Ears

Disclaimer: still don’t own Inuyasha or his friends and Taptai is still using this stupid rosary to make me write what he wants.

WARNING This chapter contains sex between minors- if this bothers you then don’t read it. No this is not PWP cause I thought it was somewhat important to the storyline but if this kinda stuff bothers you just skip to the next chapter, also some implied tail sex.

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The still waters rippled as the round stone made its way across the
surface, skipping several times before finally sinking under the
surface with a plunk. Grass green eyes scanned the riverbank as they
selected another smooth stone to send sailing out to meet the same
fate as its fellows, while the mind behind those eyes wished it could
find an easy answer to his current dilemma.

Unthinkingly his hand reached up to his collarbone, a slight wince
crossing his features as he felt the small wounds there, gently
scrapping his claws over the reason for his current distress. His hand
dropping back to his side forgotten as the gray haired hanyou flopped back with a sigh.

When he had decided to come out and find Inuyasha he had known that he had been taking a risk, demons in heat could be dangerous and hanyous were known to get quite- excitable- but he had been prepared for that. He knew that Inuyasha could hurt him, hell - could hurt him badly if he were in the mood, but he trusted the other hanyou enough to realize he was trying to help. The possibility of them having sex had even crossed his mind as he went to find Inuyasha, and he had found the idea much less unpleasant than he once would have thought he would.

Damn- if it had only been sex he didn't think he would have had a
problem with it, in the little while he had traveled with Inuyashas
group he had quickly found that not only was the inu-hanyou a great
warrior, he was also a decent person despite his being a dog. But the
way that Inuyasha had looked at him after, the need that burned in
those amber eyes- those were the things that Taptai did not feel ready to face, hell. He had not expected to even consider taking a mate for at least a few more decades, at least not unless he had met someone really special to him before then, and he had expected it to be a really special female, not a special male.

A special male- the thought stuck in his head, yes Inuyasha was special, he was really- well, Taptai got stuck as he tried to find the exact way to express his feelings about his friend. He was loyal, well that apparently came with the package, something about being a dog-demon, he was strong a wince crossed Taptais features as he remembered their first training session, definitely strong. In fact there really weren't anything that he could put a finger on that was really a problem with the hanyou, he was a good guy.

It was at that moment that he realized just what he had been looking for, he had always seen Inuyasha only through his own experiences, his life- the life in which Taptai had never been looked down on because he was different, the life he had enjoyed because he had both of his parents. He sat up suddenly as he played back every thought he had had, every conversation, every moment since he had come to be with Inuyashas little group- and he almost hit himself as the obvious struck him fully in the face.

Inuyasha never had felt like he had fit in, even with these friends that had come to depend on him, had accepted him. He had never accepted himself and as such still felt like an outsider, and then he had come and join their little group, and had never even questioned that anyone would even think differently of him because of his hanyou heritage.

And suddenly it all came falling into place, Inuyasha was comfortable with him, that’s why he asked to be his mate. He may love Kagome but there would always be that fear, that possibility of rejection lurking there because of their differences, and no matter what Kagome told him, he would always fear losing her because of it. There was also the age thing- for even if Kagome did become his mate and truly did accept him, fluffy ears and all, she was mortal, and while hanyous did not have the lifespan of a full demon, he would still outlive her be several centuries whereas him. Of course there would be the problem of children, but after Inuyashas childhood, he was probably reluctant to bring another hanyou into the world that he feared would hate him, so choosing a male would be perfect.

Taptai mulled it over in his head, trying to poke a hole somewhere in his logic but couldn’t, it made sense in a strange kinda messed up way, but with what he had learned of Inuyashas past he could see how it had happened, and why Inuyashas demon side had chosen him. Now all he had to do was decide on how he felt towards a certain dog-demon, and of course there was the whole question of the change he had witnessed in Inuyasha. He had never changed forms like that, as far as he knew only full demons could change- but then maybe that was something that Inuyasha had picked up in his past, maybe something he could even be taught.

Which still left Taptai with THE QUESTION, how did he feel towards Inuyasha. Pushing himself up off the ground he brushed himself off as he thought over all the people he had met in his life, and while there had been many special friends he had few that he knew would really last. Most of the demons he had met so far been kitsune, and while they were great fun he somewhat doubted that many of the foxes were really ready to settle down into a serious relationship, sometimes he wondered if the trick loving foxes could even be serious.

