Nameless

*Runs away screaming from Okami k. and the evil bat of doom* “it’s here It’s here! Chapter 6 is here!! “ * Sighs in relief as Okami K. puts down the bat and Ryukotsusei stops pulling out her hair* lol. Hey guys!!!!! I know your all kind of mad at me about that cliffy huh?? I tried to get this out as soon as I could. I was originally gonna put it out Friday but guilt as driven me to give it to you guys today. I hope that you all enjoy chapter 6 and ON WIT DA FIC!!!!!!!!!

This is * Thinking *
This is “ Speaking “
This is ~ Telepathy ~
(Telepathy between two characters will be done in 2 colors)


(I have just found out that I can use color! Lol yes I know I’m slow. So I’m going to color code things from now on to make them easier for you to know what is what…If it confuses you let me know and I wont do it ok? SO LET ME KNOW!) (Sorry ppl on AFF!)


Kagome was having a hard time trying to breath. * Damn it what am I gonna do? * She thought. Inuyasha’s claws were trying to puncture her lungs. Finally regaining some of her senses that were capable of rational thought, she slammed her hands against the inside of Inuyasha’s arms, causing his claws to fly away from her now bloodied sides. As Inuyasha stumbled back, Kagome jumped away falling into a defensive crouching position.

Inuyasha mentally slammed his head against a tree. He had forgotten that Kagome could now defend herself. * God damn it! Of all the fucking times! How could I forget? * This was only gonna make things harder now. Damn it he didn’t want to hurt her any more then he had to. Kikyo was coming to kill them in three days and the thought of Kikyo touching Kagome made him ill.


He knew the dead onna loathed the girl. If she killed her she would only cause his lovely miko pain… for there was no doubt it his mind that Kikyo would torture the poor girl and make him watch…and he couldn’t bear for that to happen…not to Kagome…someone so pure should be given a painless death…and that’s what he would try to give to her…if she let him.


Seeing he was going to have to use force on her girl he lengthened his claws. He would now try to make this quick as possible. Kagome saw his intent and drew the katana she had hidden on her body. Boring her eyes into his, she cried to him. “ Why?” emotion tightening her voice to a whisper that only he could hear “ Why have you betrayed me Inuyasha? “ her voice washed over him gently killing his heart.


It had to be those words. Those god-awful words tore his heart in a million pieces. It was the same words Kikyo said to him the day she died…he loved her she knew that didn’t she? He was only doing this because he loved her. Tears began to travel down his face in streams.


“ Kagome please “ he strained. “ I would do anything to live my life for you … with you” he pleaded with her. “I already don’t want to do this. I’m asking you, please… don’t make this any harder on me then it all ready is,” he sobbed.


Kagome held tight to her blade as she prepared herself. Her mind was a wreck she didn’t know why she always had to go through such pain. It was suppose to be a happy life with Inuyasha, with her by his side. That’s the way things were supposed to be after Naraku died.


Not more then a few moments ago he confessed his love for her and only her, wanted to be with her, and possibly grow old with her…and now he was going to kill her. Fate was truly sick with the way the kami played with their lives.

Now Inuyasha wanted her to make this easy for him? What about her? What about how she felt? How is she suppose to get threw this? It just wasn’t fair. * How could something so right… get twisted into something so wrong? * She wandered. With a determined mind she vowed, she would know. She would learn why the man she loved was forced to betray her. She would know


Inuyasha began his assault without warning. Appearing nothing more as a blur as he made his way to Kagome. Inuyasha drove towards Kagome slashing at her chest with his claws. Pivoting to the side Kagome brought down the end of her katana on the back of his head as she rushed him, backing away once again. Drawing Tetsuigua (sp?) he then raced toward her bring down his mighty blade in a beautiful arc. Swiftly blocking she twisted away, clipping him bringing him to his knees as she firmly pressed the blade of her sword against his throat.


“ Why “ she demanded. She needed to know. The pain she felt was getting stronger…how could he fight her? Was it killing him too? She needed to know why…why all this madness! “ Why” she whispered.


Bringing his gaze to meet her eyes, Inuyasha felt as if his heart had been ripped from chest and smashed into a million pieces, and even that couldn’t begin to tell the pain he was feeling when he saw the devastation in her eyes.


