Please Don't Love Me

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Chapter Seven
Safe Sex!

Standing in an isle filled with condoms, pregnancy tests, and other safe sex items at a local drug store Kagome tried to decided what size to get. She had no clue how well 'or not' endowed youkai males were. It made sense that they would be packing more then the average ningen because of there physical superiority to the males in her race. 'Rough Rider extra large condoms he is a youkai after all.' Kagome had never had sex before, but if what she knew would be any indication that youkai would be into rough sex. 'Better safe then sorry' she thought as she took a pack of three and placed it in the carriage. On her way to the counter she grabbed a few boxes of tampons for her and Sango, then when she reached the register she unloaded her burden on the counter.

'Oh god this is so embarrassing!' she thought as she watched the male clerk look at the box of condoms then her with a lecherous grin in place. She could feel her face heating with her embarrassment "They're not for me!" she said hurriedly as she opened her purse to pay for her purchase.

The male did not say anything just gave her a look that pretty much said 'If you say so'. God she could not believe how embarrassing this was, 'I mean come on I am an adult now why would people find it so hard to believe I have sex!' even as she thought this her face heated with a furious blush.

With her provisions bought she started her trek back home, she had packed before she left so that way there would be no way her mother would be able to see the addition to her purchases. Mortified beyond belief at the thought she thanked the gods that she remembered to pack her backpack and leave it by the well before she went shopping.

0ooo0

Sesshomaru was loosing his mind, the moment he no longer felt the miko's presence he feared the worst. He knew that human bodies were beyond fragile and a fall down a well like that could break her neck if she fell the wrong way. The thought of her death horrified him; he knew if she died so did his chance at life not that he believed she would actually mate with him to save his life. She was a miko and a human after all. He knew she was not dead though because her scent just vanished, if she was dead her scent would mingle with that of death.

He knew that if he was at his normal strength that his youkai would be fighting for control right now, but as it is he was so weak the kitsune pup could defeat him. He could barely contain his fury at the thought of the kijo who cursed him. He promised himself that if he lives through this he is going to run his claws through that damnable witch.

It seemed like he was sitting in that tree for hours when the scent of the miko reached his nose and he could not help but sigh in relief as he felt some of his strength return, not much but some.
He watched as she climbed out of the well hauling her bag over first. Then she walked a few steps away from the well and closed her eyes. He felt her aura concentrate and he wondered what she was doing. As the thought came he realized that she was searching for something or rather someone. He would be damned if he would allow the girl to know that he had been following her like a love sick pup, so he jumped down from the tree and ran further into the forest as fast as his weakened body would allow. He however did not go so far that her aura could not search him out.

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As Kagome stood in the clearing concentrating her powers to find Sesshomaru's aura she was surprised to find the state it was in. she knew it was him because every youkai had a specific energy signature that could identify them like a fingerprint, she became worried. It was obvious to her now the kijo was telling the truth.

Squaring her shoulders and thinning her lips in annoyed determination she set forth towards his aura. She was relieved to find that it was out of Inuyasha's sniffing range. What she was about to do was not something she wanted an audience for.

When she had finally came upon him he was sitting against a tree with his leg propped up and his arm lazily laying across it. His sword and armor currently laying beside him, he had his eyes closed like he did not notice her standing there but she knew it was not true and when she heard his voice it backed up what she thought 'No one can ever sneak-up on Sesshomaru.'


"Why are you here Miko?" his voiced sounded even though he made no movement to open his eyes or stand.


"I came to…" the words seemed to clump in her throat and she coughed "I came to help you." her nervous voice answered as she looked down at her feet to embarrassed to look him in the face.


"Hm, so the Kijo told you of the effects the spell will have on this Sesshomaru?" he asked, he knew she did but he had to hear it for himself. He could not afford to get his hopes up, that she would sacrifice her virginity to a former enemy and stranger.


"She did." Kagome answered as she laid her bag down on the ground, she wanted to get this over with as quickly as possible. She knew she sounded and looked eager and in a way she was, she had always wondered what it would be like to be with a man. She could not deny the attraction she felt for the youkai lord, he was one of the most beautiful males she had ever seen.

As Kagome was off in her own thoughts Sesshomaru opened his eyes to look upon the miko. She was very beautiful for a human, he had always thought so. Standing slowly from his seated position he started to walk towards her in slow calculated steps. He did not want to scare her; he could tell she was untouched.

As she felt strong large hand upon her shoulder she was startled out of her thoughts and looked up into the golden stare of Sesshomaru. "Why?" was all he said to her he knew what it would do to her to give herself to her loves older brother.


Kagome gasped at the emotions she could see in his heated golden eyes as his words registered in her mind. "Because I could not allow you to die if I could prevent it." she said panting slightly as she felt his thumb rubbing circles on her neck she could not stop the shiver of delight that went down her spine at his sensual touch.


