Kagome: Pleasure Slave?

AN: Wow this is a long chapter. Hope you enjoy, don’t forget to review. I didn’t proof read so tell me if you find any huge mistakes. This fic now officially has a plot.

Ch 6: Realizations

Sesshoumaru awoke before Kagome this time and looked at the woman in his arms. He didn’t understand this warmth that seemed to radiate from inside him whenever he was near her. It was more than just the sex, he felt it whenever she was around.

Sesshoumaru brushed a few raven locks behind her ear and ran his hand down her back. Kagome mumbled something unintelligible and snuggled closer to him. Normally Sesshoumaru hated being in such close contact with others and always left his concubines when he was satisfied, but he felt strangely pleased having Kagome in his arms.

‘What is so special about this female?’ He felt her stir in his embrace and felt her eyelashes flutter against his chest. He allowed her to pull away from him a bit, but would not let go fully.

“What are you doing here?” Kagome said in a tired voice.

“This is my home.” Sesshoumaru stated.

“You know what I meant.” Kagome said irritated. “Last time you ran out of here faster then I could blink.”

“I didn’t feel like it.” He said and tried to pull her back against him, but she stopped him.

“Not this morning, I need to bathe.” Kagome turned and made to get up, but Sesshoumaru pulled her back down. “I’m serious Sesshoumaru, I’m not in the mood.”

“And what makes you think that this Sesshoumaru is only interested in rutting this morning.” Of course the thought had been on his mind, but it was not the only thing.

“As if you would come here or stay for any other reason.” Kagome countered. Sesshoumaru knew that her words should not affect him, but they seemed to hurt more than any battle wound he had received thus far. He let his arms slip from her form and she stood grabbing her things for a bath.

Kagome put on a yukata and walked out the door leaving the youkai lord on the bed alone. Sesshoumaru just lay there for a few moments thinking over everything that had occurred in the short time since he had brought her to homehome. He could no longer deny that he was attracted to her, but he was still trying his best to keep the thoughts of love out of his mind. The small voice in the back of his mind reminded him that her words would not have hurt if he did not care for her, but he tried his best to suppress the thought.

Pulling himself out of the bed, Sesshoumaru dressed in his clothes from the night before and went to his personal hot springs. Perhaps a soothing bath would clear his mind.

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Kagome ran into Sango along the way to her bath and asked if the girl would bring her a kimono to dress in after. Sango smiled and nodded leaving Kagome to taer ber bath.

Soaking into the warm water, Kagome thought over her situation. She missed her mother and brother back in her village. She wished she had never gone out on that day. But even if she could get back, what would her mother say after she learned of what her daughter had been doing here. Kagome was a concubine, soiled and dishonored. Her mother would not be able to give her away for marriage now.

The thought of marriage unconsciously brought up the image of her childhood friend Hojo. He had been in love with her for as long as she could remember. And although she did not return the affection she loved him a friend. She had always thought that if she did not find love she would marry him. Better to marry a friend if love was unavailable than to marry a stranger she may have come to hate. Even Hojo would probably not want her now.

What did her life hold for her now? Kagome knew that concubines were often lent out to guest to the home as well. She didn’t know if she could do that with a stranger, but then again she did with Sesshoumaru. But for some reason that seemed different. She truly hoped that he didn’t plan to ltherthers have her. She didn’t know if she could take that.

She also knew that the life of a concubine was a very short one. Once a concubine was no longer desired she was given away or thrown out. It was worse if one got pregnant. If the lord who owned her was kind he may just toss her out, but if he was not he would kill her as soon as he found out not wanting a pregnant concubine or an illegitimate child. Getting pregnant at this moment was one of her greatest fears.

Kagome didn’t know how Sesshoumaru would react to something like that though. He did take care of Rin, but that did not mean he would take care of her child. There was also the fact that she was a ningen. If a child was born it would be hanyou and hated by both ningen and youkai alike.

“Is something on your mind Kagome?” Kagome was startled when she heard Sango’s voice.

