Before I die

Before I Die
by Goijh

Disclaimer: Originally, I just put this in here repeatedly for fun. But then someone had to go and call me an idiot for putting one in every chapter so now this has a purpose. I am going to continue to put a disclaimer in every chapter just to deliberately annoy them. I know that this is REALLY childish and immature of me but to be honest...I DON'T CARE! hee hee...^_^

Okay....Due to the injection of a trseruserum, courtesy of the lady in the nice white jacket, I am forced to admit that...*tear* INUYASHA IS NOT IN MY CLOSET! He's in the shower right now....*grins innocently like Miroku* But Sesshomaru and Kenshin are still in my closet...Now all I need is Kurama and I can die happy.....
Wait.
I'll have all my favorite sexy, hot, irresistable...*list continues*...chiseled anime guys in my closet and I'm going to die happy?!?
I don't think so!
I think that I may just perfer the saying, "I will be able to live VERY happily." ^_~

A/n:

Okay. I know that I left the last chapter as a cliffy...and the one before that...and the one before that...Okay! I get the point! I have been an evil author! SORRY!
*grins ear to ear* But its just SO much fun! hee hee!
This chapter though, is NOT a cliff hanger. In fact this chapter happens to be the LEMON that you people have been asking for! So lets here how you likes it in reviews! K?
Now please be nice...This is my FIRST LEMON. And I have to confess that it was kinda, okay a lot, hard to write. hee hee! But I hope that you hentai out there are happy! lol! I know I was drooling over the thought of...Inuyasha...bare...chest...muscles...*spaces out and drools*
MEOW!
*snaps back in time to see black and white kitten jumping up onto desk*
*hides keyboard*
Not this time kitten!

REVIEWS

Kinu:Calls in the forest? *confused look* Could you tell me what you mean? Was it something that I wrote that I just forgot about? Glad you like the story! I promise to check out your site and let you know what I think! ^_^

April: Hee hee! I'm glad some one knew it was Kouga! You could have told me though...*pretends to pout* You didn't have to leave me to figure it out on my own. ^_~

Mija: I'm sorry! Don't be sad! Here's the next chapter. Yep! Naraku was controlling Kouga. Poor him...(by that I mean Kouga!) I want to try to bring Naraku into the story soon...I'm just thinking of how....^_^

Foof76: Hee hee! *points and giggles* Hentai! lol! That's okay! Me too! *Miroku grin* Here's your lemon....Sigh...I wish Inuyasha would "torture me" ^_~

DracOnyx: Hey I did read your story and I love it! I am not sure if I reviewed it there but if not I guess you can count this as one. ^_^ I hope you update soon. I need to know what happens next! Does Kagome betray Inuyasha? Does Naraku die? *runs around in circles yelling out random questions that plague my mind* Update ASAP please!

Sanoslilrebelgurl: Oooh...I never thought about that before...*evil grin* Yes! *happy dance* I have power over you! You can't hurt me! *sticks out tongue* If you kill me then you'll be plagued with curiousity for the rest of your life wondering, "What about...?" Ha ha ha! *resumes happy dance* I win I win I win.. .na na na na na nah! *white jacket comes up behind and captures me.* NO! *dragged back to cell and put in straight jacket* Now why does this feel familiar?
BTW: Would you mind if I took you up on the offer for a beta reader? I think that I might be able to use one. My email is goijhisfreakinout@yahoo.com Just let me know! ^_^


Any way here's the chapter!

BEWARE: LEMON CONTENT AHEAD....In fact....THIS ENTIRE CHAPTER IS A LEMON! (its 6 pages...lol! Talk about stanima...WHACK!
*Hit over head with hiraikotsu.*
Ow....Sango....?
Sango: Hentai! *continues to beat Goijh with boomerang*
OW!

