OH I NEED TO WRITE OH VIEWERS FOR GIVE ME!!!!! *get’s kicked by Yuske * “God Damnit all to hell, shut up!! This is not Furaba so stop being a god damn Ritsu Shoma.” * Kurama’s eyes momentarily turn gold. * “Yuske do you read that annoyingly sweet little manga?”

“N-No…. Keiko told me about it before.” * Looks around embarrassedly. * *Youko slinks over you Yuske * “You know they are quite real…in fact….” * Whispers all the dirty little things he wanted to do to Hatsu san and co. * “ I DON’T WANT TO HEAR THAT SHIT!!!” * screamed he as he stomps away with a bright red face. * “Awww is wittle Yuske scared of such acts?” “Hey shut the hell up!” * Kurama /Youko start arguing with Yuske*“hey…..Hey…HEY!!!!!!” *everyone looks at LestatsDarkAngel * “ well I for one would like to apologize once again on the wait. I’ve finally graduated, and now have to plan for college and other things as well. I hope 27 ½ pages will be enough of an apology for my long absence. This will be the longest chapter I plan on writing. Well have fun reading this and as always


ON WIT DA BLOODY FIC!!

This is * Thinking *
This is “ Speaking “
This is ~ Telepathy ~
(Telepathy between two characters will be done in 2 colors)


As she trudged through the forest, Kagome began to wonder if it really was such a good idea to go by her self to find Kouga. She had already battled three different Youkai who had sensed and wanted the jewel, and it wasn’t even noon! “Why didn’t I listen to them?” she questioned herself. She could only hope she would find Kouga soon. * Now…how far away is he…think Kagome think! * She recalled Kouga telling her long ago when her and Inu Gumi were passing through, that his den was not far from where they set up camp.


She knew he was ruler of the northern tribe, so obviously she headed north and hoped he would pick up her scent, and come looking for her. Sighing Kagome rested against a tree. “Am I really ready for this? What’s gonna happen to me?” Kagome didn’t know what to do. She was a little scared of going to the cave, for she didn’t know what would happen. She sighed, as she knew. She was born into a life of responsibility, so she would have to face the truth. * I’m gonna have be ready. I made a promise to myself to be a better guardian then those before me and that’s what I intend to do. I just wish I knew what would happen in that cave. *


She wondered what would come when she reached Midoriko’s cave…what would become of her life. Would anything change? She was almost too afraid to find out. For it would be far too easy to live in blissful ignorance, forgetting everything that happened and start over as if it was all but a bad dream.


“ Inuyasha” she whispered. “Will I ever truly be able to leave you?” Every now and then her mind would storm with thought of him. She thought of his warm golden eyes and soft smile that was only for her “ WHY!” she cried, “ …why does everything always have to be against us? After this… will we ever find peace? ” Gently she noticed a soothing in her soul. Soft calming waves began to wash over her bringing what was left of her spirit to an almost normal state.


Kagome was glad the jewel reached out to her this way. It sensed her pain and recognizing it’s guardian it reached out to help. She was still unsure at times of the jewel, but would have to wait later on and see. Sighing from all the thoughts swirling in her mind, she closed her eyes and attempted to clear her head.


Hearing a soft whimper Kagome came out of her musings, instantly alert from the intrusive noise. Pulling herself up she began to move toward the sound. * What in the world could it be? Is it something injured? * Pushing past a tangled clearing she saw the most beautiful wolf lying on its side in the forest.


“Oh my…” she whispered. She was in awe at the animals’ beauty. The wolf was much larger then average and had chestnut brown fur with streaks of rust red. Ice blue eyes which shifted to honey brown that pierced into her own.


This was no ordinary wolf; by the color she could tell this was one of Kouga’s. Slowly Kagome approached the ookami youkai. She paused as it growled, giving the animal time to acknowledge her. As soon as the wolf recognized her it wagged it’s tail and gave her a small yip.


Kagome smiled as she cautiously approached the wolf. “ Hey big fella, who are you” she cooed as she ran her hands over his body checking for injuries. Finding a broken bone by his hind leg, she decided it best if she helped wounded ookami before her. Looking at the wolf she scratched it’s head “ Hey boy...does Kouga know you’re here?” Slowly it shook its head.


Quirking her head to the side she smiled. “ Well I’m looking for Kouga too. Wanna look for him together?” she asked at the wolf. The Ookami wagged its tail and licked her hand, as Kagome giggled. “ Ok then well let me help you and then we can look for that baka master of yours.” Kagome stated as she bent down on her knees to focus.


Glowing a slight blue she rested her hands over the wounded leg. Soon she felt the leg start to rearrange and restore. When it was fully mended she pulled the energy back into herself, making sure it was safely stowed away. Opening her eyes she met warm honey colored orbs that smiled in appreciation. The happy wolf jumped onto Kagome and showed her its thanks with kisses.


Kagome laughed and squealed as the wolf tickled her. “ O-Ok t-that’s enough.” She gasped between giggles. “We-We’ve got t-to find Kouga.” Hearing that, the wolf gently lifted itself from the young miko so as not to hurt her. Sitting up The girl lazily scratched the wolves’ head. “ You’re a bother you know that.” The contented wolf just licked her cheek in reply.


Readjusting her strap she pulled the wolf over to see what its name was. * I know it’s here somewhere * she thought as she searched through the wolf’s coat. “ Found it!” she cried. Finally she found what she was looking for. There underneath the fur near its left front paw was a kanji intertwined with a symbol that said Kati.


“ So your name’s Kati huh?” She asked as she scratched behind his ears. * Cute * she thought as she rose to brushed away the dust from her clothes. . Making sure everything was secure she turned around to look at her now blue-eyed companion. “ Kati? Lets go.” With that the miko turned, as they both began their search for Kouga.


