Desire of the Heart

Sango sat up alert. She looked over to where Miroku was supposed to be and noticed that he was gone. She looked over at Shippo and Kilala, then over to InuYasha and Kagome. She had a shiver in her bones. She had dreamed that Naraku used her brother to kill Miroku. In her hurt rage, she immediately killed her brother Kohaku. Naraku won her soul, than used her to destroy her other friends. Yet, she felt that there was something else bothering her, she just didn’t know what.



“He went to the pool of water, he had a bad dream.”



“InuYasha?, I didn’t know you were awake.”



“I wasn’t, but, I sensed your heart beating fast when you woke up, you had a bad dream too huh.”



Sango nodded. Then looked at the dog demon and blushed.



“InuYasha…?”

‘I can’t tell him how I feel for Miroku, how silly of me.’



“Go find him Sango.”



Sango looked up at InuYasha and nodded as she put on her kimono and walked in the direction of the pool of hot water.



Sango approached the clearing that let the pool of water be in full vision and what she saw made her mouth open wide. She saw Miroku sitting in the water kissing her. Then the imposter looked up at her and smiled. Sango then saw its true form. Horrified at what she was seeing Sango couldn’t move.



“Miroku, love me this night. I am all yours if you want me. You don’t have to be alone, not tonight.”



Sen began to kiss him again and flaunt it over Sango, however, she wasn’t expecting Miroku to push her off and break through her spell.



“You are not Sango, I’m sorry; I can’t do this thing with you. You are beautiful and very enticing as you masquerade as Sango, but I love her. She is a respectable creature with beauty and grace; I can’t fall for your trickery!”



Sen shrank back. Not because of him but because something hit her. She looked up and saw Sango preparing to throw another rock at her.



“Leave him this minute you filthy creature!”



She threw the stone.



“You both will pay for this humiliation, I curse both of you. You will not find happiness at the end of your journey, no, no one rejects me…no one!”



She then turned to face Miroku.



“You are truly ungrateful and you almost had everything you wanted.”



And the magical elf disappeared into the night. Little specks of diamonds floated around the pool. Sango swam over to Miroku.



“Sango?” Miroku blinked as he saw Sango swimming towards him. He continued

“What are you doing here?”



“I couldn’t sleep well; InuYasha said you were here when I woke up. So I came to keep you company.”



“You wanted to keep me company in my bath?”



Miroku took her hand into his; he looked straight into her soul. His eyes were so dark in the moonlight.



“You might be more comfortable if you removed your clothes and set them to dry then.”



Sango blushed as she realized that she was fully clothed and she didn’t bring an extra pair. She would have to change when she arrived back at the camp. However, she realized too late that Miroku had deftly removed her kimono. All she had on now was her white under clothes. Miroku feasted his eyes on her form. The moonlight allowed him a surreal vision of her.



“Sango, you are so beautiful.”



He pulled her closer to him still and she felt that he was completely naked in the water. She blushed. She was thinking that she shouldn’t smack him if he does touch her, but it was too late, she already did.



“I’m sorry Miroku; it’s a habit I guess. I’m sorry.”

“So, you want for me to touch you?”



Sango looked down. Not from shame but from embarrassment. It wasn’t like her to be so immodest. She couldn’t bring out that she had wanted for him to touch her like InuYasha did to Kagome. She just couldn’t bring herself to say that she wanted him from the moment she realized that he was a good man and handsome.



First she embraced him and then tilted his face to hers. She kissed him shyly but passionately. He allowed her her moment of innocence before he kissed her possessively.

‘Sweet gods what is she doing to me?’



‘Oh this is better than what I imagined him to taste like.’



They both mused. Miroku letting his reserve down began to stimulate her body like a pro. He knew exactly where to touch her and when. However, it was sweeter than the nectar from a honey comb. It was far better than any other encounter because it was Sango.



He made her wild with abandonment; her body writhed next to his. He pulled her out of the water and onto some soft grass. He fingered her hair and caressed her face with his gloved hand. Sango than took his hand with the wind tunnel and kissed his fingers and kissed the rosary that held his powers in place.



“Miroku, I love you. It doesn’t make sense because I don’t know when it happened. I despised you when first meeting you. You are a lecher, but I love you. I want to be only yours forever, I want…”



Miroku kissed her deep, slowly with every fiber in his being he tried to communicate with her physically how he feels for her. She shivered beneath him. The sweet warm air on their bodies was intoxicating. Miroku began to kiss her body moving her chemise up over her head. Each kiss he planted was a flicker of flame that danced down her essence. Heat engulfed in her most sacred spot. However, Miroku had to taste all of her. He went past her belly and spread her legs while he kissed both of her inner thighs. When he found the Venus core he kissed at it lapping up all of its nectar.



Sango gasped with shock as he held her down with his other hand. However, Sango squeezed her thighs against him and racked his hair with her hands. She let loose the tresses he kept tied up and pulled on him.



