The painful scars underneath
Ch-5
CH-4: SILVERY
SHADOW IN GLOOMY HAPPINESS
Eight years ago
onna, there is only one way of protecting yourself,” a very calculative voice
elegantly spoke to a very shocked and haggard looking Kagome.
Since the moment
Inuyasha brought her to live with him, this is the only and probably the most
unexpected person who showed up with the voice that can be best described as
almost akin to indirect assurances in her favor. However, knowing this Royal
personage beforehand, Kagome really can’t understand him or his must-be-there
ulterior motives.
from this hell,” his commanding voice took an almost darker tone, “or else, die
and rot with this abomination.”
Kagome shivered
visibly;
“I want to go to my
own home,” Kagome spoke for the first time out of her own free will after so
many days, “He forced me,” she gulped
and her voice became desperately pleading,
“…Will you save me,
please?”
know, that bastard, Inuyasha didn’t hesitate to ruin you even once…I, as the
Western Lord shall ensure your safety.”
There is a bold
confidence in those pair of burning amber eyes that had Kagome trusting him,
she felt somehow…protected after so very long a time. But in these last couple
of months, she has matured at a tremendous rate…experiencing almost all
possible emotions…
From betrayal, heart break, loneliness,
insecurity, pain, servility, abhorrence…
has been torn from her in the most violent of ways with no one to protect or
defend her, and all her wishes and wills crushed down forcibly and burnt right
in front of her very eyes as day and night, every passing hour she is forced to
stay with the man who never cared about her, who cared only about the
fulfillment of his own sick and warped physical needs… Her own virtuousness
twisted in the self-same manner and now, she feared even her potential savior
deep down,
“But why would you help
me?” Kagome asked in a tiny voice.
The pristine figure in
front of her slightly chuckled…and Kagome’s insides fluttered in an
unrecognizable emotion,
“He was after all a
half-brother…so it becomes my duty,” his eyes became much gentler than Kagome
can ever remember seeing or imagining, “…and besides, you deserve much better.”
both of them gazed into each other’s eyes…slowly, a thick trail of tear
sauntered down Kagome’s eyes and he ran his clawed fingers down her hair very
gently; a symbol of an untold promise that is conveyed by this very selfless
and chaste gesture, yet something that Kagome understood very easily.
“Listen little one,”
he tucked a finger down her chin to lift her face to meet his eyes, “you shall
know soon, what kind of man took your virginity.”
And in the next
moment, he was gone.
these events, she shouldn’t have allowed any man to touch her…like she didn’t
know already what happens when men
touches! But even then,
Sesshoumaru is different. He is known for his honor…and she had seen it before,
but she also had seen and trusted Inuyasha…and so wrongly too; her body felt
sickening at the very thought of the name. Nothing is within her power now; but
trusting an Honorable Ruler is surely better than living with a nobody.
Kagome’s eyes
brightened up at the promise of a rescue no matter how uncertain it may sound;
she felt like crumbling into pieces as days passed on and nothing changed for
her better, as she slept every night with tears in her eyes knowing the next
one will be just as bad…and woke up to find herself in the arms of the man
whose very sight hurts her all over…
. . . . . . . . . .
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
“Sesshoumaru, you
bastard what were you doing in my home?” Inuyasha roared as he saw his half big
brother leisurely walking out of his tiny home.
detected that’s why he didn’t bother to use his concealing power; but right
now, for a furious Inuyasha, it didn’t matter!
He could well
understand that Sesshoumaru wishes to meet his wife, not him; but why?... what would such a selfish monster need to see his Kagome for?
here for?” Sesshoumaru teased, his expression quite amused.
“Tell me yourself,
you dare not butt in between me and her,” he can’t get any peace till he finds
out.
“She is no more one of your kind,” Sesshoumaru scowled,
“so it’s inappropriate that a slut such as you should have her.”
“Don’t you dare to
say it out loud; SHE BELONGS TO ME,” Inuyasha practically screamed.
Sesshoumaru
dismissed it with a slight snort, “Maybe, but not anymore…she is too special to be lost to a fucker such as you.”
Sesshoumaru left
magnificently.
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Inuyasha went inside
and was greeted by Kagome.
He took a deep breath
and let his anger roll off from him, and then, gave her a warm and tender smile.
face away. Their same schedule
was repeated; Inuyasha cooked for them both and stared absentmindedly at her as
she ate slowly, nowadays he made certain that she eat and drink more than
enough…his mind revolving around Kagome’s slowly worsening health. Her face appears
pale, dull eyes and dry skin; she never cares about herself even a bit…her hair
is unkempt and knotted at places; she never baths unless he gives her one, and
at that time she stays still as a rag doll in his arms as he washes her; she
never changes her clothes even if he buys her new though cheap kimonos and jewelries; He could still see
the healthy and vibrant girl who once accompanied him and is, no, was his only
lover…this Kagome only appears as her
lost shadow!