“Just thinking. “Ka “Kagome-chan!” Rin came running in. “Rin wanted to take a bath with Kagome-chan.”

“Okay Rin.” Kagome let the girl join her. Sango put down a kimono for Kagome and left the room.

“So what do you want to do today, Rin?” Kagome asked as she washed the small girl’s hair.

“Rin wants to draw pictures for Sesshoumaru-sama.”

“Okay, I’m sure there’s some drawing things in the library.” Kagome said remembering the ink and parchment she had seen there the day before.

“Kagome-chan?”

“Hai Rin-chan?”

“Rin wants Kagome-chan to be her mommy.”

“We already discussed this Rin.” Kagome said while stepping out of the bath and pulling Rin out.

“Onegai, Kagome-chan.” Rin ple. S. She gave Kagome her best puppy dog eyes.

“Rin, I’ll do all the things I mother would do with you, but I am not going to mate with Sesshoumaru.” Kagome said. ‘Not that I haven’t already done part of that with him.’ She thought to herself.

Rin smiled a bit and hugged Kagome’s leg. Kagome returned the hug then dried and dressed both of them.

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“So how was your night Sesshoumaru?” Kiro asked after they had left another meeting to discuss armies and allies.

“I do not know what you speak of.”

“You forget who you’re talking to.” Kiro responded. “She hurt you.”

“Mind your own business Kiro.” Sesshoumaru said with a tone that said drop the subject or die.

Of course Kiro knew he was on thin ice, but he was not about to stop. “So tell me, how does a mere female hurt the great Sesshoumaru?”

“You are getting very close to death.” Sesshoumaru snarled.

“You would kill your oldest friend? You did telltell her how you feel did you?”

“I feel nothing.” Sesshoumaru said though he knew he was lying.

“Then she would not have been able to hurt you.” Kiro stated and then walked off.

‘Why does he keep doing that? He comes over give his ‘words of wisdom’ and then walks off.ut Kut Kiro had done what he had set out to do. The rest of the day Sesshoumaru wouldn’t be able to think of anything else other than whether he loved Kagome or not and what he should tell her.

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“What a pretty picture Rin.” Kagome said as Rin showed her a drawing of herself, Kagome, and Sesshoumaru.

“Does Kagome-chan think that Rin should give it to Sesshoumaru-sama?”

“Hai, I think he would like that very much.” Kagome answered. They continued to both draw for a while more. Kagome drew a portrait of Rin, while Rin painted more ‘family portraits’ and some of flowers.

“What are you dong in here wench?!” Kagome looked up to see a small green youkai in the doorway.

“Jaken-sama!” Rin yelled. “This is Kagome-chan she’s playing with Rin.”

That made the youkai stop and think for a bit. ‘If she plays with Rin than I don’t have to put up with the little ningen.’ “Don’t let the girl out of your sight filthy ningen.”

“Jaken.” Jaken looked behind him to see Sesshoumaru.

“Ah, Sesshoumaru-sama. This filthy ningen was in your library....”

“Jaken, shut up.” The toad youkai listened and stopped his babbling. “Kagome in not a filthy ningen or a wench and I expect you to call her by her name. Now leave.”

“Hai Sesshoumaru-sama.” The small youkai scurried out of the room.

“Sesshoumaru-sama!” Rin ran over and showed the youkai lord her picture. “Does Sesshoumaru-sama like Rin’s picture?”

Sesshoumaru looked at the picture showing Rin, himself, and Kagome. He distinguished the figures though the picture did resemble what would be expected of someone Rin’s age. “It’s very nice Rin.” He patted the girl’s head.

Rin gave him a toothy smile and then ran back to Kagome and grabbed the older girl’s picture. “Kagome-chan drew Rin.” Sesshoumaru looked at the picture and was actually surprised by the detail and skill the picture held. He handed back the picture and went to sit in one of the chairs in the room.

“You draw very well.” Sesshoumaru said to Kagome.