He was close Her aura had been continuously dodging him. * So she wants to run does she? * A sick chilling smirk formed across his lips as he thought of inventive ways to kill her * Oh let her…for she only makes this more enjoyable for me. * He was indeed very close in finding the dead onna. Through the forest he noticed the sent of Kagome and an ookami close by.


* Why is she here? Hn Nothing she can’t handle. * He concluded, “ Sorry, but you will not interfere!” he hissed to the unaware girl, so far away. * THE DEAD ONNA IS MINE! * His mind screamed as he drove forward to find the miko. Oh how he yearned for this one kill. To relish in the immense amount of pain he would bestow upon her. “Hn…finding the clay bitch will only take me two days…heh lets make it one.” With that nothing more could be seen of the hybrid except a speck of black.


Kagome sighed as she wiped a bead of sweat from her brow. They had been traveling for about two and a half hours and from what Kati told her in his yes and no forms of barking, they were almost there. * I hope he has the time to help me * Kagome was slightly unsure if the Ookami Prince would be able to assist her.


She decided, what will happen will happen. All she knew was that she needed Kouga. He was the fastest demon she knew of besides the one she helped a day or so ago. * Why couldn’t one of the gifts of being a miko be to fly? * She had the feeling he would more likely be willing to kill her slowly then help her. But no matter, she had a job to do and by kami itself she was going to finish it. With new purpose she carried on.


Along the ways out the corner of her eyes she noticed Kati became very still. Turning she looked to see what made her companion stop. “ What is it Kati?” she questioned. She did not know what stopped her friend but if it was something of concern she would more then likely be ready for whatever came her way.


Kati pulled the cloth of Kagome’s pants. “You want me to go this way huh?” Barking a yes, Kati ran behind Kagome and knocked her off balance causing her to fall. Darting under her, Kati caught Kagome on his back and when he felt she was secure he ran.


Kagome held tight as Kati raced through out the forest. She had a feeling he knew where Kouga was now and went for the quickest way there. She had no idea that Kati could move this fast…but then again…he wasn’t a normal ookami youkai. Kagome had figured, long ago that Kati was a special wolf of Kouga’s. While he had the same color coat as the rest, the streaks and eyes were different. She would get her answers soon enough.

When Kati kicked it into overdrive Kagome held on for dear life. As she noticed the speed, a sad thought floated through her mind. * All this time…I’ve been the one who’s been holding us back. * She shut her eyes as she pressed her face into the back of Kati’s neck. * Could I really be that weak? * She wandered.


Her mind then played back to all the times Inuyasha said she was a burden to the group and the way she couldn’t take care of herself. Always calling her weak and never able to survive without them, forcefully she broke herself from such thoughts * No.* she thought * I’m not that same girl I was four years ago. I’ve changed… I can take care of myself now. * With those final words of conformation in her head her mind cleared as she held on as Kati made his way.


Kati’s ears puckered for a split second as they suddenly changed course. Kagome was wondering if they would stop anytime soon for her legs were beginning to cramp, not to mention she was also worried for Kati traveling this fast for such a long period of time. “Kati! Are we close!” she yelled as the wolf bounded on through the trees. Kagome screamed, as Kati jumped up a tree and leaped over the biggest boulder she ever saw, running straight toward a giant whirlwind.


Kouga was worried. Kati had been missing since before sun break and he still could not find his wolf. * Where could that damn mutt be! * Screamed his mind as he continued his search for his lost companion. Kouga sniffed the area trying to pick up where the damn wolf went.


“ KATI! YOU HAD BETTER BE INJURED OR DEAD WHEN I FIND YOU BECAUSE IF YOU AREN’T YOU WILL BE!” Screamed the frustrated ookami, he hoped Kati was ok. Not many people knew but Kati was special to him. The elders presented Kati to Kouga when he became leader of the northern tribe almost over 300 years ago.

Kouga remembered an area he hadn’t checked yet. It was near an old campsite Kagome and the others would use from time to time. Deciding to head over he yelled to Ginta their change of course and ran full speed ahead.


Halfway there, he noticed an aroma of cool rain with a faint hint of strawberries. *Kagome* he thought. Heading for the direction he caught her the scent, he noticed it was rapidly growing stronger. * Why would Inuyasha let Kagome set out this far out of the camp alone? * He couldn’t figure it out. Deciding to get answers from Kagome, he picked up his pace.


As he was heading full speed towards the scent he noticed a speck of brown and rust out the corner of his eye. * Is that…Kati…? * “ Naw who am I kidding” he thought as he raced down the road. Suddenly he stopped as a dark haired girl riding a wolf came across his view.


“Kagome?” the ookami prince questioned. “ Why are you here with Kati?” It was unusual to see the young miko off by herself, not to mention with his wolf as well. Speaking of his wolf he glared his now harsh ice-blue eyes into his. “ Kati? Where have you been?” Kouga was pissed that his wolf had been gone for so long but glad to see that he was all right.

Kagome seeing that Kouga was mad, decided to speak up for her newfound friend. “I found him deep in the forest Kouga. He had a broken leg. I told him I wanted to find you so he agreed to help me an…” Gently Kouga silenced her with his finger. “ Slow down Kag. You’re going a mile a minute!” Smiling gently at her he slowly brushed a stray lock of hair behind her ear. “ I do thank you for aiding my wolf. He’s very special to me.” The ookami stated.


Kouga smirked, as he looked Kati in the eyes. “ I guess I can let ya off this time mutt. Just please be careful next time ok?” turning his attention on Kagome he grew curious. “So what brings you way out here?” he asked the little miko. “Well…” Kagome began. “I came looking for you. I need to know if you can help me get somewhere. I have to get there and be back by late tomorrow.” Gazing at his legs she looked into his eyes. “I also have a question for you was well. How are you able to keep your speed without the shards?” This was something that had puzzled her every since she laid eyes on him.


