Make Up Your Mind!!

A/N: Wee! Two chapters today! Thank you all for reviewing! I love all of your reviews!



-Ah-ya









As Sesshoumaru listened to the water from the shower, he began thinking about two years ago.





~*~*~



12:00 PM



Crazy Fire





Kagome was smiling happily as she held his hand and pulled him into the nearest restaurant. Sitting down, they had a small conversation. Everything was fine until she came. The woman who made everything him and Kagome had built.



Kira was the waitress at the restaurant. As soon as she had laid eyes on him, all she thought of was mine. He could see the possessiveness in her eyes. Kagome didn't notice at all when she slipped her number in his coat pocket. Kagome was reading the menu, totally engrossed in it.



Kira winked at him as she started to take their orders. Sesshoumaru tried his best to ignore her heated stares.



~*~*~



2:03 PM



Sesshoumaru's Home



He and Kagome had fallen out. They were both yelling at each other and carrying on, until he grabbed his keys and jacket, leaving the house in a storm. As he drove down the road, he dug his hands into his coat pocket and saw Kira's number. He dialed her number on his cell as he drove and she was quick to answer.



Giving him directions to her home, he was there in no time. She didn't hesitate to invite him in, nor did she hesitate to get him into her bed.



~*~*~



The first time he had slept with her. It was pretty much a little fling. But as days went by, him and Kagome wasn't having the best time. She even threatened to stop sleeping with him, which didn't go well with him. He found himself turning to Kira was release almost everynight. Lying to Kagome saying he was either at work or at a friend's.



Days turned into months, which naturally, turned into years. He was hardly with Kagome like he used to. They stopped going out. She stopped seeing him. They stopped talking. She would go out alone sometimes during the day. She would try to talk to him, he would yell at her or push her away. She moved out of their room. He continued to do what he was doing, not really caring about the hole he was digging himself into. He kept digging and digging until it was so deep, nothing could help him get out.



Soon, she had found out about his little affair, though he didn't know that himself until the divorce papers were on his desk the next morning at work. As soon as he had looked at the paper, he knew how deep in shit he was in. Thinking through all the ways she could have found out. He almost slapped himself.



How could she NOT know? The man was always out half of the night, hardly calling her, never sleeping with each other anymore. Those are some clear signs. When they had finally had talked about his affair, they both agreed for a divorce. At the time, he could care less about allymoney. He just wanted out. Did he even think about what the hell he was doing? No. All he could think about was Kira, who was corrupting him the entire time.



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After the time he spent with Kira, he came to think about how stupid he had been. And to Kagome, he still was. Forever he would be to her, unless he proved to her that he had changed. But he would be damned if he would get on his knees and cried like a little bitch. Excuse him for the expression. When Kagome slammed the door shut, Sesshoumaru's head shot up. Kagome kept herself from laughing at his expression. She was supposed to be pissed, and so pissed she shall be.



Sesshoumaru stood up and began to walk towards her. She just opened the door to the room and was about to walk out without saying a word until he slammed it on her. She gasped and looked up at him. He held her shoulders and pushed her against the door. She was too shocked to do anything. His hands dropped down to her waist.



Nuzzling his nose in her neck and inhaling her sweet scent he said silkily, "Let me take you out for breakfast."



Kagome sucked in her breath as he started to kiss her neck softly. After a couple of minutes, it finally clicked about what he was doing to her. She started to struggle away from him as she glared at his chest. "No, Sesshoumaru. I need to get home to Bankotsu."



Sesshoumaru growled and held waist slightly tighter than before. She stopped when she felt more pressure on it.



Not moving from where he was, he said, "Stop saying that man's name in our home."



Ignoring that he had said 'our' home, she snapped. "I need to get going, Sesshoumaru. I'm sure Bankotsu is worried about me. What about Kira? Are you not worried about her?"



Finally being able to get out of his grasp, she scooted over away from him. Sesshoumaru turned to look at her, then sighed, shaking his head.



"Have breakfast with me, then I will personally drive you 'home'."



She thought about it and the way he was staring at her, she could tell that was the only way she was going to get out of here. She sighed herself, then nodded. She saw his eyes soften into almost a relieved manner.



"But..." she started. "I need to change clothes. I don't want to go walking around in the same clothes. Agreed?"



He nodded.



