For Forever My Lord, For Eternity My Love
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Chapter 6
Disclaimer: I do not own InuYasha.
A/N: Thank you Priah for editing. It was much appreciated.
Thank you guys for reviewing!!
trinity3000, captainlolo, kirarakat55, cowgirlkitten2000, Gin, Angel_Moonlight
cowgirlkitten2000: No, she isn't. I had actually thought about keeping her as a miko, but I found it was too late when I had gotten too far into the story. I'm sorry if that disappoints you.
Angel_Moonlight: Don't worry. Kagome isn't going to stay wimpy for long. Sesshomaru's going to get his.
...Two weeks had passed and Sesshomaru's attitude had been. . . weird. Yes, he had always been acting in such way, but it's been getting worse. One moment he would be happy and then another time he would be ready to strike her. When he would hit her, she was not at all disobedient. There was one time yesterday where he was in the foyer and she was beside him. Sesshomaru was running his hands through her hair and abruptly, grabbed a handful of her hair and drug her from the foyer to his room upstairs.
He spent the rest of the night beating her and after he did, she felt more pain than she ever had when he did. The pain only lasted for so long anyway. She fell unconscious.
Kagome now spent her morning with Tansho, the healer, and making sure not to move her jaw but only so much. Tansho tsk'd, then sighed.
"I've told Sesshomaru about this." she said softly, more to herself than anything. Kagome was silent as Tansho worked on her face. After everything was done, there was an eerie silence.
"Kagome... did you feel any pain? Worse than what you've usually experienced?" Tansho asked. Kagome was startled at that moment. Tansho's voice did not have that warmth it usually held.
"Child..?" Tansho said quietly.
Kagome nodded stiffly. "There was more pain. More pain than ever imaginable." Kagome said just as quietly.
Tansho was silent again and shook her head, placing her hand on Kagome's shoulder. Kagome was already down on the bed and for this, Tansho was thankful.
"You had slept with Sesshomaru before he did this to you, didn't you?" she asked and Kagome looked thoughtful, then nodded.
Tansho hated to tell her this, but. . . "Kagome, I am sorry." Tansho surprised herself by not coming straight out and saying it. She was usually a straight-forward person. Kagome was about to sit up, but Tansho shook her head.
"What is it?" Kagome asked, now feeling even more uneasy.
Please don't let her say-
"You have miscarried."
...The maids and servants of the castle heard a heart wrenching scream and many of them cringed and felt mournful for their Lady. Sesshomaru was in his study. He had heard it himself, but did not rise from his seat to see what was wrong. He already knew. He was the cause of it.
Tansho told her the news and Kagome quickly got up from the bed and went to the door, screaming that she would kill Sesshomaru. She was absolutely furious. Tansho had never been so fearful. The healer tried to reason with Kagome, but it did no good. Servants came in to try to calm their Lady and she only threw a bigger fit.
"Should I get, Lord Sesshomaru?" asked a male servant and Tansho was not sure of what she should do herself. Bringing Sesshomaru into the room could only make things worse than they already were.
"LEAVE!" Kagome's voice boomed and the servants flinched back and looked at Tansho.
"Do not look at her. Look at me! LEAVE NOW!!" Kagome screamed out at them and they all scurried out of the room. Tansho looked at her and shook her head.
"Kagome, I understand you are-"
"Leave." Kagome said, her voice just as dangerous.
"Kagome."
"What did you not understand? I promise you I will not repeat myself." Kagome threatened. Her eyes were narrowed, her voice freezing cold.
Tansho bowed and heeded her words. "And why you're at it, bring my ladies in here. I will see Sesshomaru myself."
Tansho's eyes widened and was about to protest until she saw the chilling look in her Lady's eye stopped it. She nodded once more and left the room.
...Sesshomaru was speaking to a couple of guards about disturbance in the east end of his lands and told them to look into it. They bowed and turned to leave when both of the door's to the library opened. The guards' eyes widened to see their Lady dressed in her royal gold and quickly bowed. She was the epitome of beauty at this moment. . . that and an angry goddess.
"My Lady." They both said in unison. They did not even look up at her. They sensed something different about her and they were afraid.
"You are dismissed." Sesshomaru said monotone, staring at Kagome. He knew she was very angry and this would not end well.
Kagome watched the guards leave and neither one glanced at her when they did. The ladies behind her was sent away and they bowed respectfully to both Sesshomaru and Kagome before closing the doors behind them. Kagome turned her head to Sesshomaru and he was in his chair, unfazed by her presence.
"What is it that you want?" Sesshomaru asked, not really caring.
"You killed my child." Kagome stated, her voice just as cold as his.
Everything in the room seemed to freeze. Sesshomaru did not say anything.
"You bastard." Kagome hissed, surprising Sesshomaru.
"What did you-"
"You killed my child?" Kagome asked, walking even closer to the stoic demon lord. Sesshomaru still did not say anything and Kagome was seething.