Tears once again began to fall from his eyes. “Because …because I love you!” he cried. “I wont let anyone harm you,” he told her as his tears began to collect on the flat of her sword. “If...if anyone takes your life. Let it be the one who loves you and wants you to live…not one who wants to see you die”. Inuyasha whispered, as he quickly grabbed her leg, nearly causing her to topple over; as he escaped she sharp end of her blade.

Once again with a pain filled heart, Inuyasha shot towards her. His sobs were the only thing heard in the field as they fought. * Even now in the face of death she still keeps her grace and beauty * he thought as he saw her silent tears. Wincing as his love made a nasty little gash on his left shoulder Inuyasha bounded away as they stared each other down.


“ Who?” came Kagome’s strangled cry. Inuyasha’s heart clenched in his chest as her heard the pain in her voice. Holding his gaze “Who?” she demanded. “Kikyo” he whispered. Kagome was stunned. She didn’t know why for she knew it deep inside her heart. * So he kills me for love, and then lets himself be killed by her? What was he thinking! *


Kagome narrowed her eyes. “What kind of bullshit is that?!” she yelled. “ Your gonna throw me away at the drop of a hat so a clay look alike can kill you!!!” Kagome screamed. She had never been more hurt. She couldn’t understand it. * Why? Why didn’t he tell me? * Was the only thought in her mind, as she held herself.


Falling to her knees she held herself tighter. * We could have found a way out of this…together * “ We could have found a way “ came the weakened whisper of her voice. “WE COULD HAVE FOUND A WAY IF YOU WOULD HAVE TOLD ME!!!!” She yelled as anger and frustration started to override her senses.

She was angry. She was angry with Kikyo for how she corrupted and twisted the mind of the hanyou who loved her dearly, and was only doing this because he loved her and thought he was doing the right thing.

Inuyasha could not hide the shame he felt for what he attempted to do. All the frustration and all the hurt ate away at him begging to be free, but no. All he wanted was to be with the one he loved…but fate was against their union.

As all of the emotions engulfed the poor boy he did the only thing he could think of to do. The once proud hanyou fell to his knees and cried out. Cried out for all the pain, anguish, frustration, hurt, and the betrayal he committed against the one he loved. Kagome hearing his pain filled howl, followed suit and joined him. The only things to be herd in the forest were the twin echoes of immense pain.

As Inuyasha sobered up he felt a little better, but his heart still ached at the thought of hurting his beloved. Staggering off the ground he gazed at her, amazed that even in her pain. The beauty of her soul radiated around her. Giving that the presence of an angel. Inuyasha was almost taken away. As her eyes locked with his he saw that the one thing she valued most was her life …and she wouldn’t go down without a fight.

(You know I actually thought of leaving it off hear and adding the rest to chap 7, but then I realized if I did you would all beat me in oblivion so I decided to attempt to give you at least a decent ending)

Kagome’s eyes blazed with a fire unknown. She would not be so easy to take down. Her heart still battered and bruised still wanted to go on. It was as if it knew something she did now. Always one to follow her heart, she would do as it wanted…she would find the secret that it had hidden in it’s presence.


With that Kagome made her way off the ground and once again took up her katana. She would see what the hanyou had to say to her questions. She just prayed it wouldn’t break her heart any further.


“Why…why would you kill the one you claim to love? Don’t you want the one you love to live for love?” Inuyasha looked into her tortured eyes.” I…Kikyo is going to kill both you and I…If she hurts you…she’ll only make your death painful to torture me, and you.” Shutting his eyes “ I can’t let her hurt you!!! I want more than anything for you to live Kagome…but you see…I thought that since we cannot be in this world…we could be together in another.” Slowly he looked into her eyes. “And that is why the woman I love must die…. because the man that loves her cannot bear to see her in pain,”

Kagome wanted to scream until she was numb. She realized that Kikyo severely confused the poor hanyou. She also cursed the hanyou for not being very smart. * Did he not think of the well? * Kagome felt as if she couldn’t breath. The pain was almost too much to handle. As the tears fell from her eyes in individual rivers, she decided she would make her way towards the one who was still breaking her heart.


Kagome raced toward him fighting furiously. She could tell the poor hanyou was having a hard time keeping her off of him. The fight was hard. On both their bodies and their minds, but mostly their minds and their broken souls…for the pain of it was killing them both.


Kagome’s mind was nothing but a mess. She couldn’t focus. All she could think of was the pain. * Inuyasha you Baka! * She mentally screamed. At that moment as she made a swift stroke of her sward at Inuyasha’s chest, he disarmed her, sending her Katana flying towards the ground as Kagome fell to her knees.