“Well…when I gave you the shards, it turned out that because I had them for so long, the power boost of the shards fused with my own body. Which is how I was able to keep my speed.” He explained. Quirking an eyebrow he gazed at her “ Happy now?” Kouga watched as Kagome smiled. Something was not quite right with her and he had a feeling it had to do with Inuyasha. * What the hell could shit face have done now? *


“Well Kag, I have a question of my own.” He was going to get his answers. Something didn’t feel quite right about this. The only thought he could think of was that her pack died…but if that were so wouldn’t he be able to pick up the scent of blood?


“Why do you need to go and why are you here alone with no one with you? If I know Inuyasha, he would never let you come this far by yourself. So what gives?” As soon as the words left his mouth, he instantly regretted it. * Aw damn what have I done now! * He knew something was indeed wrong as he smelled the unshed tears clouding Kagome’s eyes.


Walking over to her he gently brought her close into a hug as he rested his head upon hers. “Hey it’s ok.” He told her softly, as he stroked her back. “What ever it is, know that I’ll be here for you. You can tell me any time you’d like.” He whispered. Tilting her face to meet his, ice blue eyes burned into sapphire. By the sheer intensity alone, the little miko momentarily got lost in their artic storm. “Just know I’m here to listen.”


Breaking away from the momentary spell, Kagome rested her head back onto his chest. *Should I tell him? Kouga’s done nothing more then help me…He really does care about me…could he help me… * Kagome sighed. “Kouga?” she whispered into his chest. Slowly she lifted her head and met his eyes with her.


“ I’ll tell you…but you have to make a promise to me first.” She couldn’t help but wonder how he would react but it was something that needed to be done. “I want you to promise me …that you will not kill Inuyasha.”


Kouga was slightly taken aback. * Is a promise like that really necessary? What the hell did that damn mutt do? * Kouga nodded his head. “Yes Kagome, I promise. I will not kill him for whatever he’s done to you.” He reluctantly agreed. Looking in her eyes, “But remember, no matter what he did I’ll always be here when you need me.”


As the weight of those words washed over Kagome, she cried. Kouga held her gently as he kept her close. Making herself calm down some, she began her story of how Inuyasha tried to kill her out of love, From finding the flower, all the way to leaving him with nothing but a barrier. (I’ve recapped this story at least once. If u don’t remember read chap 6.) As she finished the tragic story, she saw that Kouga’s eyes were slightly tinting red.


Reaching over she held his hand, pooling her calming aura around with his. “Kouga…it’s ok. I’m fine now…I don’t blame him for what happened.” She explained. Looking up into his face, she gave him a warm smile. “I’m not gonna lie and say it doesn’t hurt…because it does. But I can’t blame him. One day I might return to normal…but until that day comes I won’t know.” Reaching up she grabbed his hair and gave a playful yank. “ Understand?” she asked with a smirk.


She was glad that she and Kouga were able to become good friends. He always looked out for her whenever he was near. Even though he had romantic feelings for her, he actually respected her wishes.


About a year and a half back when she explained to him that he was just not the one. He told her he understood, and after that was the beginning of their companionship. *Kouga…will you remember me when I’m gone? * She knew she would miss him, but maybe he would live long enough to find her on the other side.


Kouga was beginning to see red. The only thing that somewhat tamed him was Kagome’s touch. * What the hell was that damn mutt thinking! * Was the only thing his mind screamed. How could he believe that it was ok? How could he be that much of a baka!
*How can she forgive him? * Was the main thought that played through his mind.


Tightening his hold, he asked her the one thing he needed to know before fully passing judgement on Inuyasha. “ Why? What was his reason if he loved you?” Closing her eyes a sad smile kissed her mouth.


“ Why? Because… he was trying to save my life. Kikyo was coming to kill the both of us, for apparently his life was not enough…she also wanted mine. Because she resembled me so, and he loved her and still in a way did. He knew he could never harm her. Also because of what he did to her he would always feel guilt and that he owed her his life. He concluded in his mind, that if me and him, cannot be together in this world, we will be together in another.” Sighing she took a breath. “ Quite the tragic tale of to star crossed lovers isn’t it?”


Kouga wanted to shred the vile bitch to pieces with his claws. * If I promised anything I will make her pay* He knew that Inuyasha had a simple mind but he didn’t know he was that simple! *…Inuyasha…how could you give up something so wonderful? *


Tenderly he stroked her hair. “Don’t worry Kagome, whatever you need me for I’ll help you the best I can.” He told the young woman in his arms. Kagome hugged him close. “Arigato Kouga Kun.” She whispered. Kouga grinned. “ Not a problem Miko Chan.” Leaning back he tilted his face towards the sun. “So…what is it that you need me for anyway?” he asked shifting down to look at her.


Would he do it? He wasn’t busy was he? And it was only for one day. * Looking him in the eyes she gave a little half smile. “ I want you to take me to the torn down village of the Taijiya’s. After that I need you to take me as fast as you can to Kaede’s village…I haven’t told you yet…but after this trip…I’m going home.”


“ Ok. I’ll take ya no problem. So when are you coming back anyways?” Kouga asked, as he turned to the trail that led to his home. “Oh...Kagome? We need to stop at the den first. I need to check on something before we leave ok?” “Kouga!” she called. “You don’t get it.” Turning he looked into her eyes. “ What do you mean Kagome?” he asked. “I mean when I go home…I’m more then likely never coming back…I have a feeling the jewel wont let me stay here…because…this is not where I belong.” She finished quietly. Would she end up hurting him as well? Would it ever stop? She only lowered her head and waited for Kouga’s response.


