Into The Heart Of The Past

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Summary: Kagome finds out what really happened to Sesshomaru’s mother and why Sesshomaru became cold, Kagome meets up with Sugimi (Inu-no-Taisho) and discovers something more.

Into The Heart Of The Past
By SanzoSesshosGoddess

Chapter Seven

Courting Sugimi was something very interesting, he would actually stop working when Kagome walked into the room and pay attention to her and only her. The wolves actually began to make ready to leave the western palace, thankfully to Kagome. The three wolf demoness kept glaring at Kagome like it was her fault that they had to leave the palace.

Kagome’s days now consisted of training in the dojo and running from Sugimi as he now had the habit to chase her round for no reason at all. Sugimi often found him self remembering the game of chase that Kagome had played with him, and how much fun it was. He’d find himself dreaming of that, but it didn’t end the same way instead it ended very passionately.

Sugimi was trying to get through some of the papers on his desk, but all he could think about was Kagome training in the dojo sweat just dripping off her body, the muscles flexing with her movement. Sugimi groaned to himself after they agreed to begin courting Sugimi has only had thoughts of rutting with Kagome and everytime he’d see her he had to keep in mind that doing something without Kagome being ready might make her hate him.

Kagome was having her own set of problems, after she agreed to court Sugimi it had finally sunk in that she was going to be Sesshomaru’s mother and that she was going to either die after she had him or turn into a major bitch causing her own son to become cold and lifeless. It worried Kagome to know that her son becomes like that ever since she was a child she’s wanted her own children to be happy and to feel loved. ‘Maybe I should speak to Sugimi about these fears’ Kagome thought

Kagome placed her sword back and begin making her way to Sugimi’s study; she has to at least talking him about some of what is bothering her, she thought that maybe he would be able to comfort her even a little.

She walked through the palace just thinking about her own worries, she wasn’t watching where she was going, and she walked right into Lord Katsu who was trying to find his daughters.

“Well if it isn’t the future lady of the west”
“Katsu you should be leaving, now if you’d excuse me even if you don’t I’m leaving”

Kagome turned and left Lord Katsu alone in the hall and continued on her way. She didn’t have time to mess with Katsu when she was more worried about her son’s future. Running along the halls Kagome thought of what to say to Sugimi when she got to his study. It wasn’t like she could just come out and say that she didn’t want her son to become cold and lifeless in the future.

Sugimi was in his study once more trying to not think of Kagome and what it would be like the pound into her tight body. He was having a hard time when he smelled her scent coming closer to the study, he didn’t know why she was coming but he knew that in the end either she’d run from him or he’d have some sense knocked back into him.

Kagome gently knocked on the door to the study, the whole way there Kagome thought of how she was going to say this, how she was going to explain her fears of the future she’s seen to someone that doesn’t know that she’s seen it and their future child.

Sugimi told Kagome to enter and stood to meet her. Both were nervous for different reason and neither was sure how to go about saying these reasons. Kagome looked around nervously looking for a way to bring up what was on her mind, thankfully Sugimi began speaking first.

“Kagome I have a confession to make”
“Oh what’s that?”
“Since we agreed to court I’ve been having thoughts of rutting with you”
“Oh um...” Kagome answered nervously
“Kagome I know that this is very odd thing to say, but I can not escape the thought I am very sorry I think that it’s getting close to my cycle and that is why I am having such thoughts”
“Cycle?”
“Heat Kagome my heat cycle is coming very soon, which brings me to another discussion, do you know when your cycle begins I do not think you’d want to be caught around a aroused male in your heat”
“I’ve never gave it a thought actually I don’t know how to go about finding out when it is, but would be so bad?”
“Kami Kagome if you think I am having trouble now thinking about us like that, when my cycle comes I won’t be thinking I’ll be doing no matter if it’s agreed upon or not”
“Oh, I didn’t know”
“I know. Now why have you come to talk to me?”

Kagome was about to tell Sugimi what was on her mind when someone knocked on the study door, turning away from Kagome Sugimi told them to enter.

“Milord Lord Katsu is leaving”
“Thank you Hiroshi”

Sugimi turned back to Kagome and silently waited for her to continue to speak. Kagome was almost to nervous to speak even after what Sugimi had to speak to her about, it was almost like she was trying to tell him that she too was thinking of rutting with him. ‘Oh Kami I am not actually thinking of that am I?’ Kagome thought.

“Kagome, are you feeling alright?”
“Hai, but Sugimi I was thinking, if we were to mate and have pups what- how would they be raised?”
“I am not sure I understand what you are suggesting my dear”
“It’s just with your lands that you need to look after and other such things I’m worried that our pups would turn out wrong”
“Oh koi fear not I would never allow my pups to become rouge or savages”
“But would they feel loved? All my life I’ve dreamed of being a mother and raising my pups with love and letting them know that they are truly loved”
“Kagome with you by my side and you helping to raise our pups they will know they are loved”
“But Sugimi what if for some reason I end up going back home after we have pups together?”
“Kagome my koi there is no sure thing for the future we may or may not have, no one ever knows what the fates have in store for any of us you should understand this better than anyone, but if you puts your fears to rest I will promise the raise our pups with love the best way I can”
“I guess that will do for now”
“Good now let’s go make sure these wolves leave our palace”

Sugimi held out an arm for Kagome to take to escort her to the doors. Kagome smiled and took his offered arm replaying their conversation in her mind, it wasn’t what she hoped for but he did have a point and since he has his secret gift it might be a little easier for him to understand some of this future stuff.