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Chapter 7
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"Does THIS feel like a dream?" He asked with a mischievious glint in his eyes as he leaned forward. Before Kagome could guess at what he was doing, Inuyasha had crushed her lips in a passionate kiss. He drowned any protest she could've thought of making as he pressed his hands into her back, pushing her closer to him without breaking the kiss.
Kagome swallowed the urge to moan into his lips as he began to move away from her, gently bringing an end to the moment that she wished would last forever. He smiled gently as he looked at her face, not a smirk, but an actual smile. Her cheeks were slightly flushed and her eyes were still closed. Her lips were red and partially opened as she slowly opened her eyes to look at him.
Kagome stared up into his golden eyes. They were clouded with emotions, some she could recognize and they made her catch her breath. Others she couldn't and that excited her. She could feel heat pooling in her stomach and core as she gazed at him and thought about the kiss. Her eyes fell greedily to his lips. She wanted to taste him again.
Inuyasha watched her as she looked at his mouth. He knew what she was thinking and he couldn't help but agree with her. He wanted to kiss her until her lips were so swollen she could barely speak. And then we wanted to make love to her unti she screamed his name over and over and begged him for more.
As he thought about this, he felt a certain appendage begin to harden underneath his hakama and knew that there would be a tent there soon enough. His thoughts quickly returned to Kagome though as she aggressively pushed him to the ground and began to kiss him with lust.
Inuyasha let out a startled gasp as he felt his back hit the ground. Kagome grinnedinstinst his lips and took the oppurtunity to poke her toungue into his mouth. Inuyasha moaned softly at the sensations she was causing in him as her tongue caressed his and then the two began to battle for dominance.
Inuyasha forced Kagome back into her own mouth and went to follow her in. Again oppurtunity was seized as she captured his tongue lightly between her teeth and began to suck on it. While she did so, Inuyasha was not idle though. Slowly he brought his hands up from her waist and let them slide under her school blouse. Kagome gave a shallow moan as she felt his hands go around to the clasp of her bra and released his tongue.
Now it was Inuyasha's turn to smirk as he opened one eyes to watch her as they kissed. Kagome felt him watching her and pushed away from him, surprised. Inuyasha looked at her confused for a moment. Her chest was rising heavily with her breath.
"Don't do that!" she admonished him.
Now the poor hanyou was really confused. "Do what?" he asked, looking a little guilty. He thought that she was talking about his roaming hand and he felt a little ashamed.. He probably should have asked her if she wanted to go that far with him first.
"Don't star me me like that when we're kissing." She scolded him, giggling at his expression. Inuyasha looked at her bewildered for a moment.
"Why not?" he demanded as he leaned up and began to nuzzle her neck. Kagome giggled again at his attention but managed to answer.
"Because its a bit creepy."
When Inuyasha still looked as if he didn't understand, Kagome sighed and kissed him. This time she opener eer eyes and stared at him. She broke out laughing when he decided to take a peek at her and gasped, falling back and breaking the kiss.
"See?" she asked still laughing as he lay their staring up at her increduously.
Inuyasha quickly regained his composure and sat up straight with her still in his lap. He shook his head violenty, causing his hair to splash across her face. She continued to laugh at him as she playfully batted at his silver locks. She almost looked like a kitten. He smiled as he watched her, continuing to shake his silky mane.
Kagome grinned at his antics. She loved the feel of his hair against her face. But she wanted to feel more than his hair on her. "Inuyasha..." she murmered seductively. Her tone had just the ef tha that she wanted. He stopped immediately and looked at her. Kagome pursed her lips sexily as she reached her hand forward and began to rub his ear between her fingers. Inuyasha tried not to but he couldn't help it.