Kouga was quiet. * She’s leaving? She’s leaving me for good? * He always thought she would be around forever. *How would it be…being without her? * Without saying a word all he did was pull her to his body and held her tight. And that was how they stayed, until Kouga broke the silence. “It’s all right Kagome. One day if I’m lucky we’ll meet again.” He told her while giving a halfhearted smile. It hurt. He wouldn’t like to himself and say it didn’t, while he still had feelings for the bewitching miko, he knew some things may not be meant to be. He only hoped, he lived long enough to see her again.


Ruffling her hair he walked a little past her and stopped, “Kagome, I’ll take you. I just need to stop at my den first. I have something I need to check on ok?” Kagome nodded in agreement as she began to walk after him.


Kouga raised an eyebrow at the little miko.“ Kagome? What are you doing?” Confused Kagome stared at Kouga. Wasn’t she supposed to follow? “ Uh…I was gonna follow you along with Kati.” Before Kagome knew it Kouga had her in his arms, speeding away to the north.” If you travel with me, expect to be carried more then part of the way…after all I can’t have you wearin out on me, then where would the fun be?” Kagome giggled. Hopefully the road they would travel would be a quick one, for time was ticking away. As the wind whipped through her hair, she snuggled into Kouga’s arms as sleep drifted her away.


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“ Why are we doing this again?” BAM! “Miroku you know why, after all you were the one who agreed to it.” Sango yelled as she raised the end of her Hiraikotsu from his head. Glancing at Shippo who was asleep on her shoulder he slightly began to stir. “If you wake him up I promise your gonna feel a hell of a lot more then just my Hiraikotsu.” Sango growled as she gently stroked the back of the still sleeping Kitsune.


He knew they were supposed to look after the hanyou… until the next day, when the barrier dissipated. * Why does everything always happen to those who continuously suffer? Kami, grant them both peace with the obstacle you have dealt. * The houshi prayed within his mind. Some things he just didn’t fully understand. He hoped his friends would be ok, for each had their own battles with themselves now, not to mention with each other. Inuyasha would hate himself for what he’s done, and more then likely Kagome would find herself once again the causer of pain.


Sighing he rubbed the now tender lump that was rapidly forming on his head. “ You right Sango. Lady Kagome asked this of us and I agreed on her behalf. This is what we must do.” He stated as he gently took Shippo and rested him on his shoulder. “ Let us go Sango…I feel the road we walk is yet from ending now.” With that he turned around as the taijiya followed. She only hoped nothing would happen to her sister. Pushing though, they drove on down the path that led to fallen hanyou. The two of them made a promise to the one they loved and they would, for their sake, fulfill it.


Kagome smiled as they made it to the den in almost record time. This was the very reason she wanted her friend to take her. Setting her down Kouga hastily said an apology as he darted off once again to a destination unknown to her, taking Kati along with him. Walking along she wondered exactly where it was her dear friends went, and what was so important that she could not know. It was confusing to say the least. Deciding to calm her mind a little she decided she would watch the children of the pack play.


She was very curious about the youkai children. Mostly she just wanted to see if they were as hyper as Shippo. As she was about to make her way, she was suddenly stopped by someone calling her name. "Kagome nee Chan!” She smiled as she turned toward the men who called her name. There were only two youkai who called her that. Grinning even wider she waved to Ginta and Hakaku (sp?). “ Kagome!” They panted as the tried to take in the much-needed air around them. “ Are you two ok?” She asked as she watched them slump down. * This is probably from trying to follow Kouga all the time. *


“ So how are you two?” Kagome asked attempting to start the conversation that was bound to happen anyway. Ginta and Hakaku (sp) told her of all the adventures they went on as they followed Kouga and how they had a run in with Sesshomaru, and how they think they were getting stronger from following Kouga. Kagome laughed. They were always so energetic and trying to keep Kouga from trouble…if he would only listen. Ginta, remembering that they had to leave to go hunting for the village, wished her a farewell as they both gave her a quick hug before going their own way.


Kagome watched them disappear into the trees, as she thought about how fun they were to be around. Once again roaming the village she noticed a rather unpleasant smell. Alarmed, Kagome noticed it was her. Going over the last few days Kagome knew she desperately needed to bathe. * So where does a girl take a bath around here? * She wondered as she now roamed in search of a hot springs. As she looked she failed to notice she was drifting farther and farther away from the den. The young girl was becoming lost in her own thoughts.


In the midst of her pondering, the young miko barely had time to notice or register the rapidly oncoming energy. Kagome felt the fast approaching ki was indeed youki. Right as she saw the intruder descend out the corner of her eye, she unsheathed her Katana Making a deadly sweep that the newcomer barely dogged. Leaping into the air she landed on the youkai’s back as she now grabbed the long black hightail. “Youkai who are you” she hissed as she pressed the blade of her sword to his throat.


Suddenly she noticed the high tail in her hand *Oh no.* she silently begged. * Please kami no…. let it be a look alike. * Having to know the truth, she tentatively called out his name. “K-Kouga?” Feeling the nod of his head Kagome rushed to remove her self from and checked to see if she hurt her beloved friend.


“ Kouga! Oh Kouga I’m so sorry I have no idea that it was you an-” Kouga quieted the little miko. “ Hey. It’s ok Kagome. It’s my fault for coming up to you too fast.” He told her as he apologized. “ I need to remember you’re a fighter now, so you have a fighter’s instinct.” He stated as he smiled at the embarrassed girl. “ I’m proud of the way you handled yourself. It makes me not worry so much, because I know now…you can handle your own.” Kagome smiled at the complement “ Arigato Kouga”


“Yeah whatever” Kouga said as he rolled his eyes. “ So. Why did you come way out here anyway?” Instantly, red begin to stain Kagome’s cheeks. The whisper that she let out was so faint that even Kouga had a hard time hearing her. “ Sorry Gome, what was that? I couldn’t hear you.” “ I SAID I NEED to take a BATH. Happy now!” She growled. Why couldn’t he leave it well enough alone?