He allowed his hand to travel down the length of her arm; he was going to seduce her into wanting it as much as he. By the spike in her scent and the heat of her body it was working. "Hm." was his reply as he placed his arm around her and held her to him as his mouth descended on hers.


Kagome was swimming in a sea of sensations she could not believe that such simple touches could do this to her. She saw his head descend to hers and she could not stop the urge to meet him halfway. So lost in their kiss she did not even register her shirt being ripped from her body that was until he cupped her bra covered breast with his palm. Arching her back in silent invitation she moaned into his mouth.


Not one to pass up a good opportunity ended their kiss; slowly he licked, sucked, and nipped his way down her throat and shoulder to her right breast. Slicing the offending piece of cloth he tossed it from her body while taking her nipple into his mouth he began to suck like a starved pup. He began to notice his strength was returning albeit slowly, but returning all the same so he continued his ministrations with renewed enthusiasm her quiet moans music to his ears.


Kagome stood topless in the tight possessive embrace of the Taiyoukai, her mind swirling with pleasurable feelings as her arms used his shoulders as an anchor to stay upright. Somewhere in the back of her lust clouded mind a small voice spoke 'I am so glad I decided to save him.' the voice giggled and it reminded Kagome of a hormonal teenager.


As if sensing her problem he abandoned her breast to lavish attention once more on her glorious mouth as he slowly began to lower her to the ground.


When she felt the tingle of grass on her bare back she broke the kiss and looks into his eyes as he returned her gaze with a curious gleam in them. "I um, I think we should use a condom." 'There I said it!' her mind said triumphantly however it was short lived when he asked his question.
"Condom?" the word sounded strange coming from his mouth.


Kagome closed her eyes 'Figures!' she thought before she opened them again "Yes it is a device that will enable us to have sex without the risk of me getting pregnant. It does not affect the sensations or anything it just contains the semen." she informed his as her face heated with embarrassment at her next thought 'I will probably have to show him how to put it on, thank you Sex Ed!!'


"Show me this condom." he whispered heatedly into her ear before licking the shell of it making her shiver in response.


Kagome turned her head and seen that her bag was within reaching distance so she reached for the little zipper on the outside of the bag and took out the small box. Opening the box with nervous fingers she pulled out a single condom for his inspection. "This is a condom, well that is the wrapper the condom is on the inside. I could help you put it on correctly." she offered blushing madly.

!!!!LEMON WARNING!!!!!


"Hn" was her response before he once again captured her lips while thrusting his pelvis towards her clothed core.


Kagome moaned in response to the sensations he was causing her, she felt her body becoming ready for intercourse. The way his hands felt on her was amazing but she knew not to get attached because this would never happen again.

Kagome was the very clingy type of female and she knew that this act of intimacy would cause her to have feelings that will only hurt her in the end. No matter how hard she tried she could not turn it off, she knew it was because he was seducing her. She had read enough about it in magazines to know the effect seducing could have on someone especially her. It would be to easy for him to make her love him all he would have to do is show he loves her, and he is doing that to her body. They are not having sex they are making love. Making love in the truest sense because she was not in love with him when they started and she had a terrible feeling that by the time they finish she would be. Because her one true weakness is her want to feel loved.


Sesshomaru noticed that Kagome was distracted in thought and he was having none of it. His hand began to play her like a violin picking cords and making her sing. His hands ran down her side to her thigh then back up taking the bottom of her skirt with her leaving him with the view of her panties. Using a single claw he sliced through her skirt while he took a nipple into his mouth.


The cool air met her skin and some where in the back of her lust filled mind her noticed her skirt was ripped in half 'that jerk!' was all she was able to think before she lost the ability to do so. So lost she was in the sea of lust that the only thing her mind could register was the fact that he was still clothed.


He was interrupted from his feast when the small woman beneath him began to tug at his haori trying with all her might to strip him of it. Eager to continue with his feast he helped her take his haori off leaving his bare chest to her view.


Once his finely sculpted chest came into view her fingers itched to touch him, she gave in to her urge knowing that she would never again get that chance. His muscles quivered and jumped under her fingertips and she licked her suddenly dry mouth. She could not believe a being can be so…perfect. There was no other word for him, he was perfectly proportioned he was not overly muscular and in way was he scrawny, his skin was smooth and soft nothing like the roughness she was sure to find on a human male that led a life similar to his. His voice when he uses a certain tone could be used as a weapon against females alone. He was perfect in this moment and she would forever remember how he looked, smelled, sounded and tasted this day.


