Two Girls, One well

~~~~Flashback~~~~

"Mira?" Naraku glared down at her as he walked into he field she was training alone in.

"Yes my lord?" Mira stood and bowed her head, as her heart raced and a small blush tinted her pale cheeks. She kept her head bowed to hide it.

"I need you." He paused when he saw her tense. " To go with Haroshi and gather two jewel shards." As he went on Mira kept her head bowed and nodded once in a while. Her lip mused have been bruised from her chewing on it when she looked up, Because he looked at her funny.

"All right. I will, Has Haroshi been briefed yet my lord?" He nodded a silent yes and took a step forward. Causing Mira to take a step back on habit. When his hand reached out she fenced noticeable, His hand rested on her shoulder.

"Come we must be on are way." She swallowed hard and gave a silent agreement. On there way back to the manor, she was sweating like a dog. 'Mira get ahold of yourself your sweating like a bitch in heat.' Her mind shouted at her.

"Nara- Never mind" She ended it quickly and walked into the castle and started to shake as he led her down a flight of stairs.

"Tell me, What where you going to say." He looked down at her, His hand still firmly on her shoulder.

"Nothing my lord. Honestly." She said it to Quickly for his liking. But he pushed it aside and led her down another flight of stairs. " My lord, Where are we going?" she asked with deep curiosity.

"You will see."She did not like the tone of his voice. She was slightly scared but never showed it.

When they finally reached there destination , They where standing in a small room with no windows. There where stone walls and chains everywhere to bind someone with. By this time her heart was racing ' What is in his head?' Her mind raced with questions.

He turned to her and heaved a sigh. " I know you don't want to be here." He mumbled.

"No, I do. Its just i mi-..." She paused and looked away her eyes still cold and distant.

"I don't know why."He paused and lifted her face to look at him with two fingers under her chin. " I'm letting you go."

"I don't want to go!" She shouted and quickly covered her mouth.

"I don't want you here!" He glared down at her now trembling form and tried to get her to look into his eyes. "When Haroshi returns from the journey. You are not to return with him, Do you understand. Go home and live your life."

"I - I want to be here. With you and the others." Mira's voice was cracking as if she where going to cry. " I know you hate me. But please just let me stay."At that point it was his turn to look away.

He gazed into her eyes once again his hand moved up to caress her cheek. Before he knew what was happening, She leaned up and pressed her lips firmly and passionately to his. He pulled away and looked down at her again, She was crying softly with tears running down her cheeks.

"I want to be here. With you, I want to be with you!" She shouted as he began to walk back up the stairs. " Please don't make me leave."

"Hold your toung Mira, I have spoken. You will leave."

"Please!" She screamed at the top of her lungs and fell to her knee's her eyes filling with tears.

~~~End flashback~~~

"please!" She shouted as she woke violently from her dream, Witch she knew had happened but didn't want it to be real. She startled Haroshi awake and he stared at her.

"Please what?"He rubbed his eyes tiredly.

"Just a nightmare." came her emotionless tone. Before she layed back down. The sun wasn't to rise for a while and she wanted more sleep.

Mira had woken Haroshi up again,But this time she was..Crying in her sleep? He walked over and kneeled down beside her. She was also talking in her sleep. But the dream seemed to change before he had time to figure out what was going on.

He heard her ragged scream and was confused. Why hadn't she woken yet? He wondered. Then he remembered something Naraku had said ' Some times the worst nightmares are the ones we can not wake up from' Wise words, for a fool. He thought bitterly.

"Naraku please stop!" Came Mira's very pained voice. She seemed to be echoing his words from her dream.

"Shut up, You think i care about you? You are mearly a useless bitch to me!" She screamed again. Tears flowing freely. " Stop please, Your hurting me!" She scream yet again this time it sounded like phisical pain.

"Mira?" Haroshi shook her but she didn't respond. Suddenly she sat up wrapped her arms around him and cried very hard. He wrapped his arms around her as she cried into his chest. He pulled her close as she cried.

"Haroshi." She cried into his firm chest and held tighter, if that where possible. He rested his chin on the top of her head and inhaled her scent. God how he loved her scent, It smelt of Jasmine and early morning rain.

He whispered relaxing words to her and ran his fingers through her soft brown hair. She seemed to have fallen into a comfortable sleep this time so he just sat there with her cradled in his arms. He moved a few stray hairs from her face and smiled softly.

" Gods Mira, I love you so much." He mumbled and kissed her forehead. " But i can never tell you when your awake?''

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Mira was walking alone in the forest as Naraku had forced her to do. Leave. Was his last words. It had been three lonely days. No sign on civilization. She griped the hilt of her sword.

Mira's POV ( Just trying it ok, FU!)


Don't get me wrong, it hurts. Very badly. But I can't let them know that. The worst feeling is keeping everything to myself. Hiding in the shadows about my feelings like this. I've become quiet and distant. I'm as emotionless on the outside as Sesshoumaru is on the inside. But all the while i feel I'm standing in the middle of the castle screaming at the top of my lungs and no one knows I'm there.