Kagome was surprised that she had been complimented by Sesshoumaru. “Umm...thank you.” She responded meekly.

“Is Kagome-chan going to stay forever?” Rin asked houmhoumaru and climbed into the youkai lord’s lap. Kagome was surprised that he did not push the girl away and instead held her like she was his child. Rin repeated her question when she got no response.

Sesshoumaru didn’t know how to respond. He wanted Kagome to stay and she would being his concubine, but it would only be a matter of time before she became pregnant and the only way he could keep her with him after that would be to mate her. The idea had been becoming more pleasing as he thought it over more. “Do you wish for her to stay?”

“Hai, Rin wants Kagome-chan to be her mommy.” Rin said. Both Kagome and Sesshoumaru tensed when the girl said that.

‘She did not just say that.’ Kagome thought incredibly. ‘Now he’s going to break her dreams. I tried to keep that from happening.’

“We’ll see, Rin.” Was Sesshoumaru’s response which surprised Kagome.

She looked up at him. He still had on his emotionless mask, but his eyes showed that he did not want to hurt the small girl either. ‘Maybe he’s not as cold hearted as I thought.’ Rin was happy with what Sesshoumaru had said.

“Sesshoumaru-sama, the other lords are leaving now.” Jaken said as he entered the room. Sesshoumaru put Rin down and left the room to see his guests off. Jaken followed his master out leaving the two ningen girls in the room.

“Rin’s hungry.” The little girl said. Kagome smiled and picked up the girl and carried her to the dining hall.

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“Hello Kagome.” Sango said as she saw Kagome and Rin enter the dining hall.

“Hello Sango.w haw has your day been so far?”

“Ah, the life of a servant. Not much to do actually today now that the other lords are leaving. Would you like me to take care of Rin after lunch so you can have some time to your self?”

Kagome loved the little girl, but she did need a rest from the seemingly always hyper girl. “Would you like to play with Sango after lunch?” Kagome asked Rin. Rin seemed to notice Kagome’s plight and just smiled and nodded.

After lunch Kagome went back to the library and saw the Jaken trying to reach a book that was about two feet to high for him. She walked over to him and grabbed the book he was trying to reach and handed it to him.

Jaken looked up at Kagome a little surprised by her act of kindness. ‘Maybe this ningen is not so bad.’ Jaken thought and then left the room mumbling a small thanks.

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“I’m sorry to leave before meeting your future mate.” Kiro said as he waited for the servants to finish placing things on his pack animal. Sesshoumaru just glared at him. “I just hope that she does not feel a bit resentful seeing as though she was taken from her family most likely.”

Sesshoumaru had not thought of that. ‘What if she wants to leave to go see her family? What if she had a betrothed back at her home?’ The last thought just made him angry. Seeing that Sesshoumaru was lost in thought as he had planned Kiro said a small goodbye and that they would meet on the battle field in a few days.

Sesshoumaru went in search of Kagome after his guests had left. He wanted to know if she had someone back home, he needed to know. He found her still in the library though thankfully Rin was not around. She was curled up on the couch with a book. She looked up when she heard the door open and saw Sesshoumaru.

She didn’t know if she should ask if he wanted something considering how he had ared red that question last time. But what he said just shocked her.

“Do you have a betrothed back in your village?” Sesshoumaru was getting uneasy waiting for her answer though he didn’t show it.

“I-umm...my father died before he could name anyone and I was too busy helping my mother with my brother to find someone.” Kagome answered sadly though she knew she had always had Hojo, though at times she didn’t want him.

Upon hearing of her father’s death, Sesshoumaru didn’t know why but he felt a bit guilty for the sad tone that she spoke in. He sat next to her and pulled her to him. She closed her book and gave no resistance. He pulled her into his lap and nuzzled her neck taking in her scent.

Kagome was a little confused by his actions, but let him have his way. She leaned against his chest and just enjoyed the warmth that he gave off. ‘Why did it have to be this way?’ Kagome thought. ‘It would have been so much better had we met a different way, though then she may have been dead.’

