Who is he?

Sesshoumaru and I slash through what seems like thousands of demons. Inuyasha is cutting through tentacles with help from Sango. Miroku is sucking poison insects into his Kazana. Kagome is shooting her sacred arrows at anything moving. We seem to be making progress toward our ultimate target Naraku. Our combined effort seems to be too much for him. Then he orders a wind demon to send her undead army into the battle. The tide of the fight is changing there are so many of them and we are going to eventually get tired. I continue to tear apart demons and corpses becoming covered in their blood and rotting flesh. Sesshoumaru is makes his move to his target cutting and ripping Naraku's body. We can all see Naraku is getting weak. But I sense he's up to something. He starts to chant something and a large snake demon begins to break through the ground. It's headed straight for Kagome. Inuyasha is to far from her. I have to help my friend! I take one giant leap and land right between Kagome and the snake just as it was about to bite her in half. I get bit instead. I howl in pain. The snake’s fangs dig deep into my shoulder filling me with venom. Sesshoumaru is running to me. Everyone’s attention now distracted Naraku makes his retreat. In a flash Sesshoumaru has torn the snake in half. Into small pieces it disintegrates. I fall to the ground losing my demon form. The poison is taking its effect on me I am afraid. I am dying. Everyone else seems to be thinking the same thing. Sesshoumaru kneels beside me and looks deep in my eyes.

"I remember you." I say with a weak smile. " Please let me speak before it's to late. There is so much I want to tell you. I have seen you in my dreams and now your here. I lie awake and try not to think of you. But I see you in my dreams, who can help what they dream and dream I do. I believe in you and me. I gave up everything to find you. I need to be with you, to live, to breathe. You've taking over me completely. In my reflection I see your face. I love you and wanted you to know before I..."


"Enzera?" Sesshoumaru whispers to me. " Don't go hold on, hold on."

Kagome turns to Sesshoumaru "I think I can help her but we have to get her somewhere safe."

I feel his arms scoop me up holding me so close if I died right this second I'd be happy. Sesshoumaru decided the best place for me to be is in his castle. He even said Inuyasha could come. I'm not sure what else happened for the next eighteen days I just can't quite remember.

"Enzera can you hear me?" I hear my lovers voice in my ear. "You need to wake up. If you don't wake up soon Kagome says you will never wake up. This Sesshoumaru has something to say to you."

I try to open my eyes but it’s so hard. Come on I can do this I know I can. I'd really like to see him. Come on Enzera try harder. I'm talking in my head but nothing is happening. Damn I have to do this. I have to know if he feels the same as I do. There I felt my eyelids move. I CAN DO THIS!

My eyes blinked a bit at first adjusting to the light but I got them open. Boy what a great thing to wake up to those gorgeous golden eyes. He is so handsome.

"Enzera are you alright?"

"I hurt everywhere but I'm alive right. I am alive this isn't a dream, please tell me it's real."

"Your alive and this is not a dream." Sesshoumaru replied with a smile.

He smiled! Just when I thought he couldn't be hotter he smiles and proves me wrong.

"You said you had something to tell me so I had to wake up."

"I did say that didn't I."

"Yes, you did I hope it was worth waking up for." I said returning a smile.

"I know I promised you one night and there was a reason I promised only one. Naraku was that reason. I didn't want you to be involved with him. I had no reason to think he knew about you. I'm not usually wrong. But what he said made me realize you'll be safer here with me. So you will stay here with this Sesshoumaru."

"That's what you wanted to tell me. That you've decided I'm gonna live here, that you will protect me. That’s it huh. Well, what if I don't want you to protect me? What if I don't want to live here? What makes you think I would let you decide what is in my best interest? Because I love you. That doesn't mean shit. If you think that is enough to make me stay you are very mistaken. I will not stay here with someone who doesn't love me. I am not like Kagome I won't follow you all over waiting for you to love me back. I'm not that patient or blind. Either someone loves you or they don't its that simple. I poured my heart out to you. I see that you don't feel the same so I won't burden you with my problem with Naraku. As soon as I can get dressed I'm out of here."

I flung the blankets off my body and tried to stand. My legs weren’t so willing to leave. I almost hit the floor but he caught me. He squeezed my arms roughly and set me on the edge of the big soft bed.

"You’re not going anywhere Enzera." he ordered.

He pushed me back and slid his weight on top of me. Holding me down. I am too weak to struggle. Sesshoumaru presses his hot lips on mine. Fire burns inside me. His tongue lightly grazes my bottom lip. I can't help myself and allow him into my mouth our tongues twist around each other like vines. He sucks my top lip, then the bottom. I bite his lip and lick the blood from it. He returns my bite and licks off the blood. I moan softly. I want him so much. But, I want him to love me.

"Please stop Sesshoumaru." I beg.

"Why? I know you want me I can smell it."

"Because I love you and you don't share my feelings. I want you to love me, not just have sex with me. All I ever wanted was to be loved."

"I am trying to show you how I feel. If you'd let me."

"Anyone can fuck, love has nothing to do with sex. Sometimes a woman just needs to hear those three words. I LOVE YOU."

"Is that all you want is words. When I feel so much more for you then simple stupid words."

"I need to know you love me Sesshoumaru."

"I do Enzera, more than you'll ever know."

"Prove it. Tell me."

"I'd rather show you."

"Say it. Sesshoumaru. Say you love me."

"I'd live and I'd die for you. Run to me and I'll comfort you. I struggle with you to feed this hunger burning deep inside of me. I feel more than mere words can express."

"Oh Sesshoumaru."

I pull his lips to mine and kiss him deeply.I can't believe I am being such a Kagome. He still didn't say it. I guess will try to be patient for a little longer. I can't comprehend how love can make us do such stupid things. I am such a fool.