Kouga gave a small chuckle. “If that’s all you needed you could have said so. Come on let’s go and ask one of the bitches. This place is swarming with them.” With that Kouga turned to head back towards his home. As he was about to ask her a question he found that she was not following him. Looking at her he quirked his head. “ Gome? You ok?” Foolishly he did not see what he had done, and one could only hope he would not be dealt with harshly by the rash miko before him.


“So Kouga, are you too good to know the names of the women in you pack? Or are they so beneath you and worthless that you see not a reason to acknowledge them the way they were meant to be.” The anger in her voice at that moment would have made any grown man or youkai cower in fear.


Kouga flinched as he heard her harsh tones. *God how much of a baka am I going to be? * He remembered then how Inuyasha would call her a stupid bitch and always say she was a worthless ningen. She didn’t fully understand Youkai ways. He was always used to calling the female wolves bitches because that’s what they were.


“Ka-Kagome? L-Look If you will let me I can explain.” He rushed. Kagome was slowly advancing on him and the look in her eyes made clear that it would in no way be enjoyable for him.


Narrowing her eyes she decided she could at least let him attempt to justify himself before she decided to give a punishment. “Proceed.” She told him tightly. “ Well Kagome…I know you’ve told me there are dogs in your world. Female dogs are called bitches. Even though we look human…were still very much so animals. I am the alpha male of my pack, and if I do not claim any of the women in our pack, is the only way the males will touch them. But when we say bitch…it’s more like a term of endearment. In most cases, every now and then you run into youkai who use it as a demeaning word, but really…if you ever come across a youkai who does not call you bitch purposely in a hateful way…watch them. It means they have some sort of affection towards you.”


As Kagome absorbed the information he gave, she realized he was right. Even though they did look human they weren’t. They lived by a whole different set of rules. And she wasn’t even completely aware of them. Giving Kouga a small smile as a sign of apology she walked up behind him. Without saying a word he grabbed her bag and took her hand, as he led her down the path from where she came.


He was absolutely pissed. The damn onna had eluded him once again, with the help of those damn soul stealers. He did not think she could control such things, for this meant that she would be much more of a challenge to break down. A crazed smirk made their way on his lips once again.


She was going to scream. He could already hear the echo of her cries as he slowly flayed her soft cold white skin in patches from her small frail looking body…oh he was going to take such pleasure in completely and utterly destroying the cursed miko.


The thought of her blood, bathed on the length of his sword brought him to an almost euphoric frenzy for her life. His mind kept playing all the delectable ways to bring about the end of her meaning less existence.

A sadistic smile emerged on his face as his eyes now took on a slightly pink color. *No one escapes me and lives…little miko…and you will not be the first. * Was the promise in his mind, as he once again rushed to find his fated prey.


Kagome sighed as the steamy water of the hot springs caressed the stress and tension of the last few days out of her system. She once again contemplated the thoughts of the day’s events that led her to where she was now. Slowly a small clear jewel fell from the corner of her eye. * Why? Why did you have to break everything we built? * Lowing her head as the tears came more freely now “Why couldn’t you just love me?” she whispered painfully.


Closing her eyes she focused to calm what was left of her broken soul. Turning her eyes up toward the midday sky she thought of things that were to come. Once she reached that cave…what would happen? What would it mean? One thing was harshly clear. She would have to go and accept the cruel reality around her.


That was what scared her the most about this trip. The simple fact that she would have to face and come to terms with that fate has forced upon her. She couldn’t imagine her life without her only loyal friends by her side, and nor did she want to. She could only hope that her friends would have the life she hoped… without her.


She knew that one day this day would come. After all…each had a place they were meant to be, and hers was not in this world, the world that became her second home. Once again her thoughts turned toward Inuyasha, the man who stole her heart from the very beginning. She would have to live without him ever being in her life from here on out.


As the weight of that one thought sunk into her mind, Kagome did the only thing she could do. She cried. She cried for the only true friends that she would leave behind, she cried for her one love that was now lost forever and the unfairness of it all. Was what she wanted really all that bad? That the people she loved had to get hurt by it?


Soon she felt a wave of peace washing over her soul, calming her to an extent she never knew. Wave after wave ran over her, gently engulfing the battered miko in its presence. With lazy eyes Kagome gazed upon the jewel, which was now glowing a soft violet. The tama was giving her soul the internal comfort it needed.


The jewel wanted something with her. She could feel it. But what it wanted she was not quite sure. In her minds eye images of a cave and a glowing purple light kept appearing almost as real as life itself. * Do you want me to make a wish? * As soon as the thought left her mind she felt the excited hum of the jewel.


She knew the jewel was giving her thoughts of what to do, but all of them she could not understand. When you can only feel and see something someone’s trying to tell you, everything is not always understood. All she knew was that by finding the cave of the legendary miko, all her problems and questions would be solved.


“Why me? Why did I have to be the one chosen for such a life?” she whispered to the gods. “WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE ME? WHY COULDN’T YOU FIND SOMEONE ELSE’S LIFE TO DESTROY! WHAT THE HELL HAVE I EVER DONE TO YOU! “She shouted angrily to the unfair Kami in control of her life. Breaking down once again her small frame shook as sobs racked her body” Why…me?” she sobbed. Calming down some she looked over it all and she realized why. “ Because I was chosen into a life of responsibility.” She realized. She knew it all along.