A loud, but gentle, rumbling filled the air. Kagome stopped her administrarions when she heard it, a little surprised. 'Was that Inuyasha?' she thought as she looked at him. His eyes were closed and he looked like he was in a daze. 'Nah.' she decided as she reached for his ear again. 'Dog demons don't purr...Do they?' To her surprise though, as soon as she began to massage his adorable doggie ears, the noise started back up again. This time she felt Inuyasha's chest softly vibrating. 'It is him!' She gasped and then began to giggle as she moved her other hand to his neglected right ear.
Inuyasha could hear her giggle and peeked open one of his golden eyes. He had never had anyone do THIS to his ears before. It felt SO good. He didn't want her to stop. But then he remembered what he wanted to do to her.
Abruptly he ended the actions that were making him melt into a puddle by catching Kagome's hands in his own and carefully forcing them down to her sides. Kagome eeped a little in shock at the unexpected movement, but was quickly silenced by Inuyasha's mouth on her own.
Her friends had told her about all the best kisses they had had, but the miko was sure that none of them could compare to those that she was now sharing with the hanyou. In a youkai fashion of begging, Inuyasha nipped lightly on her bottom lip and suckled it, asking for entrance into the honeyed recesses of her mouth. Kagome, wanting the same, could not refuse him.
Unaware to the couple, as they kissed they moved down towards the ground, Kagome lying over Inuyasha, straddling him still. The girl smiled against Inuyasha mouth and pushed her tongue into his. She wanted to taste him, explore him. She let her tongue run over the cave of his mouth, then she bought it to his teeth. Carefully she traced the tips of his fangs, amazed at how sharp they were.
As she marveled at his canines she failed to notice Inuyasha's roaming hands had once again placed themselves up her shirt. He had been fumbling with the clasp of her bra but couldn't figure the damn contraption out! Finally, with a low growl of irritation, Inuyasha bared one claw and sliced through the cloth as if it were water. Kagome gasped in surprise at his action and accidently pressed too hard on the point of his fang, cutting her tongue slightly.
One drop of her blood landed in Inuyasha's hungry mouth.
The hanyou's eyes opened wide as he tasted the tangy liquid. It wasn't like blood he had tasted before, that was metallic and coppery flavored. This...this was ambrosia. He shivered delightfully at the taste. And before he knew what he was going, Inuyasha flipped the pair over so that Kagome was underneath him, and he had slit her shirt open with his claw. All he knew was that he wanted to taste her. All of her.
Kagome caught her breath. She was about to protest to hiatanatant destruction of her blouse when she felt it. Inuyasha lowered his head, trailing warm kisses down her neckline, taking a moment to suck on her pulse before continuing down her chest to her breasts. Kagome let out of cry, whether it was surprise or shock she wasn't sure, when his hot breath caressed her mound. She couldn't help but arch her back in invitation when he let his claw slide gently over her peak, teasing it to a hard pebble.
Inuyasha smirked as he watched his sto bto be lover's face flood with emotion and pleasure as he continued to massage her breast. The look on his face grew smug as he lowered his lips to catch the rosy tip of her neglected breast in his mouth. She gasped and writhed involunarily at the sensations he was creating. "Inuyasha..." she moaned. Never had anyone made her feel like this. Never had she imagined that these sensations he was creating could even exist!
Inuyasha continued to knead her breast with one hand, genflicflicking her taught nipple every now and then, while his mouth remained clasped on the other, periodicly nibbling it lightly as he switched between suckling it like a pup and teasing it with his tongue. His idle hand strayed down her leg as she moaned again, and slid its way up on her inner thighs.