“Why did Sesshoumaru
came here?” Inuyasha broke off their absurd silence by asking her in a soft
voice.
She never speaks
anything to anyone unless he forces her to say something, to which she mewls and babbles an unrecognizable
sentence;
Immediately Kagome
flinched, as if he would come and beat her right now.
He never could beat such
a little and delicate child as her; he stopped
being distantly close to violent with her…but still she fears it.
question…he prepared her for bed instead.
He undressed them
and lay down together to share the delicious warmth of their body.
wouldn’t have sex…Kagome doesn’t respond well; she is too scared and fights as
if he is killing her in place of making love to her, besides he also gets too tired after the daily work to do much of
those things! So, instead he would
hug her tightly and plant loving kisses on her body on some nights…wondering on how thin her body has become… And draw soothing
circles with the palm of his hand on her body…
Always doubting, when things between them will become easier…
……………..and then, hewould fall asleep just after her… . .
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ..
. . . . ‘Please, please Aniue…please save me,’ a
very young half-demon child screamed to his big brother who paid no attention
to him. A group of huge ugly
demons surrounded the little boy tearing at his clothes; they would laugh at the sobbing child
recently orphaned, their bulky figure covering his mother’s dead form.
‘Mother, mother please tell
Aniue to protect us!’ the little child won’t even understand that his
mother is killed by those vicious monsters…
screamed and ran to protect his mother as those ugly demons tore off all her clothing; …then, he asked for
help from his big brother as those demons slapped and beat her along with him.
He cried for help as those men ‘moved
funny’ within her mother.
He didn’t understand
anything but ‘that act’ if not stopped, would
eventually kill her mother.
‘Sesshoumaru-sama,
he can’t be Inu no Taishou’s
son,’ one of those nameless demons mocked and flung him near his mother…he
could see everything too clearly…
…two of them pushed their boy-parts into her
front and another two at her back girl-parts in a periodic motion; it must hurt
mother very, very much because she is wailing violently…and her blood is
staining the ground pretty fast. Another two drove themselves
in her mouth and grinned at him before plunging in…and from then on, her scream
can’t be heard at all…
roughly kicked at his belly by his ‘Aniue’
who didn’t even watch the spectacle and became limp as his mother body became
still slowly…somewhere in his childish mind he knew he had lost his mother
forever; yet those demons didn’t stop seeing the unresponsiveness of the female
body, they all took their turn…some even
two to three times!
Then, the demons started devouring her flesh—those of her soft breasts, abdomen and another severed her head from her body; the
rest of the monsters laughing at the sight!
He couldn’t tolerate anymore; he threw up,
not being able to control the violent churning of his stomach. He has long
stopped squirming and stayed as still as a statue in pure shock, patiently
taking in the whole display that would haunt him for the rest of his life…
“That’s for teaching you to call me by that name!” the child’s Aniue and
Demon Lord’s voice exclaimed, his eyes full of abhorrence and malevolence.
‘Now your Highness,
shall we go for him?’ a very lusty tone of a nameless and faceless demon
enquired.
The Lord’s eyes
pierced into the small hanyou near him, and they showed nothing at all, not
even hatred now…but the hanyou felt a compulsion of some sort in those golden
eyes in front of him;
‘Why do you hate me so much, bro—‘
“This is for calling me by that name!”
the strong voice stopped the child.
And then the Youkai Lord gave a
faint nod…
All the demons circled the child and slashed
his clothes…sickening lust rolled off from their bodies…one of them touched his
boy-parts with a slimy tentacle reaching deep into his anus…
‘Noooooooooooooooo—‘
…his voice effectively muffled by another’s
cock—
‘Nnnnggghhhhhh’………………
………..‘a slut’………… . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
. .
‘It- it was a dr-dream,’
Inuyasha sat up from his futon; his entire body coated with cold sweat, his
limbs are still trembling slightly.
‘That
damnable dream again!’ he
thought in his own mind and moved to wipe his cheeks clean,
‘Silly me, I must have been crying again!’
And then, he
lightened up seeing the peacefully calm sleeping figure of Kagome.
He gazed as his
little and only treasure and touched the palm of her hand by his thumb; slowly
and involuntarily her fingers curled up around his thumb… his
face is all in awe; he smiled
serenely…
He softly kissed her
lips and then slowly muttered to her slumbering form,
“I will always protect you.”
He chuckled to
himself and took in the scent of her hair, purring deeply into it with
satisfaction…
‘You are the centre of my world
now, my everything!’
A/N: well, there you go. Not much is left
of this story and I guess, I’ll be finishing up pretty
fast.
Hey, I already posted so many chapters but I didn’t get much
review, that’s so cruel! Please do review, those who
did read and yet didn’t review, I do ask you to show a bit of love by reviewing!