My whole world is sinking away. Trying to hold on to things is no longer an option. I feel so numb to the world. I think of things, The way everything could have gone, but didn't. With Inuyasha and them, Inuyasha with his arogent and cocky smirks. Miroku with his roman hands and Russian fingers. I chuckle just remembering that pervert. Shippo with his playful youth. Sango's with her strength and beauty, And Kagome with her....well there has to be something i like about Kagome.

I heard a twig snap behind me and a cursed the fact i let my guard down. I Stood firm and unsheathed my sword.

"Mira?" Came several voices in union behind me. I slowly turned to See Inuyasha and the others. My throat went dry, So i nodded.

"Your alive!" Shippo shouted and jumped into my arms. I nodded and hugged him. Kirara came over a mewed, Nuzzling against my leg. I leaned over and scratched behind her ear. Kagome seemed to be glaring at me. Sango's came running over and embraced me. Same for Miroku. Inuyasha just stood there.

"Naraku didn't kill you?" Inuyasha asked and looked at me as the others let go.


Normal pov

"No." She replayed coldly and began to walk away.

"Where are you going?" Inuyasha said bitterly.

"Hell if i don't change my ways." Mira mumbled but kept the same tone.

"You're going to tell me where Naraku is." Inuyasha grabbed her arm and glared down at her. She looked up to him and shocked the hell out of him , she did not fight him. Just stood there, totally apathetic, no will to fight was left in her body. What had broken her so? Stolen the life right out of her body?

"You are going to let go of me."Mira said in a demanding tone but her emotionless look was still carved into her face.

"Don't be worthless, Idiot. Tell me where he is!" Inuyasha snapped bitterly.

"I'm not good enough for you am I? Unlike your precious clay pot." She mumbled in her same tone as she had been using for a few weeks now. 'Smack!' Inuyasha had slapped the hell out of her. Her eyes grew wide then she looked over at him and they narrowed.

With a voice soft as silk but as deadly as Sesshoumaru’s poison she glared at Inuyasha " Hit me again and i will ripe your balls off and shove them down your throat." Inuyasha backed away at her tone. He knew she was dead serious. 'She's back!' He thought. 'And all it took was a slap to the face?'

"Feh!" Inuyasha stuck his nose out and glared at her.

"Feh! Yourself Asshole!" Mira shouted and before he even had a chance she punched him square in the nose, Afetivly braking his nose in two places. As he stumbled back he looked at Mira in surprise.

The heard the eerie laugh they know all to well.

"Naraku!" Inuyasha ground and pulled out Tetsuiga, It quickly transformed into its larger form. As Naraku walked out form the shadows.

"Nara--ku?" Mira slowly turned around and started to walk slowly to him. "Wh Why ar-are you h here." She stuttered as she finally reached him.

"I want you to come back Mira." Naraku looked at Inuyasha as he said this and watched him flame with anger.

"But you said you never wanted to see me again."Mira whispered and down shifted her eyes. At that moment everyone knew why she was so cold now. 'Naraku.' Inuyasha thought bitterly.

"Naraku! Leave her alone i will not allow you to ruin her life as well!" Sango stoll the words right out of Inuyasha's mouth.

"Me?" Naraku chuckled. " She is the one who agreed to join me in the first place." He laughed harder as Mira stood by his side. Then he caught the faint scent of tears. He looked down to her. She had a single tear rolling down her cheek.

"I-- I don't want to go with you." Mira shook her head and looked back to the gang. " I want to stay with them."Naraku tilted his head to the side and whipped her tear away.

"Are you curtain?" Inuyasha gasped at the genteelness in his tone, Yes Naraku was acting highly out of charitchur.

"Mmm." Mira leaned into his touch, and looked into his eyes. No one wanted to move. They didn't know what to think. Or do for that matter.

Mira reached up and took hold of Naraku's hand pulling it down.

"You feel that?" Her voice was cracked and pained as she spoke. He nodded. " You'll be right there. From this day on. Forever and always."

Mira felt something nuzzling her foot and she looked down it was Kirara. She mewed, So Mira leaned over and picked her up. Kirara nuzzled her nose into Mira's cheek.

"You understand don't you girl." Mira whispered and scratched behind Kiara's ears. Kirara jumped down and ran over to Sango's. Transforming into her large size.

"I guess." Mira sighed deep and looked at everyone els."Can you never forgive me for betraying you?"

(Writers block!danmit!

Mira: God Gabby, Who gives you inspiration? A fucking dog or something?

Gabby: Hey bite me girlie pants. I'm trying my best!-runs off crying-)

After a while Mira got Naraku away from the gang without an encounter and now she was back in 'Her' room with her CDplayer on.

"Mira."