"Say something you pathetic bastard!" Kagome yelled, slamming her hands down on his desk. "You killed my baby and have nothing to say about it?!"
Sesshomaru stood there, staring at her, his eyes no longer cold. "Kagome. . ." he whispered to her, coming around the desk.
"Don't come near me." Kagome spat and stepped away from him when he neared her. He reached out his hand for her and she quickly pulled away.
"Don't touch me!"
"Calm down, Kagome."
"I hate you." Kagome sneered, glaring at him. Her eyes did not deceive her. Sesshomaru hated the look she was giving him, along with her scathing words.
"I hate you and will never love you again." Kagome said angrily.
"Do not say that." Sesshomaru snapped, eyes narrowing. Every time she said those words, it only made him feel like he was dying inside.
"I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!" Kagome repeated, not caring that he didn't like it.
"Kagome." he said warningly. Please stop, Kagome.. he pleaded.
"I have so many reasons to hate you." she said, smiling bitterly. "I hate you for deceiving me. I hate you for hurting me. I hate you for keeping me isolated in this damned castle! I hate you for raping me. I hate you for looking so damn cool all the time. I hate you for being so cold to me. I hate you for ignoring me. I hate you for not loving me. And lastly, I hate you for killing my child!" Kagome yelled, tears coursing down her cheeks.
Sesshomaru knew he was wrong. He knew it and everyone in the castle knew it too. He knew she was with child, but when he smelled it, he went mad with rage. It did not matter that his beast had told him to stop, Sesshomaru went against it, doing as he wished. Now seeing his love like this, angry, hating, and unforgiving, he knew he had no chance to make anything up to her. He could not punish her for her words, he wouldn't be able to. He would kill before he did. The words, as always, we truth. He watched her tears fall and wanted to bring her close to him and wipe them away.
"Kagome.." Sesshomaru swallowed, his face no longer cold or indifferent. Kagome's eyes did not flee from his. "This Sesshomaru is.. sorry." He apologized. Kagome's tears seemed to pause briefly. He just apologized. He apologized to her. There was a long moment of silence. No one spoke and nothing was heard except the soft breathing from Kagome. After that moment, Kagome knew he would not specify or say anything more.
Kagome walked up to him and brought up her hand to caress his cheek. Her face, as well as her eyes, were soft as she stared into his eyes.
"Ask for my forgiveness." she said to him.
His soft eyes seem to become hard just that fast. He quickly removed her hand. "That is one thing I will not do." He then passed by her and went out his study doors.
A/N: Thank you Priah for editing. It was much appreciated.
Thank you guys for reviewing!!
trinity3000, captainlolo, kirarakat55, cowgirlkitten2000, Gin, Angel_Moonlight
cowgirlkitten2000: No, she isn't. I had actually thought about keeping her as a miko, but I found it was too late when I had gotten too far into the story. I'm sorry if that disappoints you.
Angel_Moonlight: Don't worry. Kagome isn't going to stay wimpy for long. Sesshomaru's going to get his.
...Two weeks had passed and Sesshomaru's attitude had been. . . weird. Yes, he had always been acting in such way, but it's been getting worse. One moment he would be happy and then another time he would be ready to strike her. When he would hit her, she was not at all disobedient. There was one time yesterday where he was in the foyer and she was beside him. Sesshomaru was running his hands through her hair and abruptly, grabbed a handful of her hair and drug her from the foyer to his room upstairs.
He spent the rest of the night beating her and after he did, she felt more pain than she ever had when he did. The pain only lasted for so long anyway. She fell unconscious.
Kagome now spent her morning with Tansho, the healer, and making sure not to move her jaw but only so much. Tansho tsk'd, then sighed.
"I've told Sesshomaru about this." she said softly, more to herself than anything. Kagome was silent as Tansho worked on her face. After everything was done, there was an eerie silence.
"Kagome... did you feel any pain? Worse than what you've usually experienced?" Tansho asked. Kagome was startled at that moment. Tansho's voice did not have that warmth it usually held.
"Child..?" Tansho said quietly.
Kagome nodded stiffly. "There was more pain. More pain than ever imaginable." Kagome said just as quietly.
Tansho was silent again and shook her head, placing her hand on Kagome's shoulder. Kagome was already down on the bed and for this, Tansho was thankful.
"You had slept with Sesshomaru before he did this to you, didn't you?" she asked and Kagome looked thoughtful, then nodded.
Tansho hated to tell her this, but. . . "Kagome, I am sorry." Tansho surprised herself by not coming straight out and saying it. She was usually a straight-forward person. Kagome was about to sit up, but Tansho shook her head.
"What is it?" Kagome asked, now feeling even more uneasy.
Please don't let her say-
"You have miscarried."
...The maids and servants of the castle heard a heart wrenching scream and many of them cringed and felt mournful for their Lady. Sesshomaru was in his study. He had heard it himself, but did not rise from his seat to see what was wrong. He already knew. He was the cause of it.
