Heaven's Sweetest Kiss
Half Aware
I Do Not Own Inuyasha
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-Reminiscence
A mental breath was all she took before revealing her incomplete soul spilling borrowed tears. ‘These tears, they are hers.’ her gaze then fell on the hard golden ears of the man, or rather youkai, that gave her the ability to exist as the entity she was. She, or it, was not conscious of what that night’s event was doing to the whole of itself. It wasn’t until the other part the major part of its soul shut down. The major part of its entirety of what others knew as Kagome wandered in and out of darkness. The emotional part of her was too much for her sanity and so she shut down. It took itself over a day to get in touch with her. There she found her true self, clinging to old memories of loved ones and that night’s horrible events. They kept replaying back in her memory like an inescapable nightmare.
No matter how much she tried she couldn’t stop it, she wasn’t strong, her powers failed her, and she blamed herself. It felt the need to protect her, as it felt within itself what darkness it had been created from her would be her savior, and felt nothing for the world but what Kagome cared for most. As the memory of her screams and agonizing pain diminished, it felt the further rip and pull. The same one Kagome felt when her soul was first separated. And so to keep from killing Kagome, it raised what hidden power she had gained along with her reiki and wrapped her in it.
Mentally she was but a ghost of herself, surrounded in the darkness and contained in the dome of her memories before that night. As she laid in fetal position she let her blue eyed gaze drift around the darkness surrounding her, taking one last sigh she closed her eyes and drifted further into her mind.
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It found it easy to pull Kagome’s powers to its ability and let its eyes drift close, taking them away from the golden gaze of the male holding her. Its ears where the first of her senses to pick up on the nearly silent thrumming coming from Kagome’s womb. Next, came the spiritual powers that now held some hidden power infused around them, it felt non-threatening and non-intruding.it felt as if it were a safety net of some sort of power foreign to this body. The power fusions swirled over the womb detecting what it had been searching for, before sinking back from once it came. It raised a hand and brought it through the covers to caress the swollen tummy before sighing and giving a small lift of its lips and opening it’s lifeless orbs.
Again it found the gaze of golden eyes that sparkled with the light that came in through the nearby window. They were filled with an unreadable expression filled with questions. It could almost smell the emotion, along with the smell of blood. ‘I smell….. blood?’ with a lurch that came from its stomach, it was forced violently to dart up and empty the contents of what remained in Kagome’s system right onto the blankets it was covered in. The male underneath her stiffened then cringed away in a disgusted manner before adjusting an addition cover that surrounded her away from the mess she was making. He then hesitantly yet swiftly slipped fingers through the ends of her hair before twirling it away from her face.
Once it finished and become a form of wracking coughs did he then turn her head with aggression to face him. He had it by the chin in his sure grip with narrowed slits for eyes before growling dangerously in her face. “What have you done?”
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It didn’t even react to his question, instead remaining inhumanly still and staring into his eyes with black eyes. It laid back onto his lap once again and didn’t even flinch under hard stare. He was not intimidated but did feel his anger rise and hardened his glare. “I will not repeat my-”
“For someone who might become a father, you are very rude as well as impatient.” It retorted back, anger clearly evident. However it held a certain uncaring attitude in the way it spoke.
“You dare talk to this Sesshomaru with disrespect.” He hissed all the while gaining a hard grip on its form.
“One who angers so quickly is not parent material.” She dished out.
He felt his beast bristle at the comment and started flashing images in his head of making her submit. But before he could even think to act on such she spoke to him in a stern, cold voice. “I cannot explain something to you when I do not have a direct answer to explain it myself. Therefore I have done nothing.” It then tried to rise out of his hold only for him hold her tighter in place. “I was under the assumption when we started hunting Naraku in and alliance that you were the type to never sully yourself like a human.” She complained coldly.
He thought about letting her go because she already threw up on her blanket, part of his mokomoko, and they were both still covered in blood. His beast was still debating when he had come up with a quick answer when Inuyasha opened the attic window and jumped in to hurry to Kagome’s side. It got then took his distraction of Inuyasha to rise on still unsteady legs and begin its way to the attic doorway.
“……Kagome? What happened in here! I knew I should’ve took her from you!”
“Cease your barking half-breed.” His brother replied as he too rose.
“This is all your fault, She looks like she’s in a trance! She didn’t notice me.” Inuyasha then leapt to get in her way to stop her from leaving the attic when he caught sight of her cold blue eyes. The pupil appeared to be dilated and her eyes moved as if blind or unfocused.
“Kagome you don’t look so good.” He said with concern as he stopped it in its tracks by placing his calloused hands on her shoulders.
“Is it not obvious stupid half breed. Her eyes have no color in them, she looks as if possessed.”
“Hey….Kagome. Kagome!” He ignored his brother and shouted while slightly jerking her frame.
“I still want more answers priestess.”
“Hehehe.” She softly giggled. In a gust of white Sesshomaru now stood directly in front of her, breaking off Inuyasha’s hold. He didn’t like him touching her anyway. He then took a hold of her chin and looked into her eyes. “Silly Inuyasha thinks I can’t handle walking to the well on my own.” Her eyes to Sesshomaru were still thoroughly black but now held a blue iris where but they were not focused on him. Instead she looked off as if in another world while the pupil dilated then constricted before repeating all over again.
Her eyes then rolled into the back of her head swiftly before closing her eyes all the while swaying softly on her feet. It then opened them slowly revealing again to Sesshomaru the black that fully engulfed the entire eyes. Those empty eyes he could not disagree were focused on him. Its features hardened on its face and spoke to them with venom. “Leave her where she is. She is safe within me, where no one will ever harm her again.” It spoke with ice in its tone, underlying a threat unspoken.
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-Reminiscence