They met the wolves at the palace main doors; the three sisters were glaring at Kagome as Sugimi placed an arm around her waste pulling her closer to him. Sugimi knew they were watching him and he didn’t care he knew he wanted Kagome as his mate and the little chat they had before watching these wolves leave was proof that Kagome was thinking about their future together as well. ‘Soon Kagome we will be mates and have pups on the way’ Sugimi thought happily

Once the wolves left Kagome and Sugimi turned back into the palace Kagome was about to walk off when Sugimi pulled her close and began to whisper in her ear.

“Tell me Kagome now that the wolves are gone what would you like to do?”
“Do not tell me that the mighty Lord Sugimi is feeling a little frisky” Kagome giggled
“Maybe I am maybe I am not” he teased
“If that’s the case, then tag you’re it”

Kagome raced off with a laughing Sugimi behind her, they both knew that since the wolves are gone it’s safer to actually act like the intendeds they are. As Sugimi chased Kagome about the castle he began to realize that his fear he has since he first admitted to himself that he was attracted to Kagome was indeed coming to be fact. His heat that he thought was still another couple of moons away was here and it was because of having a willing able female that he deems worthy around him. The worst thing about this didn’t come until he finally caught Kagome and pinned her down; his heat was coming faster because Kagome had started hers.

Kagome was having too much fun running from Sugimi, she even began to feel a little turned on by it which was knew to her, but then she remembered what Sugimi told her before about inus and heat. Kagome was starting to get worried that she was starting her heat right when Sugimi said his was close too. ‘Great just what I need please don’t let something happen yet’ Kagome begged. It was then that she was caught.

Sugimi has caught Kagome in her chambers right as she jumped on her bed, it had shocked both of them that Kagome had ran here thus leading Sugimi there with her, When Sugimi caught her he ended up straddling her waste with his hand pinning her arms down by her wrists. Kagome was slightly panting from the chase, but Sugimi wasn’t sure his reason for panting was the run but the scent of their mixed arousals.

“Kagome….” Sugimi whispered husky
“…”
Kagome was speechless she didn’t have any idea what to say the things she was feeling and the youki inside telling her to do things were all very new to her, and the way Sugimi spoke her name sent chills down her body.

The scent of Kagome’s arousal and the feel of her body against his were wearing down his control that he worked hard to have. The images he worked so hard not to have of her body raced through his mind, his youki whispering the naughty things they would like to do to her, it all was getting to him making him even three time as aroused as he normally would be at a heat cycle.

“Kagome…your….cycle” Sugimi wanted to tell Kagome was going on but only three words is all he could speak.

Kagome didn’t know how but she understood what he meant, she had indeed started her heat cycle and now they both are having difficulty at their close proximity of the others body. Kagome wasn’t sure what to do, and what her youki kept telling her was sounding very pleasing to her.

“What….to….do?” she tried to ask what to do but Sugimi had began to nuzzle into her hair making a soft growl like purr.

Sugimi heard her but somewhere between him trying to talk and her thinking his youki had taken over and began to act upon the thoughts it so wish to feel.

Kagome felt his hands move from her wrist then down her body one come to rest on her chest and began to fondle it gently while the other went down trailing the body as Sugimi moved for straddling her to lying on top if her. The feelings were mind blowing to Kagome the feel on a strong hand upon her breast pleasing her through touch alone, and the feel of a hand tracing designs on her hip and the tongue playing havoc on her neck was to much for Kagome to hold in the moan she let out only made Sugimi continue and advance a bit more.

Part of him wanted to stop another wanted to go further with her, but then the part that wished to stop knew that she would be upset if they took her this way, but he couldn’t stop and when she moaned there was no turning back he was sure that they won’t need to worry about their hear any longer. He was also sure that by the end they’ll have their first heir. ‘Kami help me if I am right about this’ thought the more reasonable Sugimi.

As Sugimi continued to pleasure her, Kagome began to realize that he wasn’t going stop or give her a choice, and that she was somewhat glad that she spoke to him about her fears of their pups, because she was sure that she was going to be pregnant by morning. Kami help me if I am right about this’ thought the reasonable Kagome.


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Well this chapter is done and yes I did take a while on it I was going to try and get it out right away but I was having trouble thinking when I sat down to write so I just decided to wait until the new year. So I hope you don’t mind and enjoy this chapter I’m going to sleep now and tomorrow it’s back to school and working on the business partner.

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