Even the humans he had met had really never been too much of a consideration as a perspective mate, he knew his father had taken a human as a mate but well, his father was a good deal older than Taptai was as well. It wasn’t that he had a problem with humans, or even with men- it was just- damn- right now he wished that he could talk to Jensai. His friend might not have the solution but he had always been there for him. A smirk crossed his face as he remembered one of those times.

His father had heard from some of the villagers that there was some fooling around going on, and that Taptai had been involved in it, of course he hadn’t but trying to explain that to his already upset father had been less than pointless. He could remember almost every detail of the event as if it had just happened


"Fine, you go out and bag anyone you want, when she has your child I want you to enjoy every moment of it because I swear to you Taptai if yo go out and wind up with a child it will be your only one, I will rip of your balls so fast you will swear you were born a girl!"

It had been the first time that he had ever had his father angry at him, he had seen his father angry before, but this- well he had just stood frozen until long after his fathers form had retreated from his sight. Looking back now he realized his reaction was a little extreme, well he had avoided even going near any of the village girls for over a month until his friends had noticed. Deciding that it was time to give their hanyou friend some pointers, they had all met outside the village, it was all Jensai to do to stop from laughing after Taptai had explained his fears.

"Taptai- you can't do that just by being near a girl, you have to be with them."

The gray eyed youth had explained as the small circle of friends had all listened in wide eyed wonder, expecting the secrets of the universe to be revealed to them in his words on the wonders of being with a girl.

"What do you mean "be with them" I wondered wishing that my father had been a little more informative with his warning as I huddled my knees to my chest and wrapped my tail protectively around my feet, all of my friends knew me well enough to realize that I only did this when something really bothered me and they all huddled closer, hoping that we could get to the bottom of this mystery. Looking kind of flustered Jensai stood up in the small circle

"You know- you and the girl get naked together and you stick your thingie in her thingie, then you both kinda grope around for a while and that's it."

He explained as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"That's not what my brother said" Gaara said as he looked wide eyed at the rest of us, "He said that when a guy and girl really like each other they rub noses, and then a baby pops out."

"I heard one girl say that you could do it without touching them Taptai, since your a Hanyou an all."

"Unh-un, I heard them talking about how you had to use your tail on them, and that would get them good." the smallest of us blurted out, but then seeing all eyes turn to him, he shrunk back muttering "or at least so I heard."

"Bloody hell- what does my damned tail have to do with any of this!" I blurted out, feeling tears coming to my eyes as I tried to cope with all of nonsense, holding my tail in both hands as I felt my ears press down on my skull in desperation, seeing my situation Jensai shucked his robe and in a moment was standing in the middle of us, naked as the day he was born.

"Okay, Taptai" he told me as he reached down to stroke himself to hardness, keeping his eyes downcast but determined to get this over with he continued explaining "When you get like this you can stick it in the girl, cause she has a hole down there." Seeming fairly satisfied with his explanation he smiled down at me, but the momentary satisfaction was broken when I uttered back

"But Jensai, we all have holes down there!" I cried out to him, dropping my tail as I just decided to give up on the whole situation, this was it- I would just become a monk- go live in one of those caves in the hills, and never have to worry about this again! Not about to be discouraged though jensai stood thinking,

"Well, maybe we just have more stuff than girls have- I guess that's why they have to sit to pee. Yeah that has to be it." he exclaimed as his eyes brightened up "hey, do you think then that we could-" He dropped off the last, looking down expectantly at me.

"Huh- what do you want, Jensai- why are you looking at me like that, Jensai you are going to get us all in trouble again-" I started to rattle off all the other times one of Jensai's "great ideas" had turned out to be a great way to get the village elders to pound all of our backsides.

"Well, like you said Taptai,we all have holes down there, so maybe that means we don't need the girls, come here, I want to try something." He reached down and pulled me up to him "take off your clothes, I want to see if you fit in my hole."

"What!- Jensai have you gone nuts, you heard what my dad said, what if you make a baby!- oh no try this with someone else first."I burst out spinning away from his embrace as I then noticed that my own robe had begun to pull away from me in front- oh gods what was going on now.

"Come on taptai, your the biggest of all of us, and my sister always said bigger is better, so I guess this is what she was talking about." Which was true, thanks to my youkai blood I was bigger than most of my friends even though all but the youngest were older than me. "Besides, your dad said if you get a "Girl" pregnant, and I'm not a girl so it's ok, right." He said as he came to stand behind me, reaching up to open up my robe.