He was enjoying the feel of her small hands caressing his chest and felt no need to stop her so he could continue with his feast so he took her mouth in a passionate kiss while he used his arm to hold him upright.


Moaning into his mouth her hands moved to caress his back holding him to her so there bare chests were touching. Her hardened nipples brushed up against his chest making them slightly itchy so with her right hand she squeezed her right nipple to stop the itchy pain she was feeling.


Ending their kiss he began to suck, lick and nip his way down her throat and shoulder until he was once again feasting on her breast. Her head tilted back exposing her neck to him as she let out a breathy moan as she wrapped her legs around his waist. She was being to get annoyed he still and on cloths and that was a bother. She wanted to feel flesh on flesh and she was being denied. So in response to her problem she began to untie his hamakas then pushing them slightly down his hips where he finished the task himself. He was back between her legs before she could make any protest as to his absence, legs once again wrapped around his waist.


Feeling her unbelievably long legs wrapped so tight around he could not help the thrust or the hiss sound he made as he came in contact with her moist womanhood. He knew that she was untouched so he would have to prep her so she would not be in to much pain while mating. So with that thought in mind he kissed his way down her body, but not before lavishing attention on the previously ignored breast.


She felt him kiss his way down her body and allowed her legs to unwrap from around him. Everything he did to her was amazing the kisses he trailed down her stomach, the dip of his tongue in her navel, the massage of her inner thigh, it all felt wonderful.


Sesshomaru continued his downward journey until he reached his goal. Holding her down by placing his large hand below her stomach and over her pubic area his thumb started to massage her bud making her buck her hips in response.


Kagome moaned softly as he fingered her clit but as soon as she felt his moist tongue she screamed his name to the heavens. The sensation was unlike anything she had ever felt before, sure she had took a few lessens on self gratification but it felt nothing like this!


He was in heaven the smell and taste of her were all treats to his advanced senses. He could not believe a human could taste so good. He continued his ministrations until her voice became coarse with all of her moaning.


Kagome knew now was the time to put the condom on him and opened the wrapper and pulled out the small circle shaped object. Leaning up she showed him the condom "Lean back so I can put it on you" she said to him shyly blushing in embarrassment.


He did as he was asked and watched her intently as she slipped the thin layer of material he did not know over his penis. Once he was sure it was on and she laid back down he looked at his now condom covered penis with a single brow raised 'this does not look like it could prevent anything much less a pregnancy.' he thought before Climbing up her body leaving trails of kisses on his way he settled between her legs once more. "this may hurt" he warned a few moments before he thrusted into her to the hilt.


Screamed in pain as her hymen was broke under the force of his thrust she felt him still. He purred into her ear in an attempt to calm her and she felt herself beginning to relax.


He was stiff and trying will all his might not to thrust into her with total abandonment. He knew she would be in pain and wanted to lessen it as much as he could under the circumstances. Once he felt her shift against him began to move in slow but stead rhythm.


She was sore, it no longer hurt her but it was a very uncomfortable feeling of having him inside of her. She knew it would feel like this having already had this talk with her friends in the future she was given some warning. As the uncomfortable feeling faded pleasure was reintroduced into her body. Moaning low she wrapped her legs around him again and used the leverage to meet his thrusts.


When he felt her beginning to take an active role in there coupling he knew her pain had passed and picked up his pace pounding into her faster and harder. Her volume raised in response as her hands came up to scratch down his back. 'god she is so tight' he thought as he pounded into her tight sheath.


Swimming in a sea of pleasure Kagome could not help the moans that escaped her nor could she help screaming "Faster Harder, Oh God Yes!"


Pounding into her mercilessly he felt his body readying itself for his orgasm, his body stiffed as his member pulsed. He wanted her to follow him into oblivion so using a hand that was holding her legs to his shoulders he began to massage her clit.


Her body was coiled tight and felt like she was going to be snapped in half when she felt that added stimulant of his finger she snapped. Her core tightening around him she came hard screaming his name into the heavens as she heard his answering howl of triumph.


When he felt her tighten around him his control snapped and he shot his seed into her only to be caught in the condom they used.

They both were caught by surprise by the fact that as soon as he finished he fainted. Kagome knew he was ok she could sense his aura's strength returning. She knew he was having a healing slumber she did not want to be there when he woke up and he was his cold self once more so she carefully rolled him off of her and allowed him to slip out of her.


~finis~


Looking down at his naked body she seen the condom did not break because it was still filled with his semen and she sighed in relief. Covering him with his haori she took a paper from her bag and wrote a barrier spell on it.

Walking towards Sesshomaru's sleeping form she kissed his cheek whispered "Good bye" placed the paper near him and watched the barrier form. Walking out of the barrier taking her bag with her she looked over her shoulder one last time then began her trek back to the well so she could go home and bathe.

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