Looking into the clear blue sky her gaze was cast upon the clouds. “ I’ve been given something that’s now my life, and this is what I need to accept…or else I’ll end up becoming bitter like Kikyo.” She spoke slowly. Stepping out of the springs she grabbed her towel and wrapped it around her body. “ This is one of the things life has dealt and I have to live with it. Resisting only makes it harder.” Giving a dry chuckle, “With my luck I know this will not be the end if it. This is what I have to do”


Steadily she dressed herself in new fighting clothes. They were exactly the same to the ones she had before except the pants were black and the shirt was white. As she packed her things to set out to meet Kouga she cast one final look to the sky. “ Fate has named me Guardian of the Shikon no Tama. This is what I have been called to be. But Kagome Higarashi is who I am. Who I am is not Kikyo nor is it the Guardian. I am only me.” She spoke softly to herself. At that moment Kagome felt content with everything that could happen. * Is this what I was suppose to do? Accept the jewel and myself? * As she thought of it, it made sense.


Kikyo came to her demise, because she saw the jewel as a burden. She longed to be a normal woman and leave her life as a miko. Because she did not accept what she had to do and what she was she lost sight of who she was. This was the beginning of her down fall. * The tama wanted to be sure I would not follow the same path. *


Kagome was not fool enough to believe that this was what the jewel wanted all along. No. She knew that it had something much, much more in store for the young miko. Whatever it was, she would find out when she reached the cave. * Whatever it is you seek, we all will find out soon enough. * Kagome thought. Pulling her hair into a hightail, she strapped on Hiraikotsu. Giving the beautiful hot springs one last look, she rushed on to find Kouga. She had something important to do and time was of the essence.


Kagome found Kouga perched on a large stone over looking a lake. Mischief shone in Kagome’s eyes as a thought entered her mind. Quickly shielding her aura and scent, Kagome swiftly walked behind the unsuspecting ookami. Satisfied she was still undetected, Kagome lined her hand up with Kouga’s back pulling a safe about of energy into her hand that she knew would not hurt him.


Leaning slightly towards his sensitive ear, she dropped her spell at the last moment. “KOUGA!” she screamed as loud as she could into his ear while giving him the gentle blast into his back. Kagome laughed as the mighty wolf leader flew into the lake, sputtering and splashing. After gaining his water senses he glided over to the shore. Seeing his pouty expression Kagome nearly doubled over “ K-Kouga!” was the only words she could get out before laughter overrode her senses.


*She thought she could get the best of me? * As a devious smile moved across his lips, Kouga walked twards the unsuspecting miko. Before Kagome could even comprehend what happened, Kouga scooped her into his arms and spun her around. Kouga flashed her a toothy grin as he slightly tightened his hold. “ Kagome...you seem a little warm are you ok?” Confusion was written all over Kagome’s face. “ Warm? Kouga I’m n-” Kouga cut her off. “ I think you are so let’s get you cooled off,” he stated as he ran over to the edge of the lake.


“Kouga n-“ Kagome screamed as he threw her into the lake. It was now his turn to laugh at the tricky miko…that is until she rose out of the water. At that point Kouga’s chest wound up caught in his throat. He was mesmerized as the water slowly rolled down her body and the way her shirt clung hugging every curve. He was speechless.


He failed to notice the devilish smirk that played across her lips. “ Oh Koooougaaaaaaa” she called sweetly. At that point Kouga knew he was in deep shit and he was going to get it. He watched at Kagome went through different stances on the water’s edge as every nerve in his body screamed for him to run. As he looked up he found out exactly why.


A large wave rose from behind the miko, who was controlling the water. Kouga waited to late. As he began the run the wave crashed down upon the poor wolf pressing him into the now muddy earth. Kagome giggled at the imprint he made into the ground. *Hmm…maybe I went to far? * She wondered as Kouga wearily got up from his life-sized hole.


“I’m getting to old for this.” He stated as he swiftly cracked his back. Washing off the dirt he quickly rejoined Kagome. “ Are you ready now? If we hurry without any stops we can make it by if not a little before sunrise.” Kagome nodded as she followed the ookami, while Kati traveled behind them.


Gazing into the sky he saw that in two hours or so in would grow to become dark. * I hope she’s ok* Miroku glanced to where Shippo and Sango were fast asleep. It was his turn to guard them for the night. His gaze fell upon companion. * How could you let someone like her go? * Tomorrow would be the day, the day he could get answers himself. “What will you do now that she’ll be gone Inuyasha?” He whispered softly.


He was worried for his friend. While he may have made an irrational idiotic mistake, he was still worried nonetheless. Sighing he rested against and old tree. He closed his eyes and let the events of the last to days wash over him.


It was then he realized tomorrow…after tomorrow…there would no longer be a Kagome in their lives. No more kind smiles, no more long talks and questions of the future, no one to give him the help and guidance in his pursuit for Sango, and most importantly…no more Kagome to love and hold, followed by his thoughts of Inuyasha, then Sango. “How will I cope without seeing your smiles any more?” He whispered brokenly. At that moment Miroku did the one thing he never thought he would do since his father died. He cried.


Slowly soft delicate arms moved around his neck, as a head rested on his shoulder. Miroku gently grabbed the body behind him and whirled her into his lap. Pure shock was written across her face, as he softly pulled her into his arms. At that moment he did nothing but cry.


Sango ran her fingers through his hair as she rubbed circles on his back. No words were ever spoken. Only silent comfort was given among twin hearts. As Miroku calmed, he just held her. He wanted this moment to last for all eternity. * Why is I can never tell you what I feel? * Were the words that ran through his mind, as he caressed her back. Gently she broke the spell and lifted herself up. Bending down she placed a kiss on his forehead as she walked away. * I know how you feel…Miroku *


Slowly she turned to look at the houshi who had secretly stolen her heart all those years ago, with the help of Kagome. “How will we ever be able to live without you?” was her sorrowed whisper to the night. * Why? Why would Kami place this situation on our hearts knowing it would be this painful? *


Gently she eased the sleeping Kitsune off the cold earth and into her arms. Pulling back the outer layer of her sleeping mat, she hugged him close as she covered them up, desperately wishing to forget the upcoming day. * Kami…if there is a way for this to play a happy ending…then please…do so…if not ease our hearts of this pain…* was the final prayer in her mind as sleep gently embraced her.