Looking around in desperation I tried to find someone, anyone in my small circle of friends to help me out of this predicament, but they all sat in mute fascination, waiting to see what would be the next event in this bizarre play.

"Alright, but don't come whining to me when you can't handle it." trying to be gruff and prove to my friends that I could do this, whatever this was I turned to face jensai dropping my robe to the ground. Great-I will never live this down I thought as I felt the eyes of all my friends look over my naked form- really feeling naked in front of them for the first time- because this was very different from all the times we had gone swimming in the river or bathing together at the bath house. I felt my ears try flatten themselves and my tail curl around me, but I did keep up, trying to put on a good front.

"Ok- so what now." I asked trying to sound as tough as I could- hoping that my friends did not hear the tremble in my voice.

Looking over my nude form, I could see Jensai's eyes widen when he took in my size, while none of us were "men", we sure weren't boys anymore either, seeing that he either had to at least try, or chicken out of the entire thing he reached down and grasped me, causing a small cry to escape my lips.

"Uh- ok, well I guess that we try to see if you fit in my hole." he said as he smiled over at me, deciding that we should at least try and get the whole thing over, he then turned around and bent himself over, leaving me facing his rear. "Well, come on in Taptai." he smiled at me, wiggling his ass a little as I moved forward to press myself against his opening.

"Jensai- are you sure this is a good idea?"

I asked looking around at our friends as they had all moved forward to get a better view of Jensai as he bent over slightly, holding me to his opening and stare at me, oh well, when you have a captive audience you had at least try to put on a good show. "Are you ready?"

"Yeah, let's try" he muttered as I begin to push forward, feeling the tight ring of his opening as I pressed my tip against it, I looked down to see his eyes open in concentration then I felt him relax and I slipped in, just my head and we both cried out as I felt his slippery warmth for the first time and he felt my size inside of him "ohh- feels funny" he managed to get out between gritted teeth.

"Should I stop?" Hoping he would let me continue as I felt his insides move around me, gripping and releasing, in reply he just pushed back on me, hard, and we both cried out again as I felt him take me in to him fully and he began to adjust to the full feeling that I gave him

"Oh- so good, so good." he cried out as I stood there, enjoying his vise-like grip holding my member, alternately pulling and pushing.

"Taptai- I think you need to move in and out." he moaned as he looked back at me, tears in his gray eyes but also joy in his face.

Ok I thought, and began to pull myself out, slowly stopping just before my head reached his ring of muscle that signified his entrance than pushing myself forward again until I was buried full in him, all the while he was moaning, I was purring and my friends were looking on in awe. After a few moments of this he began to call out- "Faster, please- uhh- go faster" Hoping that he would be alright I began to speed up my motions, feeling his insides begin to tense up and quiver around me, I increased my speed, almost ramming him to the ground and he cried out, begging for more, I could feel fire in my legs like I had never felt before and my insides were almost ablaze.
Suddenly Jensai cried out my name as I saw white spunk fly from him to splatter a few of our friends around us, at that moment his insides became even tighter and I felt myself explode into him as my knees almost buckled and we both sank to the ground, neither of us able to do anything except pant for a few minutes after our first experience.

"Jensai?- Taptai? Are you two ok?" our friends inquired after we had sat there quiet a moment too long for them

"Oh gods, that was gooood." we both cried out, as we got a chorus of giggles from my friends for that, and then to all of their surprise I pulled Jensai into a deep kiss.

"Thank you Jensai, for talking me into that." I purred to him as we both came down from our bliss, then we were bombarded by questions from our eager friends, curious to know more of what we had learned from experience.

Shaking his head to clear his mind from his woolgathering, Taptai allowed a smile to cross his lips. Oh yes, those had been interesting times, and now he had another interesting time in store for him apparently. Still unsure of what he would decide finally about Inuyashas question, he did know that he would at least discuss it with the other hanyou as he made his way back to the cave he had seen Inuyasha enter.

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Well folks, theres yet another chapter, Yes! Sorry if I made anyone cringe with my horrible lemons but, well I tried. If theres anyone out there that can draw and would like to do something for me I would love to see a pic of Taptai from this chap, most specifically with him sitting with his tail curled around his feet, I just think that would be awesome, shoot if someone could do that for me I might even write a fic for em, or at least print out a copy of this one and sign it, thanks.