Kagome was breathing heavily. She was barely aware of Inuyasha's other hand until it had slid up to her inner thigh. She whimpered lightly as it was withdrawn, but began to return the hanyou's kiss in earnest as she felt the hand come to her hip and begin to tug on her skirt. Without opening her eyes or breaking her lock on his mouth, Kagome's hands took on a life of their own, first helping to undo the button and zipper on her skirt, then moving on. Her nimble fingeoon oon found themselves playing with the ties of his haori, releasing them and then sliding the fire rat mantle off of his shoulders.
Inuyasha aided Kagome in the removal of their clothes. His arousal was painfully hard now and all he could think of was MORE. He wanted to be closer to her. His bare skin upon her own. He wanted to hurry, take control. He yearned to be inside of her, feeling her inner walls clenching upon him. At the same time though he wanted to be slow and gentle. He could tell that this was her first time.
Kagome felt his needs though, and the feelings were mutual. Her hands speed up as they tugged on the ties of his hakama and tried to pull the pleated pants off of the body above her. Inuyasha smirked at her impatience, but complied to remove the garment as he would have soon anyways without her help.
Kagome tensed a little in surprise as she finally opened her eyes to gaze upon her lover's body. Her eyes wandered appreciatively over his well muscled, yet lean, chest and arms and then dipped...lower. She felt the blush spreading across her cheeks as she stole a peek at the obvious proof of his need for her, pressing into her thigh. "Kami- he's HUGE!' she thought as she allowed her innocent eyes to linger on the foreign object that seemed to throb above her. Soon the blush and stiffness was all replaced though as a smirk, similar to Inuyasha's crossed her desire flushed features.
Inuyasha was a bit surprised when he felt Kagome tense, but he soon understood why she had when he saw her lust filled eyes roaming his body. He felt himself harden even more (if that was possible ^_~) as her eyes caressed his heated flesh and resisted the urge to moan aloud when they fell to his manhood. He took silent delight in the gentle coloring of her face, but that was soon replaced with desperate need for her when she slowly brought her eyes back to his face and smirked at him in a familar manner.
Inuyasha honestly wanted to take it slow, he wanted this to be painless and gentle, but the wench was making it so hard for him! He caught his breath as her silken hands reached down and surrounded his length, squeezing and pumping at a torturously slow pace. Inuyasha almost couldn't force himself to stop her, it felt SO good, but he needed to keep his mind on his goal. This was Kagome's time for pleasure.
He growled softly at her to get her to cease her motions. Then he clasped her wrists in his hands and pinned her arms above her head. Let out another hushed growl, he let his tongue trail along her jawline, refusing to kiss her. She needed to know who was in control.
Kagome was breathing so heavily it was a shock to her that she was getting any oxygen at all. She arched her back as Inuyasha's tongue traced down her neck and chest, paying quick attention to her breasts before it continued on its way. She moaned in pleasure as he darted his tongue into her navel. This was getting to be to much. She wanted him inside of her soon.
Inuyasha smirked against her milky skin as he heard her moan. He w't d't done yet though. He hoped that he could hold out against his instincts long enough to do what he wanted. Raising his eyes quickly to meet hers, he smiled. Then his head plunged down between her thighs, parted by his legs, and he took his first taste of her womanly sweetness.
Kagome gasped loudly. "Inuyasha!" she cried. Her friends had told her how some guys did this, but Kagome never thought that it was true! She couldn't believe the waves of heat washing over her as Inuyasha found something down there and began to suckle it, nibbling gently everynow and then. Against her control she found herself thrusting her hips to his face to meet his teasing tongue as he continued his administrations. She felt as if she were climbing a mountain, higher and higher and higher until...