Tansho told her the news and Kagome quickly got up from the bed and went to the door, screaming that she would kill Sesshomaru. She was absolutely furious. Tansho had never been so fearful. The healer tried to reason with Kagome, but it did no good. Servants came in to try to calm their Lady and she only threw a bigger fit.
"Should I get, Lord Sesshomaru?" asked a male servant and Tansho was not sure of what she should do herself. Bringing Sesshomaru into the room could only make things worse than they already were.
"LEAVE!" Kagome's voice boomed and the servants flinched back and looked at Tansho.
"Do not look at her. Look at me! LEAVE NOW!!" Kagome screamed out at them and they all scurried out of the room. Tansho looked at her and shook her head.
"Kagome, I understand you are-"
"Leave." Kagome said, her voice just as dangerous.
"Kagome."
"What did you not understand? I promise you I will not repeat myself." Kagome threatened. Her eyes were narrowed, her voice freezing cold.
Tansho bowed and heeded her words. "And why you're at it, bring my ladies in here. I will see Sesshomaru myself."
Tansho's eyes widened and was about to protest until she saw the chilling look in her Lady's eye stopped it. She nodded once more and left the room.
...Sesshomaru was speaking to a couple of guards about disturbance in the east end of his lands and told them to look into it. They bowed and turned to leave when both of the door's to the library opened. The guards' eyes widened to see their Lady dressed in her royal gold and quickly bowed. She was the epitome of beauty at this moment. . . that and an angry goddess.
"My Lady." They both said in unison. They did not even look up at her. They sensed something different about her and they were afraid.
"You are dismissed." Sesshomaru said monotone, staring at Kagome. He knew she was very angry and this would not end well.
Kagome watched the guards leave and neither one glanced at her when they did. The ladies behind her was sent away and they bowed respectfully to both Sesshomaru and Kagome before closing the doors behind them. Kagome turned her head to Sesshomaru and he was in his chair, unfazed by her presence.
"What is it that you want?" Sesshomaru asked, not really caring.
"You killed my child." Kagome stated, her voice just as cold as his.
Everything in the room seemed to freeze. Sesshomaru did not say anything.
"You bastard." Kagome hissed, surprising Sesshomaru.
"What did you-"
"You killed my child?" Kagome asked, walking even closer to the stoic demon lord. Sesshomaru still did not say anything and Kagome was seething.
"Say something you pathetic bastard!" Kagome yelled, slamming her hands down on his desk. "You killed my baby and have nothing to say about it?!"
Sesshomaru stood there, staring at her, his eyes no longer cold. "Kagome. . ." he whispered to her, coming around the desk.
"Don't come near me." Kagome spat and stepped away from him when he neared her. He reached out his hand for her and she quickly pulled away.
"Don't touch me!"
"Calm down, Kagome."
"I hate you." Kagome sneered, glaring at him. Her eyes did not deceive her. Sesshomaru hated the look she was giving him, along with her scathing words.
"I hate you and will never love you again." Kagome said angrily.
"Do not say that." Sesshomaru snapped, eyes narrowing. Every time she said those words, it only made him feel like he was dying inside.
"I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!" Kagome repeated, not caring that he didn't like it.
"Kagome." he said warningly. Please stop, Kagome.. he pleaded.
"I have so many reasons to hate you." she said, smiling bitterly. "I hate you for deceiving me. I hate you for hurting me. I hate you for keeping me isolated in this damned castle! I hate you for raping me. I hate you for looking so damn cool all the time. I hate you for being so cold to me. I hate you for ignoring me. I hate you for not loving me. And lastly, I hate you for killing my child!" Kagome yelled, tears coursing down her cheeks.
Sesshomaru knew he was wrong. He knew it and everyone in the castle knew it too. He knew she was with child, but when he smelled it, he went mad with rage. It did not matter that his beast had told him to stop, Sesshomaru went against it, doing as he wished. Now seeing his love like this, angry, hating, and unforgiving, he knew he had no chance to make anything up to her. He could not punish her for her words, he wouldn't be able to. He would kill before he did. The words, as always, we truth. He watched her tears fall and wanted to bring her close to him and wipe them away.
"Kagome.." Sesshomaru swallowed, his face no longer cold or indifferent. Kagome's eyes did not flee from his. "This Sesshomaru is.. sorry." He apologized. Kagome's tears seemed to pause briefly. He just apologized. He apologized to her. There was a long moment of silence. No one spoke and nothing was heard except the soft breathing from Kagome. After that moment, Kagome knew he would not specify or say anything more.
Kagome walked up to him and brought up her hand to caress his cheek. Her face, as well as her eyes, were soft as she stared into his eyes.
"Ask for my forgiveness." she said to him.
His soft eyes seem to become hard just that fast. He quickly removed her hand. "That is one thing I will not do." He then passed by her and went out his study doors.