As they pressed on Kagome could see it was almost morning. Kouga said it would be about a half an hour before they get there. * Just a little more…and I’ll…make it. * That one thought was the only thing that kept her going. She was thankful for the two hours Kouga carried her. During that time she was able to get a nap. It was the battle that happened when she woke that drained her.


*FB*


Kouga was racing towards the village at high speed. He smiled at the precious cargo he carried. * It wont be long now. * Kouga moved with a swiftness that most would envy. Taking great care not to wake the passenger in his arms, Kati came around in front with a warning growl telling Kouga something was coming this way.


As soon as he was informed, a great ugly oni came forth. It sensed the power of the jewel and was determined to have it at all cost. “ Ookami…give me the power which I sense you have.” It bellowed. Kouga snarled at the disgusting look creature. “ Not on your life.” He hissed. It was then the oni noticed the girl in Kouga’s arms. Overcome with a sense of lust it had a new object of his desire.


“ How much for the girl? I see you have fine taste for a dirty wolf. Give me the girl…she’ll make an excellent bed slave, but if she proves she cannot be broken she can always be made into a stew.” As he lengthened his gaze he found that she was the power he sought. “ Ah so the ningen onna is what holds such power? Then there is negotiating…the girl will me mine.” The oni boasted.


Kouga was seething. He was trying hard to control his inner youkai, for he could feel the red bleeding into his eyes. Kati growled beside him, ready to join his master in battle in a seconds notice. “You think you have the power to get this girl? You stand not a chance against me. You will not harm or break her.” He growled. “Kati? Protect her at all cost. Keep her away from here. And under no circumstances are you to turn back.” With that he placed Kagome securely on Kati’s back. The moment she was secure he bolted off into the thick of the forest to protect the girl that his master loved.


“You think that hiding her will keep her from me? Then you obviously must still be a pup. No one can stand against me you disgusting dog.” The oni sneered. Kouga ran full speed towards the oni, before darting behind to deliver a swift blow to the back of the head. “ Time to put yer money where your mouth is you sack of shit!” he yelled as he landed to the ground.


Picking himself, he gave a dry chuckle. “ You are strong I’ll give you that…but not strong enough for me!” He yelled as he slammed his arm downward in an attempt to crush the ookami. As it noted it could not get a good shot because of Kouga’s speed, it smiled as it realized one thing the ookami could not dodge.


“ You think your speed will help you?” he asked as his enormous being began to glow a soft yellow. “ That will be your downfall. For how can you dodge what is quicker then you?” At that moment long thin needles launched themselves from his massive body.


As Kouga saw the projectiles come for him, all his attempts were in vain. While he dodged nearly all, one made his way into Kouga’s arm, spearing it to his side, this one was the biggest of them all. It was then that Kouga let out a pain filled howl.


Kagome awoke to the sound of an agonized howl. * Who was that? * She wondered as she looked around to see Kati on high alert. * Wait…where’s Kouga? * As the slight smell of blood wafted through the trees, she immediately knew something was amiss. “Kati where’s Kouga?” she asked. Not knowing where her friend was was making her quite distressed. It was then she decided to feel out for Kouga’s ki. The moment she got a lock she rushed to where her companion was, for she would not let his life be lost on account of her.


As she came across the clearing, she saw Kouga, trying his best to make due, with only one useable arm. When she saw him fall it was then she saw the most disgusting oni she’d ever seen. It was mammoth, and grotesque. Muddy brown, colored it all over, and where there should have been lips was nothing but a jagged rip. It’s arms and legs were like stumps, but moved with a remarkable swiftness. As she saw into it’s mouth only rows and rows of jagged sharp teeth were homed there. The only thing on it’s body was a thin cloth that covered the front and back of his lower body. He truly was in all meaning of the word revolting.


As Kagome saw the beast prepare to deal a final blow, it was then her battle senses kicked in. Running full speed, for the disfigured creature she unhooked the giant youkai bone and raised it over her head, pooling her power into her massive weapon. “Oh no you don’t!” she shouted as she leapt into the air. As the creature saw her it was then she could see the lust in his eyes and growing arousal, which seemed to be targeted for her. Enraged by this, she pulled even more power into her boomerang, as she launched it down with a vengeance “ HIRAIKOTSU!” She roared as the glowing blue weapon seared its way to its oncoming target.


Kagome watched with morbid fascination as her weapon severed the oni in two without any trace of it left on her Hiraikotsu. Sliding back from the force of the bone, she strapped it on as she glared at the disgusting creature before her. The oni laughed as Kagome watched. Ready for anything the deceptive demon might do. “Onna you think that will stop me?” He questioned, while laughing once again. “ You underestimate the power I possess.” He sneered. At that moment the severed flesh of his torso began to stretch. It was reaching for his lower body, which was still standing. “ Ha! Now you know you cannot defeat me, give up girl…and I wont be too rough when I take you to my bed.”


Kagome narrowed her eyes. “The only thing you possess is that you have a big mouth!” she fumed as her eyes glowed a light blue. She then began to move into a different number of stances, calling and manipulating her powers into a form, as a glowing light, swirled above her. As the form grew into shape, it then stood before the oni a gargantuan tiger.


The oni for the first time, feared for his life. * She’s a miko! But…no! * Were the frantic thoughts in his mind as he felt his end coming soon. Kagome stared at the repulsive creature in front of her. “You are a poor excuse, not worthy of the name Youkai. You disgrace yourself and your race. You damage what is not yours. You are truly evil. For that you die.” As those last words left her lips, the tiger bounded upon the oni. The only sounds that could be heard were his pain filled screams as the holy beast ripped his body from flesh and bone, leaving nothing but ash behind.