She felt like her body exploded. She could feel juices flowing from her core as a relaxing calm enveloped her. That was unlike anything she had ever imagined. As soon as the calm had come though it passed, as Kagome felt her unsatisfied need for Inuyasha resurface.
Inuyasha lapped up her secret juices, content in knowing that he would be the ONLY one to ever taste her like this. He could smell her relaxation, and then her arousal that quickly replaced it. Looking quite content with himself he crawled back up over her body, licking his lips to savor her unique flavor. He lowered his lips gently to hers, pushing his tongue gently into her mouth as he did so to allow her to taste herself.
Kagome was surprised at his actions. She had to admit though, she found it pretty erotic to taste herself in his mouth. As they kissed passionately, she became aware of his knees gently prying her legs apart. Chuckling softly into his mouth she complied with is obvious request and made room for him between her thighs. Inuyasha moved away from her demanding lips and moved down to her neck, right above shoulder.
"Kagome..." he whispered huskily against her sensitve flesh. "I want you to be my mate. But it would mean that you would be bound to me...forever. I know you love me, but would you want to be with a hanyou for the rest of your life?" Kagome brought her hand to his chin and gently forced him to look at her. He reluctantly met her stare, his eyes were filled with fear- fear of rejection.
Kagome kissed him lightly upon the lips. "I love you Inuyasha. I love you for you." she whispered. "I love the human you, the demon you, AND the hanyou you. I love you no matter what you are. And I want nothing more than to be your mate, and be with you, by your side, forever." She stared into his eyes the entire time she spoke, willing him to know how sincere she was. She saw the shocked look on his face, surprised at her words.
Then it was her turn to be surprised. Right before her, the hanyou's eyes softened and...glistened? Kagome couldn't hide the amazement from her features at this development. Were there actually tears in his eyes. "Are you okay...Inuyasha?" she whispered shakily. Had she said something wrong? Did he misunderstand her? She blinked and his eyes were clear again, almost as if she imagined it all.
Inuyasha nodded lightly and then leaned in and brushed against her lips. He watched the worry drain from her face at the touch and sighed inwardly. Did she have any idea how much those words meant to him. No one had evered said anything like that to him before, No one. And here she was, after he had treated her so unfairly. He couldn't believe it, this woman wanted to be his mate. And not a single fiber in his body could think of any reason to deny her.
Inuyasha returned his lips to her throat and brushed his length across her entrance. 'This may hurt a bit Kagome..." she murmered softly, his voice filled with love, "but I promise. it will all go away soon." With those words he pierced her flesh with his fangs and simultaneously thrust into to her, breaking the barrier marking her virginity. Kagome flinched at the pain, it wasn't nearly as awful as she thought it would be, but still it hurt some.
Inuyasha hovered above her, watching her eyes widen a little as he filled her. He waited for her to get used to him inside of her, worried that he had hurt her more than he thought. He was about to ask if she was okay when his breath caught in his throat. Kaogme shoved her hips up against his, attempting to set a quick pace.
Inuyasha smirked at her. "A bit imaptient are we?" he said huskily as he bent down to lap up the little bits of blood from his mark. It tasted even sweeter than that of her mouth. She continued to thrust her hips though, making him moan loudly into her shoulder. He had wanted to tease he a little, but now he was past that point.
Growling lustfully Inuyasha met her next thrust, pulling out of her a little then diving back in, deeper this time. They both began to pant as they began a dance that was almost as old as time. "Inuyasha!" Kagome cried as he pushed deeper into her once again. He bit his lip to keep from releasing yet. It was too soon. Kagome was almost ready, but not quite. He had to hang on a little longer for her, despite the fact that all her moaning was driving him almost over the edge.
Kagome felt the heat pooling in her stomach again. She felt that same sensation carrying her higher and higher like before. "Inuyasha!" she cried out into the poor hanyous senstive ears as she came around him. With a relexive flinch of his ears at the loud noise, Inuyasha thust into her one last time before he found his own release. As he spilled his seed into her he let out an almost wolf-like howl and spasmed slightly. When he felt his body to be completely satisfied he gently pulled out of his mate and rolled to the side of her.
Kagome smiled up at him and he returned it as he pulled her into his chiseled bare chest and began to stroke her hair. "Kagome," he whispered softy into her ear as he relished to silky feeling of her locks between his fingers, "Ashiteru koishii." Kagome snuggled closer into his arms, burying her face into his shoulder. "I love you too...Inuyasha." she murmered before she closed her eyes.
Inuyasha continued to watch her, stroking her hair and inhaling her scent, taking joy in the fact that it was so closly mingled with his own. He kept watching her long after her breathing evened out showing that she was in a deep sleep, just enjoying the feel of her in his arms. Knowing that she was his now...his mate.