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9:00 AM



Sesshoumaru's Car



Kagome sighed somewhat happily as she and Sesshoumaru held their silence on their way to have breakfast. She did call Bankotsu on their way there, only to have him apologize over and over again about him leaving her last night. She told him she was fine, but is going out with Sesshoumaru for breakfast. She heard him curse, but said ok.



He had told her the movers came and she had told him it was alright if they started moving her things out. She could feel his sadness over the phone. She felt somewhat bad herself. She told him she would call him later and he quickly agreed.



Now, sitting uncomfortably in the car with Sesshoumaru, Kagome tried her best to listen to the jazz that was playing softly in the car as they made their way there.



Sesshoumaru was the first the break the silence. "Do not feel uncomfortable around me, Kagome."



She jumped, slightly startled, and glanced at him.



Looking out of the window, she chose to stare out there then look at him before mumbling, "How can I not be?"



"What was that, Kagome? You must remember to speak up." He chastised and smirked at himself when he felt her anger rising.



She snapped her head at him. "How can I not be when you raped me last night."



Sesshoumaru rolled his eyes as he made a right turn. "Woman, you know I did no such thing. We were merely attracted-"



"Don't even, Sesshoumaru." she warned as she glared out the window once more.



'That bastard!' She screamed in her head.



Sesshoumaru shook his head and taking notice of her hand, which was placed on her lap. He held it and intertwined it with his own. She quickly turned her head to him, then down at the attatched appendage.



"Sess-"



"Shh." he said quietly as they rode in silence.



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9:45 AM



At the Restaurant





Kagome sat in the seat across from Sesshoumaru as she kept her focus on the glass of water in her hand. Sesshoumaru watched her intently. He could tell she was uncomfortable. He didn't want her to be. Their food was served and she ate quietly, trying her best not to look at him.



When they had finished, he watched her. She felt eyes on her, eyes which belonged to Sesshoumaru. She looked up at him with narrowed eyes and was about to snap at him until he beat her to it.



"What of your house?" he asked.



Her face fell into a akward one. She wasn't looking for him to ask that question.



"I-It...It's done." she said as she took a sip of her water.



'Why is he doing this?' She asked herself as she glanced at him.



He nodded. "Moving out?" he asked.



"Yes."



"I see."



Silence.



She scratched her head and stared at him.



"So...what of Kira?" she asked as politely as she could.



Sesshoumaru wanted to growl. She kept inquiring about her.



"She is... away... for the time being."



"Where is she away to, Sesshoumaru?" Kagome asked.



She was doing this purposely, she wanted to egg him on. Did the woman want him to snap? Apparently so, for she said the next comment.



"Is she away from you because she is out with another?" she asked, her eyes shining mischievously.



She leaned over closer to him and he glared at her. "Is she out with someone else? In someone else's bed? Pleasuring them? Laughing, sharing drinks, holding-"



"Cease this Kagome." he said, growling lowly.



Kagome just shrugged and flipped out her hair and started looking elsewhere.



"I was just asking about your girlfriend." she said as if it was no big deal.



Sesshoumaru narrowed his eyes at her and whispered. "She is no such thing."



She laughed haughtily. "Then what is she to you?"



He growled. "What is Bankotsu to you."



She turned and smiled at him. "My boyfriend."



His eyes darkened. "You lie."



She rose an eyebrow. "Do I, Mr. Taisho? I thought that was your thing."



Point one for Kagome.



She was doing it, pushing all the right buttons.



"Woman-"



"My name's Kagome."



He clenched his fists underneath the table. As soon as he was about to say something, her cell phone rang. Putting up her hand, she stopped him for speaking.



'How dare that woman.' He thought, glaring at her.



Smiling at him, tormentingly, she answered.



"Hello?...Yes....That's wonderful!...Great.... Uh huh, bye." Closing her phone, she looked back to the clearly irritated Sesshoumaru.



"What?" she asked innocently.



He only slammed some money on the table and stood up from his chair. Narrowing his eyes at her, he said coldly, "Let's go."



Smiling to herself and nodding, she stood as well and went to walk past him to the door until he grabbed her elbow, bringing her back to him and walking together out of the restaurant. Leading them to car, he almost tore off the door of the car as he opened it for her. Slamming it shut, he got in on the other side, slamming that door as well.



Kagome smiled mischievously as they got on the road. She was going to make it just as hard on him as he did on her and she would love every minute of it.