Bullets

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Chapter 6

"Bullets"

Inuyasha had never felt this way before. He was beginning to hate himself for all of the emotions

that he couldn't control. Why now? And why her? Kagome. The name echoed throughout his mind and

it sent shivers up his spine. She sure was feisty. Not another helpless bitch that would submit

to him at any given command. He liked that. What he didn't like was the voices in his head.

They each had one thing to say and they would argue back and forth every time he saw the girl. Keeping

them under control was a difficulty, but over the years he had managed to keep them silent.

But now they were screaming every time he saw her. One against the other always clashing.


'Fuck her!'

'Kill her!'

'Fuck her!'

'Kill her!'


Sex and violence had always been his specialty. Fuck them and leave them for dead. Who cares?

That's not how he felt anymore though. Why were his feelings finally coming into play? The

constant arguing in his mind was tearing him up. They had gotten him into trouble before, but

that was before he knew he could control them, or at least thought he could control them.

He reached into his front pocket and pulled out his pack of cigarettes. Cigarettes helped to

settle his nerves, hard liquor made him numb, and drugs....yes sweet drugs took him to

his own secret utopia. He would need to get more drugs and soon. Maybe Miroku would have some

for him. He hadn't had any in over 5 days. His body was craving the abuse. He brought the

cigarette to his lips and lit it with one single flick. Inhaling deeply he leaned against the wall

and closed his eyes enjoying the sweet embrace of darkness. Darkness was his only lover.

Lovely, welcoming darkness. How beautiful it could be. The squeaking of the bathroom door

tore him from his thoughts and he pushed off of the wall and walked towards Kagome.


"You ready wench?"


He took another long drag from his cigarette and watched as she nervously played with the

braid in her hair.


"I guess I have to be."


He exhaled slowly and rocked back on his heels.


"Good answer. Now lets get out of her and get some food."


He flicked his cigarette into an ashtray and grabbed his keys from the table.

Kagome slowly began taking little steps towards him and he smirked inwardly. She was as fierce

as a tiger, but still held the innocence of a newborn kitten. He held his hand out towards her

waiting for her to take hold of it. She gave him a funny look and shook her head.


"I'm not a child. I do not need to hold your hand. I'm a grown woman."


He looked at her like she was crazy. He wasn't dumb, but she sure must of thought he was.


"You sure haven't been acting like a grown woman, and until you do you'll be holding my hand."


He thrust his hand out towards hers and grabbed onto it firmly. For once she didn't fight back, and

this took him by surprise. Had the little kitten already lost her fiery personality? He looked into

her eyes and still saw flames burning brightly in them. A smirk adorned his face as he continued

to gaze into her eyes.


"Stop staring at me you pervert!"


"Me a pervert? Hardly. Now lets go."


He pulled her behind him as they went through his doorway. Turning around for only a second to

lock his door he never once gave the girl even the slightest chance to try to escape.

The ride to Miroku's apartment was quiet to say the least, and he was relieved when they were

finally there. He parked the car inside the garage that Miroku let him use when he came down

to hang out. He opened his door and got out stretching his legs as he stood up. Shutting his

door gently he made his way around the back to open Kagome's door.


"You better be good bitch because if you cause a scene I'll let Miroku have his way with you."


She looked at him in disgust as she took his hand.


"What is that suppose to mean?"


"If you think I'm a pervert then you'll think Miroku is a low down sex offender."


He watched as she visibly gulped and he couldn't help but laugh at her instant state of

nervousness.


"Relax. I'll protect you."


Kagomes head almost spun clear off as she whirled around to look into his eyes.


"Protect me? ARE YOU KIDDING!!!? You almost kill me and then you kidnap me and then you put me

through a series of abusive situations, and then you....."


Inuyasha slapped his hand over her mouth and pushed her up against the car.


"Shut your mouth bitch. I told you to behave. Why do you always have to make a fucking scene!?"


He pushed her harder into the car hoping she would cry out in pain.

He knew he was a sick fuck for wanting to cause her pain, but he wanted her to hurt like he hurt

every fucking day of his life. He wanted her to bleed to hurt. To be broken. He wanted her to

feel just like him. A small whimper escaped through the hand that was covering her mouth and

he took the pressure off of her.


"Now are you going to cooperate and not run your damn mouth?"


She shook her head as a single tear made its way down her cheek.


"Good. Now lets get going. Miroku is waiting for us."


As they walked to Miroku's apartment Inuyasha realized that the girl was finally keeping up with him

and that he didn't have to drag her along. She was breaking down bit by bit, but he didn't want

to wear her down completely so he decided he should apologize later if the mood found him.