It hit her. The full weight of Inuyasha’s words about what Kikyo planned to do hit her like a ton of bricks and at that moment she wish she died. Inuyasha loves Kikyo…and he can’t hurt her in any way…so he knows he’s helpless against her…she threatened my

life…and so to protect me from her he’s trying to do what she planned…but out of...love? * Fucked… up * was the only thought in her mind.

Looking into tear filled golden eyes, she saw his confusion and self-hate for what he was doing. “ Inuyasha” Kagome whispered. Looking at the glittering jewel that hung from her neck, she knew what she had to do. Returning her eyes to his she held his gaze. “ You win”


Inuyasha’s eyes widened he realized she just gave up on her life. Kagome raised her tear stained face to look into his. “All I ask… is that just for a while…you let me hold you.” Inuyasha’s heart broke more then moment than ever in his entire life. * Even after all I’ve done, she still wants to be with only me. * At that moment Inuyasha dropped to his knees in front of Kagome and sobbed. Kagome pulled him into her arms, and held him close while she rocked him back and forth, crying as well.

“ We can never truly be together can we Inuyasha?” she asked though the tears. Smiling sadly she held the hanyou closer. “ I guess not. Kikyo damaged us both too much…to where we can never be more then friends.” Closing her eyes she rested her head on the quivering silver haired body before her. “ I wonder…what would our life have been like…if Kikyo was never resurrected. “


With painful desperation, they held on to each other for dear life as they cried. Cried for each other, themselves, their love, the betrayal, Kikyo’s never-ending damage to their relationship, and their now shattered broken hearts.

Slowly as they stilled, Inuyasha rested his head in the crook of Kagome’s left arm, as her right one began to stroke his hair. Clutching her arm, he gently took her hand and held it to his face. “ Please…please Kagome…. forgive me” he begged. “Forgive me for what I must do to save you.” He cried out as he began to sob once again in her arms.

Still stroking his hair she gazed sadly at the distraught hanyou before her. “ Maybe when the pain has died and my heart can once again be whole…but not right now.” She told him gently, as she began to mask her key…for she saw that the opportune time was now. Slowly she began to gather her ki, which was now undetectable to the hanyou.

Rocking him as gently, she comforted the unstable and confused boy in her arms. * Kikyo really did a number and the some on your head didn’t she? * She began to wonder if there was any hope of erasing all of Kikyo’s influence on his but thought against it. That was something she had no knowledge in and she did not want to kill her hanyou if it went wrong.

Gently she brushed her lips across his ear.” Inuyasha…know that I do love you and I always will…I know this is not your fault...Kikyo has corrupted you mind and so I do not fault you for what you are going to do” She smiled at him as she brushed a silver lock out of his eyes. “Please…be at peace Inuyasha…after all that is what you most need.”

Kagome slowly bent down, and brushed her lips across his. “Forgive me…for I too am sorry Inuyasha…” Before Inuyasha had time to process her words her lips descended on his in a fiery kiss as a blue glow surrounded them both.


As the blue glow began to dissipate Kagome wearily stood up as she laid Inuyasha on the ground. “I truly am sorry Inuyasha,” she whispered as she gazed into his face. He looked like an angel, on the most peaceful of nights. Reaching a hand toward her chest she felt the jewel. And held it close to her heart.


She was still needed. The jewel was beginning to speak to her…but what it said she could now understand. Something told her she would soon find out. No matter what life threw her way she would protect the jewel…as the others before her could not. She would make them proud.


“I am still needed Inuyasha…but one day I will find you again…” she whispered as she bent down to trace the outline of his face. “ If you live. You will awaken from my spell in three days…. hopefully you will still walk this earth…and most of all you will forgive yourself…. as I will forgive you.”


Slowly the miko rose from the ground and began to stagger. She needed to make her way to camp so she could heal. Her wounds luckily would heal within a day or two…and then she could figure out what she was to do. She just hoped he would be ok until she could reach Sango or Miroku.


Slowly she turned around and began to walk away. She wanted to run back and be with him as he awoke alone…she began to wonder… would he think she abandoned him? Her heart choked at the thought…. she prayed she would get to camp ok as she staggered once again down the lone path to the camp. Leaving behind her beloved hanyou to rest in slumber full peace.

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