Kagome couldn’t help it. She felt herself falling for him and hated herself for it. Of all the people to start falling for, but she couldn’t help it. He made her feel wanted, sexy, and utterly confused. She loved the way he was so strong physically and emotionally and how his eyes always gave him away. She had noticed that they had seemed hurt when she had pulled away from him the morning, but she just needed to leave so as not to say something she would regret.

“Why do you not pull away now?” Sesshoumaru wondered out loud.

“Don’t want to.” Kagome answered and just leaned against him with her eyes closed. Sesshoumaru tightened his grip on her a bit happy with her response.

‘I can’t remember the last time I was so happy.’ Sesshoumaru thought. ‘This has to be love. But can I really make her my mate. Just because she doesn’t pull away doesn’t mean she loves me.’

Sesshoumaru couldn’t help, but fell his loins react to her scent and closeness, but was resolved to show her that she was not only there for sex. However, felt the tell tale sign of his desire on against her thigh and felt herself getting a bit heated because of it. ‘What’s wrong with me? I’m a virgin three days ago and now I want him whenever he’s near me.’

Figuring that Sesshoumaru was obviously desired her gave her a green light to do what her body wanted her to do she began to lay small kisses on his neck. Sesshoumaru froze when she did this. ‘No one has ever dared to do such a thing without my permission.’ But at that point he didn’t care. The small gentle kisses she was placing on his neck caused him to want to take her right there in the library. Then again there was nothing that said he couldn’t.

Sesshoumaru repositioned Kagome so that she was straddling his thighs and the pulled her into a passionate kiss. He nipped at her lower lip causing her to gasp. Taking advantage of that he thrust his tongue into her mouth to run across hers. Kagome moaned into his mouth as his hands traveled up her thighs to hold her firm backside. He pulled her heat against his arousal and groaned.

Kagome’s hands were busy trying to undo the ties of his haori, but having some trouble thinking straight because of Sesshoumaru grinding their hips together. Finally the ties came loose and Sesshoumaru’s chest was on display for Kagome. She ran her hands down his upper body feeling his muscles jump under her fingertips and listening to his moans.

Sesshoumaru couldn’t believe how badly he wanted her at that moment. He stood with her in his arms and moved so she was now lying on the couch with him hovering over her. He ran one of his claws down her kimono slicing through the fabric, but not harming her. Soon tattered pieces of cloth were thrown to the floor.

Sesshoumaru looked down at the female lying in front of him, the one that was very quickly finding a place in his heart. He ran his hands appreciatively down her body. Kagome moaned as his mouth followed the trail his hands had gone. He stopped to show proper worship to her breasts laving them with licks and small kisses.

He kissed hay day down her stomach to where she ached for him to be. He spread her legs wider and ran a claw down her growing wetness. Kagome moaned and bucked her hips up, but Sesshoumaru moved his hand to her hips to keep her down. His tongue ran across her womanhood and he savored her taste. He also swore to himself that he would be the only one to ever taste and touch her like this.

Female moans were heard coming from the library as Sesshoumaru’s tongue teased and tasted Kagome’s heat. With his hands holding down her hips Kagome could do nothing more than lie back and enjoy the sweet torture. “Mmm...Sesshoumaru...” Sesshoumaru smirked upon hearing his name and began to thrust his tongue into her.

Kagome could feel her climax building and she was so close. Her moans got louder and more frequent. Just as she was reaching her peak he stopped and sat up. Kagome whimpered at the loss and sent him what she hoped was a threatening glare. Sesshoumaru pulled off his hakama and climbed onto her. He nibbled at her collar bone as he rubbed his now free arousal against her wet heat.

He wanted so badly to burry himself into her tight warmth, but he wanted her to want it too. Kagome didn’t know why he was only rubbing against her, but she did know that him stopping when she had almost peaked and the rubbing and kissing he was doing now was driving her mad. “Sesshoumaru...onegai...”

“What do you want Kagome?” He whispered in her ear. His words sent shivers down her spine.