The tiger gave a mighty roar as it turned back into its mistress. Kagome ran to Kouga’s side. “ Are you ok?” she asked? The moment she saw the needle she knew he wasn’t. It went straight threw his arm, pinning it to his side. If she were going to help at all…she would have to remove the pin.


“Kouga? I have to remove the pin…I just want you to brace yourself because this is really going to hurt.” Giving a curt nod the brave wolf demon readied himself as Kagome pulled out the pin. Letting out nothing but a grunt, it was over.


Quickly Kagome worked, enveloping them in the glowing blue light as she worked on reconstructing his arm and side. By the time she was finished she was covered in a light sheen of sweat. As she looked at her work everything basically was good as new.


“Are you ok now Kouga?” she asked as she looked over again for other major injuries. “Hey I’m ok, nothing this body couldn’t handle.” He said as he gave a weak smile. “Although I must say, pretty snazzy moves back there.” Mentally he chuckled * Always full of surprises aren’t you? * Satisfied that what was left his youkai blood could handle the three of then packed up once again.


“Kagome are you ok?” he asked as he noticed she was indeed quite pale. Giving him a warm smiled as she took his hand, “I’m ok Kouga just a little tired from everything earlier.” Nodding in understanding, he looked at her once again. “Want me to carry you?” he offered. As tempting as it sounded she relined. She knew his arms was still recovering and would not burden him. So with that the three of them started there way once again to the Taijiya’s.


End FB.


Now Kagome was weary, but she hid it well. The usage of all the power drained her physically. And of course this would be the perfect time to run out of the energy balls that Miroku helped her make the night before she left. * It’s always my luck isn’t it? * She thought, even thought she was tired she was determined to make it on her own.


“Kouga…you said it would be about a half an hour right?” She asked She needed to know how long it would be, she didn’t know if he had all his strength yet so she insisted she walk. She was slightly getting dizzy and knew she should stop, but they were so close…when she got there…then she could give out if her body wanted, but not until they reached the village.


“Yea should be, if we keep our pace we’ll get there in about half an hour to an hour tops.” He stated. Looking back he noticed that she had grown even paler then before. “Kagome are you sure your all right? Really it’s no problem, me carrying you.” He had a feeling she was over doing it, but as always she was too stubborn to listen.


Softly he gave a chuckle, * I think sometimes she forgets she’s human. * He thought, because she always tried to do more then she could do, and somehow would find a way to do it. Kagome gave him soft smile. “I’m ok Kouga! Geez stop worrying so much!” she playfully ridiculed. Giving her a smile, he winked as he stuck out his tongue and turned back around pushing them on.


She gazed into the sky as she thought of what might happen…Inuyasha once again made his way into her mind. Even though it had only been yesterday it happened, she wanted to forget. Moving on she gave a heavy sigh. *Will it always hurt like this? * She wondered slightly placing a hand over her heart. She knew only time would tell; she just hoped he would be all right, and Kikyo get whatever it is she deserved, for Karma worked like that. That’s why she tried to make all the things she do, good things.


As they were halfway through the forest, Kagome felt a warmness in her chest, slowly growing into excitement. The further they went the more excited the feeling would grow. Something was pulling her. She could feel the nagging tug in the back of her mind, urging her to move onward. She noticed a soft light and saw that the tama was glowing. She now knew it was the jewel. It wanted her to go.


Kagome closed her eyes and focused, soon she heard faint whispers. She felt the urgency they held in their voices, and they wanted her to hurry. She knew she had to get there and get there fast, and speed walking just wasn’t cutting it. The warmness in her chest increased to an almost burning sensation, as if something had to be let out.


Kagome thought she would go crazy if she didn’t find a release soon. * I gotta get this out of me…* she thought. Desperate she did the first thing that crossed her mind. Kagome broke into an all out run. “How about a race Kouga? Beat me n get a kiss!” Giving him a wink Kagome kept on going and Kouga saw nothing but a blur.


Once she started running she felt as if nothing in this world could stop her. The sensation she felt was beyond anything she’s ever known. As they warmth increased she felt as if she didn’t move she would die, so she moved to a speed that was almost inhuman, desperate to rid herself of this feeling.


“Hey Kagome!” he yelled as he came up behind her. He was trying to let her win but the race flew out of his mind as he saw her run. Something was up and the only way to find out was to catch her and make her stop running. As they were running he saw her move farther and farther away from him. *Time to kick it into overdrive. * He thought as the giant whirlwind formed around him. *I’m commin Kagome. * He swore as he disappeared into the night.


Before Kagome knew it she was there. The moment she feet touched the soil, the feeling left as if it’d never been there. Suddenly the jewel pulsed and Kagome’s legs burned from all the running. She stumbled her way through the town following whatever it was that guided her through the village, leaning on walls from time to time for support. * I know it’s here somewhere. * She thought. She wondered how close she was, the cave was here, she could feel it.


“Come to me.” She whispered into the night. “Guide me to find that which I seek.” She prayed to the strange force that was helping her. She didn’t know when or how but her body moved, left and right, straight and back, where all the directions she moved. Finally she felt a holy presence and saw the mouth of the cave; she realized that her journey was halfway over. At that moment she body gave out as she fell to the cold earth of the floor. * I…made it. * Was the only thought in her mind, as a wave of darkness gently lulled her to deep sleep.

IT’S FINALLY FINISHED!


This is (Hopefully) going to be the only chapter I write this long. I want to thank you once again for putting up with me. Hopefully you’ll review and also I am going to start betaing for the girl. She’s given me 4 or 3 chapters so far. It’s a self-insertion. I’ve never written one of those before so wish me luck cuz I don’t know how those things really go. Chapter 9 is coming nicely so hopefully it wont be as long of a wait as this one.

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