“Miroku…”



He kissed her core deeper, harder as she arched her body to him. He spread her legs again and held them in place as he commenced on making one lick all the way up to her bosom. Taking one in his mouth he looked at the pleasure that spread across her ivory face.



“Take me Miroku; I can’t stand it any longer.”

“Woman, do you know what you ask of me?”



Miroku replied rather raggedly against her ear. With his hand he penetrated her core and felt the tightness and silkiness that was Sango. She erupted around him and shivered. After a moment she looked up at him.



“Miroku, do you suppose I’ll get pregnant now?”



Miroku leaned up on his elbow and looked down at her. With his hand he caressed her back where her scar resided and chuckled.



“My sweet Sango, what we did would not get you pregnant. I did not insert my member within your womb just my finger.”



Sango was so embarrassed; she turned away from him in shame. But he only turned her head to look at him.



“Do not be ashamed Sango, I am glad that you do not know these things, you’re innocent. I am glad that I am to be the one to teach you.”



He got up and walked over to his robes. He pulled out a thin gold band. He brought it over to Sango.



“I wanted to give this to you; I bought this at a small town the last one that we vanquished demons at. I saw it and I wanted to…Anyway, this should speak for itself. I alone want to be the one who shows you the ways of love. I want to make you happy for as long as I can do that.”



He slipped the ring onto her finger. It was a very thin piece of gold. It was modest and plain, but the best gift she’s ever received. She then got up and pulled a scarf from her kimono. She handed it to him.



“Miroku, this was my mothers scarf, she had given it to my father when she married to him. It was a symbol of their bond. Is this ring you gave me a symbol of marriage?”



“Yes.”



“So, you mean your going to be faithful to me?”



“Sango, since realizing that I had fallen in love with you I have not been able to get with any other woman since. Alas when I have tried I only saw your face looking at me ashamed. All this time I wanted to express my feelings to you, to make love to you and to hold you peacefully in my arms…”



He looked down at his cursed hand.



“But my dreams, more like nightmares I lose you every time to this cursed hand or to Naraku. Sometimes, I dream that you alone are raising our child, but he has the same curse I do and you hate me for leaving you. I love you too much to put you through that pain.”



Sango eyes had tears in them. She blinked and they all fell down. So, he had those kinds of dreams as well. She began to speak softly.



“After Koga’s death, I realized something too. No matter how scary our dreams, we do have but one life right now. Koga did not have love and only went on with just one kiss from Kagome. I…I don’t want to be alone if I died. I want to meet darkness knowing that I had experienced love and happiness with you. I just want to have a little happiness if my fate is to meet death by Naraku’s hand. Do you not feel the same? Should either one of us die in battle or to any other fate, should we live our after life in perpetual sorrow?”



“Sango you are so wise. That is one of the things I love about you, let us make marriage vows to each other. So, we can truly be one another’s in all aspects for if you do get with child, I want for that child to bear my name.”



They both made their vows and kissed gently, passionately. His tongue scorched her neck as she moaned with enjoyment. He stroked her sensual site with the knowledge he had gained but he felt like it was his first time with a woman. She felt his body with a velvety caress as she kissed his lips, his eyes, and his neck. He penetrated her again with his fingers and frigged her lips and nub til they were hard. She closed her eyes to the sensual sensations he placed on her body. He then took her hand and had her hold his rod. She was amazed at how warm and alive it was and commented on how smooth it was. She wanted to taste him too like he had done her earlier.



She had then over powered him and began to kiss his erection. With her tongue she licked his shaft up and down. He moaned with delight. She smiled and became braver, bolder. She put it in her mouth and began to suck and lightly scratched her teeth against his hot flesh.



Miroku pulled her up and slammed her against the soft grass when he couldn’t take anymore of her sweet torture. Sango had never seen this savage side of him. She knew he was strong for she has seen him fight hundreds of times, but it also astounded her that he could be so gentle with her too. It made her flesh hotter for him. He slowly entered her quivering flesh beneath him and at the same time fingered the secret passage on her backside. Sango shook violently as he invaded both regions of her body. The effect was so erotic that she was melting into him fast. She felt like liquid fire consuming everything around her. He fully entered her after a while and kissed up her scream when her maiden head broke free.



“Sango, I love you… I’m sorry I hurt you, but it’ll get better I promise



He paused for her body to contort to the foreign flesh before continuing with the blissful invasion. She nodded as she held on to him. Her heart overjoyed by his love. The pain was nothing to the warmth that filled up her heart. Soon Sango and Miroku rose above the stars and flew to the heavens. She whimpered into his ear and with that he spilled his seed within her trembling body as he felt her Venus core and the secret rabbit hole spasm around him. Their fluids mingled together creating the sweet intoxicating aroma of sex around them.



They laid there for a while more and thought it’d be best if they hid their marriage for a while. They just wanted to savor the honeymoon just the two of them. They had made love seven more times. Miroku was awed by her insatiable lust as she was amazed by his indefatigable stamina. They cleaned up and made it back to the camp. They kissed one more time before going back to sleep. However, they didn’t see InuYasha’s smile. He already saw them come in. He already knew.