“Mmmm...onegai...”

“Say it, Kagome.” Sesshoumaru wanted her to fully ask for him, but was slowly losing his control.

“I want...you in me...now...onegai...” Kagome begged. It was almost enough to make Sesshoumaru cum right then. Not being able to hold back any longer he swiftly pushed himself into her.

The teasing had caused him to be very close to his finish making thrusts hard and fast from the start. “You feel so good.” Sesshoumaru whispered in Kagome’s ear. Had Kagome been more attentive she would have realized that was the first time he had spoken to her during their sessions together. Instead she could only moan in response.

Kagome’s hips began to move against up to meet his trying to keep up, but his youkai speed was too fast. She raised her chest up a bit in a silent request which Sesshoumaru gladly granted. He massaged the soft mounds at times clenching his hands in order to keep a good hold on her. Kagome’s hands were grip the the couch’s arm behind her in order to brace herself against his thrusts.

Protests from the furniture below them could be heard, but neither was in the right state of mind to care. He licked and nipped at her collar bone as she was arched back moaning her pleasure. “Oh...Sesshoumaru!” Kagome yelled as she reached her climax. After a few more thrusts with her muscles clenching around him, Sesshoumaru growled her name and spilled his seed into her.

They both laid on the couch trying to catch their breaths. Once the panting had died down Sesshoumaru pulled out and looked down at her. ‘She’s powerful, yet she didn’t try to escape. She should be cold and angry for having been brought her, but she is sweet and kind to Rin. She makes me feel warm and makes me want to smile, something which I have not done in a long time. She is truly an amazing creature.’

Kagome looked back up at him and blushed when she noticed his intense gaze on her. ‘His eyes are so deep.’ Kagome felt herself getting lost in his gaze, but then there was a knock on the door.

“State your business with out entering.” Sesshoumaru commanded.

“Everything is ready for your departure in two days Sesshoumaru-sama.” Jaken’s voice was heard on the other side of the door.

“Very well. Leave Jaken.” Jaken could be heard scurrying away.

Sesshoumaru gaze had never left Kagome and though she knew she had thought she didn’t care about him seeing her unclothed, having him stare at her for such a long period of time was unnerving. She then realized that he had torn her kimono to shreds and she had nothing to wear to get back to her room. “Anou, Sesshoumaru? My kimono...”

Sesshoumaru understood what she was saying and pulled her up so that she was sitting on the couch. He pulled back on his hakama and then went to retrieve his haori. Instead of putting it on himself he placed it on Kagome. He loved the way it looked on her. She was much too small for it, but the colors made her look regal and being that it was his clothes would tell anyone that she was his. It was also mildly erotic and he saw how short it was on her, barely saving her modesty.

He picked her up and lay down on the couch with her on top of him. He just held her taking in her sweet scent and warmth. Kagome’s fingers idly starting playing with locks of his silky hair. She would like nothing batter than to stay like this, but she kept reminding herself of her positi
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She was pulled out of her thoughts when she heard a light rumbling under her. She realized that it was coming form Sesshoumaru and she recognized it as something she could only call a purr. She giggled a little and Sesshoumaru looked down at her. “And what it so amusing?”

“You’re purring.” Kagome stated. That was when Sesshoumaru noticed that he was indeed purring. He hadn’t realized it. The last time he had done that had been when he was a pup and his mother used to stroke his hair to get him to sleep.

“It is not a purr.” Sesshoumaru stated haughtily.

“Then what is it?” Kagome asked.

“A content growl.” He replied.

Kagome was a bit surprised by that answer. “Do I make you content?” She asked and then regretted opening her mouth when she felt him tense under her. He laid a small kiss on her forehead and wrapped his arms around her tighter pulling her closer. She never got an answer, but she figured it was better than him saying no and sending her back to her room. In fact being with him was making her quite content. She continued to run her fingers through his hair and he began to purr again. This time shst lst listened to his purring and his heartbeat until she was lulled to sleep.

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