"Mmm?" Mira looked up form her futon her face was buried in. Her face was red and it had imprints all over it. She had been asleep. 'Good.' Naraku thought 'she needs to sleep.'

"Just making sure you where not dead."

"Don't lie to me Naraku." Mira glared and sat up on her futon rubbing her eyes and running her hands through her hair. " If i where dead you would have been able to smell death on me."He cringed. He knew she was damn right. Smart girl, His mind kept saying. He just needed and excuse to hear her voice.

"Do not question me girl." Naraku spat. Mira glared again and waved him away. "Haroshi and I are going to collect a jewel shard. Stay here."

"Whatever. Just go away. I'm tired." She mumbled and rolled her back to pop it "I'm going to go take a bath and i then i will be in the courtyard"

When Mira got to the bathhouse she looked around. "Good no peeping Demons." She giggled a little and began to peal off the layers of her outfit. Slowly she stepped into the water and gasped at the heat before she finally got used to it.

She layed back and leaned her head on the edge. Her lips parted and her eyes closed.

"Mmmm." Her back arched as bubbles rolled down her chest. Something was pooling within her lower torso and she loved it, Mostly because she knew what it was.( am i being a perv or what?!)

Her hand moved down her chest until it met the apex of her thighs and her head rolled back as she bit her lip.

She took in a sharp intake of air and rolled her hips into her palm."Mmmm, Harder." She told herself. But before she could reach her climax she heard the door to the bathhouse open. She screamed and covered herself.

"What the hell are you doing Dogimana!" She screamed and threw a rock or something at him. "Get out!"

He sniffed the air and it was filled with her arousal. A smirk played across his face."Revenge." He told her.

Before she even had a chance to react he had her out of the water and pinned to the floor under his own now naked body.

"Get off me!" She shouted and tried to move. It was obvious to her now that he had always gone easy on her with his strength. He held her hands above her head with one of his large hands and grabbed his leanth. She was fighting like mad but it was no use against him.

He buried his thick leanth within her body. She cried out in pain as tears rolls from the corners of her eyes.

"Stop it please your hurting me." She cried but as she begged he pushed his body to hers hard. And began to move in a rythmic manner.

After a while he finally left Mira. She sat there on the edge of the tub and stared at the wall, Blood dripped from her thighs and her lip where it had been busted. Due to his continuous hitting.

Days even weeks seemed to pass by for her, But in reality it had been no more then two hours. She just wanted to reflect on what had just happened. She just wanted to be left alone. Horrible thoughts plagued her mind. She wanted to feel Dogimana's cold blood on her hands as she stared down at his dead body.

"Mira?" Came a knock at the bathhouse door.

"Go away Dogimana!" She screamed. She had barricaded the door with something heavy.

"Its Naraku what the hell are you doing. You have been in here for hours."Just as he said hours the door was pulled open to reveal a bruised and very upset Mira. "What happened."

"Dogi..."She looked over he was standing in the courtyard with his hand over his mouth and he maid a movement like he was slitting his throat. "I fell." Naraku could tell she was lying. But why?

"You're lying!" Naraku snapped at her and sniffed the air. Dogimana's scent was all over her. His top lip curled up into a vicious snarl. "What happened?!"

He watched her face twist into a look he had never seen before, watched her dive deeper into the pain she had been feeling. Watched her relive some painful and horrible experience, That carved deep into the depths of her soul, But as always, her face was the same expression, the same stoic emotionless look.

"What happened?" Mira looked up into his eyes and looked over to Dogimana, Only to see a fire raging in his eyes. Hate was so evident in his threatening gaze. She had to look away.

"I- Nothing, Leave me alone! "She pushed him out of her way and ran to her room. Naraku looked at Dogimana and began to walk over to him.

Mira was making a fast getaway to her room when she tripped on the porch."Damn." She cursed and pulled herself up continuing to run through the halls of the manner.

When she finally reached her room she noticed something long wrapped in red silk laid on her futon. When she opened it, It reveled a long sword, The handle carved so beautifully from silver into a dragon, The eyes of the dragon where rubies and the weight was just right for her.

She wanted to smile so bad, But as always the happiness would never show. She closed the door behind her and looked on into the mirror. Her cloths where torn and her hair was a mess. Her body had scratches on it and her thighs and core hurt badly, Her face stung and there where several bruises all over her body neck and face.

She began to peal away the cloths that where clamped to her sore body. She pulled on a kimono that lay next to the sword. It fit her perfectly. Practically cuddling her torso. She reached over to where her brush lay and softly began to pull out the knots.

A knot twisted in her stomach when she heard the a knock at the door.

"Co- come in." She whispered barely loud enough for the person on the other side to hear.

"Mira." Naraku walked in with his eyes fixed on her.

"Yes?" her voice was cracked with unknown sobs.

"We need to talk." He said in a strained voice and shut the door behind him. He gestured for her to sit down and she did not able to look at him though. He sat next to her quivering form and placed a hand on her knee.