He was thankful when they reached apartment 37. He really needed a good friend right now and some

good drugs. He raised his hand to knock on the door, but before his fist landed the door swung

open revealing a heavily intoxicated Miroku.


"INUYASHA BUDDY!!!!!" His speech slurred and he slapped Inuyasha on the back.


"Miroku you're a little intoxicated tonight aren't you."


Miroku gave him a goofy grin and ran a hand through his already messy hair.


"No way man. I'm smooth as sand. Now get your ass in here and bring that sexy little girl in here!"


Inuyasha smiled sadly and walked in with Kagome staying close behind him.


"What's wrong with him?" Inuyasha heard her question come out in a small whisper.


"He's just a little....lost."


He watched Kagome's eyes follow Miroku.


"But isn't this where he lives?"


"Yea."


Inuyasha walked towards the kitchen and saw Miroku looking through the cupboards. He looked

frustrated and upset.


"Miroku...can I help you with something bud?"


Miroku turned to the pair and slapped on another sappy smile.


"No way bro....you guys thirsty? I've got plenty to drink. Especially for foxes like that little

vixen." His hand pointed towards Kagome and he laughed at himself.


Inuyasha could sense that Miroku was slowly losing sight of himself and his life. He needed to talk to

him by himself without this little burden holding onto his hand. He looked at Kagome and looked towards

the spare bedroom.


"Hey Miroku you still got those handcuffs of yours?"


"Hell yes I do! YOU DON'T throw away something like those!!!!"


"Where are they?"


"They are in...*hiccup*...my closet." Miroku threw back the bottle of Jack Daniels and took a long

hard swig.


"Thanks. I'll be right back."


Inuyasha pulled Kagome roughly behind him and went into Miroku's room to grab the handcuffs.


"What do you need handcuffs for?"


Inuyasha reached up onto the upper shelf and grabbed a small red box. He opened it to reveal a

pair of silver handcuffs. He pulled Kagome to the head of Miroku's bed and pushed her roughly onto

the mattress.


"OUCH! Hey watch what the hell you are doing!"


Inuyasha didn't say a word as he yanked Kagome's arms up to the headboard and cuffed both her hands

through a small hole. He pushed the cuffs tightly shut and stood up without once looking back at

her.


"At least answer me!!!"


Inuyasha slammed the door shut leaving Kagome in the dark.


Inuyasha made his way through the living room and into the kitchen. Miroku held the bottle of Jack

Daniels in one hand and a burning cigarette in the other.


"Miroku. What's wrong? You usually don't drink by yourself."


Miroku looked at him with glazed eyes and smirked.


"Then why don't you join me." He held out the bottle towards Inuyasha.


Inuyasha grabbed the bottle and threw it back taking a hard swig himself. 'Damn.' Hard liquor always

felt good. He tilted the bottle back and chugged the liquor as it made its way down his

throat.


"Save some for me ass face."


Miroku grabbed the bottle and pulled it right out of Inuyasha's hands.


"Shit...you know how I like my liquor."


Miroku laughed and took another shot.


"Almost as much as you like your drugs."


Inuyasha reached up and grabbed a bottle of Captain Morgan from the shelf and spun off the cap.

He put the bottle straight to his lips and drank like a newborn from its mother.


"Fuck Inuyasha you're gonna murder your liver tonight."


Inuyasha laughed at his best friend as he felt his body begin to go numb.


"Give me a cigarette you shithead."


Miroku tossed a cigarette and a lighter towards Inuyasha. It moved in slow motion, but Inuyasha

still had a hard time catching it.


"You throw like a girl you panzy."


Miroku rolled his eyes and drank from his bottle.


"What do you want to talk about Inuyasha?"


Inuyasha took the cigarette from his lips and blew the smoke in Miroku's face.


"I want to talk about three things. First, what's up with you. Second, Drugs, and

thirdly, what are we going to do with the girl."


Miroku shook his head and motioned towards the door.


"Lets talk outside good friend."


Ok there is chapter 6. Sorry about the formatting I'll change it later when
I have more time!!! A lot stranger then I thought it would turn out, but
hey it's working for me. Hope you enjoyed this chapter and that you tune in
for the next one. It's gonna be more Inuyasha and Kagome then this one....I
think, but either way I hope you keep reading. Your reviews make me so happy
and bless you all for reading my story. I seriously love you guys! Oh yes I
don't own Jack Daniels or Captain Morgan. They are just the bombdiggity drinks.
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